Although my father was reluctant to leave, he looked at the time on the wall and finally turned around and opened the door and left. The back seemed to reveal a hint of loneliness and depression.
When Xiaoying turned her back to him, her eyes flashed with a hint of sadness, and she also felt a little sad. Does Xiaoying have feelings for her father?
I think there must be. Even if a man you don't love, the two of them have had countless relationships, and their hearts and bodies are opened to him step by step. As the relationship goes by, unknowingly, the position of this man in your heart will deepen step by step. This is human nature and cannot be avoided by anyone.
Looking at the complex emotions in the videos of my father and Xiaoying that were completely inconsistent with the pleasure just now, I felt guilty in my heart, as if I was a stumbling block between the two, and I seemed to be a redundant person. If I had no more, what would happen to the rest of my father and Xiaoying?
Maybe Xiaoying will take care of her father in the name of taking care of her father for her deceased husband, or maybe Xiaoying will find another man, but this man is just a cover, just a shield, and the father is the one who really cares about her...
I shook my head and drove away these unrealistic ideas in my mind
Recently, my work pressure has increased, and I always have random thoughts in my mind. High-level work has no physical work, most of which are high-intensity brain work, and the rotation of my brain will inevitably have some impact.
Maybe you should relax yourself at the right time. Whether it is work or family, the invisible pressure on yourself is too great.
Will you be depressed or mentally ill if you continue like this?
Looking at the surveillance footage, Xiaoying sighed softly after her father left, and then took a look at the time and quickly prepared the meal. Because of the two of them's selfless sex, they forgot about each other. There was only a little time before I got home from get off work and there was no time to cook new meals. Xiaoying had no choice but to return the leftover food that she had eaten with her father at noon and heated up. Soon after, I returned home in the picture, and less than twenty minutes before my father left home...
At this time, I recalled that when I went home tonight, there was a faint smell in the room. I didn't notice it at that time. Now, I think about it, those smells that should be left after the two of them have sex, but the smell is too light, and the aroma of the meal made me not notice it.
Looking back now, it turned out that my father had just left twenty minutes before I entered the house, and it had only been about half an hour since the last ejaculation and orgasm of the two of them.
And what I ate tonight was the leftovers leftovers that my father and Xiaoying had at noon. Although it was normal to eat leftovers in my simple family, I still felt a little uncomfortable when I recalled all this tonight.
Turn off the computer and lay on the bed. Listening to Xiaoying's even breathing beside her, she also snores slightly. Xiaoying is usually very dignified and ladylike and never snores when she sleeps. However, after being with her father, she will occasionally snore for a few nights. Before each snoring, there is a fierce and crazy sex between Xiaoying and her father as the prefix.
Xiaoying didn't know about Bai Ji's snoring at all, and I never mentioned it to her, but now I don't know why, but suddenly I had an impulse. I picked up my phone, turned on the recording function, put the microphone near Xiaoying's nose, and recorded all her slight snoring.
After recording the paragraph, I turned off my phone, and I didn't know what the meaning of the sound I recorded
That night, I listened to Xiaoying's snoring beside me and smelled the fragrance of the shower gel emitted by her body. All this seemed to be a sarcasm to me. If I had some stimulation in my mind, then the pressure and shift of work were causing me to lose these remaining stimulation little by little, and all that was left was jealousy and sadness.
After thinking for the middle of the night, I decided to take time to take Xiaoying to check her body tomorrow. After so long of the medication and father's treatment, has Xiaoying's body endocrine recovered?
How long does it take to recover?
Is there any improvement in the end?
When I woke up the next morning, my head hurt because I almost didn't fall asleep that night. Although I fell asleep at the end, I was still half asleep and half awake, which made my originally tired brain worse.
I woke up first. Xiaoying is still asleep and snoring slightly.
After a look at the time, it was already the time for Xiaoying to get up normally. Because of work, my biological clock was very punctual. Even if I fell asleep at five o'clock, I would definitely wake up at six o'clock.
Instead of waking Xiaoying, I walked out of bed gently, then went to the bathroom to start washing, looking at the familiar pair of teeth-brushing cups, looking at myself in the mirror, and recalling what I have gained from the beginning to the present?
Instead, I seem to have lost a lot of things
When I came out of the bathroom, Xiaoying was sleepy and guarded the bathroom door. She had already gotten up for a while. Maybe she knew I was in the bathroom, so she waited at the door for me to finish washing.
After seeing me come out, Xiaoying, who was about to yawn, suddenly held back her yawn, with a hint of embarrassment and fear on her face, as if she knew she was getting up late.
