Chapter 37

I didn't walk far away, but went downstairs and sat on the flower bed again

I kept calming my breathing and calming myself down. I did say something just now too heavy. I let Zi Ling move and leave, without a moral bottom line, making money with her body, etc. It was simply heartbreaking, but what I said was reality.

I was afraid that Zi Ling would not be able to stand the blow and do something stupid, so I was downstairs. If there was anything, I could handle it in time.

The night was so quiet at this time, and there were even fireworks in the distance. I wonder which boy was setting off fireworks for his beloved girl on this familiar day

After a while, my phone suddenly rang a WeChat message, and it was obvious that it was sent by Zi Ling.

Dad, I don’t know how to explain to you. I really can’t tell you some things, but please believe me, I have always loved you deeply, I only love you, Wang Haishan, I really have a bad intention to me, but I have always kept a distance from him, Dad, please believe me, okay? In a short sentence, I don’t know how long Ziling has been fighting, but I was so angry that I was so angry when I saw this. Last night’s video said everything, but Ziling still refused to admit it

All have been filmed, why don’t you admit it? I typed back and then sent those videos to Zi Ling.

Maybe Zi Ling didn't see all the videos clearly just now. This time she sent them to her and let her revisit them by herself.

Dad, I can't explain some things clearly in a few words, and I can't tell you some secrets now. If you love me, please believe me. Zi Ling paused for a long time and sent me a message again. She was unwilling to explain the reasons for these videos from beginning to end, as well as everything in the QQ group, including her and Wang Haishan's chat records

I love you, but my father's love for his daughter is family affection, no love... I took a deep breath and then sent this sentence over

To be honest, I haven't figured out what kind of relationship I have for Ziling these days, and I'm also confused

In those five years, you won't marry me, right? Zi Ling sent a message again

Yes... I took a deep breath and sent the message

OK... Zi Ling paused for a long time, then she only replied to one word

Everything became quiet, Zi Ling never sent me a message again

To be honest, Ziling moved away?

That's just my anger. I just hope she can fix the problem and stop the cliff now

At worst, I took her to move, all the mistakes have already happened, and it doesn't make any sense to worry about them anymore.

And taking this opportunity to make Zi Ling give up on me, but why am I so sad?

It seems that I have lost my most precious thing

I have no money or power. I will marry Ziling in the future. At that time, I was already old. What would I take to support her?

Could she support me?

I don't want to be a soft man, and I don't want to delay Ziling's life

At this time, I waited for Zi Ling's reply. In fact, she didn't need to explain to me at all. I just wanted her to say three words to me: Sorry, I was wrong... Any sentence that can be admitted is OK, but Zi Ling denied it from beginning to end, and explained it again, but she couldn't explain it at all.

I don't know how long it took, but I heard the familiar sound of the car engine again. I looked at the community, but a black rushing towards the community. The headlights shone on my eyes.

Soon, the car stopped at the door of the unit, and a person I least wanted to see got out of the car and walked out

It was Wang Haishan who took out his cell phone and then called a phone number.

I arrived, downstairs... Wang Haishan said to the phone, and at this moment, I watched the lights in the attic on the top floor of the seventh floor went out

At this time, I was sitting in a dark place, holding my phone in my hand, and I was pinching it tightly. I really wanted to rush up to beat Wang Haishan, this fat pig.

The sound of high heels came from the corridor, and then a beautiful figure slowly walked out. It was Zi Ling.

However, Zi Ling was wearing a quilt 303 Wu Jiuqi 7 Luba 8 at this time, and she was wearing a hip skirt that was not over the knee. She had a white pleated half-sleeved shirt on her upper body, black silk on her legs, and black high-heeled sandals on her feet.

I saw her wearing this outfit, which was because there were performances or competitions in their school. She wore it as a ritual lady, but she only wore it once before.

Although this outfit is not exposed, it looks too mature, and Zi Ling's figure is already plump, so it's too tempting

What's wrong? After Wang Haishan looked at Zi Ling downstairs, he asked with some concern

At this time, Zi Ling stopped crying, but she put on makeup and covered up the traces of her just crying.

Nothing... Zi Ling said casually, then walked to the passenger seat. Wang Haishan ran to the passenger seat with a pair of pig feet, and opened the door for Zi Ling with a gentleman.

Zi Ling sat in the co-pilot, Wang Haishan opened the car door, and there seemed to be a hint of excitement on his face

The car started and then drove out of the community, and the headlights gradually drifted away.

Da... The phone fell from my hand, and I didn't pick it up, but grabbed my hair with my hands

Zi Ling actually left with Wang Haishan again, and left in her most mature outfit.

But Zi Ling didn't carry anything, her hands were empty

It's Ah, the clothes at home are all bargains, she no longer cares about them now, including that laptop, everything can be thrown away.

Anyway, when he arrived at Wang Haishan, he would buy her the latest and most expensive ones. From then on, Zi Ling lived a rich life.

Hahaha… I grabbed my hair and smiled bitterly at the same time. My tears dripped down, wrapping the drowsiness on the ground into a small ball of mud

I lost Ziling, I really didn't expect that it was just a holiday, and things suddenly changed so much

I have always regarded Zi Ling as my hope and my goal, and even did not re-string for her. Now that she has grown up, she has made wedding dresses for others.

She followed Wang Haishan, will she come back?

You left, don't you want to tell me the last one? I took out my cell phone and started typing. But after I finished typing, I didn't send it to Zi Ling for a long time

Because I am afraid, I am afraid that I can't send the text, because I am afraid that I will see my WeChat friends showing that they have been blocked.

I finally deleted the text. Since everything is a foregone conclusion, what's the point of keeping it?

But I'm sorry to Nianyao, and I'm sorry to myself

Time passed by minute by minute, my mood became lower and lower, my heart hurts so much, so sad

I miss Nianyao who died, but I feel sorry for her. I have not fulfilled her last words and instructions.

At this time, I had the idea of ​​suicide for the first time. In the past, no matter how hard or tired I was, I never thought about suicide.

But now I really want to die and accompany Nianyao

But after thinking for a long time, I decided not to seek death. I still have my elder brother who needs to take care of me.

Now I have no burden, and at worst I can live for myself in the future

But at this moment, my phone suddenly rang. It was WeChat. I stretched out my trembling QQ3033 Wu Jiuqiqilubaling and picked up my phone. Is it Ziling?

As a result, after wiping the dust on the phone screen, I saw that it was not sent by Zi Ling, but by Jingru.

Because Jingru and Zi Ling have the best relationship, sometimes Zi Ling and Jingru go out without battery when they have gone out. I am afraid that I can't find Zi Ling, so I added Jingru as a friend

Jingru and I have only contacted each other for a few simple times, but it is like this when we can't find Ziling.

Uncle, where are you? Jingru's text message was sent

What's the matter? I sent it to Jingru. To be honest, I still care about Ziling in my heart

I have something to come to you, I want to talk to you... Jingru's text was sent soon

Come to our community... I sent it to Jingru

It will be here in a while... After Jingru replied to the message, everything calmed down again

I took a look at the time and it was almost nine o'clock in the evening

Soon, a taxi parked at the door of my unit, and then Jingru got out of the taxi.

The taxi left, and only Jingru stood at the door of the unit

At this moment, I watched Jingru standing there alone, and I was very disappointed. I thought Zi Ling and Jingru were back together.

It seems that when Ziling arrived at Wang Haishan's house, Jingru knew the whole story. Didn't she know that Ziling had become her little mother?

It's time, what's the point of her coming to me?

But I still got up and walked towards Jingru, because I was still concerned about Ziling in my heart.