…You should have had a strange dream? In that dream, you should be able to see many ancient people, including war, murder, demons, etc.! The dream of the Anti-American period started at the age of seventeen and lasted for nearly a year before it was finished. Xiaojing was earlier than the Anti-American period. She started to have that dream when she was eleven years old. She was afraid of having that dream. She woke up several times from the dream, and then ran to my room without hesitation and drilled into my bed...
My mother asked lightly, and when she talked about Yan Jing's specific reaction in her dream, she should have thought of Yan Jing's panicked and cute look at that time, and a little nostalgic meaning appeared on her face.
After crying, my mood gradually calmed down, but my whole mind was as blank as
After hearing my mother's inquiry, she replied mechanically: I've done it... I started a few months ago and dreamed several times intermittently, but I haven't dreamed of anything new in the past month.
...Did it just started a few months ago? Alas... While my mother sighed, her fingers gently pressed the top of my head, as if she was massaged for me, and as if she hoped that I would be able to calm down in this way
I didn't reject my mother's actions because it was really comfortable
The physical comfort more or less eliminates some of my mental and mental anxiety
Can you tell me what you dreamed of? Mother continued to ask
The sun shines brightly outside the cave, but the sunlight seems extremely dazzling to me at this time
After confirming my mother's true identity, I somehow developed a serious fear of light!
Maybe I instinctively think that the relationship between me and my mother is shameful and shameful.
For this reason, I hope that I and my mother can be in a dark and quiet environment
But I couldn't make such suggestions or requests to my mother, so I simply closed my eyes and recalled the content of my series of dreams, and told the plot in the dream in a stiff tone
Where did you dream? Well, do you know who the baby girl is now? After listening to me, my mother asked a new question
I squirmed my lips and finally responded
That guy once called you the Nine-Turn Ghost Demon... The baby girl was born after nine boardings in the Nine-Turn Ghost Demon... Is it you?
My mother quickly responded to my uncertain replies.
You are right... the baby girl that appears in your dream is the mother! The dreams you have are all the memories and experiences of your mother. In addition, because the mother was originally a ghost demon produced in the noble lady's body, the memories of the noble lady are also completely preserved in the mother's mind. The reason why you have those dreams is because these memories are engraved into your brain after you are born and then displayed in the form of a dream. Right, that noble lady is in a sense, the mother of the mother. Do you know who she is?
...Xia Ji? Although I thought that the romantic woman who experienced tragic experiences in my dreams should be the famous Xia Ji in history, it was just my personal guess and conjecture after all
Therefore, when I was telling my mother my last dream, I did not arbitrarily put the name of Xia Ji on the noble lady, just called her noble lady. When my mother asked, I immediately told me that I had always judged her identity.
Huh... Mother took a deep breath
You guessed it right! Mom's mother is Xia Ji...
The young warrior who resurrected after committing suicide is Xia Nan! Although shemale is different, we are all born from Xia Ji's body. Xia Nan and I should be some kind of special sibling relationship... Well, I forgot that you have a wide range of knowledge now. You should have judged the identities and origins of the characters in the dream for a long time. I shouldn't have to explain too much about you. You have these dreams, and it seems that you didn't react too much! It seems that it's more appropriate to have this dream as older... When Anti-American and Xiaojing had that dream, you didn't know how much energy it took to comfort them! And the reason why I resisted Anti-American...
Speaking of this, my mother paused, she obviously realized something
But I closed my eyes and coldly and cruelly revealed the topic that my mother wanted to avoid!
It was because of this dream that your dad and you started to have mother-son incest?
At this time, I already knew the relationship between my mother and me, Yan Jing, father Yan Kangmei, and grandfather Yan Xia!
I felt angry at this chaos and complex relationship, and even more felt an unbearable disgust!
While I sorted out this relationship in my family, I was full of malicious contempt for the initiator who directly caused all this chaos!
At this moment, I finally couldn't help but feel contempt and took this opportunity to burst out... In fact, for me, after seeing several couples of mothers and sons who had an incest relationship, I already had a general sense of incest!
But after her mother had an incest relationship with her son, the father Yan Kangmei, she had another physical relationship with me, the second son who was both a son and a grandson!
This is the fact that I cannot accept...
