This year's winter is surprisingly cold, with the cold wind blowing, so cold that people can't stand it
In my impression, the whole winter is cloudy except for rain, and the sky is always gray. In the city of reinforced concrete, such a color will only make people feel even darker
The video of Brother Biao playing Tang Ting made me feel refreshed again
After resigning, I stayed at home for several days and didn't want to go out or look for a job. It was not until the money in my bank card was about to bottom out that I had to force myself and start submitting my resume.
The end of the year is not a good time to find a job. I searched for half a month and I was almost unsatisfied. Most of the resumes were submitted. Among the few responses, the better ones looked down on me. Those who were willing to give me the opportunity were garbage companies. It was in their era. They actually offered a starting monthly salary of 2,000 yuan. So why would I go to the supermarket to move goods?
In this way, as time goes by, I feel more and more bored
At the same time, I log in to the website that can see Tang Ting's video every day
When Tang Ting and Brother Biao met, they agreed to Brother Biao find her a man. The next night
If this happens, maybe a new video will be posted online by Brother Biao?
But for many days, no videos related to Tang Ting or Biao Ge were found.
And in Tang Ting's QQ, except for the news that she would receive from time to time buying original stockings or underwear, there was no news between Tang Ting, Wang Jingang and Brother Biao.
This is strange. Why is there no news out of thin air? Or is it that Tang Ting has started to sell her body to make money, but Brother Biao has not filmed videos?
One day at the end of December, an accident happened. I logged into Tang Ting’s QQ and found that she had changed her password!
I was very panicked at the time. Could it be that she discovered that someone was logging in to her QQ, or did she just change her password after suddenly remembering it?
I tried in vain to think of all the possible new passwords, but it was all wrong, which meant that almost the only clue was broken
Where is Tang Ting?
Maybe in an unknown corner of this city, in a room, in front of a man who should be called a client, he obediently lets him mercy, and under the man's order, he lets the man vent his desires on himself, and then throws her a few hundred dollars and sends her away
My beloved girl is going to prostitution... This fact makes me even more irritable and I feel bad every day. If it weren't for some comfort from Sun Feifei, I'm afraid I would have had depression myself, too
At the same time, I will still pervert and continue to fantasize about Tang Ting being fucked by men in various ways. Every time I think about it this way, my mood will calm down...
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A few days before New Year's Day, my parents, who were far away from my hometown, videoed me and said that I have not been home for almost a year since the Chinese New Year.
I felt so sad that I had experienced so many things this year, especially in the second half of the year, and even went to the jail
Actually, it’s not that I don’t want to go home, but I feel that I don’t have the shame to face my parents, but I should also be concerned about my parents’ feelings.
So I decided to go home on New Year's Day
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December 31, this is the last day of the year
The city is filled with the smell of welcoming the Gregorian New Year. Sun Feifei and I have already agreed that we will have dinner together this day, then go shopping, and welcome the New Year with the lively crowd in the square in the city center.
It snowed Sun Feifei's long white cotton jacket and red scarf, which exudes a pure smell against the background of the snowy night. If he lived in ancient times, Sun Feifei must be the representative of the jasper of the little family.
When I arrived at the restaurant, I just sat down, Sun Feifei smiled mysteriously, took out a box from her bag and put it in front of me. A New Year gift for you. She said with a sweet smile.
When I saw the packaging box, I opened my mouth wide and my mouth wide. This is a domestic phone that costs about 1,000 yuan.
Accident? Like it? Are you happy? Sun Feifei looked at me expectantly
How much did you spend? This gift is so expensive
Haha, you don’t know yet? Sister, I won the city news award for a manuscript last month. The newspaper gave me a bonus of 5,000 yuan, hehe, Sun Feifei said proudly
So awesome? What manuscript?
That sounds so long. Anyway, because of our investigation, a black den for trafficking women was destroyed. Oh, just say whether you like it or not!
I definitely like it, but it's too expensive
What else do you tell me about the value? If you feel embarrassed, just promise me. Sun Feifei, who is pure and innocent, is very tempting every time she makes a naughty expression.
OK...thank you husband...
Puff!~ Sun Feifei kicked me and smiled brightly. Little lady, when will she go with me?
That's not the husband who has the final say?
Puff... Sun Feifei originally wanted to try her best to argue with me, but she really couldn't talk, and the atmosphere disappeared with a smile
She picked up the phone and put it in my hand. Brother, don't feel embarrassed. You are so kind to my sister. Everything I should give you
OK... When I find a job and make money, I will buy you good things
No, just treat me well. Feifei's eyes smiled into a signature slit again
But I sighed in my heart that a big man is really frustrating to rely on girls to spend money on himself.
I ate with great worries, and Sun Feifei didn't speak, and the atmosphere was a little depressing, so I found a topic
Feifei, I will leave tomorrow morning. How do you spend these three days? Do you have any friends to accompany you?
