In order to avoid encountering Xu Tingwei, I am Jiaqian, who is waiting for the club activity to end (or the date) at the bus station here at my house.
As the night gets darker and the temperature drops a lot, I can't help but tremble next to the station sign, and begging that the bus carrying Jiaqian will appear soon
At around nine o'clock, I kept sending messages saying that I got in the car and the car was waiting for the red light. Now the road is a little blocked and the car is not driving fast. I will arrive after three intersections. AhAhAh, it was blocked by the red light again. Two more intersections, ohoh! I rushed over, and it arrived. Jiaqian finally jumped out of the car as the bus stopped.
Oh! Have you been waiting for a long time? Jiaqian said while handing me the bag he was carrying in his hand
OK...is this? I picked it up and looked like it was filled with hot food
This is the red bean soup sold in the ice shop in the back door of our school! Their black sugar ice is super famous. Let’s go and eat it together when the weather gets hot!
Good Ah...Ah, thank you... Although I only ate puffs yesterday (in the end I still ate two uncontrollably), because the weather was too cold and I really needed the moisturizing of desserts because of my menstrual period, so I still accepted Jiaqian's good intentions.
Then are you doing well today? Jiaqian took my hand while saying that
I was stunned for a moment, but soon I realized that this should be to simulate the feeling of a couple, so I also held Jiaqian's warm big hand with the same force.
I said: I read books in a coffee shop during the day, but at night I went outside because I couldn't sit still. What about you? Is the club okay?
It's awful... Jiaqian said frustrated: The seniors of the Reyin Club are all very smart! After we finished the performance, they kept praising Xu Tingwei, saying it as if she would win the Golden Melody Award as soon as she debuted. Then when she talked about me, she lost all my skin...
Well, this is actually normal...
I admit that Xu Tingwei is very good at singing or playing guitar! But they are too unfair to me! I didn’t understand the artistic conception of the song and didn’t sing the lyrics to express it. This is too abstract! It doesn’t seem like the pitch is accurate. Just bend the beat, just practice the metronome! What do they want me to do?
It feels like they are just trying to find you!
For Ah, so I don’t really want to dump them... Fortunately, the seniors in the end said that we should pass the test for Xu Tingwei!
That's great! I asked again: When will you perform Ah?
January 7th... Are you coming?
Of course Ah! That's your first time performing on stage, I want to record it on my phone!
Well, you are a parent who expects your child to shine in the sports meet...
Who told you that your parents are not here? Someone must do Ah job... or do you don't want me to go?
No? No Ah! Of course, it’s best if you can come! Otherwise, the audience will be full of strangers and feel very bad!
Really? You are not afraid that I will disturb you and Xu Tingwei?
No! That guy will definitely find a tool guy. They must have a very interesting meeting with him in the audience. But when it comes to Xu Tingwei, she was asking if she should go to a party with her during the New Year's Eve
She went to you? Isn't that great? Have you promised her? I asked excitedly
It's not just me! She is looking for "we" to go together... She is saying that it will be more fun to have more people!
Uh... Although it feels quite good to be able to celebrate the New Year with Xu Tingwei (after all, she is a pleasing pretty girl), I am really afraid that being a light bulb like this will hinder Jiaqian and her development
Don’t you want to go? Or do you have any plans for the New Year’s Eve?
Because I have been listening to Sister Shuzi before, I want to watch the broadcast of Hongbai at home...
Then let’s go with me! Ah, a girl, is so terrible no matter how she thinks of going to a party!
You are a man now, no matter how you think about it, I will be more dangerous...
So as long as we go together and take care of each other, something will happen!
That's right...Ah! I suddenly realized that the reason why Jiaqian came to me was probably to look good in front of Xu Tingwei, but this reason was not easy to talk about, so she didn't say it.
Huhu, fortunately, Jiaqian, your close friend, I am very understanding and enthusiastic!
I said: OK OK, then let’s go together! But I definitely won’t drink!
That’s great~ Jiaqian asked again: But don’t you drink alcohol? Didn’t you just drank a lot the night before yesterday?
That's drinking to relieve my sorrow! Otherwise, I'd swear to say that I would never touch alcohol again!
Have you ever done something stupid after getting drunk?
No? No! I haven’t done anything like drinking sex!
... Jiaqian looked at me who was not asking for help with contempt
Woo... I originally wanted to complain that Jiaqian had sex with Xu Tingwei after getting drunk, but she felt that she took advantage of Xu Tingwei, which was completely different from me who suffered losses. In the end, I swallowed the words and could only silently complain in my heart about this world of unequal genders.
It was not until before entering the house that Jiaqian let go of my hand and ended our role-playing with couples.
After eating red bean soup and greeting my parents (they kept caring about whether my health would be uncomfortable today), Jiaqian said she also had to do her homework, so she asked me to take a shower first. I was a little tired and respectful, so I was better off obedient than to do my duty.
After taking off my clothes in the bathroom, I felt a little cold and I glanced at the bathtub. I thought I would have enjoyed it if I could take a bath at this time.
But when I thought of a girl who saw her on the Internet before, she had to take a shower to avoid infection, I had to give up this idea.
As I thought about it, I recalled the first time I had menstruation after becoming a girl, I was panicked and uncomfortable, but Sister Shuzi was playing tricks on the side and didn't help me. I had to stay on the toilet, crying and searching for information online.
With this comparison, it seems that my life is quite good now that I can be so cared for by my parents.
No, how could life be good without a senior sister... While I thought so, I looked up at the makeup mirror. Sure enough, the person in the mirror showed another expression of crying.
Alas... I sighed, then raised the shower head directly onto my head, letting the slightly hot water pour over my body from head to toe, as if I wanted to completely flush out something on my body.
Finally, it took me a lot longer than usual to finish the shower
After telling Jiaqian that she could use the bathroom, I brought a hair dryer, conditioner and comb to the living room, planning to dry my hair while watching TV while watching TV.
But when I sat down on the sofa and reached for the remote control, I felt that this seemed a bit too casual and retracted my hand back
I turned on the hair dryer and held it to move around my head, so that I could blow dry my hair that is not long but not short.
Although the roaring sound from the hair dryer is so loud, I don't feel that it has the strong presence that can cover up all other sounds.
When I was blowing my hair until I was about to dry, I started applying conditioner to the ends, thinking about what to do in the future. Of course, I couldn't think too far away, so I just thought about whether to go to work and whether to change to the library tomorrow.
When I decided to go to the library and began to think about what other ways to help her relationship besides having sex with Jiaqian, I heard footsteps
Originally, I thought that the one who walked into the living room would be Jiaqian who had a shower, but I didn't expect that the one who came in was my mother
Aunt! Why haven’t you slept yet? I quickly said hello
I just washed the clothes and had to wait until they were washed before drying them.
Hey hey? I'll do this kind of thing Ah! I originally planned to wait until Zhewei finished washing before washing it together...
Oh, he will find a way to do that boy’s clothes!
Uh... Although such a cold manner is consistent with my impression, because my mother is actually good to me and bad to Jiaqian, I still feel unable to adapt
But... the expression on my mother's face suddenly became heavy
Xiao Ling, are you interested in...well, what about the job in the catering industry?
Eh? I was shocked, but fortunately I had the experience of fighting Afeng yesterday. Now I think quickly. I think my mother might think this is not a good job and say: I don’t hate cooking, but I don’t really want to be a waiter in the future.
Yes? Then aren't you enough money?
Eh?
Before I could answer, my mother took out a piece of paper and said: I found this when I was cleaning your uniform pocket.
When I calmed down, I realized that it was the resume form I asked me to fill out after I asked the clerk's sister about working today.
Dead, how could I forget to take it out of my pocket?
Although I was extremely panicked, I still smiled and said: Oh, just today I went to the coffee shop with my classmates. Then, because she saw that the store manager was handsome, she ran to chat with someone and said she wanted to work. I also took a resume and came back!
Go after school?
Of course Ah~
But I found this again. My mother took out the time I wrote on the invoice I went to the coffee shop to spend. Naturally, it wouldn't be after school.
You flip my bag!? I was shocked and angry
I'm just afraid that you will have no money to eat...
You are not my mother, why do you care about so many of me? I was so angry that I was so embarrassed because of the lie being exposed. I blurted out such words and immediately regretted it in the next second.
This is not only because the person in front of me is my mother, but also because I am not the one who has a position to say such words.
It's over, now I'm going to live on the streets... I lowered my head and prepared to welcome my mother to curse me and the fate of being expelled from the house. However, although I can foresee that my next life will be extremely miserable, I feel inexplicably at ease.
Maybe I still can't get used to being loved like this by my parents, right?
Come on, scold me!
Get me out quickly!
Let it all end, I don’t know if I gave up on myself, this thought actually came to my mind
Hug? Sorry...
Eh? I thought I heard it wrong, but when I looked up, I realized that my mother was not angry at all, but she looked like she was about to cry.
Oh, it's so late. Xiao Ling, go to bed quickly. Good night. After saying a word, my mother got up and left the living room without waiting for me to reply.
I don't know if I've read it wrong, but I always feel that her hands are wiping tears
What's going on... When I heard the door of my mother's room be closed, I murmured to myself as I heard the sound of the door of my mother's room being closed.
The next morning, when I was about to prepare breakfast, I naturally met my mother in the kitchen again
However, not only did she not have any abnormalities, she also did not mention what happened last night at all.
Although I wanted to apologize for my mistake yesterday, I stopped because I really couldn't find the time.
On the way to school, I told Jiaqian about this, and Jiaqian naturally thought of me because of this.
You're saying this too much
I know I was wrong... I lowered my head and looked at my feet that continued to move forward
Then what should I do?
Just go and say sorry to your mother, saying you shouldn't say such things!
Then what?
Then your mother will forgive you, and everything will be like nothing happened!
It would be better if this happens! They would drive me out no matter how they think about it!
Is this going to happen? Your mother is more sad than being angry, right? She probably won't do this, right? Jiaqian added in a low voice: Although if it were me, I will definitely blow you out
Woo... Then why do you think my mother has this reaction?
I don't know... Jiaqian grabbed her head
Or was it actually I made a mistake? My mother was so angry that she was so angry that she was full of her mind that she wanted to kick me out politely?
It seems that this possibility cannot be ruled out...
Then what should I do?
Needless to say, of course
Sure enough, should I find a job quickly? The clerk who went to apply for a convenience store should have a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan, right? Is it not bad to rent a house with a few thousand yuan, and the remaining money is not bad?
What a weird thing! What do you think
Ah, do you think it's too slow to make money like this, right? Or should I be a Yutuber or something? Although I can't do anything, I'm so cute now, and someone will be willing to hurt if I sell Cute! I was halfway through my words, but I was interrupted because Jiaqian knocked my head with her hand.
Alas, you were really led to the destruction by Master Ah... Jiaqian sighed
No matter how you think about it, you should keep apologizing to your mother until she is willing to forgive you!
Eh?
You can't stand it and apologize?
I won't be able to do this, I've lost all my self-esteem and so on long ago
You can't just talk about this kind of thing so righteously...
The problem is if my mom is really angry, I don’t think it will be useful to apologize!
Oh, your parents are not a stern person. As long as you apologize, how could they let a lonely girl like you wander in the bitter cold streets!
No, no, they are such people. In the past, I wanted to pick up a poor puppy and go home, but my mother cruelly rejected me
This is a matter of two things... Because I saw the bus I was taking from afar, Jiaqian let go and held my hand and said: Okay, today you should think about how to tell your mother that I will go back early tonight. If it really doesn't work, I will accompany you to apologize!
kindness……
Then I'll see you tonight, bye! Jiaqian said as she walked towards the bus that was parked by the station.
