Chapter 4

My mother sprained her ankle, sat on the rest chair and rubbed it for a while, and suddenly said to me: Call a car

Oh...oh, my mother hasn't taken the initiative to talk to me since she came back, which made me feel a little uncomfortable

Call a car. Mom repeated it, her tone was still cold and even a little impatient

I quickly agreed and ran to call a taxi. When I helped my mother get in, she pushed me aside with force when she pushed me aside

After getting off the bus at the hotel, my mother limped in. Every time she took a step, she felt cold sweat and gritted her teeth, looking very painful. I hesitated for a while, but finally got up to help her. Fortunately, my mother just resisted symbolically this time, and stopped refusing.

The hotel room was fully booked due to the strike. Two rooms were just returned, but now only one room is left.

My mother talked to the front desk for a long time, but the reply she got was always this one. If she didn't book, there would be no room left.

I contacted several more hotels, and they were also full. I really had no choice but to stay helplessly

After arriving at the room, my mother shook her arm and pushed me away with her elbow. Then she collapsed on the chair, rubbed her temples, and muttered tiredly: I'm really lucky.

Isn't this normal? I whispered

My mother looked up at me and I immediately explained: This is how it is performed in TV series. When encountering such a thing, there must be only one room left...

I originally wanted to say some jokes to relax my mother and ease the relationship between mother and son, but the expression on my mother's face did not change at all, and it was still cold and the atmosphere became even more awkward.

I quickly closed my mouth and sat down beside the bed obediently

For the next half hour, my mother and I sat there, and no one said anything. Apart from the ticking sound of the wall clock on the wall, there was no sound at all in the room, and it was a bit scary.

My mother sat on the chair and stared at me motionlessly. I didn't dare to let out a breath. My body was almost shrunk and I lived for more than ten years. I finally understood what it felt like to feel uncomfortable all over my body.

Because the atmosphere was too tense, I felt a little wanted to pee, but I don't know what happened, I just didn't dare to go

In the end, I couldn't hold it anymore, so I raised my hand tremblingly and smiled awkwardly at my mother: Mom...I want to urinate

My mother didn't scold me or scold me. She rolled her eyes slightly disgusted. I felt like I had received an imperial edict and quickly rushed into the toilet.

I was thinking that I could get along with my mother alone, maybe I could ease the tense relationship, but now I'm better, it's even more stiff

A few days ago, my dad and Beibei were there, and I could still motivate the atmosphere. Now I am the only one who is left with me and my mother, and I live in the same room, and I only have big eyes and stare at me.

I was sweating all over my body, and I felt like I had thorns on my butt. I was restless and uncomfortable all over.

After spending half an hour in the torture, I suddenly remembered that it is still daylight now, just go out, why do I have to stay in the house?

But my mother sprained her ankle, so she definitely couldn't get out, so I can only go out

Just as I stood up and wanted to walk out, my mother also stood up from the chair and we were stunned at the same time. She looked at me, I looked at her, froze for a moment, and then sat down at the same time.

After another ten minutes, I couldn't help it anymore and said to my mother tentatively: Mom, can I go out for a walk?

Mom turned her head, looked at me expressionlessly, I tentatively raised my butt, and asked: Then... Then I... I'm out Ah

Mom still looked at me straight, and I couldn't stand the depressing atmosphere without saying anything. She gritted her teeth and ran out of the room

After leaving the hotel, I breathed in the fresh air mixed with the smell of the sea, and for the first time I truly felt the feeling of freedom.

There are a lot of people on the street, and there are strike teams marching and demonstrating everywhere, and they are in a mess. This scene is rare in the country

I stood curiously on the street to watch the excitement. I was shouting the unified slogans, but after a while I heard a noise in front of me. Then I heard the sound of gunshots, and the crowd instantly boiled.

Many people started running back. I thought it had nothing to do with me, and the fire wouldn't burn me up.

I wanted to continue watching the fun, but when I saw the crowds, I felt a little nervous, so I retreated with the crowd and finally returned to the hotel in panic.

