I'm back! While opening the door with the key, I shouted like this
Since I had dinner and went shopping with my senior sister after going to the school anniversary of C Middle School, it was already past ten o'clock when I got home, so I thought I should be the last person to get home.
But beyond my expectations, the one who greeted me behind the door was not Sister Shuzi who was clamoring for a midnight snack or Jiaqian who didn't know what she was thinking, but the darkness in the room
It seems that in addition to Sister Shuzi still continuing to run away from home for unknown reasons, Jiaqian, who should be at home, didn't know where to go.
Where did they go? I put my bag on the sofa and muttered to myself like this
Ah! It must be Sister Shuzi took Jiaqian to practice some magician! No wonder they didn’t tell me first, just thinking about it would be that they must have a confidentiality obligation to ordinary people!
Because my mind-poor head rarely came up with the answer to the question, the big stone hanging in my heart finally fell down
In this way, I was able to take a shower with peace of mind and prepare to go to bed...
After learning about Xiaoling and Lin Mingfeng's unknown past and perhaps still developing relationship on the day of the school anniversary, Li Jiaqian naturally fell into a distraught mood because of the increase in love rivals.
Because she didn't know how to face Xiao Ling, she did not return to her master's apartment at night, but went to Xiao Ling's original home to spend the night in the appearance of a boy.
Isn't this true?
Xiao Ling actually cheated on him?
And they were also stepping on two boats between Lin Tingyun and her younger brother?
What's going on?
I understand that boys are dreaming of opening a harem, but can Xiao Ling be a man?
No, no, right? No matter how you look at it, he was taken to the senior's harem, right?
As she thought about it, the scene of Xiao Ling being held in her senior's arms when she was a boy appeared in Li Jiaqian's mind. Then she was a little surprised to find that she was not as disgusted as she imagined by such a combination, and even felt a little excited when she was thinking about the relationship between them.
AHAHAHAH!
Nothing right!
What do you want to do!
The point is that my dear childhood sweetheart turned into a mess during this period Ah?
I know that that guy was extremely shameless by his master in order to satisfy Lin Tingyun's perverted preferences, but even if he was pushed down by his senior because he couldn't control himself for a while, he would never be able to keep in touch with his senior in the future, right?
No matter how you think about it, you should be beaten to death because of self-blame, shame, or something else, don’t meet him again, right?
Could it be that Xiao Ling was really inspired after having sex with her senior, and started to take both men and women?
Is this possible??
And no matter what, the siblings and other things are too exciting, right?
How big is his heart to make such a thing?
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After realizing that this would not be possible to solve the problem, Li Jiaqian turned off the computer and began to sort out her chaotic thoughts.
Although Li Jiaqian still couldn't understand what kind of relationship Xiao Ling and her senior had in the end, she found that this was not entirely bad news for her. After all, if you don't say anything else, at least it proves that Xiao Ling is indeed likely to be captured by a boy, letting her know that the path she chose is not a dead end.
So I don’t actually need to care much about my seniors, but I should be happy because Xiao Ling and Lin Tingyun’s relationship seems not so stable. Ah, whatever, I will just continue to work hard as I planned! After this conclusion, Li Jiaqian jumped out of bed, then hurriedly walked to pick up the guitar, preparing to start the basic exercises that had been wasted for a few days.
However, after Li Jiaqian finished adjusting the sound and setting the metronome, she suddenly remembered Xu Tingwei, who had a very important position in her plan to chase Xiaoling through a band.
Is that guy okay? Li Jiaqian muttered to herself
Although I really don’t think that she would care so much about her seniors, no matter how she looked like that day, she wasn’t just a joke?
In the following days, although Li Jiaqian replied to the habit of exercising and practicing guitar every day, because she was not very sure whether Xu Tingwei was in the mood to talk about the orchestra now, she really didn't dare to call her to ask about the practice together. Xu Tingwei didn't know if it could be said for granted. He didn't call him even after a phone call.
In fact, Li Jiaqian didn't think about going to G Girls' Middle School to take the opportunity to spy on Xu Tingwei's situation, but when she thought about the embarrassing scenes that might be caused by Xiao Ling (with a straight heart, she would definitely not help but ask Xiao Ling about Lin Mingfeng and know from all the signs in the past, this must be something Xiao Ling didn't want to speak), she finally decided to keep her troops and just continue to do the efforts that she could accomplish by herself.
So you are just having a bottleneck now?? After listening to Li Jiaqian's report on her recent situation, Liu Chenghan, who was having dinner after school, came to this conclusion
Is there nothing I can do about this? Li Jiaqian picked up the pot sticker and took a bite
But if you think about it carefully, it is better to say that it is not like being in trouble now, but it was too smooth before. I was able to live together first, and even the orchestra that I thought could not be formed was inexplicably formed??
That's right, but you shouldn't just hide from Xiao Ling like this, right? She called me and asked me why you lost contact?
Is that true? Li Jiaqian felt a warm feeling in her heart
But I'm really... so hard that you didn't feel anything after you knew that guy had an affair with his senior?
What about this?? Liu Chenghan's expression is very complicated
It's still hard for me to believe it?
It’s completely unacceptable, right? Li Jiaqian said: He became a girl just to be with the person he likes, but he ended up running with the boys. This is a very strange Ah! It’s like he had practiced basketball for a summer, but after school started, he ran to participate in the baseball team Ah!
But when I think about the senior who is the one who is the one who is, I feel that there is nothing impossible to say?
Indeed, and if you think about it carefully, he seemed to have said before that he felt that he knew Xiao Ling Ah??
Yes, so the reason why he could say at that time that he could chase Xiao Ling by pushing down was that he had already done this??
What awful??
Then Jiaqian, do you want to do it in the same way?
Don't! Li Jiaqian's face was a little red, but this was not only because the topic was really shy, but also because it was not only her, but even Liu Chenghan in front of her had done it a long time ago
But this kind of feeling of knowing that friends already have it? Well, the feeling of sexual experience is really complicated??
Actually, you too??
Ah?
It's okay. Li Jiaqian, who almost blurted out what Liu Chenghan should have forgotten, quickly turned her face aside, and did not dare to look at her dear friend with her eyes on her face.
After that, the two of them fell into a brief silence because they thought of Xiao Ling's wonderful interpersonal relationship.
When they talked again, they naturally avoided the related topics and just talked about unnutritious trash. Since the pot sticker shop is not a place for sitting for a long time, after a full meal, Liu Chenghan and Li Jiaqian got up to settle the bill and left the store.
Although the home is in the same direction, because Li Jiaqian doesn't want to go back so early, she said goodbye to Liu Chenghan at the door of the store, and then began to wander leisurely on the street full of people after get off work and get out of class.
After wandering around for a while, Li Jiaqian walked to a nearby bookstore and looked through the novel that was sealed with no adhesive film.
Since the content of the book is much more interesting than imagined, by the time Li Jiaqian put down the book, the time it was already showing on the mobile phone screen was already a time when she couldn't go home.
While recalling the playful dialogue and exciting plot I just read, Li Jiaqian slowly walked towards the MRT station.
Although it is not early and many shops are closed, the streets are still deserted at this time. The conversation between students who have just finished tutoring or club activities and are pursuing tired steps echoes the sound of motorcycles whistling by the road, making this winter night not at all calm.
Although he wanted to return to Xiao Ling's boy's home because of his heavy eyelids, Li Jiaqian slowed down because she suddenly caught a familiar figure in the crowd.
At first, she thought she had read it wrong, but after rubbing her eyes, Li Jiaqian discovered that the girl walking not far ahead of her and talking and laughing with the boy beside her was Xu Tingwei. What surprised her even more was that the person around Xu Tingwei was nothing but Lin Mingfeng.
Ah??? Li Jiaqian felt a little surprised. After all, in her perception, Xu Tingwei should have suffered a lot of harm because of everything she witnessed last Saturday. It was impossible for her to get along with Lin Mingfeng so closely like this.
Since he really cared about them, Li Jiaqian followed them secretly and continued to observe their interactions
Originally, Li Jiaqian thought she could see the depression or forced smile on Xu Tingwei's face, but when she saw Lin Mingfeng holding Xu Tingwei's hand naturally when crossing the road, Li Jiaqian began to feel that things might be different from what she imagined.
Or is it actually just a misunderstanding that Xiaoling and his senior have a super friendly relationship? So after explaining to Xu Tingwei, the two of them got along as before? When watching Xu Tingwei and Lin Mingfeng disappear at the entrance of the MRT station, Li Jiaqian couldn't help but murmur to himself.
Because he felt that he needed to be quiet and thought about what he had just seen and heard, Li Jiaqian walked back to the convenience store near the MRT station, and took a box of full-fat milk to check out at the counter.
After taking the microwaved milk from the clerk, Li Jiaqian sat down in the seating area attached to the store
When she saw people outside the convenience store trembling through the glass because of the sudden cold wind, but her fingers could feel the warmth coming out of the carton, she felt a sense of true, simple, pure happiness in her heart
Is this the legendary little happiness?? Hey? Halfway through, Li Jiaqian saw the scene that she couldn't understand again. This time, Xu Tingwei, who was supposed to take the MRT, returned and walked over in front of her like this.
Naturally, Li Jiaqian's eyes stopped on Xu Tingwei and moved as she walked, but before her neck reached the limit of rotation, Xu Tingwei stopped first.
Then, Xu Tingwei took out his cell phone
After frowning and looking at the screen, she slid her fingers around it for a long time, and then put her phone in her ear. It seemed that she had called someone for a moment. Li Jiaqian thought that the person was her, but after she found that the phone lying in her pocket had no reaction at all, and Xu Tingwei had already spoken and didn't know what she said, she knew that her guess had fallen out again.
After putting away the phone, Xu Tingwei turned around and tidied up his bangs at the glass door where he could roughly see his figure, and adjusted the burgundy scarf around his neck. In addition to explaining that she was passing the time, she had a clear meaning in Li Jiaqian's eyes.
Sure enough, not long after, a man wearing a beige coat and tall figure who seemed to be a college student ran over and stopped in front of Xu Tingwei.
Perhaps he was sorry for his late arrival. In addition to moving his mouth, the man also used his hand and footwork that was inconsistent with his mature appearance.
Although Xu Tingwei, who looked at all, had a bad look, it was not difficult for Li Jiaqian to find that there was a smile in her eyes.
Although Li Jiaqian was separated from them by a piece of glass and an incomparable distance, she did not feel that she had misunderstood because of this. But after considering that she saw Xu Tingwei and Lin Mingfeng not long ago, she felt that she could not understand everything she saw in front of her.
That bitch?? After watching Xu Tingwei and the man who looked like a college student, disappearing at the end of the street with his hands hooked and his hands closed, Li Jiaqian whispered her thoughts
Because he didn't think he had to stay here, Li Jiaqian picked up the cardboard box containing milk and planned to finish it as quickly as possible
But the moment the white liquid entered her mouth, she felt that this thing was so cold and terrible, and it didn't look like something that had just been microwaved.
The next day, Li Jiaqian started calling Xu Tingwei as a boy
Although the first call I called during the lunch break ended with no answer, she didn't think that Xu Tingwei deliberately made it missed calls.
Maybe Xu Tingwei felt that I was hit, so he thoughtfully didn't call me before, right? After putting away his phone, Li Jiaqian said to himself.
And when she leaned against the low wall and squatted down, looking at the hazy sky, her heart was naturally thinking about Xu Tingwei.
When Li Jiaqian first got along with Xu Tingwei as a classmate, her impression of her was so bad that she could be said to be extremely bad
Perhaps it was due to some jealousy, or it might be due to differences in concepts. In short, Li Jiaqian just doesn't like Xu Tingwei's frivolous attitude towards feelings.
Every time I see or hear how she deals with one boy after another, Li Jiaqian's heart will always have such a negative feeling.
But after seeing Xu Tingwei and Lin Mingfeng's date for the first time, Li Jiaqian's thoughts began to change (although she didn't like her very much because she was misunderstood soon). Later, she discovered why she wanted to go to Lieutenant Clinic so much and her heartbroken look that day, Li Jiaqian even thought that she had to evaluate Xu Tingwei again.
She couldn't believe that a girl could show such a smile for a boy she didn't really like
She couldn't believe that a girl could have so deliberately wanted to meet a boy who didn't really like.
She couldn't believe that a girl could be so sad and sad for a boy she didn't really like.
In this way, in Li Jiaqian's mind, Xu Tingwei gradually stopped being the representative of a slut who treats men as tools and feelings as props.
Although she would not think that she had completely misunderstood Xu Tingwei because of this, she began to think that her understanding of Xu Tingwei was not thorough enough in the past, so she could not make a real and accurate judgment. However, Li Jiaqian, who was thinking about this, was slapped hard because of what she saw and heard yesterday.
