Chapter 50

I reached out to the handle, hesitated for a moment, and knocked on the door. There was no echo inside. I knocked on the door again, then turned the handle, the door was not locked, I pushed the door and walked in. Qi Jing was lying on the bed, staring at the TV with her eyes dull. Seeing that I pushed the door open, I didn't react, I subconsciously glanced at the room. A ball of paper towels soaked on the ground was very eye-catching. I quickly looked away when I saw it, for fear that she would find out that I was going to see that. Can I come in?

I whispered that you have something to do, she said indifferently that she had done the procedures in the past few days. I saw her attitude and didn't want to say anything more. Okay, you set the time. Qi Jing hesitated for a moment, and I could clearly feel it. Then she also said softly. Then Monday. I said yes, I think it's meaningless to stand here and say more. After saying that, I turned around and closed the door. At this point, there might be nothing to say. However, many people said that divorce is a kind of relief, but why don't I feel like this? It seems that this marriage should not reach this point at all, but everything has changed in the past two months. That day was Friday. On Monday, we went to the civil affairs department and handled the divorce procedures peacefully.

We looked extremely calm on the surface, but when the staff looked at us with a strange look, the mediation staff also comforted him, young man, don't divorce because of a moment of anger, she and I smiled bitterly almost at the same time.

I actually want to say to her, we are farewell, we will love you again when we come back, I will treat you well, I love you, but I don’t have the courage to let go of my dignity

We walked out of the door one by one, and I turned around and looked at Qi Jing who was almost naked. This woman who should be called her ex-wife now. She is still so beautiful without makeup. She is indeed born beautiful. I try to squeeze out a peaceful and sincere smile. I wish you everything goes well in the future. I wish you all the best. She also tried to show a smile as much as possible to make yourself look more peaceful. OK, then I will leave first. Should we discuss, about that? Oh, right, let's discuss how to solve it another day. I still have something to do today and need to go to the meeting. Let's live like this first. I will solve it in the past two days. Well, my unit has something to do, so that I have to discuss it today. I almost didn't consider the speed limit factor. I went to the unit at the fastest speed. I opened the car window and let the wind outside the window blow to me in the car as much as possible. Maybe the wind blew my eyes. I didn't know why the tears flowed out of the eyes. I didn't wipe it, let it flow downward. I didn't wipe it.

Something happened to the unit. I was found by the leader the next day and said that we were an aid project in a country in Asia. The person in charge had a situation at home and needed to return. I asked me to temporarily go over and replace him. The time period was uncertain. I hesitated and agreed, because this seemingly hard work is actually a fat man. In addition to the high subsidies, it is performance. In addition, I can temporarily avoid this family trivial matter that has made me worry about. I will deal with it when I calm down and come back. So I sent a text message to Qi Jing, telling her that she was going on a business trip, so I would handle our affairs when I came back.

So I hurriedly packed my luggage and on the third day I rushed to the mysterious country of East Asia. The living conditions there were pretty good, although they were not as good as those in China, but they were also free to wear food and clothing. However, such projects were not careless. I would supervise the project at work almost all day. During this period, I would call home almost every day. My parents didn't know that Qi Jing and I had divorced. I dragged and didn't want to tell them. First, I haven't completely dealt with it yet. Second, I don't want them to worry about it when they are old. I try to make them accept it in a relaxed way. So I said that Qi Jing was on a business trip, and they were not stupid when they went to Shanghai for training. As time went on, they would definitely feel something was wrong. This was also a buffer. They would probably understand it at that time. I will explain the matter clearly.

Every day is very tired here, and time passes quickly. Work makes me not go too much to think about those troublesome things. More than a month has passed, and the original person in charge has also completed the work and continued to rush over to hand over the work. We greeted each other before we parted. On the third day of his arrival, I started my flight back to China. In the past, every time I went abroad, I would communicate with Qi Jing at a duty-free shop and ask her what she needed to bring back. This time, after I bought a cigarette myself, I could only smile bitterly when I passed by the famous brand bags or perfumes shops, and stepped onto the land of my hometown. Instead, I felt like a lone ghost. I didn’t know where to go or tell the taxi to go back to my former residence. After all, this house has not been solved yet, and my things are there.

When I got home, it was 2 pm. There was no one at home. The room was no different from the past. The floor was not dirty. It seemed that Qi Jing had not left here either. I took a shower, changed my clothes, and then went out to my parents' house. Usually, the first stop when I came back on a business trip was also to their place. The two of them were naturally very happy to see me coming back. They asked me why Qi Jing hadn't come back yet. I said, but they had been training for a long time. My father asked me seriously if they had quarreled. I was silent for a moment and said no

But they are at this age after all, and they have much more life experience than me. When I grew up, they can see through my thoughts.

After I finished talking about it, my parents didn't talk about it anymore, but talked about some work while eating. It was not until after eating that we were in the living room that they talked about this issue seriously and asked me directly what happened to Qi Jing and I. Seeing that the matter reached this level, I could only tell it truthfully.