Standing outside the guest room, knocking on the door for a long time before my mother opened it for me

After I went in, I wiped the sweat from my forehead and panted and said to her: It's messy, you can't go out, it's so messy outside.

Mom frowned, opened her mouth and hesitated for a moment, and asked: What's wrong with it outside?

I don't know, it's just a mess anyway. After saying that, my mother and I fell into silence again and looked at each other.

Just as the atmosphere in the house was about to fall into freezing point again, I suddenly remembered that I could use learning to divert my attention.

Fortunately, I carried the schoolbag myself and was not taken back by my dad and the others.

I quickly took out my textbook, sat at the desk and looked at the book.

Seeing that I started studying, my mother sat on the bed and played with my cell phone. She stood in front of the window and stared for a while. She spent all the time until the night, and there was no communication.

The mother and I can still eat together, but we must not sleep in the same room.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening. My mother leaned against the head of the bed, holding the pillow and crossing her legs. Her clothes were neatly worn, and she looked at me with a cold face.

It can be seen that my mother is already a little sleepy, but she must be worried about sleeping in the same room with me. I understand if she doesn't say this.

I want to tell my mother that you can sleep with peace of mind. I will never do anything excessive, but I don’t know how to speak.

I felt a little dry, so I got up and walked forward, took a bottle of drink, and took a sip.

Then he thought of his mother and turned around and asked: What are you... drinking?

My mother looked at me and did not respond. I just thought she had made a promise, so she took out a can of cold beer from the refrigerator and said with a smile: Drink some beer, I remember you said that beer helps sleep...

Seeing my mother's face suddenly change, her slender phoenix eyes gradually narrowed, full of murderous aura. Only then did I realize how hard I was, I patted my mouth hard, and then quickly changed to a bottle of milk.

After taking the milk, my mother turned her body to the side

I thought I should explain it to my mother. After pondering for a while, I spoke: Mom, actually... Actually, that night, I was really not...

Shut up

As soon as I was halfway through my words, my mother stopped me by sternly. I sighed helplessly, took a pillow, then placed two chairs together, and lay on them curled up.

My mother still didn't believe me. After drinking milk, she leaned against the head of the bed and stared at me straight. Even though she was tired, she still refused to close her eyes.

I was lying on the chair, unable to stretch my legs, and my butt and waist were still hanging in the air, so I felt very uncomfortable.

But what makes people feel most uncomfortable is my mother's alert gaze

When I was in a stalemate for half a year, I felt that this was not good, so I stood up, picked up the pillow and walked to the bathroom, turned around and said to my mother: I can't come out at night, you can rest assured. If you are really worried, you can block the chair in front of the door.

After saying that, I entered the bathroom

It is definitely uncomfortable to sleep in the bathtub. It is smooth and smooth, and your legs cannot be stretched straight. When you wake up in the morning, you will have sore waist, back and leg cramps, and your neck is stiff.

My mother got up early in the morning and was still sitting on the bed in neat clothes. Her hair was a little messy and her face was not very good. I guess she slept like this last night, and like me, she didn't sleep soundly.

Breakfast was delivered by room service, and after eating, I started hiding aside and studying again

My mother still didn't talk to me, but she would make a slight moan from time to time

I secretly looked at me and saw my mother sitting by the bed, rubbing her ankles with pain, and the pain was already red and swollen.

I thought about it for a while, put down my pen, got up and said to her: Otherwise... I'll find you some potion.

No, Mom replied coldly

Your feet are swollen

No, no, no, mom said impatiently: Read your book

I sat back and continued to read, but I couldn't feel relieved. Finally, I didn't say hello to my mother. I got up and left the room, found the front desk, and found some sprays for treatment of bruises and injuries.

After returning to the room, he gently placed it beside his mother, and then continued reading without saying a word

Mom stared at me for a while, unscrewed the lid, sprayed and kneaded it by herself, but the pain still made her moan in a low voice

One day passed, and at night I locked myself in the bathroom and slept in the bathtub the next day. The stiff pillow became even worse. My neck was slightly moved and I grinned my teeth.

Seeing that I kept rubbing my neck, my mother hummed and couldn't help asking: What's wrong with your neck?