There is Ah, our department will have a dinner tomorrow night
Department dinner Ah? Are there any handsome guys? I'm joking
There are really no handsome guys, none of them are as handsome as you, but there is one big beauty!
You yourself Ah?
Talking nonsense... What kind of beauty is he? I'm talking about a real beauty. He is so tall, over 1.7 meters tall, and has long legs! He can dress up again... By the way, he likes to wear stockings very much. When you see it, you will definitely saliva flow out...
Really Ah? Then when must I take me to see... I look like I drooling
Look at your lustful look! Although I was joking with me, once I really made a vulgar look, Sun Feifei got angry and her little mouth was raised.
OK OK OK OK OK OK I don’t look at me if I don’t look at me if I take off all my clothes, I just look at your legs. OK?
So slick! Sun Feifei is angry and wants to laugh
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As midnight approaches, the square is crowded with people, and everyone gathers together excitedly, waiting for the New Year bell to ring
Sun Feifei and I hid on a grass in a small park not far from the square. The location is just right, you can see the noisy crowd without being disturbed by them directly
My legs were stretched out and Sun Feifei sat on my thighs with her hands around my neck, her face was close to my head.
The temperature outside is very low. Such intimate contact keeps us warm with each other and also makes my body react very clearly. Actually, I didn't think about that in my mind, but the thing under my crotch was involuntarily trying to push out.
Brother, I think you have been in a bad mood recently, but you are unwilling to say anything to me. In fact, it will be a little better to say it, right? Sun Feifei leaned against me and said softly
I don't know what to say for a moment. I don't want to say anything about my thoughts. Even if I want to say it, how can I explain it clearly in just a few words?
Sun Feifei raised her head again and looked at me gently. Brother, I don’t know what to say. Anyway, as long as I’m with you every day, I will...
Feifei
I interrupted her, in fact, I am a very useless person, I have no ability or courage, I can't find a good job, and I can't take care of others. I'm still like this at such an age. It must be very hard for you to be with me these days...
There is no such thing as, I don’t feel bitter at all, you are so good to me, how can I feel bitter? Moreover, I don’t think you are bad at all, I always think you are very good, but I just haven’t encountered a good job opportunity. I believe you will definitely be different from now
I couldn't help but hug Sun Feifei's body tighter
No matter how you do in the future, as long as you don’t drive me away, I will always be with you...
At this time, nothing is better than hugging Sun Feifei and kissing her crazy
I spewed out a thick air from my nostrils, and my teeth bit Sun Feifei's lips hard, feeling the moisture and warmth there.
Our mouths were tightly pressed together, and her hands grabbed my arm, and couldn't help but pinched and pinched. The pain and emotion were intertwined, and time seemed to be still.
Suddenly, the crowd not far away burst into cheers, ten...nine...eight...seven...
Sun Feifei and I separated each other's hot lips. I hugged her tightly and looked at the people counting down in the square together.
Four...three...two...one...one...ohoo...happy new year!
I looked up at the night sky. The night seemed to have not changed much, but will the new year be better? I don’t know...
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It was already past 1 o'clock in the middle of the night when I returned home from the square. I was very tired, but the desire in my body did not mean to be extinguished at all. When Sun Feifei was taking a shower, I wanted to break in several times, but I held it back
After I finished taking a shower, Sun Feifei was about to fall asleep in the quilt. After I finished taking a shower, I deliberately didn't wear anything and got into the quilt. No matter how many days I was, I pulled her silk nightgown up and pulled her panties to her thighs.
Ah! Sun Feifei was awakened by my movements, and my hand was already touching her lower body. Oh my God, it's so late, you have to catch the train tomorrow morning!
It's me that gets up early, you can sleep in. I rode on Sun Feifei's legs in the quilt
I mean you... don't come, you will be exhausted tomorrow...
No... If I don't come, I will not be able to sleep, so I will be in trouble tomorrow...
Pervert... Since I want it so much, Sun Feifei will definitely not refuse. Do you want me to wear stockings?
Not today, that's it
Stockings have always been aphrodisiac for me to have sex. As long as the other person wears stockings, I will increase my excitement by several points, otherwise my interest will be much worse.
I used to be with Tang Ting, and every time I had sex, I had to wear stockings so that I could barely maintain some combat power.
Although I have not softened my sex with Sun Feifei these days, today I want to try it out. If Sun Feifei doesn't wear stockings, can I still be hard?
As a result, when my penis was pushed to the opening of Sun Feifei's already wet vagina, this thing that gave me a very long face was extremely hard recently. I exerted a lot of force with excitement, and the half of the penis penetrated into Sun Feifei's tight vagina, and then it couldn't be moved. The glans was pinched by Sun Feifei's vagina, but I was so excited that I didn't care about the pain. I endured the pain and continued to push hard. The penis entered and tightly pressed against Sun Feifei's heart.
