Chapter 42

I looked up at the clock at the bedside. It was already past six o'clock. Lao Xu and I arrived home. It took more than an hour to have sex. I looked at the terrifying time.

I wonder why my son didn't call me back, so he pulled Xia Liang and was wrapped in himself. He ran to the living room and saw a bouquet of flowers on the coffee table. I realized it was not good. There was nothing there when I came back just now.

I didn't care about the clothes that fell all the way, I immediately went to my bag and took out my phone. I saw a text message 37 minutes ago. When I saw the content, my body was cold and my world collapsed. I tasted the bitterest bitter fruit. Every time I read a word, it was like someone stabbing my chest with a knife, and tears flowed out.

Mom, I'm leaving, I'm leaving you, you don't need to find me, I don't know where to go now, and there seems to be no place to go, because I don't want to go to my classmates, I'm afraid they will ask, I want you to be beautiful like a flower in the days without my company

I don't know why you did that, and I don't want to think about it. Every time I recall, my heart seems to be dead. Don't come to me, I can't face you as if you can't face me

I love you so much, mom, if my love for you can be calculated by word count, it should be infinite. I always thought that you love me as much as I love you

I don't blame you. I know I can't be so selfish. I can't selfishly deprive you of your right to pursue happiness. But my heart hurts so much. I can't selfishly ask you to give me all the love, but as the son who loves you, I want to get all your love.

I should thank Uncle Xu. When I was injured, he took good care of him, which was more care than my father gave me. I also wanted to wait for my father to come back and we would treat him to dinner together to thank him.

But now I hate him so much. Why did he take away my beloved mother? I take away my most cherished mother? If time can go back, I am willing to pay the price and return everything to him.

He seems to have a good relationship with his father, so why should he grab a good friend's wife? His wife is Aunt Du, so how can he give you extra happiness? So why do you love him like this person? If it were me, I wouldn't, just like Xiaohui's girlfriend, I wouldn't say anything more to her.

Even if you really love each other, I can sacrifice my feelings and bless you, because you are my favorite mother, but why do you have to be at home and why do you have to let me see it on purpose

When you entered the community, some people would see it. I can't let them notice me and think of any guesses. You said you will grow up after going through hardships, so now I should be an adult.

When I left home, I held back and didn't cry. It seemed as if I left as usual, but I couldn't laugh. Although my heart was cramped, I pretended to be calm.

I really want to have a dormant cat now, let him take out a machine from his pocket that can delete memories and wipe what I saw today, so that I can happily return to my mother, but now I can't go back, I can't go back

I won't tell my dad, no one will know, because I love my mom so much, I hope Uncle Xu can be kind to you, but I'm so afraid that he will let you down

I'm leaving, I'm going to go to Tianya, although I don't know where it is, Shenzhen is by the sea, which should be considered a lie. Others say that the farthest distance is Tianya and Haijiao, and I'm going to go to Tianya where I'm going.

I am so reluctant to leave your mother. Even if I went to school separately with you before, I would start to miss you immediately. Besides, if I leave like this, I will miss you very much, I will miss you very much, I will miss you for a long time, long time

I grabbed the last glimmer of hope and hoped that my son would answer my phone and listen to my explanation. I trembled and called my son's number, but what I responded to was the sweet voice of the system. The other party had turned off and threw me into the bottomless abyss. I sent a message in the parent group of my son's class, saying that my son has not returned home yet. Who is with him? The messages I replied one after another made me desperate. Some parents replied directly without it, some were asking my daughter or son whether he had no, and the parents of the classmates who had a good time with my son said they had called, turned off, and asked me what happened. How much I hope someone would tell me that my son was at their home now.

Xu Guohong had a rest from the big bed in the room and walked out naked in big shorts. Seeing my face turned blue and my body trembling violently, I realized what was going on, walked over quickly, looked at me staring at my phone tightly, snatched my phone and started to look, and I lost all my strength, collapsed to the ground and cried desperately, tearing my hair vigorously, but I didn't dare to make a sound.

After reading the text message, Xu Guohong watched me destroy myself like this, squatted down and held my shoulder to comfort me.

The child is angry and will come back later. He doesn't have an ID card and has no money on him. How far can he go? Besides, he knows it. Ah, we don't have to avoid him when we are together in the future. How can he know his son's stubbornness? It's a shin, and he believes in his own way. He wanted to experience the pleasure for the last time and break it with him.

I said no, no, I don’t want it, why do you have to do this? You want it, I can take the time to check in with you in a hotel, why do you have to come to my house? You say you love me, why do you force me every time, in the Hong Kong Park, here, this is what you say you love me?

