Chapter 16 Orgasm under the bald willow

My phone rang several times, but it was called by Shangguan Yunqing, but I didn't answer

I was walking aimlessly on the street

I thought I would have nothing, but I thought this would disappear from my heart soon

However, I was wrong. I avoided it again and again and again, diverted my attention. However, Gong Fei spent the 1 million yuan to hurt me deeply, and it pierced hard into my chest like a sharp knife.

She reminded me of the 300,000 yuan that I hadn't had 300,000 yuan, so I left happily without any reluctance.

Today, someone asked me for 1 million yuan, but I refused

I am so eager for money, and I am eager to be knocked out by bundles of RMB one day

Because money once meant love to me, but when a bunch of money was placed in front of me, I gave up for my own self-esteem. Is my own self-esteem more important than love?

I don't know, I don't know what's going on with myself

I suddenly felt like I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry

I held my head and squatted on the pedestrian bridge, crying with my mouth, but there was no sound, no tears, my throat was dry, and I was sobbing almost inaudible.

In the eyes of the crowd passing by, I am just another unknown fool in this city.

I thought I was already normal, but I was already deeply numb and didn't know it.

I can appreciate women, develop a good attitude towards women, and even have sex with them, but I can't make myself fall in love with them. Even women like Shangguan Yunqing and Fang Jing's vague love cannot really touch me

I have always refused to think about these problems. As long as there are signs of this, I will strangle them to death in the cradle without hesitation.

My love has been deeply rooted in the happy tree. As she left, it was pulled away by the roots, and not even a trace of mud was left.

That night I returned to the dormitory and found that I had walked through many streets and alleys, but I forgot to fill my stomach

I found two pieces of expired fast food noodles from the cabinet, and ate them randomly with hot water.

The steaming fast food noodles made me full of bad breath, and my stomach was full of rolling sour water. I drank two sips of wine, diluted the smell of my mouth, pulled the quilt through the quilt, and tried hard to brew sleepiness. The sleepiness never came to a trace, and then hurriedly amplified the sleepiness until I was unconscious, so I fell asleep

When Gong Fei spent the 1 million yuan from hurting me to a mark of shame imprinted in his mind

I decided not to fantasize anymore and live my own life honestly

I didn't go back to get the suit that Fang Jing gave me, and my contact with her was limited to normal range.

One day, Sun Qian came to the company's door to look for me. She and I happily stopped a taxi. After getting on the car, I looked at the door of the company building and saw Fang Jing slowly walking out. Her eyes were following our taxi, with a thoughtful look on her face, with a hint of trance.

I didn't answer the phone call from Shangguan Yunqing until she came to me in the company, but I refused her invitation to invite me to dinner. It was not her fault. In fact, no one was wrong. There was no need to apologize.

When I saw her leaving, my back was a little lonely, with a faint disappointment. Next to me was a group of company colleagues who were stunned and stupid on the spot.

Maybe Shangguan Yunqing doesn't understand why I refused, and I don't know why. I just have an instinctive rejection of things on the same level as me.

I'm inferior

Anyone or thing that makes me unrealistic fantasy will hurt me and connect me with Xinran

My heart is fragile and shaking

That afternoon, I was on the workbench and carefully wiped a gold finger of a memory stick with an eraser. As the oxide layer on the wipe became thinner and thinner, until the golden metallic color was revealed, I blew the residual rubber black mud on it and wiped it with my hands.

I saw a colleague next to me, and his gaze stopped behind me with surprise

I turned around and it was Gong Feihua, dressed in a black professional suit, her hair was tied very high, her perfect makeup, and her thin and overly fair neck highlighted her noble and dazzling beauty.

The air was filled with an unpleasant electrical smell. A colleague's electric soldering iron was leaning against the rosin. The smell of rosin mixed into the air with the rising smoke, but it could not hide the fragrance of Gong Feihua's body.

She looked at me and said: Can you give me a few minutes?

I silently put down the memory stick in my hand and followed her out of the maintenance department

After leaving the company's door, crossing the road, I sat down face to face in a cafe across the road.

Gong Fei ordered two cups of coffee and it was delivered to us soon

Gong Feihua looked at me silently, hoping to see something from my indifferent expression

She took a sip of coffee, put the cup in Chatory, and said: I'm here today to give you the last time...

