Chapter 25 Suspicion

Our lives have returned to the peace of the past

Shangguan also had a few times in this situation. Every time he called me to say hello at night

He also took me to his college classmate to play. We lived together at classmate's house at night, just like he treated me as his wife

But I didn't do like Shangguan. He and I have been to my friend's house, but I was afraid that my friend would misunderstand me because we were not married, so I asked to live separately.

I think I'm a woman, I can't be too casual

When my friend and his wife went to work and their children to school, we got into a bed again

In general, we can do anything except not being together

My friend actually knows it, but I just don't say it through

My friend Xiaolan is a civilian institution, and her husband is the chairman of the unit's trade union

Xiaolan is tall and has a little dark face, but her skin is delicate, with big eyes and a high nose bridge, she looks like a beauty

I call her Hei Mudan

In my eyes, Xiaolan's strength is her characteristic, as if she does not have frosty flesh on her body. Each part is very strong and does not lose the lines on her body.

But her husband looks short and looks weak

Shangguan also said this to me, and Shangguan also asked me: Don’t know how to do it when they are together? Xiaolan must also have a strong sexual desire. Can her husband satisfy her?

I said: It seems that Xiaolan's husband is not in good health and will definitely not satisfy her.

Xiaolan often talks to me in front of Shangguan, and she said to Shangguan: Huang Rong is a good woman. If you marry her, it will be your blessing. She will definitely treat you very well.

Shangguan replied: I know I have always been very nice to her. As long as she doesn't leave me, I will be nice to her.

Xiaolan always thought that we were a natural thing, she hoped we would get married soon

Once, after we left Xiaolan's house, we returned to my original house for a long time and no one lived in it. The house was very dirty.

Shangguan became interested in the bed in my house. He was puzzled and asked me why the bed was so high.

I told Shangguan that it was my husband who originally asked to add it, and he wanted it to be more convenient when doing it

Shangguan said that since it is ready-made, why don’t we try it here

I laughed and said: You want to use it too

It's Ah, I think I have to experience the taste of making it with you on such a tall bed

In the evening, I made the bed and we started to make out.

He still used various teasing methods to stimulate me and make me reach the excitement point. He stood under the bed and inserted his hard part into my body. While looking at my body and my expression, he began to fully utilize his imagination.

Shangguan said: I feel really different, I feel very relaxed

When my orgasm came, he pressed me tightly, making me feel that his body and my body were pressing very tightly, and there was no gap in between.

When I was shot in by Shangguan, I made a loud cry unconsciously. Shangguan quickly covered my mouth with his hands, for fear that the neighbors would hear it.

Shangguan said: No wonder Li Shixiong put the mattress so high. It turned out to be to satisfy his selfish desires! He never thought that I would fuck his wife on this bed.

During this period, Shangguan and I had a very conflicted relationship. On the one hand, I loved Shangguan more deeply than before; on the other hand, I was very sensitive to Shangguan in many aspects.

Especially when Shangguan is not here, I will be suspicious of him, and it often makes everyone unhappy.

I'm also very sensitive to Shangguan talking about other women's affairs

I think Shangguan has a feminine relationship and is easily attracted to women

Shangguan has a colleague named Yànzi. He is very beautiful and I have seen him.

Shangguan once asked her to help me, but later I felt why she helped Shangguan. I began to suspect that Shangguan had a relationship with her, otherwise she would not be so enthusiastic about Shangguan's affairs.

Furthermore, Yànzi is very casual in front of Shangguan

This has increased my suspicion of Shangguan

Shangguan said that he had liked Yànzi in the past, which was a kind of person who had no unfair thoughts and liked Yànzi or not. I didn't know at that time

I don't believe it's that simple. I called Yàn to play with us, deliberately let Yàn know our relationship. On the one hand, I observed Yàn's expression, and on the other hand, I wanted Yàn's son to exaggerate my relationship with Shangguan to more colleagues, so that other women could not interfere in any more.

When Shangguan was on a business trip, I asked Yàn to take her boyfriend to live together at home.

