Chapter 6

It was almost four o'clock when I arrived in the second forest of Changhua. It took more than 20 minutes to find the address on the envelope.

I didn't dare to ride the motorcycle directly to the door of the address. I parked the motorcycle a little further away and walked over slowly.

As I was about to approach the gate, I began to regret it for a month!

At this moment, I was thinking: I'm here like this? But what can I do if I come? Did Xiaofen get married and do something about me? Is the child mine? Is it my care?

Standing beside the door and looking secretly at the door?

Just saw a woman and Xiaofen in the yard, playing happily with two little girls and a little boy.

(This little boy is the one in the photo who is held in Xiaofen's arms)

After watching for a while, I thought to myself: Fen! Seeing you are so happy, I should be satisfied! It is also the time for me to leave! Fen! I wish you happiness and health!

Then when I lowered my head and was about to turn around and leave, someone suddenly put his hand on my shoulder and asked: Hello, boy! Who are you looking for?

I looked up?

It's an Oujisan

I smiled awkwardly and said: No! No! Just as I was about to leave quickly, the Oujisan clutched my shoulder and looked at me and said: Hey, I seem to have seen you there?

I quickly explained: It's impossible! You've read it wrong

The Ojisan took my hand and said: That's right! But I can't remember it for a moment

I was anxious to leave and said: Ah, you read it wrong! I still have to leave

At this time, the woman who was watching the child with Xiaofen in the yard. When she heard the sound of us talking at the door, she walked out and asked: Dad! What's the matter?

The Ojisan told the woman that I seemed to have seen him there. The woman looked at me carefully and said: Yes, to Ah! Is it like I have seen him there?

When I was about to deny it, I saw her shouting to the yard: Hey, Mingfen! Come out quickly

Xiaofen walked out and said: Sister-in-law, what's the matter?

At this time, Xiaofen saw me being pulled and pulled by her dad. Xiaofen was stunned for a moment. Then she said in surprise: KO! Why are you here?

I smiled awkwardly and didn't know where to start.

At this time, Oujisan pointed at me and said: No wonder! I felt familiar. It turns out that you are the one in Mingfen's photo... Let's go! Come in! I'm going to settle the account with you.

He pulled me and walked straight into the room. Xiaofen said anxiously from the side: Dad! Don't you do this, right?

At this time, another voice came from the room: What's the matter? Why is it so noisy!

Xiaofen's mother came out and saw me, and she smiled gloomyly and said: Oh, it's you, you are here indeed!

I smiled awkwardly and said: Hello Aunt!

At this moment, I finally understood in my heart that the letter and photo were sent by Xiaofen's mother

This old fox has long been accurate. When I see the photo, I will come over and see it to understand?

I sat in the living room chair with my head down because they were all looking at me like monsters?

At this time a man came in outside?

I thought it was Xiaofen's husband who was back? My whole heart was about to jump out!

Yeah? Hey, Mingfen! Is he your one...?

Xiaofen said: Brother, stop asking!

At this time, I took a breath secretly and thought to myself: Fortunately! It's Xiaofen's brother

At this time, Xiaofen's mother said: Mingfen, I'll take the child out to play and then took the boy out and said to the child: Xiaozong! Let's go out to play, don't make light bulbs here

Xiaofen's father said to me: You are not allowed to leave! You are leaving, and you will leave after dinner. I nodded

Then he walked out, and while walking, he was thinking: This old woman is so amazing! She just got it done with her.

Xiaofen's sister-in-law pushed Xiaofen's brother and said: You're leaving! What else can you see? Let's prepare supper! Xiaofen's brother looked at me and showed a gloomy smile?

I was so scared that I thought: Why do their families have this problem?

There were only Xiaofen and I left in the living room. After a while of silence, Xiaofen finally spoke: How did you know that I live here?

I said: Yesterday I received a letter with five photos of you and your child, so I...

