Chapter 34

To be honest, since that incident, I have had an extremely embarrassing scene lingering in my heart

I don't know how I should face the situation of living with my sister-in-law

Maybe that morning, if we hadn't disturbed the two little ghosts, our relationship might have been normal.

After all, they are all adults, so it is normal for this to happen occasionally.

But they discovered it

This made it difficult for my sister-in-law and I to face each other

In the next few days, I have been deliberately staying in the company very late before returning home

And what about my sister-in-law?

She seems to be similar to me, and she takes two little girls around every day to play

I didn't go home until very late

But she is still better than me. At least when we occasionally get along with each other, she is much calmer than me.

It's another morning

I got up very early

But when I left the bedroom, I found that my sister-in-law actually got up earlier than me

Even breakfast has been placed on the dining table

Haha When I saw my sister-in-law, I forced a smile

I got up very early. I knew I had nothing to say, but I just didn't know how to face her as if nothing had happened.

It's Ah, I went out in the morning and I happened to get breakfast for you when I came back. My sister-in-law is much more natural than me

Thank you so much. I said to her politely: You are so good. You can get up so early. You go out to exercise and have the strength to make me something. You don’t feel like me. You are so tired after moving lazy.

There is no Ah, for this meal, I have been busy since the morning and now, and I have only drank a few sips of water. I am so exhausted! As I said that, my sister-in-law stretched lazily, fully showing the perfect curves of her body and her proud and plump breasts.

Her actions almost sucked my eyes out

I know it's not good for me to do this, basically no difference with a pervert. Moreover, she is my sister-in-law, so it seems that it's not appropriate for me to do this.

But I just can't control my eyes

Maybe a man is an animal that considers the lower body

Maybe my sister-in-law also noticed my eyes

The expression on her face became obviously unnatural

This made us feel a little embarrassed again

Even the meal was not going well

Finally finished the meal

My sister-in-law quickly took advantage of the opportunity to clean up the dishes and avoided me.

I sat at the table and began to seriously consider what I should do about this matter

After a sip of the tea after the meal, I decided to show up with my sister-in-law. Since that night, I have been taking responsibility for my sister-in-law. For women, such unknown things are the most feared, because they do not have a guarantee, and this is also the reason why they like to listen to sweet words, because it can enhance the effectiveness of this guarantee.

Maybe it's the best ending for my sister-in-law and I to live together in the future

My wife doesn't belong to me anyway

She has left me

I should have my life again, too

But even though I enlighten myself

But there is still an indescribable pain in my heart

It's been so long

I still find it hard to accept the fact that my wife left me

After shook my head, I tried my best to throw this grief into my mind

Now that I think about this, I have no effect, so I'd better face the reality

Sister-in-law, I called softly

At this time, my sister-in-law had packed up her bowls and chopsticks, lying on the sofa, enjoying the tea in her hand comfortably

My sister-in-law, who was disturbed by my voice, raised her jade-like fingers in front of her cherry red mouth and signaled me not to speak and asked her to drink the water first.

Her behavior made me gather my courage for a long time suddenly collapsed.

I wanted to speak again but found it was so difficult. Now I finally understood the feelings between the heroes and heroines in the novel TV. It turned out that I wanted to say that I wanted to marry you. It was so difficult.

Before, I always thought that saying these words was one of the easiest things in the world, and I could do whatever I wanted, so that I could show my life color.

But I was wrong. It turns out that if I really love someone, I want to tell her that I want to marry you. It's so difficult, just like my confession to myself.

But if you just want to be responsible, it is still so difficult to say that I want to marry you

Because it's hard for me to be able to say this sentence sincerely

I'm silent again

Silently looking at my sister-in-law who was less than three meters away

A quiet color appeared on her sister-in-law's face, which was far from her previous gloriousness, giving people a different feeling

Did the elder brother's departure completely change her?

So, what am I?

