Chapter 55

Dad, but you told me that when I would never be husband and wife with me, I was already desperate about everything, I felt that I had no goal, I was still a virgin, you don’t want me anymore, I just want a man to take it away, so I can be considered a complete woman, and Wang Haishan, I don’t like him, but I don’t hate him, after all, he is an outsider, I owe him a lot, he made me a complete woman. When I was with him, I always regarded him as you, sex should be wonderful, although I had that feeling, I didn’t feel the beauty in the middle of the way, I regretted it, but it was too late, I was already an unclean body, even if I didn’t leave, I would never be worthy of you, everything was over

Dad, I feel that I don’t have much strength, I feel so disgusting, and I want to vomit, Dad, will you be sad when you see me leaving? Maybe if I leave, you won’t have to be so tired in the future and have no ties. You can find a woman who loves you. I hate you, but I love you again. Only when I leave in this way will you never forget my dad in your life. If there is a next life, when you and I meet, I hope not to be together in such an identity, but I can be with you legitimately

Dad, I can't explain some things to you at this time, because that involves a big secret. I want to keep this secret. In the end, you will make me willful for a while and rebellious once.

Dad, take good care of your health. I want to be by my dad at the last moment, but Dad, you are not here, so I will leave on your bed. Smell your smell and feel so warm. I am sorry to the landlord. I left here and make this house a haunted house. O(∩∩)O

Dad, I love you. Whether my daughter goes to heaven or hell, my daughter will always bless you. Just bury me and my mother. Maybe I will meet you in that world in the future. I originally wanted to jump off the building, but jump off the building was so bloody and bloody. It was so miserable that I wanted to hang it too, but it was ugly to hang it, I wanted to walk intact. I wanted to go intact. At the last moment, let my dad see the complete me. So I just thought, just take medicine, it will come quickly. If it is ugly when I die, please put on makeup. Dad, where are you? I miss you so much, I want to see you in the end.

Dad, you should smoke less and drink less in the future. Your health is not good. Also, after I leave, don’t be so stingy about yourself. Eat whatever you want and wear whatever you want. It’s the festival. Remember to burn some paper for Ziling and put in incense.

Dad, will you cry for me? I am so sleepy now. I want to sleep. I still have a lot of things to say to you, but I really don’t have the strength to type. Dad, take care of it...

After arriving here, the words were gone. It can be seen that Zi Ling was sending me a message while typing

She didn't send me the call together, but was afraid that she would suddenly lose consciousness in the middle of the journey, so she sent me one by one to another.

Seeing this, my tears flowed down. The deeper the love, the deeper the wound

I was also so angry that I didn't expect Zi Ling to be so stupid

Zi Ling is usually gentle, but she is very rebellious inside. Once it breaks out, the consequences will be so serious.

I endured the disgust and gave my virginity, proved to me, and was angry with me, and used suicide to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life, so that I will remember her forever

I have to say that Ziling hurt me so deeply, I was really scared this time

I gently held Zi Ling's hand. She seemed to feel something, and her lips actually started to move gently.

I leaned my ear close and heard her speak softly, just two words kept repeating

Dad, Dad... Zi Ling had not woken up yet, but her consciousness had begun to recover. The nurse came in and changed the medicine once. Zi Ling's face had returned to color, but it still looked very pale.

It's three parts poisonous. Ziling has taken so many medicines, which is really dangerous.

When my phone was out of power, Zi Ling actually called me, but I didn't get it. I have to say that everything was such a coincidence

In these suicide notes, Zi Ling did not express her hatred for Wang Haishan, so he was not worthy of Zi Ling's hatred. Zi Ling's words were closely related to me

At this moment, I felt the hand in my hand move. I looked at Zi Ling's face and found that she was awake.

She opened her big eyes and looked at me gently. Her hands gently hooked my hand, but she was still very weak

There was sadness in her eyes and a hint of begging, and it seemed that many expressions flashed through her eyes.

I looked at Zi Ling. She looked pale after the disaster, but she really didn't have the strength to speak. Her red lips without blood were trembling, as if she wanted to say something to me.

Don't talk, wait until you recover... At this time, I grabbed Zi Ling's hand and said softly, Jingru is still sleeping, and Wang Haishan is still snoring in the corridor

After hearing my words, tears slowly flowed out of Zi Ling's eyes, and she looked at me so majestic.

I didn't say anything, but sighed, then picked up a tissue, wiped the corners of her eyes, wiped her tears clean, but it never stopped

I know everything, it was my father who misunderstood you... There was no way, I had to say softly, after hearing my words, her tears were still flowing

I don't know what she wants to say, I can only wipe her tears

As she wiped, she closed her eyes again and fell asleep

The medicine contains a lot of hypnotic ingredients, and the medicines she took is the same. Zi Ling woke up and there was no problem with everything.

After watching Zi Ling sleep soundly, I found the doctor on duty and asked.

After another examination the next day, Ziling will be discharged from the hospital and can go home to take medicine for maintenance.

Zi Ling woke up, so I felt relieved. I returned to the hospital bed and looked at Zi Ling. Then I lay beside her and fell asleep.

I don't know how long it took, but my hand felt a little warm. After waking up, I saw Zi Ling touching my hand

Jingru is still sleeping soundly, the weather outside is already cold

Zi Ling woke up and her mental state improved a lot. Zi Ling looked at me with sadness in her eyes, and she was still afraid to face me.

We didn't say a word, didn't know who should start first, nor did we know what to say

I walked outside and found that Wang Haishan had left at some point.

It was already dawn, I ordered a takeaway

Only two servings, I don't have any appetite

After Jingru woke up, seeing Zi Ling wake up, Jingru held Zi Ling's hand and cried for a long time. Zi Ling just smiled at Jingru.

In the morning, the doctor came to do the final examination for Ziling. Everything was fine. I just needed to go home to recuperate and take medicine. After a week, I could fully recover.

Most of the drug ingredients in her body were removed, and the medications could be completely removed after taking them in the later stage.

In the morning, Wang Haishan called Jingru several times, and Jingru told him the news of Zi Ling's awakening

Jingru said that Wang Haishan received a call from the company and had some things that he needed to deal with personally, and would come back later.

Lao Li, don’t be discharged from the hospital in a hurry. You can rest assured if you observe here. I will pay the fees. And you don’t need to go to work for the time being. The salary will be paid... When Wang Haishan heard that we were going to be discharged from the hospital, he rushed over anxiously and said to me.

When Wang Haishan came in, Zi Ling closed her eyes, as if she was unwilling to face Wang Haishan

After hearing Wang Haishan's words, I didn't say anything. Jingru looked at me slimly with a hint of begging on her face

Forget it, let's go home. I know what she likes to eat and her habits... I looked at Zi Ling and said, "I didn't go to see Wang Haishan because I was afraid that I would not be able to help but beat him up. In front of Zi Ling, I didn't want to quarrel with him. If Zi Ling is disturbed, it would be bad."

OK, it is convenient to come to the hospital anyway... and the doctor also said that she can be discharged from the hospital. Jingru said in a smooth situation

Wang Haishan was holding the car key, and Jingru started to go through the refund procedures. I put on Ziling's shoes, and then hugged her with a princess hug.

She was able to walk at this time, but she was weak, so I just hugged her

Zi Ling lay on my chest, put her arms around my neck, and after she woke up, we hardly said a few words

Walking downstairs, getting into Wang Haishan's car, we rushed towards my house together