Chapter 46

Sometimes we have to admit that humans are really a species that can never be thoroughly studied, and they may not even understand whether they are behavior or thought.

Until this happened, the instant reaction in the man's mind must be to deal with this bitch no matter what. The same is true for me. Before I go home, I also want to beat her in my mind. The woman who cuckolds the man is unforgivable.

But when I came back, I didn't know why I didn't have the courage to do that, why did I feel so down-to-earth and comfortable with Qi Jing at home, why did I feel that she was so beautiful and charming, I was reluctant to abandon her, wrong, I said bluntly, I was afraid that she would abandon me, I actually felt that I could not be without her, she was not a substitute for other women, I couldn't punish her, and I didn't even dare to expose her behavior, I was afraid that when I said it through, she would propose to separate from me... Women are mean, in fact, men are sometimes more inferior than women, she made such a principled mistake, and I actually struggled in my heart and tried to forgive her... I even wanted to treat her twice as well and capture her heart again, which might be a counterattack that makes me feel fulfilled.

Haha, to be honest, I hate my own failure

I poked her back gently. She moved slightly, and it seemed that she was not asleep, but her voice was lazy and sleepy. Why are you not sleeping on the Wave Wave! I can’t sleep with you, I want to chat with you, and I reached out and hugged her in my arms from behind, even though I knew that the body was dirty to me. Oh, I was so sleepy that the Wave Wave was chatting in the middle of the night. Qi Jing turned around unhappily and said in a daze that she opened her mouth and a fresh smell popped up. Jingjing, do you... do you still love me? I muster up the courage to ask, and I don’t know how to bear it if you get a negative answer. Why do you think of asking this Wave Wave? Qi Jing asked me in a daze after hearing this. Yes, are you willing to answer?

I was even more nervous inside, I was really afraid that she would be silent or even deny it. Of course, I went to bed with the Wave. She said perfunctorily, just say you just love it. I heard her say that she was not loving it. After hearing what she said, I felt a little relieved. I also knew that she might be perfunctorily. Love...

She said softly that I was carefully observing her expression the moment she said it. Although she was still confused between half sleep, before she said this, she could see that she had a moment of hesitation and a moment of struggle in her mind. She was not as sincere and firm as when we were in love. Think about it, we have not said this seriously for many years.

Is it true? I asked carefully. Of course, oh, let's go to bed. She said impatiently that I didn't say anything again when I saw this. Her answer was not surprising to me. She was not happy to get the answer, nor was she too disappointed. She said this, which may mean that she didn't want to abandon me completely, or she just didn't want to stimulate me directly, and continued to live like this after talking perfunctorily.

If I want, can I still fight for her?

I don't know, but I was so strange that I wanted to do this at that time. I couldn't let go of the feudal tradition of machismo. Good men are determined to be in all directions. Why don't a real man have no wives? She cuckolded me. I must punish her severely before divorce her. With my Xu Bo's conditions, it's not difficult to find a better person than her.

But unfortunately, people are not commodities, and you can buy them if they are damaged. There is no exact same person in the world. At this stage, I found that I love her so much and can't bear to leave her. Outsiders may also secretly scold me for being unpromising. But this thought controlled me like this at that time, and was not convinced in this way. I was thinking stubbornly and repeatedly, how could I not compare to Chen Jingyu?

I felt very tired in body and mind, but I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. Sometimes I hated, sometimes I felt sad, sometimes I felt sad, sometimes I felt sad, and sometimes I felt sad. In this entangled state of mind, I fell into a sleep in a daze. One terrible and bizarre event occurred in the dream. As soon as the sky was so high, I could no longer fall asleep. I had to sit up, leave the bedroom, smoke on the balcony, and look ahead. The air in Beijing was not in the morning and had already reached the outline of the outskirts. The visibility exceeded ten meters, and I could basically see a contour of the opposite building. Such weather seemed to be to match my mood. The gray and dim world made my mood more depressed. Xu Bo, why did he get up so early?