Xiaofen said: Oh, it turns out... No wonder I suddenly felt that several photos were missing when I was flipping through the album a few days ago? Well, it must have been sent by her mother.

I asked: Why did your mother suddenly want to send me your photos?

Xiaofen shook her head and said: I don’t know! Maybe she saw that I was in a bad mood for a while and she didn’t have much vitality!

I asked: Then why are you in a bad mood and not energetic?

Xiaofen said: When I was sorting out some of my previous things a while ago, I suddenly saw my previous diary?

I was already hiding that diary at the bottom of the cabinet, and I suddenly ran out for some reason.

Ah! It must be a small clan

Go and get it while I'm not paying attention

Alas! This kid is getting more and more naughty

Oh! Where did I just talk about it?

Ah, by the way!

I also read the diary casually. The diary said that my whole past with you, our first meeting, my date, my first time, we went on a trip around the island, I thought about some of your words, and slowly I fell into the vortex of the past time

I also began to feel sad, I felt so stuffy that I felt weak all over

Later, my mother saw that I was getting weaker and weaker, so she asked me what was wrong? I told her that I accidentally saw the diary I wrote when I was with you.

I asked: Then, is that little boy your child?

Xiaofen nodded and looked at me and said: Do you know whose child it is?

I shook my head and said: I don’t know!

Xiaofen said: It’s yours!

I looked at Xiaofen in surprise? I couldn't speak with my mouth open, my mind was blank

Xiaofen said: Actually, it was the night we came back from a trip. Maybe it was God's will! I never thought I would get pregnant like this.

A few days after you went back, we suddenly received a call from my father in the countryside and said that my mother had been sent to the hospital and was in a very urgent situation. Let's go back quickly!

We didn't prepare anything and rushed back to the countryside immediately, but my mother was because of her heart weakness, and the doctor said it was heart failure.

So even if you arrive at the hospital, you won't have time to see her last time

I asked Xiaofen: Heart weakness? Is your problem the same?

Xiaofen nodded and said: When I was a child, the doctor once said that my disease may be inherited from generation to generation. She paused and continued: My mother has loved me the most since she was a child. When I heard that my mother had left?

I was so sad at that time, and then I felt so breathless that I fainted!

When I was in the hospital, I was lying on the hospital bed and thinking about my mother. My whole mood fell to the bottom and I felt that I had no courage to live anymore.

Although I thought of you, I was so sad at that time that I couldn't get out of the horns, so I became weaker and weaker

Later I heard the doctor say that I seemed to be showing signs of pregnancy?

At first I couldn't believe it!

But after testing, I was confirmed to be pregnant

After researching, my mom, my dad and my brother decided to come to you to talk about our affairs, but I refused at that time!

Because I didn’t know how long my body could last. What would I do if I found you and I couldn’t do it anymore?

So they agreed to say it when I was in better health!

In this way, I ran over because of the child in my belly, and then I gave birth to Xiao Zong.

At that time, my health was also better. They were going to start discussing how to talk to you about our marriage, but I still didn't want to!

I said you didn’t know that I was pregnant at the beginning. Now that the baby has been born, you have to ask you to marry me. Would you be willing to accept it?

I said: You didn’t come to me again! How do you know I don’t want to? Do you know? My heart has been stuck in the shadow of your resignation over the years!

Xiaofen said: Sorry! Maybe I was thinking too much at that time

Half a year before my grandmother left, my sister-in-law gave birth to her second daughter

But there was a problem with the uterus and I couldn't get pregnant again in the future

Therefore, Xiao Zong, whom I gave birth to, became my parents' only male grandson. My father decided to let him have sex when I opposed me and Xiao Zong liked him very much!

Now Xiaozong is my parents’ love and their only hope! No one can snatch him away from them anymore!

I sighed and said: I understand! I think I'd better go back. Staying here will cause trouble for your family.

Xiaofen said in a hurry: You have just arrived, why are you in a hurry to leave again?