Ah...It hurts so much... Sun Feifei screamed and pinched my arm
What I replied to was a kiss that bent down, and the butt pressed on her lower body immediately moved up and down. Sun Feifei's vagina, which was originally a little dry, instantly became simmering...
Ah...Brother...be gentle...
Responding to her was my more violent impact until we both us ushered in a fiery orgasm...
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When I was about to get up and catch the bus the next day, I really regretted it. When I got up from the bed and got off the ground, my knees became sore, and the muscles on my legs were about to fall apart like sand.
Sun Feifei must have gotten up to show me, such as kissing someone, but she just lay in the quilt pretending to be dizzy and didn't move.
I almost fainted when I brushed my teeth and washed my face. The intense sex last night almost wiped out my not strong enough body.
Before leaving, I kissed Sun Feifei on the forehead. She opened her eyes in a daze, with a very satisfied and reluctant expression
I kissed her again and said: Stay at home and I will be back the day after tomorrow
Yes, she responded gently
I got on the high-speed train and before the train started, I fell asleep
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From last year's Spring Festival to now, for almost a year, I have not returned to my parents' home in a small county town.
The small town is still so comfortable, the environment is very good, there are not many cars, and living here is much more comfortable than living in a big city
My parents are honest people. My father worked hard in the county industrial and commercial bureau for decades and was almost retired. He never embezzled and accepted bribes or flattered him much. He finally got the position of a section chief not long ago.
My mother taught in a very ordinary elementary school in the county town for the rest of her life, so her family has always been very hard. Although she can live a life, she has never had much money.
Today I came back, and my parents were so happy. Naturally, there was a table of dishes and a pot of old wine. I tried my best to throw away the unhappiness of the year and pretended to be good in front of my parents.
Halfway through the meal, my father took a sip of wine, thought for a few seconds, and said: Boy, I have something I want to tell you.
What's the matter?
Cough cough...that is, you are there, although your mother and I have never visited you, but we also know that you are there, it is definitely a hard time. How much pressure is in life in big cities? The money you earn is not enough to buy a house. Of course, you young people, after graduating from college, always want to go out and try it out. This is also true, but everything has to be seen in two ways, such as...
Dad, what exactly do you want to say?
Oh, your dad is now a section chief, and he likes to go around in circles when he speaks. Why would you let me say... Your dad is now an official with a big sesame, and he still has some power. Some of his classmates, Ah, and Ah, became enthusiastic about him a few days ago. A deputy minister of our county propaganda department was surnamed Cao, right? Anyway, your dad was a high school classmate, and he said when he was having dinner with your dad that the county's TV station and newspapers had to recruit a large number of people. When Minister Cao heard that you were okay with writing, he told your dad that otherwise you would let you go home to work. He recommended you to go to the TV station or newspaper. The basic salary plus the royalty is more than 4,000 yuan. There is also the year-end bonus. Your dad said, "When you come back and discuss with you, you should consider it."
Yes, that's it, our county has a new deputy county magistrate. We must vigorously promote the construction of modern media, so the TV station and newspapers have to recruit a lot of people. This is a good opportunity.
Dad continued
If they had advised me to go back to work in my hometown before, I would have refused completely, but this time, I was silent
Son, after you break up with Tingting, you won’t make up again..., right? Mother asked
Well, my parents always asked me to take Tang Ting home to see her, so I had to tell them that I broke up with Tang Ting
Alas... It's okay, love matters Ah, I can't tell. My father said in a calm tone
It's Ah and your dad, if you are willing to come back, you might as well sell the house you bought and buy a house in our county town. How cheap our house price is
As my mother was talking, she saw that I looked very depressed with my head down, and quickly waved her hand and said: Alas, you should think about it yourself. We won’t force you. The key is your own opinion.
Yes, I know, I'll consider it
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Because of my physical fatigue, after lunch, I took a shower and wanted to go back to my room for lunch, but when I lay on the bed, I couldn't sleep. My mind was full of what my parents told me just now.
From the perspective of our parents, what they said is completely correct. From the perspective of career development, if I continue to work hard in big cities, I am unlikely to achieve any great achievements. Then, with our family's conditions, it is like playing games and setting up a difficult mode for myself.
If you return to work in the county town, not to mention the rookie mode, it can also be said to be a simple mode. The job introduced by an acquaintance just now is really the income, then it will be quite considerable. After all, it is difficult for me to find a job in the city now.
It turned out that because I wanted to be with Tang Ting, I tried my best to live in a big city. However, now Tang Ting doesn’t know where she is...
But if I choose to go home, it means that I will give up Tang Ting completely... Can I be willing?
And Sun Feifei
This is a fucking messy question
Actually, I have never thought about how I should deal with this relationship if I am with Sun Feifei now.
