Chapter 26 Is hymen important?

After dinner, Sun Qian and I came to the rehearsal factory. Da Liu, Lu You and the others have already arrived.

During this period, the band has been rehearsing, practicing every day, and it is very hard to practice. This is because Liu, I don’t know where he got a chance to perform in Chaoyang Commercial Plaza on Christmas. This performance was organized by the Federation of Businesses. We mainly cooperate with the promotional activities of a wedding company called Goddess Love. I heard that there is still a reward. This will be an unprecedented event since the band was founded.

We are all serious and carefully prepared

For this exciting news, the entire band made rapid progress. Liu was passionate, Lu You drummed accurately, Fang Danyou was crazy and intoxicated, everything was harmonious, I was also immersed in it, and my spirit was cleansed.

The quiet and pleasant mood inspired me. I wrote a new song. The name of the song is "My Goddess". I don't read the poem, but I compose the music and write the lyrics. The lyrics are like a poem. One of the passages is like: Love me, goddess/ Use your nobility/ Soothe my vulgar restlessness/ With your inhuman beauty/ Fly over me/ Standing in the center of the noisy and dazzling life/ Pull out the sun from the horizon with one hand/ Extend to the clouds with the other hand/ Shake down the rose petals that are as rainy as the rose

The lyrics are written pretentiously but they cater to my state of mind

Lu You told me that I was in love. Every time I practice this song, I was full of tenderness.

I don't agree, actually I know that nothing is there

No love, no love, just a state of expectation

Fang Dan, who doesn't like to speak very much, told me that this song is well written, and the beautiful song is unforgettable.

I'm just smiling

The wedding company wanted to buy this song for one thousand yuan as a special song for their wedding store. I refused. I said you can take it with you except this song. They also said that they don’t want anything except this song, and things ended in a difficult situation.

Tonight is the last night of rehearsal. We will go to the live rehearsal tomorrow night. It will be the day after tomorrow. Several clowns will make their debut in the most prosperous commercial square in N City. It may touch people's hearts, or accept rotten eggs, which is expected no matter what.

The sky outside the factory was pitch black, and several big holes were broken in the window covered with thick paper. The hanging paper slips were blown by the wind. Several people were singing and dancing like this, as if they were not so excited.

Zhao Li was also very excited and poured tea and water for us from time to time. Only Sun Qian was a little interested. She could not miss the school activities. Whenever she practiced my new song, the corners of her mouth would twitch coldly, and she watched me coldly.

I pretended to be unable to see anything, just sang happily

Arrived soon the next day

I finished some chores at the workbench and reported the receipts I had gone out to repair this month to the finance office.

After coming out of the finance office, I saw Guo Ming walking out of Fang Jing's office and closing the door. There was a sensational sound from inside, as if something had hit the door panel.

What is he doing here?

Guo Ming also saw me, I walked up and said: Why are you here?

I'm here to do something, I just met your Manager Fang

Guo Ming said, Oh, this woman is really?

What's the matter with her? Look at your sweat

I said, walking out side by side with Guo Ming

Stop talking, are you free? Let's find a place to talk

Guo Ming said

OK Ah, there is a cafe downstairs. Let's go and have a seat?

I said

Guo Ming had no objection, he and I soon went to the cafe and settled down.

Guo Ming was wearing a black suit very crisp, his face was a little tired, and his energy was not very energetic. This is rare for him, who has always arranged his life meticulously.

I'm very busy lately? No matter how you look at it, you're not energetic

I asked

Nothing? There are not many things, but they are a little unhappy and have some troubles

Guo Ming said

Oh, then what are you looking for our Manager Fang today?

I saw that he looked a little sad and didn't continue to ask questions along the topic

It was your manager Fang’s divorce. I am here to send a lawyer’s letter today

Guo Ming said, your manager Fang is going to get a divorce

divorce?

It was Ah's husband who wanted to divorce her, but Fang Jing was unwilling to do so. He didn't find our firm and asked us to handle the divorce for him. I was entrusted and I came here today to send a lawyer's letter to Fang Jing.

So is Fang Jing and his husband going to divorce?

It is not that easy to see what Fang Jing's attitude is. If she is willing, things will be easier. If she is unwilling, judging from his husband's firm attitude, he will eventually go to the court. At that time, the divorce case will be judged as much as the court can judge.

Guo Ming said, I went to Fang Jing’s office just now, and when she saw the lawyer’s letter, she was so angry that she almost called me out of the office.

Your Manager Fang is Ah with a big temper. I am not his husband. There is no reason to vent my anger on me. Fortunately, I ran fast, otherwise the things on her desk would hit me in the head.

Guo Ming took a sip of coffee and said, as if he was still in shock.

For women, there are few people who want to divorce after getting married. As the saying goes, marrying chickens and marrying dogs and marrying dogs is born to be easily accepted. It is normal for couples to make small noises, but when they make trouble, they will eventually get divorced. That means that the two people can't survive the divorce. For divorce, women are often more harm than men.

I said, Fang Jing might be very sad, she is understandable, don't take it to heart

Afterwards, Guo Ming and I chatted for a few more words, and during the process, Guo Ming was a little reluctant to speak but stopped.

In fact, we all want to know something from each other, but we don’t take the initiative to mention it due to the romance.

Later, Guo Ming couldn't help it anymore, and he said: Zhao Bo Ah, I don't know how to talk about some things, but I really want to know, I don't know if I can ask you something?

I knew what he was going to ask, but I still pretended not to care and said: Who is I and you, Ah, please ask if you have anything

What happened when you and Xu Youlan went to Baijing Lake that day?

Guo Ming stared at me and said word by word, can you tell me?