My mother-in-law stood behind me with a little sleepy eyes and asked, Oh, maybe she was a little uncomfortable at work and couldn't sleep anymore. I turned around and saw my mother-in-law responded. I'll go out to buy breakfast for you, wear a jacket, it's a little cold outside, don't get cold. It's okay, I'll come in later. My mother-in-law went out to buy breakfast. When she lived in my house, this was basically her habit, mainly to take care of her daughter. I stood on the balcony for a while, and then returned to the living room, stunned in vain.

My mother-in-law bought breakfast and cleaned up the dining table. You go and ask Qi Jing to get up. It’s time to have breakfast...You should go and call me. I’m afraid she’s annoyed me. I’m a bit strange to say this, it seems to be a joke, but this is my real psychology. Jingjing, Jingjing! It’s time to get up!My mother-in-law didn't care about me either. She went to my room and knocked on the door a few times. After a while, Qi Jing walked out of the room lazily. It seemed that she had not had a good sleep. She was wearing a wide nightgown with a completely bare face. I couldn't help but look at her carefully. Her appearance was not as delicate as she did when she put on makeup, but her facial features were also pretty and beautiful. But time really won't miss everyone. After careful observation, her appearance changed from when she first graduated. There were subtle crow's feet at the corners of her eyes, and her skin was not as natural and crystal clear as back then. The purity of the past had faded a lot. She had never known when she had completed the transformation from a girl to a young woman... This way, she seemed to add a layer of charm, making her look very feminine, and sexy has replaced her youthfulness back then.

Why do you get up so early?

She came out and saw my seat in the living room, asking slowly, and couldn't sleep, so she got up. I said coldly, Oh, she didn't respond, she walked into the bathroom, my mother-in-law had finished cleaning, I simply washed up at the dining table, and the three of us had breakfast and talked about some irrelevant topics. My mother-in-law likes to talk, so the atmosphere seemed warm. I instantly felt that having such an ordinary life is a very happy thing. It was a good day, why did Qi Jing do such a thing... I really feel reluctant to lose such a life. After breakfast, Qi Jing put on makeup and put on her clothes and went to work first, because she worked earlier than me, and I am the leader of the company, and her work and schedule is not very strict, so we have always been like this at work.

My mother-in-law asked me to go and have another sleep, but I didn't respond. At that time, I really wanted to question her about this when we were at home and talked about it with her first, but I thought about it over and over again, but I still didn't speak, because once the showdown was complete, there might be no room for recovery. I was too lazy to listen to her false nagging, and stood up and went back to the bedroom to lie down. I really felt dazed. After breakfast, a strong sleepy feeling came.

Of course, when I was lying on this bed alone, the scene that happened that day was vivid in my mind. I could even smell the disgusting smell of Fuermalin from Chen on the bed. I lay on the bedside, staring at the bedside. I was right in front of me where he was lying that day, where the semen he ejaculated drifted onto the bed cover. Now a small piece of stain could even be seen. On the bed cover next to it, there was also the liquid that Qi Jing drifted out of her vagina because of excitement... I was thinking randomly and thinking with hatred that the physiological need for sleep was uncontrollable, so I closed my eyes unconsciously...

I was woken up by the phone and called from the company office. There was a meeting in the afternoon for me to attend. I took a look at the watch and it was already 11 o'clock in the afternoon. I slept more comfortably than at night. My mind felt a little relaxed. I got up and washed it briefly, and then dressed and prepared to go to the company.

My mother-in-law was at home. When she saw me coming out to ask me if I had anything to do in the evening, she would come home to eat when she had nothing to do and prepare some food for us. I told Qi Jing that I would come back early after get off work

I felt a little more comfortable when I heard her say this, and responded to the sentence, walked out of the door and drove to the basement to the company. At night, I deliberately turned down two dinners. I still longed to go home to have a dinner that looks warm on the surface. That way, it proved that Qi Jing didn't want to leave me, and she was more willing to live with me.

