Chapter 50

Just after breakfast in the morning, Ziyang came over. Seeing Ziyang enthusiastically telling his son about the exciting experience of flying people in the air, Ziyang no longer looked at me from time to time like yesterday. I relaxed my nervous mood. It seemed that he really wanted to repair his relationship with his son and make arrangements for getting closer to me in the future.

Although the future contact will be full of dangers, it can be a long time ago. No one can grasp what will happen in the middle. As long as Ziyang no longer acts crazy now, he will not destroy the hard-won stability of my son and I, and I will be satisfied.

Going downstairs, looking at the BMW 6 Series in the parking space in the community, thinking that Ziyang's stepfather is not bad for him, but then he thought that BMW may be a good car for ordinary people, but for a boss who owns several companies, it is nothing, and he doesn't need to make his pillow unhappy

Because my son was watching the video of a flying man in the air on his phone with Ziyang, his son's interest was completely lifted up, so I sat in the co-pilot and left it to them to continue discussing in the back seat.

The driver is a middle-aged man with a national face. When I got in the car, he looked at me in surprise. I didn't know what he meant, but I still smiled politely at him.

It took almost 2 hours to arrive at the destination, mainly because there are too many intersections in Shanghai, and it took some time to queue up to buy tickets at the door.

Although sea entertainment is attractive, not everyone has the courage to experience it. This is not a long-term profitable maritime project. It is just a exchange meeting hosted by sea sports enthusiasts from time to time. Most people are just on the passenger ship, watching their experiencers make fun of being clumsy and being teased by them. They also need to have an acquaintance in the inside to participate. So there are only three passenger ships going back and forth to the sea outside the sea in the afternoon, and our arrangement is the first batch in the afternoon.

Because the sea water temperature in the morning was not very suitable for getting into the water, Ziyang took us to the surrounding plank road. He also made an appointment with several peers, including two girls and three boys, who should be his new friends, which reduced my vigilance a lot.

In fact, there is no good scenery in Xiaomei Mountain. Its bare rock wall has been eroded by the sea for tens of thousands of years. Opposite is a small port. The passing freighters stir the clear sea water to extremely turbid. The sound of whistles from time to time makes it less quiet here.

Decades ago, this place was a small distribution center for fishermen. I came here once. The only one that can be included in the building is a government office in the middle, and the others are short tin houses. Now, with more and more people going to the beach to see the scenery, this place has gradually been developed into a tourist area, pavilions have been built on the shore, and there are also several decent hotels in the middle.

In first-tier cities, Shenzhen’s greening is still very good. I am used to seeing the natural environment. This rough human-made scenery is not attractive to my son and I at all, but I still walked politely at the end. I joked with my son that he was the only one who had not grown up and brought his parents over. My son even took revenge and grabbed my butt a few handfuls on me, which made me feel guilty and always felt like my eyes were staring at us.

After a walk around, everyone returned to the starting point without any worries. There were more than two hours before the start of the afternoon. They went to a hotel under Ziyang's stepfather's name to open a luxurious suite. The young people discussed several concerts to be held during this period. It was obvious that the three boys were interested in the two girls, and they all invited them.

Ziyang was talking to his son about precautions for going into the water

Lunch was also very casual. Originally, this was a tourist area. The only feature of the dishes was the outrageous price. Fortunately, Ziyang, the young master here, was here, and the hotel was very attentive.

Although the people above fought to the death, as the employees below, they were still not qualified to show their faces. During this period, the hotel manager came over and made a simple report with Ziyang.

In the afternoon, we had a rest in the lobby, and the time was soon here. We had to stay at sea for 2 hours. Ziyang bought a bottle of water for each of us. Because we have eaten a lot of sweets recently, we don’t want to drink the green tea we are used to. We asked for a bottle of mineral water and went out to the beach together.

The waves in the afternoon were much bigger and the sea breeze was blowing even harder. I don’t know if it was really not suitable for the environment or why, I started to feel dizzy and weak, so I stumbled. Ziyang, who was at the end, came over and supported me.