I said: I know what you think, but I can’t face you like this. I think I’m sorry for you. It’s better for me to leave so that I won’t cause each other’s troubles!

Xiaofen said: Don’t rush to leave! Even if you accompany me, can’t you? I didn’t say anything

Tears began to shine in Xiaofen's eyes. At this time, Xiaofen's father walked in and said: "Come on a walk?"

Xiaofen said: Dad! He...

Xiaofen's father said: I know! Your mother had told me just now. He walked up to me and said: Haven't you promised me to have supper before leaving?

I was stunned for a moment and nodded

I didn't have time to eat at all, and to be honest, I didn't have the mood to eat

Xiaofen's father and her brother kept filling me with beer, and I also drank to drink my sorrows.

The father and son seemed to have agreed to drink me in turn!

I remember I went to the bathroom a few times, and that was to catch rabbits!

(That's just vomiting!) Finally, I stood up and said to them: I'm sorry for you all! Then I bowed and walked out of Xiaofen's house, but they didn't stop me either.

I felt dizzy when I stepped on the motorcycle and wanted to say: Let's lie down and rest, and then leave later. Suddenly I thought of me lying on the motorcycle and sitting up quickly?

When I opened my eyes, I found me lying on a bed?

Turning his head and finding Xiaofen lying beside me, looking at me with his eyes wide open?

I was startled and asked: Yes, am I not on the motorcycle? Why... are you lying here?

Xiaofen said: They deliberately wanted to get you drunk. My mother said she wanted me to rest assured that you can't leave. Do you remember what you said when you were about to leave? I thought for a moment and shook my head

Xiaofen said: My parents and my brother are very satisfied with you! They said that they can only blame God for not fulfilling our fate.

I didn't say anything but closed my eyes, and I still felt a sense of sadness in my heart.

I don't know how long it took. When I woke up again, Xiaofen was sleeping with me tightly

I felt the corners of my eyes were a little wet. After hesitating for a while, I hugged Xiaofen and closed my eyes again.

When I woke up again, Xiaofen was no longer by my side. When I got up and put on my top, Xiaofen just walked in and saw me and said with a smile: Ah, KO! You are awake! I smiled and nodded

Xiaofen asked me: Do you still remember what you called me before? Are you still the same now?

I felt a soreness on my nose, and then I forced out my smile and said: Wife!

Xiaofen happily held my hand and said: Let's go have breakfast! I still dare not raise my head at the dinner table

At this time, Xiaofen's mother said: I know you feel sorry for us! We didn't blame you either? If you are still like this, Mingfen will not be happy even if you stay here.

I reluctantly raised my head and said: I understand, I understand what you mean, and then I reluctantly ate a bowl of porridge and said: I'll go out and go.

Xiaofen's mother said to Xiaofen: I'll take Xiaozong with you, go with him. Xiaofen nodded

I walked without saying a word, Xiaofen followed me tightly without saying a word

After walking for a while, I suddenly thought of saying: Even if I feel depressed and feel guilty! But isn’t I more cruel to Xiaofen now?

I hesitated for a moment, took Xiaofen's hand and said: It's me wrong! I'm sorry for you!

Xiaofen said with red eyes: No! Nothing!

I said: Maybe we can spend a short time together, but I promise you now that I will never let you be sad again!

Xiaofen held my hand tightly and nodded

Later, along the way, Xiaofen held my hand tightly, and I occasionally pinched her hand gently

Although we didn't say anything, it felt like we were back in the past.

But we are more mature now and can communicate with each other more attentively

When she returned to her house, Xiao Zong ran over and asked Xiaofen to hug him and he also looked at me, then stretched out his hands to hug me?

Xiaofen was stunned! His mother was also stunned!

After I picked him up, I started to shake him. Xiao Zong smiled happily

Xiaofen's mother said to Xiaofen: Strange? Xiaozong has never been willing to let anyone other than you and me hug you! Even your father would coax and deceive him, why...

