I have gone before, and the willows sway;
Now I think about it, the rain and snow are falling
The road is slow, and the thirst and hunger are carried;
I am sad, no one knows that I am sad!
"Shi Xiaoya Picking Wei"
After working hard for nearly two years, Shang Hong has become the company's business manager.
The city is still the same, Shang Hong wanders on the bridge he often passes by, and his thoughts are always accompanied by the feeling of the spring breeze of peach and plum blossoms for another year
Changes in situations bring about changes in mood, Shang Hong found the confidence of the past
I think I can handle various problems easily, and occasionally I can write a proud work
The girl seemed to appear many around her, but Shang Hong was not so anxious.
In the company, it is the world of young people
Shang Hong looks at the new junior colleagues with a scrutiny and concern, because he knows the hardships of struggle
My colleagues also like to communicate with Shang Hong about their work and in life
The new administrative assistant, Shi Fang, who has just graduated from college, is quiet and pretty. She always dresses as a student. She often asks Shang Hong about her many of her original experiences with appreciation. She seems to care about this young man who is away from home, which also reminds Shang Hong of her little sister at home.
Shi Fang's home and Shang Hong's hut are in the same direction, and occasionally the two can meet on the bus platform
There are not many topics to talk about work. The contracts and market plans are all day long, which are a bit annoying.
It involves past events, especially how he gained a foothold in this city. Shang Hong likes to say more, but there are really few people who listen to it.
Shi Fang always listens attentively
On a summer day, I'm off work and at the station together
Shi Fang was dressed up in a refreshing look, wearing a sunscreen parasol next to Shang Hong, looking into the distance
After seeing Shang Hong answering the phone, he looked up and asked: Shang Hong, it seems that there are more and more people like you, and after I know you, I seem to be able to tell which young people are from outside. Look at those, they should not be local, and they have a kind of fighting spirit!
Boating against the current, if you don’t advance, you will retreat! This is how the city is! Shang Hong sighed with emotion
What are your plans in the future? You won't be single all the time, right? What kind of girl meets your standards? Don't be too picky! Shi Fang asked with a smile, her eyes keeping looking at Shang Hong
Shang Hong smiled bitterly: What can I choose?
But I was thinking in my heart: There are always good girls waiting for me in front of me!
Let me tell you a story! Shi Fang said: Once upon a time, a farmer asked his father about his experience of living, his father said: 'You go down this ditch, don't turn around, pick up the largest wheat ear for me! Remember, in the end, you can only hold one ear in your hand!' My son felt it was easy, so he walked all the way and really saw a ear of barley ear. He wanted to take it back, but he was unwilling to give up, so he moved forward again and found a bigger ear, and suddenly he seemed to understand his vision! Going forward again, he didn't find the bigger one, and he was unwilling to settle down, so he continued to move forward, and then compared it in this way, and finally, he picked up a very ordinary ear and returned to his father in frustration.
‘Children, you must know that you have to cherish what you see in front of us!’
Unexpectedly, farmers also have lives! Shi Fang said
After all, he is a farmer. How do you think about this problem? Life is not a ridge! Shang Hong has a profound truth and is unwilling to be educated by these lyrical magazine articles, and he is even more unwilling to be educated by the girl in front of him.
You are quite reasonable, hopeless, it's over! Shi Fang looked helpless
I don’t pick wheat ears, I will guide others to do it! Shang Hong is energetic, with a hint of conceit
OK, how about I introduce you to a girlfriend! You will guide you! Shi Fang asked with a smile
When is the time, just don’t be like you! Haha!
Your dog bites Lu Dongbin!
……
Shang Hong felt that Shi Fang was like a little sister, always connected with the sunshine.
One day, Shang Hong was reading a book in the cottage and thought he was very casual
Someone knocked on the door, it turned out that it was Shi Fang standing at the door with a smile
You are the first lady to visit, please come in!
Shang Hong received a girl in his room for the first time, and was a little nervous
What are you doing alone?
I like history books. Shang Hong smiled
I guessed right!
Looking at the paintings all over the wall, Shi Fang said: You are quite good, but how can you paint yourself? Don’t be too lonely and admire yourself!
I can't find a model, so I can only use myself as a target! Shang Hong said self-deprecatingly, and I feel very proud that someone appreciates his random graffiti works
This one is too fat, this one is quite eloquent, but unfortunately it looks like wood, and that one is too handsome! How can you be that handsome!
Shang Hong knew that Shi Fang was happy with him, and he remained silent
What books can I lend to read? Shi Fang asked
Shang Hong hurriedly moved out the book, Shi Fang picked it up and finally found an "Adventure Picture Book" about survival in the wild, a Taiwanese book that Shang Hong cherished very much.
Shang Hong didn't expect that Shi Fang, a quiet and innocent girl, also liked it
If you really like it so much, then I'll give it to you. Shang Hong pretended to be generous and felt upset in his heart.
The clichéd relationship between men and women is usually borrowing books and returning them. Shang Hong doesn't want to do this in his heart.
I won't take away what I love! Take a look! Shi Fang looked through it carefully for a while and put it back to the original place.
Thank God!
Shang Hong said in his heart that it seemed that he had a little impure purpose in delivering books. He thought of where he went, and Shang Hong blamed himself.
Let's give you two paintings. Shang Hong finally became much more generous
I don't want your self-portrait, but other subjects are OK
Shi Fang is like an expert
Finally, I took away a landscape watercolor, and I will disturb you again. Forget it today, BYE-BYE!
Shi Fang had been away for a long time, and Shang Hong felt that the fragrance of a girl was floating in the hut.
One day not long later, Shi Fang suddenly said to Shang Hong: Get ready! Sir, let’s go to see a girl!