Let’s not talk about this for now. Even if I meet Tang Ting completely again, what should Sun Feifei do?
Bring her here too?
She is doing such a good job now. Can I let her give up her job and go home with me?
Too messy
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My best friend in my hometown is Tong Jianqiang
This guy's academic performance is worse than mine. When he was in elementary school, he had a Chinese test. He read the pinyin and wrote words. The title was jiān qiáng. Everyone wrote the book "Strange", but only Tong Jianqiang wrote the book "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange",
When the Chinese teacher told this in the class, the whole class made a hilarious hilarious sound, and since then the nickname of child rape has been spread in elementary school.
Child rape graduated from high school and didn't get into college, so he went to study auto repair. Later, he opened a car repair shop in the county town. The business was OK and his life was good.
We have always been good friends from elementary school to high school. Although we are not together after graduating from high school, this rape brother is very loyal, so I have always had a close relationship with him.
I am an introvert. It turns out that most of my classmates in high school and junior high school are no longer in contact, but we have always been very close.
In the evening, my brother raped me to dinner and found a barbecue stall. He ate the barbecue and beer.
Because of the job type, Tong Jianqiang looks at least 5 years older than me, has dark skin, and his hands are always dark. It’s not that he doesn’t like to wash his hands, but that the stains on his hands during repairing the car can’t be washed off even if they are not washed.
I talked to him about everything and he knew about Tang Ting's breakup with me, but I didn't tell him what happened to Tang Ting later
Xiaoxin, it’s not that I don’t like you. To be honest, I think it’s better for you to come back to work. You can take care of each other here, right? You are in a big city and don’t even know someone, why bother
It's not that easy to come back
What's not easy? You can't figure it out. Brother, please tell me. If there is any reason, Ah will not talk about you first, just say I. I have never read any books and my education is not good. I know how much I have, so I never thought of leaving us. I can't get through Ah! I understand very well, I should do what I can do. I repair cars every day and make myself dirty all day long, but my buddy is suitable for this Ah. If I beat the swollen face and pretend to be fat, I will also be a white-collar worker and a company. If I go to a month, the boss will kick me out.
Of course, Xiaoxin, you are different from me. You are still a little bit of culture. But our society is not a society that strives for skills. This society is too unfair. The background determines everything. Those second-generation officials and second-generation rich people don’t have to do anything. There are still people born in big cities, Beijing and Shanghai, who have a few houses in their hands. Just renting them out, collecting rent will make much more money than you outsiders who work. What do you think you can compete with them? We are born in a small county town, unless our family is rich or capable, we are actually destined to be born. We can only choose a lifestyle that we can survive. We can only choose a lifestyle that we can survive.
I chewed the barbecue in my mouth and chewed carefully in my mind about what the child rape said. I have to admit that he said it very realistically
You and your girlfriend are really out of the way? Child rape is almost drunk, and her eyes are red
I just don't have a chance, I just... I feel reluctant to give up and don't want to give up... I've drunk too much, and my nose is sore when I say this
Alas... the relationship is the most complicated...
Sometimes, I think, it’s better to give up if I’m like this... But, alas, when I think of the days I was with her, I feel very uncomfortable, I’m very reluctant to let go, so I can’t get out...
You... People who have broken hearts are like this. After a long time, it will be fine...
Is time really useful?
I was good at Ah when I was studying in a technical school, and I was also heartbroken. You know, I was so sad that I was so sad at that time. That bitch, I got along with a rich second generation. I talked sweetly to me two days ago, but I was preparing her birthday gift. A classmate told me that I saw her kissing another man in the woods and fucking him!
I know this story. I have told the child rape several times, but this is the first time he said the following words.
Damn, I was lying in the dormitory for half a month and almost lost my house. At that time, I also thought that what I was thinking about every day is how to be with you in the future, how to make money, how to support you, how to take you to travel all over the country, but I lost all of it. I was so empty in my heart, nothing was interesting to do. Then one day, I suddenly figured it out that I put everything in the future on that bitch, so I couldn't stand it when I was heartbroken, but if this bitch got out, I could pursue better things, right? I might find a better girl to be my wife, Ah in the future, and I don't have to go back to her hometown to work like I had said before. I could develop myself freely! As soon as I figured out this, I felt that breaking up was better. Breakup means I had better possibilities. Oh, I said this with a good level, better possibilities, right?
I suddenly felt a shackle in my heart was knocked away by Tong Jianqiang's words.
Isn’t my life like a human being or a ghost these days just because I am addicted to the past and give up on the future?
No matter who made the mistake or what the reason is, the reality is that I have been sinking, suffering, and torture myself...
If I make up my mind, say goodbye to the past, abandon the relationship that is almost impossible to save even if I find Tang Ting, give up the difficult life that is struggling in a big city, and give up all my obsessions, will I have better possibilities?