I told Xiaozong: I'll take you out for fun! Xiaozong nodded with a smile.

The two women were stupid again!

I hugged Xiaozong and walked out, Xiaofen quickly followed him out

I was having fun with Xiaozong in the open space outside, and Xiaofen just watched quietly from the side.

But there was a happy expression on his face

After playing for a while, Xiaofen led Xiaozong and said: It’s time to go home for lunch!

At noon, Xiaofen's family had only three women, her mother and her sister-in-law. After I ate a little casually, I said: I'll go out for a walk!

Walking alone on a strange street, I don't feel like enjoying the street scenery

He lowered his head and thoughts with a mess: When will he go back? What excuse should he use? What would Xiaofen think?

Thinking about it all the time, the more you think about it, the more you become, the more you feel. When you feel that your heart is starting to feel a little bored, Ah, don't care! The boat will naturally straighten when it reaches the bridge.

Looking up? Ah, terrible? Where is this? I just thought about it and didn’t pay attention to which path I took!

I stood there and hesitated for a moment, and then continued to move forward without any purpose

At this time, I realized that my mood was just like now, confused and without direction

After walking for a while, I saw a vegetable market. I went in and took a look.

After eating a bowl of Aiyu Bing at the market, I suddenly became brighter

I told myself: Why do you want so much? Why bother to let yourself do this? I can’t run away if I want to! What’s the point of being mine even if I force it?

I'm thinking about it!

The whole person feels different

I continued walking and looked at my watch at around three o'clock, and I thought to myself: I've actually been away for so long?

I looked around and said: I don’t know where this place is? Ah, forget it! At worst, I just took a bus home.

At this time, a voice came from behind me: Where are you going? I looked back and saw that it was Xiaofen's brother! He was riding a motorcycle and parked behind me.

I smiled awkwardly and said: I don’t know Ah? I walked here as I walked!

Xiaofen's brother said: You are not familiar with this place, you are so far away from home, and you are still in the mood to see the scenery? Mingfen is so anxious that she is almost crying. Do you know Ah?

I said: Really? I am not a child, are you still afraid that I will get lost?

Her brother said: I'm not afraid of you getting lost! I'm just afraid that you won't be able to go back, come up and go back quickly!

When she returned to her house, her mother asked: Where did you go? It took so long to go! Mingfen was looking for people everywhere to find you

I said awkwardly: Sorry! I didn't mean it

Xiaofen's mother said to me: Go into the room and look at her. I nodded and walked into the room.

Seeing Xiaofen sitting on the edge of the bed, lowering her head, I said: Fen, what's wrong with you?

Xiaofen raised her head and said with red eyes: Where have you been?

I sat down beside her and held her waist, kissed her and said: I'm sorry! I didn't dare to do it on purpose!

Xiaofen saw that my attitude was completely different from that in the morning. She leaned against my shoulder with a little surprise and said: You hate it the most! Every time she makes people cry

We kissed for a while before we separated

At the dinner table at night, the father and son still didn't let me go and sing together, as if they were talking crosstalk, but the point was that they wanted to drink me.

Finally, I said: I'll go to the yard to have some fresh air and digest it.

I caught the rabbit several times under the tree in the yard, and then sat by the gate to rest

Suddenly I woke up! I found myself in Xiaofen's bed again

Xiaofen also looked at me with her eyes open?

I asked Xiaofen a little embarrassedly: Why am I lying here again?

Xiaofen said you have been out for so long. When I went out, I saw you sitting by the gate and sleeping, so I helped you in. Don’t you know?

I shook my head and said: Yes, where is Xiao Zong?

Xiaofen said: Sleep with my parents

I looked at Xiaofen for a while, then kissed her and hugged me enthusiastically. We naturally started to have sex.

Slowly, it was no longer as wild as it was at that time. When I was halfway through, I asked Xiaofen: What should I do if you are pregnant again?