My mother couldn't believe what I said, she kept repeating, Qi Jing shouldn't be that kind of person

The father seemed much calmer. They did not express too much opinions. I also advised not to worry. I am a boy, I am successful in my career and my age is not there, so I don’t have to worry about not being able to find a wife. They said helplessly that you can handle it yourself, but I could see their sadness and disappointment. I also blamed myself for this age and made them feel uneasy...

It was very late, and I lived with my parents that day

The next day, after dinner, I went back. There was no one at home. She hadn't come back yet. Maybe she didn't come back here at all. My seat turned on the TV in the living room and broadcast a random football absent-minded viewing. If I said that my seat was here, I just hoped that she could come back and I could take a look at her. Maybe even I would strongly deny it in my heart... When I was on a business trip abroad, I tried to connect the camera at home to see the situation at home bored or even shamelessly, but I had no choice but to see the situation at home because the wireless password at home was modified and the camera could not be used. When I was thinking about it, the door rang. I pretended to be calm and turned my head to the door. The tall and beautiful figure appeared at the door. Qi Jing came back. I didn't know why, but I felt a little excited when I saw her.

You are back. She was also a little surprised when she saw me sitting in the living room. She seemed to be accustomed to the same greetings as every time I came back from a business trip. Well, I came back this afternoon. Oh, she also noticed something was wrong with her greetings. It seemed that she had forgotten that we were no longer husband and wife. So she replied casually. I stared at her and looked at her deliberately. Qi Jing was still so beautiful. She wore a light pink professional dress with a short-sleeved top. Her breasts were raised high on her chest. She was still the same as before. Two towering hills stood up straight, and the hem of the skirt was on the knees. It was loose. Her long legs were still so slender and well-proportioned. She was wearing thin black stockings and a pair of black shiny and patterned pointed heels. Her feet were wearing black shiny and pointed shoes with a pair of black shiny and patterned pointed heels.

To be honest, the stockings are inThere is nothing new in life. Every woman can wear it, but just wear it to the ultimate beauty. I am afraid that only the body shape like Qi Jing, not only should the legs be slender, but the legs also have to be straightened. There should be no too large gaps between the legs, especially the calf. It cannot be thin, or round, but also transition. It should be a light arc to transition to the knee. The knee bones should be fully highlighted and cannot be covered by fat. It is not perfect to have a pair of beautiful legs and a good figure, but mainly because it is good enough to look.Wearing, skin must be good, and behave appropriately when sitting and lying. Qi Jing is definitely the perfect form of stockings designed by the designer of stockings. When wearing these stockings on her body, each part is tightly clamped against every inch of her skin on her legs. The material on it is expanded to the most appropriate level, without any slackness, and no tight transition. It scrubbes out the fat and can exude the most beautiful luster. If she had not had this dirty experience, how could I not love her well? Why did she feel so beautiful until nowQi Jing, wait a moment, you are back, let's talk. I said calmly that Qi Jing had just taken off her high heels and changed into slippers. She was about to walk into the room. After hearing what I said, I stopped and did not agree. She walked over to sit on the sofa next to me in the overlapping legs. I couldn't help but glance at her feet wearing black stockings. At this time, the weather was already summer. The stockings she was wearing were very thin. The top of the black stockings was slightly thickened. Her feet looked really beautiful. There were several regular blood vessels on the instep. The length of the toes was arranged in sequence. Each toe finger looked slender and slender relative to the ratio of the foot area.

Especially through the stockings, I clearly saw that she was wearing red nail polish on her, which was even more sexy. After reading it, I couldn't help but tremble uncontrollably. This was just a moment when I looked at it with a little shrunk. For some reason, the more I felt psychologically uncomfortable when I saw her.

Let’s talk about this only common property?

She knew I meant this house. You said it would be fine. If you want a house, I will move out. Don't give you the other half of the money at the market price. Qi Jing told me calmly, but when she said that, her eyes didn't look at me. We both agreed that we were so determined when we talked about it. I don't know if it was pretending or true feelings. Well, I moved out and you paid me the house payment. I thought so at the beginning, and this place was also defiled. Even if I let me live in it, I would feel dirty. Since she said that, it just happened to be worth the current market value of this house. I don't know, do you know? Qi Jing asked me...I asked, it was about X million. Apart from XX for the loan, you can give me XX at one time. I actually didn't understand the actual price of this house, but deliberately said it to a higher level. In fact, it was just to deliberately make things difficult for her and I was holding back my hatred. How could I be willing to let her go so easily? Even at this stage, I deliberately made some confusion for her....I don't have the ability to pay you at once now. Qi Jing whispered, what should I do? I also need money to buy a house again. Ah I saw her in a difficult situation and she felt a special satisfaction. I deliberately made her breath look arrogant. Can I give it to you in installments? Okay, don't, I had to pay the down payment for this money, or I don't have a place to live. After I said that, I looked at her with some disdain... Then I have no choice, I can move out, the house will give you, you will give me the other half of the house payment. She saw my attitude and frowned and said, I don't want this house anymore. As you said, I'll sell the house. We will pay the owed loan first, and it's half of each person, about 800,000 yuan each. Let's prepare the money tomorrow, we will repay the loan together, and then sell the house. I thought she would do this, so I'm prepared... I can't make up a million tomorrow, so what should I do?After I finished speaking, I lit a cigarette and continued to look at her with such shameless eyes... I, Qi Jing, had just finished speaking, suddenly her face turned pale, and then she seemed to be unable to control her retching, hurriedly covered her mouth with her hands, stood up and ran to the bathroom, and closed the door. I heard her retching inside outside. After a while, with the sound of flushing the toilet, she walked out, her face was still bad, but she was stronger than before, and after she came out, she sat on the sofa again, and then adjusted her breath a little. I rarely saw Qi Jing's face so bad, as if she was sick. Seeing her like this, I couldn't bear to make things difficult for her.