Bye bye, I said goodbye to Jiaqian and stood there watching her squeeze onto the bus with the crowd
After watching the bus carrying Jiaqian gradually fade away, although it was time to set out to the library, my mind was probably full of confusion and confusion. I hugged my chest and pondered for a while, but I couldn't take a long time to take a step
When I finally realized that this was not a solution, I turned around, but unexpectedly I saw my mother carrying a yoga mat.
Dead, I completely forgot that today is the day when she is going to take the bus to take a yoga class...
Just when I was so panicked that I was about to cry because I was caught skipping class, my mother said: Xiao Ling, you are not going to class today?
Uh... Although I can't say that I'm waiting for the bus, considering the experience of lying and being exposed yesterday, I really don't dare to talk nonsense anymore
So where are you planning to go?
No? No...
So should I have a walk together?
Yes? Yes... But, aunt, aren't you going to take a yoga class?
Oh, I just want to skip class! My mother smiled, but I really couldn't relax because of this.
In this way, neither of me, carrying my schoolbag and my mother, carrying a yoga mat, went to the supermarket together.
Xiao Ling, do you want to eat for dinner? My mother asked while pushing the cart
All? All are OK... I followed her tremblingly, really don't understand what medicine my mother sells in her gourd
Oh, how can I prepare! Although my mother was complaining, she didn't seem angry
She asked again: Is it good to eat hot pot?
Good Ah Good Ah, it’s time to eat hot pot in winter! I quickly agreed and followed my mother to the fresh food side
We first got the Korean vegetable, Chinese cabbage, golden needle vegetarian and taro in the fruit and vegetable area, and then went to the meat area to get the beef, pork and snapper slices.
When passing through the frozen food area, my mother asked me if I wanted to eat any hot pot ingredients. Because I knew very well that she didn't like processed foods, I shook my head and said that I only like natural ingredients.
While queuing up to check out, I chatted with my mother while secretly observing her expression.
In my imagination, my mother should not only be so angry because of my misconduct yesterday, but she just caught me skipping class on the spot. No matter how she thought about it, she would kick me out of the house because she thought I was a bad girl.
However, at this time, there was no trace of anger on her face. Instead, she would frown from time to time, pursed her lips, and looked like she was thinking about something again.
Well, is she seriously thinking about the dinner dishes?
How is that possible!
Didn’t she decide to eat hot pot long ago?...Wuwuwuwu, what exactly is she thinking about?
Sure enough, are you still trying to kick me out of the house politely?
When I thought of this, I was so nervous that I was about to cry
Xiao Ling, are you okay? Are you feeling uncomfortable? My mother asked worriedly
No? It's okay... I put my hand on my abdomen and pushed the reason for my sad face to my menstrual pain
Yes... My mother immediately understood what I mean
But it may be better to see a doctor after so many days of pain?
It's okay, I've always been like this, thank you aunt. I smiled weakly, but my mother ignored my kindness for some reason and immediately turned her head away
This inevitably hurt my young mind again
Forget it, die early and get older. I'll say that I'll break the skylight and brighten it!
After making up my mind, I took the payment items into my shopping bag and said: Auntie, why don’t I go to school today?
Hey? My mother was stunned for a moment, and after a while, she said: I'm a little curious, right, but would you like to tell me?
Uh... This time I was stunned because of my mother's friendly attitude
Xiao Ling, you don’t need to say anything you don’t want to say! My mother smiled and said: You hate being asked by others, right? I’m really sorry about what happened yesterday. I really shouldn’t have flipped through your wallet without permission.
No, no, no, no, I should apologize no matter how you say it! My aunt obviously cares about me, but I am really embarrassed to talk to you in that tone...
It's okay! My mother first reached out and touched my head, and then said: Xiao Ling, you live in our house, but you don't want to feel that you owe us anything! If we do something that makes you unhappy, it doesn't matter if you say it... But don't be as fierce as yesterday, I'm really a little hurt.
Tian Ah, is my mother a saint?
How can you be so broad-minded?
I couldn't hide my emotional excitement and hugged my mother and said: Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo
Good-good-my mother hugged me in her arms with one hand and continued to touch my head with the other
Hey, isn't this Mrs. Xie? Suddenly, a girl's voice came from behind me
Ah~ You didn't want to open a store today? My mother let me go while saying hello. I turned around and looked at it. I always felt that the mature woman in front of me looked very familiar. I thought about it seriously and realized that she was the owner of a clothing store near our house. I remember that my mother seemed to buy clothes from her very often
No~ The boss's wife covered her mouth and said with a smile: I'm just lazy, it's going to be open in the afternoon~
This way... My mother stood in front of me, as if she wanted to hide me behind her
OK OK OK I'll go back to make lunch later, so I'll say goodbye first
When I looked at my mother in confusion, the boss's wife also discovered my existence. She immediately said to my mother: AhAhAh! Is this the child who lives in your house? It's really as cute as you said~
Uh, thank you... Although I never doubt how cute I am now, I feel a little embarrassed to be praised by someone I have met before.
Right? Yes... For some reason, my mother looked very flustered, and even a few drops of cold sweat came out of her forehead.
Did the clothes you bought for her last time fit? She must be very beautiful when worn, right? The boss continued to say happily, but looking at the finished expression on my mother's face, I probably don't have to expect her to answer properly
On the way home, a dead silence lies between my mother and me
We were just carrying a bag of plastic bags filled with ingredients, walking on heavy and slow steps on the streets shining under the winter.
From time to time, I would secretly look at my mother and wanted to tell her that I didn't care about her lying to me at all.
After all, except for not being able to feel any malicious accidents from it, I really don't have the right to blame her for such a trivial matter.
But whenever I was about to speak, I stopped because I didn't know where to start
Xiao Ling, don’t you ask me why I lied to you that those clothes belonged to Zhewei’s cousin? While waiting for the traffic light, my mother spoke and broke the silence
Uh, that? Actually, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want to explain... But maybe because you are worried that I don’t bring enough clothes, you just want to prepare for me and are afraid that I will be embarrassed, so you lied like this kind of kindness?
Alas...
Isn't this the case?
That's right! Hahahaha, my mother laughed a few times, but after seeing my suspicious expression on her face, she said: OK, it's not...
That's it?
Just... My mother stammered. It seemed that she had not much courage to confess just now. She was interrupted and was exhausted.
Seeing the green light on, she simply took a step forward
I didn't plan to delve into it in detail, so I didn't ask any more questions. I hurriedly followed her across the road
After walking to the other end of the zebra crossing, we walked into an alley where only one car could pass.
Maybe I was afraid that I wouldn't keep up, so my mother turned around and looked at me.
But not long after turning back, my mother suddenly stopped.
Huh? I followed my mother's gaze and realized that it was a big cat lying comfortably on the roof of the car
So cute~ My mother said intoxicatedly, and even took out her cell phone to take photos of the yawning cat
Uncle? Aunt, are you a cat pie? I really can't believe my eyes
I like the cute dog very much, too. My mother showed me her cell phone, and I found that there were a bunch of photos of cats and dogs inside.
I always thought you didn't like small animals... After all, you don't have pets at home
That's not true! We have always wanted to raise it!
Didn’t Zhewei want to take it home when he saw an abandoned dog on the road, but you refused it?
You mean Wang Taro?
Wang Taro?!
My mother's fingers slid on the screen a few times, and then I saw a picture of a dog with beautiful fur and grinning with her tongue stretched out.
Although it is not 100% certain, it looks very similar to the puppy I wanted to pick up when I was a child.
My mother said: Zhewei said that he had seen an abandoned dog on the road before, right? Actually, Ah, after listening to him, I really wanted to rush over immediately, but in order to cultivate Zhewei to become a responsible person, I first asked him if he had considered what the dog needed and what he could do for the dog? Unexpectedly, he gave up. He was such a useless child. Ah~
Uh... My body was shocked, then? What happened later?
So I had to go out to see the dog by myself, and then I was lucky to find Zhewei on the way back from school. Wang Taro was still a small one at that time. It was really cute~ After saying intoxicatedly, my mother said again: Although it is not impossible to take the dog home directly, I always feel that this will make Zhewei develop a bad mentality of only sitting and enjoying his fruits, so I had to take it to the veterinarian for examination first, and then find the owner for it. Fortunately, someone was found to adopt it in the end. I will go over and see it regularly now! Look~ My mother showed another photo she took with her dog recently.
Really? I really didn't expect that such a serious aunt would have this side... I really can't believe that the person who hugged the dog intimately in the photo would be my mother who smiled so brightly
It turns out that I am such a person in your eyes... My mother seems very depressed
Actually, I was not like this at first, but who is called Zhewei, who has been very uneducated since childhood. In order to teach him well, I had to pretend to be serious. I didn’t expect that after acting for a long time, it seemed like I was like that…
What kind of Ah, doctor, boss, do you and your uncle want to do in the future?
It doesn’t have to go that way, but at least you have to pronounce the name and tell the school that others will know, otherwise no girl would be willing to marry him!
My mother's words made me think of playing turtle soup with Afeng, so I joked: Are you very afraid that Zhewei will not get a wife? Could it be that you always want a daughter, so you really hope Zhewei will marry a wife and go home quickly so that he can treat his daughter-in-law as a daughter?
Unexpectedly, after hearing what I said, my mother looked surprised
You? How do you know Ah?
Hey?
In fact, Zhewei and I have always wanted a daughter... My mother said: When we were having a prenatal check-up, the doctor also said it was a girl at first, but we were so happy that we didn't expect that it was the ultrasound that was not done well at that time...
Well……
So Ah My mom swallowed the words back halfway through her speech
Her eyes were staring at me, her lips were trembling slightly
After a while, she took a deep breath and said: When Zhewei took you home last week, Zhewei's father and I felt like we had a wish come true.
... I really don't know what to say
My mother continued: And Ah, after that, you can integrate into our family's life so quickly. No matter what you are looking for, they are very comfortable, and their daily life can be so compatible with us. I really feel like you are the one who belongs to this family.
Needless to say, because I really grew up in this family... Although I really want to say this, of course I still closed my mouth tightly
Maybe seeing that I didn't say anything, my mother showed a look of about to cry
But she continued: Often, when I looked at you, I couldn't help but wonder how there were such cute children in the world. Then because I was too afraid that I would be reluctant to part, I quickly looked away and I thought that if I had a daughter as cute as you, what kind of clothes would I buy for her to wear. When I came to my senses, I was already carrying several big bags full of clothes.
Ah… Then I realized that the bags I saw when I got home last week should be filled with clothes my mother bought for me
Sorry, I said so many strange things... My mother reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes
I also know that those words sounded really strange, but I don't want to cheat again
Aunt! In order not to make my mother sad anymore, I took my mother's hand and said: Because my parents were not by my side since I was a child, my sister looked dead again. This week I spent in your house was really the first time I realized what home is and what family is! Looking at you, I often think about how happy and happy it would be if there were fathers and mothers like you!
Woo woo woo woo woo woo... My mother choked up again, but this time she was obviously crying with joy
Then? Then you won’t leave, right? You won’t want to leave just because you think we can’t take care of you too much and can’t stand it anymore, right?
No! I also hope my uncle and aunt can take care of me more!
Xiao Ling! My mother hugged me tightly
Aunt! I hugged my mom tightly, too
We just hugged each other tightly, and we didn't separate for a long time
Far away, the cat lying on the roof of the car just now yawned again, as if asking us mother and son, how long will it take to act in this soap opera starring the two.
On the bus, Li Jiaqian was not slid on her phone like everyone around her, but stared at her hand, and her mind was full of memories of the feeling of holding Xiaoling just now.