You're still here! Shang Hong is a little hesitant
Do you think you are still young? Besides, I have made an appointment with the government agency. In the future, the two-system family will be quite fashionable! Hehehe!
……
The next day's blind date was like taking the exam. Shang Hong finally calculated that he had forgotten the clear appearance of the other girl.
How about it! Shi Fang and Shang Hong walked out of the cafe and hurriedly found out what Shang Hong felt
Nothing to feel! It's quite awkward, I mean this form!
That's just that someone has been working in vain, but I will pay attention to you again, don't worry! Shi Fang said seriously
On the way home, Shang Hong thought: What does this girl mean? It seems unlikely that between us, she should not be the kind of girl I like. What kind of girl I like, I can’t tell you clearly. Anyway, I will always meet someone who is satisfied. There is no grass everywhere in the world! But you have to pay attention in the future. It’s really hard to find a good marriage.
In the autumn in the north, the leaves are everywhere, and there is a bit of bleakness
Shang Hong is still fighting alone in the city
During this period, when Shang Hong and Shi Fang were together, they always held several colleagues or friends, for fear of causing misunderstandings, and maintained a relationship that was not far or close.
Shi Fang seemed to be the same, but Shang Hong always felt... it was so hazy, but it was really beautiful to be together, put aside the pressure of work
Zheng Jie often said to Shang Hong: He seems to be very nice to you, don’t miss it! That little girl is so pure!
There is nothing, why don't you come! Shang Hong explained
Then don't regret it! Zheng Jie said sarcastically
Three, four people gatherings, traveling, swimming often, Shang Hong, Zheng Jie, Shi Fang, everyone talks about life, friends, good books, recalling their respective college entrance examinations, and often mentioning the outside world
Putting aside social occasions, it turns out that everyone has a sunny side
It is rare to go far away from home to study! I think it is good to broaden my horizons when going to more places! Shang Hong is quite proud of this, and everyone else is studying in this city
Confucius said: My parents are here, so I won’t travel far away! Shi Fang deliberately defended her
There must be a way to travel! Shang Hong is here again
Big man chauvinism! Shi Fang laughed at him
Yes, defeat chauvinism! Brothers support Shi Fang! Zheng Jie helps
I'm leaving more than you, Shang Hong, see what else you said! Shi Fang seemed to be angry
When will you go abroad? Shang Hong asked jokingly
Maybe one day! Who knows what you can’t get around you, dreams, and there may be outside! Who knows!
Shi Fang was sad too! Shang Hong said with a smile
You are always so optimistic, it's really enviable! Shi Fang is a little sarcastic
If you bicker, I will almost become a big light bulb that has crossed the century after I leave! Zheng Jie quits on the side
What are you talking nonsense! Shi Fang stopped him...
I can't do it anymore, people still like you, and the fool understands! Zheng Jie said on the way
We cannot do it, she is not suitable for me. I have no slight words, if you have a chance, Shang Hong said stubbornly
Brother, you are not as good as me to understand girls! Don’t look at you being older than me! Zheng Jie looks very mature
Indeed, Shang Hong felt that he had never really understood the girl
When I was in college, I was so careless that I felt those resentful eyes just before graduation. Maybe it was an illusion!
Shang Hong thought, young romance!
Are you mature now?
Although I have experienced so many things, I seem to be far from mature
Faced with various temptations and choices, I still don’t know what I want
But I am a marketing person and I will always figure it out.
Anyway, there are many girls. As the saying goes: Don’t be afraid of late when you have a good meal.
Shang Hong comforted himself
Another day, Zheng Jie said to Shang Hong secretly: It’s spreading, and colleagues all say you are in love, let’s get it!
Why don’t I know! Who are you with! Shang Hong was surprised
Who else? If you really don’t know, then he has taken great pains! He doesn’t even care about his own self-esteem, don’t let him down!
Maybe I belong to Ye Gong Haolong, but I really came, but I escaped, and I couldn’t figure out myself!
Shang Hong is confused. These days, he occasionally rides with Shi Fang, and he doesn't feel anything strange.
She is pretty good, but is she the one I am looking for?
If the negotiation starts, how can it end if it fails
Don't be sorry to others, cut the mess with a quick knife!
But feelings seem to be not about contract negotiation, Shang Hong doesn't know what to do
Do you hide, meet all day
Why hide?
Why?
Shang Hong is in a mess
In winter, snowflakes are flying all over the sky, like crystal clear girls, it is another Christmas Eve
Shang Hong also has a romantic feeling
Thoughts flew to the south, Shang Hong recalled his college days
At that time, everyone was only happy together. Until now, Shang Hong still retained the first Christmas gift he received.
I remember that I was wearing colorful socks and was nailed to the door. After that, everyone looked at each other and laughed.
And today, after get off work, it was surprisingly quiet
People are busy reuniting with their relatives, and the long-lost loneliness has invaded again. Shang Hong thought: Think quietly by yourself, it is rare to be leisurely
For some reason, Shi Fang is always vaguely remembered
Is there anyone with her? Many boys like her, so they shouldn't be lonely
The phone rings suddenly!
We have gathered together, don’t be like a Supreme Emperor, do you still have to carry you over? Wait a moment, someone will speak! Zheng Jie’s voice
Come here quickly, it's all you'll be missing! Shi Fang's voice
Let me pay! OK, you guys wait! Shang Hong is a little happy, his friends are still thinking about him...
I drank a lot of wine, and everyone enjoyed it
Although she is a salesperson, Shang Hong rarely drinks hard. On this Christmas Eve, she seems to have found the feeling of the class reunion on campus in the past.
We still like Western festivals! The next one is Valentine's Day!