Yan Jing and I are the product of my mother and father's incest against the United States and mother... In my opinion, no matter what kind of incompetence exists between my father and mother!
Yan Jing and I are always innocent... As children, no one can choose their parents and their origins.
My mother and father are morally immoral, Yan Jing and I can always maintain our own purity!
Maybe I will feel psychologically inferior because of my background, but I will never bear the unbearable and overwhelmed moral shackles like I am now.
And all my dissatisfaction with my mother comes from the physical and substantial relationship between her and me!
I felt an indescribable sense of grievance!
I think I am innocent... When I went to bed with my mother, I didn't know that she was my mother!
But she knew it, she should know better than anyone else that I am her son, her biological son!
But she actually completed the process of intercourse with me half-heartedly...
The first real sex process with her came up in my mind
I suddenly understood the true meaning of her words at that time!
Are you sure you want to go in? Once you go in... you may never go out!
At that time, I thought that her words were just to increase the atmosphere on the scene and increase the lust between men and women!
And now I finally understood that she knew what the relationship between the man who was about to have sex with her was with her.
She set a trap for the man, and once the man enters that trap, he will be completely trapped in it and cannot extricate himself!
...I am that man!
When I was impatient and entered her body with desire!
I thought that what I called moral purity completely disappeared!
Even if I know the truth about mother-son incest between my father and mother, I can no longer blame them!
Because I did the same thing as my father...
My dissatisfaction with my mother has escalated to a level of almost hatred at this moment!
I also said such words without regard to the consequences... I don't care about the consequences anymore!
In my opinion, since she can do it, why can't I say it!
I even look forward to her fierce reaction...at worst, it's a complete turn of confrontation!
Because of this, she and I began to curse each other and then attacked... She was a ghost demon, and I was Honglian until one side fell down and died!
Even if I know that if I really fight and fight for life and death, the one who dies must be me, and I will feel that it is a complete relief!
But what I didn't expect was that my mother's body just trembled slightly and then kissed in an extremely indifferent tone for this obviously insulting and provocative tone.
Well... you guessed it again! My love with Kangmei did indeed start after he had those dreams! But the reason why Kangmei and I did that is not entirely because of the dream!
Speaking of this, my mother paused again. I was surprised that my mother's tone was calm at this moment and she did not continue to stimulate her. After a slight pause, she was able to explain to me the specific process of the relationship between her and her father!
...Axia passed away the first year! When Axia left, I was completely at a loss... You don't know how much I loved Axia at that time! Axia died, and I felt that the sky had collapsed... My father-in-law was no longer there at that time, and I seemed to feel that I had no support for myself! I couldn't stand loneliness! One day I noticed Kangmei... When I noticed him, I realized that Kangmei was almost exactly the same as Axia when she was young! I asked Kangmei to come to my room to sleep with me... Kangmei was very sensible and filial, and understood what psychological impact his father's death caused to me. I was his mother, and it seemed too cruel to refuse her mother's request! So although he started to sleep by himself after he was three years old, he still came to accompany me every night at that time as I asked, and comforted me every night!
I know what you are thinking in your mind... You can imagine your mother no matter how you imagine it, but don't put that dirty thought on the anti-Americanism! He is your father! And in comparison, you and Axia really can't compare with him! Axia had a spring Tao next to you back then. Although you broke up again and again, are there fewer women you have slept with? And I was the only one who fought against the anti-Americanism from the beginning to the end...
It was not the one who took the initiative to fight against the United States... but me! Because of the sad Ah Xia's departure, I almost regarded fighting against the United States as Ah Xia's substitute! I hugged him tightly every day... I didn't relax for a moment. I was seventeen years old when I was confused and excited. But he actually endured it for several months and never crossed the thunder pool with my mother until he started to have those dreams...
After all, the Anti-American Republic was still younger. I was far less calm than anything in any dream... The affair, killing, sex, rituals, wars in the dream...everything in the dream caused him to be severely stimulating! He was an honest child again, and he couldn't hide anything in his heart. When he had a dream, he would tell me that he first came to sleep with me to comfort me. When he started to dream, I became his psychological dependence on us, mother and son, and we became closer and closer...