When I got home, Qi Jing was already back, sitting in the living room reading magazines, and my mother-in-law was busy in the kitchen. She was back. Qi Jing said hello. Well, when did you come back?

It's been half an hour. Xu Bo is back. It'll be dinner in a while. Today, there's something you like. My mother-in-law came out and saw me back. She said happily that my mother-in-law really prepared a sumptuous dinner. Her cooking skills are pretty good. Basically, I love dishes. After a while, my father-in-law also came. Four people sat around the table for dinner. There was no problem with this harmonious atmosphere, but Qi Jing still acted so lukewarm. It was still like this. She has been like this for several years. I don't remember it, but I just cared about her emotions at this time.

The next few days are similar to this, and life seems to have entered that ordinary trajectory again. I am even more confused. Should I do this? If she and Chen Jingyu have no contact in the future, then just think that this has not happened?

This entangled pain made me even more uncomfortable. I had nowhere to vent my grievances. If this was the case, I wouldn't be willing to forgive me. If there was something else, I didn't know what to do...

When I came back from get off work that day, Qi Jing was sitting in front of the makeup mirror. She wore a purple dress with a long-sleeved round neck and a waist-length sleeve. The sleeves were made of yarn-spun tight material, with flower-shaped hollowing on it, which could reveal part of the skin on the shoulders and arms. The hem was a little on the knee. She was wearing a pair of thin black stockings. Qi Jing was also more particular in wearing stockings. Generally, she had to buy Italian brands. When wearing them on her beautiful legs, it looked much better than ordinary stockings. It was smooth and delicate, and it looked so comfortable to stick to her body.

She was wearing slippers on her feet and was carefully repairing the flaws on her makeup. The purple dress was so fitting that it was as tailor-made as it was. It was not only noble and gorgeous, but also highlighted her figure in a concealed way. Especially after showing off the exposed skin, it was even more sexy and confusing. What are you going to do?

Seeing this, I asked a friend of mine for her birthday and I will go out tonight to attend her banquet. Oh, when will you leave?

This situation often happened in the past. In the past, we had their own lives and no one would interfere with each other, so it was normal for her to say it. She looked at her watch and said that I didn't say anything again. She looked at her face carefully and looked at her. Qi Jing was very craftsman, with long hair loose, with a layer of delicate foundation on her face. Her blush was natural, and her skin looked delicate and smooth, and she looked flawless. The light purple eyeshadow, coupled with slender and thick eyelashes, made her eyes look bright and energetic, and her every move looked so charming. Her skirt was loose, and her legs were slender and slender without wearing high heels.

I didn't know why, but I couldn't help but walk up and hugged her. Oh, what's the matter? She was a little surprised when she saw this. She frowned slightly and wanted to push my hand away subconsciously. What's wrong with kissing me? I said what's wrong with you? Qi Jing didn't resist and let me kiss her face. Her face was still so cold and tender. It felt very good when her lips touched her.

Your stockings look so good. I reached out to her legs and said this while touching them. Stop making trouble, it’s time to leave. After that, she pushed my hand away and stood up, then took off a pair of black, shiny, pointed silver and thin high heels from the shoe cabinet at the door.

I was sitting on the sofa, watching her reaching her shoes with her dark pink nails visible through her stockings. This action was extremely sexy. Her refusal just now made me feel a little disappointed. Seeing her so beautiful and sexy look, she was going out to say she was going to the banquet, and I couldn't help but feel extremely sad. At that time, I thought that she was dressing so beautifully, who was going to attend a birthday party and who was going to appreciate it. Naturally, my mind came up with this idea. So I stood up and walked in front of her. I said with a cold face that whose birthday party are you going to attend?

Colleague: Seeing my expression, she was stunned for a moment, and then calmly answered where?

