Chapter 191

There is another log that is more than three years ago, two logs with different dates. What does it contain?

Because the logs are arranged from bottom to top according to the order of dates, that is, the closest date is at the top, the earlier the date is at the bottom

I've read the top date

From top to bottom I haven't read the second and third articles

At this time, my brain has not fully reacted, so I should follow the order from top to bottom, because at this time my brain can no longer turn.

I stumbled on the second log, which was the log more than three years ago. The brief content appeared in front of me.

Time flies so fast. In a blink of an eye, I became a mother of two children. I recently added a second daughter. Now my daughter and son have been doing this for several years. I have been making up for my debt to my husband. When I was pregnant with this baby, I chanted Buddha and prayed, begging the Buddha to give me a daughter. Although before the second child gave birth, my husband said that boys and girls would like it, but from his expression and understanding of him, I knew that his second child still hoped to be a girl. Now the second child is finally the girl who fulfilled her husband's wishes, and I felt better.

Thinking back on so many years

My husband has been working hard for this family, and I have always seen it, but my body is dirty and my debts to him can't be paid off in this life.

With my daughter, my husband and I have new motivation to forget the past and welcome a better life in the future without wasting new tears with old sadness

I just gave birth to my child and my body couldn't stand it anymore. I had to pay attention to rest, so I won't write more. (^^ ) Finally, I wish my husband and I new daughter Xiao Duoduo to grow up healthily and happily, and to have a happy family, Amitabha...

This log is very short, and it can be seen that Xiaoying wrote this log in a pleasant situation. After reading the log time, I used my slow brain to recall, wasn’t this date when Dodo was a hundred days?

It seems that Xiaoying's body has recovered and the log written by Dodo a hundred days later

Although the log is short, I'm trying to digest it

Wait, Xiaoying kept saying in the log that my daughter gave me a new one, which also satisfies my wish. From the lines, it seems that Xiaoying always thought that Dodo was my daughter, not my father's. What's going on?

Didn’t Xiaoying know that Dodo is his father’s child at all?

Cuckold?

A traitor?

Rape?

At this time, a few words popped up in my puzzled mind

No wonder I thought too much. I can only think of so much when Xiaoying didn't know that Xiaoying was pregnant.

Did my father do it on purpose?

What exactly happened?

The answer may be in the log I was born. If there is no answer I want in this log, then I have to wait for them to come back and question them personally. I gritted my teeth and clicked on the only log I hadn't read before.

The log slowly opened. Unlike the log just now, this log was written so long. Perhaps it was the longest log that Xiaoying had ever written. I suppressed the negative emotions in my heart and began to read it seriously.

My heart is really annoyed. Why did God make such a joke for me? I have cut off my relationship with my father-in-law for so long? I thought everything would pass. I didn't expect that I would make this mistake, but I lost my virginity again. I hated myself and hated God... As soon as I looked at the beginning of the log, my heart suddenly became tight. There was a chance. I took a look at the date of the log. The date of the log was more than four years ago. Calculated the date of Dodo's birth. In addition, the date of the October pregnancy date is not much different from the date of the log. I trembled with my hands and slid the mouse pulley, allowing the log to slowly turn down.

Things have to start from the day of my father-in-law's birthday. My father-in-law was already married, and I adjusted for a long time after my father-in-law's marriage. Finally, as time went by, my mentality slowly returned to normal. Seeing my father-in-law and Aunt Zhang were together, my heart was no longer so complicated. Time is the best healing medicine. This year is the first birthday after my father-in-law's marriage. However, because someone in Aunt Zhang's hometown suddenly held a wedding ceremony, Aunt Zhang had to go back to his hometown to receive gifts. As a result, only my father-in-law was left at home, so my husband and I could only take my son to celebrate my father-in-law's birthday.

Facing my father-in-law again, without Aunt Zhang's bond, we looked at each other, but in the end we instantly turned away our gazes. Although time has passed for a long time, after all, so much has happened with him. How could we do it without any strangeness?

My husband and I were cooking, while my father-in-law took Haohao to stroll and play on the island

This kind of scene seems to have not been around for a long time. I suddenly realized that I am now, and I actually like this simple and normal family life.

At the dinner table, my father-in-law and husband were cheering and watching my happy look. Infected by this harmonious atmosphere, I also drank a few glasses of red wine and toasted my father-in-law. When I toasted my father-in-law, I still understood something from my father-in-law's eyes, with longing and love. It seemed that as time went by, my father-in-law's feelings for me did not diminish at all. His eyes made me panic. I instantly kissed my birthday words prepared in advance, and forgot the words, and made my husband and son laugh for a long time. Only my father-in-law understood the reason. He covered his mouth awkwardly and smiled.

Seeing this, my mind recalled that this situation did happen. Xiaoying toasted her father. Since it was a toast, the two needed to look at each other and the wine glasses were clinking together. When Xiaoying was saying a congratulation, her tone and speech were smooth, but as she spoke, she lowered her head, began to stutter, and finally forgot the words.