This wine was extremely awake
In my impression, the whole winter is cloudy except for rain, and the sky is always gray. In the city of reinforced concrete, such a color will only make people feel even darker
The video of Brother Biao playing Tang Ting made me feel refreshed again
After resigning, I stayed at home for several days and didn't want to go out or look for a job. It was not until the money in my bank card was about to bottom out that I had to force myself and start submitting my resume.
The end of the year is not a good time to find a job. I searched for half a month and I was almost unsatisfied. Most of the resumes were submitted. Among the few responses, the better ones looked down on me. Those who were willing to give me the opportunity were garbage companies. It was in their era. They actually offered a starting monthly salary of 2,000 yuan. So why would I go to the supermarket to move goods?
In this way, as time goes by, I feel more and more bored
At the same time, I log in to the website that can see Tang Ting's video every day
When Tang Ting and Brother Biao met, they agreed to Brother Biao find her a man. The next night
If this happens, maybe a new video will be posted online by Brother Biao?
But for many days, no videos related to Tang Ting or Biao Ge were found.
And in Tang Ting's QQ, except for the news that she would receive from time to time buying original stockings or underwear, there was no news between Tang Ting, Wang Jingang and Brother Biao.
This is strange. Why is there no news out of thin air? Or is it that Tang Ting has started to sell her body to make money, but Brother Biao has not filmed videos?
One day at the end of December, an accident happened. I logged into Tang Ting’s QQ and found that she had changed her password!
I was very panicked at the time. Could it be that she discovered that someone was logging in to her QQ, or did she just change her password after suddenly remembering it?
I tried in vain to think of all the possible new passwords, but it was all wrong, which meant that almost the only clue was broken
Where is Tang Ting?
Maybe in an unknown corner of this city, in a room, in front of a man who should be called a client, he obediently lets him mercy, and under the man's order, he lets the man vent his desires on himself, and then throws her a few hundred dollars and sends her away
My beloved girl is going to prostitution... This fact makes me even more irritable and I feel bad every day. If it weren't for some comfort from Sun Feifei, I'm afraid I would have had depression myself, too
At the same time, I will still pervert and continue to fantasize about Tang Ting being fucked by men in various ways. Every time I think about it this way, my mood will calm down...
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A few days before New Year's Day, my parents, who were far away from my hometown, videoed me and said that I have not been home for almost a year since the Chinese New Year.
I felt so sad that I had experienced so many things this year, especially in the second half of the year, and even went to the jail
Actually, it’s not that I don’t want to go home, but I feel that I don’t have the shame to face my parents, but I should also be concerned about my parents’ feelings.
So I decided to go home on New Year's Day
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December 31, this is the last day of the year
The city is filled with the smell of welcoming the Gregorian New Year. Sun Feifei and I have already agreed that we will have dinner together this day, then go shopping, and welcome the New Year with the lively crowd in the square in the city center.
It snowed Sun Feifei's long white cotton jacket and red scarf, which exudes a pure smell against the background of the snowy night. If he lived in ancient times, Sun Feifei must be the representative of the jasper of the little family.
When I arrived at the restaurant, I just sat down, Sun Feifei smiled mysteriously, took out a box from her bag and put it in front of me. A New Year gift for you. She said with a sweet smile.
When I saw the packaging box, I opened my mouth wide and my mouth wide. This is a domestic phone that costs about 1,000 yuan.
Accident? Like it? Are you happy? Sun Feifei looked at me expectantly
How much did you spend? This gift is so expensive
Haha, you don’t know yet? Sister, I won the city news award for a manuscript last month. The newspaper gave me a bonus of 5,000 yuan, hehe, Sun Feifei said proudly
So awesome? What manuscript?
That sounds so long. Anyway, because of our investigation, a black den for trafficking women was destroyed. Oh, just say whether you like it or not!
I definitely like it, but it's too expensive
What else do you tell me about the value? If you feel embarrassed, just promise me. Sun Feifei, who is pure and innocent, is very tempting every time she makes a naughty expression.
OK...thank you husband...
Puff!~ Sun Feifei kicked me and smiled brightly. Little lady, when will she go with me?
That's not the husband who has the final say?
Puff... Sun Feifei originally wanted to try her best to argue with me, but she really couldn't talk, and the atmosphere disappeared with a smile
She picked up the phone and put it in my hand. Brother, don't feel embarrassed. You are so kind to my sister. Everything I should give you
OK... When I find a job and make money, I will buy you good things
No, just treat me well. Feifei's eyes smiled into a signature slit again
But I sighed in my heart that a big man is really frustrating to rely on girls to spend money on himself.
I ate with great worries, and Sun Feifei didn't speak, and the atmosphere was a little depressing, so I found a topic
Feifei, I will leave tomorrow morning. How do you spend these three days? Do you have any friends to accompany you?