You are so charming, and few men can resist Ah I ignored Xu Guohong's careless comfort. This hypocritical and selfish man is the most poisonous snake. Why do I only see him saying that promise me the ethereal good? Why have I never heard his care for his son in half a word, only that unattainable jealousy

Thinking of this, I regretted slapping myself in the face, and Xu Guohong immediately stopped

Don't scare yourself anymore. He might just be sad now and went to his classmate's house. He didn't know that I've asked all of them.

I deserve to die, why am I so despicable, why don't I refuse forcefully, I deserve to die

Jingjing, don't do this. When this matter is over, we will go to Hong Kong in the future and have a bright future. Don't torture yourself like this. Things are not as serious as you think. Xu Guohong said anxiously

This is what you want, right? I said that Lele will come back. You just want him to see, right? Did you do it on purpose?

Yes, it's me wrong. I just want to have you. I didn't expect Lele to look so well-behaved this time. This time, I thought he would be angry at the worst. In the future, we will go to Hong Kong. According to Chinese law, with Gao Jun's economic level, Lele will also be awarded to Gao Jun. He will not be with you. Xu Guohong admitted that, as his son said, he deliberately saw it for him.

He wanted his son to see it, let his son leave me sadly, and pressed him step by step to achieve the result he wanted

This is what you want, that is my son, he is very proud. He will want to die in this blow. You go, I will face my son by myself, I will not leave him

Jingjing, you have to be rational. Xu Guohong is a little annoyed. He should think that his son is not as important as his love to me. He thinks I am rude. I am now starting to sympathize with Du Li.

I don't care about going to Hong Kong as you said. I live a good life now. I don't think that living in Hong Kong is paradise. My voice is getting excited. Your master called me and you kept saying you love me, but why did you give my number to your master? Don't you know what he thinks about me? In the end, you left like Du Li?

Jingjing, I really love you, you are different from Du Li, Xu Guohong was very angry

It's different. I always know that I am more beautiful, more attractive, and more attractive. What kind of people do your master know on the phone? What kind of people do you know? How many good resources do you have with him? Do you think I'm stupid?

I didn't say anything in front of him

But you gave him my number and he asked me to go to Hong Kong alone. You know what that means, you acquiesced. Looking at Xu Guohong's dodging eyes, I realized the pain of Du Li mentioned by Xu Jiahao.

I got up, rushed into the kitchen, picked up the kitchen knife and ran to the living room. Xu Guohong saw the knife in my hand and subconsciously took two steps back.

You want to ruin me, don't you want me to die, come Ah, come Ah, you kill me now, kill me, let me get rid of your entanglement

I really love you, how could I ruin you? I want you to die, are you crazy? I just didn't expect Lele to be so important to you. Xu Guohong looked at the knife in my hand, dared not approach or go far.

You are self-righteous in everything. You made my relationship with my son so bad now. I will kill me. If you don’t kill me today, if I don’t find my son, I will die. Give me a pleasure, let me not be so painful. I will cry and yell

You are so crazy, you have lost your mind, it's really unreasonable

What you said is to live according to your requirements? Yes, I am unreasonable. Why did I promise you to have sex with you? I am so crazy

It doesn't matter now. My well-behaved son is gone, and the meaning of my life is gone. If you want to tell me and Lele's secret, just go and talk. The whole world knows that I don't matter. Then someone will pay attention to my son and he will be taken home. You go and say Ah, please, go and say Ah quickly.

Jingjing, calm down. No matter whether you accepted me or not, I wouldn't say it. It was just to get your means. If you were not as scared as you are now, you wouldn't be like me. Now there are a lot of things like this on the Internet, no one pays attention to it. If you live in another place, there is nothing wrong with you. Xu Guohong took it for granted.

You go, you go, I don't want to see you again in the future. Don't show you within 100 meters. If you don't go, I'll show you now. I put the knife on my neck. The sharp knife edge was cut out because I was too fierce. Blood flowed out. Xu Guohong was also scared by me.

OK, I'll leave. Whether you believe it or not, I won't tell anyone about you and Lele. Xu Guohong returned to the room and dressed up. After coming out, he stood at the door and looked at me without looking back.

I didn't expect Lele to care so much about you. Don't do stupid things, then I will suffer for the rest of my life. I won't say anything. I will immediately change jobs and be transferred to another city. After saying that, I opened the door and walked out.

After Xu Guohong left, a quiet and depressing breath came to my face. I was so oppressed that I was about to suffocate and collapsed on the ground. Thinking of the dark days of losing my son in the future, I felt extremely scary. Without my son, the family would be gone.

I must find my son back. When I think about finding my son, I am full of infinite power. I rushed into the room and put on my clothes quickly. I don’t care about the equipment or the combination, and I picked up my phone and car keys to rush out of the door.

Entering the car, I first called the police. The police said that I could not register without 24 hours a day and could not provide help. But when I gave suggestions, I could check the surveillance along the road. The police reminded me to have great hope. I often have the problem of crossing the line in the car. My father-in-law contacted my old comrade-in-arms who was the deputy director of the Transportation Department. As long as I don’t run red lights often, I will not be deducted points. He has also seen Lele every year, and we go to pay New Year's greetings every year.

