Chapter 5

Although I was wronged, no one believed that my mother pressed my head and bowed together to apologize. With the mediation of the police officers from the police station, the young woman finally agreed to the reconciliation.

After coming out of the police station, I thought my mother would beat me up, but I didn't expect that after getting on the car, I lay on the steering wheel and looked very tired.

If she scolds me and beats me, I can still accept it. After all, I am used to it. I feel a little guilty when she is like this now.

I gently placed my hand on my mother's shoulder and whispered: Mom, don't be angry, listen to my explanation

Don't touch me! Mom said angrily, shook her shoulder hard, trying to shake my hand off

I saw that she was angry and didn't dare to talk more, so I could only sit beside me carefully

After a long time, my mother finally raised her head and sighed: Xiaodong, what should you do if you say mom should do with you?

I said aggrievedly: Mom, I am really wronged and I am really framed

Who framed you?

A little girl, I really want to be the daughter of my father and colleague

The daughter of your father’s colleague? Mom frowned: Why did she frame you?

How could I know? Maybe it's because I'm too handsome

You're talking nonsense!

Mom, why can't you trust me?

Mom said angrily: I'm also strange, why can't you let me believe you?

I... I was speechless for a moment, and I wondered when I became such a person without integrity in my mother's heart

After a moment of silence, my mother said: Don’t blame others for not believing in you. Think about it carefully. If you were me, can you believe in yourself?

Me...what happened to me?

Ling Xiaodong, don't think I don't know what you did secretly in private. I didn't tell you everything. I gave you face. You really think your mother is a fool.

Mom glared at me: Do you understand what I said to you that day?

I understand, I understand I frowned and nodded vigorously

You know you are still causing trouble for me outside! The swear you sent to me that day was just fart!

I... I'm really wronged. I really didn't do anything. If you don't believe me, I'll go back and see my dad later and ask him to prove it to me.

Don't bother you or not, you called me to the police station and embarrassing you

When I thought about it, it was indeed true. With my mother's strong personality, I bowed and apologized to others in the police station. Anyway, it was quite embarrassing.

Mom started the car and was silent all the way, without saying a word

When I got home, I neither punished me nor scolded me. I locked myself in the bedroom with a bang and didn't even get up to cook dinner. It seemed that this time I really hurt her heart.

After my dad came back, I angrily told him what happened today, wanting him to bring that colleague's daughter over and wash away my grievances.

After hearing this, my dad was a little surprised and asked back: Has she gone to find you?

It's Ah, more than once, I gritted my teeth and asked: Who is she? She framed me like this

My dad was stunned for a while, then he started to flip his pocket in a panic, finally took out a few ten-dollar bills, stuffed them into my hand, staring at me and said: Didn’t you say you don’t have enough pocket money? This is the change I bought for cigarettes, you can take it first. If it is not enough, Dad will give it to you another day. The girl will go to you in the future. Don’t pay attention to her. Don’t let your mother know about this.

My father's reaction was beyond my expectations. Is there a ghost here? Could it be that the girl is really the little lover he keeps outside? But even so, why did she provoke me for no reason?

I can't figure it out, but my dad told me, threatening and tempting, and finally made me mute and eat coptis. I couldn't say anything about my suffering.

At night, I woke up by urine. After getting up and going to the bathroom to open the door, I vaguely heard some serene voices. I kept my ears focused. It was coming from the balcony, as if my mother was calling.

I haven't been sleeping so late, I'm talking on the phone? I don't have to guess who I'm going to know who I'm going to be.

I instinctively felt that the phone was related to me, so I tiptoed over

With the moonlight, my mother was wearing a violet silk pajamas and curled up on the lazy sofa surrounded by green potted plants. She tilted her head and clamped her phone between her shoulders and cheeks. Her long hair was drooping, covering half of her face. She held a delicate brush in her hand and casually applied nail polish on her feet.

The bright moonlight shone on my mother's body through the glass window, as if she was covered with a thin layer of silver gauze, her exposed white skin was as delicate as exquisite porcelain, delicate and smooth as if she was emitting a holy light, like an oil painting, beautiful like a dream, I actually felt a hint of heartbeat

Because my steps were very light, my mother didn't notice it and sighed: I understand what you said, I beat you and scold you, he is really naughty, I don't know what to do with him now

What he said was indeed my business. I forgot about going to the bathroom for the time being, and hid in the corner curiously, wanting to hear what they said.

