Although I don't understand why Zhang Ting brought me to these places and told me about these things, I didn't ask because I believe that if she wanted to say it, she would say it herself
For the next three days, we were all together. Although looking back on her and Xiang Qiu, I was moved and could think of my wife and I’m a little confused. Why didn’t she go home? During this period, I asked obscurely, but she just smiled strangely and didn’t answer.
Just when I didn't understand why Zhang Ting's behavior was strange, she took me to the riverside. We met there. She once wanted to find a place where she saw her, but this time she was not on the shore, but on the boat. She booked the boat and rowed the river in the river. She was worried about her, but looking at the rolling river water and thinking about the changes in things and people now, I actually wanted to jump down and let the river water take all this away.
I don’t know how long I stayed quietly, just as I missed my wife, Zhang Ting suddenly asked if we were very destined to be.
Ah? I came to my senses, but I didn't understand for a long time, and asked what does it mean?
I met you at the saddest time. It was your help that made me stand up again. Zhang Ting said softly. Now, when you are the most difficult time, I am by your side.
Her words moved me, but I didn't understand, and I wondered what you want to say?
Can I rekindle your hope for life? Zhang Ting stared at me and asked
I guessed the meaning of her words, but I didn't fully understand, and I didn't dare to guess, and I couldn't believe that at this moment, my dead heart was finally hit by the stones she threw, and I said like escape. You have done enough for me, and I also thank you for everything you did for me, but it's enough.
Whether it is an emotional burden or a constraint in reality, I can't face the current me. Whether I want to forget or escape, it's very simple. I habitually picked up the bottle of wine beside me and took a big mouthful of it.
But I haven't swallowed the wine yet. I don't know if I see my emotions or have been dissatisfied. Zhang Ting said angrily, can you please stop drinking? I hate you like this
Looking at Zhang Ting sideways, I still feel a little worried about her. With her eyes at this moment, I sighed, and I could only let go of it obediently. In fact, I feel very reluctant to leave. These days, I have a kind of dependence on wine, because after being drunk, I can not only forget all the pain, but also see my wife in my dreams. In that place, she and I love each other, are also happy and happy. We have a home, children, and a large group of friends and relatives who wish us blessing us.
After sitting for a few seconds, she looked at the wine bottle on the table and felt itchy, but facing Zhang Ting's expression, she could only take out the cigarette box and divert her attention. As soon as she picked up one, the fire was not lit, she snatched it and threw the wine bottle into the river.
Watching the dependence in my heart drift away with the river water, I hope that what I drift away is my troubles, but all the pain is still helpless and angry and said, "What are you doing?"
My anger didn't work at all in Zhang Ting. She looked back at me even more annoyed than me and said, "What are you doing?" Look at what you are now, what are you like?"
I know you love Yunjuan very much, but now it is so sad and regretful. What's the use of regret? Can it be saved? Zhang Ting comforted her with regret as if she was too angry.
Then what do you want me to do? I don’t know if my emotions were ignited or if the only support in my heart was thrown away by her, I also said angrily. What do you know? Every breath I breathed, every beating of my heart, and the heart hurts in my heart.
I looked at Zhang Ting without hesitation, and she did not retreat. We just swayed with our eyes to the hull. The river was rolling, and we could all see the tears in each other's eyes, as if we had all experienced this heart-wrenching pain and could understand each other
After a long confrontation, my heart gradually softened. I didn't want to hurt her, nor did I want another woman to cry for me to take the lead and sit down weakly and said, "I knew I couldn't live without her a long time ago, but I didn't know that it would hurt so much."
No matter how painful your heart is, you must come out. This is not only for yourself, but also for the people who care about you. Even Yunjuan doesn’t want to see you become like this. Zhang Ting also softened her tone and sat down slowly and said that she loves you so much. She must also hope that you will be happy in the future, right?
These words reminded me of my brother-in-law's words. My wife asked me to live a good life. I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Without her, how could I be fine?
Forget her! Just like that, hiding her in your heart. Zhang Ting's tone was soft and she gently held my hand.
I couldn't help trembling. I never knew that her voice could be so gentle, like a mother comforting the injured child
Actually, I also want to forget and want to be freed. This kind of pain circulates in my heart all the time, tortures my soul and body, making me unable to exhale. I don’t know how long it will last, but I know that it will not disappear because it is the wound of love between my wife and I. If it disappears, it only means that I don’t love her anymore.
I shook my head and said in pain. Impossible, I can't forget it, I will never forget it in my life.