It's Ah or Ah, that guy is just a bitch, a completely slut. Li Jiaqian muttered to herself
I think she doesn't just like her senior, she just likes every boy who is with her! She said that she had had enough of her senior, and then she walked with him as if nothing had happened, and went to secretly date other men? What qualifications do she have to say about Xiao Ling's suspected footsteps on two boats? She is the frivolous woman with a very beautiful and beautiful woman! Oh, how could I foolishly think that I misread her Ah before? Could it be that I have been dressed up for too long, so I began to think that as long as I was a pretty girl, even the shit would be delicious?
While mumbling, Li Jiaqian's fist was clenched unconsciously, and she had an impulse in her mind to pound the low wall with cement texture. She seemed to subconsciously feel that this could vent the depression accumulated in her chest. In fact, she knew very well that this was definitely not a bad thing for her. After all, this means that Xu Tingwei would not be in the mood to practice in the orchestra, but she didn't know why she felt it was hard to accept it.
Ah, but although I know that guy better, I still don’t know why she wants to form an orchestra?? Hey? Telephone? Because I felt the phone start to shake slightly, Li Jiaqian quickly took it out of her pocket. The screen was either someone else or Xu Tingwei’s name.
Hello? Li Jiaqian immediately answered the phone
Is Xie Zhewei? What's wrong? Xu Tingwei's voice sounded inexplicably cold
Uh?? Although I was a little overwhelmed, Li Jiaqian said: No? Nothing, just? I? Should we practice the team? OK? I haven’t practiced for a long time? I said that after practicing it?
Yes, it turns out you haven't given up on Ah
Of course not yet, I
Sorry, Xu Tingwei interrupted Li Jiaqian coldly
But I don't want to continue. If you want to play in an orchestra, go find someone else
??Ah?What? Li Jiaqian couldn't believe what she heard
I said I didn't want to play again, and then I just said that. As soon as I finished speaking, Xu Tingwei hung up the phone.
After a long time, Li Jiaqian replied from the shock, and took the phone, which could no longer have sounds coming from the microphone, to his ears.
In this way, after inexplicably losing his partner, Li Jiaqian realized that if she wanted to continue her path of pursuing Xiaoling by forming an orchestra, then she suddenly thought that the question about why Xu Tingwei wanted to play an orchestra seemed to have become a mystery that had to be solved.
Oh, junior, how is the band going on? Ah? Is it okay to get along with my sister? When Xu Ziting saw Li Jiaqian, who looked like a boy, walked into the club office, he said this
It's broken?? Li Jiaqian grabbed her head, and then said straight to her head
As expected, this is true. Xu Ziting smiled slightly, as if he was not surprised by such a development.
After being hung up by Xu Tingwei, although the lunch break was about to end, Li Jiaqian decided to take action immediately to reverse the current bad situation.
In order to achieve this goal, she went to the club office of a popular music club, wanting to see if she could meet senior Xu Ziting there, so as to ask him about the possible reasons why his sister gave up suddenly
Fortunately, Li Jiaqian not only found Xu Ziting in the social office, but also didn't know if it was about to start class, so there was no one else except him. It was a place that was very suitable for talking about private matters.
However, although he was still sitting behind the jazz drum, Xu Ziting was not holding a drum stick this time, but Haruki Murakami's "Satellite Lover"
Senior was not practicing drums today? Li Jiaqian asked naturally
I was in a mood. After a pause, Xu Ziting said: It has been like this since last Thursday
Uh?? Because I immediately thought that I told Xu Tingwei that day that she liked Xiaoling, Li Jiaqian was a little unaware of how to respond
This is my own problem, don’t think too much. Xu Ziting smiled weakly and said: OK, let’s talk about my very nerve-wracking sister. Did she kick out of the band by her?
No, Li Jiaqian shook her head. She said she didn't want to continue playing.
Sure enough, the situation was different from before. Ah?? Xu Ziting touched his chin
What happened before?
Didn’t I tell you that my sister used to form a group with other juniors? But that band later disbanded
Why? Is it because they are not strong enough that they are kicked out of the band by Xu Tingwei? Because he remembered Xu Tingwei's threatening words to her at the beginning, Li Jiaqian asked this question
No. Xu Ziting said: They are the best in the class, regardless of guitarist, drummer, or bassist, but??
But? Li Jiaqian cares about Xu Ziting's desire to speak up and stops
After hesitating for a while, Xu Ziting finally said: They all fell in love with my sister
??They are more than one person?
Not only not only, but everyone fell in love with it
?? Li Jiaqian's mouth twitched a few times
Well, this is indeed the reason why the band disbanded. All the members fell in love with the lead singer. The scene was so embarrassing that Ah??
It's really embarrassing, but I don't think that's the main reason
That's it?
To be honest, this part is just my guess, but after adding your example, I think it should be almost done. After a pause, Xu Ziting said: Hey, what do you think of my sister?
A bad partner? After all, I am a beginner among beginners?
Just the opposite, Xu Ziting shook his upright index finger
After meeting you, she told me when she got home that there was no problem this time and she would definitely be able to perform on stage with you.
Ah?Are I really a talented guitar wizard who chose one of thousands?
Uh, not, actually your level is the only place where she has some opinions? Xu Ziting smiled awkwardly
The point is your motivation for forming an orchestra. You said you were for the girl you like, didn’t you?
Well, although he had some opinions on the word "Girl", Li Jiaqian still nodded
Doesn’t this mean you will never fall in love with my sister?
That's right, but is this important?
Very important, very important
Why?
Think about it, what if the reason why she plays in an orchestra is actually exactly the same as yours?
you mean??
If my sister wants to form an orchestra, it is to convey her mood to the person she likes and to let him see her most attractive appearance on the stage, then doesn’t this make sense? Her previous orchestra was disbanded because once my sister’s intention is known, it is difficult to expect those members to continue to help, right? Who would be willing to help the girl she likes with others?
It makes sense? Because I was doing something similar not long ago, Li Jiaqian was actually very able to experience the feeling of self-abuse
Because of this, not only do you not have this problem, but your motivation for forming the band also has no conflict with hers, right? So of course you are her ideal partner Ah!
Then? Then why didn't she continue?
What's this?? Xu Ziting narrowed his eyes, not sure what he was thinking about
Well, I think this question is not suitable for me to answer, but you should solve it yourself.
But
I know that it is not possible for you to rely on yourself, otherwise why would you come to me? Xu Ziting smiled and said: You should practice guitar obediently these days. When the opportunity comes, I will tell you.
Yes?? Because there is no other way, Li Jiaqian had to nod and agreed to Xu Ziting's proposal
Although Christmas is not a national holiday, and it is still about ten days before it arrives, under the hype of business, politics and other adults, this festival full of foreign colors has become a part of everyone's lives and has brought a different style to the city.
At this time, in the square in front of the New Taipei City Government, in addition to a tall Christmas tree erected, various lighting and landscapes made people who come here feel the joyful atmosphere of the festival.
However, unlike those around who are mostly lovers, family members and friends walking together, Xu Tingwei, who is standing next to the intersection, is the same person.
While staring at everything she looked at with cold eyes that could be compared with the low temperature of about ten degrees at this time, she took out a lollipop from the pocket of her school coat that only children would be interested in, and removed its wrapping paper, and then put it in her mouth
Perhaps because of Xu Tingwei's appearance and temperament, her behavior, which should have been full of childishness, only makes people feel casual and mature, just as if the one she is holding is actually a cigarette.
What did you say suddenly by your sister to buy something? Is it okay if you only have an idiot believe this? Just think about it and you must have been on a date with another girl? Xu Tingwei murmured to himself, and felt that the sugar in her mouth was so sour that it was hard for her to accept
Classmate, are you alone? Do you want to go shopping together? At this time, a boy wearing a school uniform that Xu Tingwei didn't know suddenly talked to her
Xu Tingwei looked at his appearance and honestly looked good. Judging from the shoes, the color scheme of the backpack and the carefully tidied hairstyle, the taste was good. But because she called her brother to accompany her home after someone broke the appointment, she was very angry. Fortunately, she complained to him on the way, so in the end she said: Sorry, I'm waiting for someone.
Yes?? The boy left disappointed after saying that, and his slightly hunched back and the shadows stretched out due to the street lights also seemed extremely depressed, but Xu Tingwei did not feel any guilt. After all, the same thing happened almost ten times tonight alone, and she had no feeling about it.
Why are the people who like me not the ones I like? Xu Tingwei once again muttered to himself
Although her eyes were still cold, her eyes were a little warm because of this feeling.
Earlier today, when Li Jiaqian, who had become a boy, stayed in the bookstore after school and finished reading the novel she had not finished last time, Xu Ziting called her
Yo, junior, the opportunity is here! Xu Ziting omitted the greeting and said this as soon as he opened his mouth
Opportunity? Li Jiaqian was unable to get into the situation for the time being, and what she was thinking about was the exciting plot twist that she had just read
You want to know why my sister gave up on the band, right?
Yes Yes Yes Yes, I
Then you can take the MRT to Banqiao Station. Tingwei is now in front of the city square.
Uh?? Li Jiaqian was a little at a loss. After all, she really didn't think such a meeting could help.
Ah, by the way, you have to be careful. My sister must be in a bad mood because she was just released from pigeons. You must not make her even more angry!
This?? Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably frightened. When she thought of Xu Tingwei's angry appearance, she became less and less willing to go there.
Hey, if you can't even make a girl happy, why do you think you can catch the person you like? Come on, you still want to form a band with my sister, right? Then hurry up and find a way to make her change her mind! After saying that, Xu Ziting hung up the phone
While taking the phone back into his pocket, Li Jiaqian first escaped reality and thought about why these brothers and sisters love hanging up other people's phone calls so much
After hesitating for a while, she finally decided to close the book, then turned around and took a step towards the cold street.
However, although she had made up her mind to meet Xu Tingwei, she was still full of panic.
Forget it, no matter how bad it is, it cannot be worse than the current situation, right? And just like the senior said, coaxing girls to be happy is a necessary skill for dating Ah? Woo, why are you obviously a girl and I have to worry about this kind of thing? It is obviously someone to coax me, right?? While sighing about the fate, Li Jiaqian walked towards the MRT station and began to simulate the various situations that might happen after meeting Xu Tingwei later, as well as the countermeasures for response.
When he arrived at the square in front of the New Taipei City Government after getting on the bus, getting off, transferring, and getting on and off again, Li Jiaqian immediately found Xu Tingwei, who was alone in pairs, from the crowd, who was mostly paired with each other.
However, although he was alone, Li Jiaqian did not feel that she had seen a trace of grievance or loneliness from Xu Tingwei, but instead felt a sense of stubbornness and pride.
After taking a deep breath, Li Jiaqian first walked behind Xu Tingwei, and then said: Hey, isn't this Xu Tingwei?
Yo because he heard the call, Xu Tingwei took out the lollipop in his mouth while turning back and said coldly to Li Jiaqian, who looked like a boy.
Can I stand here? Li Jiaqian stood beside Xu Tingwei
casual
Why are you here? Waiting for someone? Li Jiaqian asked knowingly, and began to brew every line in her heart that she would be ready to say later
Don't do your business Xu Tingwei stuffed the candy back into his mouth
I'm waiting for someone to keep the conversation going, Li Jiaqian began to open her heart to Xu Tingwei who was not planning to open her heart, but what she planned to show was just some packaged fakes.
Oh, Xu Tingwei is still not very interested
The other party is not Xiao Ling
?? Xu Tingwei did not reply this time, but his brow raised on his side did not escape Li Jiaqian's magical eyes
Seeing that he had successfully attracted Xu Tingwei's attention, Li Jiaqian stopped talking and let the root named curiosity slowly pierce deeper and deeper in Xu Tingwei's heart.
In order to enhance the sense of reality, she pretended to be happy and hummed the happy melody that flashed through her mind gently.
As time passed, Li Jiaqian slowly felt that Xu Tingwei became more and more annoyed by the relative deprivation he had deliberately created.
Seeing that Xu Tingwei was about to reach the critical point where she might leave because she could no longer bear it, she began to frequently take out her mobile phone and pretend to confirm the call and time.
What's wrong? The pigeon was released? Perhaps because of empathy, Xu Tingwei finally couldn't help asking this
Don't do your business. Li Jiaqian pondered Xu Tingwei's mood just now and said what she had said.
After a while, Li Jiaqian's cell phone vibrated. She picked it up and found that it was a message sent by senior Xu Ziting, who asked her if she had already seen Xu Tingwei.
When I met Li Jiaqian, I quickly replied
The next moment, Xu Tingwei's cell phone rang, and she immediately answered the phone.
Brother, what are you? You said you are not here? What's this? You just dumb, you dared to hang up my phone? Xu Tingwei shouted loudly at the phone that no one would respond, with disbelief and unhappiness on his face.