Facing my mother's sudden concern, I was really ecstatic, but I still replied with a dry smile: It's nothing, it's just a little bit stiff

My mother wasn't talking, but I was secretly happy. No matter how much I made, she was my mother. No matter how big the mistake I made, she still needs to care about me when she should care about me.

After a while, a slight sound came from the bed. Then I saw my mother get off the bed, walk behind me, put her hands on my neck, and rub her gently.

My mother's hands were cold, thin and slippery. After only a few rubs, the pain immediately relieved. Of course, I was so happy that I was about to bloom. I almost couldn't help laughing out loud.

After rubbing for more than ten minutes, my mother turned around and returned to the bed. She was silent in the middle, without a single word of communication, but I was already very satisfied. If I ask for more, I will be a little ungrateful.

With such a short episode, I feel much more refreshed. I feel so happy all day long. I almost laughed out loud while eating.

Mom seemed to see something strange, and looked at me sideways, and I quickly restrained my emotions

At night, when I walked into the bathroom with my pillow in my arms, my mother suddenly called me: You... Let's hit the floor

Ah? I didn't react for a moment and looked back at my mother

Mom glared at me and said expressionlessly: Sleep on the ground, don't go to the bathtub and then threw a sheet on the ground

oh

I nodded obediently, then lay it on the ground, stared at my mother, and slowly lay down.

The hard floor is naturally not as soft as the mattress, but it is more comfortable than sleeping in the bathtub.

I was in the same room with my mother, my heart was pounding, and the wind was blowing outside the house, so I tossed and turned on the ground like a pancake, but I couldn't sleep

The sound of turning the bed sounded from time to time above my head. I thought my mother couldn't sleep like me.

Somehow, I suddenly remembered when I was young, when I couldn't sleep, my mother would always lie in my ear and hummed Lu Binghua gently.

Although the singing is not very good...but it is also my profound childhood memory

Alas Wave!

The stars in the sky don’t speak, the doll on the ground thinks of the stars in the sky, blinking, mom’s heart, Lu Binghua...

I curled up on the ground and hummed softly

Mom suddenly said: Stop singing, it's so ugly

I couldn't help but laugh and said: It's even worse than what you sang. I regretted it after saying it, so I quickly closed my mouth and pretended to go to bed

The room was silent for a long time again, and a gentle sigh came from the bed, full of resentment and helplessness. My heart felt ache and asked in a low voice: Mom, are you asleep?

Mom didn't reply

I said to myself: Do you still remember? When I was a child, I lost my family’s money. You asked me if I stole it. I don’t admit that you said it’s not scary to make mistakes. As long as I can bravely admit my mistakes and correct them, you will forgive me.

Mom didn't say anything, I continued: I know that I made too big a mistake and cannot be forgiven, but I still hope you can forgive me this time I know that I'm selfish to say this, but... you are my mother, I... I can't do anyone in my life, I can't do without my mother

At the end of the day, my voice choked

At this moment, my mother sighed

I'm so spoiling you

My mother's voice was trembling slightly, with a slight sob, I suddenly sucked twice, and tears began to flow down unstoppably

Mom, I have decided. When I go to college, I will... move out and live in me... I will never make you sad again

I finally couldn't help but let my mother not speak, and she started crying in her face pillow

……

My relationship with my mother has not eased due to the night conversation, and the communication between mother and son is limited to necessary

But I always feel that the atmosphere is not as awkward as before. At least I won’t dare to say anything because I’m afraid of it.

After lunch, my mother stood behind me silently and gently rubbed my neck.

I was very moved. In order to show my determination to regret, I spent all my time studying except eating, sleeping and going to the toilet.

The typhoon was blowing outside these two days, and the demonstration teams were gone. My mother checked and said that the typhoon stopped tomorrow and you can fly back to China the day after tomorrow.

To be honest, I feel a little reluctant. Even though the atmosphere is so awkward, even if I stay in the house and do nothing, I just stare at me. As long as I can stay with my mother, I will be very happy.

The next day, the sky finally cleared up. I was in the house for several days. My mother wanted to go out for a walk.

