Chapter 355 Wife's Monologue 23

I was a little scared by my own thoughts, and I wondered what was wrong with me. I didn’t know whether it was compromise and Lei’s desire or compromise and my inner desire. In the end, I actually agreed.

Thinking of where you are, and thinking of being seen by others at any time, I am really nervous. It is this tension that makes people feel special pleasure. Lei seems to be stimulated by the environment, and his movements are wild. I try my best to endure it, but I can't help it, and I quickly lost in desire.

Later, I was so scared that I didn't dare to speak out, but I felt that I was evil and depraved, but I couldn't stop it. The physical and spiritual needs had broken through the shackles.

Limited to time and place, although the time was not too long, we were all very good; satisfied with the protruding stimulation, which was something that I couldn't experience in bed, and I vaguely fell in love with that feeling, that blushing face, heartbeat, and fearful stimulation like an affair

After the end, Lei asked me to come back in the future. On the surface, I said I would never want it again, but I was not so determined.

Not long after, after I went to the party a few times, I said it was not easy to be numb, compromise, or habit. I seemed to be accustomed to such gatherings, not resisting, not afraid, but when there was no one, I occasionally remembered those people and what happened in the club.

That night, it felt a bit wonderful to accompany everyone to dance in the dark environment. It was both expectant, shy and exciting. I couldn't see who was in front of me and I had to cooperate. Maybe because I just joined the club, many men were very enthusiastic about me and kept trying to get on and off when dancing.

I was ashamed and angry, but excited, and I thought it was a good opportunity to seize Lei. I saw if he would make a mistake when he treated me as someone else, and forgot to pass by a few men before turning to him. As soon as I got close, I knew it was him. I didn't know how familiar he was with his hands. I could even tell the smell of his body easily.

I don't know if it was anesthesia of alcohol or the head had been dizzy by those women. Lei didn't seem to notice it was me at first. His hands were messing around on me. His heart was sweet and distressed. Thinking that he must have done things on those women, he couldn't help but give it to him.

Even though I felt a little sad, I didn't think I could not accept it before, so I could only accept reality and lean on him quietly, hoping that he would not have tried it too much during the period of despair, and put his hand under me, which made me a little distressed, afraid that after he noticed it, he said nothing

The party ended. When choosing a companion, it was the woman's turn to catch a man, but she felt a little shy, but she was more of a risky curiosity, looking forward to thinking about who she would catch. She couldn't tell the direction at all. After the person she caught went out, she saw that it was Wu Peng, a man who had seen him several times, but she didn't say much.

I can't tell whether it's my habit or I've fallen into depravity. All the cuts felt natural when I walked out of the villa. I wasn't so scared. I relied onto Wu Peng's car.

I know that Wu Peng is a photographer. When he went to the square to pay the money, he took the photos. Maybe it was due to professional relations. He was very good at praising women. He said I was beautiful and charming as soon as he got on the car. His praise was not like those men's perfunctory. He could say convincing words to certain beautiful parts of me, and he could give many examples, saying who they look like, why they look good, etc.

Women like to be praised, not to mention that real praise will become familiar quickly. Wu Peng also teaches me some tips for dressing from time to time. If I make me look more beautiful, spiritual, and temperament.

Wu Peng and Bilei went to the club first and chatted with him. Before he knew it, he went into the room and saw him holding a camera. He was a little surprised at the time. Later, he asked to take a photo of me. I was a little hesitant, but I thought to myself, after all, women care about their appearance. Beautiful photos may be the only way to keep evidence. I can take them out and look back in the future.

Unable to resist Wu Peng's persuasion, he finally compromised his photos and kept praising his beauty when he took pictures. He occasionally pointed out his expressions and put on a more beautiful posture. At first, he took some small scales, and within the range I could accept, but as he deeply felt his request became more and more obvious.

Every time I take a beautiful photo, Wu Peng will be very excited and praise me. I am proud for a long time and can't tell whether it is intoxicated with his praise or like the atmosphere at this moment. I am not resisting the request he made later when I come back to my senses, there is only the last bottom line left.

Wu Peng asked me to be bold and let go of the photos, but when I think of Lei, I still don’t dare, and I can’t get through the obstacles in my heart.

Wu Peng could only think of a way to cover the sensitive parts with his hands. In fact, I put aside the hesitation and timidity in my heart, I still wanted to take a picture. After drinking two glasses of wine to enhance my courage, I finally followed his words.

During the shooting, the only thing I insisted on was the pink high heels that I never took off, because it was given to me by Lei. Although he was not around, I still hope that the photos would have his memories.