Although he was very afraid of being irritated by Xu Tingwei, Li Jiaqian still mustered up the courage to say: So? So you were really put on a pigeon?
Seeing that it was impossible to hide it, Xu Tingwei simply admitted it generously
When she put away her phone, she reached out and pushed her brows back, as if she wanted to let her forehead breathe, so that she could calm down
Then she said: So I'm leaving, goodbye
Wait, Li Jiaqian called out Xu Tingwei who was about to take steps
I think the person I made an appointment might not come, right? I am extremely invincible now and said in frustration, would you please accompany me for a walk?
Huh?? Xu Tingwei's raised feet hung in the air
Since you are all here, it’s too unpaid if you don’t have a good time to go shopping!
That's true??
Then let's go, Li Jiaqian said as she stretched out her hand
?? Xu Tingwei stared at Li Jiaqian's hand coldly and asked: What are you doing?
Uh?? Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably embarrassed. After all, in her script, Xu Tingwei should have fallen into a state of loneliness and needs warmth because of two consecutive failures. Therefore, this natural action would not be rejected.
But purely from the results, Xu Tingwei obviously still didn't feel that he had a relationship with Li Jiaqian, and was not affected by the atmosphere at that time.
Forget it?? Xu Tingwei looked away, obviously finally decided to ignore Li Jiaqian's strange behavior
Let's have a walk together. After saying that, she walked towards the Christmas tree in the middle of the square.
Great! Li Jiaqian secretly cheered in her heart and hurriedly followed
What happened to the orchestra later? When walking together on the boulevard with colorful lighting, Xu Tingwei naturally asked about her and Li Jiaqian, who was a boy, that was the only intersection.
Indefinitely shutdown
Can't find a partner?
It was indeed Ah Li Jiaqian first revealed her needs for Xu Tingwei, and then said: But partly because I think I need to think about Xiaoling again??
Oh? Xu Tingwei obviously showed his interest
Ah, Ah, I clearly remember Xie Zhewei, you said last week that you would never give up. How could you change Ah?
What about this?? Li Jiaqian began to work hard to tell the story she had just made up
Later I talked to a mutual friend of Xiaoling and I later
Who? Xu Tingwei interrupted Li Jiaqian excitedly, girl?
Yes, she is your classmate too
Oh! It’s Li Jiaqian, right? Just that Xiao Ling’s follower!
Right? Right??
But that guy is also very wonderful. He always doesn't come to class at any time. If I hadn't said a few times, I would have thought she was the problem student.
this??
Why are you looking hurt? Am I talking about you? Ah! Or are you just falling in love with her because of her?
Although such development can be said to be my ultimate goal, Li Jiaqian is not bored to take the opportunity to create a fait accompli
Anyway, after talking to her, I
Just fall in love with someone else?
There is no Ah!
Still said no? Who is the person who just released your pigeon? You wouldn't tell me that it's another girl, right? Tsk tsk, Xie Zhewei, you're really bad!
Uh?? Li Jiaqian suddenly realized that she had been forced into a desperate situation by the lie she had just told
Humph Xu Tingwei showed a bad-hearted smile and reached out to hook Li Jiaqian's neck, as if he wanted to show his elder sister's spirit
Oh, you and Xiao Ling are nothing, so isn't it good to try a different partner? And don't you look at Li Jiaqian, she was unexpectedly beautiful after taking off her glasses!
This?? Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably shy, but she didn't even know whether it was because of Xu Tingwei's sudden praise or because she had such an intimate physical contact with her at this time
OK OK OK OK, forget it if you don’t admit it. Xu Tingwei let go of Li Jiaqian, but his body can still be said to be tightly pressed against her
But I am not so patient. Even if I like someone again, as long as he doesn’t mean that, I will definitely give up simply. It’s embarrassing to pester and beat him up!
You? Are you lying? Maybe it was because of your confusion, Li Jiaqian accidentally shook her trump card.
Ah? Xu Tingwei looked surprised
Seeing that his original plan could no longer be carried out, Li Jiaqian simply said with all his gamble: No, you should say that you really want to give up and want to stop caring about that person like this, right?
You? What are you talking about? Ah? Xu Tingwei smiled as if he was strong.
Just senior Lin Mingfeng! You are very happy
Shut up! Xu Tingwei cursed loudly at the volume that was enough to attract everyone's attention for a moment. Li Jiaqian thought Xu Tingwei would turn around and leave immediately, but fortunately, she had to lower her head and not speak anymore.
Huhu, it seems that my speculation is not wrong Ah??
Because he saw Xu Tingwei's slightly rosy eye basket, Li Jiaqian thought so secretly in her heart
After talking face-to-face with senior Xu Ziting last time, Li Jiaqian re-examined her views on Xu Tingwei, and first assumed that Xu Ziting did not over-beautify Xu Tingwei because of the sister-controlled plot, family love, etc., she came to a new conclusion
Maybe Xu Tingwei really likes senior Lin Mingfeng. The reason why she wants to form an orchestra is to sing her mood to him on the stage.
But after seeing his seniors being so fickle and unwilling to just focus on themselves, the heartbroken Xu Tingwei may have been based on the purpose of making him jealous, or really wanting to forget this relationship, so he began to date one boy after another, and showed a bad woman who loves to deal with boys.
If this is true, then I always feel that I can't let her go without paying attention to Ah??
Looking at Xu Tingwei beside him, Li Jiaqian thought silently
Suddenly, Xu Tingwei said as if he was murmuring: I want to see the Christmas tree?
Let's go! Li Jiaqian quickly answered
It's sour? Before taking the steps, Xu Tingwei spit out the lollipop in his mouth again
Then throw it away
You throw it away Xu Tingwei handed the candy to Li Jiaqian
But there is no trash can nearby? Ah? Li Jiaqian is really unwilling to bring the candy over. After all, just thinking about the scene of swaying with a lollipop on her own is really stupid.
Then let it be like this. Xu Tingwei said, and stuffed candy into Li Jiaqian's mouth that was opened because of his speech.
Woo! Li Jiaqian let out a whine because there was a foreign object in her mouth, but at the same time she was surprised to find that the lollipop was not only not sour, but also so sweet that she thought her teeth might have been decayed in an instant.
After walking side by side for a while, Li Jiaqian and Xu Tingwei followed the crowd to the center of the square. There was a star at the top, a Christmas tree made of lampposts and lit up with dazzling light, which stood in front of them.
Well, it's quite beautiful because Xu Tingwei didn't speak, Li Jiaqian tried to start a conversation first
I didn’t feel it when I saw it from a distance, but I really felt it was so spectacular that I got so close!
Xu Tingwei didn't answer, just looked at the Christmas tree with concentration.
It seems that there will be a light show at the same time??Tsk, time has just passed?? Li Jiaqian continues to work hard
Hey, have you ever placed a Christmas tree in your house? I don’t have one at home. When I was a child, every time Christmas was approaching, I would argue with my parents that I would have it at home, but they all
Shut up
Sorry?? After apologizing, Li Jiaqian didn't dare to say anything more
In the following time, Li Jiaqian let the conversation and playful sounds of people around her talk and playfulness reach their ears more clearly because of her silence. She began to think in her heart how good it would be if she could watch the beautiful Christmas tree with Xiao Ling and enjoy the warm and happy atmosphere.
Originally I was going to come with Afeng, but Xu Tingwei suddenly spoke and got closer to Li Jiaqian.
Although I knew there would be no good results, I couldn't help but invite him
Why are you so pessimistic?
Experience talk Xu Tingwei said: Every time I do something for him, I take the initiative to find him out, but in the end there is no good ending. Like today he suddenly broke the appointment, and last Saturday, do you also know what happened?
Well, so Xu Tingwei probably didn't plan to continue playing the orchestra because of this. Ah??
Li Jiaqian finally got a questionable answer
But??Do you understand this feeling? The feeling of wanting to see someone no matter what, and wanting to do something to be closer to him no matter what?
Maybe it's understand?? Li Jiaqian's smile appeared in her heart
But I am really tired. I really want to leave him alone. Not only do I say anything, Xu Tingwei's eyes also reveal a sense of powerlessness.
Maybe it's impossible for me and him to do so. I always feel that God always wants to tell me that it's right to give up.
Stop talking stupidly. Li Jiaqian interrupted Xu Tingwei for the first time
Ah? Xu Tingwei looks very fragile and confused
She might be trembling slightly because of the cold wind. She might be confused because she didn't understand why Li Jiaqian said this. Looking at her like this, Li Jiaqian couldn't help but think about whether she had the same attitude when she met Lin Mingfeng last time.
Li Jiaqian said: Even if God wants you to give up, so what if you suffer more serious injuries from every effort? You tried again and again, just because you can't give up now, right? After taking a breath, Li Jiaqian looked straight into Xu Tingwei's eyes and continued: Do you still like Senior Lin Mingfeng, right? Are you more afraid of being hurt and sad than being unable to be with Senior?
But??
Maybe you and the seniors can't be together in the end. Maybe one day you will suddenly change your mind and no longer like him. But before that, should you still face your own feelings and continue to do every effort you can think of and do? And if you are frustrated again and are depressed, just call me! I promise you that no matter when, no matter where you are, I will definitely be by your side! I know you probably don't expect me to help you, but even if I hear your complaints and crying with you, I can still do such a small thing as a small thing! After speaking these words in the atmosphere, Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably ashamed, so she turned her head aside and did not dare to look at Xu Tingwei again
Hey, it took me a long time before Xu Tingwei called Li Jiaqian
Hum? Li Jiaqian looked at Xu Tingwei again, and found a smile on her face with red eyes, which was so beautiful that she couldn't take her eyes off her face.
Thank you Although she had been working as a cow and horse for Xu Tingwei for a long time, this seemed to be the first time she thanked Li Jiaqian.
Li Jiaqian blushed
For a long time after that, the two of them left each other silent, and they could only continue to look at the Christmas tree quietly
People around them come and go, sometimes noisy and sometimes whispering, but Li Jiaqian and Xu Tingwei were not affected at all, and they were still moving. They were not talking to each other, but even the lights that would flash or emit different colors with time were still more changeable than them.
When the lighting performance of the Christmas tree at hourly end finally ended, Li Jiaqian felt that it was getting late, so she asked Xu Tingwei if it was time to go home
Do you know what day it is? Xu Tingwei turned his eyes away from the Christmas tree, but looked up at the night sky where although it was not blocked by the clouds, he could not see any stars because of the serious damage to the light.
Today? Li Jiaqian scratched her head. No matter what, she couldn't remember what was special about this day on December 14th.
Maybe I thought I could not wait for the answer I expected, so Xu Tingwei looked at Li Jiaqian and said: This is the most important period of Gemini meteor showers from midnight to early morning of the 15th.
Yes? Is it? Only then did Li Jiaqian understand why Xu Tingwei chose to invite Lin Mingfeng out today
But can't see anything here?
If you reach the top floor, it should be fine. Xu Tingwei pointed to a house in front of her that should be thirty-story high.
Yes, for Ah, if you can go up
I have to go up. Xu Tingwei said: I have a house there
What a damn rich beauty! Li Jiaqian shouted silently in her heart
Let's go
But, if you have to attend class tomorrow, it's so late? Since you have been wandering outside for a whole night, Li Jiaqian actually wants to go home and sleep.
You haven't skipped the class yet! And you just said that no matter where I am going, you will be with me, right? Xu Tingwei used his killer weapon
Uh?? Although I felt that my words had been changed a few words, Li Jiaqian had to say: OK, let's go together?
In this way, Li Jiaqian followed Xu Tingwei to the high-rise building not far away.
Although I knew that the house prices were not low, the more I looked at the grand buildings on both sides, the more I felt that what I was going to go to later should be enough to be called a luxury house.
When she arrived at the gate downstairs of Xu Tingwei's house and met the guard sitting behind the counter, she even called out by the guard because she felt that she was not qualified to step into this place and was called away by the guard because she felt that she was not qualified to step into this place.
Let's go to my house to put things first, and maybe you can see it from there. After entering the elevator, Xu Tingwei said while pressing the button on the 27th floor
Well, Li Jiaqian nodded, she was still a little nervous and couldn't speak well
As soon as he got out of the elevator, Xu Tingwei, who was walking in front, turned left, then took out a long key and opened the door that looked like it was fire-proof, water-proof, shock-proof, and should be no problem with bulletproof.
Come in, no one else is there. Xu Tingwei easily pushed open the door panel that looked very thick
Where is your family? Li Jiaqian followed her in, but while surprised by the noble but elegant decoration inside, she also felt that there was no such thing as anyone living here.
When she walked through the entrance hall where she and Xu Tingwei's shoes were placed, the corridor with a layer of gray paintings hanging on the wall, and the living room with overly neat furniture, her feeling became stronger.