Before leaving the door, my mother sat by the bed and sprayed medicine

My mother's feet are smooth and tender, and the feet are small and cute. I used to like my mother's beautiful feet very much. Every time I see them, I always have an inexplicable impulse. At this moment, I looked at my mother's white and sexy naked feet and didn't react at all. In the end, my mother drove me out and changed into a pair of flesh-colored ultra-thin panties. I didn't have any impulse.

I helped my mother out of the hotel and took a leisurely walk along the beach road. Although she didn't talk to me all the way, at least she didn't refuse to touch my skin.

My mother looked in a good mood. After strolling along the beach, she found a cafeteria and sat in it.

The restaurant is quiet and the sun is bright, and the sound of waves comes from time to time.

My mother sat opposite me, eating grilled fish slowly, and I took my favorite food like a waiter.

A few days ago, the relationship between us mother and son was really cold and we couldn't say some of the words. Today, I saw my mother in a good mood and planned to take the opportunity to explain.

Mom...I want to explain some things to you

Mom looked up at her eyes, but she didn't say anything

I swallowed nervously, pondered for a while, and said: Actually that night...

As soon as he started speaking, my mother suddenly frowned. Oh, I didn't take it seriously, and continued to bow my head and say: It was Lu Yiyi who helped you into her room.

Oh...Ah... Mom covered her lower abdomen with her hands and leaned on the table

Whether you believe it or not, I really don’t know. I thought it was Lu Yiyi who was sleeping in the room.

Shut up!

Mom whispers

I was shocked and looked up quickly. I saw her frowning, her facial features almost squeezed together. In the blink of an eye, her originally snow-white pretty face was swollen and red

I was startled and quickly got up and asked: What's wrong with you?

My stomach hurts, my mother starts to tremble when she speaks

Then...then...had I caught a cold? Or had I eaten something bad? I saw sweat beads on my mother's forehead, like an ant on the hot pan in a hurry

Mom gritted her teeth, and a painful moan was squeezed out from her throat, so painful that she couldn't even speak.

Seeing this, I knocked my head a few times to calm myself down and said to my mother: Call an ambulance, call an ambulance, please bear it, you can bear it again

While comforting my mother, I took out my cell phone to make a phone call

Fortunately, the hospital is nearby, and the ambulance arrived in a short while. I went to the hospital with the car. Along the way, my mother held my hand tightly, and her pretty face, which was originally swollen and red, turned into a miserable white again.

This is the first time I have seen my mother look so painful, lying beside her, constantly comforting her

Finally got to the hospital and was told that my mother had acute appendicitis and needed surgery immediately

Although it was not a fatal disease, I was still nervous when I saw my mother being pushed into the operating room.

I hesitated whether to tell my dad about my mother's sudden illness. After thinking about it, they are far away in China and can't fly over for a while, so why bother to worry?

After about an hour, the operation was finally over. When the doctor told me that everything was going well, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Pushing the door and entering the ward, I saw my mother wearing a hospital gown, her face was pale and her eyes were closed; because she had just finished the operation, she could not lie flat, so she could only lean her upper body against the hospital bed

I tiptoed over, and my mother seemed to hear the movement, and actually raised her right hand. I quickly stretched out my hands and held it tightly.

I was thinking about how to comfort my mother, but my mother asked weakly: Boy or girl?

Ha? I was stunned

Mom slowly opened her eyes and couldn't help but slam her forehead and smiled bitterly: I'm scared to death, I thought I had another one.

I'm enough to worry about you. If you have another one, you won't be exhausted. If you want me to tell me, it's all redundant.

I want to use my specialties, be verbal, and activate the atmosphere

My mother gave me a blank look and wanted to pull my hand out of my palm. Unfortunately, she was weak and weak, so she had to give up and turn her face aside.

My mother's hands were cold, soft and weak, I held them in my palm and couldn't bear to let go

Mom, did you feel very painful when I gave birth to me?