Kangmei is a late-mature child... Many boys started to have nocturnal emission at the age of thirteen or fourteen. Before sleeping with me, they never experienced that until they started dreaming. Because after witnessing the sex between men and women in their dreams, they had the first experience of nocturnal emission. I hugged him, he stuck to me in a daze and rubbed my thighs, and then ejaculated... You are also a big man now, so you should know what will happen in the future
Anti-Americanism soothes my longing for Ah Xia... and unknowingly replaced Ah Xia's position in my heart! For him, I gradually changed from caring for my children to love for men, especially after discovering his nocturnal emission... How many people can control themselves after experiencing that pleasant pleasure? At the beginning, he and I were still concerned about the so-called ethics. The mother and son just touched each other and kissed me and started to help him pistol. He was vented because of this... But I couldn't control myself anymore... One day, I noticed He seemed to be quite close to a daughter in the town, and I was jealous! He took the initiative to cause trouble for him at night... Anyway, I scolded him whatever he did! He felt very wronged, and he didn't even know why my mother suddenly disliked him! He didn't know where he offended me, so he didn't dare to come to sleep with me that night, but went back to his original room, but I couldn't hold it back... Finally, I slipped to his bed... If I really want to seduce a man, who can withstand it? So, I took him off easily...
When my mother told all this, her tone was extremely dull, and everything seemed to be natural!
I opened my eyes and looked at her with my head on my side
Or maybe by the image of her tone, my originally slightly impetuous state of mind became calm at this moment...
Where is the uncle? Are you doing these with your dad? Didn’t you notice it at all? He seems to be only three years younger than his dad? He was also...
I don't know about Agami... He is a good child. Chuntao went there two years earlier than Axia. He knew that he was not my biological child. He only respected me but had no sense of attachment. He was a mother-in-law. So although he was younger than Kangmei, he was even more sensible than Kangmei. He had stronger autonomy and went to bed early after finishing his homework every day. Even if he didn't fall asleep for a while, I had some ways to make him fall asleep quickly. He didn't even know about Kangmei coming to sleep with me after Axia's death. When he woke up, Kangmei and I got up early to prepare breakfast. So he always thought that Kangmei was like him, and he slept with him...
Because I was immersed in my memories, my mother's acupressure gradually stopped
...I originally wanted to hide these things from you forever because I know that you will definitely not be able to stand it after you know. I know very well what kind of image I am in your mind now... lewd, shameless, and humble! But one thing my mother asks you, you can look down on your mother, but don't transfer this idea to Anti-American because he is my lover, my son, and your father. He has given everything for me and you and Xiaojing. I can't let him be contempt and misunderstood by you after his death! You must know that the relationship with me had already made him extremely painful and conflicted!
As my mother said that, her body trembled slightly, and two lines of crystal tears oozed out of her eyes, slowly stretched down her cheeks, and finally dripped on my face.
My mother's emotions are now dumbfounded...
I couldn't help but recall every bit of my father back then...
My father is a very talented person, humble and restrained person. Everyone who has come into contact with him almost always praises him.
At that time, I was naturally appreciated by my leaders and wanted to promote it many times and use it for him.
But for various promotions and opportunities to be transferred to a better place of work, my father chose to be humble and refuse!
After I felt it, I felt that my father seemed to be in a faint melancholy during his lifetime.
It now seems that the causes of father's behavior that seems difficult to understand to outsiders are all derived from incest relationship with his mother
And at this moment, when I was facing the same situation as my father, I finally understood his psychological state at that time
It was a kind of guilt towards grandfather and self-blame for one's own behavior out of morality...
I slowly supported myself and sat up, and my mother showed a shocked expression at my current actions.
I shook my head
I can understand my father's feelings! I have never looked down on him or despised him. Without him, how could I have been there? What I don't understand is... It's happened to you and Dad once, why did the same thing to me again? Don't you think that between you and me is now in chaos... I don't know how to describe it, but I can't continue to say this.
I didn't notice some subtle psychological changes that my mother had accidentally revealed in her expression at this moment
But her next words made me speechless for a moment!
You don't blame the beauty for resisting... As for me... Mom is a ghost demon! Not a human... Do you think the morality and ethics of human beings! Mom needs to abide by it and care about it? Mom loves someone, do you still need to worry about who he is? Of course, you want to express your love, just do whatever you want!
You know, I just calmed down from the unimaginable abnormal psychology and emotional fluctuations.