I don’t know who to spend Valentine’s Day! It seems to be Zheng Jie’s voice
Valentine's Day without a lover! I don't know who answered a sentence
You, Juliet meets Romeo who is confused! This is Shi Fang's voice
Tell me what about you! Someone fights back
Maybe, there are too many busy people in this world, and more people don’t understand the charm! Shi Fang said
Shang Hong, are you a person who understands the charm? Shi Fang asked
Shang Hong is rarely asked, but now he can't answer
Go back, it's getting late. Someone saved Shang Hong, and Shang Hong thought
Together, I'll give you. Shang Hong said to Shi Fang...
Let's go back, Shi Fang said
There are still several stops left! Shang Hong was puzzled for a moment
Haven't drunk too much?
It's a little bit, it's okay, I'm speaking the truth after drinking! Shi Fang said...
The two have been away for a long time, and they are all relaxed topics: talking about Shang Hong's past dilapidated dormitory, Shi Fang's basketball and swimming skills...
You swim too slowly, do the movements, you can't see the distance, you still have to work hard, comrade! Shi Fang said with a smile
I'm afraid you should retire if you swim too fast!
Are you worried that I will retire?
Why don’t you talk? Has anyone pursued you before? Shi Fang asked
No one, maybe there was one in college, I didn't care about it at that time.
Don’t be confused about the charm and delay your life! What kind of girl do you like?
Sometimes I really don't understand myself. Shang Hong said something in his heart
Why bother to be nervous? Meeting is also a kind of fate, what do you think? Shi Fang said
I want to go to Japan, but my relatives there wrote to me and said, "Would you please read the procedures if you don't have any special problems?" Shi Fang asked
I can't say it, isn't the country good? I remember who said that if you haven't been a leader in China, you have never really been a leader.
That's what you boys think. What's more realistic about girls in China? There is no place to keep people! Shi Fang suddenly felt a little sad, but it passed in a flash.
You can't keep going like this, you're too picky! Shi Fang said
Shang Hong has not spoken, a little sad, wrong, and indescribable
Maybe she's just talking, girl!
Shang Hong thought about it for a long time that night
There were many days when I didn’t see Shi Fang. Shang Hong’s mood was like the ice and snow outside the window. He usually felt friendly and casual with Shi Fang. He didn’t see Shi Fang for a while but was a little lonely.
It is said that Shi Fang resigned, but Shang Hong hasn't heard of it yet, so he is embarrassed to ask if the procedures are completed.
If it is true, Shang Hong thinks he should know first, but why should he know first than others!
Shang Hong fell down his work diary and felt a little depressed
Just as he was about to get home from get off work, Shi Fang called: Are you free at night? Hearing Shi Fang's voice, Shang Hong suddenly felt a bit like a long drought and a sweet rain.
Who are they? Shang Hong's lukewarm tone, and he didn't know why he got back on his face, but he still regretted saying it, for some reason
I'm leaving!
Where to go! Shang Hong was a little confused and tried his best to maintain that calmness
I've told you a long time ago! Japan!
I'll be here soon! Shang Hong felt that he had never been so anxious
Seeing Shi Fang in a hurry, Shang Hong felt that Shi Fang had not met for a while and seemed to have become much more mature. It was not the maturity of appearance, but the maturity of the spirit.
I don't know how to have supper, Shang Hong said something irrelevant
I wanted to say more, but I don't know what to say
I can only talk about my thoughts and practices after going there
Life, the most common topics in the past, I dare not talk about it anymore
First pass the language level, then further study, find a decent college, and study for a while. Shi Fang said, for the first time, Shi Fang had a different style, Shang Hong felt
It's too difficult for a girl to go out by herself. Shang Hong couldn't find the right words to comfort Shi Fang
I have no idea, but the procedures and deposit are over. I have already received the air ticket. The flight tomorrow morning
Why do you have to go abroad? Isn’t your performance in China? Isn’t our company very good? How fast is it developing in China!
I don’t know why I went abroad, I don’t know how to go out for a look! Shi Fang looked sad and said,
I will become a rich woman in the future and come back to see everyone! Shang Hong wanted to be humorous, but suddenly felt that this pair of girls was too unfair
It turns out that I said I would give you a gift. This is the puzzle board my mother gave me. There are hundreds of pieces that can spell out the watercolor painting you like. Shi Fang handed the gift
It would be great if you spell it out in one month. You are smart
I'll do it in one week! Shang Hong said
You are quite talented, but not necessarily, some things are not what you want to achieve!
Actually it doesn't matter, it's just a commemoration. Shi Fang looked out the window and said, her eyes were slightly red
Send me back, I think I will tell you apart from my best friends in China tonight! You take up the most time, and my mother may still cry at home! Shi Fang got up, as if she was about to board the plane
Shang Hong followed mechanically
Along the way, neither of them said much, but they kept saying it
The moonlight shines on the earth, and the shadows of the two people are close to each other
I really want to take a few more glances here, maybe there will be no chance again! Shi Fang said lightly, but her tone was extremely heavy
Shang Hong couldn't answer the conversation, so he lowered his head and walked with him
It's very close to Shi Fang's house, as if it was a flight leaving the port. Shang Hong's steps were as heavy as his mood.
Shi Fang stopped
The moonlight shines on Shi Fang's cheeks, reflecting the snow light, like a saint
Shang Hong thinks Shi Fang is more beautiful than ever, very innocent and beautiful
I hope I will stay forever at this moment
Do you still remember the "RIGHT HERE WAITING" you sang? Shi Fang asked
It seems that this love is waiting for you, but if you don’t have a voice, you will never become a singer in your life. Shi Fang said
Shang Hong lowered his head
Both of them were silent, as if they had been silent for a century!