After a moment of silence, my mother said: It hurts so much

I asked with a smile: I heard from my dad that you kept calling him a bastard in the delivery room, and even scolded the eighteen generations of our old Ling family, making the doctors and nurses so happy

Well, I thought at that time, I would divorce your dad immediately after giving birth. My mother's words were a bit ridiculous, and it wasn't as cold as it was

Then why did you give birth to Beibei again?

A ghost knows

I sat down on the chair beside the bed and said: Something I haven't told you

Mom turned her head and looked at me

I smiled: Actually, when I was a child, I hated Beibei very much. Until I graduated from elementary school, I hated her very much

Why?

Jealous I lowered my head and unconsciously played with my mother's slender fingers: I always felt that you spoiled her and didn't care about me

I spoil her? I don't spoil you? I spoil you all to the sky

Mom pulled her hand out hard, turned her face to the side, sighed softly, and muttered: You are so lawless

I found that I really don’t know how to chat anymore, including when I was having dinner just now, I shouldn’t mention the incident that night again. Even if it’s an explanation, it will make my mother recall that unpleasant experience.

In fact, the best way is to try to make your mother happy and ease the tense atmosphere

Mom is a decent person, very strong in her heart. After time washing, she can heal herself. If she keeps mentioning it over and over again, it is like she keeps uncovering the scars, which is completely counterproductive.

These I should have thought of for a long time

In the evening, I went back to the hotel and returned to the hospital ward.

If my mother doesn't talk to me, I will stay by the side silently, reading and studying

My mother was uncomfortable, so I adjusted her posture for her and tucked the quilts by the way

Although I live in a single ward, there is no place for the accompanying staff to sleep

At night, I could only sit in a chair, lying on the bedside table with my upper body. Even if I change my position, I could only lean on the back of the chair. Not to mention how uncomfortable it is.

As I kept changing positions, the chair made a noise. My mother sighed impatiently and complained: Can you be quieter?

I'm quiet I'm quiet

I adjusted my back, leaned my back against the chair, and raised my feet to the windowsill

In a daze, I felt sleepy and leaned back involuntarily, but I turned over and there was a slight sound of dinging bells.

You have something wrong, I finally fell asleep. My mother shouted angrily, then she uttered, frowned and said: It hurts so much that it hurts me

It was not intentional. I got up from the ground embarrassedly and said with a smile: Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you sleep... You continue to sleep

What am I sleeping? Mom sighed and said with disgust: If it really doesn't work, go back to the hotel.

Then where is Ah? Mom, you just had an operation and suffered in the hospital. How can a son go back to that five-star hotel and live in the sea view room to enjoy it? I feel sorry for you.

Mom said with a dull expression and mechanical expression: I feel even more uncomfortable if I stay here.

I straightened the chair, sat back, hesitated for a moment, and said: Otherwise...why I'll tell you a joke?

Mom glanced at me, then turned to the side with disdain

I cleared my throat and started talking seriously: There was a new nurse who was not good at the injection technique. She often called the head nurse to her, and asked her to find a sleeping patient to practice her hands. If the injection was in, the patient was not awake, it means that she had reached home. The nurse went to find a sleeping patient and gave her an injection. She was wrong. However, she continued to give it before the patient woke up, and she was wrong. She even gave it. After more than 30 injections in a row, the patient suddenly sat up and shouted, "You think I'm dead Ah!" The nurse was so scared that she ran away in panic. The next day, the director called the nurse over and held her hand, and said excitedly, "You are so powerful, ten years of vegetative people have been awakened."

After saying that, I giggled, but when I saw my mother sternly and had no smile, I coughed twice to cover up her embarrassment

This joke is a bit outdated and not very funny. Let me tell you another question, what are the patients most afraid of hearing during the operation? I asked happily: Mom, do you know?

Mom gave me a blank look, no answer

Mom, do you know if you cooperate?

I don't know, my mother glared at me impatiently

What patients are most afraid of hearing is...ah? Where did the surgery cuts go? Hahahahahaha...uh...

After a burst of laughter, I saw my mother looking at me with a gray face, her smile gradually became stiff, and then shook her head and said: Isn’t this to make you smile?

Make me laugh and then let the blade crack, right?