Because Ziyang showed enough confidence, he told the boys and girls that his son was his good friend for many years. This time he brought him to play. After dinner in the afternoon, the few were very enthusiastic. I don’t know how young people in Jiangsu and Zhejiang have become so worldly, but we didn’t have such a situation at that time.

I stopped my son who was surrounded by the enthusiasm of them. My son looked back and looked at me in amazement. Why was he so powerless that he almost fell into Ziyang's arms? I saw dissatisfaction in his eyes. Perhaps in Ziyang's eyes it was his son's childishness, but I knew that after I got me, my son hated other men's closeness to me, and even Ziyang could not do it.

I felt a little aggrieved, as if a little woman had a mentality, and she secretly complained that her man didn't understand me. I didn't want to rely on Ziyang, but the man I love was too far away from me, and I wanted to fall in his arms even more.

But I can't say such emotions. There is a Ziyang who has ideas about me around me. His psychology is more complicated and mature than his peers.

My mother suddenly became dizzy when she was blown by the sea breeze. She might not be able to accompany you anymore. I said to my son apologetically

Then I'll accompany my mother. My son's only interest today is to learn to perform for me. Now I won't go anymore, and he has no nature.

Let your mother go back to the hotel to rest. She has grown up, so don't stick to her mother like a child. One of the girls said

It's Ah, no matter whether you care or not, it was Ziyang who specially arranged it for you today. How could he let him down? You are so disrespectful to him. The other three boys began to urge their son.

My son's personality is a bit like me, and I don't know how to reject other people's kindness, so he is a little hesitant

It's okay, you guys go first. I'll send my aunt back to the hotel and find a motorboat to take me over. At this time, Ziyang spoke

Then the son was pulled by the boy, and the girl pushed him toward the ferry entrance from behind.

My body began to get abnormally hot, and Ziyang helped me into the luxurious guest room on the 7th floor of the hotel. My head began to feel dizzy, as if I suddenly had a severe cold. When Ziyang closed the door and started calling, I began to feel bad in my heart.

It should be the problem with the bottle of water that Ziyang gave me. Why is he so sure that his son will leave me alone?

By the way, he and his son grew up together. He knew his son's character and he took advantage of his son's simplicity and kindness.

Although I knew that all this was a trap, my heart began to be anxious, but the restlessness made my body feel hotter. There seemed to be billions of ants crawling under my lower abdomen. The itching feeling seemed that my desire for a long time has not been satisfied.

My consciousness is clear, I can clearly hear the sounds in the room, but my thoughts are chaotic, so I can't resist any

My vagina began to flow out of water unconsciously, as if only this could make my body temperature fall a little more red. I heard the clacking sound of someone installing some equipment, and the sound of electronic device switches. My eyelids seemed to be sealed by the sky. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't open it. I wanted to shout, but the tone was a soft moan.

I was frightened by my changes. I knew that if I didn't resist, it would be over. My fear of unknown things made me temporarily repent a hint of clearness. I stood up weakly, lifted my weight-bearing eyelids, and saw Ziyang fiddling with the camera in the bed.

Ziyang, you said it was not like this, I said it hard

I want to make sure you will be obedient in the future. Ziyang said with a smile, that smile is so unreal, as if he is right in front of me, and as if he is far away in the sky.

You are doing this... I'm committing a crime. I tried hard to shake my head and wanted to wake myself up, but the actual effect was that I would soon be lost.

I'm not an adult yet, so this is not a crime, it's just a joke His words are waving far and near in my ears, making me more psychedelic

Ziyang pressed his soft body onto the big bed, and his hands kneaded my breasts through my apricot-colored skirt. I really wanted to push him away, but my body felt so needed, and my legs began to rub unconsciously.

Don't Ah... Don't do this... Although my voice is resisting, it is more like the yelling of a cat's spring.

Ziyang came to my feet, stroked my thighs that were rubbing back and forth. Through the stockings, I could feel the heat of his palm. I was like a piece of seductive cheese, melted by the passionate desire.