Actually, I have always wanted to say, but I don’t have the courage. Shi Fang said that Shang Hong clearly heard a choked voice
I'm going abroad tomorrow!
I may never come back, and I don’t know what the future will be like! But I am really unwilling to leave like this and I still want to say something, but I am not afraid of anything anymore! Do you know what I want to say?
I know! Shang Hong had enough energy, but he felt that the sound was very small and could not speak.
I guess you know, but I still want to say Shi Fang raised her face, the moonlight was like water
I was unwilling to leave just like this, and I was unwilling to give up! I want to say it out! I don’t care about anything, just don’t laugh at me!
How could I laugh at you? Shi Fang
Did you treat me as a little girl, an ignorant little girl, or a little sister? Shi Fang kept looking up at Shang Hong
Shang Hong was stunned at the face that would always be remembered by Shang Hong!
Actually, I know that I give people an immature feeling, but I am not like that in school. There are many boys pursuing me, but I think they are fickle, immature, and have no sense of responsibility. In fact, I am afraid that the other side of me is very introverted.
I know Shang Hong said
You don't know! You don't know anything! Shi Fang said loudly, not sure if his face became very rosy due to excitement or the cold
Yes, I don’t know! Shang Hong is indisputable. He has been together for so long, but he actually doesn’t know everything about Shi Fang.
But why don’t you understand! Shi Fang said
Maybe the pressure to be with you will be very high, I think you have particularly high expectations for the man you love
I don't even think it myself! Shi Fang said
I'm afraid of hurting you. Maybe I'm too introverted to me and hurt you? Shang Hong doesn't know how to say it
Hurt is also a kind of happiness! I am willing to do this, but unfortunately I always encounter things that have no results! Why do you avoid yourself? You are very good in other aspects, but I don’t understand this aspect. The bitter Shi Fang
I'm afraid I will never meet a man like you who I like again. I finally said it today! I wanted to say it before dinner, but I couldn't make up my mind and had no time anymore! It would be easier for me to say it! I finally said it!
Can't you stay? I hope you stay! Let's try to start! Shang Hong said in a weak voice
Why didn't you say this earlier! Why didn't you earlier! Why didn't you earlier! I have said goodbye to everyone! Most of the reasons why I went abroad are because of you, do you know? Do you know? I want to bet on this tone and I want to show you! I must become a successful and attractive woman. I can't look back! I know the future is uncertain, but I want to go for a breakthrough! But I have too many regrets! Too many regrets! Shi Fang said emotionally
I didn't expect you to have so many thoughts, I didn't expect! Shang Hong began to become painful
Blame yourself and blame me, I don’t have the courage! Am I very different? Shi Fang asked
I also find a girlfriend for you! I don’t know what happened to me. Maybe it makes sense for you. It’s difficult for people to understand themselves!
There are many opportunities there, maybe there are better men! Shang Hong is incoherent
Others can’t replace you, this relationship cannot replace you! Who knows the future?
I have too many regrets! My life is hard! I am actually a very ordinary girl. Others may turn back, but I can't let go. Who knows?
Take care of yourself outside! Shang Hong choked up
The same goes for you, find a good girl in the future! I wonder what will happen in the future will we meet again?
Do you believe in fate?
I don’t know what kind of man I will meet in the future! I’m not lucky!
I said it all, and I finally felt a little good! The sad Shi Fang
These days, I don’t even dare to write a diary, for fear that I will cry, and my family will be sad enough, and I can’t take the diary with me. I’m afraid that they will understand the reason why I left and I will write down this relationship! I will! I can’t forget, I can’t forget anything I say, and I can’t forget the time tonight!
I will treasure the watercolor paintings you gave me. I really don’t know what the future will be! I’m even a little scared! Shi Fang’s shoulders trembled
Shang Hong held Shi Fang's shoulder. What a weak shoulder, he actually caused pressure to go to the ocean and wandered in a foreign land.
Shi Fang, the beloved Shi Fang
Shang Hong seemed to see a girl wandering around alone in a foreign land, just like the predicament he encountered in this city.
Silly boy, you are really stupid and stupid!
Pass by beauty, by true love, by someone who may love you the most!
Take care!
Take care too!
Walking on the snow, Shang Hong returned to the cottage in a daze
The fragrance that Shi Fang left behind a long time ago seemed to appear in the house.
"RIGHT HERE WAITING" is repeatedly played in the recorder
The songs used to relax in the past sound so sad today!
Shang Hong couldn't help but burst into tears
Open the diary and write it word by word
Tears finally flowed down, unable to stop flowing
In the early spring evening, Shang Hong wandered around the bridge that the two often walked on when they returned home.
In the past, they left alone, but later they were two people, with Shi Fang. They only had a few times, but they were all in front of them.
The hurried city seems to be farther away from me
Now I don’t know how she is doing, are you still qualified to ask about it?
After Shi Fang left, Zheng Jie kept complaining about Shang Hong being stupid!
Such a good girl was forced to Japan by you. Are you still a human being? Shang Hong had nothing to say, only hating herself!
No one wants to mention Shi Fang in front of Shang Hong
Everyone knows it
Shang Hong's work seems to have less motivation and less passion
Usually, I am always distracted, and whenever I hear the word "Japanese" I am always shocked
This is the case again this time. I can't talk to customers but I can't get into the state and my thinking is slow
No, I want to cheer up! Shang Hong reminded himself
At this time, the phone rang, and there were such a long list of strange numbers!
Shang Hong couldn't believe his ears!
Is it you? Shi Fang! His name came out, and he didn't care about losing his composure in front of the customer. He had to try his best to maintain normal conversations, but his eyes were wet!