Even though I have recovered a certain normal mindset, I am still in a state of insufficient brain
Facing this obvious strange and strange theory, I was almost stunned
...Do you want to put the responsibility of our mother to have sex alone? You are not good at it. Your girlfriend found one after another. What kind of bad girl on the street are you looking for? Zhang Lu? Even among the green tea bitches on the streets now, she is one of the rarest men! Do you know how many men she had to do with when you fell in love with her? You didn't pay attention, I have calculated it for you... eleven! Finally, she missed her own chess and turned her belly bigger during the time you went out for an interview. I know that although you were careless, you are not stupid. I can hide it. You finally found the unlucky guy named Liu as the takeover knight. If that wasn't the case, God knows how many cuckolds you have in your head now? In addition, do you know the relationship between her and her son now? If you want to marry her, that little bastard can add another one to you!
Next is the Liao Xiaoqian... Zhang Lu is a bitch, but she has some taste! Men should be of a lower grade, and she doesn't touch them! Liao Xiaoqian is just a bitch who can stick her butt out with a bone... Do you know how many men have slept with her before you met her? In her leather factory, she crawled over her bed for a hundred yuan. She could lick the man's butt trunk clean... That is, you fool, you still think she is a country girl, simple and motivated, and can endure hardships because her family is poor.You can understand greed for money, vanity and other things! I also told you that when the girl in the leather factory, you wanted to find any other girl, it was much better than her, but you even took her to her... You don't know, at that time, I saw it and was anxious! If such a woman really became your wife, your future son might be another strict path! If you didn't know how to live within your means in terms of finances and do everything according to what she said, she would think you were on guard against her.I hurriedly took over my property and ran away. I will definitely attack her the day before you and her got the marriage certificate. How could she let her go out for so many years? And it was not enough for her to harm you once. When she came back to plot against my jewelry, she also revealed your information to Li Yong, and almost let the Dongfang brothers and sisters slip away from you and Liangyi! I won't kill her in the end... Do you know what the result will be after the Dongfang brothers and sisters escape? Even if Liangyi finds someone to lie for you,If you can't catch the real murderer and all kinds of evidence point to you and the German guy, the old fox Zhao Yongyi might have to push you as a shield to pay the job! If you want to get in for this matter, what else can you do in your life? Could it be that he really changed his career to a gangster with A Guang? She almost ruined your entire life, and with Li Yong and others, they did many things that were unreasonable! If I can still let a woman like her continue to live in this world, that is, the law of nature is not tolerated!
And Qin Yuan... In general, this girl is not bad! I have never deceived you, nor have I thought about what it really hurts you... But she is a lily! She also wants to be a normal woman, and she is trying to change herself with a man, but I don't understand why you bumped into her in the end? When you and Qin Yuan were together, I knew you couldn't make it, but I was somewhat relieved. At least in my opinion, why did Qin Yatou be a little more reliable than the first two you found... After dividing up, I will continue to work hard to find a more suitable one! But II never expected that... I would be like that when you broke up with Qin Yatou! I went to visit a prostitute on the day of my breakup... and then I didn't even touch a woman for three years. You didn't know that I was almost stupid at that time... Xiaojing always wanted to get married in the future. The water splashed by the married daughter was the only blood left by the anti-American. If you want to get a wife for the rest of your life, you will never be able to get a wife for the rest of your life. Without descendants, how can you let me be worthy of the anti-American? What face do you have to be worthy of the anti-American everything you have done for this family?
Seeing you like this, I tried every means to create several suitable girls who meet you. You are so good... All opportunities have been wasted for me! Xu Yue's girl is on the same floor as your editorial department, and you are so ok... You just need to use a little snack and take it seriously, and marry her home and give birth to you for children. That girl is really good. Although she is a bit loving, she is kind-hearted and can cook and do housework. She looks good, has a good figure, has a fitness coach, is healthy, has a big butt, and looks good or a virgin. She looks so good now... But why did you do this for me? Fools should understand what she means, but you are so good. She pretends to be a saint in front of that girl! In the end, I asked my mother to design to make you drunk, so you were confused... Well... that...
My mother's words made me dizzy. It was not until she finally said that and raised Xu Yue that I suddenly realized something... I remembered that in the three years after I broke up with Qin Yuan, I did meet several pretty good girls by chance, but at that time, because I was afraid of breaking up again, I took an evasive attitude in the face of possible relationships and failed to further contact and contact with those girls.
