Chapter 366

I walked to the kitchen, turned on the kitchen lights, and the kitchen utensils in the kitchen were neatly arranged and cleaned up. I couldn't help but think that Xiaoying had worked hard here every night to prepare a sumptuous dinner for me and wait for me to go home, but I finally disappointed her.

Everything is the same as before, but things have changed. The scenes I just saw are so illusory, but they make me feel as if I am in the scene and the feeling is so real

I wish this was a dream. I suddenly woke up from the dream and found that Xiaoying was holding my nose beside me and told me to get up. At least after I dreamed of these, I would understand and cherish Xiaoying more in the future, but everything has happened and can never be changed.

At first, I only thought about stimulation, although I also considered some consequences

But I never expected that it would develop to what it is now. I originally thought that sex and emotion could be separated, but now I found that sex and emotion have been lost. Isn’t the consequences of all this the result of it?

After all, it doesn't sound like a slap. It seems too late to reflect on myself now. If time could go back, I shouldn't have let this happen from the beginning

I originally wanted to hang Xiaoying, but I underestimated Xiaoying and found that the resentment towards me after the surveillance camera was my decision that changed everything about Xiaoying, and her personality was covered by her

I remember the last time I divorced her, she fought to save our relationship to the death, but what about this time?

If I divorce her again, maybe she has disdained her. What initiative should I take in my own hands?

I have money, power, and status, but I have lost my beloved wife, my father, and my family. Perhaps the only one who makes me happy may be my son Haohao, but if my son knows all this when he grows up, maybe the one he hates and looks down on the most is me, the incompetent father.

I am becoming more and more pessimistic, as if I owe everyone and lose everything, and now I seem to have nothing

Thinking of everything about me, I suddenly realized that I had failed and it was meaningless to live until now.

I stood in the kitchen, took off my pants, revealing my weak penis

I looked down at my sparse pubic hair. There was a soft and small penis in the middle, at most it was normal. Compared with my father's thickness, is my father's chopsticks?

Below are small eggs. The scrotum skin is red, while my father's eggs are so huge, and the scrotum is black and covered with black hair, looking so hideous. Why didn't my sexual organs inherit my father's genes?

Is it God's arrangement?

Deliberately arranged all this?

I recalled the scenes of Xiaoying having sex with my father in my mind. I was filled with Xiaoying's ecstatic expressions and moans, but those ecstatic expressions and moans only belonged to my father. When I had sex with me, Xiaoying didn't have these at all. Even if there were, it seemed so false, it just satisfies my self-esteem.

Xiaoying was not at home at this time, and it might be still with her father. I wonder if the two of them have a new breakthrough in sex tonight?

Maybe it will complete a new feat of sex

Maybe the two are not on the island, Xiaoying showed me the video. Isn’t she afraid that I will go to the island to settle the score with them? Maybe they will use the money I earn to open a five-star hotel suite, and have their first honeymoon trip after the wedding.

After seeing the video shot by Xiaoying himself, I no longer have the idea of ​​finding two people, and everything is no longer necessary.

Looking at his weak little penis, the feeling of inferiority complex that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart instantly burst out. He not only hated Xiaoying, but also his father, but also hated himself, especially his short penis. If his penis is bigger than his father and if his endurance is longer than his father, will he end up today?

I walked to the balcony barefoot and picked up a tool my father left at home. It was a black hammer that my father used on the island, but it was kept at home and never took it away. Maybe it was something he deliberately left to me. Maybe it was probably what he had left to me on purpose.

My penis is so incompetent, what's the use of it?

Since I can't satisfy Xiaoying, it's okay if I don't want this thing, my life root seems to have become the source of my humiliation. At this moment, I suddenly became extreme and wanted to remove this thing that made me humiliate from myself. Since my sexual ability cannot be compared with my father, let it disappear completely

I stood in front of the kitchen stove with a hammer, pinched my penis with my hands, put my soft penis on the stove, and I raised the hammer... I originally wanted to use a kitchen knife to cut my penis, but you must know that at this time I was at home, not in the hospital. If I cut my penis with a kitchen knife, I would definitely bleed a lot. Now there is no one at home, and I will definitely bleed to death. Even if I was discovered and rescued to the hospital, I would definitely take my penis back. After all, medicine is very developed now

I can't die yet, for my son, my only concern at this time

Just use a hammer to get rid of your penis, and it will be ruined forever

I looked down at my penis. The hammer in my hand was unwilling to fall for a long time. To be honest, I felt unbearable and fearful. After all, I have lived to this point and have so many beautiful memories and reluctance. If I hammered it, it would be like that DV picture and I would never look back.

I couldn't make up that determination and courage. I gritted my teeth and felt soreness.

I kept thinking about the scene I just saw, imagined my father and Xiaoying having anal sex, imagined Xiaoying putting on a wedding dress for my father, imagined Xiaoying's moan higher than that, my heart slowly became colder again, and I opened my eyes and fell down instantly.

Bang……

The hammer hit the penis accurately, and the stove hammer made a loud noise, and a severe pain came from the penis instantly. The pain spread from the penis to my brain. My whole body was trembling, but it was not as good as my heartache.

I opened my eyes, tears had blurred my eyes, and I saw that my penis had become red and swollen. After all, the penis is a sponge body and has very good flexibility. After I hit it hard, it didn't break but just turned red and swollen.

Bang……

I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth, endured the pain, and the hammer fell down again and accurately hit my penis.

I closed my eyes and endured the pain, but didn't see what my penis had turned into at this time. I trembled and opened my eyes, and found that my penis had twisted and turned purple. My body was trembling, sweat and tears dripped from my face, and it felt so hot and painful when I dripped onto my penis.

Seeing the appearance of my penis, after two hard taps, my penis cavernosa was probably necrotic. Even if I could recover, I could only urinate and never get an erection again.

At this moment, I suddenly laughed, as if celebrating happily. I finally became a useless person. Since I have been useless, why not let myself become a real eunuch?

Bang……

I knocked off the hammer for the third time. Because of the pain in my body, I vented the pain on the third hammer. I heard a sound and suddenly realized that my hips were not so painful. It seemed to be a little hot and wet.

I opened my eyes and found that my penis had been broken by me, my skin was covered in blood and blood. My penis was completely useless, and blood was gushing out of the broken areas

I've been completely useless, do you regret it?

I don't know, am I punishing myself?

Or should I revenge Xiaoying and her father in this ridiculous and extreme way?

Maybe my heart is more focused on revenge on Xiaoying, after all, I have no other way

My body began to shake. The severe pain and the lost blood made my consciousness blurry. I finally couldn't bear it. My body slowly collapsed. I leaned against the wall and sat on the ground. My crotch was already covered with blood. The floor tiles were covered with blood. If I had known this result, I would have been better off as I could have cut it with one size fits.

My vision is getting blurry, and I seem to be losing consciousness

It seems good to end your life like this, at least it won't be so painful anymore

Haohao, Dad, I'm sorry for you... My vision slowly turned darker, and finally I lost consciousness...