Are you okay there?
Now I think about it, the rain and snow are falling
The road is slow, and the thirst and hunger are carried;
I am sad, no one knows that I am sad!
"Shi Xiaoya Picking Wei"
After working hard for nearly two years, Shang Hong has become the company's business manager.
The city is still the same, Shang Hong wanders on the bridge he often passes by, and his thoughts are always accompanied by the feeling of the spring breeze of peach and plum blossoms for another year
Changes in situations bring about changes in mood, Shang Hong found the confidence of the past
I think I can handle various problems easily, and occasionally I can write a proud work
The girl seemed to appear many around her, but Shang Hong was not so anxious.
In the company, it is the world of young people
Shang Hong looks at the new junior colleagues with a scrutiny and concern, because he knows the hardships of struggle
My colleagues also like to communicate with Shang Hong about their work and in life
The new administrative assistant, Shi Fang, who has just graduated from college, is quiet and pretty. She always dresses as a student. She often asks Shang Hong about her many of her original experiences with appreciation. She seems to care about this young man who is away from home, which also reminds Shang Hong of her little sister at home.
Shi Fang's home and Shang Hong's hut are in the same direction, and occasionally the two can meet on the bus platform
There are not many topics to talk about work. The contracts and market plans are all day long, which are a bit annoying.
It involves past events, especially how he gained a foothold in this city. Shang Hong likes to say more, but there are really few people who listen to it.
Shi Fang always listens attentively
On a summer day, I'm off work and at the station together
Shi Fang was dressed up in a refreshing look, wearing a sunscreen parasol next to Shang Hong, looking into the distance
After seeing Shang Hong answering the phone, he looked up and asked: Shang Hong, it seems that there are more and more people like you, and after I know you, I seem to be able to tell which young people are from outside. Look at those, they should not be local, and they have a kind of fighting spirit!
Boating against the current, if you don’t advance, you will retreat! This is how the city is! Shang Hong sighed with emotion
What are your plans in the future? You won't be single all the time, right? What kind of girl meets your standards? Don't be too picky! Shi Fang asked with a smile, her eyes keeping looking at Shang Hong
Shang Hong smiled bitterly: What can I choose?
But I was thinking in my heart: There are always good girls waiting for me in front of me!
Let me tell you a story! Shi Fang said: Once upon a time, a farmer asked his father about his experience of living, his father said: 'You go down this ditch, don't turn around, pick up the largest wheat ear for me! Remember, in the end, you can only hold one ear in your hand!' My son felt it was easy, so he walked all the way and really saw a ear of barley ear. He wanted to take it back, but he was unwilling to give up, so he moved forward again and found a bigger ear, and suddenly he seemed to understand his vision! Going forward again, he didn't find the bigger one, and he was unwilling to settle down, so he continued to move forward, and then compared it in this way, and finally, he picked up a very ordinary ear and returned to his father in frustration.
‘Children, you must know that you have to cherish what you see in front of us!’
Unexpectedly, farmers also have lives! Shi Fang said
After all, he is a farmer. How do you think about this problem? Life is not a ridge! Shang Hong has a profound truth and is unwilling to be educated by these lyrical magazine articles, and he is even more unwilling to be educated by the girl in front of him.
You are quite reasonable, hopeless, it's over! Shi Fang looked helpless
I don’t pick wheat ears, I will guide others to do it! Shang Hong is energetic, with a hint of conceit
OK, how about I introduce you to a girlfriend! You will guide you! Shi Fang asked with a smile
When is the time, just don’t be like you! Haha!
Your dog bites Lu Dongbin!
……
Shang Hong felt that Shi Fang was like a little sister, always connected with the sunshine.
One day, Shang Hong was reading a book in the cottage and thought he was very casual
Someone knocked on the door, it turned out that it was Shi Fang standing at the door with a smile
You are the first lady to visit, please come in!
Shang Hong received a girl in his room for the first time, and was a little nervous
What are you doing alone?
I like history books. Shang Hong smiled
I guessed right!
Looking at the paintings all over the wall, Shi Fang said: You are quite good, but how can you paint yourself? Don’t be too lonely and admire yourself!
I can't find a model, so I can only use myself as a target! Shang Hong said self-deprecatingly, and I feel very proud that someone appreciates his random graffiti works
This one is too fat, this one is quite eloquent, but unfortunately it looks like wood, and that one is too handsome! How can you be that handsome!
Shang Hong knew that Shi Fang was happy with him, and he remained silent
What books can I lend to read? Shi Fang asked
Shang Hong hurriedly moved out the book, Shi Fang picked it up and finally found an "Adventure Picture Book" about survival in the wild, a Taiwanese book that Shang Hong cherished very much.
Shang Hong didn't expect that Shi Fang, a quiet and innocent girl, also liked it
If you really like it so much, then I'll give it to you. Shang Hong pretended to be generous and felt upset in his heart.
The clichéd relationship between men and women is usually borrowing books and returning them. Shang Hong doesn't want to do this in his heart.
I won't take away what I love! Take a look! Shi Fang looked through it carefully for a while and put it back to the original place.
Thank God!
Shang Hong said in his heart that it seemed that he had a little impure purpose in delivering books. He thought of where he went, and Shang Hong blamed himself.
Let's give you two paintings. Shang Hong finally became much more generous
I don't want your self-portrait, but other subjects are OK
Shi Fang is like an expert
Finally, I took away a landscape watercolor, and I will disturb you again. Forget it today, BYE-BYE!
Shi Fang had been away for a long time, and Shang Hong felt that the fragrance of a girl was floating in the hut.
One day not long later, Shi Fang suddenly said to Shang Hong: Get ready! Sir, let’s go to see a girl!