I heard my mother whisper: I know he is puberty now, and I also know that the puberty boy is thin-skinned. I have already saved him enough face. Some time ago, he had nocturnal emission at night and made pants. I don’t know if he dared not let me know, or I was embarrassed. He secretly hid his pants and then turned them out when I was looking for something... No, I was just afraid that he would be embarrassed, so I stuffed it back to him.

My face felt hot, and I complained to my mother in my heart, why did I tell people everything? Then I thought about it again. It turned out that my mother had discovered the hidden pajama pants.

I'm afraid that he will go out and cause trouble for me. It's like today's matter, and people don't pursue it. If someone is a serious person, he will make trouble at school or be posted online in anger, then his life will be over... Nonsense, I'm the fuck, I don't worry who cares, you worry

I felt a little moved and felt a little guilty. Although my mother didn't hit me since she was a child, she really worked hard for my business.

I know he is a troublemaker. So what else can I do if I have been born? I can throw him away? Then I can give it to you, do you want it?

The touch just now dissipated instantly. It seems that my mother's resentment towards me is very deep

What does it mean that I am not educated... What does my son seduce your daughter? Do you think Yiyi is just a piece of paper? Now that the Internet is so developed, they don’t know what... Wasn’t we both discussing to be in-laws? Why do you blame me alone?

Judging from her tone, it doesn't seem like she is a quarrel, but it seems like she is a joke

I've broken up the couple, and separated them. What else do you want me? Ah I'm just worried now. I don't know what to do with him. I've thought about it for a day and planned to take him to see a psychiatrist... I'm really not kidding... I know that adolescent boys have physiological needs, so we've broken up the couple... You said it easy, you haven't raised a son, you don't know... Oh, I'll tell you something Ah, you have to keep it secret, don't tell others Ah

Mom suddenly lowered her voice and said in a low voice: Xiaodong, he stole my stockings, that... You don't pretend to be garlic, that's the one

I feel hot all over now. Mom is really, why do you tell people this kind of thing? Your son's face is not a face, but it's the same as I guess. Mom has known it a long time ago

You have a mother-opathic fetish! My mother said half-jokingly: You are his future mother-in-law, and he is half of his mother. Are you in love with you?

Aunt Rong suddenly appeared in my mind. She was cold all day long, serious, without any sense of intimacy, and she couldn't hide, so how could she dare to fall in love?

It was originally, he was not an ideology for mothers, he was an ideology for socks, and a ideology for stockings.

Actually, I am a little confused now. I used to know that I was simply obsessed with stockings, but recently I seem to be paying more and more attention to my mother herself. Even when she is not wearing stockings, I will inexplicably have impulsiveness. This is what I fear the most

Really, the magazines I searched under his mattress were all related to stockings, so I wanted to take him to see a psychologist. Now I don’t dare to wear stockings at home.

So that's it. I said why my mother has become more conservative in time recently

Although it is late autumn now, we are located in the south, and the seasons are like spring. Even in winter, there are so many beauties wearing stockings and even going out on the street with bare legs.

Oh, I'm really worried now, I'm afraid that he will go out to steal other people's stockings or sneak into his thighs... You are a pervert... I know I know, I'm trying to stop him from becoming a pervert, I haven't found out that he has this problem before. I always feel that I just don't let him interact with Yiyi, so I want to take him to see a psychologist

I smiled bitterly in my heart, "All right, I've become perverted in my hearts of both mothers."

It’s better to drain than blocking? How to guide?... Nonsense, why don’t you give your stockings to my son... Don’t laugh, your stockings are smelly, my son doesn’t have to.

Aunt Rong always wears a police uniform. I never saw her wearing stockings or pantyhose What would Aunt Rong look like in stockings? I couldn't help but imagine it in my mind.

Do you really think this is useful? What if it becomes more serious? I know, I just want to affect his college entrance examination, so why would I beat him with a stick early... I mean that, I'm fine, let's get through the college entrance examination first. Then, with Yiyi by his side, it might be better.