I called the phone, and I waited for a while before I got connected

Hello, Uncle Wang, can you please check where Lele is on the surveillance?

It's nothing. He didn't attend the graduation ceremony well at school. I said a few words, and it was a bit serious. He ran away from home and has not come back yet. At first I thought he was just going out for a walk.

Ah, Yes... Yes... I will pay attention to it in the future... Yes... Please trouble you

At the entrance of my community, the time is between 5:20 and 37:00. OK, I'll wait for you to call back. OK, thank you Ah

After making the phone call, it seemed like a long wait for centuries. Only when my son said he was leaving me did I realize how scared I was. I was used to the days of having my son with me. I was used to his laughter, his crying, his coquettishness, his badness

This kind of departure is not about studying in a distance, but about completely cutting off contact with me

After waiting in the car for 17 minutes, a phone call finally came in. Uncle Wang specially arranged for me to find Lele. When I heard the woman say that her son was sitting foolishly on the stool at the bus stop of Longhua Long-distance Bus Station, I felt that the sound at this moment was the most beautiful sound I have heard in my life. Someone was already watching Lele over there.

Tell me to drive slowly, don't worry, get back to the other side, and after hanging up the phone, start the car and rush over there. In the car, I kept thinking about how to explain to my son. I told him all, I was afraid that my son would be even more sad, and my son would definitely not believe it when he lies. In addition, it happened that the evening rush hour began, which made me even more restless. I arrived at 9:20 pm and saw two traffic police thanking each one for a thousand dollars. They refused to accept it.

They are all their own family. Why are my sister-in-law doing so polite? If it is done well, I will mention us when I was having dinner with Director Wang. If you don’t do it well, just criticize me.

After almost half an hour of politeness, I pushed my son into the car. Looking at my son's stern face and unlucky eyes, I felt very painful inside. My son's eyes were so bright before, but now it seems that the darkness of losing his soul is gone. When I get in the car, my son speaks.

Send me to Shenzhen East Station, thank you. My son stared at the front with a dull look, and said to me calmly, as calm as if he was a stranger

Where are you going to take the bus? I endured the stinging pain in my heart, asking my son

Going to Tibet or Lhasa, he really wanted to leave me far away, a place that is so far away that I don't often hear people mention it

Where did you get the money?

I have a way myself

Listening to my son's words, I knew that just explanation was useless, so I had to come up with some other means, so I drove directly to the balcony not far away, circled from the sightseeing lane, drove to the highest place at 10:25, stopped the car, my son was about to get off, I said directly

If you get off the car, I will drive down from here. Anyway, I don’t have any intention of living without you or I have no intention of living.

You already have someone else, I don't need me anymore. My son roared, and finally there was emotion in his eyes. Although it was anger, I was sure to guide him back.

Not what you see, listen to my explanation, I have a trembling voice

I saw it, you were so happy that he was fucked. He was so big, you must be very satisfied. My son heard my voice and didn't look at me.

Starting from the time I gave myself to you, I only like to do it with you, and I only want to be inserted by you. I don’t care about my shame now, try to be more straightforward.

Then why are you moaning like that? You obviously like it very much. Speaking of this, my son seems to recall the scene that made him painful, and his face muscles twitched with ferocious twitching.

That is a natural reflection of physiology. It is not something that I like or dislike can control. The electric penis is larger than yours. Why haven't I used it later? I just want to do it with you.

I've done it with you in the morning. When I see your clothes on the ground and you do it with others, do you know what it feels like? Here, here, it hurts. My son roared loudly and patted his chest.

Don't do this, it's me that's not good, it's me that's wrong. The tears that I just held back suddenly flowed out.

If you want, you can call mine, I will run back to you excitedly. I will work hard on whatever you want. Tell me, what exactly do you want. Ah, my son leaned back on his seat and cried loudly.

Is it okay for us to go home? Mom can't live without you. I cry and shake my son's shoulders.

I have no home anymore. I have a mother in my family who has always loved me. Now I have no mother who loves me anymore. I have no home anymore. My son began to shed tears silently.

I happily bought flowers and wanted to give them to my mother. I thought my mother would be very happy, but you let me see such a scene

Not what you thought, I was forced, I only love you, you are the only one in my heart

Then why do you want to be like him? Why don't you resist

I have no choice, he is too strong, and I don't want to see him either

Then, now, immediately, you will break up with him.

I didn't come out to find you right away. I was breaking it with him. It's already broken.

I was really forced. Can you listen to my explanation when you go home?

My son didn't say anything, I started the car, it was really hard to go down the mountain at night, and I delayed until 1 a.m. before returning to the community