Ziyang's hand rubbed my feet wearing flesh-colored stockings and pulled my right leg away to the side of the bed. I was wearing only flesh-colored five-point leggings and lace thongs, which were completely exposed. A few black pubic hairs on the fat and bulging mounds stretched out from the gaps in the lace of the thong. The silk fabric that protected the labia was soaked at this time. Ziyang's hand touched my labia through the thong, and my whole body trembled.

My moans became increasingly uncontrollable. As Ziyang reached out to my lace thong, touched my soft vagina, and stretched my fingers on my smooth and tender labia. I twisted my body violently. Every move of his brought me endless pleasure.

Auntie, you are so wet, so I'll pretend to make you feel good later

While sniffing my seductive body fragrance, Ziyang slowly pulled my little thong from his legs with his fingers.

As the underwear fell off little by little, a tender pink flashed in the mysterious place at the base of the thighs.

Ziyang caressed my slender thighs with both hands, stretched out his tongue and gently licked the edge of his pubic hair and the delicate skin on his inner thighs.

The fat and bulging vagina, the pink and delicate labia of the larvae and the labia minora are bulging on both sides. The wet and pink vaginal openings are tender and tender, with a faint red color. The labia minora are slightly separated, and shiny juice flows out from it.

Feeling the heat exhaled from the man's lips spraying on the most secret and sensitive part of me, I wanted his mouth to be removed from me, and I felt very reluctant to let go, so I let the tip of Ziyang's tongue slide over my labia and licked my tender vaginal opening

When Ziyang's tongue first reached into my vagina, there was a knock on the door outside. Ziyang got up to open the door. After a while, noisy footsteps came, and then a thick sound came.

This is what you said about your mistress

It's Ah, how about it? Yes, Ziyang asked very proudly

You said you were your classmate's mother, but she didn't look like Ah, no matter how you look at her, she only looks 28 or 9.

If it's too timely, I won't be able to share it with you.

It's the best thing to hide. Look at this little pussy, it's pink, and it's all so much water. Another relatively magnetic sound sounded

Otherwise, his son is still outside and he will be back in just over an hour.

Come here and come to your woman, who will come first? asked a magnetic voice

Ziyang's mistress, Ziyang should come first. He said in a deep voice

Then I'll come first. Come here and help me take off her clothes. Her big white breasts are also the best. Ziyang said lewdly, and then a pair of hands held my back and lifted me up. My apricot long skirt was pulled from under my butt, my hands were raised up again, and the clothes were taken off me like this. Ziyang grabbed my arm from the front, and the man behind unbuttoned the buttons of my bra gathering together.

I was placed on the bed, Ziyang spread my thighs and looked at my wet vagina

Then one hand pressed on my breasts and kneaded them

Well, the feel is really good, it's big and soft, and the magnetic voice said

Ziyang, you just do it like this, don't you bring a condom? Asked in a thick voice

I fucked her many times, and she always cums inwardly. She doesn't object to it. She is very sexy. Once, her son was taking a shower, and he asked me to fuck her across the wall. Her son came out of the bathroom, and the semen I ejaculated into it flowed to my thighs. Ziyang showed off his record and said that I was so naughty.

That's really pretty sexy, so I'll do it first. I don't want to fuck her with your semen.

Then let the third brother come first. Ziyangli gave in, as if I were a toy that he could play with casually.

Then I heard the sound of tearing plastic, and then my thighs were grabbed by a pair of big hands and separated to both sides. A hot glans pressed against my wet labia and inserted it in one go.

Ah… As my cock entered, I instinctively began to moan

Third brother, don’t you cum in? Ziyang asked in confusion

Who knows how much you got her? The safer is better. As the thick voice said, he began to thrust his cock quickly in my vagina. My emotions were obviously humiliating and angry, but my body was cheerful and enthusiastic. Under the influence of the medicine, I acted so eager. As he thrust faster and faster, a lot of water began to flow out of my body. I moaned wildly and made a fox moan. This sound was only what I had under my son, but it was felt by outsiders.

It's quite comfortable, so tight, tight from the inside out. If I can play a few more times, I will support you at home. A deep voice gasped, saying, this person should be the third son of Ziyang's stepfather's family, and Ziyang used my body to exchange for his support.