It seems that my mother was talking anger that day, and she didn't really want to completely break us up with a blow

What do you mean? You don’t recognize this sn in law? You have to recognize it even if you don’t recognize it... Don’t talk to me about these useless things. Then I will throw it at your house and be your doorstep. You have to recognize it even if you don’t recognize it even if you don’t recognize it.

Usually, I am just talking about being a scoundrel, and that's really unreasonable

What I am worried about is what to do now. If he wants... He dares to touch someone's thigh on the bus this time, will he do something wrong with me next time? If it is even more serious, I will have to trouble you... I think he should get back together with Yiyi... What does it mean to push your daughter into the fire pit? What do you think about our Xiaodong? Okay, okay, I think about it again. I have to go to work tomorrow, let's talk about it later.

I heard that my mother was going to hang up her phone, but she was afraid that she would find that I was eavesdropping, so she tiptoed back to the bedroom, not even caring about the toilet

The next day, I kept thinking about what Aunt Rong had come up with for her mother, so I didn't have the time to study.

After school, I found my mother's high heels, so I shouted, but there was no response.

I walked around the house and didn't see anyone, so I put down my schoolbag and prepared to go to the bathroom first. Just as I was about to enter the bathroom, I saw my mother standing in front of the washing machine, with her hands on the laundry basket. One of them was holding several pairs of new stockings that were not opened tightly, her eyebrows were frowning, as if she was struggling with something.

I was a little puzzled. My mother was so obsessed with what she thought. She didn't hear her calling just now.

Just as I was about to say hello, my mother opened the stockings in her hand one by one, rubbed them, and threw them all into the laundry basket.

I was confused and thought to myself, what was she doing?

Mom bit her lower lip, stared at the stockings in the laundry basket for a while, took them out, froze for a moment, and put them back again

I just kept it over and over again, and I took it and put it on several occasions. Finally, I seemed to have made up my mind and threw the stockings into the basket, turning around and leaving. But when I saw me standing outside against the wall, I almost jumped up, stroked my chest, and gasped: You damn child, Ah, who is a cat, didn't come back at all and didn't say anything, I was scared to death!

I said innocently: I said hello, you didn't hear it

Mom looked back at the stockings in the laundry basket, and then said to me with a serious expression: Although the stockings that Mom has changed, you are not allowed to steal Ah again.

Ah? I looked at her with a blank look

Ah, what Ah! You are not far from going to prison. Do you know that you are still Ah? You are so angry that I am so angry. Mom glared at me, then muttered to go back to the bedroom

I frowned, and was confused. When I recalled the scene just now, I always felt that my mother was a little different from usual, and her panicked look... she was actually a little cute

Wow Wave! It's so scary to describe my mother using the word cuteness.

As for what she said just now, there is no count of what stockings she has replaced, but I can't steal them anymore

This is obviously the new stockings she just opened the packaging, and why do you emphasize that she didn't count, as if she was deliberately reminding me, then does she want me to steal, or does she want me to steal?

I hugged my chest with my hands, tilted my head, and looked at the stockings in the basket with my eyebrows. Although I was obsessed with stockings, I was not interested in these new stockings that I just opened. If it were the original stockings I replaced with on my mother, I would still be a little interested.

etc!

Could it be that my mother was fishing? She deliberately seduced me to steal her stockings, then beat me and took me to see a psychologist?

But it doesn't make sense. Yesterday when she was on the phone with Aunt Rong, she said it clearly. She now endured and didn't beat me to death, just because she was afraid that it would affect my college entrance examination. She would have been beaten long ago, so she didn't have to go around such a big circle.

By the way, she said that it is better to be relieved than to be blocked. Is it because I am afraid that I will cause trouble when I go out, so I turn a blind eye to me and let me solve my physiological needs at home?

Uh...even if that's the case, then my mother is too treacherous and she has to put a lot of bait when fishing. I really think I'm stupid and can't see the difference between original stockings and new stockings?

I hooked a shredded pork with my little finger, smiled contemptuously, and threw it back

As soon as I turned around, I saw my mother standing outside against the wall, looking at me expressionlessly, scared me, stroked my chest and said: Mom, what are you doing? Didn’t you go back to the house? I’m scared to death

Mom asked back: What are you doing?

I didn't do anything

What did you not do?