Since Xiaoying was sitting opposite me, her father and Xiaoying looked at me, and she was facing me with her side face. I didn't see my father's expression, I just saw Xiaoying's panic at that time

Of course I knew what happened at that time, but as Xiaoying forgot the words, Haohao laughed, and I also laughed and went to help the two of them cover up.

At that time, it was only a few months since my father's wedding. The two of them had not yet completely come out of their memories, so it was normal to have some embarrassment.

Gradually, my husband and father-in-law both drank too much, and I also drank a few glasses of red wine. I was already unable to drink.

My father-in-law might have something in his heart. He seemed to be drinking to drown his sorrows at the dinner table. He drank a lot of wine. In the end, my husband and I couldn't persuade him. My father-in-law finally drank unconscious. My husband and I worked a lot to carry my father-in-law to bed. Finally, I went to the kitchen to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. My husband helped my father-in-law change clothes in the house.

Although my mind is still clear, my hands and feet are no longer in control

I endured the dizziness and finished cleaning the kitchen

By the time I returned to the bedroom, my husband and Haohao had already fallen asleep

My husband also drank a lot of alcohol, but his alcohol content was much better than his father-in-law.

My husband slept like a dead pig. I pushed him for a long time before he muttered in a daze and gave me a seat, so I lay down.

Although my husband and I have had love several times during this period, to be honest, my husband really cannot satisfy me, so I can only use a masturbation device to solve the problem without satisfying my sexual desire.

After lying down, I couldn't sleep. People say that sex was messed up after drinking. This sentence really makes sense. Alcohol can stimulate people's sexual desire.

So after I lay down, my heart and lower body felt itchy, and I really wanted to have sex at this time.

I turned my head and looked at the sleeping Zhanghu. After that, I didn't know what I thought of, so I turned my head to the direction of my father-in-law's room. The scenes of having sex with my father-in-law began to recall in my mind. My lower body felt even more itchy. I reached out and touched it, and a lot of water flowed.

At this moment, I had an impulse, wanted to get up secretly, then go to my father-in-law's room, and then sit on it with my father-in-law's thick penis

Thinking of this, my whole body was very hot, and it was really as hot as the book said.

But in the end I turned into a sigh. My promise, my debt to my husband, my love for me all the time, and my determination I made, flashed in my mind one by one. Slowly, these wills disperse the random thoughts in my mind.

I decided not to think about this anymore

Regardless of whether my husband can satisfy me, I will only have my own husband in the future, and my body and heart will always belong to him alone.

Taking advantage of the interest now, why don’t I have sex with my husband?

After drinking, I am brave enough. Haohao also slept in the same bed with us. I have the courage. If I hadn't drunk, I would never dare.

Looking at my husband's sleeping soundly, I decided to rape him. Looking at him's sleeping soundly, I covered my mouth and smiled.

Actually, I dare to do this, first of all, I drink and be brave, and secondly, I have been sleeping so hard that I have been sleeping since I was a child. Even wind and thunder, this brat will not wake up.

When I was about to rape my husband, I suddenly felt my lower abdomen swelling. No wonder I drank so much red wine on the dinner table

Let's go out and solve it first, otherwise you will have sex with your husband in a while and your sexual desire will rise and you will no longer be able to control yourself. Wouldn't that make your husband laugh at me?

It was just late at night, and I felt a little scared. It was just that the swelling of my bladder made me careless about anything else, so I pushed my husband and asked him to accompany me. But I pushed him for a long time. My husband slept like a dead pig, and he couldn't wake up no matter how hard he pushed him.

In the end, I had to give up, and I felt like I was almost unable to bear it.

I had to grit my teeth and ran out. Time was urgent. I only wore a coat, only wearing a bra and underwear. I walked out of the bedroom, opened the door and rushed out.

The moment I opened the houses outside, a cold wind blew over. It was gloomy outside, and the grass and trees swayed in the wind. I rushed into the grass closest to the house and began to solve my problem.

At the same time, I was ready to escape and shout. If there was any emergency, I could call for help and escape as soon as possible. I just thought of the unconscious father-in-law and her husband who was like a dead pig. What really happened to Ruli, who could come to save me?

Actually, don't blame me for being timid. If I had been drinking before, I was not so afraid at all. It was just that on the last night with my father-in-law on this small island and my father-in-law attacked me from behind in the grass, which scared me very much. Since then, I have left a shadow in my heart. So since then, I have been particularly afraid of the environment of grass and woods. Now I just want to solve it quickly and then go back to my room.

When the log saw this, my brain was also running. I remember that after Xiaoying ran out, about three minutes later, my father's door rang. It was obviously the sound of the door of my father's bedroom opening. Did my father also have to relieve his skills at that time, but he walked out in a daze. Then he saw Xiaoying who was solving his skills. After drinking, he was re-arranged the last night of the field battle in the deserted island?

The log has not been finished yet

My brain actually started to fantasize...