I have no way of understanding

I'm even confused about my choice

Time flows slowly in this soothing atmosphere. It was not until 8:40 in the morning that my phone started to ring the alarm. At this moment, I suddenly remembered that I should go to work. This alarm was also set before I went to bed every day.

Hearing this alarm, I knew I had failed today

Sighing slightly, meeting my sister-in-law's curious eyes, I said: There are still some things in the company today, I should leave, thank you for your breakfast, to be honest, I had a very happy lunch. I don't know how I could say these words, but I really don't know what I should say

My sister-in-law was stunned by what I said

Why do you think that when you see each other so much, why do you say that?

No, I want to say... I want to say that your skills are really good. I started to explain to my sister-in-law in a hurry.

Seeing my stupid look, my sister-in-law suddenly burst into laughter

Are you praising me or hurting me? If you have good skills, you will start to see things? In a blink of an eye, my sister-in-law, who was originally mature and quiet, once again made a sexy beauty with charming eyes, and all kinds of expressions were revealed.

It's praise, of course it's praise! Today's stuff tastes really good, I quickly said sincerely

OK, stop flattering, go to work, sister-in-law smiled and said to me

The two of them came to the door and looked at my sister-in-law's beautiful face. I calmed down. After thinking about it repeatedly, I finally plucked up the courage to speak: Sister-in-law, there is a saying I wanted to say for a long time. I was depressed. I continued: That is, I want to marry you. I don't know what you feel about me, but I know that I really should marry you. This is undeniable that I have been escaping for so many days and have never dared to say these words. But now, I have decided that I am a man and I must be responsible for what I do. I should not keep it in my heart. No matter what your decision is, I decided to marry you! After that, I looked at my sister-in-law's complicated expression again and left without looking back.

Although I am very chic on the surface, I really feel that others cannot understand. At that time, my heart was already beating rapidly. If I hadn't walked away immediately, I would have been afraid of making a foreign appearance.

My feeling is that I don’t seem to have walked out of the gate, but rather I’m escaping like a famine

It was not until I got back to the car and sat for a long time that my mood slowly calmed down and I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.

No matter what the result is, I have done what I should do. Even if my sister-in-law doesn't accept my feelings, she will have no regrets.

After I felt relaxed, I drove to the company. It was getting late and many subordinates were already sitting in the conference room waiting for me to host the morning meeting.

Fortunately, I'm not too late

After calming down, I started another tense and fulfilling day...

Soon, the day's work ended

When I drove back to my doorstep in the evening, I began to feel a little scared and dared not enter.

Because I have a little difficulty facing my sister-in-law and the scene of meeting her

To be honest, I really don't know how to deal with my relationship with my sister-in-law

Ever since I felt the unforgettable feeling of love from my wife, I knew that except for my wife, there might not be anyone else who would make me so devoted to love.

But although I cherish the relationship with my wife very much, the final outcome was that I let go of her I loved deeply. This feeling of pain that I could cry but not cry had made me unconsciously fall into it.

But now I have to make a decision about my behavior, which is really difficult for me to choose.

But I'm sure my sister-in-law and I will have a happy future

After all, the gentle sister-in-law is a woman suitable for being a wife

But thinking so, my sister-in-law suddenly entered my life and completely disrupted all her previous expectations. I had imagined that I might reunite with my wife again.

But now, this kind of idea is a bit out of reach

Now I can't leave this pity and gentle woman who obviously has that kind of relationship with me, especially I have had that kind of intimate relationship with her.

Now, my thoughts can be said to be a mess

In this state of drowsy head, I returned home in a dizzy way

After entering the door, I saw two little girls playing around at home.

This made me feel relieved

After all, with these two pistachios, I don’t have to face my sister-in-law so directly

I'm back. My sister-in-law, who was playing with two little girls, saw me pushing the door in and talking to me naturally.

Looking at my sister-in-law's expression without any strange expression, I breathed a sigh of relief again

Maybe in my subconscious, I am not so strongly looking forward to my sister-in-law's reply

My expression returned to normal, and I smiled and started playing with them.