It's Ah, I didn't do anything Ah

What do you want to do?

I didn't want to do anything

What did you not want to do?

I... Oh, by the way, I want to go to the bathroom

After saying that, I turned around and went into the bathroom and paid the water bill happily. When I came out again, my mother was gone and the stockings disappeared from the laundry basket.

I let out a long sigh, thinking that it was so dangerous, almost touching her, but it seemed that she was still quite confused.

At night, my mother was still sitting by my side and staring at me studying, but she is much more conservative now and she has started wearing jeans at home. It’s really a shame. On the good side, I can study with peace of mind.

Lying on the bed at night, thinking about what happened in the past few days, it was almost the same time last night, and quietly got up, tiptoed to open the door. There was no movement on the balcony. It seemed that my mother did not talk to Aunt Rong on the phone like yesterday, and she couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.

In the next two days, I always felt that my mother was a little weird. She always stared at me with her eyes slanted, just like she was guarding me against thieves.

On the third day, after dinner, I was sitting on the sofa discussing the Premier League with my father. My mother came over and hooked her fingers at me, signaling me to go into the bedroom with her.

My mother's abnormal behavior these days made me feel a little nervous. I don't know what she wants to do. I want to take her to see a psychologist now.

After entering the house, my mother sat on a stool, her fingers rhythmically knocking on the dressing table, looking at me

Today she was wearing a light knitted top, slim jeans under her, tightly wrapped around her long legs, looking very round, and her feet were wearing white cotton socks and cotton slippers. It seemed that she was very alert to me.

After a moment of silence, my mother asked: How are you doing in school recently?

very good

Very good? Then...what to study? Have you studied hard?

have

Where is Lu Yiyi? Have you played with her recently?

No

You... Mom asked with a puzzled look on her face, why are you not much like you usually do?

What's different?

Why don't you have any oily and smooth tuning? Don't say strange things anymore

Isn't it good?

Good, good... But I always feel a little uncomfortable with you like this. I feel weird, do you have any worries?

Mom frowned, then squeezed out a stiff smile, pretending to be kind and said: Come on, don't be embarrassed, talk to mom

I have nothing to worry about, I thought, you think I'm wrong, I think you're wrong

You have Mom's eyebrows are raised and she stares at me slanted

I don't have any, I can't say anything

You have

I really don't

With a bang, my mother slapped the table hard, stared at me with wide eyes, and said without any doubt: You have it!

I have it, I'll nod

Mom patted the end of the bed and said with a smile: Come on, sit down, talk to mom

I sighed helplessly, sat down and blamed my mother with an unhappy expression: At such a young age, why are you sighing

I didn't know why I sighed. I sat in the bed with a well-behaved look. After waiting for a long time, my mother didn't see me talking. She said anxiously: "Ah, what are you worried about? You told my mother that we have known each other for more than ten years, so I can't say anything to me if you have anything to do.

She glanced at me and clapped her hands and said: That's it, don't treat me as your mother today, you treat me as your good friend

I couldn't help but show the expression of the subway man looking at his phone, and said with a disgust: Mom, are you childish? How old am I? I am still playing a game of pretending to be good friends with me

My mother turned red when she said it, she reached out to slap my head and covered her head, saying aggrievedly: Mom, you hit me again, my good friend never hit me

It was obviously out of instinctive reaction. After the beating, my mother felt a little regretful. She stroked my head and said softly: Sorry, I'm used to it. My mother didn't mean it.

Your habit is not very good, I said with a wry smile

We were stalemate for a moment when our mother suddenly stood up and said with a smile: You... are face to face, maybe you are embarrassed to say what you think. I know, you can be so face-to-face, come here

As he said that, he pulled to the left of the bed, held my hands on my shoulders, and pressed me down on the bed with force.

I was stunned, and quickly got up and asked: What are you doing?

Lying down, don't move, mom warned

I lay obediently on my parents' bed. Seeing my mother's face a little shy, my heart thumped. Could it be that my mother would provide me with any special services to relieve my physiological needs?

Is the plot in Xiao Huangwen going to happen to me?

……

Impossible

I looked at my mother nervously and expectantly. My mother quickly walked to the other side of the bed and lay down beside me. My heart became more and more anxious and I couldn't help asking: Mom, what are you going to do?