Needless to say

I stopped Gong Feihua from continuing, you are right, I have a unclear relationship with Fang Jing. I didn't tell the truth that day, and I was not suitable to meet Xue Xinxin. If you do that, it will be your reason. Let's stop here.

After saying that, I stood up, picked up the coffee on the table, took a sip, put down the cup, and said: Thank you for your coffee, I still have work to work, I'll go back first

I turned around and left. Gong Feihua was watching unexpectedly, and I left the cafe.

My life has become dull again, so dull that I feel empty, so empty that I can't resist even if I mess with Sun Qian.

I'm bored, people are bored, things are boring, and I'm so bored, and my diary is full of boring sentences

This mental state makes me uneasy. I always feel that I have to find something to do or something will happen.

Lu You's current temporary girlfriend Zhao Li has been very close to a friend of Lu You's name, Da Liu, because of Lu You's relationship.

Lu You and Da Liu are mainly because they have no jobs and do nothing all day long. The difference is that Lu You has money to spend, while Da Liu has no money to spend, and he doesn't even have a girlfriend. Da Liu is with Lu You and can also eat and drink some food and drink.

Liu's real name is Liu Fei. I have a fair relationship with him. I don't know his origin. I heard that he was a guitarist in a band in the past. He was disagreement and he fired other members of the band and the company.

His head is a few laps larger than ordinary people, with long hair shawls, and he fiddled with a FENDER electric guitar whenever he had time. That level seemed quite reasonable to me, at least better than me, although I was a sensational figure playing electric bass in college.

Zhao Li and Da Liu were so close that she often went to and from underground rock parties. When she heard those messy sounds, she was so excited that she felt like she had an orgasm.

During the orgasm, when she accidentally heard that Lu You was playing drums and I was playing electric bass, her face flushed and she jumped up with excitement. She would definitely be wet if she didn't touch her under her.

This is what Lu You told me. He said he was having sex with her now. While turning on the speaker to play Beyond cover the Beatles's song letitbe, it's very wet below

Zhao Li started to mobilize some of us to set up a band, and in the future, she also went to the underground rock stage to show off her two games.

Lu You scoffed at this and didn't take it seriously at all. The guy was not interested in something like he would rather dry the fish by the lake than swim a few more times back into the lake.

Zhao Li perseveres, Lu You fights and retreats

Finally, in the early morning, under a bare old willow tree in the park, Lu You's penis reached orgasm in Zhao Li's wide vagina. When the afterglow of ejaculation had not stopped, Zhao Li raised the band again. Lu You opened his eyes wide, turned his head, and asked me behind him, who was still fucking in Sun Qian's vagina: Brother, what do you think

I gasped, pulled out my penis, and shot streams of semen onto Sun Qian's face. A gust of wind blew, and my lower body was cold. Sun Qian cleaned two hands on the penis. I pulled my pants that had fallen to my ankle, swallowed my saliva, moistened my dry mouth, and said: I'm whatever I want, I'm fine, I'm fine anyway, I'm fine to do anything anyway

Zhao Li happily found Da Liu and said: I won’t do it without a keyboard player.

This sentence hit Zhao Li very much and she was depressed for several days

When Lu You secretly thought that this matter was going to be bad, on a weekend afternoon near dusk, when Zhao Li was still being fucked, she picked up a cell phone during orgasm. Then she was so excited that she ignored Lu You who had not ejaculated yet

I brought a boy from downstairs. Sun Qian and I were so scared that we were still messing around in the living room. We hid in the bathroom in panic.

Finally, my penis went from shrinking to re-ejaculation, to being extremely cool, to ejaculation

Sun Qian and I appeared in the living room in neatly dressed

The boy has melon-shaped face, big eyes, long hair exposed, black-framed glasses, and the lenses are as thick as bricks. At first glance, Liu Qian looks very much like him, but he is very thin and shy

I saw that the boy had already set up a Yamaha synthesizer he brought, and then his fingers quickly bounced for a short section.

Lu You and I looked at each other with a confused look on our faces

Lu You had to call Liu

As soon as Liu entered the door, he saw the thin and shy boy and wanted to walk back, but was pulled by Zhao Li.

Will "Is You Love" play "Is You"?

