Chapter 94

Song Yunpeng's efficiency is really not a big deal. In just half a day, he not only wanted to come to Chen Xinyue's current address, but also learned that she is currently working as a training teacher in an English training institution.

I drove the car into their community with a nervous mood. This was an old community built in the 1990s. I parked the car in a parking space set up from the original flower bed at any time. I found the door number according to the address sent by Song Yunpeng. Finally, I found the target in a slightly messy license plate, but I stopped the moment I pressed the doorbell with my finger. I only had this chance. If I couldn't open the door today, would I force her to move again?

I don't want to scare her, I just want to have a good talk with her, but she was obviously scared by the methods behind the scenes. She was like that before at the door of the Public Security Bureau, so I was going to use some tricks.

I wandered around the door for ten minutes, and when I saw a courier guy, I had a plan.

Hey brother, what floor of express delivery to send? I asked with a smile

The guy didn't know if I was a resident of this building, so he honestly replied: Oh, it's 504. He was going to ring the doorbell as he said

Can you wait and do me a favor?

Hum? What to help?

I took out a hundred yuan and stuffed it into his hand. My girlfriend lives in 302. We quarreled and she ignored me now. You just say she has her express delivery and just call me to open the door.

This... The courier's face was puzzled, but he silently took the money in his hand.

Don't worry, I'm not a bad person. Besides, I dare to rob the house in broad daylight? I said and stuffed another one.

Then...well, you are definitely not doing bad things?

After getting my affirmative answer, the courier entered 302 on the iron gate call panel. My heartbeat was a little fast, after all, this will be our first meeting in several months

Hello? Although it is transmitted through the microphone, it is still a familiar sound

Ah, Hello, courier. The courier's psychological quality is really not very good, and his voice is trembling.

Express? The voice is a little hesitant

My heart skipped a beat. It's over. She hasn't bought anything recently? Are you suspicious?

Oh, come up

A stone in my heart fell to the ground, looked at the courier, opened the iron door and went upstairs

I...what do I say that I will go upstairs later? The guy asked me

You don't have to say anything, I just need to see her open the door

I walked behind him a few steps and walked to the corner of the stairs on the second and third floors, the guy shouted, Hello, 302

I heard the sound of opening the door

Yes, it's her lazy voice

I rushed up in two steps at once. Xinyue and the young man were both startled by me. After a brief shock, Xinyue was ready to close the door with a look of horror. I quickly grabbed the door frame with my eyes and hands.

You, you...what are you doing? Didn't you say you won't do bad things? I, I...I want to call the police! The guy said incoherently

Don't call the police! Xinyue and I actually said in unison

It's okay, it's okay, we really know each other. I grabbed the door hard and said to the guy with a smile.

The courier took out the 200 yuan I gave him and sent it back to me. While running upstairs, he said: I won’t make this money anymore!

After a while, the movement alarmed the neighbors on both sides. Someone had already opened the door to see what happened, his eyes were full of vigilance.

Sorry, my friend, was having fun. Xinyue took the initiative to say to the neighbor, and then pulled me into the door.

I looked at Xinyue's residence, a simple two-bedroom apartment. It is more than enough to live alone. The decorations in the house are relatively simple and all kinds of daily neatly arranged. This reminds me of the well-organized home we once were taken care of. When I think of this, I feel sad.

How did you find me here? My heart is full of suspicion

I just looked at her quietly, and after watching for a long time, your short hair is actually very good.

Xinyue sucked her nose, turned her head to the side, and went to the room to sit

She used the slightly larger one among the two rooms as a bedroom. In addition to one bed, there is a double sofa and a dressing table. An LCD TV was hung on the wall opposite the bed. A wall was an IKEA-style wardrobe and a small desk next to it.

I sat down on the sofa with a familiarity, and patted half of the next to me like a master, signaling her to sit beside me. She hesitated for a moment and sat on the edge of the bed.

You haven't told me how to find this place yet. I haven't given anyone my address, and my parents don't know it.

Do you still remember Officer Song?