Then I remembered that it was really not suitable, and scratched my head awkwardly: That... is indeed quite dangerous, but fortunately my joke is not very funny. You didn't even laugh at me.

My mother ignored me and picked up my phone and read the news for a while. She asked: Did you tell your dad?

say what?

Say I have an appendicitis surgery

No

I'll contact your dad tomorrow and let him come and accompany me

I felt very uncomfortable, and I looked a little depressed, and said in a slight sense: You... don't want to see me at all.

Mom said weakly: You have started school in the third year of high school early, and I will stay here for a while. Let your dad come here. Come back home quickly and don’t delay the start of school.

After hearing what my mother said, my mood improved a little. As expected, my mother still cares about me.

I couldn't help laughing, but my mother looked at me and asked coldly: Why are you laughing at?

I didn't laugh Ah I was thinking, I must work hard and strive to get into a good university

Mom nodded, but didn't continue to speak. I suddenly had an idea. I felt that this was a topic that could be approached, so I went over and asked in a low voice: Mom, which university do you think I should take?

Mom looked at me and asked back: What are your plans?

The University of Finance and Economics in our province is pretty good, and the Agricultural University is okay, but it is really not good. It’s also good at our city’s Normal University.

Mom turned around and stared at me: You are so promising, can you pursue Ah any more

What's the use of just pursuing Ah? I want to go to Tsinghua University, I want to go to Peking University, and I want to take the Harvard exam

When I saw my mother staring at me and her face was not kind, I quickly changed my words: Of course, there must be a pursuit.

Have you figured out what major to take?

Haven't we discussed it before? I want to study archaeology. You and my dad said that major is useless, so I don't know what major to study now

Mom sighed: Learn whatever you want

Really Ah?

It's up to you

Alas! Thank you mom! I grabbed my mother's slender white hand and kissed her hard

Mom was stunned, then shook her arm violently and scolded: Let go of the Wave!

I realized that I was a little too much, so I quickly let go of my mother's hand, retreated, and said timidly: Sorry, I...I was excited for a moment

I used to make such a fuss with my mother, and I had no intimate behavior. I never said that I was embarrassed to cross the line, but now...

The ward fell into silence again. It was already two o'clock in the evening, but there was no sleepiness at all.

After a while, my mother suddenly said: Let me tell you a joke

Ah? I didn't react for a moment

When you were young, your dad and I often quarreled. Whenever you quarrel, I would throw things. Your dad said that I was not rich at that time and could not stand the fall. Your dad discussed with me that if you quarrel again, don’t throw things around. Find something stronger and beat me up and let go. I thought about it, so I agreed to look for it left and right, and really found a solid thing. Every time we quarrel, we would vent our anger. Since then, our family has never dropped anything again.

Is this a joke? I scratched my head and asked in wonder: What is the thing that prohibits Ah?

After you said that, my mother burst out with a loud music

I realized it and laughed: That's OK. I can contribute to the harmony of our family, and it's worth it to be beaten.

Mom covered her mouth with her hands and kept laughing, and tears suddenly flowed down. She wiped her fingers quietly, took a sniff, and turned her face aside.

I felt indescribable. For my temporary joy, I pushed my mother into the bottomless abyss. This scar may never be compensated for in my life.

Thinking of this, I remembered the song that my mother often sang to me when I was a child, and I couldn't help but sing it softly.

I know that the stars in the middle of the night can sing, and when I miss home, it sings with me like this.

I know that the afternoon breeze can sing, and the sound of cicadas in childhood always sings with each other.

When you hold the prosperity in your hand and your mood becomes desolate, you realize that everything in the world will change your mind

When the diary of youth is left, black silk will turn into white hair. The only thing that remains unchanged is that song, singing back and forth in my heart

The stars in the sky don't speak, the dolls on the ground think of mother, the eyes in the sky blink, the heart of mother Ah Lu Binghua

The tea garden in my hometown is full of flowers, my mother's heart is at the end of the world, and I think of my mother's words every night, and the shining tears of Lu Binghua...

Mom lowered her head, covered her eyes with her right hand, and sobbed gently. The more I sang, the more sad I felt, the tears rolled in my eyes.

