Chapter 284: Giving up your wife 5

Maybe I'm really angry and blame me, or maybe I love me, understand me a little bit, respond to my desires, don't blame me too much, and make my soul feel better

I can't tell whether it's forgiveness or venting. My wife really punched her fist and kept slapping on my chest and cried and told me that since you love me and since you can't bear to leave me, why are you so cruel and throwing me to others again and again? My mind is very confused now, I can't figure out why it's because everything happened a little out of control, and it's beyond my expectations. When I agreed to Xiao Yang's conditions, I only thought about myself selfishly. I didn't expect that I would feel so heartbroken after the incident, nor did I expect that it would bring such great pain to my wife.

Facing my wife's questioning, I could not answer or explain her desperate beating. I could only bear it silently. All this was the crime I committed, so the consequences should naturally be borne by me.

I don't know how long it took, one minute or ten minutes? Anyway, I feel it's very long, maybe I'm tired of fighting or crying, my wife finally stopped and looked at me blankly

Many times, people will inadvertently make unforgivable mistakes that are unforgivable, and thus hurt the person who loves you the most. Maybe it is one of them. Is it crushed by the sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sacrificial sac

I have no right to blame anyone, anything, this is my choice. The only one who is qualified to blame, is the only one who is qualified to be punished. The only one here is her

As soon as her hand touched her cheek, she burst into tears again, threw herself into my arms, hugged my chest tightly and was wet by hot tears again, Wen Wen Nuan Nuan made me feel cold all over.

Tears can never wash away my sins, nor can they rush away the pain in her heart. We hugged each other like this. She kept crying. I couldn't comfort me because I didn't have the qualifications. I could only hold her silently, hoping that I could give her some remaining warmth, so that her broken heart could feel a little warmth.

I don't know how long she has been standing and after so many things, she may be really tired. She cried and turned into sobs, and then turned into choking. Finally, she stood up and fell asleep in my arms.

I was afraid to face her eyes, and I was afraid to see the fate-receiving again. I didn't dare to look down at her until she breathed evenly and fell asleep with her eyes closed.

The originally shiny and neat long hair was already messy, and the makeup had been washed away by tears. The face was a little haggard. Thinking of the radiant look when I went out with me, I had done something, and I wanted to slap myself a few times and beat myself half dead

She seemed to wake up a little, and she turned her head away like she was evasive. I stopped and saw her tired face and wanted to carry her back to the bed for too long. When I bent down, I felt sore all over my body. I continued to play little by little and slowly picked her up in the waist.

For some reason, after only a few steps, she felt weak all over and couldn't hold her. She was worried that she would wake her up. She walked to the sofa and slowly sat down. She let her head rest on my lap. It seemed that she didn't need to support her. After lying on the sofa, she turned over comfortably

Gently wiped the makeup left on her face, and looking at her tears, I thought a lot, and I didn't know when I would fall asleep on the sofa

When I woke up the next day, my wife was gone on the sofa. I woke up instantly and stumbled back to the bedroom. No one rushed to the bathroom and the toilet. They all looked very scared, afraid of losing her, and even more afraid of her doing stupid things.

I took out the phone in panic, searched for her number, and pressed it for a long time before I went over and called it. But the caller answered, and I was quickly hung up. I called it many times without giving up, and I called it until she turned off the phone.

I was like a lost dog, angry and helpless, and I knocked over the desk lamp, broke the cup we shared, and vented randomly.

Lying on the bed powerlessly, I couldn't stop thinking about it, wondering if she still blamed me, it was right to blame it. No matter that woman, she would not forgive her easily when she encountered such a thing. Thinking about how long she would leave, whether she would leave me, whether she would divorce me, or what?

Very panicked and helpless, I feel that the whole world is inverted and confused at this moment, collapsed and saw the wall. When we got married, she snuggled in my arms. The wedding photos of our happy kissing were really painful. The pain made me crazy and almost couldn't help but pick up the things and smash the photo frames on the wall.

But in the end I couldn't do it. My anger was not about her departure, but about my regret for what I did. I didn't slap my hands last night. I finally hit it today. The crisp sound of the slap came continuously, and the face was burning, but I still couldn't relieve the pain in my heart.

I didn't dare to look at the photo with countless beautiful memories. I escaped from the bedroom in a panic and lay on the sofa like a dead dog. I just wanted to fall asleep, and then I didn't think about anything, but I couldn't sleep. I accidentally saw a piece of letter paper pressing on the desk in front of the sofa.

The victim, who was lost in the wild and exhausted, suddenly became angry when he saw the house with smoke rising in front of him. He turned over and sat up from the sofa, but his hand reached the edge of the letter paper, and trembled and dared not take it.

I am afraid of being happy, afraid of being a bad guy in the house, what I am afraid of at the moment is that it was her disappointment, she abandoned her pen in despair, and even more afraid of being a paper divorce agreement

Hesitation, the choice is useless, I gritted my teeth and picked up the letter paper to unfold it

My favorite lover, Lei, when you saw this letter, I had left you don't have to blame yourself. I know, what happened last night was not your own voluntary, I also know, that was not what you hoped, I really want to forgive you, stay by your side and spend this difficult time together, I tried very hard to convince myself, but in the end I couldn't convince me, I was afraid that I would lose control again when facing you and make a wrong decision

A lot of things have happened recently. I think we all need to calm down and calm down to think about what to do now and what to do? Should we remember the past or welcome the future, you don’t have to worry about me, I just want to stay home for a while so that I can think about it carefully

Please don't call or come to me. I'm afraid that when I see you, I will lose myself. I will come back to find you. Yunjuan, who loves you, is trembling with the hand holding the letter. In just a few short paragraphs, I read the tears that have not yet dried out on it several times are clearly visible, like a little desolate flower. The scene of her writing this letter appears in front of her. She kept writing and crying, but she wanted to wipe it but couldn't wipe it.

My mind is very confused, but I still understand the basic meaning. I feel a little relieved. At least I won’t be able to think about it, and I will do stupid things that will make me regret it for life and blame myself.

I feel like I am now a prisoner who is being locked in a detention center and is waiting for the sentence to bear the consequences of all this. I have no excuses, but I just hope that the consequences will not come and I cannot bear it.