Don't, I don't know how much the medicine is. She doesn't like oral sex. It will be bad if she hurts Brother Ming later. Ziyang advised the man who was kneading my breasts.

What a pity, you have to train Ah well. Such a beautiful and elegant woman, I really want to see her giving me a blowjob. The magnetic voice said regretfully

The man on his body was thrusting quickly in my vagina. My pleasure came extremely quickly under the stimulation of the medicine. A warm current spurted out of the vagina, and the vaginal wall was spasming. He clamped and sucked his cock deep in my body. The man couldn't help it under my tight sucking.

The cock started to twitch as it trembled

Ah…It feels so good, her pussy looks like a small mouth, and I can't help but suck it. After the thick voice was released, she said with satisfaction

Then the man on his body stood up and pulled out his weak cock from my vagina

Although I had an orgasm, the heat in my body had not subsided yet, and his departure made me gasp again

Hold it and pat me for fucking her. I don't look like my third brother. I want to cum inside. I said in a magnetic voice.

Then my weak legs were supported again, and a glans that was hotter than before was pressed against the opening of my vagina, and it was inserted into my vagina.

It's so comfortable, it's more refreshing than the girls in school, with more water and tightness. The magnetic sound is comfortable and emotional.

Brother Ming, enjoy it, Ziyang flatters you from the side

You are so good, no one will bully you in school in the future. Whoever messes with you? Tell me, I'll stand up for you.

In the quiet room, there was a sound of sizzling and rubbing with the two of them. As the man thrusts on his body quickly, my lower body was already flooded. Even I heard this lustful sound. I closed my eyes, my neck slightly thrust backwards, and kept moaning.

Ah…Ah…Um…Um…Um…

The man sinks his body and presses his whole body against me. He kisses my round nipples with his lips, feeling the softness and elasticity of my plump breasts. His lower body is tightly inserted into my body, using the power of contraction of his butt muscles to collide and squeeze the depths of my vagina.

The deep insertion has touched the end of my vagina. Every time the glans touches, my lower body trembles softly

Ah…Ah…ah…um…Ah…um…um…

I moaned louder and even screamed. The delicate voice stimulated his passion even more in the man's ears. My slender legs were stretched up and tied to his wrist. My butt had left the snow-white sheets as my body raised my body. There were a few pools of water stains on the sheets.

As the man penetrated his body again and again, he pushed his cervix every time. The numb pleasure in his vagina came extremely fiercely, but the man didn't support him for long, so he roared and pressed between my legs and started ejaculating into my body. A warm current shot up at the mouth of my uterus, and the hot current filled my entire cavity.

The man on his body has finished venting

Put down my legs, I opened my legs weakly, and the obscene scene of my vagina being raging was exposed in front of the three men in the room. The labia were congested due to the continuous stimulation, and looked extremely rosy and tender. The labia minora were completely separated, revealing the tender red hole inside, and a pool of white semen flowed along the line flowing down my rich vaginal fluid, and flowed onto the white sheets under me.

Wow, Brother Ming, you are so awesome, you are so ejaculated, her uterus should be filled with you, Ziyang asked with a lewd smirk

There aren't girls playing every day in school. I've been holding it in for a week, and they've been shot into your woman's uterus. The magnetic voice said with satisfaction

You'll get pregnant if you're fucking like this

Ah? Didn’t you say you’ve ejaculated many times? No birth control, exclaimed with magnetic voice

I ejaculated in Ah many times, but I didn't say that she had birth control. You don't have to worry. She didn't dare to do anything when she got pregnant. She is a high school teacher and wants to be ruthless. Her husband is also very irritable and dare not make things happen. Ziyang said very lewdly.

It's also a high school teacher, it's not bad. Think about a beautiful teacher who got pregnant by me and gave birth to my child, which was quite exciting. The magnetic sound became very cunning.

Yes, this feeling is very satisfying. I have always wanted to get him pregnant, but it has never succeeded. Ziyang agreed

Then you should continue to insert it quickly and poke it inside. The magnetic sounds urge you to urge you.