When Shangguan came back, I talked about the situation where Yànzi lived with her boyfriend in front of Shangguan, and said that Yànzi herself said that her boyfriend is the man who can satisfy her the most.

This is to tell Shangguan that Yànzi had no intention of him at all.

And let Shangguan know that Yànzi is a relatively casual woman

Once we played cards together, Shangguan said that because of some trivial matters, and he started fighting with Shangguan in dissatisfaction. Shangguan said that there would be no good men like him with a personality like Yànzi.

As a result, Yàn's son was very angry

And I was sitting next to Yàn, and I was very happy to hear that.

I didn't reconcile in the middle, but watched the jokes next to me

When Yàn left angrily, I said to Shangguan: The woman you like looks like is like this, she has no qualities at all, and is too unclassified. Fortunately, I asked her to come and ask you to get to know her again.

Shangguan said in surprise: I have nothing to do with her. Is it necessary to get to know each other again?

You haven't had any good feelings for her in the past

I always treat her as a little sister, and I have never thought about her, you are so worried.

Shangguan expressed his displeasure at my actions, but I thought it was very necessary. I wanted to examine him carefully before marrying him so that he would not be a fickle man and would make me deceived.

Thinking about it now, it is really unnecessary to be suspicious of Shangguan. It is just to cause trouble for yourself.

Shangguan is not the kind of person who doesn't care about friendship, but I was sorry for him at that time, so I thought he would not want me anymore, so I was worried about him, doubted him everywhere, and restricted his actions. Even if he was on a business trip, please be clear.

I remember when I first got married, Shangguan looked at me more than once, and we often stayed alone at night, but he did not act frivolously to me. Logically, I should believe him

Once when I was with him, I was a little uncomfortable at that time, but Shangguan was calm and composed.

That time, Shangguan came to my house to see me at night

At that time, I was wearing a looser pajama, without a bra inside, and the shorts underneath could be seen vaguely. Every time I poured water for him, I could see my white breasts trembling. But when I paid attention to Shangguan, he was very calm and seemed to have seen nothing.

Shangguan only wore a vest and shorts that day. I seemed to feel Shangguan's under him bulging. He sat on the sofa. Although it was not so obvious, my heart was still beating, a little scared, and I thought a little, thinking about what Shangguan would do to me.

Several times I saw Shangguan a little bit wanted to hug me and kiss me, but he all passed by a slap. I knew he was suppressing his desire and using distraction to solve his desire in his heart.

When Shangguan stood up and said goodbye, my heart was not calm yet, so I followed him out. We walked by the road and stood at a flower bed and started chatting. We had been chatting for more than an hour, and it was already late at night.

There was no one around, and Shangguan could have invited me to go further, and I would never refuse at that time.

I know completely that something unexpected and predictable would happen if that would happen

Because I also want to have something happen to Shangguan

Shangguan still controlled himself, and we didn't break up until his sister found us. Maybe that time was the one we knew the most, and maybe that time left us with a foreshadowing in the future.

Another thing I can't accept with Shangguan is that he spoiled his children too much. He was always afraid that his children would suffer losses. He often returned to his original home in the name of taking care of the children, so that he would have the chance to be with his ex-wife.

I have argued with Shangguan several times about this

I told Shangguan that children should learn to be independent. If they take too much care, children may not be able to become successful. If the father ignores him, he will become independent by himself

Shangguan not only often takes care of his children, but also often bears the part that should not be responsible for financially.

If his mother cares, he is not at ease. It seems that only he can care for himself.

Once, his ex-wife was hospitalized and called him to go back to take care of the children.

I think it was his ex-wife who deliberately created such a trap, but Shangguan would rather believe his ex-wife than me

I didn't let him go back, saying that if he left him, his children could live independently, and don't spoil their children too much

Shangguan said I'm too selfish

Throw me away and leave

I hated that at that time, I really should have found a man without children

Yu Kuan actually fits my conditions, but he deceived me

Although Shangguan is nice to me, he cannot abandon the trivial matters in his family just because of me.

