From my ex-husband's house, I moved out a lot of my things. I didn't expect that I had so many items, and Huolala was full of all the car.
I temporarily found a daily rental house that I used to date Xiaoxiao. Nothing else, because I am familiar with the boss, I can get discounts and don’t need to register...
After all this, I really feel that I am really going to start my life again
I sold all the items online, and it took about half a month during this period. Those things were sold at a low price, so soon many people bought them in seconds and sold all my clothes, pants, and original flavors.
There are also some cosmetics, books, etc. sold, and then I plan to live in a new city and escape from this sad place. I know that this may also be a kind of mentality of escaping from reality, but there is no way, I have to face my own real situation.
In the past half month, I thought a lot and finally figured out that if I want to completely get rid of this pain, I can only start a life that I yearn for. Before that, I need to make a real break from the past in some way.
After careful consideration, I chose to indulge this method!
To be precise, it is a complete indulgence within a period of time. Everything will turn out to be extreme. I believe that after the indulgence period, I should be able to start both physically and mentally again.
I set this indulgence period for one year. During this period, I will try things that can only be watched in novels and movies because of the constraints of real life. I will no longer serve men, but enjoy men's service!
Without any hesitation, I chose to spend this indulgent year in the city where I went to college. That city is a big city, and the people's thoughts are free and open, and it is also the place where I once lived in school. I am more familiar with the general environment.
I planned my savings and took out 100,000 yuan to rent a house. There is definitely no problem with the remaining money to deal with the higher quality of food, clothing, housing and transportation this year.
A few days before departure, I chose a house to rent online in advance. At the beginning, I had a long time in the three choices. One was that kind of hotel-style apartment, the other was the old and dilapidated community that was a little old, and the other was the mid-to-high-end community. After hesitating, I still focused my search on the properties in the old and dilapidated community.
Because since you have to indulge yourself, seduction and exposure are inevitable. The probability of hotel-style apartments being inspected is higher. I have to be careful if I already have a criminal record. In the mid-to-high-end communities, the access control is generally stricter, and the security guards are also more responsible. If you expose or seduce men to the door, there will be more restrictions. Therefore, the property in the old and dilapidated communities basically does not exist, there is no access control at the entrance of the building, and the lighting inside and outside the community is dim because of the old and dilapidated facilities, which is suitable for your indulgence life
As for the specific location of the community where you are planning to rent a house, according to my previous understanding of that city, I chose a relatively backward area in the city. There are many labor markets around it, which can be said to be cheap red light areas, and there are also places where migrant workers gather.
After choosing the community, I am communicating with the agency online now, and I need the kind of housing that can be moved in immediately with my bag. The agency is also very powerful. Not long after, I found two housing sources that I could sign immediately in the community I selected for my choice.
I was also very happy. The next day I turned down the daily rented house I rented for the past half month. I took the luggage of my only two suitcases and took the high-speed train to the city when I was in college.
Then I'd better choose this set. The apartment is square and the lighting is pretty good. I looked at the room. The agent was a man wearing a suit and holding a PAD in his hand. He was very enthusiastic about introducing the situation here to me.
Then, that's fine, very good, if there is no problem, I'll tell the landlord and we can sign the contract. The agent was talking while looking at his cell phone to make a call
OK, let's just go here. I think the furniture and appliances are quite new, so I can't buy them myself. I agreed immediately. What he didn't know was that the reason I chose this room was because his bedroom was facing the street, and across the street, according to my place, there was a row of cheap red lights at night...
That afternoon, I signed a contract with the landlord in the agency's store. The landlord was a college student and the rented house was left by his grandmother. He didn't seem to be short of money and didn't care much about the price. He hurriedly signed the contract, left me a rent-collecting account and left.
There was still some time in the afternoon, so I invited two hourly workers to clean up the house. During this period, I went to the mobile business hall at the door and prepared to apply for a phone card. This is the most basic pass for me to live in this city easily.