Xiaofen shook her head and said: I didn't want to marry someone else except you, and my physical condition was not good, so when I was born in Xiaozong, I asked the doctor to ligate me.

We continued to do it. When I ejaculated, Xiaofen hugged me tightly and said: Husband, husband, oh... I kissed her affectionately

In the morning, Xiaofen seemed to have become a different person, with a spring breeze on her face, she followed me from time to time, as if she was afraid that I would get lost again

We took Xiaozong for a walk outside. A Xiaofen's neighbor, Lao Obasan, said to Xiaofen: Yes, is this your husband? Xiaofen nodded with a smile.

The neighbor of the man, Old Obasan, said: Haven't you seen it before?

Xiaofen said: He is always in Taipei and rarely comes back

We walked around and returned to her house. Her mother led Xiao Zong and said: Let's go! Let's go find your grandpa.

Xiaofen and I sat in the living room for a while, and she pulled me into the room

We kissed each other and caressed each other for a long time. Xiaofen lay silently beside me and held my hand tightly.

In the afternoon, she took Xiaozong and me to a nearby fruit and vegetable farm for a walk. During dinner in the evening, the father and son planned to use the same trick again. This time, Xiaofen was no longer willing to see me drunk and die of the roadside, so she tried her best to obstruct her.

But the father and son found Xiaofen's uncle tonight and said he wanted him to come to his house to see Mingfen's half?

Although Xiaofen has been helping me with wine, she still can't resist the fierce attacks of the three of them

Tonight, I fell asleep standing beside the old tree in the yard, but I just slept for a while and then walked back to the living room to sit down. After drinking a few drinks with Xiaofen and her uncle, I was completely awake.

When I woke up, it was already past five in the morning

Xiaofen was just wearing underwear and hugging me and fell asleep. I looked at her sleeping face, beautiful and mature womanly charm

I couldn't help but kiss her for a moment, and Xiaofen suddenly opened her eyes and looked at me?

Suddenly blushed

I smiled and said: I'm so old, but I still have to worry?

Xiaofen used her thighs to grind my penis and said: You would be embarrassed to look at others like this!

I touched her breasts and said: Then wouldn’t you feel embarrassed to touch me with your legs?

Xiaofen said: It’s annoying!

We were entangled again, we all automatically removed our underwear, Xiaofen raised her thighs and allowed my penis to easily enter the vagina.

She hooked her calves on my thighs, and I hugged her tightly and slowly fucked her. We both reached orgasm at the same time.

Just hugged it tightly until you woke up

Although Xiaofen and I have already replied to the kind of affection we had back then, we also know very well in our hearts that we can only have each other for a short time

Her mother took Xiao Zong away as long as she had time, so that we could spend more time together

Tonight I thought the father-son party would let me go, but I didn't expect that they had found a few relatives besides Xiaofen and her uncle.

Maybe after being poured for a few days, my resistance has increased a lot.

This time I held on for a while, and Xiaofen kept asking them to show mercy to my men.

Finally I said: Oh, my stomach is so swollen! I'll go out and let out

I walked around outside and bought a large bottle of milk in a grocery store and wanted to say: It might be better if I neutralize it.

Unexpectedly, after I forced myself to drink, I felt dizzy after walking a few steps. I squatted by the ditch and vomited!

After a while, I almost vomited, but my head became more dizzy

I sat by the ditch and leaned against the cement pole and fell asleep weakly

The night is as cool as water, I was awakened by the dew in the middle of the night

I barely stood up, there was no street lights around it.

I staggered towards a place with lights, but saw several flashlights approaching me from afar?

(Because I was facing the light, I couldn't see the other person clearly) But I heard a voice: Hey, it seems he is? Come and take a look!

As soon as they approached, it turned out to be Xiaofen's brother and the relatives who were drinking together at night. When his elder brother saw me, he said: Hey, don't be so scary every time, okay?

I realized that it was already past two in the morning. Her brother said: I thought you were just at the door. After Mingfen went out, he started scolding us!