She always felt that the touch of Xiaoling's small and soft hand was still left on her hands, and she even had the urge to smell it and see if there was a sweetheart on her palm.
What am I doing? When I was about to put my hand in front of my nose, Li Jiaqian came to her senses
She quickly put down her hands halfway up and reflected on her trouser legs, then immediately regretted it.
In order to calm herself down, Li Jiaqian forced herself to put Xiaoling behind her mind
She first thought about what Xu Tingwei told her to improve the part she singed last time, and then worried about her relationship with senior Lin Mingfeng. Finally, she thought about Lin Tingyun still not contacting her.
Not long after, the bus stopped next to the stop sign on the side of the school, and Li Jiaqian also got off the bus with several students in C.
After getting off the car, she originally wanted to climb over the wall and enter the school, but after seeing the classmate who was doing this first, she was caught by the instructor hiding in the dark, she quickly turned around and walked towards the gate.
Hey! When she was about to reach the door, Li Jiaqian suddenly heard someone calling her. She turned around and found out that it was Lin Tingyun wearing the G-g-girls uniform.
Hey hey hey hey! Senior Sister Tingyun, why are you here?
Waiting for you!
Are you a lie? Why are you waiting for me?
Alas, I feel so sad when you look at your reaction~ Lin Tingyun said: If you heard someone say this in the past, you would be so happy. It seems that you have really forgotten a lot of things.
Uh, to Ah...
So it's really not OK to remember quickly, right?
Actually, it's not that urgent... Looking at Lin Tingyun's excited face, Li Jiaqian's voice became smaller and smaller
Then let's go!
Where to go?
Let's embark on your journey to find memory Ah!
Now? Class is coming!
There is no way, it’s too late for anyone to rush to school now!
That's you, I won't be late!
Strange, is it my illusion? I always feel that Xiaowei, your reaction is very similar to one of my juniors... Lin Tingyun narrowed his eyes
Yes? Yes? Hahahaha Li Jiaqian laughed dryly and reflected on her words and deeds just now
In order to avoid Lin Tingyun's random thoughts, she hurriedly said: OK OK, OK, I actually didn't say that I really want to go to class today, just leave if I want to leave!
Well! This is Xiaowei whom people know! Lin Tingyun said happily
Afterwards, Lin Tingyun didn't say what to do or where to go, but walked forward with light steps. Li Jiaqian originally wanted to go parallel with her, but when she thought of the last time she was knocked away, she finally chose to keep a subtle distance from Lin Tingyun, so as not to stimulate the other party's sensitive nerves due to accidental physical contact.
Although I had a lot of questions to ask, in order to avoid revealing the situation, Li Jiaqian chose a topic that she thought she was safe and asked: It will be the New Year's Eve in a few days. Senior sister, where are you going?
No, people also have to work that day, and other people’s holidays are big days in the service industry!
That way your boyfriend won't be angry?
He doesn't have a boyfriend!
Alas... Li Jiaqian stared at Lin Tingyun suspiciously
Really! It's strange, why have people always thought they have a boyfriend recently... Lin Tingyun muttered
Speaking of this, I met a girl while shopping a while ago. Because I was having a great time talking to her, I asked for her phone number. Unexpectedly, I later called in and found that it was an empty number. What's going on?
Uh, why do you think I understand the girlish heart more?
I don't know, I just think Xiaowei, you should know Lin Tingyun said seriously
Then? Maybe you were too enthusiastic to scare her?
In this way... Lin Tingyun lowered his head in frustration
It seems that they still have no progress at all...
How to say it?
Let's start talking later. Anyway, the destination has arrived. Because the light happened to be red, Lin Tingyun stopped.
Are you going? Li Jiaqian followed Lin Tingyun's gaze and found that they had already walked to H Country Middle School without realizing it
That’s right! Our destination is our dear alma mater!
Hey? It’s class time now? It’s best to go in!
Don't worry! Leave everything to my sister! As soon as he finished speaking, Hao Zhi switched, and Lin Tingyun crossed the zebra crossing with a small trot and then entered the guard room
Li Jiaqian walked slowly while praying that Lin Tingyun would be bombarded.
Helplessly, when she arrived across the road, Lin Tingyun walked out of the guard room and said happily: I told the guard that we were alumni and wanted to come back to find the teacher, so he agreed to let us in!
Then? That's really great...
In fact, they originally planned to come to you at night, but they always thought that the atmosphere would be better! While leading Li Jiaqian through the hall with the bronze statue of Mr. Jiang, Lin Tingyun said: The two of them first climbed over the wall and entered the school, and then walked through the uninhabited corridor together. All they could hear was the sound of each other's footsteps. As they walked, they saw the light of the flashlight from afar. It turned out that the guards were patrolling because they were afraid of being discovered, so we had to hide in the classroom and hide under the desk together.
Uh, will such a situation help explain my past?
Actually, it wasn't. People just thought it was exciting and walked here. Lin Tingyun turned right and began to climb up the stairs.
On the way, they passed by many middle school students in China and attracted many curious eyes, of course, Lin Tingyun was the most eye-catching
Everyone is watching you, Li Jiaqian whispered
Huh! Is there any? Lin Tingyun pulled up his scarf and covered half of his face
Although she felt that she was still holding a pipa and half-covered by her face, not only looked more suspicious, but also made people notice her beautiful big eyes, but Li Jiaqian, who had no interest, was too lazy to complain about it anymore.
After climbing to the fourth floor, Lin Tingyun turned to the right
Li Jiaqian, who was following her, looked at the door sign and realized that this was a ninth-grade classroom.
Dangdangdang~ Suddenly, the bell rang and echoed in the corridor, and the students began to walk or run back to the classroom
After the teachers also positioned each one, the class monitor led the students to stand attentively and salute, thus starting the day's course
So stupid... Because I have never liked this kind of ritual with the taste of authoritarianism, Li Jiaqian couldn't help but complain in a low voice
People don't like this either. Lin Tingyun said: So sometimes I just don't go to class.
Uh... Li Jiaqian really couldn't imagine Lin Tingyun squatting on the ground in a tasteless posture, holding a cigarette in her mouth, glaring at every passerby passing by
Don’t think about it! They are not a bad girl! It’s just that they have been bored for too long because they usually hide their nature and have to find opportunities to relax from time to time!
Yes? Li Jiaqian asked with her head tilted, after all, she always thought Lin Tingyun was a guy who was very good at doing things. It was hard to imagine that she would pretend to behave for the sake of other people's eyes.
It was a lot different from now when I was in junior high school! At that time, I was not good at my childhood memories because I was young.
What's wrong? You're being excluded?
It's true...but this doesn't matter! The point is that they decided to debut in high school when they were promoted to junior high school.
Isn’t that the debut in the middle school of China? This time, Li Jiaqian really feels that it’s impossible not to vomit.
Oh oh! Xiaowei, have you replied to your memory? This feeling of complaint makes people miss Ah... Wait, why do I feel like I have been criticized like this recently, but who is Ah? Why can't I remember it...
Oh, this doesn’t matter! Please continue to talk about your country’s affairs quickly!
OK! Lin Tingyun nodded in agreement
Anyway, Ah, I decided to be a good student who is trusted by teachers, admired by classmates, and loved by friends in junior high school! In order to achieve this goal, I pretended to be very well-behaved! Even if I really couldn't stand it, I would definitely seize the opportunity to do it when I wanted to breathe. In addition to my brother, there was only one person left in the whole school who knew the other side of me.
who?
It's you
Eh? Li Jiaqian couldn't believe it at all
After all, as far as she knows, Xiao Ling should have learned that Lin Tingyun is a lesbian after she becomes a girl, and that's the inside story of her perverts.
Of course, what you know is not everything else! I really don’t know what to say if I have to confess some things... Lin Tingyun said it was so squeaky.
But if I want to use 100% of my acting skills in front of others, then I only need to use 60% in front of you!
That's still very high... I think our friendship is really not very good, right?
There is nothing we can do about this! A normal girl will have more than a hundred secrets!
It would be better that there will be so many! So how do we know each other? You can't come and be heartless to me for no reason, right?
Humph, you must think that they have already digressed, right? But in fact, every word I just said is being laid out! Lin Tingyun pointed to the end of the corridor and said: The reason why we met each other started from here!
Li Jiaqian looked in the direction of Lin Tingyun's finger and found that there was a toilet there.
Li Jiaqian's mouth twitched a few times, and then said: This? This is really a romantic place for encounters...
People are not talking about the toilet! Come with me! Lin Tingyun walked forward while talking, and stopped until he walked to the sink next to the sink used to wash mops by the sink
She looked down at the sink and said: Sure enough, she is still in Ah...
Hum? When Li Jiaqian walked closer, she found that the sink was full of various copper plates. In addition to one yuan, five yuan, even ten yuan and fifty yuan.
Li Jiaqian couldn't help but ask in confusion: Is this?
Lin Tingyun explained: I don’t know when it started, but a legend has spread among the girls in our school, saying that there is a wishing pool on the fourth floor of the building of the ninth-grade classroom. As long as you pray sincerely and give a little heart, your wish will come true.
Do you believe this?
Originally, people didn't believe it, and they always thought that this was probably the tool for making money. As long as the money accumulates to a certain amount, they will be wiped out. Lin Tingyun said: But Ah, once I made a random wish, and then it really came true.
Eh?
It's Ah. After going to junior high school, my pocket money became very small because of some things. After I bought the meal, I didn't have much left.
Then save it
So Ah, people had to use the money to buy what they like, and borrow money from my brother for dinner.
Please take the money for a good meal!
However, there is friction between people and dolls, and there will inevitably be quarrels between my sister and my brother. After accidentally deleted my brother's electric save, he was so angry that he refused to talk to me no matter how he was.
You deserve it...
Hey hey! They didn't mean it! Xiaowei, how could you say this? Sister, I'm so sad... Lin Tingyun looks very sad
Anyway, after arguing with my brother, my parents lost their food and clothing. Even if they broke all the pigs, the money I could raise was probably enough to eat one meal a day.
Go and advance pocket money with your parents! Otherwise, go and apologize!
No! There is no reason for my sister and brother to apologize in this world! And if Ma Ma knew that I spent money indiscriminately, I might not even have a penny of pocket money in the future! Lin Tingyun said: So Ah, there is only one way I can choose.
That's it? Li Jiaqian asked, but in fact, she thought with her knees and knew what the answer would be
That's right! It's just tolerate hunger and only eat one meal a day. Lin Tingyun stood up with pride.
... Li Jiaqian really doesn't know what to say
But Ah, as a good student trusted by teachers, admired by classmates, and loved by friends, of course, he would not have no money to eat because of spending money indiscriminately. In order to maintain my image, people had to spend the only meal every day for lunch and pretend to have eaten at home. Dinner said that they were losing weight. This kind of experience is really hard for a girl in the developmental period.
Ah, this guy can grow like this when he is malnourished. What would happen if he gives her enough nutrients?... Li Jiaqian stared at Lin Tingyun's breasts jealously
After more than a week of life like this hell, I finally reached the limit of patience
Finally decided to apologize?
Unconsciously, I was hungry and looked at the fourth floor unconsciously. It turned out that in my subconscious, I always felt that there was a big secret treasure here that could save me.
Wait, you won't want to...
That's right, the idea of getting some money from the Wishing Pool began to come to my mind every now and then
You scumbag... Li Jiaqian looked disgusted
Xiaowei, listen to my explanation! They just need to borrow some Ah first! And as soon as I receive the pocket money for next month, I will pay it back immediately, and even add interest!
