Chapter 855 Wife's Letter 1

Dou'er smiled and picked up the cup on the table and handed it to me, "Stop talking about those, eat while it's hot. You drank so much wine last night. I warmed up the milk and warmed my stomach and felt more comfortable."

I took it with a smile, drank the milk, and had no appetite to eat too much yesterday. Looking back now, I feel that it is inappropriate to leave my wife and escape in a hurry. I don’t know how she is at home, I miss her a little.

After a simple wash, I said goodbye to Dou'er and said there was something else she seemed to guess, and she didn't try to keep me too much. When I sent me out, I asked me to be more content and not think too much. After I nodded and thanked, I said goodbye to leave.

The car was driving on the road, after the madness of last night, I finally regained a little rationality. Compared with my wife, Chengmeng's affairs cannot be controlled for the time being. Now I don't want to care about the important thing is my wife. I must first find a way to comfort her. Although I don't understand why she suddenly filed for divorce and her attitude is still so firm, no matter what happened, I don't know, I will not agree.

I know my wife's weakness very well, that is, she loves me and is soft-hearted to me. As long as I admit my mistakes, as long as I make myself feel embarrassed and feel sad. If I treat her better, everything will be easy to say.

Make up your mind, and the next thing is to think of a good speech, be more touching, more lyrical, and more emotional, making it difficult for her to not move, and she can’t bear to give up.

You have to wake yourself up first, open the window, and let the cold wind blow the car quickly. The cold wind keeps blowing through the collar and pours into your lungs from your mouth. Although it is not pleasant, it does indeed work and calm down quickly. My mind has also become clearer. With so many years, my understanding of my wife has moved her and soft-heartedly. There are so many ways.

I quickly thought of a solution, even though I could say and do it clearly, I thought this method was almost certain. I was a little happy for my intelligence, and even more happy to find a way to keep my wife, so I quickly accelerated the car.

Half an hour later, the car parked on the side of the road outside the community. After getting off the car, I found a public toilet. After messing up my hair, I got a lot of water and my face was very dirty. I unbuttoned two of the buttons of my shirt, deliberately pulled the clothes aside, and made a lot of dirt on my body. I originally wanted to find someone to beat me a few punches on my face and finally let it go. I couldn't do it too much to avoid being seen.

On the way home, I could even think of my wife who saw me like this, was surprised and distressed before entering the door. She even looked at it. She felt that there was nothing wrong with it, so she adjusted her expression and opened the door.

I didn't return overnight last night. I thought I could see my wife sitting on the sofa waiting for me worriedly, but the hall was empty and she was not seen at all. There was a trace of loss and a trace of worry.

I thought she was sleeping, and then turned to the bedroom and walked to the door. I felt a little scared in my heart. I trembled with my hands and gently pushed open the door. I hope she was sleeping quietly on the bed. But what scared me was that she was still not seen inside, and the quilt was neatly stacked, as if she had never been spread out last night.

The bedside table that I knocked over has been restored to its original position, and all the overturned things have been returned to their positions. The glass fragments on the ground have been cleaned up, and only the vacant table lamp holder told me that I was not dreaming last night but everything in front of me can only show that someone has sorted it out, and all I can think of is my wife

But wherever she was, I didn't care about pretending to be pitiful. I rushed out of the bedroom, shouting my wife's name, and searching around wildly for the whole room, but I couldn't see my wife's traces.

I felt scared and desperate, but I didn't dare to think about it and wander around the house over and over again. I hope she was scaring me and punishing me, and I would jump out of a room in the next second, and said to me with a smile, "Look at whether you dare to leave me alone in the future and run out alone, I will definitely hug her tightly, saying that I will never again."

But all this can only be my fantasy. I don’t know how many laps I ran, or how long I ran, until I was exhausted, and my wife didn’t understand it before me, but I just didn’t want to believe it, and my footsteps finally stopped in the bedroom.

Walking back to the bed weakly, I walked back to the bed like a dead silence and could still smell her familiar smell. I closed my eyes as if she was still lying quietly beside me, but I was very awake now, and I understood that all this was just a fantasy and pain that I hugged her pillow, but accidentally encountered a piece of paper

I instantly opened my eyes and sat up, picked up the paper, it was the letter left by my wife

Sorry, my dear, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye

I don't want to do this, but I can't find you, and the phone can't be reached. It's okay. At least you don't have to make things difficult for the other party face to face, which can reduce our pain a little bit.

I have a lot of things to say to you, but I don't know where to start

I have to say sorry to you about this matter first. I have really been thinking about it for a long time. I used to be hesitant, worried that you would not be able to bear losing me, and I could not bear leaving you. I pretended to be happy and put everything in my heart. But during this period, there were so many things telling me that it was time to leave. This time I finally made a decision. I don’t want to hesitate. I hope you can understand.

I know you are in pain, I am in pain, I am in pain, I am in pain, but I don’t want us to become enemies in the future, and I can’t afford such a result.

When I'm not here, remember to take good care of myself

I have washed all the clothes at home and hung them on the balcony. After drying, I remember to collect my socks in the second drawer under the wardrobe. The underwear and tie are in the middle. The shoes are rubbed. Put them in the shoe cabinet. The shirt is hanging in the middle. Remember to separate them from the suit.

If you really don’t want to wash clothes in the future, throw them into the washing machine. Remember to separate the white shirt from the colored clothes.

Remember to eat on time. Don’t dislike breakfast, don’t think it’s troublesome. Breakfast is very important to the body. There are many dishes you like in the refrigerator. Remember to cook and eat too hot. Also, drink less alcohol in the future, which is not good for the health.

Also, there are too many, but my mind is very messy now, and I don’t know what to write. In short, in the future when I am away, I must take good care of myself and never forget myself when I get busy. The body is the most important thing.

For some reason, this time, when I wrote this letter, I really wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry

Take care of yourself, always love your wife,