My mother quickly took Xiao Zong back to her room to sleep, and my dad also said that he was tired and followed my mom in the back.

We were scolded by her so much that we had no choice but to come out to find you

Ah, are you hiding? Why did we walk on this road several times but never see you?

I smiled awkwardly and said: It's a bad situation! When I go back, I will punish you all again.

When she walked to the gate, she saw Xiaofen walking around anxiously. When she saw me, she said: Where have you been going? It makes people worry so much!

I said: I'm sorry! It's okay, you go to bed first! Xiaofen refused, so I had to let her sit next to me with me.

Then I toasted them and apologized. Xiaofen kept holding my hand and asked me not to drink anymore

I said: I always cause trouble for everyone, so I always have to express it?

At this time, her father walked out of the room and said: Yes! Young people must have this courage. Then they sat down and drank until after three o'clock. Then everyone happily went back in the room.

Xiaofen asked me worriedly in the room: Are you okay now?

I smiled and said: Very OK! And I feel...

Xiaofen asked: What do you feel?

I said: I feel an impulse in my heart, wanting to swallow you!

Xiaofen said shyly: I hate it! Who wants to swallow it for you?

But my body took the initiative to lean over. Maybe it was alcohol paralysis. I had been doing it for a long time and had two orgasms, but I didn't feel like ejaculation at all, and my penis was a little swollen and painful.

Xiaofen asked: Why haven’t you...Is it wrong there?

I shook my head and said: No! Maybe I drank too much wine tonight?

Xiaofen looked at my hard penis and said: Then, can you try this?

She turned over and lay on the bed and raised her butt. I put my penis in and started to fuck her hard. She used her butt to meet my penis from time to time.

Later, she lay down so exhausted that I pressed down and continued to penetrate the vagina for a while, and it felt normal.

I turned Xiaofen over and put her penis in her vagina, and then clamped her thighs.

I touched my breasts and kissed her lips with one hand, and my butt began to move. This position didn't require a lot of physical strength but it felt very satisfying. We had an orgasm at the same time and fell asleep tiredly at the same time.

I got up in the morning and walked out of the room. Yes? It's strange! Why didn't I see half a person?

I walked outside the gate but still didn't see anyone?

Suddenly, I felt a little uncomfortable alone, so I decided to go outside again!

But this time I took my motorcycle out of the yard and rode it to go shopping. The countryside places are so different early in the morning. There are no busy crowds and vehicles rushing around.

I slowly walked around and then went to the vegetable market, and I thought to myself: Oh, it turns out that I actually walked here that day, it was not ordinary far away?

I sat down in a restaurant selling soy milk and pancakes next to me, enjoying this leisure while eating soy milk rice balls.

Then my adventure aroused my mind and began to explore the nearby Lianwai Road and related information.

I just stopped until almost noon before returning to Xiaofen's house. But as soon as I stopped the car, Xiaofen's mother rushed out in anger and said to me: Where are you going again? I won't say anything if I want to go out!

I smiled and said: When I got up, there was no one at home, so I went out and walked away

Xiaofen's mother said: You only took a whole morning when you went out? Mingfen also cried for a whole morning!

When I heard this, I thought to myself: It's over! I never thought it was

I quickly asked: Where is Mingfen?

Xiaofen's mother said: In the room

I immediately rushed to the room and saw Xiaofen lying on the bed as if she was asleep. I leaned over and didn't touch her body. Xiaofen suddenly opened her eyes and asked me: Where did you go again in the morning?

I was shocked and said: Didn't go there! Just walk around the neighborhood

Xiaofen said: Nearby? The range of covers you covered should be very large, right? You even rode out! You didn't even say anything, and people thought you were leaving?

I said: I'm sorry! I'm just... Ah, OK! I won't say it anymore. I kissed Xiaofen and said: Get up! It's almost time to have lunch.