My approach made Shangguan really a headache, and my indecisiveness made him dissatisfied, and he was a little discouraged with me.

I don't know why, maybe it was because Shangguan wanted to change me, so he took me to a single chat club and said that I could get to know some people so that I could relax my mind.

But I didn't think it could make me relieved, but I felt that Shangguan's purpose was to choose a new goal among the women in the club.

I found that many women there had a good impression of Shangguan. They were very enthusiastic about Shangguan, especially those young women dressed up in the devilish and charming manner, which made me feel uncomfortable.

A club held a dance party. During the intermission, a young female staff member of a club asked Shangguan to dance a veneer dance. The dance hall was pitch black. I don’t know what Shangguan and that young woman were doing?

Later someone told me that the woman danced close to Shangguan, and seemed to kiss Shangguan.

After I got back, I had a big fight with Shangguan

Shangguan didn't admit to dancing with the woman in hugging her and dancing. He said they were completely normal and told me not to talk nonsense.

I told Shangguan that the woman was a slutty woman and had sex with a few men. He liked her so much. She was so tasteless.

Shangguan asked me where I heard it, but I didn't tell him. In fact, I was angry and talked nonsense.

Maybe it was my noisy that made Shangguan alert to that club, and he would not go there anymore

He didn't go, but I was surprised. Did he have something shameful about him and dare not look at him directly?

I asked Shangguan why he didn't dare to go to that club. Shangguan told me that he found that the club was entirely intended to establish a platform for dating some men and women. Some people in it had families and went there to find extramarital affair.

Tell me not to go in the future

Shangguan didn't let me go, and I felt that he had something to hide from me, so I had to figure it out

So, I got along with some people in the club, made friends with them, brought them home to play, and talked to them.

It just so happens that Shangguan is always on a business trip and I have a lot of time to date them. I can figure out whether Shangguan has a good hand with the women among them?

Especially those young and beautiful women, I have to be more careful

I am a beautiful woman in that club, and I have a good temperament, so many men are also circling around me.

It turned out that Shangguan was here, and they were a little afraid of Shangguan and did not dare to talk to me.

Shangguan is no longer here, they are brave enough to me. They talk to me if they have anything to do or not, compliment me, and greatly satisfy my vanity.

When I sing, they applaud me, and when I dance, they praise me

Since I was promoted by the stars and moon there, my self-confidence has become stronger

I like to participate in all the activities of the club and become the backbone there

Shangguan advised me many times, saying that it might be a scam that attracts people, and asked me to withdraw as soon as possible.

But I don't think so, I think they are all institutions that help people.

I often participate in activities there and I am very active, as if I did it myself

In fact, due to my positive performance, more people have really impressed me to join the club

The club has increased its revenue since then

I'm very popular with the club

Although Shangguan and I had a big disagreement on this issue and even had a very unpleasant relationship, I think I am not wrong

In the club, after a period of participation, I have become more and more close to my sisters after several of my sisters.

They all said that Shangguan was very good, so I should not miss the opportunity

I told them that Shangguan is good at everything, but he has children at home, and his ex-wife always looks for him.

My sisters told me that divorced men have this kind of situation. As long as he is sincere to you, it is in line with the normal relationship between him and his ex-wife for the sake of their children.

After the couple divorces, they can still be friends, don't be enemies

But I can't accept it

As soon as I saw Shangguan Wei's child back, I felt that he would sleep with his ex-wife again

My sisters all think that my thoughts are a bit strange, and I don’t think of myself as a big girl anymore.

But I can't accept their views

Some of them also often discuss things with their husbands for their children after divorce.

I also think it should, but if it falls on me, I can't accept it. I'm still afraid that Shangguan will leave me

After Shangguan knew what I thought, he proposed to get married so that I would not worry, but I was even more afraid that after we got married, Shangguan would sleep with a woman other than me, and I wouldn't fall out even bigger.

I will not marry Shangguan before I fully control him.