Chapter 350 Wife's Monologue 18

I was led by Qin Wei, and Lei drew Li Qiuyue and Qin Wei only met that night, and I didn't talk much. It felt really weird. I thought I had to sleep with a strange man. I felt worthy of panic in my heart.

At that time, I didn't dare to get on Qin Wei's car, so I squeezed into Lei's car and talked to Li Qiuyue. As the saying goes, I don't see him, but I don't feel upset when I see Li Qiuyue. Thinking of my husband, I'm going to sleep with her tonight, I feel very uncomfortable. I feel sour and a little heartbroken. I feel helpless and angry.

I can only try my best to convince myself, not to think too much, relatively speaking, I am more familiar with Li Qiuyue. When I was photographed last time, I saw a few times, and after the incident calmed down, she lost her nervousness and talked a lot, and kept talking to me. She was different from Sister Yuzhen. It seemed that in her eyes, men were not good things.

Maybe I wouldn't agree before, because I had Lei in my heart, but now, I don't know if it's jealous or the anxiety of thinking about being with Qin Wei, I firmly stood in her position, accompanied her and scolded her, and deliberately told Lei to listen.

Maybe it was because he knew that he was inappropriate, and Lei pretended not to hear anything. Sometimes, he would feel much better when he said the depression in his heart. He felt that Lei was scolded happily.

I can't tell whether it was a habit or a compromise. After arriving at the club, my heart calmed a lot, just like the tranquility after the storm

I silently let go of Lei's hand and accompanied Qin Wei into the room

At first, I was completely unexpected, but after entering the door, Qin Wei rushed over as soon as the door was closed, hugging him very tightly, as if he was afraid that I would run away, and he kept fumbled around me, and he kept asking for it.

I was unprepared, Qin Wei's eagerness made me a little helpless. I thought about resisting, but thinking about the current situation, thinking of Lei and Li Qiuyue getting up at this moment, and I was unable to resist, I could only bear it silently. Dealing with this even more exciting Qin Wei. He took off the bag from my hand, threw it on the ground, pulled off my clothes randomly, and pushed me onto the bed.

Desire was indeed aroused in the villa, but now, seeing Qin Wei's actions for some reason, the desire was not so strong. Although it was not disgusting, it was no longer so much interest. He didn't care about my feelings at all. He quickly took off all his clothes and pressed them up as if he hadn't touched a woman in decades.

I was a little dumbfounded. I just joined the club and I haven't met such a man. I don't know if any man would do this. My high heels are still on my feet, my underwear is bent, and my bra is only rudely turned on without any foreplay. He is like a wild beast in heat, breaking into my body randomly

It was strange at the time. I didn't feel like having sex, but I felt like I was fulfilling my obligations and fulfilling my responsibilities. It was like a mother feeding her child and he needed me. I supply and demand, and he bumped into me randomly. I didn't feel the pleasure, nor did I feel the joy, and I was happy, and everything made me feel uncomfortable.

Soon, when my body felt a little and started to get fever, Qin Wei lay softly on me. I was a little amused and crying at that time. I couldn't laugh or cry, but I couldn't cry, and I was anxious when I wanted to cry but couldn't cry. It was useless to get fever. He quickly turned off me and smoked on his own.

I felt mixed feelings in my heart and couldn't tell it, because we were too unfamiliar and could only get up. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. When I came out and went to bed, Qin Wei climbed up again without any warning.

Still not changed, just like the previous time, this made me feel a little anxious, my whole body was itchy, and I couldn't say it was uncomfortable next time. I had given up later and forgot how many times Qin Wei crawled that night, anyway, every time he crawled, my body became more itchy and my heart was more depressed, as if the fire in my heart was not released, but it accumulated more and more, and it became more and more prosperous.

I was eager to get vent, but I couldn't find the vent. It seemed that I had been walking in the maze for a night, both powerless and desperate. I was a little drowsy after the distress, and I didn't know when Qin Wei fell asleep.

I woke up early the next day, but the fire in my heart still did not fade away. After the night, I felt even more uncomfortable and felt a little unstable. I just wanted to find someone to tell me. I could think of the only person who called him naturally and called him up.

On the way home, I couldn't help but say that Lei seemed to have known for a long time. He smiled and made me feel more uncomfortable and angry, but he was more anxious to vent his feelings as soon as he entered the house. He pestered him to vent his feelings for a while. He didn't know how late he had been with Li Qiuyue. Today's spirit seemed to be a little bad.

Later, I could only settle for the second best. Fortunately, Lei was considerate and worked very hard. Finally, the fire in my heart was vented. It felt really good. If I couldn't vent, I was worried that I would be burned to ashes and my spirit would be relaxed, and fatigue would come and I fell asleep quickly.

When I woke up, Lei was working, I was very surprised, but I understood the reason for the following days. Lei started to feel sad day and night. I looked at him very distressed and worried about his body. Even if I knew there was nothing I could do, I still couldn't help but persuade him, but he was as obsessed as he said, but in private he still did as usual.

I can't help much, but I want to take responsibility with him and share his pressure. I take good care of his life and wait for him to sleep every day. Perhaps it's because of his care and concern. He finally changed his rules, stopped staying up late, started to go to bed early and get up early. This made me both relieved and grateful, and felt that I couldn't repay it. This also made me know that he still loved me deeply.

Seeing his hard work and want to change, I hope from the bottom of my heart that he can succeed and will pay off his best. A few days later, a good letter came from the night he was very happy. He bought wine and I fryed it. The table full of dishes he liked to eat, we were very happy.

This world of two people made me feel sweet, satisfied, all the cuts, at that moment, the alcohol is worth numbing and relaxing, I drank a lot of it, and completely intoxicated that night we were crazy. Although I was a little drunk, I still remember it clearly

The days that followed are happy. Women can rely on only the men around them. They are like my weather. They are happy. I am sunny and depressed. I will be rainy here. But those days are sunny. In order to take care of him, I also let go of my inner restraint.

Accompany him to try things he didn't dare to try before, watch some small movies, the seasonings of current life, occasionally changing ways; satisfying his needs and making him feel happy, he will give me happiness; satisfying, I suddenly realized that men and women, husbands and wives are really like Yin-Yang Tai Chi, constantly rotating, affecting each other, and blending

Family harmony is prosperous. It’s really not said that fake men can conquer the world. Women can conquer men. When they face their weaknesses, they will really be effective. In front of their husbands, there is no need to be shy. No matter how long they get married, women must make men feel fresh. Occasionally act coquettish and say something childish, and men will respond to you with softness and hardness. Softness must also attack.

Not long after, Lei told me that Sister Yuzhen did not have tickets for Zhang Shuzhen to perform at that time, but only Zhang was a little disappointed. Fortunately, Lei remembered me and brought me a signature. It turned out that my efforts and sacrifices were not in vain.