Chapter 045 Join the Club 4

I saw helplessness in my wife's eyes, and she also saw helplessness in my eyes. We love each other deeply, but we cannot satisfy each other's inner desires. Life is so realistic, like a perfectly cut high-quality pink diamond, looking radiant, but not allowing for any adulteration.

The mysterious and confident woman Ye Ziyan appeared in my mind involuntarily. I wonder if my wife is also thinking about Ye Ziyan's husband. I am very distressed and I hate myself for being overwhelmed by desire.

I don’t know if I am considerate of me or if she was also trapped in the sea of ​​desire and missed the passion that night, or maybe both of them were there, she suddenly looked at me and said I’m fine!

I looked at her in surprise. Her eyes were firm, but more confused and afraid. I didn't want to think too much about my wife. I knew she was not that kind of person. I kept telling myself in my heart that she was more for me.

I was really excited at that time, and there were a lot of hesitation because once I agreed, it meant that my wife would sleep with other men, tolerate other men galloping on her, and to serve other men. The possessiveness of men is generally very strong, and I am no exception. All of this made me unable to convince myself.

Really? If you haven't thought about it, don't make a hasty decision. I don't want you to regret it, otherwise it will be too late. When I said this, I was struggling inside. I hoped to get her affirmative answer, and I hope she could refuse

For several years, we married, she is a careful and considerate wife and a considerate person. We have already understood each other thoroughly. She can also feel the conflicts at this moment. She knows that I am considering her, and looks at me with helpless smile and said, "Is there any other way?"

I stood there, speechless for a moment and wanted to say to me that I love her. Even if we don’t have sex, we can be together forever, but in the end we can’t say a word.

Her eyes were red and said: I don’t want life to wipe out our love little by little. I want it to be passionate forever, and then preserve this love well forever.

I suddenly wanted to cry, thinking that I was a beast, for the sake of desire, I actually forced her into this situation

She hugged me, buried her head in my chest and said, "Don't blame yourself, I know you are in pain, I voluntarily, we all have to give for this love, right?"

I hugged her tightly and felt warmth coming from my chest. I knew she was crying. I wanted to pull her away and wipe her tears. I don’t know if I didn’t want me to see her crying, or I didn’t want me to be sad. She hugged my body tightly and didn’t want to take it out of my arms.

My tears could no longer stop. Big pieces rolled down on her back and wet her pajamas and pressed onto her. I could clearly feel her body trembling. After a few seconds of silence, I hugged me and cried loudly.

I didn't know how to comfort her, and I couldn't say anything. We just hugged each other tightly, letting tears fall

I don't know how long I cried, and my emotions were vented. She took it out of my arms, looked at my eyes, and wiped the tears from my cheeks.

I slowly approached and kissed her eyes dry. She rubbed my cheeks gently. The corner of my mouth rushed to my heart. She hugged her from gentle to slowly burst. She gradually became involved. As my movements became heavier, we rolled onto the bed together and continued what we hadn't done just now.

Tonight is destined to be another crazy sleepless night