We usually live at the home in Xindian, and at most, my brother will come to bed too late because the school is close to here, and sometimes the club will come to bed too late. Xu Tingwei said as he walked towards the floor-to-ceiling window in a corner of the living room. After opening the glass door, she walked to the balcony and said: Wow! There are so many stars, it seems that we will be here later.
That was great. Li Jiaqian responded perfunctorily. At this time, she was like a cat who had just arrived in the new environment. Just figuring out whether she was safe or not would have cost her all her energy.
Why are you so nervous? Just put your bag casually! Xu Tingwei asked in confusion, but in fact Li Jiaqian didn't understand why her attitude was so generous and comfortable
After all, just from the appearance, didn’t Xu Tingwei invite a opposite sex to his home?
Not only in the game, but even the real experience tells Li Jiaqian that this will definitely inspire some bad events.
I wasn't afraid of what would happen to you? What are you afraid of? Xu Tingwei said half-jokingly
OK, do you want something to drink?
Uh, everything is good, thank you? Li Jiaqian is indeed a little thirsty
Only wine. Xu Tingwei, who walked out of the kitchen, was holding a bottle of wine in his hand. It was not beer, but a foreign wine that Li Jiaqian couldn't even call out his name.
Then forget it?? Although he now has the appearance of a boy, Li Jiaqian, who is a girl in her bones, still doesn't want to let herself fall into such a dangerous situation.
It was lonely to drink alone? While complaining, Xu Tingwei went to get the steel cup for bartending, a bucket of ice, a few cups of large and small sizes, several lemons, sugar jars and other things. Then he started adding bottles and jars to one piece, and started the bartending process that Li Jiaqian could not understand.
Hey, isn't that soda? Li Jiaqian suddenly found that Xu Tingwei didn't know where to take out a few iron and aluminum cans with carbonated beverages.
Sorry, this soda was not used to drink, but to mix bartenders. As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Tingwei hooked his index finger and opened the jar with a pull ring, and poured the whole can of soda into two high-cooled cups that had already filled the wine and lemon juice.
?? Li Jiaqian looked at Xu Tingwei silently and handed over the prepared cocktail
It's delicious. Xu Tingwei took his cup and sipped it
This is called TmCllins, which is the wine ordered by the heroine in "1Q84"
Murakami Haruki's novel? Although I only read Haruki's novels that seemed very good and probably flipped through them in the bookstore (and I immediately put them down because I felt I couldn't understand them very much), Li Jiaqian still had a little impression of the title of the book
Yes, Xu Tingwei nodded
My brother is very fascinated by Haruki Murakami, and every time he sees something mentioned in the book or mixing with him, he will ask me to try it out after he tries to do it.
Senior is really fanatical?? Li Jiaqian also picked up the cup and took a sip, and found that the wine was really delicious. In addition to the sour and sweet taste, it was very suitable for her appetite, and because it was not too strong, even she, who had almost never touched the wine, could accept it.
It tastes good, Xu Tingwei smiled
And I just need to drink to warm my body up, otherwise it would be so cold outside, so how could I look at the stars well?
That's right? Li Jiaqian does feel a burning sensation slowly spreading from the esophagus to the stomach
In this way, after the two of them drank all the wine one by one, Xu Tingwei adjusted other cocktails to fill the empty cup again.
When they began to be in a slightly drunk state and felt that the winter night was no longer cold, Xu Tingwei walked towards the balcony with a wine glass filled with the mixing wine.
Although Li Jiaqian was not interested in watching meteor showers, she still followed the atmosphere and followed the atmosphere.
When you look out from the balcony, in addition to being able to see the night view of the city because of its high-rise buildings, you can also see the stars in the night sky when you look up because of the lack of light damage such as street lights and signs.
Since I never thought I could see such a scene in the city, Li Jiaqian was slightly stunned by the spectacular scene she saw in front of me at this moment.
Well, isn't it said it's a huge period? Why can't I see half a piece of Ah? Xu Tingwei seems to be not satisfied with the scenery
Could it be because of direction?
It makes sense. Xu Tingwei said: But I am too lazy to go up to the top floor again. Anyway, just one or two of them are enough.
Do you really want to make a wish?
No? Maybe because I felt teased, Xu Tingwei's voice sounded a little angry
Didn’t you say you should try every possible method for the person you like?
Sorry, Li Jiaqian apologized frankly, and silently felt that Xu Tingwei, who suddenly showed his innocent side, was inexplicably cute.
After a while, Xu Tingwei focused on searching for every movement in the night sky, trying to see with his own eyes the trajectory left by the light spot that suddenly crossed the sky.
Although Li Jiaqian also explored the starry sky for a while, in the end she found that her sight was more often attracted by Xu Tingwei beside her.
Compared to counting how many stars there are in the sky now, she prefers to observe Xu Tingwei's eyebrows that sometimes frown because she feels like she has discovered something, or she secretly rubs her eyes and yawns because of her fatigue.
Maybe I felt a little bored because I had never achieved anything. Xu Tingwei suddenly asked: Hello, how did you know Xiaoling?
Well?? After hesitating for a while, Li Jiaqian decided to explain it as it is
Our family lives very close to each other, and we studied the same room in elementary school, and we have been playing together since we were young.
It turned out to be childhood sweetheart Ah Xu Tingwei nodded
But you have never told her anything, right?
Hum?? Li Jiaqian reluctantly admits
When I realized my mood, his heart had already reached someone else's
Give your lost love. Xu Tingwei lifted the wine glass to Li Jiaqian
Can't I give me some encouragement? Although Li Jiaqian complained, she still took her own cup and gently knocked Xu Tingwei's cup, and then drank half a cup of wine in one breath
I met Lin Mingfeng this summer. Xu Tingwei stared at the stars and continued: The grades in our country are actually not very good. When we were able to get into the G girl's middle school, it was all due to luck.
Luck is also a kind of strength
But the problem is that I actually don’t want this at all?? Xu Tingwei said: I had been to girls’ school for three years in my middle school, and when I thought about having to study for another three years, I almost cried??
Uh, is it so miserable?
Actually, it's okay. After all, there are so many opportunities to meet boys in high school than when I was in junior high school? But what's even more nerve-wracking is that my parents are very afraid that my grades will not keep up, so they kept forcing me to go to cram school. I didn't want to waste my summer vacation time on study, so I kept arguing with them for this.
That's really a headache?? That being said, since her parents are completely laissez-faire, Li Jiaqian actually doesn't have much feelings about such troubles.
Finally, my brother proposed a compromise plan. He said that he knew a very powerful tutor, so that he could help me achieve the goal of taking care of my homework with the least amount of time. Since I knew that it was not a solution to continue making trouble, I reluctantly agreed.
Wait, will it be?? A person's face appeared in Li Jiaqian's mind
That's right, the person who came was Afeng. Maybe he recalled the scene when he first met Lin Mingfeng, and Xu Tingwei's mouth was slightly raised.
It's a big deal if you want a second-year student to teach high school mathematics, right? But he really said that I never thought that I could become a gifted student in the class after school starts
Is this too strong?
But although he is very good at teaching, as he teaches, I am actually taught to bed??
?? Li Jiaqian was confused by the sudden widespread dialogue.
God, what do I tell you about this? Xu Tingwei pressed his head with the hand that didn't hold the wine glass
Have I really drunk too much? Probably not? But it's strange, I always think I can talk to you about something that I don't usually talk to boys? Well, I think Xiao Ling is just a smoke bomb, Xie Zhewei, you are really a GAY, right?
?? Li Jiaqian really doesn't know whether she should be happy that the girl's heart is rarely felt
Hey, but don’t misunderstand it. I didn’t give him the first time because of the beginning of love. I wanted to give it a try. And after trying it, I found out that it was really good?
?? Li Jiaqian still doesn't know how to respond
But maybe this is my retribution. Except for not being very serious, I later realized that he was just playing around. Xu Tingwei had a self-deprecating smile on his face, but at the same time, tears were already turning around in her eyes.
I originally wanted to say that there were people who wanted to pursue me everywhere, so he was not bad, but after really trying to date other boys, I realized that he was the only one I wanted?
Xu Tingwei?? Li Jiaqian wanted to say something comforting, but she didn't know what to say
When holding hands with others, I found that I still like the temperature in the palm of his hand the most. When others praised, I found that I still like him the most. When he said that the bag head I tied today is very beautiful and is not with me. When others were having dinner, I found that I still liked walking with him in the night market and swaying when I received gifts from others. I found that I still liked the warm bag he suddenly handed me to me when it was cold. When I was watching a movie, I found that I still liked him the most. Sometimes it was incisive, sometimes it was funny. The laughing comments were about to say goodbye? Others had sex? Li Jiaqian originally thought that Xu Tingwei stopped talking because he found that he had said something he shouldn't say, but after looking carefully, he found that Xu Tingwei was choked so hard that he couldn't speak.
Because he still didn't know what he could say to calm Xu Tingwei's emotions, Li Jiaqian finally reached out to pat Xu Tingwei's back and patted Xu Tingwei's back.
But when she looked at Xu Tingwei's narrow shoulders, whether it was because of the excitement or the temperature that was getting colder at this time, Li Jiaqian finally hugged Xu Tingwei in accordance with the voice in her heart.
In fact, Li Jiaqian thought she might be pushed away in the next second because of her experience not long ago, but unexpectedly, Xu Tingwei leaned her head directly on her shoulder and continued to sob and cry.
Seeing that her behavior was recognized, Li Jiaqian gently touched Xu Tingwei's head with one hand and hugged her tighter with the other hand so that she could know that at this moment, there was someone who cared about her so much, hoping that she could gain strength.
While hugging Xu Tingwei tightly and letting her lean on her body and cry loudly, Li Jiaqian looked up at the night sky with stars dotted with stars
Looking at the vast universe, feeling her shoulders soaked in tears, she suddenly remembered a song with a very strange name from a band with a very strange name.
Because he felt that music should be very pleasing, Li Jiaqian finally began to sing "How I Want to Be Your Deer" by Pumpkin Mini Club gently.
When the night falls silently, your heart becomes deserted
Can't forget the smallest things
When time stops, memories are all bound
Let me hold your hand and cry loudly until sunrise
Because I forgot the lyrics of the main song, Li Jiaqian sang the chorus again and again
During this process, Xu Tingwei's crying became less and less, and his body gradually stopped shaking, but her hand holding Li Jiaqian's clothes showed no sign of relaxation.
It took me a long time before Xu Tingwei spoke with a heavy nasal tone: This? It seems like this is the first time I heard you sing?
How is the singing Ah? Li Jiaqian asked half-jokingly
It's rotten?? After sucking his nose, Xu Tingwei continued: You can't play and sing on your own, so your orchestra is really not OK without me?
For Ah, it's really not possible without you. Li Jiaqian hugged Xu Tingwei in her arms tighter, and felt relieved. This was not only because she finally achieved the goal of letting Xu Tingwei return to the band, but also because she knew that she should be making Xu Tingwei feel better.
After that, they continued to look at the stars for a while.
In addition to talking about various topics such as school, life, music, people I like, etc., Xu Tingwei also drank more and more wine.
In order to take care of Xu Tingwei, Li Jiaqian had to stop after taking a taste.
No? After drinking another cup of whiskey with water, Xu Tingwei fell into Li Jiaqian's arms.
Her originally fair face had turned red because of alcohol, and the breath she exhaled was full of alcohol.
Because he knew that Xu Tingwei could not be drunk on the balcony where the cold wind was getting stronger and stronger, Li Jiaqian helped her back to the living room
As Xu Tingwei kept shouting that he was about to vomit, Li Jiaqian took her to the toilet first
After watching Xu Tingwei holding the toilet and doing something to destroy his image, Li Jiaqian cleaned up the filth for her, and half pulled and mopped the floor and took her to the bedroom, who was unable to walk well.
Huh~ This should be fine. After putting Xu Tingwei on the bed and covering the quilt, Li Jiaqian reached out and wiped it. I wonder if it was because of alcohol or the sweat beads that oozed out of her forehead because of the labor just now.
Then I almost deserve to go back, right? But now there is no MRT or bus, how do I go home? Li Jiaqian grabbed her head
At this time, Li Jiaqian felt a slight pulling force. When she looked down, she realized that Xu Tingwei, whose face was covered by a quilt, stretched out his hand and pulled the hem of Li Jiaqian's uniform with a small force.
Uh, are you saying I can stay here to sleep? But I am a man??Ah, OK, can I go to the living room to sleep on the sofa? Li Jiaqian said, and felt that Xu Tingwei's hands seemed to be getting harder and harder
This?? Li Jiaqian felt her breathing, and her heartbeat gradually accelerated because she thought of possible development later.