After listening to the question, what's wrong today? I started to care about me. On the side of Liangmaqiao, she sneered slightly, asked me sarcastically, and then turned around and opened the door. Her questioning made me speechless. Yes, I said before, we both did not affect their lives. She was not interested in my circle of friends and didn't like the atmosphere of eating, drinking, and flattering. She liked shopping, buying clothing, buying cosmetics, and buying bags. So in recent years, we have basically not interfered with each other, and no one asked more about who was doing what. In the past two years, I have to say hello to her when I went home for dinner and told her that it would be necessary to say that I didn't go back. As long as I was not at home, I was basically shopping for her. Later, I got used to being too lazy to ask. Occasionally, when I was in a good mood, we would make an appointment to have dinner together and then accompany her for a while. But there were very few times like this. Then you go and come back early.After hearing this, I tried to restrain myself and said calmly. Yes, Qi Jing finished speaking calmly, and then the pair of slender eyelashes and lower eyelids came into contact with her lower eyelids than blinks. This time it took longer than normal blinks, but instead of glaring at me with a rolling eyes, the blue eyeshadow at the corner of her eyes glanced at me with some contempt, then opened the door and went out. I was stunned alone, at a loss, and I felt extremely disappointed in my heart. I didn't know when, we began to feel disgusted with each other and interfered with their respective lives too much... But this time, I was extremely unbalanced and felt that she was not caring about my feelings. I also stood up and walked out of the room. I understood that although Qi Jing looked calm on the surface and as before, her heart changed. She would not be so cold to me before, and I felt extremely depressed in my heart...

Watching her walk out of the room, I clenched my teeth, then opened the door and followed her out. She got off the elevator first. I walked down the stairs. She should have gone to the basement to drive. I walked out of the community.

Because the car and pedestrians were not walking the same door, I walked out and saw Qi Jing's Ruiyi sedan driving out of my community at this time. A taxi often came over. One of them happened to stop. Two people got off from above. I walked over and opened the door. The driver was stunned. Where are you going?

The direction of Liangmaqiao, I will give you a guide when I go there. I threw it directly in front of his windshield for 200 yuan. The driver saw that I was a little anxious. I understood what I meant, and didn't make a meter. I accelerated forward directly. Please hurry up. Okay, he glanced at me, then accelerated the speed and entered the main road of the Third Ring Road. The traffic was very high and the speed was not fast. But he still tried to pass through the gap quickly. I saw Qi Jing's car not far from the front. Master, follow the Mazda with the XXX number in front. OKThe driver did not ask any more questions and accelerated to follow it. Qi Jing's car was indeed driving out near Liangma Bridge. We also followed. The car turned a few turns and saw her stop at the door of a Jiangsu-Zhejiang restaurant. Then she started to park in the parking space on the side of the road. The security guard of the restaurant took the initiative to help her reverse the car. I asked the driver to stop a little further and stopped about 100 meters away from her. I didn't get down, but watched Qi Jing get out of the car and close the door. Then she walked towards the restaurant. At this time, there were many people walking around. When I saw her get down, I also got out of the car. She would not pay attention to me at this distance from her.

I saw her walking towards the restaurant and greet a petite girl from inside, spreading her arms and shouting exaggeratedly, Dear, you are here!

Qi Jing also walked forward, hugged the girl, and then took out a gift with exquisite packaging from her bag. It looked like a perfume or something. HAPPY BIRTH DAY darling Wow, thank you so much, my dear, the girl signaled Qi Jing to walk inside. I really know this girl. It turned out to be her colleague, who worked in the same year as her, and later transferred to another unit. Once, I met Qi Jing and I introduced her to me at dinner. It seemed that she was Yaoyao. I thought she was a crazy girl, carefree. Qi Jing and her relationship seemed OK, but she said it was not to be close. Today was her birthday party. Qi Jing walked with her slim steps in her high heels...