Mom lay on the bed on her back and said: Like me, don't look at me

I hesitated for a moment, then lay flat on the bed like her, staring straight at the ceiling

Suddenly, my mother's left hand touched my right hand and gently held it

My heart beat suddenly. My mother's hands were very smooth, warm and delicate, like nephrite, with a slight tide in her palm. It seemed that she was a little nervous.

Mom...what do you...what do you want to do?

It is said online that not looking at each other's words is more conducive to communication. Now you can tell your mother what you think is.

So that's it. I felt ridiculous for what I just thought, but I felt a little disappointed.

Say...what's what you think?

Anything you can do in your heart, for example, you wanted to say it before, but you didn't dare to say it to me

I want to say but dare not say it? I muttered a few words to myself and suddenly thought: If I say it, don't be angry, don't hit me Ah

How could I hit you? What did you recognize your mother? Do you want to be a tigress? Don't worry, tell me

Then I said Ah, your singing is really ugly. Every time I go to KTV, it is the same as a disaster scene. I really don’t want to sing with you.

Your wavy ! My mother suddenly sat up and stared at me: Are you looking for a fight?

I saw her raise her arm and pretend to hit her. I hurriedly covered her head and said: You said you won't hit me.

Mom was stunned, her raised hand froze in the air, and after a long time, she put it down, forced a smile: If I don't hit you, I'll say I won't hit you, I won't hit you.

At this time, the bedroom door opened. When my father saw the scene inside the house, he was stunned and asked in confusion: What are you... doing?

Mom glared at her eyes and said loudly: We are doing psychological counseling. Don’t disturb us, hurry up and go out!

My dad was so scared that his neck shrank, he stepped out, and closed the door hard and lay back. He smiled and said: The person who was in trouble is gone, you can continue, you can tell me

I've finished talking about Ah, I'm just this little secret. I've always wanted to tell you, but I'm afraid you'll lose your temper.

Who told you to say this? Mom was angry and funny: I didn't ask you to say me, you said yourself, what do you have... For example, what can't be said to hide?

Unspeakable hiddenness?

I thought about it, my mother kept taking me in that direction. I knew what she was worried about, but I felt that I could control this matter and didn't need her to worry about it.

I turned over and got out of bed and said to her: Forget it, I really have nothing to say. I have this time. I'd better go back and do two sets of papers.

After saying that, he got up and was about to leave. Mom shouted: Stop! Lying down for me!

I smacked my lips and lay back helplessly. I didn't know what to say to her, so I simply asked: Since it's a heart-to-heart talk, you can't just let me tell you, what secrets do you have that cannot be told?

Me? Mom thought for a moment, contacted Ah and showed a blush, and smiled: I really have a secret

I was a little interested and asked: What's the secret? Is it because you have a love affair?

Hit you Ah!

I hurriedly closed my mouth and remained silent for a while. My mother chuckled and said in a low voice: I...I want to urinate when I am nervous.

I turned my head and looked at her unexpectedly. My mother's cheeks were red and she said embarrassedly: I...I have already said Ah, your dad doesn't know this secret.

I supported my head with my hands, lay on my side, looked at her with interest, and said with a smile: I thought you were not afraid of heaven or earth. It turns out that you would be nervous too, and you still want to urinate when you are nervous.

Mom's face turned redder and she scolded: Don't laugh! I'm not an artificial intelligence robot, why aren't I nervous? Let me tell you, every time I go to school to hold a parent-teacher meeting, I'm so nervous

What's so nervous about parents

Do you still remember when you were in the third grade of elementary school, you lit your deskmate’s braid. Your head teacher scolded me in front of the whole class, saying that we don’t have a tutor and that parents will not discipline their children. Since then, I have been particularly afraid of holding your parent meeting

My eyes rolled up and I thought about it hard, but it took me a long time to remember it and smiled embarrassedly: That thing is Ah, I was having fun. I originally wanted to scare her, but who knew I really lit it.