My legs were supported again, and the vaginal opening where my semen flowed across the vagina, Ziyang's glans was pressed against it. With a gush, Ziyang inserted into my vagina. The extremely lubricated vagina was extremely smooth. Ziyang was thrusting happily at high speed. After he thrust dozens of times, my consciousness began to slowly ease, and I was no longer making unrestrained moans. Ziyang felt that the effect of the medicine should be over and began to thrust violently.

As Ziyang's breathing became heavier, I began to have a weak strength to raise my hand and push Ziyang, but for his strong physique, my resistance was more like caressing him

Ziyang stabbed my body a few times, and his glans pressed against my cervix and began to squirt out hot semen.

You slut, you are so happy this time. Why don’t you let me fuck your slut? Ziyang lay in front of me and said viciously

I opened my angry eyes and wanted to see clearly the person I hate the most in the world. I want to remember this face. I want to turn into a ghost to avenge him.

Ziyang was shocked by my eyes and quickly turned off my naked body

The three men were resting tiredly, while my eyes were fixed on the roof, and tears of humiliation were flowing like

I am very cruel to myself, why do I believe this young man’s childish love words at the beginning, and I open my heart to him like that. I hate myself for being soft-hearted and giving him hope, and giving him the courage to hurt me.

This is different from the tough relationship that I didn't want to have sex. This time it was a real gang rape. I was being tricked like a sex toy for them to vent one by one

I am so dirty now, so dirty that I don’t have the courage to face anyone I love. The incomparable despair and guilt are like the sky, occupying all the space I can think about.

The strong emotions made the remaining medicinal power in my body quickly become useless. I struggled to get up and looked at the large pool of white liquid between my legs. Only then did I see clearly the other two happy men in my body in the room.

A mature and steady man with a tall body, a strong young man with a childish face, always sneering the corners of his mouth, making people know his viciousness at a glance

I shed tears, and my face calmly took all my clothes and walked into the bathroom, rinsing my body with cold water. I seemed to have no idea of ​​pain and inserted my fingers deep into my vagina, and I was sucking my lower body, as if I wanted to dig out all the flesh in my lower body.

I didn't stop until my body was trembling cold

Wear all the clothes carefully in the bathroom, and look down and dare not look at yourself in the mirror.

This is my own mistake. I thought I had paid enough to fill it, but the fact is that Ziyang's distorted ambition made him feel that nothing had been gained by me. He was already fighting in misery. He was determined to drag me into the whirlpool of his feelings or endurance.

Maybe he loved me when he first loved me, but after disappointing me in him, he began to go to extremes. I told my son yesterday that people would change, but I forgot to remind myself that I childishly thought I could see all this clearly. I thought I could see Ziyang's madness clearly, but I still underestimated the degree of his madness. He wanted to add a shackle that would make him do whatever he wanted, but would I surrender like that?

The answer is no. Even if I have to give my life, I have to let his ambitions calm down, so that I can avoid indirectly hurting the person I love.

Silently said in my heart: My baby, mom has disappointed you. This is the mistake my mother made. Mom has no way to get rid of it. You have to forgive mom. Mom is not so lewd. Mom cannot return to you cleanly and without any shame. Then mom can only let this mistake end here. I don’t want to bring it to your life in the future.

I walked out of the bathroom and stood beside the bed and looked at Ziyang

Why are you becoming like this now? After saying that, I turned around and looked out the window. This is the 7th floor, so it should be easy.

Just want you to be more obedient, Ziyang said relaxedly

So what's next? I'm still looking outside

You have two more men who make you feel the happiness of women

You demon, I roared at Ziyang heart-wrenchingly

Then I quickly ran to the window, pushed the window, my head was stretched out of the window, and my back was tightly pulled. Then Ziyang also ran over and pulled me down.

Let me die, let me die... I struggled and roared

Ziyang, she is not as docile as you said. The thick voice of the man who looked at the steady sounded, and it became slightly cold.

I didn't expect her to have such a big reaction. Ziyang grabbed me and said helplessly.

I couldn't get rid of it, and they grabbed me tightly, which made me feel very sad. Crack, Crack I raised my eyes and saw that Ziyang called the third brother pulled out the camera's memory card and broke it. Crack, then threw the camera to the ground, and then stepped on it with his feet and broke it.