Xinyue thought for a moment and nodded, OK

I asked him to check it for me, but the price was to let him be my brother-in-law

Xinyue was stunned, Ah? He liked Yalei? Then he smiled bitterly, that's it, it seems that I can't escape your eyes wherever I move in the future

Are you... doing well? I have a lot to say, but I've put this sentence

Xinyue lowered her head and said after a long time: What is good and what is bad? You also know that I used to live like a sexual slave. When he asked me to lie down, I had to take off all my clothes and lay down. When he asked me to open my mouth, I had to accept anything that came into my mouth. When he asked me to fuck other men in front of him, I couldn't care whether the other party was old or ugly.

I couldn't bear to listen any more, so I could only interrupt her. Xinyue, isn't this kind of life over long ago?

It's over? She looked up at me and smiled at me, but she smiled a little bitterly.This is God's punishment for me. My purpose is not to hurt you and my parents, but the method I used hurts you even deeper. I feel so painful. I hate myself. During the time I was with Lu Dagang, I felt that I was punishing myself. I obeyed him. Every time my body felt the pleasure, it brought endless pain in my heart. But it was strange that after each pain, there would be a short relief. That feeling was good, so I made it again and again.I was even more painful. After Lu Dagang died, I fell into confusion. I didn't know where to go, so I forced myself to fall and become a woman who could do the best. The pleasure of my body will make me temporarily forget my confusion about the future. The pain after the pleasure will free me again. It will continue over and over again. I feel that I have fallen into a vicious cycle that I can never get out of. I once thought that my lifetime would be spent like this until I grow old and no man would like to touch me anymore.

I listened to her narrative and felt extremely distressed. I got up and sat next to her and gently hugged her into my arms. This feeling was so good. But in just a few seconds, she realized that she broke free from my arms and walked to the desk. I watched her in surprise as she picked up a box of cigarettes, pulled out one from it and held it in her mouth. This might be her subconscious action when she was nervous. When she realized that I was looking at her, she took the cigarette down awkwardly again.

Sorry, I... I just sucked when I was under great pressure

I got up and walked to her side. I didn't hug her abruptly anymore, but just smiled at her softly. It's okay, your choice is always reasonable.

She was a little moved, rubbed her eyes with her back to me, and then threw the cigarette box back on the table. Do you have something to drink?

Just give me some of what you have here, you know my taste.

Xinyue smiled at me, my heart was about to melt. This was the sweetest time she smiled at me since we had a divorce.

She really understands my taste. She hardly drinks coffee, but she has a capsule coffee machine at home. According to her, she wants to learn from me to taste the bitter taste.

Through the conversation, she learned that I had learned about her recent updates through Lou Jing, and she also knew that I was with Meng Yun. Of course, she didn't tell me that it was Zuo Han who told her, and I was so happy to pretend to be stupid.

Then how are your current living conditions? I asked

I want to say goodbye to the past and start a new life. I have now found an English training job, but I just don’t want to leave myself idle and my income is okay. And after the divorce, the mysterious man gave me a lot of money. At least for a long time, I have no worries about food and clothing. So I don’t have to worry about my life anymore. I once deceived myself and thought that I could at least enjoy carefree sex without being controlled by Lu Dagang and you. But I found that the so-called freedom was not what I wanted at all, and I was afraid that one day I would be even more sad when I let you know. I just want to punish myself, not want to punish you.

I nodded. I was really happy that you could think of this. I was... At that time... I was a little hesitant when I said that, I didn't know if I should tell her something I saw, but after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to say it out.

I saw you and a few men in the club...I... Although I knew that was the life you chose, I still felt very uncomfortable

Club? What club? Xinyue looked a little confused

Dionysian Club, I just chatted casually, I didn't mean to blame you, I quickly explained

Xinyue shook her head, I'm going to say that Lu Dagang took me to play with many people once, that was at his house, and Brother Luo also took me to play with him once, and I haven't been to any club Ah

I was stunned for a moment. She was so honest that she had played group p twice, so there was no reason to hide it once. My brows frowned, and the mess in my mind gradually moved, and some of the threads seemed to have a clear connection.