Hello, give me your ID card. The customer service in the mobile business hall sat opposite me and said to me to the computer screen. I don’t know why, when I came here, my heart was beating very hard. Maybe I also knew that I had left a record of the case. After all, the previous incident involved mobile phones and so on. I was afraid that I would be listed in the ranks of fraud.
I tried to smile and handed my ID card to the salesperson. She was typing on the keyboard very quickly. She looked at the screen and I looked at her. I was afraid of encountering some red lights. For example, my ID card was disabled for opening mobile communications. Fortunately, it was just my fantasy. In a short while, she successfully applied for the new phone number.
Hello, I just recharged 200 yuan, and there was a balance of 200 yuan. As I said that, I handed me the phone card and handed it to me along with my ID card.
Thank you. I breathed a sigh of relief and took the phone card. In fact, I was already so scared that I was thrusting around.
I returned to the house with the newly-appointed number. The hourly worker has finished cleaning. I registered a new WeChat, QQ, adult forum account, Twitter account, etc. with the new number. These are not only tools for my enjoyment, but also an important medium for me to indulge in. I must cherish it carefully. I specially changed all the usernames on the takeaway software to Ms. Zhao Yuanyuan
I looked at my own interface that was all new, with no one inside, and I didn’t have a friend. I felt like I was a person who came back to this world. Perhaps it was also a self-deception idea. After all, I have lived for so many years, but I just didn’t live successfully enough. I just wanted to change my lifestyle, right?
There is no way to change my ID card except for my ID card, otherwise I would change my ID card together, which would at least completely evaporate myself in the nominal world. In the days that followed, I would live a new life in the name of Ms. Zhao Yuanyuan.
At night, I lay in bed thinking about some of my previous sex experiences. Ordinary one-on-one part-time sex sex cannot satisfy my psychological curiosity needs. I really want to try the heavy taste tasks of many people, but I dare not. I am very confused. I am also afraid of pain, afraid of not being able to stop the car, and afraid that I can't bear it. At the same time, I also hope that I will no longer use poison dragon oral sex and other skills to please men like in the past. Instead, I want to lie there passively, let men serve themselves, and also enjoy the deliciousness of the world.
Thinking of this, I got up and sat in front of the computer, and began to list my indulgent plan.
I first set an ultimate goal for myself, that is, within this year, I will find more than 30 healthy men who are willing to accept group sex. Before the indulgence period ends, I will experience the thing I have been particularly eager to experience since high school, which is the feeling of taking a semen bath when I was ejaculated by a bunch of men’s colleagues!
But I know that it takes some time, energy, and maybe even a little money. After all, so many men need to make an appointment with the same place at the same time to play this kind of sex game with them. The key is to screen whether these men are healthy, understand them, and slowly adjust the way to keep the phone to slowly adjust whether it is appropriate between themselves and him.
Under the framework of this ultimate goal, I set a principle, that is, no matter what kind of man I have sex with, if the other party does not wear a condom, I must know in advance whether the man's body has diseases and infectious diseases. Without these prerequisites to protect me, I will definitely be unsafe. This is a rule, a rule that cannot be changed.
Before confirming that the other person is healthy, you have to wear condoms no matter how you have sex!
Since the rules have been set, it is a matter of implementation. Otherwise, setting rules does not mean decoration?
As for the implementation of the specific plan, I plan to use the method of opening a blind box.
Specifically, before going to bed every day, I have to throw coins to decide what indulgent things I want to do today. If the coins are positive, I will log in to the forum or Twitter, and randomly close my eyes and electric shock training tasks or other people's pornography experiences. After choosing, it cannot be changed. The next day, I will start trying this task.
If it is on the back, you can randomly use WeChat, QQ to shake, nearby people or drift bottles and other functions to get off. In principle, the other party cannot refuse whatever they want to play. Of course, if you don’t make a successful appointment in five consecutive days, then take a day off. If you have a period of menstruation, you should also throw a coin first, rest on the front, and continue to open a blind box task if you have the opposite.