Ziyang, you have to remember that many things must be done within your ability, not everything can be done the way you want. We businessmen only take what they can get. It is too dangerous. It is best not to have delusions, as that will make our family miserable. This third brother said his truth in a hypocritical manner.

Their family has no background, and only a retired old man has some tricks, but to put it bluntly, he is an ordinary citizen. Ziyang defended himself.

Enough, Ziyang, we are not so strong that we can cover the sky with one hand. The only ones we can be presumptuous are those who are weak and afraid of trouble. If something happens here, the government department will investigate us tomorrow. At that time, it will not be your own business. The man named San Ge severely scolded Ziyang

This lady, although Ziyang's nonsense has caused great harm and humiliation to you, you don't want this matter to be a big deal. Even if you lose your life, Ziyang will not be able to bear any price. His words are like a knife, slowly reducing my spirit. I collapsed on the ground and sobbed.

Ziyang, come here

Bang Third Brother, you... Don't talk. I promise that none of us will tell you what happened today. Ziyang I will discipline him well and will not appear in front of you in the future.

At this moment, the only thing I hate in this room is Ziyang. If it weren't for him, the third brother and that brother Ming would not have any communication with me. When they violated me, my consciousness was a little blurred except for the lust caused by the drugs.

And I clearly felt the evil Ziyang used to me. All the humiliation and shame turned into hatred and wanted to swallow Ziyang. Although I hated him very much, China's national conditions were helpless. He was underage. Even if I put all my strength into Ziyang, I couldn't pay the price I thought he would pay. If he spread the word in the media, saying that I seduced him first and wanted to attract attention to the news, he would be packaged as a loser, and I would become a slut who everyone shouted and beat him.

He will still live in the sunshine, and I will lose everything I have now. Last year, a female star was forced to commit suicide by the media. In the end, those participants who once hid on the Internet were attacked without any regrets. They just said that the person involved had poor psychological quality, and human nature was so blind and vicious.

Why? I looked at Ziyang with anger and held his face, and asked his third brother angrily

Because she is an old Shanghai native, she always has to leave some face for everyone. Many things are complicated and you will know it slowly in the future.

I don't believe him, he's too good at lying to me. This ending makes me feel very humiliated. I shook my head and didn't accept this method

Ziyang, if you stick to your ideas, Mingzai and I will leave now, and you don’t want to enter my house in the future. Your mother and that person would better leave immediately. His third brother said coldly. He knew that if you want me to calm down, you have to look at Ziyang’s attitude.

I give up, I will no longer approach her in the future. Ziyang originally thought that I could give in after shooting a video, but he didn't expect that I would fight to the death. He said a little depressedly.

This is what you said. If you pester her again in the future, you will know the consequences. Brother San said this, I know what he is worried about. As a Shanghainese, he has been ups and downs in the waves of that era. Some people walk in the light, and some people walk in the dark.

You can suffer, but as long as you are willing, you can always find people or things that can get the price back in some cracks.

I know, I'm just a little unwilling

I'm doing this for your own good. Shanghai is very complicated. I'm teaching you slowly. Okay, let's go down first.

Death requires courage, and that courage is just a sudden moment. If you lose it, it will be difficult to come back. At this time, my son also called me and asked me if I had any better, and he arrived at the port immediately. I heard from his voice that he was not happy

I went downstairs with them, and Ziyang followed me. I was very upset now. I don’t know if my son would be disappointed with me when he saw me.

My son ran towards me from afar. Looking at my son's handsome and clean face, my grievance and sadness surged up. I couldn't care about so many other thoughts, and just wanted to snuggle in his arms and cry.

Looking at my swollen eyes and tears, he carried me into his arms. My son never let me down, nor did he let me down now.

I felt him trembling, the anger in his body was swelling

Ziyang stood behind me and looked at his son contemptuously. The other two stood a little further.