Since I had dinner and went shopping with my senior sister after going to the school anniversary of C Middle School, it was already past ten o'clock when I got home, so I thought I should be the last person to get home.
But beyond my expectations, the one who greeted me behind the door was not Sister Shuzi who was clamoring for a midnight snack or Jiaqian who didn't know what she was thinking, but the darkness in the room
It seems that in addition to Sister Shuzi still continuing to run away from home for unknown reasons, Jiaqian, who should be at home, didn't know where to go.
Where did they go? I put my bag on the sofa and muttered to myself like this
Ah! It must be Sister Shuzi took Jiaqian to practice some magician! No wonder they didn’t tell me first, just thinking about it would be that they must have a confidentiality obligation to ordinary people!
Because my mind-poor head rarely came up with the answer to the question, the big stone hanging in my heart finally fell down
In this way, I was able to take a shower with peace of mind and prepare to go to bed...
After learning about Xiaoling and Lin Mingfeng's unknown past and perhaps still developing relationship on the day of the school anniversary, Li Jiaqian naturally fell into a distraught mood because of the increase in love rivals.
Because she didn't know how to face Xiao Ling, she did not return to her master's apartment at night, but went to Xiao Ling's original home to spend the night in the appearance of a boy.
Isn't this true?
Xiao Ling actually cheated on him?
And they were also stepping on two boats between Lin Tingyun and her younger brother?
What's going on?
I understand that boys are dreaming of opening a harem, but can Xiao Ling be a man?
No, no, right? No matter how you look at it, he was taken to the senior's harem, right?
As she thought about it, the scene of Xiao Ling being held in her senior's arms when she was a boy appeared in Li Jiaqian's mind. Then she was a little surprised to find that she was not as disgusted as she imagined by such a combination, and even felt a little excited when she was thinking about the relationship between them.
AHAHAHAH!
Nothing right!
What do you want to do!
The point is that my dear childhood sweetheart turned into a mess during this period Ah?
I know that that guy was extremely shameless by his master in order to satisfy Lin Tingyun's perverted preferences, but even if he was pushed down by his senior because he couldn't control himself for a while, he would never be able to keep in touch with his senior in the future, right?
No matter how you think about it, you should be beaten to death because of self-blame, shame, or something else, don’t meet him again, right?
Could it be that Xiao Ling was really inspired after having sex with her senior, and started to take both men and women?
Is this possible??
And no matter what, the siblings and other things are too exciting, right?
How big is his heart to make such a thing?
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After realizing that this would not be possible to solve the problem, Li Jiaqian turned off the computer and began to sort out her chaotic thoughts.
Although Li Jiaqian still couldn't understand what kind of relationship Xiao Ling and her senior had in the end, she found that this was not entirely bad news for her. After all, if you don't say anything else, at least it proves that Xiao Ling is indeed likely to be captured by a boy, letting her know that the path she chose is not a dead end.
So I don’t actually need to care much about my seniors, but I should be happy because Xiao Ling and Lin Tingyun’s relationship seems not so stable. Ah, whatever, I will just continue to work hard as I planned! After this conclusion, Li Jiaqian jumped out of bed, then hurriedly walked to pick up the guitar, preparing to start the basic exercises that had been wasted for a few days.
However, after Li Jiaqian finished adjusting the sound and setting the metronome, she suddenly remembered Xu Tingwei, who had a very important position in her plan to chase Xiaoling through a band.
Is that guy okay? Li Jiaqian muttered to herself
Although I really don’t think that she would care so much about her seniors, no matter how she looked like that day, she wasn’t just a joke?
In the following days, although Li Jiaqian replied to the habit of exercising and practicing guitar every day, because she was not very sure whether Xu Tingwei was in the mood to talk about the orchestra now, she really didn't dare to call her to ask about the practice together. Xu Tingwei didn't know if it could be said for granted. He didn't call him even after a phone call.
In fact, Li Jiaqian didn't think about going to G Girls' Middle School to take the opportunity to spy on Xu Tingwei's situation, but when she thought about the embarrassing scenes that might be caused by Xiao Ling (with a straight heart, she would definitely not help but ask Xiao Ling about Lin Mingfeng and know from all the signs in the past, this must be something Xiao Ling didn't want to speak), she finally decided to keep her troops and just continue to do the efforts that she could accomplish by herself.
So you are just having a bottleneck now?? After listening to Li Jiaqian's report on her recent situation, Liu Chenghan, who was having dinner after school, came to this conclusion
Is there nothing I can do about this? Li Jiaqian picked up the pot sticker and took a bite
But if you think about it carefully, it is better to say that it is not like being in trouble now, but it was too smooth before. I was able to live together first, and even the orchestra that I thought could not be formed was inexplicably formed??
That's right, but you shouldn't just hide from Xiao Ling like this, right? She called me and asked me why you lost contact?
Is that true? Li Jiaqian felt a warm feeling in her heart
But I'm really... so hard that you didn't feel anything after you knew that guy had an affair with his senior?
What about this?? Liu Chenghan's expression is very complicated
It's still hard for me to believe it?
It’s completely unacceptable, right? Li Jiaqian said: He became a girl just to be with the person he likes, but he ended up running with the boys. This is a very strange Ah! It’s like he had practiced basketball for a summer, but after school started, he ran to participate in the baseball team Ah!
But when I think about the senior who is the one who is the one who is, I feel that there is nothing impossible to say?
Indeed, and if you think about it carefully, he seemed to have said before that he felt that he knew Xiao Ling Ah??
Yes, so the reason why he could say at that time that he could chase Xiao Ling by pushing down was that he had already done this??
What awful??
Then Jiaqian, do you want to do it in the same way?
Don't! Li Jiaqian's face was a little red, but this was not only because the topic was really shy, but also because it was not only her, but even Liu Chenghan in front of her had done it a long time ago
But this kind of feeling of knowing that friends already have it? Well, the feeling of sexual experience is really complicated??
Actually, you too??
Ah?
It's okay. Li Jiaqian, who almost blurted out what Liu Chenghan should have forgotten, quickly turned her face aside, and did not dare to look at her dear friend with her eyes on her face.
After that, the two of them fell into a brief silence because they thought of Xiao Ling's wonderful interpersonal relationship.
When they talked again, they naturally avoided the related topics and just talked about unnutritious trash. Since the pot sticker shop is not a place for sitting for a long time, after a full meal, Liu Chenghan and Li Jiaqian got up to settle the bill and left the store.
Although the home is in the same direction, because Li Jiaqian doesn't want to go back so early, she said goodbye to Liu Chenghan at the door of the store, and then began to wander leisurely on the street full of people after get off work and get out of class.
After wandering around for a while, Li Jiaqian walked to a nearby bookstore and looked through the novel that was sealed with no adhesive film.
Since the content of the book is much more interesting than imagined, by the time Li Jiaqian put down the book, the time it was already showing on the mobile phone screen was already a time when she couldn't go home.
While recalling the playful dialogue and exciting plot I just read, Li Jiaqian slowly walked towards the MRT station.
Although it is not early and many shops are closed, the streets are still deserted at this time. The conversation between students who have just finished tutoring or club activities and are pursuing tired steps echoes the sound of motorcycles whistling by the road, making this winter night not at all calm.
Although he wanted to return to Xiao Ling's boy's home because of his heavy eyelids, Li Jiaqian slowed down because she suddenly caught a familiar figure in the crowd.
At first, she thought she had read it wrong, but after rubbing her eyes, Li Jiaqian discovered that the girl walking not far ahead of her and talking and laughing with the boy beside her was Xu Tingwei. What surprised her even more was that the person around Xu Tingwei was nothing but Lin Mingfeng.
Ah??? Li Jiaqian felt a little surprised. After all, in her perception, Xu Tingwei should have suffered a lot of harm because of everything she witnessed last Saturday. It was impossible for her to get along with Lin Mingfeng so closely like this.
Since he really cared about them, Li Jiaqian followed them secretly and continued to observe their interactions
Originally, Li Jiaqian thought she could see the depression or forced smile on Xu Tingwei's face, but when she saw Lin Mingfeng holding Xu Tingwei's hand naturally when crossing the road, Li Jiaqian began to feel that things might be different from what she imagined.
Or is it actually just a misunderstanding that Xiaoling and his senior have a super friendly relationship? So after explaining to Xu Tingwei, the two of them got along as before? When watching Xu Tingwei and Lin Mingfeng disappear at the entrance of the MRT station, Li Jiaqian couldn't help but murmur to himself.
Because he felt that he needed to be quiet and thought about what he had just seen and heard, Li Jiaqian walked back to the convenience store near the MRT station, and took a box of full-fat milk to check out at the counter.
After taking the microwaved milk from the clerk, Li Jiaqian sat down in the seating area attached to the store
When she saw people outside the convenience store trembling through the glass because of the sudden cold wind, but her fingers could feel the warmth coming out of the carton, she felt a sense of true, simple, pure happiness in her heart
Is this the legendary little happiness?? Hey? Halfway through, Li Jiaqian saw the scene that she couldn't understand again. This time, Xu Tingwei, who was supposed to take the MRT, returned and walked over in front of her like this.
Naturally, Li Jiaqian's eyes stopped on Xu Tingwei and moved as she walked, but before her neck reached the limit of rotation, Xu Tingwei stopped first.
Then, Xu Tingwei took out his cell phone
After frowning and looking at the screen, she slid her fingers around it for a long time, and then put her phone in her ear. It seemed that she had called someone for a moment. Li Jiaqian thought that the person was her, but after she found that the phone lying in her pocket had no reaction at all, and Xu Tingwei had already spoken and didn't know what she said, she knew that her guess had fallen out again.
After putting away the phone, Xu Tingwei turned around and tidied up his bangs at the glass door where he could roughly see his figure, and adjusted the burgundy scarf around his neck. In addition to explaining that she was passing the time, she had a clear meaning in Li Jiaqian's eyes.
Sure enough, not long after, a man wearing a beige coat and tall figure who seemed to be a college student ran over and stopped in front of Xu Tingwei.
Perhaps he was sorry for his late arrival. In addition to moving his mouth, the man also used his hand and footwork that was inconsistent with his mature appearance.
Although Xu Tingwei, who looked at all, had a bad look, it was not difficult for Li Jiaqian to find that there was a smile in her eyes.
Although Li Jiaqian was separated from them by a piece of glass and an incomparable distance, she did not feel that she had misunderstood because of this. But after considering that she saw Xu Tingwei and Lin Mingfeng not long ago, she felt that she could not understand everything she saw in front of her.
That bitch?? After watching Xu Tingwei and the man who looked like a college student, disappearing at the end of the street with his hands hooked and his hands closed, Li Jiaqian whispered her thoughts
Because he didn't think he had to stay here, Li Jiaqian picked up the cardboard box containing milk and planned to finish it as quickly as possible
But the moment the white liquid entered her mouth, she felt that this thing was so cold and terrible, and it didn't look like something that had just been microwaved.
The next day, Li Jiaqian started calling Xu Tingwei as a boy
Although the first call I called during the lunch break ended with no answer, she didn't think that Xu Tingwei deliberately made it missed calls.
Maybe Xu Tingwei felt that I was hit, so he thoughtfully didn't call me before, right? After putting away his phone, Li Jiaqian said to himself.
And when she leaned against the low wall and squatted down, looking at the hazy sky, her heart was naturally thinking about Xu Tingwei.
When Li Jiaqian first got along with Xu Tingwei as a classmate, her impression of her was so bad that she could be said to be extremely bad
Perhaps it was due to some jealousy, or it might be due to differences in concepts. In short, Li Jiaqian just doesn't like Xu Tingwei's frivolous attitude towards feelings.
Every time I see or hear how she deals with one boy after another, Li Jiaqian's heart will always have such a negative feeling.
But after seeing Xu Tingwei and Lin Mingfeng's date for the first time, Li Jiaqian's thoughts began to change (although she didn't like her very much because she was misunderstood soon). Later, she discovered why she wanted to go to Lieutenant Clinic so much and her heartbroken look that day, Li Jiaqian even thought that she had to evaluate Xu Tingwei again.
She couldn't believe that a girl could show such a smile for a boy she didn't really like
She couldn't believe that a girl could have so deliberately wanted to meet a boy who didn't really like.
She couldn't believe that a girl could be so sad and sad for a boy she didn't really like.
In this way, in Li Jiaqian's mind, Xu Tingwei gradually stopped being the representative of a slut who treats men as tools and feelings as props.
Although she would not think that she had completely misunderstood Xu Tingwei because of this, she began to think that her understanding of Xu Tingwei was not thorough enough in the past, so she could not make a real and accurate judgment. However, Li Jiaqian, who was thinking about this, was slapped hard because of what she saw and heard yesterday.
