Chapter 5

The next day I went to school to attend classes. As usual, I was the first to go to the classroom. After arriving in the classroom, I saw that Teacher Qiuyue had arrived at the school. However, today she was not reading on the desk, but sat alone without saying a word. I don’t know what to do. In the past, when I arrived in the classroom, she would smile and say hello to me when I saw me, but today she seemed to not see me, just sat there without saying a word. Occasionally, she would turn over and touch the corners of her eyes. Teacher Qiuyue’s eyes were a little red and swollen. I didn’t know what happened at that time, but later I realized that it was red and swollen. Teacher Qiuyue must have cried all night when she came home last night. Later, I told me through Qiuyue that before Teacher Qiuyue and I went home yesterday, my father specially asked Li Dahan and his wife for dinner and talked about letting Teacher Qiuyue be my mother-in-law for me. So when we returned home, Li Dahan and his wife seemed so reserved and sad.

When I was out to play, my father also talked about this matter with Teacher Qiuyue. At that time, Teacher Qiuyue's shock was conceivable that she had to change her destiny and her family's destiny. She worked hard to study, but because of the conditions at home, she had to go home to take care of her father who was unable to move. Her mother was in poor health and did not want to be a wife, but she did not expect that she could not escape this fate today. In order to reduce the burden and debts of the family, and to make her elderly parents have a support for her elderly parents, she had to sacrifice her future and happiness. Her sadness and entanglement are conceivable that Teacher Qiuyue did not express her opinion at the dinner table. After returning home, her parents did not force her. She didn't sleep all night, thought for a night, cried all night, and finally had to accept this condition and facts. These were what Qiuyue told me later.

Teacher Qiuyue was sad, and I seemed a little restrained, just sat there looking at Teacher Qiuyue. I don’t know how long it took. Teacher Qiuyue raised his head and looked at me. At this time, I found that Teacher Qiuyue’s red and swollen eyes were still filled with tears. However, she was young and ignorant, didn’t understand the complex human feelings, and didn’t understand the complex emotions of adults. So she was a little nervous and scared at that time, and didn’t have much feelings. Teacher Qiuyue looked at me at that time, no longer had the smile of the past, no longer had the care of the past, but no disgust and hatred, only deep sadness and helplessness. Her eyes were extremely complicated. It was not until I grew up that I understood the complex emotions, sadness, helplessness, unwillingness, and a faint despair in her eyes.

Later I also learned that the reason why Teacher Qiuyue was so sad and desperate was not only because she was a wife who ruined her future and happiness, but more importantly, I was weak and sick. I knew that many women had a very miserable ending. I originally wanted to wait for my husband to grow up, and then continue the family line. However, when the husband grew up, he had thoughts and he was still young, and his wife was often a little old. In addition, the husband was taken care of by his wife since he was a child, so he only had family affection for his wife, and often it was the siblings of siblings, and there was no love at all. So the husband went out to find a new marriage, abandoned his wife, who was already old and ugly, and left his wife at home. His wife stayed at home to take care of the elderly, waiting for the husband to come back, and finally became a wait for the LangmeiThis is quite good. At least there is a chance to wait for the husband to come back. Some of the wives wait until the husband grows up. The two of them successfully form a normal family and have children. Although it is not a happy one, it is considered a normal life, but I am different.

Because I was weak and sick since I was a child, the medical conditions were not very good at that time, and my hearing was not good, so the villagers all said behind my back that I could not live to adulthood and I don’t know when I might die. The survival rate of children at that time was not as high as that of now, especially the wife who was in the slim and sick husband who was in the slim and sick, but in the end, the husband died before he could even get an adult, and the wife became a widow early, and often before he could complete the family and have a future, such a wife is the most miserable. Li Qiuyue married me and could undoubtedly become the most miserable wife. This is also the reason why Qiuyue is so desperate.

It was not until the other students came one after another that Teacher Qiuyue withdrew her gaze. To be honest, I really looked at me a little bit. After Teacher Qiuyue took her gaze, she wiped her eyes with a handkerchief, sniffed her nose, and then squeezed out a smile. However, the smile at this time was not as sunny and beautiful as before. Teacher Qiuyue started to teach us, but she would stare blankly and sigh during the break. Even when cooking at noon, we were playing in the classroom. Teacher Qiuyue was cooking alone in the kitchen. We suddenly heard Teacher Qiuyue’s pain cry. When we rushed over, we found that Teacher Qiuyue was pinching her fingers. Her originally slender and white fingers were bleeding. It turned out that Teacher Qiuyue accidentally cut her hands when she was cutting vegetables. When she recalled, she must have been worried at that time, causing her to be inattentive, so she was cut into her hands...

Teacher, are you okay, teacher... The other children looked at Qiuyue with fear and asked. Some children even cried. Children are all timid and respectful to Teacher Qiuyue very much.

It's okay... Just pack it up, go and have fun... Teacher Qiuyue squeezed out a smile, took out the simple first aid kit prepared for us in the class and started bandaging it yourself

However, during the meal and nap, Teacher Qiuyue still took care of me as before. I fell asleep under the pat of Teacher Qiuyue. However, when I woke up, I found that Teacher Qiuyue did not lean against the wall as before, but was still sitting next to me. His eyes were staring at me and seeing Teacher Qiuyue's eyes. I couldn't help but be shocked to see me awake. Teacher Qiuyue couldn't help but turn around, and then gently wiped the corners of his eyes, turned around and smiled at him. The smile was still so beautiful and kind,But there was a little more of what I had never had before. Later I understood that Teacher Qiuyue, who had already accepted her fate, had changed her opinion of me since then. Although I was still a child at that time, she knew that I was about to become her little husband. She was about to marry me and take care of me to grow up. Then she became a real couple with me and helped me for a lifetime. Regardless of whether she wanted it or not, this fact could not be changed. So I changed from a student she cared about to become her future husband, so she naturally paid more attention to me than before.

In the days that followed, my home became busy. The relatives from the village outside came, and other people in the village were all busy at my home. They cleaned up the bamboo houses and cleaned the garden. They also bought a lot of good things at home, including red basins and bedding, etc., and bought a lot of home appliances. In short, the whole home was renovated and was young at that time, so naturally I liked the excitement. The adults were busy at home, and the children in the village were also playing happily. I didn’t know what was going to happen. Teacher Qiuyue’s mood gradually improved. It was just that the sunny smile in the past appeared until a long time later. She took great care of me at school, and even took care of me more than before. Even if I played on the simple playground, she would look at me in a row.

My favorite thing is to watch Teacher Qiuyue take us to dance. During the break, Teacher Qiuyue would take out a tape recorder. At that time, he still used a tape, which was a cassette. A very small radio, Teacher Qiuyue played music, and then started to lead the dance in front. It was very simple for us to dance below, but Teacher Qiuyue was very beautiful when she danced, especially her figure and slender figure, which made me fascinated. It felt better than the women I saw on TV. Although there was not much concept of love at that time, except for my mother, Teacher Qiuyue was undoubtedly the woman I made me feel the most intimate.