If the people who come to make a wish know that their intentions are being used indiscriminately by you, they will definitely be very sad.
So as long as you are not known, isn't it okay?
... Li Jiaqian was speechless for a moment
In this way, during an evening self-study period, I told my classmates that I would go to the bathroom, but in fact I ran here secretly. After a pause, Lin Tingyun continued: But although I was so hungry that I was full of thought that I would use the money to buy potato slices.
At least buy something nutritious!
But they are actually quite struggling inside. They will look back to see if anyone passes by or see if anyone is coming out in the toilet.
You're just afraid of being discovered!
That's not! In my heart, I actually hope someone can stop me! Let me not embark on the path of becoming a criminal... and then it would be even better if I could help me by the way!
……
I looked left and looked again, and I was panicked and confused, and began to seriously reflect on why I was forced to do this! In the end, I realized that if I didn’t have to wear a mask and maintain my image in front of the world, I wouldn’t have fallen to this point at all if I didn’t have to wear a mask and maintain my image in front of the world.
Did you make a mistake? All of this is caused by your habit of spending money indiscriminately?
But while feeling regretful, I also came up with a great idea! Lin Tingyun raised his chest and said: It's Ah, I can throw a dollar in first, and then make money in a crazy way when I reach out into the sink. If someone sees me, I will say that I just lost fifty dollars and are looking for change now!
……
In this way, I opened my wallet and took out the few copper plates inside. But the moment I threw the money out, I felt something was wrong from the subtle weight difference. When I calmed down, I realized that the one that was spinning and flying in the air was actually 50 yuan!
Anyway, you won’t pick it up later. Is there any difference?
But if someone really sees me, I can only get 49 yuan at most, right? I will lose 1 yuan in this way!
……
So, I was extremely anxious and rushed forward, trying to stretch my arms, trying to intercept the 50-yuan copper plate in the air
If you can catch this, your reflex nerve is really not covered
Unfortunately, I failed and in addition to not catching the money, I also had an unstable center of gravity because I stepped on the water on the ground. I was about to fall to the ground, and my head might even hit the sink.
Hey hey hey!
At that moment, I felt that time had stopped, and every bit from childhood to adulthood began to flash in front of my eyes. Family, friends, and that person...'s face suddenly appeared and then disappeared. I reflected on my life with these pictures and figures.
Damn it, you're seeing the lantern of life...
As I thought about it, I still felt that if I could start over, I really didn’t want to act anymore. I really wanted to be myself... But it was also bad to be excluded, so I just hope that at least one person could make me feel at ease and let me know if I could be hated. While thinking about how good it would be if there could be such a person, I closed my eyes with a smile. After all, it would be quite terrible to watch the sink that was about to break my head getting closer and closer!
Wait, it won't
That's right! Lin Tingyun smiled slightly
I heard the crisp sound of coins colliding with each other in my ears, but my head didn't seem to hit anything. When I opened my eyes, I realized that you were holding my body
God... Li Jiaqian reached out to cover her mouth, completely unable to believe that the childhood sweetheart who was extremely useless in her eyes had done such a prince-like behavior.
Then Ah... Lin Tingyun wanted to speak but stopped
Then what?
Just? You know... Ah, I was so scared because I found myself touched by a boy. So Ah, just when you were about to help me stand, I grabbed your hand first and inserted my left foot between your legs. Then I pulled your hand up hard while squatting down, and carried you on my shoulders and then fell heavily to the ground...
Damn it! This is murder! Who can use this trick like a mystery to the first time meeting someone!
Oh, shoulder car is not that powerful, people think it is a mystery to sacrifice their own skills!
I'm not praising you! Damn it, is it still too late to report the case now? This must have caused irreversible harm!
Don’t be so angry! When they come to their senses, they will carry you to the health care room immediately. Fortunately, you were a small one at that time, and it was effortless to carry it!
... Because Li Jiaqian was in a complicated mood when she suddenly heard that Lin Tingyun and Xiaoling had such a skin kiss.
While waiting for you to regain your consciousness, I was so panicked that I kept thinking about how to explain to you, how to apologize to you, and what to do to get your forgiveness. Lin Tingyun said: It was not until almost nine o'clock that you finally opened your eyes. Unexpectedly, before I wanted to speak, you apologized to me and asked if you had done something wrong?
I had a really good temper in the past...
It's completely different from now on Ah!
... Li Jiaqian stared at Lin Tingyun
Uh... Lin Tingyun looked away
Anyway, Ah, I will tell you that you are not wrong. People are just dizzy because they are too hungry and are dizzy. After hearing what I said, you smiled weakly, then put your hand into your pocket on your chest, took out a piece of Meiji's sliced chocolate that hoped it would not be broken. If you say this, then you will give me the chocolate as if you cannot refuse.
It's a scam...
How about it? Can't believe that I would have done this before?
I can't believe it at all...and what?
No, then
Eh?
As soon as I took the chocolate from you, your mother came into the health care room and said she wanted to pick you up. Not long after, my brother also came to me because I lost contact... They took this opportunity to let him forgive me!
...What about after that?
Do you want to know how we are familiar? Then I have to answer a call from sorry. Lin Tingyun said while taking out his cell phone.
Pepe? What's wrong? No, I'm just thinking about taking a vacation today... Hey? What? I'll call for the experimental class later? OK, okay, please help me with ten seconds, I'll go there now!
As soon as Lin Tingyun put away his cell phone, Li Jiaqian asked: Are you going to school?
Yes! Sorry, let's talk about the rest later! You should go back to class, right? No need to ask you to accompany me to the bus station, let's go~ As soon as he finished speaking, Lin Tingyun ran away, leaving Li Jiaqian alone in the corridor without anyone else
A genius will accompany you to the bus station... Seeing Lin Tingyun slowly disappear at the end of the corridor, Li Jiaqian complained in a low voice
Before leaving, Li Jiaqian wanted to seize the opportunity to take a look at the place where Xiao Ling had lived for two years.
She looked down from the low wall and looked at the atrium in the school building, looked at the corridor where there was no one else at this time, and imagined the scene of Xiao Ling jumping here in the middle school of China. But as she thought about it, she found that Lin Tingyun's figure began to appear in the picture more or less.
Damn, I really care about Ah... What kind of past does they have? Li Jiaqian stretched out her hand and scratched her head wildly, and began to think in her heart whether there was any other way to know her and Xiaoling's past besides listening to Lin Tingyun's talk.
After my mother and I were open and honest, there was no grudge between us anymore
Even I told her that I was not in the mood to go to school because I was worried about my sister's affairs. She had no intention of blaming me at all. She also said it would be okay for me to take a break. If she needed to pretend to be a parent and help me take a leave, just talk.
After that, we went home and put down the things we just bought, took a break and went out for lunch.
After dinner, my mother said she was afraid that the weather would get colder, so it was better to buy more clothes.
I have enough clothes, and I don't have that budget... Of course, I have to refuse first
You don’t have to worry about money, I will pay for it!
How can that be! I have eaten and drunk for free in your house and received so much care
That's not to say that! My mother interrupted me, and she put her hands on my shoulders and looked straight into my eyes and said: Xiao Ling, I want to buy clothes for you today for a very selfish reason, just to realize my little wish of "wanting to buy beautiful clothes for my daughter to wear". So Ah, you are willing to accompany me, and being willing to wear those clothes is actually no different from doing good deeds. I even think it's not too much for you to ask for money! For Ah, aren't there young girls who play roles now and make money by taking photos? It's probably like this!
Uh, is that true... I was shocked by my mother's aura and began to think if she was broken
In this way, my mother took me to a department store to buy specials. When I was tired of buying, I went to have afternoon tea. After eating, I went to buy specials.
Although we went to a normal boy, except for accompanying his girlfriend, he would never go to the women's clothing store or shoe store several times in his life, but fortunately, he had self-hypnotized and said that he was a girl who likes to wear beautiful clothes, so I could still choose things in it very much.
At the end of the purchase, in addition to getting embarrassed the more I bought it, I was almost unable to walk because I took too many things, so I kept saying that it was time for us to go back.
Originally, my mother didn't want to leave, so she kept asking me to try another pair of leather shoes. Until I reminded her that it was time to go back and prepare supper, she promised to leave after buying the shoes.
So we can wear mother-daughter clothes together next time! My mother picked up the bag and said happily that it contained a turtleneck dress I just bought with me.
Really! I responded with a smile, and found that she secretly showed her ambition for me
After we got home, we washed vegetables and rice together, preparing the ingredients we needed to eat hot pot for the evening
During this process, Jiaqian once sent a message to me and asked me how it is now, and whether she needs to come back and apologize with me. I simply replied to her that everything is fine.
When I was about to put away my phone, I suddenly had the urge to tell Afeng that I was just for face that day. He almost hit the answer to Turtle Soup
But later, when I thought about it, I felt that apart from doing this, it would be impossible to remind my senior sister of me. Afeng has never sent me a message these days. If I took the initiative to contact me, wouldn’t it seem like I really want to talk to him?
I don't want to do it at all!
It was about six o'clock, and my dad and Jiaqian had just returned home, so we were ready to enjoy the hot hot pot.
I think Jiaqian should have been worried about me, so she returned home earlier than usual
However, after seeing my mother and I in and out of the kitchen with an extremely intimate attitude, and after dinner, although she looked dumbfounded, she was as smart as hers. She probably understood that I was really not lying to her.
After a meal, Jiaqian said she wanted to go back to her room to write her homework, so she didn't want to stay in the living room to continue watching TV.
Before she left, she gave me a wink, so I told my parents that I wanted to borrow books from her and left.
After entering the study, Jiaqian asked me to lock the door, then removed the magic and returned to the girl's appearance.
Jiaqian, who looked tired, asked: How did you and your mother make up?
Well... I've grabbed my head
Just yesterday I was joking about whether my parents wanted a daughter very much? I didn’t expect it to be true…
True or fake... Jia Qian's mouth twitched a few times
But this is not bad, right? At least you don't have to be afraid of being kicked out.
Not only that, I even think that even if Sister Shuzi comes back, my mother probably doesn’t plan to let me go back...
This kind of thing should be troubled by waiting for news from the master...
What I said is... I asked: Then are you doing well in school today?
Well……
What happened? What happened to you and Xu Tingwei?
This is not...Ah! By the way, can you write a diary or something?
Eh? I was so scared this time
Did you write it? I really can't tell it!
Of course there is no Ah! I shook my head wildly
I think Ah, people should live in the present and remember the past without any meaning! So naturally there is no need to record what has happened in words. Although I have always had the habit of writing diaries, when I thought that I wrote too many things in it when I was in junior high school, I decided to conceal this matter completely (especially because those diaries were still in my room)
Right
Why do you ask this?
It's OK, I'm just thinking about whether to start writing a diary recently
This way Ah...uh, actually, what I just said is my personal opinion, maybe it's good to write it occasionally
I think you are right. Anyway, you will remember the really important things in your mind, so you really don't need to write them down.
To Ah...
Then do you have to take a shower first?
You wash first, I want to read the book
OK, then I'll call you after washing
Yes, I nodded, and then hurried back to the room
Of course, I didn't plan to read the book, but went to check if my diary placed in the corner of the bookcase had any traces of passiveness.
I was relieved after seeing them covered with a thick layer of dust.
OK, then how do you deal with these diaries next?
Take it out and throw it away?
But it is not convenient for me to go out now, and it contains so many things about me and my senior sister. What should I do if I suddenly want to reminisce about it later?
I think I'd better find a way to hide them!
Then where should I hide?
I touched my chin and looked around the room
Although I have no idea at the moment, I don't think I will be unable to come up with a good place
After all, for teenagers who are in adolescence, there are so many experiences to hide things.