Ziyang My son hugged me, with deep eyebrows, red eyes, glared at Ziyang, gritted his teeth and shouted in deep voice

Humph, what do you know? Ziyang is so funny that Ni smiles

Ziyang, you'd better think about it before speaking. My grandfather is the deputy chief of staff of the Guangdong Military Region. If you make me dissatisfied, my anger will make you feel uncomfortable. My son roared overbearingly and strongly. He is smart. He is very angry, but he knows that he can't say anything in front of this square.

Your previous tricks seemed very naive to me. I just don't want my mother to worry too much about me or worry too much about me, so I want to make her happy and try to be a well-behaved child. I don't cause trouble, I want to make my mother less angry, but don't think I'm afraid of trouble. My son's words touched me, but also made me feel very guilty about him.

Ziyang was shocked by the tough attitude of our mother and son today. He has always been used to his son's cowardly character. He felt that this would be a great humiliation for him. He wanted to fight back. The third brother behind him came up and pulled Ziyang's sleeve.

Ziyang, shut up, the third brother said to Ziyang sternly

Just now, there was a drunk scoundrel who wanted to take advantage of your mother. Ziyang went up and was beaten. Look at his face. The third brother pointed at Ziyang's swollen face and said, "He is sure I won't expose his lies. I don't want to entangle these here anymore. The hand that hugged my son's waist tightened.

I am very satisfied with this answer. I hope you don't have anything else to say. We won't meet again in the future. I don't want to hear from you. If I know there are other troubles, I will ask my grandfather to think of a solution. He should be willing to do something for me. He wants to confirm the attitude of these people to make sure that there will be no bigger ideas.

My son took my hand and walked on the way home. My son held my hand tightly, as if he was afraid that I would get lost. Ziyang's voice was still coming from behind. It was his conversation with his third brother.

Why? Ziyang asked again

In the eyes of the army, we are like slags. It is easy to commit a commercial espionage crime. What else do you want to do? Do you want everyone to die together? Then I heard the sound of a slap in the face.

Walking outside the door of the scenic area, we stood on the corridor waiting for the taxi. I turned my head and looked at my son's side face

My son looked back at me and said with a smile

Am I very handsome? Looking at my son's forced smile, I suddenly felt very sorry for him, tears slid down the corners of my eyes

I want to confess to my son and ask for his forgiveness

I, Ziyang and his third brother, were very worried about the humiliation that brought me. I wanted to tell my son everything, but what after I said it?

When I came out of the bathroom, I really wanted to die, but after calming down, I realized that death was the most irresponsible way. When I couldn't speak anymore, the humiliation and helplessness I experienced would spread to my son, and would always be entangled with him for the rest of his life. This is what I least want to see

I think Ziyang and the others were punished, but China's evidence collection for the case was so generous that everyone knows. Ziyang and I did have the element of tempting him in the beginning. I don't want to destroy my son's future. I don't want to destroy my image in the eyes of others. All kinds of things make me choose to remain silent. I bear all the pain and hurt alone. It's very wronged and helpless, but it's the best result.

Stop talking, your heart will hurt, I will be very sad when you say it, I will love my mother like I used to, I don’t want to listen, don’t say it, my son knows, he should know everything, he just doesn’t want to face it, he just wants to love me in his way

Thinking about this, I buried my head in my son's chest and burst into tears

This man who loved me since childhood, I did sad things that he couldn't bear, this is a man that the whole world abandoned me, and I couldn't stop him from loving me, I did the wrong thing that he couldn't have the courage to face, I regret it now, why didn't I give myself to him when I was cleanest

Before returning home, my son and I walked outside for a long time until the redness and swelling of my eyes subsided, and we walked back to our mother's house together.

My son told me that my phone had no bills, so I asked my son to go upstairs first, and walked into the pharmacy to buy a piece of Yuting. Since my son didn't want to know, I could only pretend that nothing happened and swear in front of him.

It's different from Xu Guohong's incident. This is my good friend and I. He didn't have the courage to listen to it. What kind of distress is that? I can explain that I was forced to do something about Xu Guohong. So what about this time?

Why did it start and why it develops to this point? I can't tell my son

Now even if he regrets and wants to know, I can't speak. If I say it, it will make him very sad. I can't let the mistakes I made become my son and suffer the price.