You scare people, sniff their hair, the little girl almost snatched our car. I and your father apologized for apologizing for others. After all, they let you go

It's too exaggerated, children are fighting

You think it's a fight, but people think it's a campus bully

OK OK OK, let’s not talk about it anymore, old things, why do you mention it? I respect women very much now, I am an absolute feminist now

Feminist rights are nothing, do you know what feminist rights mean? I just use it blindly after hearing a word

Women's equal rights, respect women

Mom sneered: Respect women? You touch people's thighs on the bus, which is called respecting Ah

I said I was wronged. I was anxious and sat up: If you want to mention this matter again, I will leave and stop chatting!

OK, okay, I won't mention you, I won't mention you lie down. Mom reached out and brought me back: It's your turn, I've told you one, I've told you one, you have to say one too

I frowned and thought for a long time, thinking about the secrets I could share with my mother, but after thinking for a long time, I couldn't think of it. It was either I couldn't say it or it was meaningless.

After waiting for a long time, my mother saw that I didn’t respond, so she simply asked: Let’s do this, let me ask you when did you... and Lu Yiyi start?

I didn't think about it: Ah in the first grade of junior high school

First grade junior high school? My mother was obviously surprised: You guys are...?

It was Ah. On your birthday that year, Aunt Rong and you got drunk. You insisted that we were young couples. You forced me to call Aunt Rong mom. Did you forget?

Is this happening?

There was Ah, and then we started calling out my husband and wife. At first we were talking casually, but later we didn’t know why we took it as the truth. Didn’t Aunt Rong and you already know about it?

Ah...Oh! Mom suddenly said: It turns out you are talking about the two of you in love Ah

Otherwise? Then what are you talking about? After saying that, I suddenly reacted: What you are talking about is Ah

Yes, that's what I'm talking about

I thought to myself, my mother was really curious about this in my bed. Ah pondered for a moment and said: Well... the two years ago, when I was in the first year of high school, I was in my first year of high school.

So early? Mom was a little surprised

It's not too early. I have a classmate who was already in junior high school... well... Then it's too late if I pass it

Mom was silent for a while and asked: Who came first?

Who comes first? I didn't react for a while

It's...it's... Mom thought for a long time, then gritted her teeth and asked: Who seduced who first? Is it you or her?

It's not who seduces first and communicates with each other

You kids are really...premature

That's for sure. Now that the consultation is so developed, there are a few who are not precocious.

Then how often do you...

I was stunned, got up and looked at my mother, and said with a lot of laughter: Do you also have to ask about such a privacy issue?

Mom felt a little embarrassed, but she was still tough: I am your mother, what can I ask about?

OK, I lay down again, thought for a while, and said: At first three or four times a day, then once a day, and then once a day two days

So often? Mom interrupted me before I could finish speaking

Since I have already spread it out, I have nothing to be embarrassed about. I said bluntly: It was quite fresh at the beginning, but it really stuck together every day. Later, I felt that it was just that. Now it usually happens one week. Occasionally, I mainly study harder than before. Lu Yiyi is not very interested in this matter unless she really can't help it...

Maybe my mother didn't know how to answer the conversation, and the room was in silence, which was a little awkward.

I was thinking about whether I wanted to find something to change the topic, but my mother asked: Why... I can't help it?

I got up and looked at her and said: Mom, your question is a bit too much. How do you want me to answer you?

No, I just want to ask you, how long will it take for you to be unable to hold it? What will happen if you can't hold it? Go to the bus to touch someone's thigh?

Why are you talking about this again? Are you still going to finish it? I can't talk to you this day. I'm just crying and crying

I care about you, I'm afraid you will learn bad things, my mother has turned on the bitter approach again

Oh, how can I tell you

I was so anxious that I almost scratched my head: Don't worry, I will never learn bad things. I know you care about me, but it feels strange to talk about this kind of thing between mother and son. It's a bit embarrassing. Otherwise, if you change your dad to come in and ask him to care about me, okay?

He? Has he ever worried about family matters? Mom snorted coldly in displeasure: A hand-off manager

Mom, I really have to go back to study, chat another day, and chat another day

Without waiting for her to agree, she got up and ran out, closed the door casually, and gasped. It was so depressing to have a heart-to-heart relationship with my mother, and she was almost unable to breathe.

My dad came over and asked in a low voice: What are you two talking about?

secret

Have a secret with me?

I smiled and said: Don't you have a secret, right?

Dad shivered, nodded, turned around and left