You're still here! Shang Hong is a little hesitant
Do you think you are still young? Besides, I have made an appointment with the government agency. In the future, the two-system family will be quite fashionable! Hehehe!
……
The next day's blind date was like taking the exam. Shang Hong finally calculated that he had forgotten the clear appearance of the other girl.
How about it! Shi Fang and Shang Hong walked out of the cafe and hurriedly found out what Shang Hong felt
Nothing to feel! It's quite awkward, I mean this form!
That's just that someone has been working in vain, but I will pay attention to you again, don't worry! Shi Fang said seriously
On the way home, Shang Hong thought: What does this girl mean? It seems unlikely that between us, she should not be the kind of girl I like. What kind of girl I like, I can’t tell you clearly. Anyway, I will always meet someone who is satisfied. There is no grass everywhere in the world! But you have to pay attention in the future. It’s really hard to find a good marriage.
In the autumn in the north, the leaves are everywhere, and there is a bit of bleakness
Shang Hong is still fighting alone in the city
During this period, when Shang Hong and Shi Fang were together, they always held several colleagues or friends, for fear of causing misunderstandings, and maintained a relationship that was not far or close.
Shi Fang seemed to be the same, but Shang Hong always felt... it was so hazy, but it was really beautiful to be together, put aside the pressure of work
Zheng Jie often said to Shang Hong: He seems to be very nice to you, don’t miss it! That little girl is so pure!
There is nothing, why don't you come! Shang Hong explained
Then don't regret it! Zheng Jie said sarcastically
Three, four people gatherings, traveling, swimming often, Shang Hong, Zheng Jie, Shi Fang, everyone talks about life, friends, good books, recalling their respective college entrance examinations, and often mentioning the outside world
Putting aside social occasions, it turns out that everyone has a sunny side
It is rare to go far away from home to study! I think it is good to broaden my horizons when going to more places! Shang Hong is quite proud of this, and everyone else is studying in this city
Confucius said: My parents are here, so I won’t travel far away! Shi Fang deliberately defended her
There must be a way to travel! Shang Hong is here again
Big man chauvinism! Shi Fang laughed at him
Yes, defeat chauvinism! Brothers support Shi Fang! Zheng Jie helps
I'm leaving more than you, Shang Hong, see what else you said! Shi Fang seemed to be angry
When will you go abroad? Shang Hong asked jokingly
Maybe one day! Who knows what you can’t get around you, dreams, and there may be outside! Who knows!
Shi Fang was sad too! Shang Hong said with a smile
You are always so optimistic, it's really enviable! Shi Fang is a little sarcastic
If you bicker, I will almost become a big light bulb that has crossed the century after I leave! Zheng Jie quits on the side
What are you talking nonsense! Shi Fang stopped him...
I can't do it anymore, people still like you, and the fool understands! Zheng Jie said on the way
We cannot do it, she is not suitable for me. I have no slight words, if you have a chance, Shang Hong said stubbornly
Brother, you are not as good as me to understand girls! Don’t look at you being older than me! Zheng Jie looks very mature
Indeed, Shang Hong felt that he had never really understood the girl
When I was in college, I was so careless that I felt those resentful eyes just before graduation. Maybe it was an illusion!
Shang Hong thought, young romance!
Are you mature now?
Although I have experienced so many things, I seem to be far from mature
Faced with various temptations and choices, I still don’t know what I want
But I am a marketing person and I will always figure it out.
Anyway, there are many girls. As the saying goes: Don’t be afraid of late when you have a good meal.
Shang Hong comforted himself
Another day, Zheng Jie said to Shang Hong secretly: It’s spreading, and colleagues all say you are in love, let’s get it!
Why don’t I know! Who are you with! Shang Hong was surprised
Who else? If you really don’t know, then he has taken great pains! He doesn’t even care about his own self-esteem, don’t let him down!
Maybe I belong to Ye Gong Haolong, but I really came, but I escaped, and I couldn’t figure out myself!
Shang Hong is confused. These days, he occasionally rides with Shi Fang, and he doesn't feel anything strange.
She is pretty good, but is she the one I am looking for?
If the negotiation starts, how can it end if it fails
Don't be sorry to others, cut the mess with a quick knife!
But feelings seem to be not about contract negotiation, Shang Hong doesn't know what to do
Do you hide, meet all day
Why hide?
Why?
Shang Hong is in a mess
In winter, snowflakes are flying all over the sky, like crystal clear girls, it is another Christmas Eve
Shang Hong also has a romantic feeling
Thoughts flew to the south, Shang Hong recalled his college days
At that time, everyone was only happy together. Until now, Shang Hong still retained the first Christmas gift he received.
I remember that I was wearing colorful socks and was nailed to the door. After that, everyone looked at each other and laughed.
And today, after get off work, it was surprisingly quiet
People are busy reuniting with their relatives, and the long-lost loneliness has invaded again. Shang Hong thought: Think quietly by yourself, it is rare to be leisurely
For some reason, Shi Fang is always vaguely remembered
Is there anyone with her? Many boys like her, so they shouldn't be lonely
The phone rings suddenly!
We have gathered together, don’t be like a Supreme Emperor, do you still have to carry you over? Wait a moment, someone will speak! Zheng Jie’s voice
Come here quickly, it's all you'll be missing! Shi Fang's voice
Let me pay! OK, you guys wait! Shang Hong is a little happy, his friends are still thinking about him...
I drank a lot of wine, and everyone enjoyed it
Although she is a salesperson, Shang Hong rarely drinks hard. On this Christmas Eve, she seems to have found the feeling of the class reunion on campus in the past.
We still like Western festivals! The next one is Valentine's Day!