As the night gets darker and the temperature drops a lot, I can't help but tremble next to the station sign, and begging that the bus carrying Jiaqian will appear soon
At around nine o'clock, I kept sending messages saying that I got in the car and the car was waiting for the red light. Now the road is a little blocked and the car is not driving fast. I will arrive after three intersections. AhAhAh, it was blocked by the red light again. Two more intersections, ohoh! I rushed over, and it arrived. Jiaqian finally jumped out of the car as the bus stopped.
Oh! Have you been waiting for a long time? Jiaqian said while handing me the bag he was carrying in his hand
OK...is this? I picked it up and looked like it was filled with hot food
This is the red bean soup sold in the ice shop in the back door of our school! Their black sugar ice is super famous. Let’s go and eat it together when the weather gets hot!
Good Ah...Ah, thank you... Although I only ate puffs yesterday (in the end I still ate two uncontrollably), because the weather was too cold and I really needed the moisturizing of desserts because of my menstrual period, so I still accepted Jiaqian's good intentions.
Then are you doing well today? Jiaqian took my hand while saying that
I was stunned for a moment, but soon I realized that this should be to simulate the feeling of a couple, so I also held Jiaqian's warm big hand with the same force.
I said: I read books in a coffee shop during the day, but at night I went outside because I couldn't sit still. What about you? Is the club okay?
It's awful... Jiaqian said frustrated: The seniors of the Reyin Club are all very smart! After we finished the performance, they kept praising Xu Tingwei, saying it as if she would win the Golden Melody Award as soon as she debuted. Then when she talked about me, she lost all my skin...
Well, this is actually normal...
I admit that Xu Tingwei is very good at singing or playing guitar! But they are too unfair to me! I didn’t understand the artistic conception of the song and didn’t sing the lyrics to express it. This is too abstract! It doesn’t seem like the pitch is accurate. Just bend the beat, just practice the metronome! What do they want me to do?
It feels like they are just trying to find you!
For Ah, so I don’t really want to dump them... Fortunately, the seniors in the end said that we should pass the test for Xu Tingwei!
That's great! I asked again: When will you perform Ah?
January 7th... Are you coming?
Of course Ah! That's your first time performing on stage, I want to record it on my phone!
Well, you are a parent who expects your child to shine in the sports meet...
Who told you that your parents are not here? Someone must do Ah job... or do you don't want me to go?
No? No Ah! Of course, it’s best if you can come! Otherwise, the audience will be full of strangers and feel very bad!
Really? You are not afraid that I will disturb you and Xu Tingwei?
No! That guy will definitely find a tool guy. They must have a very interesting meeting with him in the audience. But when it comes to Xu Tingwei, she was asking if she should go to a party with her during the New Year's Eve
She went to you? Isn't that great? Have you promised her? I asked excitedly
It's not just me! She is looking for "we" to go together... She is saying that it will be more fun to have more people!
Uh... Although it feels quite good to be able to celebrate the New Year with Xu Tingwei (after all, she is a pleasing pretty girl), I am really afraid that being a light bulb like this will hinder Jiaqian and her development
Don’t you want to go? Or do you have any plans for the New Year’s Eve?
Because I have been listening to Sister Shuzi before, I want to watch the broadcast of Hongbai at home...
Then let’s go with me! Ah, a girl, is so terrible no matter how she thinks of going to a party!
You are a man now, no matter how you think about it, I will be more dangerous...
So as long as we go together and take care of each other, something will happen!
That's right...Ah! I suddenly realized that the reason why Jiaqian came to me was probably to look good in front of Xu Tingwei, but this reason was not easy to talk about, so she didn't say it.
Huhu, fortunately, Jiaqian, your close friend, I am very understanding and enthusiastic!
I said: OK OK, then let’s go together! But I definitely won’t drink!
That’s great~ Jiaqian asked again: But don’t you drink alcohol? Didn’t you just drank a lot the night before yesterday?
That's drinking to relieve my sorrow! Otherwise, I'd swear to say that I would never touch alcohol again!
Have you ever done something stupid after getting drunk?
No? No! I haven’t done anything like drinking sex!
... Jiaqian looked at me who was not asking for help with contempt
Woo... I originally wanted to complain that Jiaqian had sex with Xu Tingwei after getting drunk, but she felt that she took advantage of Xu Tingwei, which was completely different from me who suffered losses. In the end, I swallowed the words and could only silently complain in my heart about this world of unequal genders.
It was not until before entering the house that Jiaqian let go of my hand and ended our role-playing with couples.
After eating red bean soup and greeting my parents (they kept caring about whether my health would be uncomfortable today), Jiaqian said she also had to do her homework, so she asked me to take a shower first. I was a little tired and respectful, so I was better off obedient than to do my duty.
After taking off my clothes in the bathroom, I felt a little cold and I glanced at the bathtub. I thought I would have enjoyed it if I could take a bath at this time.
But when I thought of a girl who saw her on the Internet before, she had to take a shower to avoid infection, I had to give up this idea.
As I thought about it, I recalled the first time I had menstruation after becoming a girl, I was panicked and uncomfortable, but Sister Shuzi was playing tricks on the side and didn't help me. I had to stay on the toilet, crying and searching for information online.
With this comparison, it seems that my life is quite good now that I can be so cared for by my parents.
No, how could life be good without a senior sister... While I thought so, I looked up at the makeup mirror. Sure enough, the person in the mirror showed another expression of crying.
Alas... I sighed, then raised the shower head directly onto my head, letting the slightly hot water pour over my body from head to toe, as if I wanted to completely flush out something on my body.
Finally, it took me a lot longer than usual to finish the shower
After telling Jiaqian that she could use the bathroom, I brought a hair dryer, conditioner and comb to the living room, planning to dry my hair while watching TV while watching TV.
But when I sat down on the sofa and reached for the remote control, I felt that this seemed a bit too casual and retracted my hand back
I turned on the hair dryer and held it to move around my head, so that I could blow dry my hair that is not long but not short.
Although the roaring sound from the hair dryer is so loud, I don't feel that it has the strong presence that can cover up all other sounds.
When I was blowing my hair until I was about to dry, I started applying conditioner to the ends, thinking about what to do in the future. Of course, I couldn't think too far away, so I just thought about whether to go to work and whether to change to the library tomorrow.
When I decided to go to the library and began to think about what other ways to help her relationship besides having sex with Jiaqian, I heard footsteps
Originally, I thought that the one who walked into the living room would be Jiaqian who had a shower, but I didn't expect that the one who came in was my mother
Aunt! Why haven’t you slept yet? I quickly said hello
I just washed the clothes and had to wait until they were washed before drying them.
Hey hey? I'll do this kind of thing Ah! I originally planned to wait until Zhewei finished washing before washing it together...
Oh, he will find a way to do that boy’s clothes!
Uh... Although such a cold manner is consistent with my impression, because my mother is actually good to me and bad to Jiaqian, I still feel unable to adapt
But... the expression on my mother's face suddenly became heavy
Xiao Ling, are you interested in...well, what about the job in the catering industry?
Eh? I was shocked, but fortunately I had the experience of fighting Afeng yesterday. Now I think quickly. I think my mother might think this is not a good job and say: I don’t hate cooking, but I don’t really want to be a waiter in the future.
Yes? Then aren't you enough money?
Eh?
Before I could answer, my mother took out a piece of paper and said: I found this when I was cleaning your uniform pocket.
When I calmed down, I realized that it was the resume form I asked me to fill out after I asked the clerk's sister about working today.
Dead, how could I forget to take it out of my pocket?
Although I was extremely panicked, I still smiled and said: Oh, just today I went to the coffee shop with my classmates. Then, because she saw that the store manager was handsome, she ran to chat with someone and said she wanted to work. I also took a resume and came back!
Go after school?
Of course Ah~
But I found this again. My mother took out the time I wrote on the invoice I went to the coffee shop to spend. Naturally, it wouldn't be after school.
You flip my bag!? I was shocked and angry
I'm just afraid that you will have no money to eat...
You are not my mother, why do you care about so many of me? I was so angry that I was so embarrassed because of the lie being exposed. I blurted out such words and immediately regretted it in the next second.
This is not only because the person in front of me is my mother, but also because I am not the one who has a position to say such words.
It's over, now I'm going to live on the streets... I lowered my head and prepared to welcome my mother to curse me and the fate of being expelled from the house. However, although I can foresee that my next life will be extremely miserable, I feel inexplicably at ease.
Maybe I still can't get used to being loved like this by my parents, right?
Come on, scold me!
Get me out quickly!
Let it all end, I don’t know if I gave up on myself, this thought actually came to my mind
Hug? Sorry...
Eh? I thought I heard it wrong, but when I looked up, I realized that my mother was not angry at all, but she looked like she was about to cry.
Oh, it's so late. Xiao Ling, go to bed quickly. Good night. After saying a word, my mother got up and left the living room without waiting for me to reply.
I don't know if I've read it wrong, but I always feel that her hands are wiping tears
What's going on... When I heard the door of my mother's room be closed, I murmured to myself as I heard the sound of the door of my mother's room being closed.
The next morning, when I was about to prepare breakfast, I naturally met my mother in the kitchen again
However, not only did she not have any abnormalities, she also did not mention what happened last night at all.
Although I wanted to apologize for my mistake yesterday, I stopped because I really couldn't find the time.
On the way to school, I told Jiaqian about this, and Jiaqian naturally thought of me because of this.
You're saying this too much
I know I was wrong... I lowered my head and looked at my feet that continued to move forward
Then what should I do?
Just go and say sorry to your mother, saying you shouldn't say such things!
Then what?
Then your mother will forgive you, and everything will be like nothing happened!
It would be better if this happens! They would drive me out no matter how they think about it!
Is this going to happen? Your mother is more sad than being angry, right? She probably won't do this, right? Jiaqian added in a low voice: Although if it were me, I will definitely blow you out
Woo... Then why do you think my mother has this reaction?
I don't know... Jiaqian grabbed her head
Or was it actually I made a mistake? My mother was so angry that she was so angry that she was full of her mind that she wanted to kick me out politely?
It seems that this possibility cannot be ruled out...
Then what should I do?
Needless to say, of course
Sure enough, should I find a job quickly? The clerk who went to apply for a convenience store should have a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan, right? Is it not bad to rent a house with a few thousand yuan, and the remaining money is not bad?
What a weird thing! What do you think
Ah, do you think it's too slow to make money like this, right? Or should I be a Yutuber or something? Although I can't do anything, I'm so cute now, and someone will be willing to hurt if I sell Cute! I was halfway through my words, but I was interrupted because Jiaqian knocked my head with her hand.
Alas, you were really led to the destruction by Master Ah... Jiaqian sighed
No matter how you think about it, you should keep apologizing to your mother until she is willing to forgive you!
Eh?
You can't stand it and apologize?
I won't be able to do this, I've lost all my self-esteem and so on long ago
You can't just talk about this kind of thing so righteously...
The problem is if my mom is really angry, I don’t think it will be useful to apologize!
Oh, your parents are not a stern person. As long as you apologize, how could they let a lonely girl like you wander in the bitter cold streets!
No, no, they are such people. In the past, I wanted to pick up a poor puppy and go home, but my mother cruelly rejected me
This is a matter of two things... Because I saw the bus I was taking from afar, Jiaqian let go and held my hand and said: Okay, today you should think about how to tell your mother that I will go back early tonight. If it really doesn't work, I will accompany you to apologize!
kindness……
Then I'll see you tonight, bye! Jiaqian said as she walked towards the bus that was parked by the station.
