Chapter 187

After thinking for a while, I finally remembered that one of my friends had this disease. After getting married, he and his wife had no children for many years. Finally, the couple went to the hospital for examination. The result of the examination was that there was no problem with the woman. It was my male friend who had a problem. When he got sick, he had varicocele. Finally, he went to a male specialist hospital for surgery to cure it.

Varicocorcosis is a common urogenital disease in men and is also the main cause of male infertility.

More common in young and middle-aged people, the incidence rate accounts for 10%-15% of the normal male population, and 19%-41% of male infertility

Varicocele is a vascular sperm caused by the dilation of the sperm vein and the vein plexus surrounding the sperm

Sub-occurrence disorder

The disease on the left side is the most common, but it can also occur on both sides or on the right side.

Traditional surgery uses inguinal incision, performs high-level ligation of the internal sperm cord, and removes the dilated vein in the scrotum

Are you sure? Doctor, how could I get this disease? After the information about these diseases flashed through my mind, I still asked the reason. Although I know what this disease is, the cause is really not clear

I am a professional doctor, how could I read it wrong? It is indeed varicocele. There are many causes, but it is nothing more than in life. Men often have bad habits, such as long-term standing, sitting for a long time, high mental pressure, excessive vigorous exercise, etc., which causes damage to the perineum of men, thereby causing men to suffer from varicocele disease. The doctor replied professionally, I basically have the phenomena that the doctor said.

So am I infertile now? I asked the question I was most concerned about, I didn’t know why, I was a little lying in my heart, I didn’t know what I was worried about anymore, maybe I didn’t dare to think about this possibility at this moment

If you have varicocele, it may not be infertile, but it is very likely that my suggestion is that since you already have a child, you don’t need to undergo treatment. There is no need. In addition to affecting fertility, there will be no other impact. If you feel pain in the future, it will not be too late to undergo surgery. If you don’t have financial problems, you can go for a semen check to know whether you are infertile.

Doctors may have seen many diseases, without any abnormalities or discrimination

After hearing the doctor's words, I was silent. Should I check the semen?

Out of some concern in my heart, I decided to do some semen tests, otherwise I would probably live in doubt for the rest of my life.

Let's do it for me. Money is not a problem. After thinking for a while, I decided to learn more about my body. If I really infertile, then I need to find a lot of answers and confirm a lot of things.

OK, I'll place an order for you. The doctor took my medical card and then entered my examination project on the computer.

After a while, a nurse gave me a semen storage vessel, and then asked me to follow her and take me to the semen extraction room.

On the way I walked, I couldn't help but feel like I was in my heart. I remember watching A movies, and some rumors on the Internet have been told that when semen is taken, the nurse wears gloves to help masturbate. I don't know if it is true or false.

When I saw this information before, I would sneer at it and think it was impossible.

But seeing the nurse carrying me in front of me, I couldn't help but have some random thoughts in my heart

Go in, and after picking, I went to the nurse's station to call me. But after the nurse took me to the semen extraction room, she handed me a glove and stopped. After giving me a few instructions, she turned around and left.

I'm dizzy, it turns out that I'm just a leader.

After entering the semen extraction room, I found that there were many sexy pictures on the wall, and there was also a washbasin for washing hands. There was nothing else and the space was very small.

After taking off your pants, you started masturbating yourself

Normally, I need to abstinence before taking sperm. I have been abstinence for a long time. During this period, because of my father's condition, I don't have time to be warm and intimate with Xiaoying. I seem to have forgotten my desire.

I looked at the sexy pictures on the wall and rubbed my penis with sterile gloves. Maybe the pictures were too conservative and I shook them for a long time but still didn't ejaculate.

After looking at the time, about 8 minutes have passed. In the past, masturbation was only 5 minutes at most. Maybe I was too nervous.

At this time, I had a bold attempt in my heart. Since my father and Xiaoying broke off, I haven't imagined the scene of my father and Xiaoying having sex for a long time.

The reason is that the last night on the deserted island brought me deep hurt and fear, especially the scene of Xiaoying having sex with her father in a wedding dress, which made me dare not recall it.

Now that time has passed so long, the resentment in my heart must have disappeared.

I decided to try it. The scene of the love between my father and Xiaoying began to constantly recall in my mind. Since the first time they had sex, I closed my eyes and recalled the scene of the two having sex while starting to masturbate.

I don't know why, but at this time I suddenly felt very irritated, and my penis felt itchy and numb. As a result, I ejaculated in less than a minute, and I ejaculated a lot.

I looked down at the semen in the container, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly. I originally thought that my sexual wife's psychology no longer existed, but I didn't expect that it would still bring great stimulation to me now.

