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Chapter 82: Pulsion and depression

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A simple meal did not make Ke Xin feel at ease after understanding anything, but instead she was more like she was outlining something deep in her heart, which made her feel mixed feelings for a moment.

When she heard Lu Cheng's invitation, she instinctively wanted to refuse, but when she saw Lu Cheng's self-deprecating expression, she felt a little embarrassed for some reason.

After all, although all the things that caused harm to Kexin, the ones who were hit and received the most were Lu Cheng and Lu Cheng's family. Seeing Lu Cheng's appearance at this moment, Kexin is not difficult to imagine how many vicissitudes Lu Cheng has experienced over the years.

What's more, she learned from Li Long that what happened was not an accident, but someone deliberately designed it. Speaking of which, Lu Cheng was actually a victim.

Therefore, the words of rejection just came to her mouth, but were swallowed again. A slight gust of wind blew. She tidied up the hair on her forehead, looked into the distance, and then sighed quietly: Let me think about it.

OK, Kexin's failure to refuse directly made Lu Cheng overjoyed. After returning to the hospital, she did not force her to keep her, so she let Kexin leave.

Facing Li Long alone, Lu Cheng couldn't help but speak sincerely: Thank you

Li Long smiled faintly, but under his calm expression, it seemed to have endless meaning.

Kexin did not refuse, so naturally she needed to discuss with me before making a decision. I was at work at that time and received Kexin's WeChat: I met him today

When a vague word came into my eyes, for some reason, the first figure that appeared in my mind was Lu Cheng

My heart couldn't help but feel nervous, but before I could say more, Ke Xin had already told me what happened today, and then the phone rang. After answering, I immediately heard Ke Xin's obviously nervous voice: Husband, am I going tomorrow?

I was speechless for a moment and didn't know how to answer, but suddenly woke up in an instant. How could I be so silent? No matter whether I agree or not, I couldn't let Kexin suffer so much. I immediately slowed down and said: Even if I go, it's nothing. Can I talk about it when I get back from get off work?

Well, Ke Xin responded gently, but it aroused my thoughts

My mood for Lu Cheng is complicated. In fact, I am not afraid of meeting them, but the unforgettable feelings they once had. The deliberate design in the villa at that time was not because I wanted to use the pleasure of lust to dilute Kexin's unforgettable feelings for Lu Cheng that could not be completely forgotten.

Until a long time, I couldn't help but laugh again

Looking back on all the experiences between Kexin and I, even if I had found a flaw in the past, isn’t it because of true love that Kexin and I have experienced less than Lu Cheng’s experiences?

I am willing to accept my sexual habits and forgive me for being overdoing games again and again. At this moment, how can I still doubt it? Ke Xin will leave me because of Lu Cheng

After I communicated these things, I couldn't help but suddenly realize it. What came to my mind was seeing Lu Cheng pressing Ke Xin on the sofa with his own eyes. Ke Xin went from having a fierce resistance before to finally, but she couldn't help but cater to her and gasping for her.

So, what will happen to them this time when they meet?

Thinking of this, I felt my breathing become slightly hot, but in an instant, tears flashing from the corners of Ke Xin's eyes appeared in my mind. I suddenly felt a sudden thrill in my heart. After taking a deep breath, I couldn't help but remind myself not to do anything too much. Since I have decided, I will leave it to Ke Xin to solve it myself.

After thinking it through, my whole mood became much more refreshed

The moment I returned home and opened the door, I found that Ke Xin was sitting on the sofa in the living room and saw me. I clearly saw her a little nervous.

Seeing this, my heart couldn't help but feel warm, but I laughed and said: I didn't expect that seeing an ex-husband would make you so nervous

When Kexin saw me, she felt much more relaxed and glanced at me and said: Are you afraid you are angry yet

What can I be angry with? I wish you had seen it a few more times. I'll give you some live broadcasts. I walked to the sofa and sat beside Kexin and said

I don't believe it, you didn't hesitate at all. Ke Xin looked at me with a burning look.