After all the plans were outlined, I returned to bed and looked forward to the next year...
I temporarily found a daily rental house that I used to date Xiaoxiao. Nothing else, because I am familiar with the boss, I can get discounts and don’t need to register...
After all this, I really feel that I am really going to start my life again
I sold all the items online, and it took about half a month during this period. Those things were sold at a low price, so soon many people bought them in seconds and sold all my clothes, pants, and original flavors.
There are also some cosmetics, books, etc. sold, and then I plan to live in a new city and escape from this sad place. I know that this may also be a kind of mentality of escaping from reality, but there is no way, I have to face my own real situation.
In the past half month, I thought a lot and finally figured out that if I want to completely get rid of this pain, I can only start a life that I yearn for. Before that, I need to make a real break from the past in some way.
After careful consideration, I chose to indulge this method!
To be precise, it is a complete indulgence within a period of time. Everything will turn out to be extreme. I believe that after the indulgence period, I should be able to start both physically and mentally again.
I set this indulgence period for one year. During this period, I will try things that can only be watched in novels and movies because of the constraints of real life. I will no longer serve men, but enjoy men's service!
Without any hesitation, I chose to spend this indulgent year in the city where I went to college. That city is a big city, and the people's thoughts are free and open, and it is also the place where I once lived in school. I am more familiar with the general environment.
I planned my savings and took out 100,000 yuan to rent a house. There is definitely no problem with the remaining money to deal with the higher quality of food, clothing, housing and transportation this year.
A few days before departure, I chose a house to rent online in advance. At the beginning, I had a long time in the three choices. One was that kind of hotel-style apartment, the other was the old and dilapidated community that was a little old, and the other was the mid-to-high-end community. After hesitating, I still focused my search on the properties in the old and dilapidated community.
Because since you have to indulge yourself, seduction and exposure are inevitable. The probability of hotel-style apartments being inspected is higher. I have to be careful if I already have a criminal record. In the mid-to-high-end communities, the access control is generally stricter, and the security guards are also more responsible. If you expose or seduce men to the door, there will be more restrictions. Therefore, the property in the old and dilapidated communities basically does not exist, there is no access control at the entrance of the building, and the lighting inside and outside the community is dim because of the old and dilapidated facilities, which is suitable for your indulgence life
As for the specific location of the community where you are planning to rent a house, according to my previous understanding of that city, I chose a relatively backward area in the city. There are many labor markets around it, which can be said to be cheap red light areas, and there are also places where migrant workers gather.
After choosing the community, I am communicating with the agency online now, and I need the kind of housing that can be moved in immediately with my bag. The agency is also very powerful. Not long after, I found two housing sources that I could sign immediately in the community I selected for my choice.
I was also very happy. The next day I turned down the daily rented house I rented for the past half month. I took the luggage of my only two suitcases and took the high-speed train to the city when I was in college.
Then I'd better choose this set. The apartment is square and the lighting is pretty good. I looked at the room. The agent was a man wearing a suit and holding a PAD in his hand. He was very enthusiastic about introducing the situation here to me.
Then, that's fine, very good, if there is no problem, I'll tell the landlord and we can sign the contract. The agent was talking while looking at his cell phone to make a call
OK, let's just go here. I think the furniture and appliances are quite new, so I can't buy them myself. I agreed immediately. What he didn't know was that the reason I chose this room was because his bedroom was facing the street, and across the street, according to my place, there was a row of cheap red lights at night...
That afternoon, I signed a contract with the landlord in the agency's store. The landlord was a college student and the rented house was left by his grandmother. He didn't seem to be short of money and didn't care much about the price. He hurriedly signed the contract, left me a rent-collecting account and left.
There was still some time in the afternoon, so I invited two hourly workers to clean up the house. During this period, I went to the mobile business hall at the door and prepared to apply for a phone card. This is the most basic pass for me to live in this city easily.
