One night on July 10, 2008, my friend Wenbo came to the community where I lived and found me. Because we met in Shanghai, I was completely unaware of his past.
He sat beside me just lit a cigarette and smoked, not talking to me. When I looked into his eyes, I realized that his expression was different from before.
While I was focusing on him, I felt confused in my heart, because I was a curious person, and even if things were not related to me, I always had the desire to ask.
When I couldn't hold back, I spoke to him: I looked at your eyes for a long time and found a kind of sadness and despair in your eyes.
When he heard me say these words, he opened his eyes brightly, looked around, and then fixed his eyes on me.
I found that his behavior tonight was different from the past, which made me a little overwhelmed because he was always a silent and not talkative person, and his personality was very different from me. I became restrained for a moment and didn't know how to speak.
He and I looked at each other for a long time before speaking to me, Yunhe, I am a person with great sin, my heart is dead, and my soul will suffer in purgatory
I was originally a simple person and had very little experience in society. When I heard his inexplicable words, my mind was filled with sewage.
Because what he said is serious sin. In the traces of my life, it seems that only the Japanese devils deserve this title.
After he said this, he remained silent without the following words. I thought about it for a while but still couldn't understand the meaning of the words.
He cheered up his spirits, took a deep breath and spoke to me: Yunhe, I want to ask you a very serious question, you need to answer seriously
I have always been a person who is unrestrained and unrestrained. His deepness and seriousness make me feel uneasy.
So he asked me: Yunhe, what do you think of mother and son incest
This sudden question really made me stunned. To be honest, I have never thought of such a question, and I don’t know how to answer it at once
Seeing that I was hesitating for a long time and had not responded, he continued to ask: How do you view this kind of thing?
I was really stumped by his problem. If this was a topic that my friends would occasionally raise when they were chatting and laughing together, I would answer without thinking: This kind of thing is contrary to human ethics and morality, it is a matter that is worse than pigs and dogs. You have to put a pig cage.
But when he was next to me, I saw his seriousness and eagerness to find out my answer, I knew that this matter must be nepotism with him, not the kind of person who asked the sky and bought the hexagram and chatted.
I thought about it and answered his question against my original intention, because I was afraid that there would be few inappropriate answers, which would hurt him if I answered it accidentally.
So I stammered and said to him: I will not discriminate against such things, because this is just a wrong love. Although the son and the mother have physical and blood relationships, they are two different souls. It’s just that this love is contrary to morality and human ethics. You should be lost and know how to return to the right place.
It is obvious that he is quite satisfied with my tactful answer
Unfortunately, the thing I was worried about finally happened to him
But no matter how much I don't want this to be true, some things in a person's life will reach an irreversible level after they make big mistakes in one step.
His expression seemed very excited, as if he felt that he had finally met someone who was considerate and tolerant.
He seemed to feel very relieved again, so he held my hand tightly and then told me his bizarre story
He said that one night seven years ago, he had sex with his mother. When I was in front of him and heard this, I was stunned like a bolt from the blue and stunned me like a wooden chicken.
After he finished his long narration, he held his lower palate with one hand and closed his eyes. Maybe he was thinking, but his eyes were filled with crystal tears. Maybe he was very tired at this time, and the pressure he might be under was too great.
I saw him keeping his head down and silent, so I asked him: Wenbo, thank you very much for your trust in me, and told me about this
Why do you have the courage to express your heart to me unimpededly tonight?
Is it because you are about to suffocate from the pressure from society for so many years? Or is it difficult for you to suppress your inner loneliness in the past seven years?
As I finished saying these words, he raised his head slightly and looked at my eyes
He spoke to me: Yunhe, I have a request, I hope you can listen to me tell you the story, and then you write it into a book
In short, my request made me confused because he asked me to write down his voice so that everyone in the world would know
But after I thought about it, our relationship was not very good, nor was it a close friend who was close. I didn't know much about him. We used to be just a chance meeting and it made me feel like it was right at first sight. This kind of thing left me with nowhere to write.
He said to me: His heart has been suffering in the past few years, and his heart is in great pain. His body is as if it is about to go down. He often feels guilty and always falls asleep with a repentant heart every night.
He said that he had a dream a few days ago, dreaming that his body and soul were saved
Seeing that his mood became more and more excited, I said to him: Wenbo, it’s very late, I’ll send you back!
He looked into my eyes and said: Yunhe, are you tired of listening?
I hurriedly explained: No, it's exactly the opposite
Please don't get me wrong, I just see that you are tired and want you to rest early
If you want, I'm happy to visit you specifically in your spare time and listen to you tell me the whole story of the story.
He heard my words sincerely and simply, so he stood up, held my hand tightly, and said to me in a pleading voice: Yunhe, you will be home in a few days. You go to my house tomorrow night, let's have a meal together.
After hearing him, I agreed without hesitation
When I saw him go, I returned to the room alone and unknowingly entered into contemplation.
I'm thinking that if such things that are contrary to human ethics and morality happen, they will feel infinite melancholy in their hearts.