Xiaofen said: I am in a bad mood and can’t eat it!

I kissed her again and touched her breasts and said: Let's go! I'm accompanying you in the afternoon

Xiaofen stood up reluctantly and said: It’s so scary every time!

I said: OK! I have apologized to you!

In the afternoon, we took a nap in the room and asked me: Didn’t you say you would be a good conscience to me?

I nodded, then pulled her hand and held my penis and said: It depends on how you communicate!

Xiaofen said: I hate it! I will only take advantage of others. I also touched her vagina, and we started having sex again.

Xiaofen was lying horizontally, I went in from behind, rubbed her breasts with one hand, and kept inserting her vagina underneath.

When I was about to ejaculate, I moved my hand below and used my fingers to stimulate her clitoris. In this way, we reached orgasm at the same time.

At night, the father and son stopped drinking. Maybe they were afraid that I would always have problems

I only drank three bottles of beer. After dinner, Xiaofen took me out for a walk outside.

We walked and chatted

I don’t know when Xiaofen suddenly asked me: KO, do you really love me?

I said: There are many kinds of love, and I love you with my mood! I know that even if I love you so hard that I can't disobey the destiny of fate.

I will go back in a few days, and I may not meet you again in the future! If you want to meet me, I will definitely rush over immediately but I will not come here again on my own initiative.

I think since we are destined to live such a life, I should give you a space that belongs entirely to you and the small sect. I have a fate with the small sect, so I can see it too!

Xiaofen looked at me with red eyes and said: Why is my body so unsatisfied?

I said: Don’t say that! A short-term reunion does not necessarily mean that happiness will be the same in all days in the future. If you can imprint me forever in your heart, I will be satisfied that our hearts can be closely connected and will not waste the time we have been together in the past.

Xiaofen hugged me and started crying on the side of the road

At this time, an Obasan walked over and saw and said: Young man! How can a girl cry?

I smiled at her awkwardly, thinking to myself: Death old woman! Do your bird's business? Get out of here quickly!

Xiaofen cried for a while and looked up at me and said: Don’t you regret it?

I said: Your decision is correct! I thought about this question for a long time, and finally I figured out that I couldn't even run away. What's the point of force that doesn't belong to me? Of course I will have a little regret! But when I think about your situation, I can see it.

Xiaofen said: You will always be my husband!

I said: You will always be my wife! Even if I get married in the future, there will still be half of your figure in my heart.

Xiaofen looked at me quietly, and we walked back silently

When Xiaofen was about to arrive at her house, she suddenly said: You have me in your heart, and I have you in my heart, even if you can't be together, if you can remember her, it will be the best and most beautiful ending.

I nodded and said: If you can understand it thoroughly, my regret will not be so severe.

In the next two days, we only looked at each other with our eyes and communicated with each other with our bodies. At this moment, we have completely accepted and recognized this cruel reality. We no longer need words, and our hearts have been completely calm.

Early morning!

After we had sex silently, I said: I came gently, just like I walked gently! I walked gently, without taking away any clouds of you! Let you and I have it tightly in the deepest part of our hearts

Before dawn, I passed by Xiaofen's acquiescence and set out on the way home alone without looking back

Nothing left behind at Xiaofen's house, only a few family photos I took when I was forced to take by her father the day before.

On the way, my eyes couldn't help but shed tears, and I returned home with red eyes

At around 2:00 p.m., my mother saw me and asked: Ah, what's wrong with your eyes? Do you want to see a doctor? I shook my head and went back to the room alone.

After a week of getting better, I started working again!

This is a small Sichuan restaurant behind Xingtian Palace. The owner is a chef who also makes Sichuan cuisine and is also my old friend.

The days passed very dull. During this period, my mother also asked me to go on a blind date several times, but I had no idea of ​​getting married at all. Moreover, Xiaofen's affairs also made me close my heart for love again. Although I had dated a blind date several times, I was always out of here under my intent and perfunctory attitude.