There is Ah, our department will have a dinner tomorrow night
Department dinner Ah? Are there any handsome guys? I'm joking
There are really no handsome guys, none of them are as handsome as you, but there is one big beauty!
You yourself Ah?
Talking nonsense... What kind of beauty is he? I'm talking about a real beauty. He is so tall, over 1.7 meters tall, and has long legs! He can dress up again... By the way, he likes to wear stockings very much. When you see it, you will definitely saliva flow out...
Really Ah? Then when must I take me to see... I look like I drooling
Look at your lustful look! Although I was joking with me, once I really made a vulgar look, Sun Feifei got angry and her little mouth was raised.
OK OK OK OK OK OK I don’t look at me if I don’t look at me if I take off all my clothes, I just look at your legs. OK?
So slick! Sun Feifei is angry and wants to laugh
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As midnight approaches, the square is crowded with people, and everyone gathers together excitedly, waiting for the New Year bell to ring
Sun Feifei and I hid on a grass in a small park not far from the square. The location is just right, you can see the noisy crowd without being disturbed by them directly
My legs were stretched out and Sun Feifei sat on my thighs with her hands around my neck, her face was close to my head.
The temperature outside is very low. Such intimate contact keeps us warm with each other and also makes my body react very clearly. Actually, I didn't think about that in my mind, but the thing under my crotch was involuntarily trying to push out.
Brother, I think you have been in a bad mood recently, but you are unwilling to say anything to me. In fact, it will be a little better to say it, right? Sun Feifei leaned against me and said softly
I don't know what to say for a moment. I don't want to say anything about my thoughts. Even if I want to say it, how can I explain it clearly in just a few words?
Sun Feifei raised her head again and looked at me gently. Brother, I don’t know what to say. Anyway, as long as I’m with you every day, I will...
Feifei
I interrupted her, in fact, I am a very useless person, I have no ability or courage, I can't find a good job, and I can't take care of others. I'm still like this at such an age. It must be very hard for you to be with me these days...
There is no such thing as, I don’t feel bitter at all, you are so good to me, how can I feel bitter? Moreover, I don’t think you are bad at all, I always think you are very good, but I just haven’t encountered a good job opportunity. I believe you will definitely be different from now
I couldn't help but hug Sun Feifei's body tighter
No matter how you do in the future, as long as you don’t drive me away, I will always be with you...
At this time, nothing is better than hugging Sun Feifei and kissing her crazy
I spewed out a thick air from my nostrils, and my teeth bit Sun Feifei's lips hard, feeling the moisture and warmth there.
Our mouths were tightly pressed together, and her hands grabbed my arm, and couldn't help but pinched and pinched. The pain and emotion were intertwined, and time seemed to be still.
Suddenly, the crowd not far away burst into cheers, ten...nine...eight...seven...
Sun Feifei and I separated each other's hot lips. I hugged her tightly and looked at the people counting down in the square together.
Four...three...two...one...one...ohoo...happy new year!
I looked up at the night sky. The night seemed to have not changed much, but will the new year be better? I don’t know...
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It was already past 1 o'clock in the middle of the night when I returned home from the square. I was very tired, but the desire in my body did not mean to be extinguished at all. When Sun Feifei was taking a shower, I wanted to break in several times, but I held it back
After I finished taking a shower, Sun Feifei was about to fall asleep in the quilt. After I finished taking a shower, I deliberately didn't wear anything and got into the quilt. No matter how many days I was, I pulled her silk nightgown up and pulled her panties to her thighs.
Ah! Sun Feifei was awakened by my movements, and my hand was already touching her lower body. Oh my God, it's so late, you have to catch the train tomorrow morning!
It's me that gets up early, you can sleep in. I rode on Sun Feifei's legs in the quilt
I mean you... don't come, you will be exhausted tomorrow...
No... If I don't come, I will not be able to sleep, so I will be in trouble tomorrow...
Pervert... Since I want it so much, Sun Feifei will definitely not refuse. Do you want me to wear stockings?
Not today, that's it
Stockings have always been aphrodisiac for me to have sex. As long as the other person wears stockings, I will increase my excitement by several points, otherwise my interest will be much worse.
I used to be with Tang Ting, and every time I had sex, I had to wear stockings so that I could barely maintain some combat power.
Although I have not softened my sex with Sun Feifei these days, today I want to try it out. If Sun Feifei doesn't wear stockings, can I still be hard?
As a result, when my penis was pushed to the opening of Sun Feifei's already wet vagina, this thing that gave me a very long face was extremely hard recently. I exerted a lot of force with excitement, and the half of the penis penetrated into Sun Feifei's tight vagina, and then it couldn't be moved. The glans was pinched by Sun Feifei's vagina, but I was so excited that I didn't care about the pain. I endured the pain and continued to push hard. The penis entered and tightly pressed against Sun Feifei's heart.