But my father no longer has sexual function, everything is over

I looked down at the semen in the vessel. There was no difference between the color and viscosity of the semen and the normal semen. Of course, there was definitely a difference compared with my father's semen. After all, I couldn't compare with the amount of ejaculation, the whiteness and viscosity of the semen.

However, my father could no longer produce semen, and his testicles had been completely removed.

Do you have any questions? I looked down at my semen and couldn't help but mutter, as if I was asking about semen, as if I was asking myself, as if I was asking about my son Haohao and my daughter Dodo

After semen is collected, check it as soon as possible to avoid affecting the quality of the semen for a long time. After I took off my gloves and covered the semen vessel, I quickly sent the semen to the nurse.

The nurse in the menstruation department has long been used to it. She took the semen to the laboratory very freely, but I felt a little embarrassed.

The pressure therapy equipment is very developed now, and I am waiting in the inspection machine. After half an hour, I swiped the medical card on the machine and my semen checklist came out.

I took the order back to the doctor's office and handed the order to the doctor, waiting for the doctor to announce the verdict. Although it was just a semen test, I don't know why, but the tension in my heart was comparable to the time when I was waiting for the results of my father's cancer.

There is indeed a problem with your semen. The sperm survival rate is low, the amount is not enough, and it is not enough to make a woman conceive. The doctor glanced at me sympathetically and then read out the information I least want to hear.

After hearing the doctor say this, my hands tightly and my body begins to tremble.

How long have I been suffering from this disease? Can I see it? My voice has become hoarse at this moment. If I had this disease within three years, then everything is fine. If I had this disease four years ago, then Dodo would not be my biological daughter. If I had this disease ten years ago, then Haohao and Dodo would not be my biological daughter.

I can't imagine it anymore

You don’t have to be nervous. When did this disease be caused? I can’t tell. It may have been in the past year or it may have been a long time, so you don’t have to be nervous or think about it. The doctor saw me and knew what I was worried about. After all, I have told him that I have a son and daughter, and he will definitely think of something.

If you have anything to worry about, of course, you can do what I said, and I just give you a suggestion, don't be angry. Although it's a bit inappropriate to say this at this time, you can go for a paternity test, so you will feel relieved. Otherwise, you will be suppressed and not good for the condition and health. This is just my suggestion, and it is also the advice of all patients with infertility and children. The doctor said carefully. After all, male patients with this disease are generally in a bad mood. If the patient is too excited in the middle, the doctor will generally not say these words.

Thank you doctor, do I need to treat it? I took a deep breath and asked the doctor

If you still want a child, just treat it. The minor operation is not expensive or the degree of injury. If you don’t want to have a child again in the future, there is no need for treatment. It has no effect on sexual life. The doctor gave me all the examination list.

Thank you, doctor, if treatment is needed, I will come to the department to find you directly

I walked out of the hospital, holding the order in my hand, and my fear reached its peak.

When did I get this disease? Are Haohao and Dodo my biological children?

Actually, I am not very worried about Haohao, because when Haohao was born, when anyone saw it, he said that Haohao and I were carved from the same mold. Haohao doesn’t look like his mother, but he looks the most like my father.

But I wasn't sure about Dodo. After all, Dodo is still young, and Dodo looks like Xiaoying. I really can't judge from the appearance.

After walking out of the hospital, I went back to the unit directly. When I was on the way, I wanted to tear all the inspection documents, but after thinking about it, I still brought them back to the unit, and then locked them into the safe with the important documents of my company. In any case, these documents cannot be seen by Xiaoying and others. After all, everything is still unknown to avoid unnecessary trouble.

After returning home, I lay on the bed, watching Xiaoying teaching Dodo to do homework, and then teach Dodo to dance

Xiaoying's dance is professional, so Dodo has a free and cheap dance teacher

Lying on the bed, I couldn't play with my phone, my brain was in a mess. Although I knew that Haohao and Dodo were not my biological children, I couldn't help but worry.

Since the last night on the deserted island, I have been monitoring my father and Xiaoying all the time, confirming that the two of them have not had a relationship again. It was just that it was a span of five years, with more than 1,800 days and nights. It was impossible for me to monitor it all the time. Did I miss something?

It's very possible

Listening to the music in the living room and the irritating laughter of Xiaoying when she taught her dance, I was hesitant. What should I do?

Should I do a paternity test without hiding it from Xiaoying and everyone else?

If Haohao and Dodo are my biological parents, everything is a false alarm, what if it is not?

what do I do?

Can I bear this blow, should I live my life in a daze, or should I muster up the courage to find out the truth?