And I know why I get up late
Sorry, husband, I overslept... I will wash my hands and prepare breakfast for you...
Xiaoying put her hands in front of her lower abdomen and rubbed her pajamas, and said with embarrassment and apologies.
It's okay, Shiwen is too late, so I'll go downstairs and buy some breakfast directly...
I smiled slightly, and made my expression calmer. I just washed my face, I don't know if my face is still haggard.
All right……
Xiaoying looked back at the time on the wall. Even if she made breakfast at the fastest speed, it was too late. She could only agree with my wishes, with extreme guilt on her face.
I was wearing my clothes, Xiaoying hurriedly ran over to flatten my collar, and then squatted down to flatten my trousers. When I was about to wear shoes, Xiaoying quickly brought the shoes to me. Even when I was wearing shoes, she even used shoes to help me. Such service was not something a wife should have, like a Y maid. I knew that Xiaoying felt very guilty at this time, because her husband didn't have a delicious breakfast this morning because of the sex with her father yesterday.
With Xiaoying's expression of indifference, I left home and drove straight to the company. In the middle, I didn't buy breakfast like I told Xiaoying, because I really didn't have any appetite at all.
When I arrived at the company, I started my busy work. In the past, as long as I was upset, I would temporarily forget my worries as long as I worked.
I used to wait for this method, but today I don’t know what happened, and I can’t calm down. Could it be that all my negative emotions always explode?
At this time, I was taken the initiative by negative emotions and could not calm down. And I also let the work go a little aside. I know that things should be verified and resolved. Even if I can't solve them immediately, at least I have to verify how long my pain will last.
Everything has an end, especially the matter between Xiaoying and her father, which cannot be endless...
Actually, last night, I wanted to take Xiaoying to the hospital for a check-up today, but when I woke up in the morning, facing Xiaoying's tired look and the lowered posture of serving me in the morning's clothes, I felt a little unbearable, because I was afraid that taking her to the hospital for a check-up would make her have some bad thoughts, which would increase her psychological burden. After all, it is not only me who is emotionally unstable now, but also her
But my fearful approach and tolerance may make things worse. Thinking of the separation between my father and Xiaoying in the video last night, I don’t know why I always feel a little throbbing in my heart, and I don’t know what I’m afraid of.
I picked up my cell phone and looked at it. It was still very early. Should I take Xiaoying to the hospital? I was holding my cell phone, but I couldn't press the dial button on the phone for a long time...
When Xiaoying turned her back to him, her eyes flashed with a hint of sadness, and she also felt a little sad. Does Xiaoying have feelings for her father?
I think there must be. Even if a man you don't love, the two of them have had countless relationships, and their hearts and bodies are opened to him step by step. As the relationship goes by, unknowingly, the position of this man in your heart will deepen step by step. This is human nature and cannot be avoided by anyone.
Looking at the complex emotions in the videos of my father and Xiaoying that were completely inconsistent with the pleasure just now, I felt guilty in my heart, as if I was a stumbling block between the two, and I seemed to be a redundant person. If I had no more, what would happen to the rest of my father and Xiaoying?
Maybe Xiaoying will take care of her father in the name of taking care of her father for her deceased husband, or maybe Xiaoying will find another man, but this man is just a cover, just a shield, and the father is the one who really cares about her...
I shook my head and drove away these unrealistic ideas in my mind
Recently, my work pressure has increased, and I always have random thoughts in my mind. High-level work has no physical work, most of which are high-intensity brain work, and the rotation of my brain will inevitably have some impact.
Maybe you should relax yourself at the right time. Whether it is work or family, the invisible pressure on yourself is too great.
Will you be depressed or mentally ill if you continue like this?
Looking at the surveillance footage, Xiaoying sighed softly after her father left, and then took a look at the time and quickly prepared the meal. Because of the two of them's selfless sex, they forgot about each other. There was only a little time before I got home from get off work and there was no time to cook new meals. Xiaoying had no choice but to return the leftover food that she had eaten with her father at noon and heated up. Soon after, I returned home in the picture, and less than twenty minutes before my father left home...
At this time, I recalled that when I went home tonight, there was a faint smell in the room. I didn't notice it at that time. Now, I think about it, those smells that should be left after the two of them have sex, but the smell is too light, and the aroma of the meal made me not notice it.
Looking back now, it turned out that my father had just left twenty minutes before I entered the house, and it had only been about half an hour since the last ejaculation and orgasm of the two of them.
And what I ate tonight was the leftovers leftovers that my father and Xiaoying had at noon. Although it was normal to eat leftovers in my simple family, I still felt a little uncomfortable when I recalled all this tonight.