Ah...It hurts so much... Sun Feifei screamed and pinched my arm
What I replied to was a kiss that bent down, and the butt pressed on her lower body immediately moved up and down. Sun Feifei's vagina, which was originally a little dry, instantly became simmering...
Ah...Brother...be gentle...
Responding to her was my more violent impact until we both us ushered in a fiery orgasm...
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When I was about to get up and catch the bus the next day, I really regretted it. When I got up from the bed and got off the ground, my knees became sore, and the muscles on my legs were about to fall apart like sand.
Sun Feifei must have gotten up to show me, such as kissing someone, but she just lay in the quilt pretending to be dizzy and didn't move.
I almost fainted when I brushed my teeth and washed my face. The intense sex last night almost wiped out my not strong enough body.
Before leaving, I kissed Sun Feifei on the forehead. She opened her eyes in a daze, with a very satisfied and reluctant expression
I kissed her again and said: Stay at home and I will be back the day after tomorrow
Yes, she responded gently
I got on the high-speed train and before the train started, I fell asleep
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From last year's Spring Festival to now, for almost a year, I have not returned to my parents' home in a small county town.
The small town is still so comfortable, the environment is very good, there are not many cars, and living here is much more comfortable than living in a big city
My parents are honest people. My father worked hard in the county industrial and commercial bureau for decades and was almost retired. He never embezzled and accepted bribes or flattered him much. He finally got the position of a section chief not long ago.
My mother taught in a very ordinary elementary school in the county town for the rest of her life, so her family has always been very hard. Although she can live a life, she has never had much money.
Today I came back, and my parents were so happy. Naturally, there was a table of dishes and a pot of old wine. I tried my best to throw away the unhappiness of the year and pretended to be good in front of my parents.
Halfway through the meal, my father took a sip of wine, thought for a few seconds, and said: Boy, I have something I want to tell you.
What's the matter?
Cough cough...that is, you are there, although your mother and I have never visited you, but we also know that you are there, it is definitely a hard time. How much pressure is in life in big cities? The money you earn is not enough to buy a house. Of course, you young people, after graduating from college, always want to go out and try it out. This is also true, but everything has to be seen in two ways, such as...
Dad, what exactly do you want to say?
Oh, your dad is now a section chief, and he likes to go around in circles when he speaks. Why would you let me say... Your dad is now an official with a big sesame, and he still has some power. Some of his classmates, Ah, and Ah, became enthusiastic about him a few days ago. A deputy minister of our county propaganda department was surnamed Cao, right? Anyway, your dad was a high school classmate, and he said when he was having dinner with your dad that the county's TV station and newspapers had to recruit a large number of people. When Minister Cao heard that you were okay with writing, he told your dad that otherwise you would let you go home to work. He recommended you to go to the TV station or newspaper. The basic salary plus the royalty is more than 4,000 yuan. There is also the year-end bonus. Your dad said, "When you come back and discuss with you, you should consider it."
Yes, that's it, our county has a new deputy county magistrate. We must vigorously promote the construction of modern media, so the TV station and newspapers have to recruit a lot of people. This is a good opportunity.
Dad continued
If they had advised me to go back to work in my hometown before, I would have refused completely, but this time, I was silent
Son, after you break up with Tingting, you won’t make up again..., right? Mother asked
Well, my parents always asked me to take Tang Ting home to see her, so I had to tell them that I broke up with Tang Ting
Alas... It's okay, love matters Ah, I can't tell. My father said in a calm tone
It's Ah and your dad, if you are willing to come back, you might as well sell the house you bought and buy a house in our county town. How cheap our house price is
As my mother was talking, she saw that I looked very depressed with my head down, and quickly waved her hand and said: Alas, you should think about it yourself. We won’t force you. The key is your own opinion.
Yes, I know, I'll consider it
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Because of my physical fatigue, after lunch, I took a shower and wanted to go back to my room for lunch, but when I lay on the bed, I couldn't sleep. My mind was full of what my parents told me just now.
From the perspective of our parents, what they said is completely correct. From the perspective of career development, if I continue to work hard in big cities, I am unlikely to achieve any great achievements. Then, with our family's conditions, it is like playing games and setting up a difficult mode for myself.
If you return to work in the county town, not to mention the rookie mode, it can also be said to be a simple mode. The job introduced by an acquaintance just now is really the income, then it will be quite considerable. After all, it is difficult for me to find a job in the city now.
It turned out that because I wanted to be with Tang Ting, I tried my best to live in a big city. However, now Tang Ting doesn’t know where she is...
But if I choose to go home, it means that I will give up Tang Ting completely... Can I be willing?
And Sun Feifei
This is a fucking messy question
Actually, I have never thought about how I should deal with this relationship if I am with Sun Feifei now.