Well... hesitation, of course there is a little bit. I honestly said: But didn’t you figure it out later? You should go tomorrow, and my husband will wait for you to come back at home.

Ke Xin suddenly hugged me and said quietly: Husband, I love you, believe me, there will never be anything you are worried about

I love you too, of course I believe you. I hugged Kexin too. In fact, although neither of us said it, neither of us. What really makes Lu Cheng different from other men is?

Not afraid of what kind of physical relationship they have

Sure enough, after a moment of warmth, Ke Xin suddenly teased me and said: Husband, do you want something to happen to us tomorrow?

My heart was slightly hot, but I said: Everything follows your wishes, my wife

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Ke Xin glared at me, then buried her head in my arms again and said: Husband, don't worry, I won't happen to him tomorrow, but can I make the decision tomorrow? No matter what happens, you can't blame me.

I smiled gently and didn't say anything. I just hugged Kexin tighter. It was not until tomorrow that I realized that what Kexin said would not happen to Lu Cheng. It was not just empty words, but my own real bottom line and made a lot of preparations for it.

The next day, I still went to work as usual. I couldn't see what happened to Kexin and Lu Cheng with my own eyes, but Kexin agreed to me that after I came back, I would definitely tell me everything that happened, which made me feel distracted.

Unlike yesterday's hospital, Lu Cheng came directly to the city

Although he agreed to Lu Cheng's invitation, Ke Xin only agreed to have lunch

Although I couldn't see it with my own eyes, I could see that Ke Xin had deliberately dressed up with light makeup, a one-piece black pleated skirt, the hem of the skirt reached the knees, the legs were wearing a pair of thin black four-outlets, and the feet were a pair of half-heeled sandals.

Ordinary, but reveals an elegant and slightly mature woman charm

When Kexin came to the hotel, Lu Cheng was already waiting early. When he saw Kexin dressing up, a stunning ray of light burst out in his eyes, but he didn't say much, just a gentleman led Kexin to sit down.

The seat was already filled with the food that Lu Cheng ordered in advance. Ke Xin took a look and couldn't help but tremble, because the food on the table was what she liked to eat in the past.

From pastries to cold dishes or soup, there is no rule, everything is tailor-made for her.

Lu Cheng smiled faintly and looked at Kexin quietly, making Kexin sigh: You are intent

Lu Cheng smiled: Just feel that it's OK

Hearing this, Ke Xin looked at Lu Cheng with a serious expression: Thank you, but whether it is fate or other things, the past is the past, and there is no if in this world.

Ke Xin felt that what she said was already very subtle, but after she finished speaking, she couldn't help but sigh and didn't look at Lu Cheng's reaction again

But when Lu Cheng heard this, he was stunned at first, then laughed: Although he was regretful, he was satisfied. At least I still have today, right?

Ke Xin nodded lightly and then smiled: You're right, at least we still have today.

Once the words were spoken, the embarrassment and unnaturalness would be much less. Before the dinner table, Lu Cheng talked about his current situation and occasionally asked about Ke Xin's situation. However, during the conversation, the two of them still avoided some sensitive topics intentionally or unintentionally.

Like an old friend, but once had a deeper relationship than an old friend. Ke Xin understood that if they were together like this for a long time, they would definitely post something beyond their friends. In this way, just one day today, there is no more or less, just right

However, if Lu Cheng wants something more to happen, then he must show something.

A faint joy, accompanied by the landing, a lunch ends leisurely

It was said that it was an appointment for lunch, so of course it wouldn't be just one lunch. Although if Lu Cheng had no request, Ke Xin would indeed leave with her, it was obviously not possible.

After the meal, Lu Chengke made a request to invite Kexin to the movie. Kexin just smiled and nodded slightly and agreed.

