Chapter 11

I think my life is happy because I have received my mother's love. Although my mother is not my own sexual partner, my love and desire for my mother are the same between love and desire.

My mother is a woman, and she can only accommodate one person in his heart. I don’t know whether this man is me or a father, but there is one thing I know very well that since I had this relationship with my mother, I have no sexual impulse towards other girls. Maybe I will never get my mother, but if I can’t get her, I would rather smash her so that I can satisfy my possessiveness. In this meaning of satisfaction, sexual satisfaction does not completely include

Last night, my mother's warm fingers touched my face in a dream. It felt so real and happy. When I woke up, my mother was standing in front of me and told me to get up for dinner.

I looked into my mother's eyes and said, I'm going to start school in half a month, I'm reluctant to leave you

The mother smiled knowingly and said: Silly child, I will have a holiday soon, and I will see me again.

This period of time passed very peacefully, and I quickly spent day by day in peace. Although I miss my mother very much, we all rationally controlled our desires. In the last few days of my departure, an unfortunate day finally came to us.

One day after lunch, my father told my mother in the room that he would go out to do business tomorrow morning and how many days would he take to come back. Then at night my father slept very early.

The next day when I was still sleeping, my mother got up to cook for my father. When I got up, my mother told me that my father had left, and then she went to work.

I was alone at home, and I suddenly had an idea in my mind. At night, I wanted to run to my mother's room to spend the spring night with her, because I really miss my mother too much, even though this desire just wants my mother's body

That night, I got my wish and had a rainy cloud that happened with my mother. That night, under a brilliant night sky, my mother and I watched the stars in the sky together.

After the love, I held my mother naked in my arms, gently stroked her hair, and looked at the satisfaction and happiness in her eyes, and I fell in love even more uncontrollably.

I spent two such windy nights in a row. When I woke up in the morning, my mother called my father and asked him when he would come back. My father said he would not be home at noon. I would run to my mother's room to sleep with her in the evening, but my mother said, your father is coming back tomorrow, so you should go back to your own room to sleep tonight. I said it's okay, didn't he say he would not come back tomorrow at noon?

I'll get up early in the morning

With a lucky heart, I ran to my mother's room again at night. After my mother and I took a shower, I came out wrapped in a bath towel, and then teased her in front of my mother while practicing the posture of building muscles.

My mother suddenly rushed towards me like a hungry cheetah, kissing my face, lips, ears, and constantly kissing my body. We burst out passion and were in love, like glue. When my mother and I were having sex on the bed, there was a sudden sound at the door of the house. My head suddenly became messy and I became panicked. There was only one name in my heart. It must be that my father was back.

Before I could get up from my mother, my father opened the door and appeared in front of us. He saw me lying naked on my mother's body. Before my mother and I put on my clothes, he ran to my mother's side, grabbed my mother's shoulder with one hand, and hit her hard on her butt with the other hand, beating and scolding her. Do you know how shameful you know? Do you know how shameful you know? Do you know how shameful you know? Do you know how incest you know...

I don’t know how many times my mother was beaten by him. It was not until my mother cried in pain that I woke up from the shock. I knew the seriousness of the matter. When I looked at my mother’s delicate body being beaten by my father, I ran to my father and knelt in front of him and said: If you want to hit me, hit me, I seduced my mother.

Before my father could finish this sentence, he kicked me in the chest, then kicked me to the ground, and then climbed up with pain and continued: Everything is my fault, if you want to hit me, just hit me

I knew my father was very angry at this time. He punched me a few more times, and my nose was so blue that I was swollen. A lot of blood was flowing from my nose and mouth. I lay on the floor, panting heavily.

At this time, my mother hugged my father's feet tightly. She cried and begged her father, saying: Don't hit Wenbo, if you want to hit me, just hit me

Her voice seemed to be torn apart, and then she made a crying sound

I know that at this time, the more my mother begged him, the more angry he would be. Just like using oil to put out a fire, it would only add to his anger

My father said to me: You can do such a traitorous behavior.

I said: I love my mother, my love for her is uncontrollably revealed. I know I am sorry for you. If you want to fight, you will kill. I have no complaints.

My father didn't talk to me anymore, nor did he hit me again. I knew that my unfilial son completely disappointed him.

When the father grabbed the crying mother and raised his hand to be beaten her, he put his hand down again, and then he squatted on the ground with his head in his arms and started crying.

I know my father was helpless at this time and his heartache was extremely heartbroken

His heart was completely hurt by my mother and I. One was his closest son and the other was his favorite wife. The two closest people betrayed him at the same time.

At this time, I really wanted to use all my strength to stand up and throw myself into my mother's arms, because my mother's tears wet her hands. These tears were all flowing out of my heartfelt pain and my father hit me.

My father cried for a while, then got up and walked out the door without looking back. Only my mother and I were left at home, and she was still sobbing.

I stood up and hugged my mother with all my strength, and then said to my mother, let's go, we are sorry for my father, and we have no face to see him again, let's leave this home

My mother's eyes were not only bloated, but also a sense of confusion. He looked at me and said: You are still young and you still have to study. Where can we go?

I said: I don’t study anymore, I’m growing up, I’m not afraid of anything, I can support you wherever I go

After hearing what I said, my mother cried even more sadly. I knew she was moved, and she felt sad and sad for the situation.

My mother and I sat at home alone for one night. He has not come back since my father left.

I know he can't forgive me, a traitorous unfilial son, and even more so, his wife's betrayal of him. I'm ready to face all the consequences in my heart

After such a peaceful past two days, my father finally came back today. He came in and said to his mother kindly, "Prepare, we will go to the divorce procedures tomorrow."

After hearing these words, my mother just nodded slowly and agreed, because these were all the results she had predicted.

The next morning, my mother and her father went to the marriage registration management department to agree to divorce. Regarding the issue of divorce property, my mother asked her to belong to her father and she didn't want anything.

The divorce procedures were completed very quickly. After the procedures were completed, only my mother came back. In the evening, my mother said, let's pack up and we will leave here tomorrow.

Pack up my things, and I hugged my mother and I at night. We were in a very heavy mood that night

I have to admit that the room is deserted tonight, time is walking every minute and second, and I will not stop for someone to do something wrong. Life still has to be lived, and people have to face the reality of in life.

I know that I have a big mistake in causing such a situation, because in front of my mother, I always think that first of all, I am a man, secondly, I am her son, and my desires are expanding.

Maybe people think I am too hateful. In front of my mother, I should be the son first, and the man secondly, I should control my desire rationally, because my mother's body belongs to my husband, that is, my father.

As I write this, what I want to say is that in today's world, whether on TV or in the media, sex is everywhere, and it is easy to find a lady to serve her.

In this civilized society, people have learned how to have sex, but they have forgotten how to love. When people get closer and closer, they are getting farther and farther away from love. When people have sex, do they have love in their hearts besides sexual needs?

Every man has physical sexual needs when he reaches a mature age, but what exactly is we having sex?

Is it really to increase feelings?

Is it really to witness the greatness of love?

Can love really be made better?

Actually: make love, make love, love, love it very much, and don't love it after doing it