Just as the climax of the song was reached, the nurse pushed the door and lowered her voice, warning me in English

I quickly stood up and explained, but because my speaking is not very good, and the other party's English is strange, the two of them gestured for a long time and almost turned into talking to each other. No one could understand the other party's meaning.

My awkward and embarrassed look actually made my mother amused and explained to the nurse softly.

After the nurse left, I couldn't help but give a thumbs up and praised: Mom, your English is great, even better than the English of the British.

Mom laughed and said: Your English is so bad. You are just like that. You still want to take the Peking University, Tsinghua University, and go to the barbecue skewers.

Oh, Wave! I had an idea, leaned over, and said with a diligent smile: Why not do this, please help me review English

Mom glanced at me and said coldly: I don’t want to talk to you yet, please stay away from me

Oh, I sat back in a little depressed state, and kept complaining to the nurse. The touching atmosphere just now was disrupted by her.

Mom sighed, turned her back to me, and said softly: OK, go to bed quickly

……

Although my mother didn't agree, she started to review English for me the next day

Although my speaking is very bad, my English scores are actually quite good. I asked my mother to help me review it, which is a reason to get close to her, so I pretended not to understand it so that my mother could explain it to me.

To be honest, I really like to lie next to my mother and smell the fragrance on her body. The feeling is intoxicating.

But I kept warning myself in my heart that she is my mother. I have hurt her once. I must not have a second time. Even if I can't think about it, I can't think about it anymore.

I made a set of papers in the afternoon. Maybe I was pretending to be a bit too much and my grades were so bad that I made my mother angry. I almost threw it on my face.

Finally, he waved his hand to me and said angrily: I don’t want to see you now, so you can disappear from me quickly

I hurriedly comforted her: Mom, don't be angry. This is...it's just a mistake. My grades are not so bad.

OK OK OK Don't explain, I was so angry that I was hurt by the knife... Go out quickly

I looked at her with grievance and helplessness and asked: Then when will I come back?

You'll come back after dinner

Then I'll go out for dinner now

Eight o'clock

oh

I left the ward in a daze and walked outside the hospital. Although I was kicked out by my mother, if I thought about it carefully, her attitude was a bit strange, as if she was deliberately trying to kick me out.

Could it be that my mother saw me holding it in the ward for a day and a night and wanted me to come out and relax?

Although this is just a guess from me, what happened in the past two days has significantly eased my relationship with my mother. I was still happy in my heart when I was bathed in the sun.

After walking along the highway, I ate something casually. On the way back to the hospital, I saw a flower shop. I thought about it and went in and bought a handful of carnations.

When I entered the ward, I deliberately hid the flowers behind me. My mother was having an infusion, squinted her eyes, her face looked a little uncomfortable to see me come back, and said unhappily: Have fun outside.

I didn't know how to answer for a moment, and hesitated: "Good...Good, okay, it's okay."

Mom turned over with difficulty and muttered: Your mother suffers here, you are so happy to go out and have fun.

Ah? You didn't let me out

I asked you to go out, you won’t come back Ah I asked you to come back at eight o’clock. What time is it now?

I looked at the time and replied: 6:30

Mom glanced at me and said nothing

I walked over with a smile and picked out the carnation hidden behind me. I originally wanted to give my mother a surprise, but I didn't expect that she just took a look and turned her head aside.

I frowned slightly disappointed: Look... my son gave you flowers, and you are not happy either.

Mom turned around and grinned at me, squeezed out an ugly smile, and then said coldly: I hate carnations the most

OK, I'll give you roses next time. I just said that, and when I thought about the meaning of roses, I felt something was wrong, so I quickly added: It matches your beautiful and noble temperament, it's OK

Mom snorted: I don’t even know what flowers your mother likes

When I thought about it, it was really

Then what kind of flowers do you... like?

The mother impatiently said perfunctorily

OK, I can joke, it seems that I have recovered well. I put the carnations into the vase on the cabinet, came to her, and smiled: I will give you cotton next time

Mom glared at me: Stay away from me, I don't want to talk to you now

OK, learn, I'll learn

I happily hid aside and read a book