Now that my mother said this, I finally understood the trick.
When she mentioned Xu Yue, my eyes couldn't help but glared round
My mother finally noticed the change in my expression. She hurriedly wanted to change her words and talk about him, but she was interrupted by me.
Damn, can you say that the real purpose of your meeting and date with Sun Cong was to deliberately anger me and make me drunk and then... By the way, when I went to Xu Yue that night, although I was drunk and confused, I always felt like someone secretly peeking out of the window and watching me outside at that time was you!
...Don't, don't think randomly! What peeks? What surveillance? Mom can't control your thoughts, let alone control your every move. You put on Xu Ya. That's because you are drunk and impulsive! It has nothing to do with Mom... Mom is talking while moving her body back
You, you are too much... Just plot against me! Who told you to be my mother? Even though I knew you were plotting against you, I could do nothing to you, but you even plotted against Xu Yue... She is a virgin Ah! You thought that if she wanted to find a man who cares about this, then life in the future would definitely not be better. Can you do this like this? I almost instinctively pasted my mother in front of my mother and said in front of me.
What's this or that? I feel sorry for the girl Xu, so just marry her home as a wife! Don't tell my mother that you plan to leave this formal marriage to Guanxue and those girls Yonghui? They won't cuckold you in the future. After all, you are Honglian. You are so full that they can't even go out to get out and get along. But because they followed the experience of the surname Zhu in the past... It's not suitable to be the genuine wife of our Yan family... The mother finally showed a little panic at this moment. While sitting backwards, she lay on the ground in a daze.
And I rushed to her without caring about it in excitement
With this pounce, she and I immediately fell into an extremely awkward position.
We looked at each other, and our eyes were completely intertwined.
Before we knew it, the heartbeat of both mother and son began to accelerate, and their breathing gradually became rapid.
While swallowing, my mother stuck out her tongue and licked her lips. Even this casual natural action conveyed a fatal temptation at all times...
...Mom, Mom doesn't mean anything else, just want to find a good wife for you, but you don't care about that...Mom really has no choice but to use Zhou Jingyi's identity. Mom thinks that maybe you can approach you with this identity, and then give you some tips on you, let you learn how to please other girls and how to pursue others. Mom obviously noticed my abnormal psychological state at the moment, worried that my emotions would be excited again, and my original eloquence actually started to stutter
Unfortunately, when she realized this, it was too late...
I remember clearly... On behalf of your company and the editorial department, you went to the hotel with me on the day of meeting with me and opened the room! In the room... you did it for me, did it for oral sex, and gave me a promise. Every time you did a column, you would accompany me to the hotel to open a room! Is this what you call a guide? My emotions finally became excited, and my speech became unscrupulous.
...Well, don't you know that you haven't met a woman or a woman for a long time? Mom is a person who has experienced it... Male, men have to not do that for a long time, and that's not, maybe they will get seriously ill. Maybe they will become psychopathic from now on. You are the baby of your mother. Mom knows how you have survived in the past few years. Mom is afraid that you will have something to do if you continue, so she thought of taking that opportunity to solve it for you. Moreover, the request for going to the hotel is that the mother you asked for was just following the trend...
Please don’t follow me this!
I started yelling at her, and then, unknowingly, exposed a huge secret that I once wanted to hide in my heart forever, a secret that I had never truly realized before, a secret that I extremely rejected and despised myself for this, but it always exists in my mind!
...Do you think when Zhang Lu and I were together, I didn't know that she had an affair with other men? You were wrong... I knew it long ago! Yes, I don't know how many men she has outside and who it is, but I knew the relationship between her and other men from the beginning! I didn't expose her, the reason is very simple... She and I were just playing friends at that time, and we didn't get a marriage certificate! For me or me, she is just a shortlist in another column of the marriage certificate! She can secretly change men to bed every day, but I can leave her at any time! I am really sad and sad when she broke up with meIt's been a while, but after that, it's over. I've never held a grudge against her. If you can tolerate each other, you can't do it together. Just break up. Besides, I'm not as smart as you think... She is smarter than you think. I'm afraid she's aware that I love her for a limited amount of love. Because of the limited, I'm definitely unable to tolerate taking over the child in her belly. So she chose the guy named Liu, because that guy loves her more than me. You think the men in this world are fools. I bet that her current man probably knows or suspects that the boy is not his own, but her man tolerate it because he loves Zhang Lu!
