Chapter 346

It was noon on the fifth day, and I was waiting for takeout as usual. These days, I have been forcing myself not to watch the videos at home, nor have I called the house, nor have I read Xiaoying's logs

Although I spend my time outside every night, I have always maintained my bottom line and kept myself clean. I endured the temptations outside and did not touch the socialites. Only when I am so quiet now can I feel the inner depression. Every day I increase my inner depression will increase by one point. Although I am very open-minded, I still have some fear and unwillingness to the possibility of losing Xiaoying.

Dingdong...

A sound like a doorbell rang, it was the sound of my phone text message

In the past, I was already numb to this kind of voice. Now it is the world of various social software such as WeChat. Who else would play text messages?

Most of the people come from system notification spam messages

But I have been following text messages these days because I am afraid that Xiaoying will suddenly send text messages. After all, there has been a lesson in the past.

The moment I took out my phone, I saw that the message was actually sent by Xiaoying. My heart suddenly tightened. After taking a deep breath, I clicked on the text message.

Wang Jincheng, your heart is cruel enough...

There are only a few short words, but they contain too many things. At this time, these few short words have put everything on the table. Are you finally no longer hiding me?

I sneered in my heart. I originally thought it was a text message that Xiaoying compromised, even if it was a way out, but only these few words, and I directly called my name

I threw my phone aside, and I didn't even bother to go back to the information.

I was having the takeaway, but I couldn't calm down. Xiaoying's message was too short

What exactly does it mean?

Are you afraid of compromise?

Or do you want to give up and do something even more extraordinary?

No matter what, after eating, I continued to work, and there were still many dinners and social gatherings in the evening

When it was four o'clock in the evening, my phone rang again. I took out and saw that it was Xiaoying's text message again. After a brief thought, I opened the text message, and the content was:

Wang Jincheng, your attitude is far beyond my expectations. I am wrong, but compared with your fault, is my fault a big mistake? Can't I vent myself like this? Since you no longer care about me, what's the point of writing that diary for you? Haha, since you don't want to forgive me, then what's the point of waiting at home all day now? I'm going to the island to find my father. If you don't want me, I will naturally want me, you don't care about me, and someone will care about me...

There were a lot of words this time, but some of them puzzled me. She meant in the text message that I would forgive her. It was a surprise to her that I didn't go home these days. It was not right. According to the truth, my protest method should be normal for Ah. The most important thing is that she said she would write that diary for me to show it. This is the key point. I'm asking for my forgiveness. Could it be...

I put down all the work in my hand, threw my phone aside, and then logged into the forum that I had not logged in for a long time. The forum's URL, account and password were recorded in one of my workbooks, which was very secretive. I was afraid of forgetting, and I really didn't expect that I could use it for a day.

I found the log written by Xiaoying and clicked directly:

Husband, I know you will see this log. Maybe everything that happened during this period has not been hidden from your eyes. Yes, including everything that just happened. I actually made it for you to show it mostly. There is no need to explain too much. You can also guess.

Since I discovered something like a USB flash drive, I discovered the surveillance video at home, and saw some of the videos you saved in the past, I really couldn't believe everything I saw

Everything from the beginning is full of your influence, until the end

Husband, do you know?

The thing that I am most sad about is not that I lose my virginity, nor that I am when you divorce me, nor that I fall off a cliff, but that I see you watching videos of me and my father, masturbating there, and even that time that eavesdropping on everything about me and my father outside the door.

When I knew this, I was really ashamed. I thought everything was a secret, but I didn't realize that I had never escaped your eyes from the beginning. At that time, I really felt that you were so strange, and I was completely different from the good husband I remembered.

I really hated you at that time, and I hated you pushed me into my father's arms with your own hands, and I hated you divorced me. In short, everything I saw made me heartbroken. Can you understand that complicated feeling?

My confusion at that time was to take revenge on you and let you experience my pain

I completely let go of myself and messed with my father to let you see

Don't you want me to do this?

Then I will satisfy your wish. To be honest, the feeling of sex with my father makes me feel very wonderful, especially when I know what you see, but I don’t know why, but there is an alternative stimulation and pleasure.

Through the last two sex times with my father, I have experienced that feeling. I don’t know if this perverted stimulation was developed after all or if I had it innately.

Through browsing the web for information recently, I also know that your mentality is a sexual wife, which is often not something you can control, and may be related to the growth environment you grew up when you were a child.

The passion with my father made me fascinated, but every time I think of you and ours after the passion, I feel too much and too much unbearable. Things have become a thing of the past. What's the use of me taking revenge on you?

And just now, my father and I did too many things, and there were even many things I didn’t give to you, but I gave them to my father. But after the passion, I slowly blamed and regretted myself, especially when I returned to the room and saw you like that.

During the days after you got home, I kept avoiding this matter with you, not wanting to spread the matter, fantasizing about hiding it from each other through their belly, but this is not a long-term solution. If this continues, I feel scared myself

I have done so much and don't want to say I regret it, I can only say it is part of the compensation for my grievances.

You have caused me all the torture, why are you the same?

We both paid a heavy price for this matter

I have enjoyed the beauty and pleasure of sex, and you have also experienced the stimulation of a slutty wife at the beginning, but you don’t want this kind of life to continue recently. I can feel your mood. Really, I have experienced it now

That feeling is that you are afraid of losing this home, and although I am so mean to myself, I am afraid of losing you because of this

Husband, everything that happened tonight was regarded as the last indulgence, and we were evenly matched, okay?

No matter what the reason, I really regret my indulgence just now. Not to mention the other things in the past, we will return to normal life from now on. If you are willing, then when you get home from get off work within four days, you will give me a bouquet of roses, and I will treat it as if you are willing to shake hands with me.

From now on, we will no longer mention this past that makes us sad, but just treat it as a painful memory for us. Husband, we are both wrong. I am willing to recover from you as you were before. Are you willing?

Reading this log, I couldn't help but pat my forehead. Oh no, why didn't I read this log earlier

If I had read this log earlier, I might have really chosen to buy Xiaoying a bouquet of roses. After all, I haven’t thought about everything these days?

If I make a rational choice, I will definitely not choose to continue this way?

Live

Xiaoying gave me four days to give me a time to consider, but I didn't see the log, so that the four days were wasted. Maybe when I didn't go home for the first night, Xiaoying thought I wouldn't forgive her anymore, but she didn't bother me and continued to give me time to consider it. Until now, the fifth day passed.

What should I do now?

How to reply to Xiaoying?

I explained to her that I have never read the log?

I don’t know why, but I still feel unwilling to accept my mistake when I reply to the message or call Xiaoying.

I did not reply to Xiaoying, but was preparing to open the surveillance screen at home and check the situation at home first...