Chapter 32 The Expectation of Love

After Shangguan went to Beijing, he called me. He had been working in a foreign-funded company for more than a month. This company is engaged in computer firewall design, where he served as the manager of the China Marketing Department.

Shangguan told me that working there is not like a state-owned enterprise. The daily work tasks are arranged very much, and there is basically no spare time.

I told Shangguan that I could sell my house in Shenzhen and go to Beijing to develop with him, but Shangguan disagrees

He said that he was not stable in Beijing, and he didn't know how long he could work there, because the foreigners were restless and their thinking always jumped. I don't know when and where they went again?

So when he becomes stable, I'll inform me to go

Shangguan and I often tell our respective situations on the phone, and occasionally talk about our relationship

On the phone, I tried my best to express to him that I still love him so much, but Shangguan didn't think he was as enthusiastic as we were when we were together at the beginning

I was thinking that after Shangguan left Changsha, he would no longer have any contact with his ex-wife. If I was with him, I would reduce a lot of troubles.

We can give his child some money every month, so we don't have to worry about anything else

I told Shangguan the idea, but Shangguan did not express his opinion, just said, let him think about it carefully, I am holding Shangguan fast, I hope Shangguan can live with me for the rest of my life, because I fell in love with Guan too much

In the past, I did something bad. I shouldn't have had a relationship with Professor Yu Kuan and Professor Hu when I fell in love with Shangguan.

I already regret it very much. I think if Shangguan doesn't hold a grudge against me and marry me as his wife, I will take care of him for the rest of my life and never betray him.

But Shangguan never mentioned this about me. I wonder if Shangguan didn’t take these things seriously, or Shangguan kept silent and played with me in applause?

No matter what the situation is, I still want Shangguan to tell me personally that I will not complain about him. After all, I am sorry for him first.

We called several times in a row, and Shangguan only talked about his work and always underestimated his relationship issues.

I was a little anxious. After all, I was not young anymore and I couldn't afford to wait. Shangguan is now the fifth diamond princess. Many young women would like middle-aged men like him

I am in Shenzhen, and my cousin often urges me to find a good man to get married as soon as possible. I also met many men in that single club. They still have charm and many people pursue me.

Although I was a little moved, I couldn't get up immediately when I compared Shangguan with them.

I still want to wait for the official

Among these men, I can barely contact two of them, but I just can't love them.

I keep in touch with them because I want them to be Shangguan’s substitute. If Shangguan doesn’t want me, I will choose one of them and get married casually.

From their pursuit of my spirit, I feel that they will persevere

So, I always treat them as laborers whenever I have anything to do, and they are happy to do so.

I am a lonely woman, sometimes very lonely, and I also want to find a personal partner with Shangguan on my back, but when I think of the hurt I had brought to Shangguan, I gave up again

I don't want to be Shangguan to come to me, and the man came to pester me. If Shangguan knows, I will completely lose Shangguan if he completely

I still had difficulty controlling myself, waiting for Shangguan to call me

Sometimes, I feel very irritated. When Shangguan calls, I will get angry with him.

I asked Shangguan if he wanted me?

If I don't want me, there are many men in Shenzhen waiting for me

I said this because I wanted Shangguan to be anxious, and I could also see what Shangguan's attitude was?

I also told Shangguan that I already have a house in Shenzhen. He came to Shenzhen to marry me. We will not lack a house to live in.

I wonder if Shangguan cares about this, so I want to dispel his concerns

But Shangguan was not interested in the house. He said that he would solve the problem by himself.

I think what made him unable to make up his mind?

I beg him to tell me

Shangguan told me that as a man, he should put his work first, otherwise without a job, we all have to drink the northwest wind, so what else can we talk about?

I said that he could come to work in Shenzhen. With Shangguan's ability, he could still find a job that he was satisfied with in Shenzhen.

Shangguan said, it's not that simple, finding a job that suits me is not as easy as I imagined

He also told me that their company was going to set up a branch in Shanghai, and he might go to that branch to serve as the boss, so I could wait patiently for a while

I was very happy to hear this. I like Shanghai. It is very close to my ancestral home in Jiangsu. I also adapt to my life. I asked Shangguan to do it quickly. Let's go to Shanghai together.

When Shangguan visited Shanghai, he called me at the Pudong Jiangsu Hotel

When I received the call, I was very excited. I thought we were about to end. At that time, we will always be together and never be separated.

I look forward to the scene where we meet in Shanghai.

Shangguan didn't call me during that period, and I was a little anxious. I didn't know what was going on with him? I was afraid that he wouldn't be able to go to Shanghai, so it would be difficult for us to be together.

I took the initiative to call Shangguan and urged him to do it quickly. I think he is already crazy

My parents kept urging me to get married soon, and they also asked my aunt from Shenzhen to introduce me to my boyfriend.

My aunt also kept doing it for me. She introduced a large army colonel through an acquaintance, and the conditions were very good.