Bye bye, I said goodbye to Jiaqian and stood there watching her squeeze onto the bus with the crowd
After watching the bus carrying Jiaqian gradually fade away, although it was time to set out to the library, my mind was probably full of confusion and confusion. I hugged my chest and pondered for a while, but I couldn't take a long time to take a step
When I finally realized that this was not a solution, I turned around, but unexpectedly I saw my mother carrying a yoga mat.
Dead, I completely forgot that today is the day when she is going to take the bus to take a yoga class...
Just when I was so panicked that I was about to cry because I was caught skipping class, my mother said: Xiao Ling, you are not going to class today?
Uh... Although I can't say that I'm waiting for the bus, considering the experience of lying and being exposed yesterday, I really don't dare to talk nonsense anymore
So where are you planning to go?
No? No...
So should I have a walk together?
Yes? Yes... But, aunt, aren't you going to take a yoga class?
Oh, I just want to skip class! My mother smiled, but I really couldn't relax because of this.
In this way, neither of me, carrying my schoolbag and my mother, carrying a yoga mat, went to the supermarket together.
Xiao Ling, do you want to eat for dinner? My mother asked while pushing the cart
All? All are OK... I followed her tremblingly, really don't understand what medicine my mother sells in her gourd
Oh, how can I prepare! Although my mother was complaining, she didn't seem angry
She asked again: Is it good to eat hot pot?
Good Ah Good Ah, it’s time to eat hot pot in winter! I quickly agreed and followed my mother to the fresh food side
We first got the Korean vegetable, Chinese cabbage, golden needle vegetarian and taro in the fruit and vegetable area, and then went to the meat area to get the beef, pork and snapper slices.
When passing through the frozen food area, my mother asked me if I wanted to eat any hot pot ingredients. Because I knew very well that she didn't like processed foods, I shook my head and said that I only like natural ingredients.
While queuing up to check out, I chatted with my mother while secretly observing her expression.
In my imagination, my mother should not only be so angry because of my misconduct yesterday, but she just caught me skipping class on the spot. No matter how she thought about it, she would kick me out of the house because she thought I was a bad girl.
However, at this time, there was no trace of anger on her face. Instead, she would frown from time to time, pursed her lips, and looked like she was thinking about something again.
Well, is she seriously thinking about the dinner dishes?
How is that possible!
Didn’t she decide to eat hot pot long ago?...Wuwuwuwu, what exactly is she thinking about?
Sure enough, are you still trying to kick me out of the house politely?
When I thought of this, I was so nervous that I was about to cry
Xiao Ling, are you okay? Are you feeling uncomfortable? My mother asked worriedly
No? It's okay... I put my hand on my abdomen and pushed the reason for my sad face to my menstrual pain
Yes... My mother immediately understood what I mean
But it may be better to see a doctor after so many days of pain?
It's okay, I've always been like this, thank you aunt. I smiled weakly, but my mother ignored my kindness for some reason and immediately turned her head away
This inevitably hurt my young mind again
Forget it, die early and get older. I'll say that I'll break the skylight and brighten it!
After making up my mind, I took the payment items into my shopping bag and said: Auntie, why don’t I go to school today?
Hey? My mother was stunned for a moment, and after a while, she said: I'm a little curious, right, but would you like to tell me?
Uh... This time I was stunned because of my mother's friendly attitude
Xiao Ling, you don’t need to say anything you don’t want to say! My mother smiled and said: You hate being asked by others, right? I’m really sorry about what happened yesterday. I really shouldn’t have flipped through your wallet without permission.
No, no, no, no, I should apologize no matter how you say it! My aunt obviously cares about me, but I am really embarrassed to talk to you in that tone...
It's okay! My mother first reached out and touched my head, and then said: Xiao Ling, you live in our house, but you don't want to feel that you owe us anything! If we do something that makes you unhappy, it doesn't matter if you say it... But don't be as fierce as yesterday, I'm really a little hurt.
Tian Ah, is my mother a saint?
How can you be so broad-minded?
I couldn't hide my emotional excitement and hugged my mother and said: Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo
Good-good-my mother hugged me in her arms with one hand and continued to touch my head with the other
Hey, isn't this Mrs. Xie? Suddenly, a girl's voice came from behind me
Ah~ You didn't want to open a store today? My mother let me go while saying hello. I turned around and looked at it. I always felt that the mature woman in front of me looked very familiar. I thought about it seriously and realized that she was the owner of a clothing store near our house. I remember that my mother seemed to buy clothes from her very often
No~ The boss's wife covered her mouth and said with a smile: I'm just lazy, it's going to be open in the afternoon~
This way... My mother stood in front of me, as if she wanted to hide me behind her
OK OK OK I'll go back to make lunch later, so I'll say goodbye first
When I looked at my mother in confusion, the boss's wife also discovered my existence. She immediately said to my mother: AhAhAh! Is this the child who lives in your house? It's really as cute as you said~
Uh, thank you... Although I never doubt how cute I am now, I feel a little embarrassed to be praised by someone I have met before.
Right? Yes... For some reason, my mother looked very flustered, and even a few drops of cold sweat came out of her forehead.
Did the clothes you bought for her last time fit? She must be very beautiful when worn, right? The boss continued to say happily, but looking at the finished expression on my mother's face, I probably don't have to expect her to answer properly
On the way home, a dead silence lies between my mother and me
We were just carrying a bag of plastic bags filled with ingredients, walking on heavy and slow steps on the streets shining under the winter.
From time to time, I would secretly look at my mother and wanted to tell her that I didn't care about her lying to me at all.
After all, except for not being able to feel any malicious accidents from it, I really don't have the right to blame her for such a trivial matter.
But whenever I was about to speak, I stopped because I didn't know where to start
Xiao Ling, don’t you ask me why I lied to you that those clothes belonged to Zhewei’s cousin? While waiting for the traffic light, my mother spoke and broke the silence
Uh, that? Actually, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want to explain... But maybe because you are worried that I don’t bring enough clothes, you just want to prepare for me and are afraid that I will be embarrassed, so you lied like this kind of kindness?
Alas...
Isn't this the case?
That's right! Hahahaha, my mother laughed a few times, but after seeing my suspicious expression on her face, she said: OK, it's not...
That's it?
Just... My mother stammered. It seemed that she had not much courage to confess just now. She was interrupted and was exhausted.
Seeing the green light on, she simply took a step forward
I didn't plan to delve into it in detail, so I didn't ask any more questions. I hurriedly followed her across the road
After walking to the other end of the zebra crossing, we walked into an alley where only one car could pass.
Maybe I was afraid that I wouldn't keep up, so my mother turned around and looked at me.
But not long after turning back, my mother suddenly stopped.
Huh? I followed my mother's gaze and realized that it was a big cat lying comfortably on the roof of the car
So cute~ My mother said intoxicatedly, and even took out her cell phone to take photos of the yawning cat
Uncle? Aunt, are you a cat pie? I really can't believe my eyes
I like the cute dog very much, too. My mother showed me her cell phone, and I found that there were a bunch of photos of cats and dogs inside.
I always thought you didn't like small animals... After all, you don't have pets at home
That's not true! We have always wanted to raise it!
Didn’t Zhewei want to take it home when he saw an abandoned dog on the road, but you refused it?
You mean Wang Taro?
Wang Taro?!
My mother's fingers slid on the screen a few times, and then I saw a picture of a dog with beautiful fur and grinning with her tongue stretched out.
Although it is not 100% certain, it looks very similar to the puppy I wanted to pick up when I was a child.
My mother said: Zhewei said that he had seen an abandoned dog on the road before, right? Actually, Ah, after listening to him, I really wanted to rush over immediately, but in order to cultivate Zhewei to become a responsible person, I first asked him if he had considered what the dog needed and what he could do for the dog? Unexpectedly, he gave up. He was such a useless child. Ah~
Uh... My body was shocked, then? What happened later?
So I had to go out to see the dog by myself, and then I was lucky to find Zhewei on the way back from school. Wang Taro was still a small one at that time. It was really cute~ After saying intoxicatedly, my mother said again: Although it is not impossible to take the dog home directly, I always feel that this will make Zhewei develop a bad mentality of only sitting and enjoying his fruits, so I had to take it to the veterinarian for examination first, and then find the owner for it. Fortunately, someone was found to adopt it in the end. I will go over and see it regularly now! Look~ My mother showed another photo she took with her dog recently.
Really? I really didn't expect that such a serious aunt would have this side... I really can't believe that the person who hugged the dog intimately in the photo would be my mother who smiled so brightly
It turns out that I am such a person in your eyes... My mother seems very depressed
Actually, I was not like this at first, but who is called Zhewei, who has been very uneducated since childhood. In order to teach him well, I had to pretend to be serious. I didn’t expect that after acting for a long time, it seemed like I was like that…
What kind of Ah, doctor, boss, do you and your uncle want to do in the future?
It doesn’t have to go that way, but at least you have to pronounce the name and tell the school that others will know, otherwise no girl would be willing to marry him!
My mother's words made me think of playing turtle soup with Afeng, so I joked: Are you very afraid that Zhewei will not get a wife? Could it be that you always want a daughter, so you really hope Zhewei will marry a wife and go home quickly so that he can treat his daughter-in-law as a daughter?
Unexpectedly, after hearing what I said, my mother looked surprised
You? How do you know Ah?
Hey?
In fact, Zhewei and I have always wanted a daughter... My mother said: When we were having a prenatal check-up, the doctor also said it was a girl at first, but we were so happy that we didn't expect that it was the ultrasound that was not done well at that time...
Well……
So Ah My mom swallowed the words back halfway through her speech
Her eyes were staring at me, her lips were trembling slightly
After a while, she took a deep breath and said: When Zhewei took you home last week, Zhewei's father and I felt like we had a wish come true.
... I really don't know what to say
My mother continued: And Ah, after that, you can integrate into our family's life so quickly. No matter what you are looking for, they are very comfortable, and their daily life can be so compatible with us. I really feel like you are the one who belongs to this family.
Needless to say, because I really grew up in this family... Although I really want to say this, of course I still closed my mouth tightly
Maybe seeing that I didn't say anything, my mother showed a look of about to cry
But she continued: Often, when I looked at you, I couldn't help but wonder how there were such cute children in the world. Then because I was too afraid that I would be reluctant to part, I quickly looked away and I thought that if I had a daughter as cute as you, what kind of clothes would I buy for her to wear. When I came to my senses, I was already carrying several big bags full of clothes.
Ah… Then I realized that the bags I saw when I got home last week should be filled with clothes my mother bought for me
Sorry, I said so many strange things... My mother reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes
I also know that those words sounded really strange, but I don't want to cheat again
Aunt! In order not to make my mother sad anymore, I took my mother's hand and said: Because my parents were not by my side since I was a child, my sister looked dead again. This week I spent in your house was really the first time I realized what home is and what family is! Looking at you, I often think about how happy and happy it would be if there were fathers and mothers like you!
Woo woo woo woo woo woo... My mother choked up again, but this time she was obviously crying with joy
Then? Then you won’t leave, right? You won’t want to leave just because you think we can’t take care of you too much and can’t stand it anymore, right?
No! I also hope my uncle and aunt can take care of me more!
Xiao Ling! My mother hugged me tightly
Aunt! I hugged my mom tightly, too
We just hugged each other tightly, and we didn't separate for a long time
Far away, the cat lying on the roof of the car just now yawned again, as if asking us mother and son, how long will it take to act in this soap opera starring the two.
On the bus, Li Jiaqian was not slid on her phone like everyone around her, but stared at her hand, and her mind was full of memories of the feeling of holding Xiaoling just now.