Let’s not talk about this for now. Even if I meet Tang Ting completely again, what should Sun Feifei do?
Bring her here too?
She is doing such a good job now. Can I let her give up her job and go home with me?
Too messy
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My best friend in my hometown is Tong Jianqiang
This guy's academic performance is worse than mine. When he was in elementary school, he had a Chinese test. He read the pinyin and wrote words. The title was jiān qiáng. Everyone wrote the book "Strange", but only Tong Jianqiang wrote the book "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange", "Strange",
When the Chinese teacher told this in the class, the whole class made a hilarious hilarious sound, and since then the nickname of child rape has been spread in elementary school.
Child rape graduated from high school and didn't get into college, so he went to study auto repair. Later, he opened a car repair shop in the county town. The business was OK and his life was good.
We have always been good friends from elementary school to high school. Although we are not together after graduating from high school, this rape brother is very loyal, so I have always had a close relationship with him.
I am an introvert. It turns out that most of my classmates in high school and junior high school are no longer in contact, but we have always been very close.
In the evening, my brother raped me to dinner and found a barbecue stall. He ate the barbecue and beer.
Because of the job type, Tong Jianqiang looks at least 5 years older than me, has dark skin, and his hands are always dark. It’s not that he doesn’t like to wash his hands, but that the stains on his hands during repairing the car can’t be washed off even if they are not washed.
I talked to him about everything and he knew about Tang Ting's breakup with me, but I didn't tell him what happened to Tang Ting later
Xiaoxin, it’s not that I don’t like you. To be honest, I think it’s better for you to come back to work. You can take care of each other here, right? You are in a big city and don’t even know someone, why bother
It's not that easy to come back
What's not easy? You can't figure it out. Brother, please tell me. If there is any reason, Ah will not talk about you first, just say I. I have never read any books and my education is not good. I know how much I have, so I never thought of leaving us. I can't get through Ah! I understand very well, I should do what I can do. I repair cars every day and make myself dirty all day long, but my buddy is suitable for this Ah. If I beat the swollen face and pretend to be fat, I will also be a white-collar worker and a company. If I go to a month, the boss will kick me out.
Of course, Xiaoxin, you are different from me. You are still a little bit of culture. But our society is not a society that strives for skills. This society is too unfair. The background determines everything. Those second-generation officials and second-generation rich people don’t have to do anything. There are still people born in big cities, Beijing and Shanghai, who have a few houses in their hands. Just renting them out, collecting rent will make much more money than you outsiders who work. What do you think you can compete with them? We are born in a small county town, unless our family is rich or capable, we are actually destined to be born. We can only choose a lifestyle that we can survive. We can only choose a lifestyle that we can survive.
I chewed the barbecue in my mouth and chewed carefully in my mind about what the child rape said. I have to admit that he said it very realistically
You and your girlfriend are really out of the way? Child rape is almost drunk, and her eyes are red
I just don't have a chance, I just... I feel reluctant to give up and don't want to give up... I've drunk too much, and my nose is sore when I say this
Alas... the relationship is the most complicated...
Sometimes, I think, it’s better to give up if I’m like this... But, alas, when I think of the days I was with her, I feel very uncomfortable, I’m very reluctant to let go, so I can’t get out...
You... People who have broken hearts are like this. After a long time, it will be fine...
Is time really useful?
I was good at Ah when I was studying in a technical school, and I was also heartbroken. You know, I was so sad that I was so sad at that time. That bitch, I got along with a rich second generation. I talked sweetly to me two days ago, but I was preparing her birthday gift. A classmate told me that I saw her kissing another man in the woods and fucking him!
I know this story. I have told the child rape several times, but this is the first time he said the following words.
Damn, I was lying in the dormitory for half a month and almost lost my house. At that time, I also thought that what I was thinking about every day is how to be with you in the future, how to make money, how to support you, how to take you to travel all over the country, but I lost all of it. I was so empty in my heart, nothing was interesting to do. Then one day, I suddenly figured it out that I put everything in the future on that bitch, so I couldn't stand it when I was heartbroken, but if this bitch got out, I could pursue better things, right? I might find a better girl to be my wife, Ah in the future, and I don't have to go back to her hometown to work like I had said before. I could develop myself freely! As soon as I figured out this, I felt that breaking up was better. Breakup means I had better possibilities. Oh, I said this with a good level, better possibilities, right?
I suddenly felt a shackle in my heart was knocked away by Tong Jianqiang's words.
Isn’t my life like a human being or a ghost these days just because I am addicted to the past and give up on the future?
No matter who made the mistake or what the reason is, the reality is that I have been sinking, suffering, and torture myself...
If I make up my mind, say goodbye to the past, abandon the relationship that is almost impossible to save even if I find Tang Ting, give up the difficult life that is struggling in a big city, and give up all my obsessions, will I have better possibilities?
This wine was extremely awake
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