Because after a person is born, he will face two major problems: one is life and the other is love. These two problems will eventually become one problem, that is, pain
If what happened between them was a kind of incest and a big rebellion, then at least we should give them some sympathy!
Because we still have a pity for those prostitutes and firework women, just as people instinctively react to pity those mentally retarded groups, so that they can feel that there is still love in the world.
I have seen a story like this: A group of people pulled a woman who made a mistake before Christ and asked if she could hit her with a rock? Christ said, if anyone among you has no fault, can hit her with a stone, and as a result, all of them quietly left. It turns out that whenever we refuse to forgive and tolerate others, we think we are saints and do not forgive others at all, so as to show our purity and nobility
For some bad problems in society, we should treat them from a tolerant perspective, because their souls need to be purified, and the wounds in our hearts need to be healed with a kind of love, just like we sympathize with those mutes who cannot express their thoughts with their voices, blind people who cannot see the world with their eyes, and deaf people who cannot listen to their voices with their ears.
In short, while I condemn this desolate, indifferent and ruthless society created so many women in the Red Chamber in this world, I also invisibly made a defense for them, because a woman would never willingly become a fireworks woman.
Because I have always believed in one principle, that is, people are born with kind hearts, but society gives them two choices, one is a good road; the other is a bad road; when people cannot grasp their own steps, they often embark on another way to evil road; because the road to good is always so steep?
Rock seems difficult to walk on, and you can always find a way to get ahead of the evil path, which is easy to get ahead of time.
I am appealing to the world that the souls in the hearts of those who have done wrong have been burned by the fire of purgatory, and good and evil and right and wrong have been proven in their hearts, because there are no perfect people in this world. At least we should give those who have made mistakes a chance to reform themselves.
We should persevere in believing in a principle: people should treat others with a kind heart throughout their lives, help those in need, be proud of their good deeds, and most importantly, we should forgive others with a love, because we give more love, those who do wrong things will be saved and a chance to reform and become a new person.
The appeal I made may seem insignificant and too small to do nothing, but I believe there are still many people with conscience in this world. But they have not discovered the kindness in their hearts. Just like babies are born, they are pillars of the future of society. Although their hearts are not big, they can accommodate everything in the world. As long as we let our hearts fly, imagine our future, and look at the vast sky, love will stay in our hearts.
When I thought of this, I became more interested in cultural and museum affairs. I couldn't wait to go to his house early tomorrow to listen to him telling the story. After I heard it with my own ears, I could use my pen to pass on the story to readers. Because since I heard these things with my own ears, I must write them out according to the true feelings I heard so that readers can know the contradictions in their hearts and the pressure brought to them by the social morality they are suffering.
The above are some things that happened that night when Wenbo came to me
He sat beside me just lit a cigarette and smoked, not talking to me. When I looked into his eyes, I realized that his expression was different from before.
While I was focusing on him, I felt confused in my heart, because I was a curious person, and even if things were not related to me, I always had the desire to ask.
When I couldn't hold back, I spoke to him: I looked at your eyes for a long time and found a kind of sadness and despair in your eyes.
When he heard me say these words, he opened his eyes brightly, looked around, and then fixed his eyes on me.
I found that his behavior tonight was different from the past, which made me a little overwhelmed because he was always a silent and not talkative person, and his personality was very different from me. I became restrained for a moment and didn't know how to speak.
He and I looked at each other for a long time before speaking to me, Yunhe, I am a person with great sin, my heart is dead, and my soul will suffer in purgatory
I was originally a simple person and had very little experience in society. When I heard his inexplicable words, my mind was filled with sewage.
Because what he said is serious sin. In the traces of my life, it seems that only the Japanese devils deserve this title.
After he said this, he remained silent without the following words. I thought about it for a while but still couldn't understand the meaning of the words.
He cheered up his spirits, took a deep breath and spoke to me: Yunhe, I want to ask you a very serious question, you need to answer seriously
I have always been a person who is unrestrained and unrestrained. His deepness and seriousness make me feel uneasy.
So he asked me: Yunhe, what do you think of mother and son incest
This sudden question really made me stunned. To be honest, I have never thought of such a question, and I don’t know how to answer it at once
Seeing that I was hesitating for a long time and had not responded, he continued to ask: How do you view this kind of thing?
I was really stumped by his problem. If this was a topic that my friends would occasionally raise when they were chatting and laughing together, I would answer without thinking: This kind of thing is contrary to human ethics and morality, it is a matter that is worse than pigs and dogs. You have to put a pig cage.
But when he was next to me, I saw his seriousness and eagerness to find out my answer, I knew that this matter must be nepotism with him, not the kind of person who asked the sky and bought the hexagram and chatted.
I thought about it and answered his question against my original intention, because I was afraid that there would be few inappropriate answers, which would hurt him if I answered it accidentally.
So I stammered and said to him: I will not discriminate against such things, because this is just a wrong love. Although the son and the mother have physical and blood relationships, they are two different souls. It’s just that this love is contrary to morality and human ethics. You should be lost and know how to return to the right place.
It is obvious that he is quite satisfied with my tactful answer
Unfortunately, the thing I was worried about finally happened to him
But no matter how much I don't want this to be true, some things in a person's life will reach an irreversible level after they make big mistakes in one step.