She always felt that the touch of Xiaoling's small and soft hand was still left on her hands, and she even had the urge to smell it and see if there was a sweetheart on her palm.
What am I doing? When I was about to put my hand in front of my nose, Li Jiaqian came to her senses
She quickly put down her hands halfway up and reflected on her trouser legs, then immediately regretted it.
In order to calm herself down, Li Jiaqian forced herself to put Xiaoling behind her mind
She first thought about what Xu Tingwei told her to improve the part she singed last time, and then worried about her relationship with senior Lin Mingfeng. Finally, she thought about Lin Tingyun still not contacting her.
Not long after, the bus stopped next to the stop sign on the side of the school, and Li Jiaqian also got off the bus with several students in C.
After getting off the car, she originally wanted to climb over the wall and enter the school, but after seeing the classmate who was doing this first, she was caught by the instructor hiding in the dark, she quickly turned around and walked towards the gate.
Hey! When she was about to reach the door, Li Jiaqian suddenly heard someone calling her. She turned around and found out that it was Lin Tingyun wearing the G-g-girls uniform.
Hey hey hey hey! Senior Sister Tingyun, why are you here?
Waiting for you!
Are you a lie? Why are you waiting for me?
Alas, I feel so sad when you look at your reaction~ Lin Tingyun said: If you heard someone say this in the past, you would be so happy. It seems that you have really forgotten a lot of things.
Uh, to Ah...
So it's really not OK to remember quickly, right?
Actually, it's not that urgent... Looking at Lin Tingyun's excited face, Li Jiaqian's voice became smaller and smaller
Then let's go!
Where to go?
Let's embark on your journey to find memory Ah!
Now? Class is coming!
There is no way, it’s too late for anyone to rush to school now!
That's you, I won't be late!
Strange, is it my illusion? I always feel that Xiaowei, your reaction is very similar to one of my juniors... Lin Tingyun narrowed his eyes
Yes? Yes? Hahahaha Li Jiaqian laughed dryly and reflected on her words and deeds just now
In order to avoid Lin Tingyun's random thoughts, she hurriedly said: OK OK, OK, I actually didn't say that I really want to go to class today, just leave if I want to leave!
Well! This is Xiaowei whom people know! Lin Tingyun said happily
Afterwards, Lin Tingyun didn't say what to do or where to go, but walked forward with light steps. Li Jiaqian originally wanted to go parallel with her, but when she thought of the last time she was knocked away, she finally chose to keep a subtle distance from Lin Tingyun, so as not to stimulate the other party's sensitive nerves due to accidental physical contact.
Although I had a lot of questions to ask, in order to avoid revealing the situation, Li Jiaqian chose a topic that she thought she was safe and asked: It will be the New Year's Eve in a few days. Senior sister, where are you going?
No, people also have to work that day, and other people’s holidays are big days in the service industry!
That way your boyfriend won't be angry?
He doesn't have a boyfriend!
Alas... Li Jiaqian stared at Lin Tingyun suspiciously
Really! It's strange, why have people always thought they have a boyfriend recently... Lin Tingyun muttered
Speaking of this, I met a girl while shopping a while ago. Because I was having a great time talking to her, I asked for her phone number. Unexpectedly, I later called in and found that it was an empty number. What's going on?
Uh, why do you think I understand the girlish heart more?
I don't know, I just think Xiaowei, you should know Lin Tingyun said seriously
Then? Maybe you were too enthusiastic to scare her?
In this way... Lin Tingyun lowered his head in frustration
It seems that they still have no progress at all...
How to say it?
Let's start talking later. Anyway, the destination has arrived. Because the light happened to be red, Lin Tingyun stopped.
Are you going? Li Jiaqian followed Lin Tingyun's gaze and found that they had already walked to H Country Middle School without realizing it
That’s right! Our destination is our dear alma mater!
Hey? It’s class time now? It’s best to go in!
Don't worry! Leave everything to my sister! As soon as he finished speaking, Hao Zhi switched, and Lin Tingyun crossed the zebra crossing with a small trot and then entered the guard room
Li Jiaqian walked slowly while praying that Lin Tingyun would be bombarded.
Helplessly, when she arrived across the road, Lin Tingyun walked out of the guard room and said happily: I told the guard that we were alumni and wanted to come back to find the teacher, so he agreed to let us in!
Then? That's really great...
In fact, they originally planned to come to you at night, but they always thought that the atmosphere would be better! While leading Li Jiaqian through the hall with the bronze statue of Mr. Jiang, Lin Tingyun said: The two of them first climbed over the wall and entered the school, and then walked through the uninhabited corridor together. All they could hear was the sound of each other's footsteps. As they walked, they saw the light of the flashlight from afar. It turned out that the guards were patrolling because they were afraid of being discovered, so we had to hide in the classroom and hide under the desk together.
Uh, will such a situation help explain my past?
Actually, it wasn't. People just thought it was exciting and walked here. Lin Tingyun turned right and began to climb up the stairs.
On the way, they passed by many middle school students in China and attracted many curious eyes, of course, Lin Tingyun was the most eye-catching
Everyone is watching you, Li Jiaqian whispered
Huh! Is there any? Lin Tingyun pulled up his scarf and covered half of his face
Although she felt that she was still holding a pipa and half-covered by her face, not only looked more suspicious, but also made people notice her beautiful big eyes, but Li Jiaqian, who had no interest, was too lazy to complain about it anymore.
After climbing to the fourth floor, Lin Tingyun turned to the right
Li Jiaqian, who was following her, looked at the door sign and realized that this was a ninth-grade classroom.
Dangdangdang~ Suddenly, the bell rang and echoed in the corridor, and the students began to walk or run back to the classroom
After the teachers also positioned each one, the class monitor led the students to stand attentively and salute, thus starting the day's course
So stupid... Because I have never liked this kind of ritual with the taste of authoritarianism, Li Jiaqian couldn't help but complain in a low voice
People don't like this either. Lin Tingyun said: So sometimes I just don't go to class.
Uh... Li Jiaqian really couldn't imagine Lin Tingyun squatting on the ground in a tasteless posture, holding a cigarette in her mouth, glaring at every passerby passing by
Don’t think about it! They are not a bad girl! It’s just that they have been bored for too long because they usually hide their nature and have to find opportunities to relax from time to time!
Yes? Li Jiaqian asked with her head tilted, after all, she always thought Lin Tingyun was a guy who was very good at doing things. It was hard to imagine that she would pretend to behave for the sake of other people's eyes.
It was a lot different from now when I was in junior high school! At that time, I was not good at my childhood memories because I was young.
What's wrong? You're being excluded?
It's true...but this doesn't matter! The point is that they decided to debut in high school when they were promoted to junior high school.
Isn’t that the debut in the middle school of China? This time, Li Jiaqian really feels that it’s impossible not to vomit.
Oh oh! Xiaowei, have you replied to your memory? This feeling of complaint makes people miss Ah... Wait, why do I feel like I have been criticized like this recently, but who is Ah? Why can't I remember it...
Oh, this doesn’t matter! Please continue to talk about your country’s affairs quickly!
OK! Lin Tingyun nodded in agreement
Anyway, Ah, I decided to be a good student who is trusted by teachers, admired by classmates, and loved by friends in junior high school! In order to achieve this goal, I pretended to be very well-behaved! Even if I really couldn't stand it, I would definitely seize the opportunity to do it when I wanted to breathe. In addition to my brother, there was only one person left in the whole school who knew the other side of me.
who?
It's you
Eh? Li Jiaqian couldn't believe it at all
After all, as far as she knows, Xiao Ling should have learned that Lin Tingyun is a lesbian after she becomes a girl, and that's the inside story of her perverts.
Of course, what you know is not everything else! I really don’t know what to say if I have to confess some things... Lin Tingyun said it was so squeaky.
But if I want to use 100% of my acting skills in front of others, then I only need to use 60% in front of you!
That's still very high... I think our friendship is really not very good, right?
There is nothing we can do about this! A normal girl will have more than a hundred secrets!
It would be better that there will be so many! So how do we know each other? You can't come and be heartless to me for no reason, right?
Humph, you must think that they have already digressed, right? But in fact, every word I just said is being laid out! Lin Tingyun pointed to the end of the corridor and said: The reason why we met each other started from here!
Li Jiaqian looked in the direction of Lin Tingyun's finger and found that there was a toilet there.
Li Jiaqian's mouth twitched a few times, and then said: This? This is really a romantic place for encounters...
People are not talking about the toilet! Come with me! Lin Tingyun walked forward while talking, and stopped until he walked to the sink next to the sink used to wash mops by the sink
She looked down at the sink and said: Sure enough, she is still in Ah...
Hum? When Li Jiaqian walked closer, she found that the sink was full of various copper plates. In addition to one yuan, five yuan, even ten yuan and fifty yuan.
Li Jiaqian couldn't help but ask in confusion: Is this?
Lin Tingyun explained: I don’t know when it started, but a legend has spread among the girls in our school, saying that there is a wishing pool on the fourth floor of the building of the ninth-grade classroom. As long as you pray sincerely and give a little heart, your wish will come true.
Do you believe this?
Originally, people didn't believe it, and they always thought that this was probably the tool for making money. As long as the money accumulates to a certain amount, they will be wiped out. Lin Tingyun said: But Ah, once I made a random wish, and then it really came true.
Eh?
It's Ah. After going to junior high school, my pocket money became very small because of some things. After I bought the meal, I didn't have much left.
Then save it
So Ah, people had to use the money to buy what they like, and borrow money from my brother for dinner.
Please take the money for a good meal!
However, there is friction between people and dolls, and there will inevitably be quarrels between my sister and my brother. After accidentally deleted my brother's electric save, he was so angry that he refused to talk to me no matter how he was.
You deserve it...
Hey hey! They didn't mean it! Xiaowei, how could you say this? Sister, I'm so sad... Lin Tingyun looks very sad
Anyway, after arguing with my brother, my parents lost their food and clothing. Even if they broke all the pigs, the money I could raise was probably enough to eat one meal a day.
Go and advance pocket money with your parents! Otherwise, go and apologize!
No! There is no reason for my sister and brother to apologize in this world! And if Ma Ma knew that I spent money indiscriminately, I might not even have a penny of pocket money in the future! Lin Tingyun said: So Ah, there is only one way I can choose.
That's it? Li Jiaqian asked, but in fact, she thought with her knees and knew what the answer would be
That's right! It's just tolerate hunger and only eat one meal a day. Lin Tingyun stood up with pride.
... Li Jiaqian really doesn't know what to say
But Ah, as a good student trusted by teachers, admired by classmates, and loved by friends, of course, he would not have no money to eat because of spending money indiscriminately. In order to maintain my image, people had to spend the only meal every day for lunch and pretend to have eaten at home. Dinner said that they were losing weight. This kind of experience is really hard for a girl in the developmental period.
Ah, this guy can grow like this when he is malnourished. What would happen if he gives her enough nutrients?... Li Jiaqian stared at Lin Tingyun's breasts jealously
After more than a week of life like this hell, I finally reached the limit of patience
Finally decided to apologize?
Unconsciously, I was hungry and looked at the fourth floor unconsciously. It turned out that in my subconscious, I always felt that there was a big secret treasure here that could save me.
Wait, you won't want to...
That's right, the idea of getting some money from the Wishing Pool began to come to my mind every now and then
You scumbag... Li Jiaqian looked disgusted
Xiaowei, listen to my explanation! They just need to borrow some Ah first! And as soon as I receive the pocket money for next month, I will pay it back immediately, and even add interest!
If the people who come to make a wish know that their intentions are being used indiscriminately by you, they will definitely be very sad.