I don’t know who to spend Valentine’s Day! It seems to be Zheng Jie’s voice
Valentine's Day without a lover! I don't know who answered a sentence
You, Juliet meets Romeo who is confused! This is Shi Fang's voice
Tell me what about you! Someone fights back
Maybe, there are too many busy people in this world, and more people don’t understand the charm! Shi Fang said
Shang Hong, are you a person who understands the charm? Shi Fang asked
Shang Hong is rarely asked, but now he can't answer
Go back, it's getting late. Someone saved Shang Hong, and Shang Hong thought
Together, I'll give you. Shang Hong said to Shi Fang...
Let's go back, Shi Fang said
There are still several stops left! Shang Hong was puzzled for a moment
Haven't drunk too much?
It's a little bit, it's okay, I'm speaking the truth after drinking! Shi Fang said...
The two have been away for a long time, and they are all relaxed topics: talking about Shang Hong's past dilapidated dormitory, Shi Fang's basketball and swimming skills...
You swim too slowly, do the movements, you can't see the distance, you still have to work hard, comrade! Shi Fang said with a smile
I'm afraid you should retire if you swim too fast!
Are you worried that I will retire?
Why don’t you talk? Has anyone pursued you before? Shi Fang asked
No one, maybe there was one in college, I didn't care about it at that time.
Don’t be confused about the charm and delay your life! What kind of girl do you like?
Sometimes I really don't understand myself. Shang Hong said something in his heart
Why bother to be nervous? Meeting is also a kind of fate, what do you think? Shi Fang said
I want to go to Japan, but my relatives there wrote to me and said, "Would you please read the procedures if you don't have any special problems?" Shi Fang asked
I can't say it, isn't the country good? I remember who said that if you haven't been a leader in China, you have never really been a leader.
That's what you boys think. What's more realistic about girls in China? There is no place to keep people! Shi Fang suddenly felt a little sad, but it passed in a flash.
You can't keep going like this, you're too picky! Shi Fang said
Shang Hong has not spoken, a little sad, wrong, and indescribable
Maybe she's just talking, girl!
Shang Hong thought about it for a long time that night
There were many days when I didn’t see Shi Fang. Shang Hong’s mood was like the ice and snow outside the window. He usually felt friendly and casual with Shi Fang. He didn’t see Shi Fang for a while but was a little lonely.
It is said that Shi Fang resigned, but Shang Hong hasn't heard of it yet, so he is embarrassed to ask if the procedures are completed.
If it is true, Shang Hong thinks he should know first, but why should he know first than others!
Shang Hong fell down his work diary and felt a little depressed
Just as he was about to get home from get off work, Shi Fang called: Are you free at night? Hearing Shi Fang's voice, Shang Hong suddenly felt a bit like a long drought and a sweet rain.
Who are they? Shang Hong's lukewarm tone, and he didn't know why he got back on his face, but he still regretted saying it, for some reason
I'm leaving!
Where to go! Shang Hong was a little confused and tried his best to maintain that calmness
I've told you a long time ago! Japan!
I'll be here soon! Shang Hong felt that he had never been so anxious
Seeing Shi Fang in a hurry, Shang Hong felt that Shi Fang had not met for a while and seemed to have become much more mature. It was not the maturity of appearance, but the maturity of the spirit.
I don't know how to have supper, Shang Hong said something irrelevant
I wanted to say more, but I don't know what to say
I can only talk about my thoughts and practices after going there
Life, the most common topics in the past, I dare not talk about it anymore
First pass the language level, then further study, find a decent college, and study for a while. Shi Fang said, for the first time, Shi Fang had a different style, Shang Hong felt
It's too difficult for a girl to go out by herself. Shang Hong couldn't find the right words to comfort Shi Fang
I have no idea, but the procedures and deposit are over. I have already received the air ticket. The flight tomorrow morning
Why do you have to go abroad? Isn’t your performance in China? Isn’t our company very good? How fast is it developing in China!
I don’t know why I went abroad, I don’t know how to go out for a look! Shi Fang looked sad and said,
I will become a rich woman in the future and come back to see everyone! Shang Hong wanted to be humorous, but suddenly felt that this pair of girls was too unfair
It turns out that I said I would give you a gift. This is the puzzle board my mother gave me. There are hundreds of pieces that can spell out the watercolor painting you like. Shi Fang handed the gift
It would be great if you spell it out in one month. You are smart
I'll do it in one week! Shang Hong said
You are quite talented, but not necessarily, some things are not what you want to achieve!
Actually it doesn't matter, it's just a commemoration. Shi Fang looked out the window and said, her eyes were slightly red
Send me back, I think I will tell you apart from my best friends in China tonight! You take up the most time, and my mother may still cry at home! Shi Fang got up, as if she was about to board the plane
Shang Hong followed mechanically
Along the way, neither of them said much, but they kept saying it
The moonlight shines on the earth, and the shadows of the two people are close to each other
I really want to take a few more glances here, maybe there will be no chance again! Shi Fang said lightly, but her tone was extremely heavy
Shang Hong couldn't answer the conversation, so he lowered his head and walked with him
It's very close to Shi Fang's house, as if it was a flight leaving the port. Shang Hong's steps were as heavy as his mood.
Shi Fang stopped
The moonlight shines on Shi Fang's cheeks, reflecting the snow light, like a saint
Shang Hong thinks Shi Fang is more beautiful than ever, very innocent and beautiful
I hope I will stay forever at this moment
Do you still remember the "RIGHT HERE WAITING" you sang? Shi Fang asked
It seems that this love is waiting for you, but if you don’t have a voice, you will never become a singer in your life. Shi Fang said
Shang Hong lowered his head
Both of them were silent, as if they had been silent for a century!