It's Ah or Ah, that guy is just a bitch, a completely slut. Li Jiaqian muttered to herself
I think she doesn't just like her senior, she just likes every boy who is with her! She said that she had had enough of her senior, and then she walked with him as if nothing had happened, and went to secretly date other men? What qualifications do she have to say about Xiao Ling's suspected footsteps on two boats? She is the frivolous woman with a very beautiful and beautiful woman! Oh, how could I foolishly think that I misread her Ah before? Could it be that I have been dressed up for too long, so I began to think that as long as I was a pretty girl, even the shit would be delicious?
While mumbling, Li Jiaqian's fist was clenched unconsciously, and she had an impulse in her mind to pound the low wall with cement texture. She seemed to subconsciously feel that this could vent the depression accumulated in her chest. In fact, she knew very well that this was definitely not a bad thing for her. After all, this means that Xu Tingwei would not be in the mood to practice in the orchestra, but she didn't know why she felt it was hard to accept it.
Ah, but although I know that guy better, I still don’t know why she wants to form an orchestra?? Hey? Telephone? Because I felt the phone start to shake slightly, Li Jiaqian quickly took it out of her pocket. The screen was either someone else or Xu Tingwei’s name.
Hello? Li Jiaqian immediately answered the phone
Is Xie Zhewei? What's wrong? Xu Tingwei's voice sounded inexplicably cold
Uh?? Although I was a little overwhelmed, Li Jiaqian said: No? Nothing, just? I? Should we practice the team? OK? I haven’t practiced for a long time? I said that after practicing it?
Yes, it turns out you haven't given up on Ah
Of course not yet, I
Sorry, Xu Tingwei interrupted Li Jiaqian coldly
But I don't want to continue. If you want to play in an orchestra, go find someone else
??Ah?What? Li Jiaqian couldn't believe what she heard
I said I didn't want to play again, and then I just said that. As soon as I finished speaking, Xu Tingwei hung up the phone.
After a long time, Li Jiaqian replied from the shock, and took the phone, which could no longer have sounds coming from the microphone, to his ears.
In this way, after inexplicably losing his partner, Li Jiaqian realized that if she wanted to continue her path of pursuing Xiaoling by forming an orchestra, then she suddenly thought that the question about why Xu Tingwei wanted to play an orchestra seemed to have become a mystery that had to be solved.
Oh, junior, how is the band going on? Ah? Is it okay to get along with my sister? When Xu Ziting saw Li Jiaqian, who looked like a boy, walked into the club office, he said this
It's broken?? Li Jiaqian grabbed her head, and then said straight to her head
As expected, this is true. Xu Ziting smiled slightly, as if he was not surprised by such a development.
After being hung up by Xu Tingwei, although the lunch break was about to end, Li Jiaqian decided to take action immediately to reverse the current bad situation.
In order to achieve this goal, she went to the club office of a popular music club, wanting to see if she could meet senior Xu Ziting there, so as to ask him about the possible reasons why his sister gave up suddenly
Fortunately, Li Jiaqian not only found Xu Ziting in the social office, but also didn't know if it was about to start class, so there was no one else except him. It was a place that was very suitable for talking about private matters.
However, although he was still sitting behind the jazz drum, Xu Ziting was not holding a drum stick this time, but Haruki Murakami's "Satellite Lover"
Senior was not practicing drums today? Li Jiaqian asked naturally
I was in a mood. After a pause, Xu Ziting said: It has been like this since last Thursday
Uh?? Because I immediately thought that I told Xu Tingwei that day that she liked Xiaoling, Li Jiaqian was a little unaware of how to respond
This is my own problem, don’t think too much. Xu Ziting smiled weakly and said: OK, let’s talk about my very nerve-wracking sister. Did she kick out of the band by her?
No, Li Jiaqian shook her head. She said she didn't want to continue playing.
Sure enough, the situation was different from before. Ah?? Xu Ziting touched his chin
What happened before?
Didn’t I tell you that my sister used to form a group with other juniors? But that band later disbanded
Why? Is it because they are not strong enough that they are kicked out of the band by Xu Tingwei? Because he remembered Xu Tingwei's threatening words to her at the beginning, Li Jiaqian asked this question
No. Xu Ziting said: They are the best in the class, regardless of guitarist, drummer, or bassist, but??
But? Li Jiaqian cares about Xu Ziting's desire to speak up and stops
After hesitating for a while, Xu Ziting finally said: They all fell in love with my sister
??They are more than one person?
Not only not only, but everyone fell in love with it
?? Li Jiaqian's mouth twitched a few times
Well, this is indeed the reason why the band disbanded. All the members fell in love with the lead singer. The scene was so embarrassing that Ah??
It's really embarrassing, but I don't think that's the main reason
That's it?
To be honest, this part is just my guess, but after adding your example, I think it should be almost done. After a pause, Xu Ziting said: Hey, what do you think of my sister?
A bad partner? After all, I am a beginner among beginners?
Just the opposite, Xu Ziting shook his upright index finger
After meeting you, she told me when she got home that there was no problem this time and she would definitely be able to perform on stage with you.
Ah?Are I really a talented guitar wizard who chose one of thousands?
Uh, not, actually your level is the only place where she has some opinions? Xu Ziting smiled awkwardly
The point is your motivation for forming an orchestra. You said you were for the girl you like, didn’t you?
Well, although he had some opinions on the word "Girl", Li Jiaqian still nodded
Doesn’t this mean you will never fall in love with my sister?
That's right, but is this important?
Very important, very important
Why?
Think about it, what if the reason why she plays in an orchestra is actually exactly the same as yours?
you mean??
If my sister wants to form an orchestra, it is to convey her mood to the person she likes and to let him see her most attractive appearance on the stage, then doesn’t this make sense? Her previous orchestra was disbanded because once my sister’s intention is known, it is difficult to expect those members to continue to help, right? Who would be willing to help the girl she likes with others?
It makes sense? Because I was doing something similar not long ago, Li Jiaqian was actually very able to experience the feeling of self-abuse
Because of this, not only do you not have this problem, but your motivation for forming the band also has no conflict with hers, right? So of course you are her ideal partner Ah!
Then? Then why didn't she continue?
What's this?? Xu Ziting narrowed his eyes, not sure what he was thinking about
Well, I think this question is not suitable for me to answer, but you should solve it yourself.
But
I know that it is not possible for you to rely on yourself, otherwise why would you come to me? Xu Ziting smiled and said: You should practice guitar obediently these days. When the opportunity comes, I will tell you.
Yes?? Because there is no other way, Li Jiaqian had to nod and agreed to Xu Ziting's proposal
Although Christmas is not a national holiday, and it is still about ten days before it arrives, under the hype of business, politics and other adults, this festival full of foreign colors has become a part of everyone's lives and has brought a different style to the city.
At this time, in the square in front of the New Taipei City Government, in addition to a tall Christmas tree erected, various lighting and landscapes made people who come here feel the joyful atmosphere of the festival.
However, unlike those around who are mostly lovers, family members and friends walking together, Xu Tingwei, who is standing next to the intersection, is the same person.
While staring at everything she looked at with cold eyes that could be compared with the low temperature of about ten degrees at this time, she took out a lollipop from the pocket of her school coat that only children would be interested in, and removed its wrapping paper, and then put it in her mouth
Perhaps because of Xu Tingwei's appearance and temperament, her behavior, which should have been full of childishness, only makes people feel casual and mature, just as if the one she is holding is actually a cigarette.
What did you say suddenly by your sister to buy something? Is it okay if you only have an idiot believe this? Just think about it and you must have been on a date with another girl? Xu Tingwei murmured to himself, and felt that the sugar in her mouth was so sour that it was hard for her to accept
Classmate, are you alone? Do you want to go shopping together? At this time, a boy wearing a school uniform that Xu Tingwei didn't know suddenly talked to her
Xu Tingwei looked at his appearance and honestly looked good. Judging from the shoes, the color scheme of the backpack and the carefully tidied hairstyle, the taste was good. But because she called her brother to accompany her home after someone broke the appointment, she was very angry. Fortunately, she complained to him on the way, so in the end she said: Sorry, I'm waiting for someone.
Yes?? The boy left disappointed after saying that, and his slightly hunched back and the shadows stretched out due to the street lights also seemed extremely depressed, but Xu Tingwei did not feel any guilt. After all, the same thing happened almost ten times tonight alone, and she had no feeling about it.
Why are the people who like me not the ones I like? Xu Tingwei once again muttered to himself
Although her eyes were still cold, her eyes were a little warm because of this feeling.
Earlier today, when Li Jiaqian, who had become a boy, stayed in the bookstore after school and finished reading the novel she had not finished last time, Xu Ziting called her
Yo, junior, the opportunity is here! Xu Ziting omitted the greeting and said this as soon as he opened his mouth
Opportunity? Li Jiaqian was unable to get into the situation for the time being, and what she was thinking about was the exciting plot twist that she had just read
You want to know why my sister gave up on the band, right?
Yes Yes Yes Yes, I
Then you can take the MRT to Banqiao Station. Tingwei is now in front of the city square.
Uh?? Li Jiaqian was a little at a loss. After all, she really didn't think such a meeting could help.
Ah, by the way, you have to be careful. My sister must be in a bad mood because she was just released from pigeons. You must not make her even more angry!
This?? Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably frightened. When she thought of Xu Tingwei's angry appearance, she became less and less willing to go there.
Hey, if you can't even make a girl happy, why do you think you can catch the person you like? Come on, you still want to form a band with my sister, right? Then hurry up and find a way to make her change her mind! After saying that, Xu Ziting hung up the phone
While taking the phone back into his pocket, Li Jiaqian first escaped reality and thought about why these brothers and sisters love hanging up other people's phone calls so much
After hesitating for a while, she finally decided to close the book, then turned around and took a step towards the cold street.
However, although she had made up her mind to meet Xu Tingwei, she was still full of panic.
Forget it, no matter how bad it is, it cannot be worse than the current situation, right? And just like the senior said, coaxing girls to be happy is a necessary skill for dating Ah? Woo, why are you obviously a girl and I have to worry about this kind of thing? It is obviously someone to coax me, right?? While sighing about the fate, Li Jiaqian walked towards the MRT station and began to simulate the various situations that might happen after meeting Xu Tingwei later, as well as the countermeasures for response.
When he arrived at the square in front of the New Taipei City Government after getting on the bus, getting off, transferring, and getting on and off again, Li Jiaqian immediately found Xu Tingwei, who was alone in pairs, from the crowd, who was mostly paired with each other.
However, although he was alone, Li Jiaqian did not feel that she had seen a trace of grievance or loneliness from Xu Tingwei, but instead felt a sense of stubbornness and pride.
After taking a deep breath, Li Jiaqian first walked behind Xu Tingwei, and then said: Hey, isn't this Xu Tingwei?
Yo because he heard the call, Xu Tingwei took out the lollipop in his mouth while turning back and said coldly to Li Jiaqian, who looked like a boy.
Can I stand here? Li Jiaqian stood beside Xu Tingwei
casual
Why are you here? Waiting for someone? Li Jiaqian asked knowingly, and began to brew every line in her heart that she would be ready to say later
Don't do your business Xu Tingwei stuffed the candy back into his mouth
I'm waiting for someone to keep the conversation going, Li Jiaqian began to open her heart to Xu Tingwei who was not planning to open her heart, but what she planned to show was just some packaged fakes.
Oh, Xu Tingwei is still not very interested
The other party is not Xiao Ling
?? Xu Tingwei did not reply this time, but his brow raised on his side did not escape Li Jiaqian's magical eyes
Seeing that he had successfully attracted Xu Tingwei's attention, Li Jiaqian stopped talking and let the root named curiosity slowly pierce deeper and deeper in Xu Tingwei's heart.
In order to enhance the sense of reality, she pretended to be happy and hummed the happy melody that flashed through her mind gently.
As time passed, Li Jiaqian slowly felt that Xu Tingwei became more and more annoyed by the relative deprivation he had deliberately created.
Seeing that Xu Tingwei was about to reach the critical point where she might leave because she could no longer bear it, she began to frequently take out her mobile phone and pretend to confirm the call and time.
What's wrong? The pigeon was released? Perhaps because of empathy, Xu Tingwei finally couldn't help asking this
Don't do your business. Li Jiaqian pondered Xu Tingwei's mood just now and said what she had said.
After a while, Li Jiaqian's cell phone vibrated. She picked it up and found that it was a message sent by senior Xu Ziting, who asked her if she had already seen Xu Tingwei.
When I met Li Jiaqian, I quickly replied
The next moment, Xu Tingwei's cell phone rang, and she immediately answered the phone.
Brother, what are you? You said you are not here? What's this? You just dumb, you dared to hang up my phone? Xu Tingwei shouted loudly at the phone that no one would respond, with disbelief and unhappiness on his face.