So as long as you are not known, isn't it okay?
... Li Jiaqian was speechless for a moment
In this way, during an evening self-study period, I told my classmates that I would go to the bathroom, but in fact I ran here secretly. After a pause, Lin Tingyun continued: But although I was so hungry that I was full of thought that I would use the money to buy potato slices.
At least buy something nutritious!
But they are actually quite struggling inside. They will look back to see if anyone passes by or see if anyone is coming out in the toilet.
You're just afraid of being discovered!
That's not! In my heart, I actually hope someone can stop me! Let me not embark on the path of becoming a criminal... and then it would be even better if I could help me by the way!
……
I looked left and looked again, and I was panicked and confused, and began to seriously reflect on why I was forced to do this! In the end, I realized that if I didn’t have to wear a mask and maintain my image in front of the world, I wouldn’t have fallen to this point at all if I didn’t have to wear a mask and maintain my image in front of the world.
Did you make a mistake? All of this is caused by your habit of spending money indiscriminately?
But while feeling regretful, I also came up with a great idea! Lin Tingyun raised his chest and said: It's Ah, I can throw a dollar in first, and then make money in a crazy way when I reach out into the sink. If someone sees me, I will say that I just lost fifty dollars and are looking for change now!
……
In this way, I opened my wallet and took out the few copper plates inside. But the moment I threw the money out, I felt something was wrong from the subtle weight difference. When I calmed down, I realized that the one that was spinning and flying in the air was actually 50 yuan!
Anyway, you won’t pick it up later. Is there any difference?
But if someone really sees me, I can only get 49 yuan at most, right? I will lose 1 yuan in this way!
……
So, I was extremely anxious and rushed forward, trying to stretch my arms, trying to intercept the 50-yuan copper plate in the air
If you can catch this, your reflex nerve is really not covered
Unfortunately, I failed and in addition to not catching the money, I also had an unstable center of gravity because I stepped on the water on the ground. I was about to fall to the ground, and my head might even hit the sink.
Hey hey hey!
At that moment, I felt that time had stopped, and every bit from childhood to adulthood began to flash in front of my eyes. Family, friends, and that person...'s face suddenly appeared and then disappeared. I reflected on my life with these pictures and figures.
Damn it, you're seeing the lantern of life...
As I thought about it, I still felt that if I could start over, I really didn’t want to act anymore. I really wanted to be myself... But it was also bad to be excluded, so I just hope that at least one person could make me feel at ease and let me know if I could be hated. While thinking about how good it would be if there could be such a person, I closed my eyes with a smile. After all, it would be quite terrible to watch the sink that was about to break my head getting closer and closer!
Wait, it won't
That's right! Lin Tingyun smiled slightly
I heard the crisp sound of coins colliding with each other in my ears, but my head didn't seem to hit anything. When I opened my eyes, I realized that you were holding my body
God... Li Jiaqian reached out to cover her mouth, completely unable to believe that the childhood sweetheart who was extremely useless in her eyes had done such a prince-like behavior.
Then Ah... Lin Tingyun wanted to speak but stopped
Then what?
Just? You know... Ah, I was so scared because I found myself touched by a boy. So Ah, just when you were about to help me stand, I grabbed your hand first and inserted my left foot between your legs. Then I pulled your hand up hard while squatting down, and carried you on my shoulders and then fell heavily to the ground...
Damn it! This is murder! Who can use this trick like a mystery to the first time meeting someone!
Oh, shoulder car is not that powerful, people think it is a mystery to sacrifice their own skills!
I'm not praising you! Damn it, is it still too late to report the case now? This must have caused irreversible harm!
Don’t be so angry! When they come to their senses, they will carry you to the health care room immediately. Fortunately, you were a small one at that time, and it was effortless to carry it!
... Because Li Jiaqian was in a complicated mood when she suddenly heard that Lin Tingyun and Xiaoling had such a skin kiss.
While waiting for you to regain your consciousness, I was so panicked that I kept thinking about how to explain to you, how to apologize to you, and what to do to get your forgiveness. Lin Tingyun said: It was not until almost nine o'clock that you finally opened your eyes. Unexpectedly, before I wanted to speak, you apologized to me and asked if you had done something wrong?
I had a really good temper in the past...
It's completely different from now on Ah!
... Li Jiaqian stared at Lin Tingyun
Uh... Lin Tingyun looked away
Anyway, Ah, I will tell you that you are not wrong. People are just dizzy because they are too hungry and are dizzy. After hearing what I said, you smiled weakly, then put your hand into your pocket on your chest, took out a piece of Meiji's sliced chocolate that hoped it would not be broken. If you say this, then you will give me the chocolate as if you cannot refuse.
It's a scam...
How about it? Can't believe that I would have done this before?
I can't believe it at all...and what?
No, then
Eh?
As soon as I took the chocolate from you, your mother came into the health care room and said she wanted to pick you up. Not long after, my brother also came to me because I lost contact... They took this opportunity to let him forgive me!
...What about after that?
Do you want to know how we are familiar? Then I have to answer a call from sorry. Lin Tingyun said while taking out his cell phone.
Pepe? What's wrong? No, I'm just thinking about taking a vacation today... Hey? What? I'll call for the experimental class later? OK, okay, please help me with ten seconds, I'll go there now!
As soon as Lin Tingyun put away his cell phone, Li Jiaqian asked: Are you going to school?
Yes! Sorry, let's talk about the rest later! You should go back to class, right? No need to ask you to accompany me to the bus station, let's go~ As soon as he finished speaking, Lin Tingyun ran away, leaving Li Jiaqian alone in the corridor without anyone else
A genius will accompany you to the bus station... Seeing Lin Tingyun slowly disappear at the end of the corridor, Li Jiaqian complained in a low voice
Before leaving, Li Jiaqian wanted to seize the opportunity to take a look at the place where Xiao Ling had lived for two years.
She looked down from the low wall and looked at the atrium in the school building, looked at the corridor where there was no one else at this time, and imagined the scene of Xiao Ling jumping here in the middle school of China. But as she thought about it, she found that Lin Tingyun's figure began to appear in the picture more or less.
Damn, I really care about Ah... What kind of past does they have? Li Jiaqian stretched out her hand and scratched her head wildly, and began to think in her heart whether there was any other way to know her and Xiaoling's past besides listening to Lin Tingyun's talk.
After my mother and I were open and honest, there was no grudge between us anymore
Even I told her that I was not in the mood to go to school because I was worried about my sister's affairs. She had no intention of blaming me at all. She also said it would be okay for me to take a break. If she needed to pretend to be a parent and help me take a leave, just talk.
After that, we went home and put down the things we just bought, took a break and went out for lunch.
After dinner, my mother said she was afraid that the weather would get colder, so it was better to buy more clothes.
I have enough clothes, and I don't have that budget... Of course, I have to refuse first
You don’t have to worry about money, I will pay for it!
How can that be! I have eaten and drunk for free in your house and received so much care
That's not to say that! My mother interrupted me, and she put her hands on my shoulders and looked straight into my eyes and said: Xiao Ling, I want to buy clothes for you today for a very selfish reason, just to realize my little wish of "wanting to buy beautiful clothes for my daughter to wear". So Ah, you are willing to accompany me, and being willing to wear those clothes is actually no different from doing good deeds. I even think it's not too much for you to ask for money! For Ah, aren't there young girls who play roles now and make money by taking photos? It's probably like this!
Uh, is that true... I was shocked by my mother's aura and began to think if she was broken
In this way, my mother took me to a department store to buy specials. When I was tired of buying, I went to have afternoon tea. After eating, I went to buy specials.
Although we went to a normal boy, except for accompanying his girlfriend, he would never go to the women's clothing store or shoe store several times in his life, but fortunately, he had self-hypnotized and said that he was a girl who likes to wear beautiful clothes, so I could still choose things in it very much.
At the end of the purchase, in addition to getting embarrassed the more I bought it, I was almost unable to walk because I took too many things, so I kept saying that it was time for us to go back.
Originally, my mother didn't want to leave, so she kept asking me to try another pair of leather shoes. Until I reminded her that it was time to go back and prepare supper, she promised to leave after buying the shoes.
So we can wear mother-daughter clothes together next time! My mother picked up the bag and said happily that it contained a turtleneck dress I just bought with me.
Really! I responded with a smile, and found that she secretly showed her ambition for me
After we got home, we washed vegetables and rice together, preparing the ingredients we needed to eat hot pot for the evening
During this process, Jiaqian once sent a message to me and asked me how it is now, and whether she needs to come back and apologize with me. I simply replied to her that everything is fine.
When I was about to put away my phone, I suddenly had the urge to tell Afeng that I was just for face that day. He almost hit the answer to Turtle Soup
But later, when I thought about it, I felt that apart from doing this, it would be impossible to remind my senior sister of me. Afeng has never sent me a message these days. If I took the initiative to contact me, wouldn’t it seem like I really want to talk to him?
I don't want to do it at all!
It was about six o'clock, and my dad and Jiaqian had just returned home, so we were ready to enjoy the hot hot pot.
I think Jiaqian should have been worried about me, so she returned home earlier than usual
However, after seeing my mother and I in and out of the kitchen with an extremely intimate attitude, and after dinner, although she looked dumbfounded, she was as smart as hers. She probably understood that I was really not lying to her.
After a meal, Jiaqian said she wanted to go back to her room to write her homework, so she didn't want to stay in the living room to continue watching TV.
Before she left, she gave me a wink, so I told my parents that I wanted to borrow books from her and left.
After entering the study, Jiaqian asked me to lock the door, then removed the magic and returned to the girl's appearance.
Jiaqian, who looked tired, asked: How did you and your mother make up?
Well... I've grabbed my head
Just yesterday I was joking about whether my parents wanted a daughter very much? I didn’t expect it to be true…
True or fake... Jia Qian's mouth twitched a few times
But this is not bad, right? At least you don't have to be afraid of being kicked out.
Not only that, I even think that even if Sister Shuzi comes back, my mother probably doesn’t plan to let me go back...
This kind of thing should be troubled by waiting for news from the master...
What I said is... I asked: Then are you doing well in school today?
Well……
What happened? What happened to you and Xu Tingwei?
This is not...Ah! By the way, can you write a diary or something?
Eh? I was so scared this time
Did you write it? I really can't tell it!
Of course there is no Ah! I shook my head wildly
I think Ah, people should live in the present and remember the past without any meaning! So naturally there is no need to record what has happened in words. Although I have always had the habit of writing diaries, when I thought that I wrote too many things in it when I was in junior high school, I decided to conceal this matter completely (especially because those diaries were still in my room)
Right
Why do you ask this?
It's OK, I'm just thinking about whether to start writing a diary recently
This way Ah...uh, actually, what I just said is my personal opinion, maybe it's good to write it occasionally
I think you are right. Anyway, you will remember the really important things in your mind, so you really don't need to write them down.
To Ah...
Then do you have to take a shower first?
You wash first, I want to read the book
OK, then I'll call you after washing
Yes, I nodded, and then hurried back to the room
Of course, I didn't plan to read the book, but went to check if my diary placed in the corner of the bookcase had any traces of passiveness.
I was relieved after seeing them covered with a thick layer of dust.
OK, then how do you deal with these diaries next?
Take it out and throw it away?
But it is not convenient for me to go out now, and it contains so many things about me and my senior sister. What should I do if I suddenly want to reminisce about it later?
I think I'd better find a way to hide them!
Then where should I hide?
I touched my chin and looked around the room
Although I have no idea at the moment, I don't think I will be unable to come up with a good place
After all, for teenagers who are in adolescence, there are so many experiences to hide things.
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