If you want, I can marry you. Zhang Ting suddenly tightened my hand vigorously, said excitedly and expectantly.
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For the next three days, we were all together. Although looking back on her and Xiang Qiu, I was moved and could think of my wife and I’m a little confused. Why didn’t she go home? During this period, I asked obscurely, but she just smiled strangely and didn’t answer.
Just when I didn't understand why Zhang Ting's behavior was strange, she took me to the riverside. We met there. She once wanted to find a place where she saw her, but this time she was not on the shore, but on the boat. She booked the boat and rowed the river in the river. She was worried about her, but looking at the rolling river water and thinking about the changes in things and people now, I actually wanted to jump down and let the river water take all this away.
I don’t know how long I stayed quietly, just as I missed my wife, Zhang Ting suddenly asked if we were very destined to be.
Ah? I came to my senses, but I didn't understand for a long time, and asked what does it mean?
I met you at the saddest time. It was your help that made me stand up again. Zhang Ting said softly. Now, when you are the most difficult time, I am by your side.
Her words moved me, but I didn't understand, and I wondered what you want to say?
Can I rekindle your hope for life? Zhang Ting stared at me and asked
I guessed the meaning of her words, but I didn't fully understand, and I didn't dare to guess, and I couldn't believe that at this moment, my dead heart was finally hit by the stones she threw, and I said like escape. You have done enough for me, and I also thank you for everything you did for me, but it's enough.
Whether it is an emotional burden or a constraint in reality, I can't face the current me. Whether I want to forget or escape, it's very simple. I habitually picked up the bottle of wine beside me and took a big mouthful of it.
But I haven't swallowed the wine yet. I don't know if I see my emotions or have been dissatisfied. Zhang Ting said angrily, can you please stop drinking? I hate you like this
Looking at Zhang Ting sideways, I still feel a little worried about her. With her eyes at this moment, I sighed, and I could only let go of it obediently. In fact, I feel very reluctant to leave. These days, I have a kind of dependence on wine, because after being drunk, I can not only forget all the pain, but also see my wife in my dreams. In that place, she and I love each other, are also happy and happy. We have a home, children, and a large group of friends and relatives who wish us blessing us.
After sitting for a few seconds, she looked at the wine bottle on the table and felt itchy, but facing Zhang Ting's expression, she could only take out the cigarette box and divert her attention. As soon as she picked up one, the fire was not lit, she snatched it and threw the wine bottle into the river.
Watching the dependence in my heart drift away with the river water, I hope that what I drift away is my troubles, but all the pain is still helpless and angry and said, "What are you doing?"
My anger didn't work at all in Zhang Ting. She looked back at me even more annoyed than me and said, "What are you doing?" Look at what you are now, what are you like?"
I know you love Yunjuan very much, but now it is so sad and regretful. What's the use of regret? Can it be saved? Zhang Ting comforted her with regret as if she was too angry.
Then what do you want me to do? I don’t know if my emotions were ignited or if the only support in my heart was thrown away by her, I also said angrily. What do you know? Every breath I breathed, every beating of my heart, and the heart hurts in my heart.
I looked at Zhang Ting without hesitation, and she did not retreat. We just swayed with our eyes to the hull. The river was rolling, and we could all see the tears in each other's eyes, as if we had all experienced this heart-wrenching pain and could understand each other
After a long confrontation, my heart gradually softened. I didn't want to hurt her, nor did I want another woman to cry for me to take the lead and sit down weakly and said, "I knew I couldn't live without her a long time ago, but I didn't know that it would hurt so much."
No matter how painful your heart is, you must come out. This is not only for yourself, but also for the people who care about you. Even Yunjuan doesn’t want to see you become like this. Zhang Ting also softened her tone and sat down slowly and said that she loves you so much. She must also hope that you will be happy in the future, right?
These words reminded me of my brother-in-law's words. My wife asked me to live a good life. I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Without her, how could I be fine?
Forget her! Just like that, hiding her in your heart. Zhang Ting's tone was soft and she gently held my hand.
I couldn't help trembling. I never knew that her voice could be so gentle, like a mother comforting the injured child
Actually, I also want to forget and want to be freed. This kind of pain circulates in my heart all the time, tortures my soul and body, making me unable to exhale. I don’t know how long it will last, but I know that it will not disappear because it is the wound of love between my wife and I. If it disappears, it only means that I don’t love her anymore.
I shook my head and said in pain. Impossible, I can't forget it, I will never forget it in my life.
If you want, I can marry you. Zhang Ting suddenly tightened my hand vigorously, said excitedly and expectantly.
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