Liu asked the boy nodded and played the little melody inside

The boy adjusted his tone and passed his fingers quickly on the keyboard, looking crazy, and then repeated several times with several techniques. When the boy was about to continue flying his fingers madly, Liu stopped and said: It's him

According to Zhao Li, the boy was named Fang Dan, and he was a freshman in the music department of their school.

As for how Zhao Li got him, I don't know

The shyness under normal circumstances and the crazyness when flying the keyboard are completely different. The split mental state reminds me of Van Gogh who cuts his ears, and I am very impressed by it.

Next, I was divided into the band. Because I was able to write some songs, I was recommended as the lead singer and bassist (bass guitarist) Lu You played the drums, the new Fang single-player keyboard, the main guitarist and band leader, responsible for all external affairs.

Sun Qian is responsible for the band's voice because of her sweet voice

As for Zhao Li's singing voice is like a cat's meow, she was assigned by Lu You as the logistics minister of the band. She is responsible for serving tea and pouring water, cooking late-night snacks at night and other miscellaneous items.

Zhao Li had a bitter face, Lu You said that I'll exchange you, you'll beat the drum, Zhao Li didn't say anything

I took out the long-clogged electric bass under the bed, changed a few strings, and played a few times and sounded pretty good.

When we came to his woodshed with Lu You, Lu You praised him as soon as we entered the door, "My drum is from Yamaha, I spent tens of thousands to buy it, and the sound is great."

When everyone entered the woodshed, they all laughed

I saw a bunch of tattered drums in a corner, and the metal brackets were twisted together like twists, and the drum surface was basically penetrated several big holes.

Damn, who broke my drum?

Lu You's expression was amazing

This is your firewood

Sun Qian reminded him

Without drums, the band's first ensemble was yellow

With the curse in Lu You, we came to Zhongshan Road snack street to eat hot pot

Halfway through, I met Ding Zhang who was rushing forward, looking like a hanging look

I took out a pack of unopened soft yellow plums from my pocket, tore the tin foil on one side, and flicked the tin foil on the other side with my fingers, revealing the filter of different lengths, and handed it over. This guy didn't need to hold it with his hands, but directly stretched his head, grabbed the longest filter with his mouth, held it in his mouth, took out the lighter and lit it.

I pulled out one myself, and he covered the lighter with his hand ring to help me light it

What are you busy with?

Spit a puff of cigarette, I asked

Just watch the scene. Dian Zhang answered loudly, with pride, and gave people the impression that he was doing a great career.

This guy is an orphan and grew up with his grandma

The full name is Zhang Yuantian. When he introduced himself, he often read the name of "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and "Dao" and

He himself was very proud of this title

Now, I am working as a security guard in a nightclub.

Let's go together

I invited him to have hot pot together

I haven't had a few drinks with my brothers for a long time, and I just wanted to solve it myself.

He said with a cigarette in his mouth, squinted his eyes, putting his hands in his pockets, stretching them out to both sides, inside it was a dark shirt with a collar that was washed and blistered.

I just found a pleasant hotpot restaurant. The group sat in a circle in front of the stall with two square tables together, and shouted lively.

During the meal and drinking process, we talked the most about the band's name. Lu You's opinion was called a ragged drum, which means that the drum for tens of thousands of yuan was broken. At least it would have to be compensated, but we all denied it unanimously.

Liu said that it was called Crusoe. We looked at him quietly. This is the song of Sayer, the most famous god in Love Clark's works. Do you know, you have played this game? This game tells Crusoe fables.

Liu continued to be mysterious, and he was stunned and very proud when he saw us.

In the same piece, I'm damn, what's the matter? Play with profound Ah! We're a rough man

In the midst of his anger, Liu poured two glasses of beer himself, and his bad reputation was ruined by us.

In the end, the name was not clear

Guessing codes, smoking and drinking, and the smoky dinner continues

Finally, Zhao Li, who had drunk high, muttered as soon as she fell asleep on the table: ...You bad men can't even think of a name. If you see Ah, you will be called the climax of the Tu Liuxia...

After saying that, I fell asleep

With Liu full of doubts, this name was forcibly passed by Lu You and me, Sun Qian, as if she had received a treasure.

The confirmation of the band's name marks the birth of a great band

Like a ray of sunshine, it shines into my winter heart, warm, gray people and things are coated with a light layer of color