Chapter 333 Wife's Monologue 12

He was supposed to get off work long ago, and there was no one in sight. I couldn't sit still without a phone call. I called, but no one answered the busy voice.

Thinking that maybe he was busy, he waited for half an hour to dial, but it was still the case

It was almost ten o'clock. After three times, I couldn't help but get angry anymore. I called it many times in a row, but no one answered me. I felt a little desperate at that time, and I felt that the whole world was slowly collapsed.

Looking back on my birthday, he would accompany me, coax me, and try his best to surprise me, but now even if I tell him in advance, I still end up like this.

I don't know if he was being stolen by something or something happened, but I couldn't stop thinking about it in my heart. If he cared about me, this would never happen. Perhaps it was indeed as the good sister said, when a man likes you, you are a treasure, and when a man doesn't like you, you are a grass

I feel that now I have become a grass, a grass that no one will pay attention to. I lit the candle by myself, blew it out silently, changed out beautiful clothes, and took off the high heels that made my feet sore

I want to escape, but there is nowhere to escape, I want to hide, but I have nowhere to hide, so I can only lie on the bed, silently sorting out all the things I and him over the years, thinking about whether I have come to the end and think about the end, but sadly found that I still couldn't bear it and couldn't let it go. At that time, I hated my cowardice a little.

Hiding alone in the bed, shed tears silently several times, until I heard the sound of the door opening, I pulled up the corner of the quilt, wiped away the tears randomly, pretending that I was asleep, I wanted to see how he could remedy it, and measured it in my heart, this might be our last chance. If there was no excuse to calm me down, I might really propose to let it end.

I heard him panic, for some reason, but I felt relieved. Maybe I still couldn't let him go. When he opened the door and walked into the bedroom, my heart trembled a little, but I tried hard to keep calm.

I could sense that he was sleeping beside me, and when his hands touched me, I felt a little joy because I felt his guilt and his apology

But the more this happens, the more anger I feel in my heart. Since I still care about me and love me, why do I have to wait alone? Let me guard home alone. This birthday makes all my expectations turn into a shadow

I wanted to hear his explanation, so I pushed him away angrily and accused him loudly. I hope he can give me a perfect explanation, give me a reason to calm the anger in my heart

His reason did not disappoint me, and he did not care about me like I was thinking about it, or went out with other women to mess around

Although being forced to work overtime is not a good reason, I am not a mean woman. I understand that sometimes people just don’t have to do it themselves.

No matter how understanding is, I still want to vent. I can't stop venting my feelings for a long time. I will vent the emotions that are suppressed in my heart. I will sooner or later be suffocated to death.

I also hope that in this way, he will pay attention to our feelings, marriage, find ways to change the status quo, and fulfill the responsibility of a man, because we have reached the most dangerous brink, and I am powerless

Faced with my unreasonableness, he initially chose to remain silent, explaining over and over again, saying sorry, but I don't want to hear this, I want to hear him say, it doesn't matter, don't be angry, sleep peacefully, everything will be fine tomorrow, we will be able to return to the past tomorrow, be as loving as before, our marriage will never end

Maybe he can do nothing, no matter how hysterical I am, I can't hear those words as if in his heart, there is no hope. He has given up our feelings, marriage, and accepted the cruel reality that we are about to come to an end.

This scared me and made me unwilling to accept that as a man, how could he retreat so easily? And when he got married to the person he loved deeply, he didn't say in person that he would take care of me for the rest of his life and make me happy forever? Why has everything changed so far?