To be honest, I do like these two little girls very much, and sometimes even fantasize that it would be great if they were my baby girls.

I don't know if my sister-in-law's proposal is also mixed with these factors.

But soon, the two little girls got tired of playing

They all shouted that they were going to bed

My sister-in-law had to take them all back to her room to rest

I sat on the sofa and watched TV bored

It looks normal on the surface

But when I think about getting along with my sister-in-law for a while, I feel nervous for no reason.

After a while, my sister-in-law came out of the room

She saw me sitting there

Smiled at me first

I smiled back

But I know how stiff this smile is

The atmosphere in the room began to become a little dull

Although our eyes are all on TV

But I know that our minds must not be on it

I was silent for a long time, but I was the first to speak

Sister-in-law, I... But before I could say it, I was interrupted by my sister-in-law

Stop talking, I know what you want to say? You...have you really thought about it? My sister-in-law's tone seemed so plain

It's like we're discussing a irrelevant little thing

Do you really want to marry me? My sister-in-law's words made me feel a little ashamed of myself

It seems that she has seen through all my false benevolence and righteousness.

I looked at her and thought for a long time

Then he said firmly: Yes... I know that I may not really like her

But I have to be responsible for my actions

At least, that's what I really think

My sister-in-law was also depressed for a long time, then she looked up at me and said

To be honest, today you said you wanted to marry me, and I was stunned at that time because I never thought about this problem, and I never even thought that there would be such an ending with you. In fact, you don’t have to feel guilty about that... After all, we are all adults and there is no need to really get to this point.

Getting married? There is no need for this? I was surprised by her words. I didn't expect that these words that were originally only the man would have come out of my sister-in-law's mouth.

But this makes me feel unwilling

I repeated it to my sister-in-law again. I wanted to marry you. After thinking for a while, I continued: Actually, what should I say? I think we should really be together. Even if this kind of thing didn't happen, the same brother... The eldest brother is gone and my wife... has left me. Speaking of the fact that my wife left, I couldn't help but feel another stinging pain in my heart

Relieve emotions

I continued: There is actually no obstacle between us, and I like these two little girls so much, it is natural for us to get together. Besides, sister-in-law, you... you are so mature and charming, I think normal men will like you. After listening to me, my sister-in-law's expression is not so firm.

Seeing her expression, I continued to say: And you know that both little girls need a father.

I like what they like and it's just that, we should be together. This sentence is obviously the most useful. My sister-in-law began to lower her head and seriously consider my suggestions. I sat aside and waited patiently for her reply.

Suddenly, she raised her head

Said something to me; You... don't you regret it? Why do you regret it? I asked her back

Because we are all the same, we will never forget our original partner. I... After listening to my sister-in-law, it feels as if I did something wrong and she caught me.

I quickly explained to her

But I didn't finish my words and was interrupted again by her

We all know without explanation, you can't forget your brother and sister, and I'm the same

Also... there is no way to forget your elder brother. But what is different about us is that I no longer have the chance to be with him anymore. But what about you? If you do this, you will not even have the last chance... Do you really regret it? My sister-in-law's words made my heart go up and down like a turbulent sea. It's Ah, will I really not regret it? I don't know that the only thing I know is that I really can't forget my wife. Even when I think of her, my heart will burst into tears. But we really have no possibility. After thinking for a long time, I struggled to say to my sister-in-law: I think... I will forget. This may be a gambling that is the same for both of us. Will we both forget the person in our hearts in the end? My sister-in-law's words are full of confusion.

Yes, I told her firmly, but my heart was as confused as hers

To be honest, I never expected my sister-in-law to have such a conversation

Maybe no one has seen a marriage proposal in this life

The two have no tenderness

But it's like a gambling for happiness

So, did you agree to me? I asked my sister-in-law a little hesitantly

Yes, my sister-in-law said to me hesitantly

To be honest, someone agreed to my marriage proposal

I don't have any joy

Some are a heavy burden

I don't know why I'm like this

Is this really my own choice? I began to feel a little confused again...