His expression seemed very excited, as if he felt that he had finally met someone who was considerate and tolerant.
He seemed to feel very relieved again, so he held my hand tightly and then told me his bizarre story
He said that one night seven years ago, he had sex with his mother. When I was in front of him and heard this, I was stunned like a bolt from the blue and stunned me like a wooden chicken.
After he finished his long narration, he held his lower palate with one hand and closed his eyes. Maybe he was thinking, but his eyes were filled with crystal tears. Maybe he was very tired at this time, and the pressure he might be under was too great.
I saw him keeping his head down and silent, so I asked him: Wenbo, thank you very much for your trust in me, and told me about this
Why do you have the courage to express your heart to me unimpededly tonight?
Is it because you are about to suffocate from the pressure from society for so many years? Or is it difficult for you to suppress your inner loneliness in the past seven years?
As I finished saying these words, he raised his head slightly and looked at my eyes
He spoke to me: Yunhe, I have a request, I hope you can listen to me tell you the story, and then you write it into a book
In short, my request made me confused because he asked me to write down his voice so that everyone in the world would know
But after I thought about it, our relationship was not very good, nor was it a close friend who was close. I didn't know much about him. We used to be just a chance meeting and it made me feel like it was right at first sight. This kind of thing left me with nowhere to write.
He said to me: His heart has been suffering in the past few years, and his heart is in great pain. His body is as if it is about to go down. He often feels guilty and always falls asleep with a repentant heart every night.
He said that he had a dream a few days ago, dreaming that his body and soul were saved
Seeing that his mood became more and more excited, I said to him: Wenbo, it’s very late, I’ll send you back!
He looked into my eyes and said: Yunhe, are you tired of listening?
I hurriedly explained: No, it's exactly the opposite
Please don't get me wrong, I just see that you are tired and want you to rest early
If you want, I'm happy to visit you specifically in your spare time and listen to you tell me the whole story of the story.
He heard my words sincerely and simply, so he stood up, held my hand tightly, and said to me in a pleading voice: Yunhe, you will be home in a few days. You go to my house tomorrow night, let's have a meal together.
After hearing him, I agreed without hesitation
When I saw him go, I returned to the room alone and unknowingly entered into contemplation.
I'm thinking that if such things that are contrary to human ethics and morality happen, they will feel infinite melancholy in their hearts.
Because after a person is born, he will face two major problems: one is life and the other is love. These two problems will eventually become one problem, that is, pain
If what happened between them was a kind of incest and a big rebellion, then at least we should give them some sympathy!
Because we still have a pity for those prostitutes and firework women, just as people instinctively react to pity those mentally retarded groups, so that they can feel that there is still love in the world.
I have seen a story like this: A group of people pulled a woman who made a mistake before Christ and asked if she could hit her with a rock? Christ said, if anyone among you has no fault, can hit her with a stone, and as a result, all of them quietly left. It turns out that whenever we refuse to forgive and tolerate others, we think we are saints and do not forgive others at all, so as to show our purity and nobility
For some bad problems in society, we should treat them from a tolerant perspective, because their souls need to be purified, and the wounds in our hearts need to be healed with a kind of love, just like we sympathize with those mutes who cannot express their thoughts with their voices, blind people who cannot see the world with their eyes, and deaf people who cannot listen to their voices with their ears.
In short, while I condemn this desolate, indifferent and ruthless society created so many women in the Red Chamber in this world, I also invisibly made a defense for them, because a woman would never willingly become a fireworks woman.
Because I have always believed in one principle, that is, people are born with kind hearts, but society gives them two choices, one is a good road; the other is a bad road; when people cannot grasp their own steps, they often embark on another way to evil road; because the road to good is always so steep?
Rock seems difficult to walk on, and you can always find a way to get ahead of the evil path, which is easy to get ahead of time.
I am appealing to the world that the souls in the hearts of those who have done wrong have been burned by the fire of purgatory, and good and evil and right and wrong have been proven in their hearts, because there are no perfect people in this world. At least we should give those who have made mistakes a chance to reform themselves.
We should persevere in believing in a principle: people should treat others with a kind heart throughout their lives, help those in need, be proud of their good deeds, and most importantly, we should forgive others with a love, because we give more love, those who do wrong things will be saved and a chance to reform and become a new person.
The appeal I made may seem insignificant and too small to do nothing, but I believe there are still many people with conscience in this world. But they have not discovered the kindness in their hearts. Just like babies are born, they are pillars of the future of society. Although their hearts are not big, they can accommodate everything in the world. As long as we let our hearts fly, imagine our future, and look at the vast sky, love will stay in our hearts.
When I thought of this, I became more interested in cultural and museum affairs. I couldn't wait to go to his house early tomorrow to listen to him telling the story. After I heard it with my own ears, I could use my pen to pass on the story to readers. Because since I heard these things with my own ears, I must write them out according to the true feelings I heard so that readers can know the contradictions in their hearts and the pressure brought to them by the social morality they are suffering.
The above are some things that happened that night when Wenbo came to me
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