Hello, give me your ID card. The customer service in the mobile business hall sat opposite me and said to me to the computer screen. I don’t know why, when I came here, my heart was beating very hard. Maybe I also knew that I had left a record of the case. After all, the previous incident involved mobile phones and so on. I was afraid that I would be listed in the ranks of fraud.
I tried to smile and handed my ID card to the salesperson. She was typing on the keyboard very quickly. She looked at the screen and I looked at her. I was afraid of encountering some red lights. For example, my ID card was disabled for opening mobile communications. Fortunately, it was just my fantasy. In a short while, she successfully applied for the new phone number.
Hello, I just recharged 200 yuan, and there was a balance of 200 yuan. As I said that, I handed me the phone card and handed it to me along with my ID card.
Thank you. I breathed a sigh of relief and took the phone card. In fact, I was already so scared that I was thrusting around.
I returned to the house with the newly-appointed number. The hourly worker has finished cleaning. I registered a new WeChat, QQ, adult forum account, Twitter account, etc. with the new number. These are not only tools for my enjoyment, but also an important medium for me to indulge in. I must cherish it carefully. I specially changed all the usernames on the takeaway software to Ms. Zhao Yuanyuan
I looked at my own interface that was all new, with no one inside, and I didn’t have a friend. I felt like I was a person who came back to this world. Perhaps it was also a self-deception idea. After all, I have lived for so many years, but I just didn’t live successfully enough. I just wanted to change my lifestyle, right?
There is no way to change my ID card except for my ID card, otherwise I would change my ID card together, which would at least completely evaporate myself in the nominal world. In the days that followed, I would live a new life in the name of Ms. Zhao Yuanyuan.
At night, I lay in bed thinking about some of my previous sex experiences. Ordinary one-on-one part-time sex sex cannot satisfy my psychological curiosity needs. I really want to try the heavy taste tasks of many people, but I dare not. I am very confused. I am also afraid of pain, afraid of not being able to stop the car, and afraid that I can't bear it. At the same time, I also hope that I will no longer use poison dragon oral sex and other skills to please men like in the past. Instead, I want to lie there passively, let men serve themselves, and also enjoy the deliciousness of the world.
Thinking of this, I got up and sat in front of the computer, and began to list my indulgent plan.
I first set an ultimate goal for myself, that is, within this year, I will find more than 30 healthy men who are willing to accept group sex. Before the indulgence period ends, I will experience the thing I have been particularly eager to experience since high school, which is the feeling of taking a semen bath when I was ejaculated by a bunch of men’s colleagues!
But I know that it takes some time, energy, and maybe even a little money. After all, so many men need to make an appointment with the same place at the same time to play this kind of sex game with them. The key is to screen whether these men are healthy, understand them, and slowly adjust the way to keep the phone to slowly adjust whether it is appropriate between themselves and him.
Under the framework of this ultimate goal, I set a principle, that is, no matter what kind of man I have sex with, if the other party does not wear a condom, I must know in advance whether the man's body has diseases and infectious diseases. Without these prerequisites to protect me, I will definitely be unsafe. This is a rule, a rule that cannot be changed.
Before confirming that the other person is healthy, you have to wear condoms no matter how you have sex!
Since the rules have been set, it is a matter of implementation. Otherwise, setting rules does not mean decoration?
As for the implementation of the specific plan, I plan to use the method of opening a blind box.
Specifically, before going to bed every day, I have to throw coins to decide what indulgent things I want to do today. If the coins are positive, I will log in to the forum or Twitter, and randomly close my eyes and electric shock training tasks or other people's pornography experiences. After choosing, it cannot be changed. The next day, I will start trying this task.
If it is on the back, you can randomly use WeChat, QQ to shake, nearby people or drift bottles and other functions to get off. In principle, the other party cannot refuse whatever they want to play. Of course, if you don’t make a successful appointment in five consecutive days, then take a day off. If you have a period of menstruation, you should also throw a coin first, rest on the front, and continue to open a blind box task if you have the opposite.
After all the plans were outlined, I returned to bed and looked forward to the next year...
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