At this moment, her heart was not as calm as it seemed. She had once supported each other, but how could she forget each other in the world at this moment

Movies are still her favorite type. Just after lunch time, there are not many people in the cinema. The row they made was only the two of them. There was a young couple right in front of them. The moment she sat down in the dark environment, Ke Xin felt a trembling in her heart for some reason.

As the movie began, suddenly, Ke Xin felt Lu Cheng's hands tightly holding her left hand. While her heart trembled, for some reason, Ke Xin just broke free slightly, but did not refuse strongly. In an instant, although she looked at the cool air conditioner in the theater, she felt a layer of fine sweat beads floating in her palm.

The plot of the movie is very old-fashioned. In fact, Ke Xin didn't watch the movie completely. She didn't know why she agreed to the request to watch the movie. Maybe she really wanted to have the last farewell.

However, gradually, Ke Xin felt unnatural, because the young couple in front of him, gradually, did not get closer and closer during the movie, until a slight sound of intersecting tongues echoed in his ears. When the two hugged each other tightly, Ke Xin clearly saw that in the hazy darkness, the man's hand suddenly opened the girl's shoulder strap and penetrated into the clothes on his chest.

Ke Xin's heart trembled suddenly and she quickly turned her eyes away, but in an instant, she felt that Lu Cheng's hand holding her, moving restlessly, sometimes holding her hand tightly, sometimes letting go, sometimes using her raised thumb to slowly outline it in the palm of her palm, bringing out a numb feeling

Ke Xin glared at Lu Cheng in the darkness with some anger, but she still had time to say rebuttal words. A warm wind suddenly felt a head-on feeling. Then Lu Cheng's angular face was already tightly attached to him, and then he pressed it to his ear and slowly said: Once upon a time, we have been rude in the cinema like them.

With Lu Cheng's words, there were also a wisp of warm wind filling her ears, making her feel numb all over her body

However, even if her body is sensitive and she will not easily stir up her lust without letting go of her mind, but before she could say more, Lu Cheng spoke in her ear: Since it is today, can't she spend a today without regrets?

Lu Cheng's tone was filled with a hint of self-deprecation and sadness, and a hint of expectation and prayer, which made Ke Xin feel soft, but she still said: Do you have to force me today?

Lu Cheng sighed and suddenly said: Look at them

Ke Xin's heart trembled, but her eyes couldn't help but fall on the front couple again. At first glance, her breathing became hot.

It has nothing to do with my own desires or whether Lu Cheng is by my side. Whenever I see some behaviors that are different from the conventional or even some unconventional, I will inevitably feel a shock in my heart, just like my erotic wife game. If it is not too unconventional, how can I feel the different enjoyment from normal sex?

At this moment, the couple in the front row had long forgotten everything. The two hot bodies were tightly pressed together. The girl's small breasts were taken out of her clothes by the man. They kept changing shapes in the man's hands, and reflected a little faint white and tender luster in the hazy darkness.

Inside her ears, there were heavy breathing from a man and the buzzing mosquitoes of a woman. A wisp, a trace of spreads into Kexin's heart. If there was no ripples, it would be impossible. However, she also knew clearly who the people around her were at this moment, and what principles she had followed when she came here.

However, without letting her think too much, suddenly, she felt a layer of heat and thickness covering her left breast through her clothes, and then there was a numbness on her earlobe. However, Lu Cheng took advantage of his inattention and licked her earlobe quickly and gently, and then gently held it with her hot lips: Can you really forget all the joy we once had?

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The pair of unrestrained lovers in the front row were infected, and two sensitive parts of the body were suddenly attacked. Ke Xin suddenly felt an uncontrollable heat spreading in her heart. Just as she wanted to resist, she suddenly felt Lu Cheng's right hand flexibly penetrated into her clothes, gently lifted her bra and clamped her pink nipples accurately, and then gently pulled her.

Well... Ke Xin felt that the heat in her body was outlined at this moment, accompanied by Lu Cheng's hot murmuring in her ears. In an instant, under this familiar feeling, it seemed like she had returned to the past.