Actually, I have always wanted to say, but I don’t have the courage. Shi Fang said that Shang Hong clearly heard a choked voice
I'm going abroad tomorrow!
I may never come back, and I don’t know what the future will be like! But I am really unwilling to leave like this and I still want to say something, but I am not afraid of anything anymore! Do you know what I want to say?
I know! Shang Hong had enough energy, but he felt that the sound was very small and could not speak.
I guess you know, but I still want to say Shi Fang raised her face, the moonlight was like water
I was unwilling to leave just like this, and I was unwilling to give up! I want to say it out! I don’t care about anything, just don’t laugh at me!
How could I laugh at you? Shi Fang
Did you treat me as a little girl, an ignorant little girl, or a little sister? Shi Fang kept looking up at Shang Hong
Shang Hong was stunned at the face that would always be remembered by Shang Hong!
Actually, I know that I give people an immature feeling, but I am not like that in school. There are many boys pursuing me, but I think they are fickle, immature, and have no sense of responsibility. In fact, I am afraid that the other side of me is very introverted.
I know Shang Hong said
You don't know! You don't know anything! Shi Fang said loudly, not sure if his face became very rosy due to excitement or the cold
Yes, I don’t know! Shang Hong is indisputable. He has been together for so long, but he actually doesn’t know everything about Shi Fang.
But why don’t you understand! Shi Fang said
Maybe the pressure to be with you will be very high, I think you have particularly high expectations for the man you love
I don't even think it myself! Shi Fang said
I'm afraid of hurting you. Maybe I'm too introverted to me and hurt you? Shang Hong doesn't know how to say it
Hurt is also a kind of happiness! I am willing to do this, but unfortunately I always encounter things that have no results! Why do you avoid yourself? You are very good in other aspects, but I don’t understand this aspect. The bitter Shi Fang
I'm afraid I will never meet a man like you who I like again. I finally said it today! I wanted to say it before dinner, but I couldn't make up my mind and had no time anymore! It would be easier for me to say it! I finally said it!
Can't you stay? I hope you stay! Let's try to start! Shang Hong said in a weak voice
Why didn't you say this earlier! Why didn't you earlier! Why didn't you earlier! I have said goodbye to everyone! Most of the reasons why I went abroad are because of you, do you know? Do you know? I want to bet on this tone and I want to show you! I must become a successful and attractive woman. I can't look back! I know the future is uncertain, but I want to go for a breakthrough! But I have too many regrets! Too many regrets! Shi Fang said emotionally
I didn't expect you to have so many thoughts, I didn't expect! Shang Hong began to become painful
Blame yourself and blame me, I don’t have the courage! Am I very different? Shi Fang asked
I also find a girlfriend for you! I don’t know what happened to me. Maybe it makes sense for you. It’s difficult for people to understand themselves!
There are many opportunities there, maybe there are better men! Shang Hong is incoherent
Others can’t replace you, this relationship cannot replace you! Who knows the future?
I have too many regrets! My life is hard! I am actually a very ordinary girl. Others may turn back, but I can't let go. Who knows?
Take care of yourself outside! Shang Hong choked up
The same goes for you, find a good girl in the future! I wonder what will happen in the future will we meet again?
Do you believe in fate?
I don’t know what kind of man I will meet in the future! I’m not lucky!
I said it all, and I finally felt a little good! The sad Shi Fang
These days, I don’t even dare to write a diary, for fear that I will cry, and my family will be sad enough, and I can’t take the diary with me. I’m afraid that they will understand the reason why I left and I will write down this relationship! I will! I can’t forget, I can’t forget anything I say, and I can’t forget the time tonight!
I will treasure the watercolor paintings you gave me. I really don’t know what the future will be! I’m even a little scared! Shi Fang’s shoulders trembled
Shang Hong held Shi Fang's shoulder. What a weak shoulder, he actually caused pressure to go to the ocean and wandered in a foreign land.
Shi Fang, the beloved Shi Fang
Shang Hong seemed to see a girl wandering around alone in a foreign land, just like the predicament he encountered in this city.
Silly boy, you are really stupid and stupid!
Pass by beauty, by true love, by someone who may love you the most!
Take care!
Take care too!
Walking on the snow, Shang Hong returned to the cottage in a daze
The fragrance that Shi Fang left behind a long time ago seemed to appear in the house.
"RIGHT HERE WAITING" is repeatedly played in the recorder
The songs used to relax in the past sound so sad today!
Shang Hong couldn't help but burst into tears
Open the diary and write it word by word
Tears finally flowed down, unable to stop flowing
In the early spring evening, Shang Hong wandered around the bridge that the two often walked on when they returned home.
In the past, they left alone, but later they were two people, with Shi Fang. They only had a few times, but they were all in front of them.
The hurried city seems to be farther away from me
Now I don’t know how she is doing, are you still qualified to ask about it?
After Shi Fang left, Zheng Jie kept complaining about Shang Hong being stupid!
Such a good girl was forced to Japan by you. Are you still a human being? Shang Hong had nothing to say, only hating herself!
No one wants to mention Shi Fang in front of Shang Hong
Everyone knows it
Shang Hong's work seems to have less motivation and less passion
Usually, I am always distracted, and whenever I hear the word "Japanese" I am always shocked
This is the case again this time. I can't talk to customers but I can't get into the state and my thinking is slow
No, I want to cheer up! Shang Hong reminded himself
At this time, the phone rang, and there were such a long list of strange numbers!
Shang Hong couldn't believe his ears!
Is it you? Shi Fang! His name came out, and he didn't care about losing his composure in front of the customer. He had to try his best to maintain normal conversations, but his eyes were wet!
Are you okay there?
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