I know that Liao Xiaoqian is greedy, vanity, and slutty... I know that she and the heads and directors of the leather factory have been sleeping! After falling in love, even if I don’t want to inquire, there will naturally be people who secretly reveal to me through various channels and ways. They are not someone else, but the coworkers and sisters you mentioned before. They are better than Liao Xiaoqian, but how noble is the behavior of making trouble behind the scenes? I have loved Liao Xiaoqian, but that love is also limited.As for the reason, it is the same as Zhang Lu. If you can be together, you can't break up! I never thought that I would really suppress all my emotions for her! After she ran away, I asked about her whereabouts. It had nothing to do with feelings. It just wanted to get back some things she took because it did not belong to her, or even me, but to grandma, the grandma who worked hard, pulled me up with shit and urine! Those things were my longing for grandma, which could make me recall my beautiful childhood...
My mother's pupils expanded unconsciously... My eyes couldn't help but seep out of tears, but there was no idea of stopping venting.
At this moment, I just want to shake out everything hidden in my heart and buried...
... Qin Yuan has a homosexual tendency, and I noticed it from the first day I knew her! If I couldn't tell, my reporter was useless! I finally chose to fall in love with her without any other... I was very relaxed with her, after all, her personality is a man! Isn't there a joke now? If it weren't for the sake of inheritance, men would actually be more willing to live with men! Because of Zhang Lu and Liao Xiaoqian, I felt tired. Falling with Qin Yuan was more like meeting a generous buddy. I knew... Because I also had a hint of luck, maybe I could really help her reverse the errors in her physiological orientation. She fell in love with me. She was serious and devoted herself to it. While hoping to change herself, she was really trying to get a love and marriage! In contrast, I was the one who was half-hearted because I was with her andThere is actually no difference between Zhang Lu and Liao Xiaoqian during their relationship. I have a quarrel about success or failure. After she took the initiative to break up, I was indeed hit hard... But that was more because of self-blame. If I had not been in a casual attitude during her relationship, but worked hard to manage that relationship and sleep with her, I would not just solve my own physical needs, but cooperate with her seriously and let her experience the pleasure of women in that aspect. Maybe she could really become a real woman. My laziness in relationships hurt her... She married me and may not be able to get a happy marriage, and maybe she would still have divorced and broken up, but she would obviously not pursue spiritual liberation in faith like she did later, nor would she end up like she did! In this way, I am really sorry for her!
...As a result of breaking up with Qin Yuan, I finally realized a problem, that is, I have never really thought about going over and having a relationship and pursuing a love! The root cause of all this is 20 years ago, on the night when my grandmother and father passed away, I hid under the bed and saw the perfect woman's body!
Speaking of this, I finally felt like a complete relief!
I turned over and lay beside my mother, muttering to myself and saying the most secret thing in my heart...
...That was the first time I saw a woman's naked body. It was also the most perfect naked body I have ever seen so far... I never knew that a woman's body could be so beautiful and beautiful... I was really fascinated by that body! With such a beautiful body, what should that woman look like?
I used to think that women's bodies are like that... But after I started to sleep with women, I was completely disappointed... I slept with countless women, but no woman has that kind of perfect body and imperfect woman, so don't... I think so! Because I had already regarded the naked body I saw that night as my standard for my future partner! I was ashamed and painful because of this... I think the owner of that body took away my father's life, but I was desperate and crazy about that body...
...You saw me at that time! My mother turned her body and gently pressed her on me, and carefully reminded her
...I know now! But I didn't know at that time... I responded to my mother's reminder like a reflex, but then I continued to follow my own thinking.
...Not to say that I met the standards... I didn't even see me, so how could I devote everything to my women who didn't meet my psychological expectations? Going to bed with them is just to vent my basic physiological needs... While selfish, I was pursuing the perfect woman in my memory who was almost fantasy because compared to her, other women were rubbish... After leaving Qin Yuan, I finally understood this! Continue to look for other girls, if the other party can't achieve my psychological point of view, which is simply impossible to achieve.After all, I can’t raise any interest. If I do, it’s not a love relationship, it’s just that I’m playing with feelings. It’s me immoral! This reason made me give up the opportunities afterwards... Xu Yue is a good girl. Of course I know, but she is also too far from my unrealistic indicators! How could I continue to harm her? Hurt her feelings and destroy her longing for love and marriage? I have confirmed that I am a scumbag... But I also have my principles and bottom line! Because I don’t want to be condemned more conscience in the future!