Are you sick?

……

She smiled bitterly and shook her head. Why don't you take a break first, let's talk about it another day. I see your face is not good. I said calmly... It's okay, can you put out the cigarette. She smiled and shook her head again, and then said to me. Yes, at this moment, I noticed her strange expression, and when her eyes swept over her black stockings, I suddenly understood something. I felt a buzzing sound in my head, and my expression suddenly became stiff. In a few minutes, the room fell into an extremely quiet state of silence... We didn't look at each other, I stared at the floor, biting my lips, Qi Jing's expression was awkward and shy, deliberately avoiding my gaze. You...

I tried to make a calm expression to ask, but the voice still trembled, and an indescribable sorrow suddenly surged in my heart. I didn't need to finish speaking. What does it mean to ask even strangers to have this tacit understanding... Well, Qi Jing's hands were tightly held together, and then responded to my inquiry with an extremely weak voice and a gentle nod. I didn't need to ask anymore. From that awkward expression, I had already told me clearly who the child in her belly was. I forgot her reminder just now, and lit a cigarette. My wife was pregnant with someone else's child. Even if she talked about her ex-wife, for any man, the two of them were in silence again... Congratulations, Ah, when will I get married, I will try to make myself look calmer and pretend to be a irrelevant friend. Ask me easily....I don't have a plan yet, don't talk about this anymore. OK, I'm not trying to cause trouble on purpose, but I really don't have the ability to take out the money now. Why don't you give me a few days to prepare...

Qi Jing can actually see my emotions. Although it has nothing to do with me, she is pregnant. This happened during our marriage, so she also seems to be in a wrongful tone. It is like a tentative inquiry. In fact, I have no mood to deliberately make things difficult for her. This fact can completely defeat the noble sense of superiority I deliberately want to show. I have actually planned about having a child with her before, but we have not been in a hurry. However, our unscrupulous sexual behavior has lasted for almost a year.Never succeeded. During the period before my leg injury, I chatted with my friends about these things casually and realized that something might be wrong. We decided to go to the hospital for a checkup to see if someone had any problems. After deliberately paying attention to some common sense in this area, we knew that our previous behavior was a bit irresponsible. At least we checked whether each other's bodies were carrying some genetic diseases. So later we adopted the method of contraception and wanted to wait until I finished the work and then do a serious examination.

But today, when we had no contraceptive measures and had not successfully conceived for more than half a year, she and Chen Jingyu had been dating like this for a few months. They got pregnant without intention. This seemed to me to deeply hurt my dignity... Although it was not certain that I had a problem, the first child she conceived in her life was Chen Jingyu, which made me extremely upset and heartbroken.

Before I knew it, my tears flowed out of my eyes without any prospects, and all hope was shattered. This reality is too sudden...

Xu Bo, what's wrong with you...

Qi Jing was a little panicked when she saw me, I reached out and hugged her in my arms, and tears overflowed even more. Let me hug you again, okay? I said to her in a trembling voice, and only then did I realize that I was really going to see her goodbye. Even if I put down my self-esteem and apologize to her, the reality is no longer possible...

Qi Jing did not refuse, obediently put it in my arms. At this time, tears flowed down her cheeks... We didn't say anything, but hugged each other like this. After about five minutes, I let go of my hand, wiped my tears, then I stood up, walked out the door, adjusted my emotions, and then said to her calmly. Qi Jing, maybe just like you said, I have too many mistakes in the years, so we have today. I am not a qualified husband. I wish you a happy life in the future. Thank you, I will get all the money together for a few days before looking for you. Qi Jing said that I couldn't help but smile bitterly after hearing it, and turned around and said helplessly that the house is gone, what else do I want to do in the house... Thank you for following me for so many years. This is to give you insignificant compensation. When transferring the property, I told me to sign...

After saying that, I turned around and opened the door Xu Bo!!

Qi Jing's sobs were obviously screaming at me. After hesitating for a moment that only I could detect, I opened the door. When I closed it, I heard something coming from inside. Sorry, Waves...