Turn off the computer and lay on the bed. Listening to Xiaoying's even breathing beside her, she also snores slightly. Xiaoying is usually very dignified and ladylike and never snores when she sleeps. However, after being with her father, she will occasionally snore for a few nights. Before each snoring, there is a fierce and crazy sex between Xiaoying and her father as the prefix.
Xiaoying didn't know about Bai Ji's snoring at all, and I never mentioned it to her, but now I don't know why, but suddenly I had an impulse. I picked up my phone, turned on the recording function, put the microphone near Xiaoying's nose, and recorded all her slight snoring.
After recording the paragraph, I turned off my phone, and I didn't know what the meaning of the sound I recorded
That night, I listened to Xiaoying's snoring beside me and smelled the fragrance of the shower gel emitted by her body. All this seemed to be a sarcasm to me. If I had some stimulation in my mind, then the pressure and shift of work were causing me to lose these remaining stimulation little by little, and all that was left was jealousy and sadness.
After thinking for the middle of the night, I decided to take time to take Xiaoying to check her body tomorrow. After so long of the medication and father's treatment, has Xiaoying's body endocrine recovered?
How long does it take to recover?
Is there any improvement in the end?
When I woke up the next morning, my head hurt because I almost didn't fall asleep that night. Although I fell asleep at the end, I was still half asleep and half awake, which made my originally tired brain worse.
I woke up first. Xiaoying is still asleep and snoring slightly.
After a look at the time, it was already the time for Xiaoying to get up normally. Because of work, my biological clock was very punctual. Even if I fell asleep at five o'clock, I would definitely wake up at six o'clock.
Instead of waking Xiaoying, I walked out of bed gently, then went to the bathroom to start washing, looking at the familiar pair of teeth-brushing cups, looking at myself in the mirror, and recalling what I have gained from the beginning to the present?
Instead, I seem to have lost a lot of things
When I came out of the bathroom, Xiaoying was sleepy and guarded the bathroom door. She had already gotten up for a while. Maybe she knew I was in the bathroom, so she waited at the door for me to finish washing.
After seeing me come out, Xiaoying, who was about to yawn, suddenly held back her yawn, with a hint of embarrassment and fear on her face, as if she knew she was getting up late.
And I know why I get up late
Sorry, husband, I overslept... I will wash my hands and prepare breakfast for you...
Xiaoying put her hands in front of her lower abdomen and rubbed her pajamas, and said with embarrassment and apologies.
It's okay, Shiwen is too late, so I'll go downstairs and buy some breakfast directly...
I smiled slightly, and made my expression calmer. I just washed my face, I don't know if my face is still haggard.
All right……
Xiaoying looked back at the time on the wall. Even if she made breakfast at the fastest speed, it was too late. She could only agree with my wishes, with extreme guilt on her face.
I was wearing my clothes, Xiaoying hurriedly ran over to flatten my collar, and then squatted down to flatten my trousers. When I was about to wear shoes, Xiaoying quickly brought the shoes to me. Even when I was wearing shoes, she even used shoes to help me. Such service was not something a wife should have, like a Y maid. I knew that Xiaoying felt very guilty at this time, because her husband didn't have a delicious breakfast this morning because of the sex with her father yesterday.
With Xiaoying's expression of indifference, I left home and drove straight to the company. In the middle, I didn't buy breakfast like I told Xiaoying, because I really didn't have any appetite at all.
When I arrived at the company, I started my busy work. In the past, as long as I was upset, I would temporarily forget my worries as long as I worked.
I used to wait for this method, but today I don’t know what happened, and I can’t calm down. Could it be that all my negative emotions always explode?
At this time, I was taken the initiative by negative emotions and could not calm down. And I also let the work go a little aside. I know that things should be verified and resolved. Even if I can't solve them immediately, at least I have to verify how long my pain will last.
Everything has an end, especially the matter between Xiaoying and her father, which cannot be endless...
Actually, last night, I wanted to take Xiaoying to the hospital for a check-up today, but when I woke up in the morning, facing Xiaoying's tired look and the lowered posture of serving me in the morning's clothes, I felt a little unbearable, because I was afraid that taking her to the hospital for a check-up would make her have some bad thoughts, which would increase her psychological burden. After all, it is not only me who is emotionally unstable now, but also her
But my fearful approach and tolerance may make things worse. Thinking of the separation between my father and Xiaoying in the video last night, I don’t know why I always feel a little throbbing in my heart, and I don’t know what I’m afraid of.
I picked up my cell phone and looked at it. It was still very early. Should I take Xiaoying to the hospital? I was holding my cell phone, but I couldn't press the dial button on the phone for a long time...