Aren't you and Xu Youlan good friends? You should ask her

I asked, she said nothing happened but I don't believe it's really nothing happened

That's nothing happened, since she said it was okay, you should trust her

No, something else must have happened. She seems to have become a different person since this time. I used to be very close to her, but since that day, I found that she was different from before and sometimes she deliberately avoided me and had a much bigger temper. I was puzzled. I didn't know what was going on.

Guo Ming said a little depressedly

She and I have always had a good relationship since I was a child. My mother always hopes to make Xu Youlan the wife of our family. I also like her very much. I have always thought that it is natural for me to establish a relationship with her, but it seems not the same thing now. During this period, I have hinted some intentionally or unintentionally, and all I get is her dodging answer. If you don’t advance or retreat with her relationship, what’s wrong?

Guo Ming looked at me in pain and said

I didn't know what to say, so I took a sip of coffee, was silent for a while, and then said: Maybe she fell in love with someone else?

It is impossible that Youlan has few friends, and there are even fewer men. Many rich and powerful young masters are around her, but she doesn't like any of them. She also came up with various ways to play around them, but she didn't see anyone with her.

Guo Ming said, looking at the empty location next door, as if he was trying to search for the possibility I mentioned.

But... although I believe her,... I can't be sure if this is the case. I also have some doubts during this period. I shouldn't doubt. How can I doubt her? She is so beautiful. She won't know what she doesn't know. She can't do this...

Guo Ming is a little incoherent

Do you care a lot about how she is with others? What if she really has someone else? Or something that shouldn't have happened, what would you do?

I said

Guo Ming lowered his head and was silent. After drinking the cup of coffee for a few sips, he picked up the coffee pot and filled it up. He took another sip and raised his head and said excitedly: I don’t know, but I will fight for it. I won’t just let it go. Even if the other party is a hundred times better than me, I will not retreat. No matter who it is, I will fight for it until the end.

Guo Ming's answer made me appreciate it and I was also uneasy for myself.

He and I are good friends, but now I fall in love with the same woman. Although he is in front and behind, I have not yet seen Xu Youlan's horoscope, but he has already walked a long way.

I am a turtle, he is a rabbit, and most of the rabbit won't fall asleep halfway

But I still took my own initiative to treat Guo Ming as a plane opponent. Although I don’t know if he and I are really opponents in this situation, because except for that night, Xu Youlan and I have never started.

Guo Ming and I took a few sips of coffee

I thought of Fang Jing, her unfortunate marriage, and the situation where she was miserable by her own marriage, and all this only comes from a layer of film

I don't want Xu Youlan to repeat the same mistake because of that night, because of my reasons.

No matter whether Xu Youlan's last person is me, no matter who she will be with in the future, or what she will be in the future, I really hope she will be happy.

I felt a little uncomfortable and confused. After a few thoughts, I finally decided to reveal something to Guo Ming.

I looked at Guo Ming and said: Guo Ming, I admire your courage. I also have questions to ask you. Before I ask you, I hope you can stay calm

Guo Ming took a sip of coffee, calmed down and said: I'm very calm, tell me

I want to ask you, if Xu Youlan is no longer perfect, will you still like her like now?

I looked at Guo Ming and said slowly

Guo Ming was shocked suddenly. He stared at me, hoping to see something from my face. He was a little excited, his face darkened, the veins in his temples burst up, and the thin coffee cup was squeezed into his hand vigorously, almost like he was about to be crushed.

But his good cultivation made him suppress the urge to question me. Zhao Bo, I don’t know why you asked this, but this time, I don’t want you to say such words to insult Youlan. Since you asked, I will tell you that it’s fake. But I won’t blame Youlan for such a thing, or blame anyone for such a thing. There are so many temptations in this world. Everyone may make mistakes. If Youlan had such a thing before marriage, I wouldn’t blame her. I would love her more and love her more.

Guo Ming said seriously, with a hint of sharpness in his eyes

He continued: In my eyes, women are not playthings, not objects that men can easily manipulate. Why do many men like virgins? In addition to their untouched longing for virgins, they also think that virgins can better manipulate and transform according to men's wishes and wishes. If they want them to become ladies, they will become ladies, and if they want them to become sluts, they will become sluts and virgin complex. The concept of chastity is just a unilateral desire of men, but it is unfairly imposed on women.

Should women be victims of men's desires? Men can spend money on everything and abandon things at the beginning and end, and women should end up staying alone in the empty room? Should men be diamonds and women should be cotton?

Diamonds fall into the sludge, and if they are wiped, they will still be wiped into the sludge. No matter how much the cotton falls into the sludge, it will no longer be as white as new?

You said, is this fair to women? Go to the hell of a virgin

Guo Ming, who rarely swears, actually made a swear word. With his excitement, the coffee in his hand shook, and the coffee poured out wet the tablecloth.

I took a napkin to clean it and told him not to be excited

I filled Guo Ming's cup, Guo Ming took a few sips and finally calmed down

Don't be excited, I just said that if you say that, with such thoughts, I think nothing can stop you from being true, I hope your wishes come true

When I said this, I didn't know if I was against my will or was hypocritical. I just felt that my heart was very conflicted. A heart was like falling in a swamp, and no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't float up.

Is this really the case?

Guo Ming stared at me with some disgust

He stood up and drank the coffee in his cup and said to me, but no matter what, that doesn't matter

After saying that, he left a great man's head on the table and turned around and left.

My conversation with Guo Ming was very unhappy

Guo Ming should have noticed something from his words, but he chose to escape, chose not to ask questions, and maintained a certain balance between me and him.

His back was so disappointed when he left, maybe he felt that some things were not known.