She told my parents about the situation. My parents were very satisfied and called me again and asked me to settle down and get married soon

I am not young anymore, and it will be difficult to find any further delays. Shangguan is not reliable, and he doesn't even have a fixed place. How can I marry me?

Besides, Shangguan is a man, and he is easy to find at this age. Maybe he will find a young man. At that time, I will regret it too late.

I was a little moved by the saying

However, I still have feelings for Shangguan, and I can't let him go

I called Shangguan and told him that my aunt introduced me to a university, but I had not agreed yet so that Shangguan could make a decision as soon as possible

Shangguan asked me to balance myself. If that collaborator treats me well, I can talk to him.

If it is not good, wait for Shangguan to get better

I saw that Shangguan allowed me to look for it again, so I agreed to the university introduced by my aunt.

On the day we met, the colonel was dressed up in military uniform and dressed up very much.

Tall and a little military demeanor, but I don't feel that he is like Shangguan

Shangguan's elegance is the kind I like

This colonel introduced himself, his surname was Shan and his name was Guanghui

Although he speaks loudly and generously, I always feel that he is a bit vulgar

I don't know if this is the case in his heart

I can get in touch before talking

If not, I will follow Shangguan, because Shangguan and I have been there for so many years, and I really don't want to give up on him again

In order not to let the colonel misunderstand me in the future, I still told him about me and Shangguan.

I said I had a boyfriend, but we couldn't live in the same city, so my parents insisted that I look for it again

I have always had feelings for that boyfriend, which made me forget that it is difficult for him to think about it seriously.

I have not established a relationship with him yet. If I don’t talk about it now, it will not harm everyone.

So I can only date him as a friend. If I really develop feelings for him, I can marry him without hesitation

Then I will forget my past

After listening to my introduction, Shan Guanghui thought about it carefully for two days.

Later, he told me that he was willing to wait for me to change

He said, I am a very emotional person, and he respects my past feelings very much

He is willing to date a woman who is both emotional and beautiful

If I think he is someone I deserve to love, he can marry me at any time

After hearing Shan Guanghui's words, the pressure in my heart was suddenly released. I could contact Shangguan in front of him, so I no longer have to worry about his jealousy.

Shangguan and Shan Guanghui started a triangle relationship again. This relationship made me so relaxed because both of them agreed with this rule

I was talking about friends with Shan Guanghui and asked about Shangguan's business in Shanghai. I kept urging Shangguan so annoyed. He said that he could not decide on the business. It was up to those foreigners to decide. He just followed their opinions and did the specific tasks.

I was a little anxious, and I was also for me and Shangguan Ah! But did Shangguan consider us? I don’t know

I was a little disappointed with whether Shangguan and the others were running a company in Shanghai or not.

I think Shangguan and I may not have a fate, so sooner or later we will go our separate ways.

I might as well capture the soldier in front of me and develop feelings for him. This is the most reliable

I started dating with Dan Guanghui frequently, and we went to the park and the mall together.

Shan Guanghui is very generous. He often buys clothes and daily necessities for me

Let me find confidence in being a woman again

But I still remained awake. Before I talked about marriage with him, I would never sleep with him.

I want to learn from Professor Yu Kuan and Professor Hu's lessons

I didn't completely give up my expectations for Shangguan. If they set up a company in Shanghai, I would explain it clearly to Shan Guanghui and go to Shanghai to find Shangguan.

Once, when I was on the phone with Shangguan, we talked about running a company in Shanghai again.

Shangguan said that those Americans are not very familiar with China's situation, and they are always worried that Chinese laws will have traps and let their investments be sucked.

They hired a US law firm's office in Hong Kong to help them understand Chinese laws and then decide on investment matters

I think Americans are very cautious in doing things, why do they last for so long?

I will let Shangguan pay more attention to them and give them more advice and make up their minds sooner

Shangguan said, don't think so easily, if you come up with too many ideas, Americans will be unhappy

They would think you were planning for yourself in it

Only when they ask me to do it can I actively do it for them

Shan Guanghui found that I had contacted Shangguan too frequently and had been reluctant to develop a deeper relationship with him, so he was a little disappointed.

He had a deep conversation with me, and he hoped that I would be clear about whether I could marry him?

I said to him vaguely, give me some time and let me think clearly before talking

After a long time, Shan Guanghui couldn't wait, maybe someone introduced him to another woman. He asked me to break up and I was lonely again. I had to hope that Shangguan would go to Shanghai to set up a company as soon as possible.

I finally waited for the good news from Shangguan. The Americans asked Shangguan to come to Shenzhen for inspection and asked him to compare the situation in Shanghai and Shenzhen to see where the investment is the most suitable

I'm so happy that Shangguan is coming to Shenzhen. I can see him. We can relive our dreams together again.

Of course, I hope that Shangguan and others can come to Shenzhen where they set up a company

Because that way, I won't have to run around anymore

When Shangguan comes, I will do my job. When he writes the feasibility report, he will write better the conditions in Shenzhen so that Americans can finally determine their investment in Shenzhen.

I believe Shangguan has this ability