Although he was very afraid of being irritated by Xu Tingwei, Li Jiaqian still mustered up the courage to say: So? So you were really put on a pigeon?
Seeing that it was impossible to hide it, Xu Tingwei simply admitted it generously
When she put away her phone, she reached out and pushed her brows back, as if she wanted to let her forehead breathe, so that she could calm down
Then she said: So I'm leaving, goodbye
Wait, Li Jiaqian called out Xu Tingwei who was about to take steps
I think the person I made an appointment might not come, right? I am extremely invincible now and said in frustration, would you please accompany me for a walk?
Huh?? Xu Tingwei's raised feet hung in the air
Since you are all here, it’s too unpaid if you don’t have a good time to go shopping!
That's true??
Then let's go, Li Jiaqian said as she stretched out her hand
?? Xu Tingwei stared at Li Jiaqian's hand coldly and asked: What are you doing?
Uh?? Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably embarrassed. After all, in her script, Xu Tingwei should have fallen into a state of loneliness and needs warmth because of two consecutive failures. Therefore, this natural action would not be rejected.
But purely from the results, Xu Tingwei obviously still didn't feel that he had a relationship with Li Jiaqian, and was not affected by the atmosphere at that time.
Forget it?? Xu Tingwei looked away, obviously finally decided to ignore Li Jiaqian's strange behavior
Let's have a walk together. After saying that, she walked towards the Christmas tree in the middle of the square.
Great! Li Jiaqian secretly cheered in her heart and hurriedly followed
What happened to the orchestra later? When walking together on the boulevard with colorful lighting, Xu Tingwei naturally asked about her and Li Jiaqian, who was a boy, that was the only intersection.
Indefinitely shutdown
Can't find a partner?
It was indeed Ah Li Jiaqian first revealed her needs for Xu Tingwei, and then said: But partly because I think I need to think about Xiaoling again??
Oh? Xu Tingwei obviously showed his interest
Ah, Ah, I clearly remember Xie Zhewei, you said last week that you would never give up. How could you change Ah?
What about this?? Li Jiaqian began to work hard to tell the story she had just made up
Later I talked to a mutual friend of Xiaoling and I later
Who? Xu Tingwei interrupted Li Jiaqian excitedly, girl?
Yes, she is your classmate too
Oh! It’s Li Jiaqian, right? Just that Xiao Ling’s follower!
Right? Right??
But that guy is also very wonderful. He always doesn't come to class at any time. If I hadn't said a few times, I would have thought she was the problem student.
this??
Why are you looking hurt? Am I talking about you? Ah! Or are you just falling in love with her because of her?
Although such development can be said to be my ultimate goal, Li Jiaqian is not bored to take the opportunity to create a fait accompli
Anyway, after talking to her, I
Just fall in love with someone else?
There is no Ah!
Still said no? Who is the person who just released your pigeon? You wouldn't tell me that it's another girl, right? Tsk tsk, Xie Zhewei, you're really bad!
Uh?? Li Jiaqian suddenly realized that she had been forced into a desperate situation by the lie she had just told
Humph Xu Tingwei showed a bad-hearted smile and reached out to hook Li Jiaqian's neck, as if he wanted to show his elder sister's spirit
Oh, you and Xiao Ling are nothing, so isn't it good to try a different partner? And don't you look at Li Jiaqian, she was unexpectedly beautiful after taking off her glasses!
This?? Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably shy, but she didn't even know whether it was because of Xu Tingwei's sudden praise or because she had such an intimate physical contact with her at this time
OK OK OK OK, forget it if you don’t admit it. Xu Tingwei let go of Li Jiaqian, but his body can still be said to be tightly pressed against her
But I am not so patient. Even if I like someone again, as long as he doesn’t mean that, I will definitely give up simply. It’s embarrassing to pester and beat him up!
You? Are you lying? Maybe it was because of your confusion, Li Jiaqian accidentally shook her trump card.
Ah? Xu Tingwei looked surprised
Seeing that his original plan could no longer be carried out, Li Jiaqian simply said with all his gamble: No, you should say that you really want to give up and want to stop caring about that person like this, right?
You? What are you talking about? Ah? Xu Tingwei smiled as if he was strong.
Just senior Lin Mingfeng! You are very happy
Shut up! Xu Tingwei cursed loudly at the volume that was enough to attract everyone's attention for a moment. Li Jiaqian thought Xu Tingwei would turn around and leave immediately, but fortunately, she had to lower her head and not speak anymore.
Huhu, it seems that my speculation is not wrong Ah??
Because he saw Xu Tingwei's slightly rosy eye basket, Li Jiaqian thought so secretly in her heart
After talking face-to-face with senior Xu Ziting last time, Li Jiaqian re-examined her views on Xu Tingwei, and first assumed that Xu Ziting did not over-beautify Xu Tingwei because of the sister-controlled plot, family love, etc., she came to a new conclusion
Maybe Xu Tingwei really likes senior Lin Mingfeng. The reason why she wants to form an orchestra is to sing her mood to him on the stage.
But after seeing his seniors being so fickle and unwilling to just focus on themselves, the heartbroken Xu Tingwei may have been based on the purpose of making him jealous, or really wanting to forget this relationship, so he began to date one boy after another, and showed a bad woman who loves to deal with boys.
If this is true, then I always feel that I can't let her go without paying attention to Ah??
Looking at Xu Tingwei beside him, Li Jiaqian thought silently
Suddenly, Xu Tingwei said as if he was murmuring: I want to see the Christmas tree?
Let's go! Li Jiaqian quickly answered
It's sour? Before taking the steps, Xu Tingwei spit out the lollipop in his mouth again
Then throw it away
You throw it away Xu Tingwei handed the candy to Li Jiaqian
But there is no trash can nearby? Ah? Li Jiaqian is really unwilling to bring the candy over. After all, just thinking about the scene of swaying with a lollipop on her own is really stupid.
Then let it be like this. Xu Tingwei said, and stuffed candy into Li Jiaqian's mouth that was opened because of his speech.
Woo! Li Jiaqian let out a whine because there was a foreign object in her mouth, but at the same time she was surprised to find that the lollipop was not only not sour, but also so sweet that she thought her teeth might have been decayed in an instant.
After walking side by side for a while, Li Jiaqian and Xu Tingwei followed the crowd to the center of the square. There was a star at the top, a Christmas tree made of lampposts and lit up with dazzling light, which stood in front of them.
Well, it's quite beautiful because Xu Tingwei didn't speak, Li Jiaqian tried to start a conversation first
I didn’t feel it when I saw it from a distance, but I really felt it was so spectacular that I got so close!
Xu Tingwei didn't answer, just looked at the Christmas tree with concentration.
It seems that there will be a light show at the same time??Tsk, time has just passed?? Li Jiaqian continues to work hard
Hey, have you ever placed a Christmas tree in your house? I don’t have one at home. When I was a child, every time Christmas was approaching, I would argue with my parents that I would have it at home, but they all
Shut up
Sorry?? After apologizing, Li Jiaqian didn't dare to say anything more
In the following time, Li Jiaqian let the conversation and playful sounds of people around her talk and playfulness reach their ears more clearly because of her silence. She began to think in her heart how good it would be if she could watch the beautiful Christmas tree with Xiao Ling and enjoy the warm and happy atmosphere.
Originally I was going to come with Afeng, but Xu Tingwei suddenly spoke and got closer to Li Jiaqian.
Although I knew there would be no good results, I couldn't help but invite him
Why are you so pessimistic?
Experience talk Xu Tingwei said: Every time I do something for him, I take the initiative to find him out, but in the end there is no good ending. Like today he suddenly broke the appointment, and last Saturday, do you also know what happened?
Well, so Xu Tingwei probably didn't plan to continue playing the orchestra because of this. Ah??
Li Jiaqian finally got a questionable answer
But??Do you understand this feeling? The feeling of wanting to see someone no matter what, and wanting to do something to be closer to him no matter what?
Maybe it's understand?? Li Jiaqian's smile appeared in her heart
But I am really tired. I really want to leave him alone. Not only do I say anything, Xu Tingwei's eyes also reveal a sense of powerlessness.
Maybe it's impossible for me and him to do so. I always feel that God always wants to tell me that it's right to give up.
Stop talking stupidly. Li Jiaqian interrupted Xu Tingwei for the first time
Ah? Xu Tingwei looks very fragile and confused
She might be trembling slightly because of the cold wind. She might be confused because she didn't understand why Li Jiaqian said this. Looking at her like this, Li Jiaqian couldn't help but think about whether she had the same attitude when she met Lin Mingfeng last time.
Li Jiaqian said: Even if God wants you to give up, so what if you suffer more serious injuries from every effort? You tried again and again, just because you can't give up now, right? After taking a breath, Li Jiaqian looked straight into Xu Tingwei's eyes and continued: Do you still like Senior Lin Mingfeng, right? Are you more afraid of being hurt and sad than being unable to be with Senior?
But??
Maybe you and the seniors can't be together in the end. Maybe one day you will suddenly change your mind and no longer like him. But before that, should you still face your own feelings and continue to do every effort you can think of and do? And if you are frustrated again and are depressed, just call me! I promise you that no matter when, no matter where you are, I will definitely be by your side! I know you probably don't expect me to help you, but even if I hear your complaints and crying with you, I can still do such a small thing as a small thing! After speaking these words in the atmosphere, Li Jiaqian felt inexplicably ashamed, so she turned her head aside and did not dare to look at Xu Tingwei again
Hey, it took me a long time before Xu Tingwei called Li Jiaqian
Hum? Li Jiaqian looked at Xu Tingwei again, and found a smile on her face with red eyes, which was so beautiful that she couldn't take her eyes off her face.
Thank you Although she had been working as a cow and horse for Xu Tingwei for a long time, this seemed to be the first time she thanked Li Jiaqian.
Li Jiaqian blushed
For a long time after that, the two of them left each other silent, and they could only continue to look at the Christmas tree quietly
People around them come and go, sometimes noisy and sometimes whispering, but Li Jiaqian and Xu Tingwei were not affected at all, and they were still moving. They were not talking to each other, but even the lights that would flash or emit different colors with time were still more changeable than them.
When the lighting performance of the Christmas tree at hourly end finally ended, Li Jiaqian felt that it was getting late, so she asked Xu Tingwei if it was time to go home
Do you know what day it is? Xu Tingwei turned his eyes away from the Christmas tree, but looked up at the night sky where although it was not blocked by the clouds, he could not see any stars because of the serious damage to the light.
Today? Li Jiaqian scratched her head. No matter what, she couldn't remember what was special about this day on December 14th.
Maybe I thought I could not wait for the answer I expected, so Xu Tingwei looked at Li Jiaqian and said: This is the most important period of Gemini meteor showers from midnight to early morning of the 15th.
Yes? Is it? Only then did Li Jiaqian understand why Xu Tingwei chose to invite Lin Mingfeng out today
But can't see anything here?
If you reach the top floor, it should be fine. Xu Tingwei pointed to a house in front of her that should be thirty-story high.
Yes, for Ah, if you can go up
I have to go up. Xu Tingwei said: I have a house there
What a damn rich beauty! Li Jiaqian shouted silently in her heart
Let's go
But, if you have to attend class tomorrow, it's so late? Since you have been wandering outside for a whole night, Li Jiaqian actually wants to go home and sleep.
You haven't skipped the class yet! And you just said that no matter where I am going, you will be with me, right? Xu Tingwei used his killer weapon
Uh?? Although I felt that my words had been changed a few words, Li Jiaqian had to say: OK, let's go together?
In this way, Li Jiaqian followed Xu Tingwei to the high-rise building not far away.
Although I knew that the house prices were not low, the more I looked at the grand buildings on both sides, the more I felt that what I was going to go to later should be enough to be called a luxury house.
When she arrived at the gate downstairs of Xu Tingwei's house and met the guard sitting behind the counter, she even called out by the guard because she felt that she was not qualified to step into this place and was called away by the guard because she felt that she was not qualified to step into this place.
Let's go to my house to put things first, and maybe you can see it from there. After entering the elevator, Xu Tingwei said while pressing the button on the 27th floor
Well, Li Jiaqian nodded, she was still a little nervous and couldn't speak well
As soon as he got out of the elevator, Xu Tingwei, who was walking in front, turned left, then took out a long key and opened the door that looked like it was fire-proof, water-proof, shock-proof, and should be no problem with bulletproof.
Come in, no one else is there. Xu Tingwei easily pushed open the door panel that looked very thick
Where is your family? Li Jiaqian followed her in, but while surprised by the noble but elegant decoration inside, she also felt that there was no such thing as anyone living here.
When she walked through the entrance hall where she and Xu Tingwei's shoes were placed, the corridor with a layer of gray paintings hanging on the wall, and the living room with overly neat furniture, her feeling became stronger.
We usually live at the home in Xindian, and at most, my brother will come to bed too late because the school is close to here, and sometimes the club will come to bed too late. Xu Tingwei said as he walked towards the floor-to-ceiling window in a corner of the living room. After opening the glass door, she walked to the balcony and said: Wow! There are so many stars, it seems that we will be here later.
That was great. Li Jiaqian responded perfunctorily. At this time, she was like a cat who had just arrived in the new environment. Just figuring out whether she was safe or not would have cost her all her energy.
Why are you so nervous? Just put your bag casually! Xu Tingwei asked in confusion, but in fact Li Jiaqian didn't understand why her attitude was so generous and comfortable
After all, just from the appearance, didn’t Xu Tingwei invite a opposite sex to his home?
Not only in the game, but even the real experience tells Li Jiaqian that this will definitely inspire some bad events.
I wasn't afraid of what would happen to you? What are you afraid of? Xu Tingwei said half-jokingly
OK, do you want something to drink?
Uh, everything is good, thank you? Li Jiaqian is indeed a little thirsty
Only wine. Xu Tingwei, who walked out of the kitchen, was holding a bottle of wine in his hand. It was not beer, but a foreign wine that Li Jiaqian couldn't even call out his name.
Then forget it?? Although he now has the appearance of a boy, Li Jiaqian, who is a girl in her bones, still doesn't want to let herself fall into such a dangerous situation.
It was lonely to drink alone? While complaining, Xu Tingwei went to get the steel cup for bartending, a bucket of ice, a few cups of large and small sizes, several lemons, sugar jars and other things. Then he started adding bottles and jars to one piece, and started the bartending process that Li Jiaqian could not understand.
Hey, isn't that soda? Li Jiaqian suddenly found that Xu Tingwei didn't know where to take out a few iron and aluminum cans with carbonated beverages.
Sorry, this soda was not used to drink, but to mix bartenders. As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Tingwei hooked his index finger and opened the jar with a pull ring, and poured the whole can of soda into two high-cooled cups that had already filled the wine and lemon juice.
?? Li Jiaqian looked at Xu Tingwei silently and handed over the prepared cocktail
It's delicious. Xu Tingwei took his cup and sipped it
This is called TmCllins, which is the wine ordered by the heroine in "1Q84"
Murakami Haruki's novel? Although I only read Haruki's novels that seemed very good and probably flipped through them in the bookstore (and I immediately put them down because I felt I couldn't understand them very much), Li Jiaqian still had a little impression of the title of the book
Yes, Xu Tingwei nodded
My brother is very fascinated by Haruki Murakami, and every time he sees something mentioned in the book or mixing with him, he will ask me to try it out after he tries to do it.
Senior is really fanatical?? Li Jiaqian also picked up the cup and took a sip, and found that the wine was really delicious. In addition to the sour and sweet taste, it was very suitable for her appetite, and because it was not too strong, even she, who had almost never touched the wine, could accept it.
It tastes good, Xu Tingwei smiled
And I just need to drink to warm my body up, otherwise it would be so cold outside, so how could I look at the stars well?
That's right? Li Jiaqian does feel a burning sensation slowly spreading from the esophagus to the stomach
In this way, after the two of them drank all the wine one by one, Xu Tingwei adjusted other cocktails to fill the empty cup again.
When they began to be in a slightly drunk state and felt that the winter night was no longer cold, Xu Tingwei walked towards the balcony with a wine glass filled with the mixing wine.
Although Li Jiaqian was not interested in watching meteor showers, she still followed the atmosphere and followed the atmosphere.
When you look out from the balcony, in addition to being able to see the night view of the city because of its high-rise buildings, you can also see the stars in the night sky when you look up because of the lack of light damage such as street lights and signs.
Since I never thought I could see such a scene in the city, Li Jiaqian was slightly stunned by the spectacular scene she saw in front of me at this moment.
Well, isn't it said it's a huge period? Why can't I see half a piece of Ah? Xu Tingwei seems to be not satisfied with the scenery
Could it be because of direction?
It makes sense. Xu Tingwei said: But I am too lazy to go up to the top floor again. Anyway, just one or two of them are enough.
Do you really want to make a wish?
No? Maybe because I felt teased, Xu Tingwei's voice sounded a little angry
Didn’t you say you should try every possible method for the person you like?
Sorry, Li Jiaqian apologized frankly, and silently felt that Xu Tingwei, who suddenly showed his innocent side, was inexplicably cute.
After a while, Xu Tingwei focused on searching for every movement in the night sky, trying to see with his own eyes the trajectory left by the light spot that suddenly crossed the sky.
Although Li Jiaqian also explored the starry sky for a while, in the end she found that her sight was more often attracted by Xu Tingwei beside her.
Compared to counting how many stars there are in the sky now, she prefers to observe Xu Tingwei's eyebrows that sometimes frown because she feels like she has discovered something, or she secretly rubs her eyes and yawns because of her fatigue.
Maybe I felt a little bored because I had never achieved anything. Xu Tingwei suddenly asked: Hello, how did you know Xiaoling?
Well?? After hesitating for a while, Li Jiaqian decided to explain it as it is
Our family lives very close to each other, and we studied the same room in elementary school, and we have been playing together since we were young.
It turned out to be childhood sweetheart Ah Xu Tingwei nodded
But you have never told her anything, right?
Hum?? Li Jiaqian reluctantly admits
When I realized my mood, his heart had already reached someone else's
Give your lost love. Xu Tingwei lifted the wine glass to Li Jiaqian
Can't I give me some encouragement? Although Li Jiaqian complained, she still took her own cup and gently knocked Xu Tingwei's cup, and then drank half a cup of wine in one breath
I met Lin Mingfeng this summer. Xu Tingwei stared at the stars and continued: The grades in our country are actually not very good. When we were able to get into the G girl's middle school, it was all due to luck.
Luck is also a kind of strength
But the problem is that I actually don’t want this at all?? Xu Tingwei said: I had been to girls’ school for three years in my middle school, and when I thought about having to study for another three years, I almost cried??
Uh, is it so miserable?
Actually, it's okay. After all, there are so many opportunities to meet boys in high school than when I was in junior high school? But what's even more nerve-wracking is that my parents are very afraid that my grades will not keep up, so they kept forcing me to go to cram school. I didn't want to waste my summer vacation time on study, so I kept arguing with them for this.
That's really a headache?? That being said, since her parents are completely laissez-faire, Li Jiaqian actually doesn't have much feelings about such troubles.
Finally, my brother proposed a compromise plan. He said that he knew a very powerful tutor, so that he could help me achieve the goal of taking care of my homework with the least amount of time. Since I knew that it was not a solution to continue making trouble, I reluctantly agreed.
Wait, will it be?? A person's face appeared in Li Jiaqian's mind
That's right, the person who came was Afeng. Maybe he recalled the scene when he first met Lin Mingfeng, and Xu Tingwei's mouth was slightly raised.
It's a big deal if you want a second-year student to teach high school mathematics, right? But he really said that I never thought that I could become a gifted student in the class after school starts
Is this too strong?
But although he is very good at teaching, as he teaches, I am actually taught to bed??
?? Li Jiaqian was confused by the sudden widespread dialogue.
God, what do I tell you about this? Xu Tingwei pressed his head with the hand that didn't hold the wine glass
Have I really drunk too much? Probably not? But it's strange, I always think I can talk to you about something that I don't usually talk to boys? Well, I think Xiao Ling is just a smoke bomb, Xie Zhewei, you are really a GAY, right?
?? Li Jiaqian really doesn't know whether she should be happy that the girl's heart is rarely felt
Hey, but don’t misunderstand it. I didn’t give him the first time because of the beginning of love. I wanted to give it a try. And after trying it, I found out that it was really good?
?? Li Jiaqian still doesn't know how to respond
But maybe this is my retribution. Except for not being very serious, I later realized that he was just playing around. Xu Tingwei had a self-deprecating smile on his face, but at the same time, tears were already turning around in her eyes.
I originally wanted to say that there were people who wanted to pursue me everywhere, so he was not bad, but after really trying to date other boys, I realized that he was the only one I wanted?
Xu Tingwei?? Li Jiaqian wanted to say something comforting, but she didn't know what to say
When holding hands with others, I found that I still like the temperature in the palm of his hand the most. When others praised, I found that I still like him the most. When he said that the bag head I tied today is very beautiful and is not with me. When others were having dinner, I found that I still liked walking with him in the night market and swaying when I received gifts from others. I found that I still liked the warm bag he suddenly handed me to me when it was cold. When I was watching a movie, I found that I still liked him the most. Sometimes it was incisive, sometimes it was funny. The laughing comments were about to say goodbye? Others had sex? Li Jiaqian originally thought that Xu Tingwei stopped talking because he found that he had said something he shouldn't say, but after looking carefully, he found that Xu Tingwei was choked so hard that he couldn't speak.
Because he still didn't know what he could say to calm Xu Tingwei's emotions, Li Jiaqian finally reached out to pat Xu Tingwei's back and patted Xu Tingwei's back.
But when she looked at Xu Tingwei's narrow shoulders, whether it was because of the excitement or the temperature that was getting colder at this time, Li Jiaqian finally hugged Xu Tingwei in accordance with the voice in her heart.
In fact, Li Jiaqian thought she might be pushed away in the next second because of her experience not long ago, but unexpectedly, Xu Tingwei leaned her head directly on her shoulder and continued to sob and cry.
Seeing that her behavior was recognized, Li Jiaqian gently touched Xu Tingwei's head with one hand and hugged her tighter with the other hand so that she could know that at this moment, there was someone who cared about her so much, hoping that she could gain strength.
While hugging Xu Tingwei tightly and letting her lean on her body and cry loudly, Li Jiaqian looked up at the night sky with stars dotted with stars
Looking at the vast universe, feeling her shoulders soaked in tears, she suddenly remembered a song with a very strange name from a band with a very strange name.
Because he felt that music should be very pleasing, Li Jiaqian finally began to sing "How I Want to Be Your Deer" by Pumpkin Mini Club gently.
When the night falls silently, your heart becomes deserted
Can't forget the smallest things
When time stops, memories are all bound
Let me hold your hand and cry loudly until sunrise
Because I forgot the lyrics of the main song, Li Jiaqian sang the chorus again and again
During this process, Xu Tingwei's crying became less and less, and his body gradually stopped shaking, but her hand holding Li Jiaqian's clothes showed no sign of relaxation.
It took me a long time before Xu Tingwei spoke with a heavy nasal tone: This? It seems like this is the first time I heard you sing?
How is the singing Ah? Li Jiaqian asked half-jokingly
It's rotten?? After sucking his nose, Xu Tingwei continued: You can't play and sing on your own, so your orchestra is really not OK without me?
For Ah, it's really not possible without you. Li Jiaqian hugged Xu Tingwei in her arms tighter, and felt relieved. This was not only because she finally achieved the goal of letting Xu Tingwei return to the band, but also because she knew that she should be making Xu Tingwei feel better.
After that, they continued to look at the stars for a while.
In addition to talking about various topics such as school, life, music, people I like, etc., Xu Tingwei also drank more and more wine.
In order to take care of Xu Tingwei, Li Jiaqian had to stop after taking a taste.
No? After drinking another cup of whiskey with water, Xu Tingwei fell into Li Jiaqian's arms.
Her originally fair face had turned red because of alcohol, and the breath she exhaled was full of alcohol.
Because he knew that Xu Tingwei could not be drunk on the balcony where the cold wind was getting stronger and stronger, Li Jiaqian helped her back to the living room
As Xu Tingwei kept shouting that he was about to vomit, Li Jiaqian took her to the toilet first
After watching Xu Tingwei holding the toilet and doing something to destroy his image, Li Jiaqian cleaned up the filth for her, and half pulled and mopped the floor and took her to the bedroom, who was unable to walk well.
Huh~ This should be fine. After putting Xu Tingwei on the bed and covering the quilt, Li Jiaqian reached out and wiped it. I wonder if it was because of alcohol or the sweat beads that oozed out of her forehead because of the labor just now.
Then I almost deserve to go back, right? But now there is no MRT or bus, how do I go home? Li Jiaqian grabbed her head
At this time, Li Jiaqian felt a slight pulling force. When she looked down, she realized that Xu Tingwei, whose face was covered by a quilt, stretched out his hand and pulled the hem of Li Jiaqian's uniform with a small force.
Uh, are you saying I can stay here to sleep? But I am a man??Ah, OK, can I go to the living room to sleep on the sofa? Li Jiaqian said, and felt that Xu Tingwei's hands seemed to be getting harder and harder
This?? Li Jiaqian felt her breathing, and her heartbeat gradually accelerated because she thought of possible development later.
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