While telling all this, I suddenly realized that it was not until this moment that I truly recognized myself!
I have figured out my true attitude towards love and desire!
Afterwards... a woman named Zhou Jingyi appeared! I don't know why I said such words in such a tone that was almost a bystander, but I obviously felt my mother trembling slightly because of this.
The appearance of this woman ignited my last expectation... because she was so beautiful! She was so beautiful enough to match the perfect figure in my memory! I don’t know if she was used to it or intentionally, she gave me enough hints when she first dated... For me, it was an opportunity. I made a wrong request and she actually agreed... In the hotel, I finally saw the perfect body I dreamed of...
Difficulty, did you guess it at that time? My mother's body shivered violently
I shook my head hard
...How is that possible? You think too much... The perfect body twenty years ago only exists in my memory, and the memory is always hazy to me. I can't even confirm whether it is a reality or a dream for a long time! That time in the hotel, I only confirmed one fact: finally a woman met the standard! Then, I finally started to pursue a woman with all my heart! For this woman, I can give everything I have... Even if I know that I have poor conditions and are not worthy, I still do it! In order to pursue her, I can tolerate a lot... Whether she goes to bed with other men or flirt with other men to pistol the other in front of me... I will be jealous and angry! But when I realize that she does have the idea of being with me, nothing matters! Because I realize that I really fall in love with her, because I love her, as long as she is willing to be with me, I seem to be able to bear any excessive behavior!
My mother slowly lay on me and looked at me again
Ah, Aping... I'm sorry, mom is really sorry! I really didn't expect that everything that happened that night would have such serious consequences for you! Mom really regrets it now, and didn't bring you and Xiaojing with you at that time...
I reached out my hand and slowly pushed my mother away from her body, and then supported her to sit up straight from the ground.
My mother looked at me and suddenly said: Maybe there is something that can make you a little happy. The middleman who went to bed with me did not really possess me. Just like the first time, I just explained him with my hands... I said that in my body, only three men from the Yan family have entered. Mom is not a slutty woman who can do the best...
I looked at my mother tightly and said coldly: What you mean is that as long as you have never entered your body, giving someone a blowjob or a pistol, it is not considered a betrayal of the Yan family men, right? Kissing, holding hands, hugging, and touching others is all ordinary etiquette, right?
My mother's face changed and changed, obviously speechless, and then she suddenly said: Just let you have sex with other women, just let your grandpa have me and I marry a second wife, I can't even let others touch my hair... The middleman won't say anything. That time, you watched what the man and I were doing. You didn't come out to stop me at that time, and you are right now... right? I was very bored and annoyed at that time, and wanted to find a man to vent. What's wrong with it?
I suddenly became angry and said loudly: You are so bored, your painting is deliberately snatched away by others. When selling paintings that are destined to be snatched away by others, you actually slept with a man who knew he was plotting against you... and then after being snatched, you were so bored that you had oral sex with other men in the discotheque and had a pistol... You used to be Zhou Jingyi, so I won't say anything, but you are my mother, the Nine-Turn Ghost Demon who controls everything... If you do this, is he playing with me?
My mother looked at me quietly and suddenly started to laugh, smiling brightly. Looking at the happy smile on her face, I even felt a sense of terror, but I felt inexplicably expectant and waiting in my heart
Since you all know that I am the Nine-turn Yin Demon, do you still think that everything you see is true Ah? Zhou Jingyi smiled and said: Like you said, I deliberately wanted to let the painting be taken away by someone. How could a strange middleman take advantage of it? I naturally had a sense of the red lotus karma fire in your body. In order to stimulate you and to make our relationship go further, when I felt that you came to me, I created an illusion. The middleman you saw was just a pillow on the bed in the hotel... Have you not noticed that he had never said a word from beginning to end? Even when you knocked open the door and came in, I was telling you to get out... But after you left the hotel, your infatuated look really made my mother very worried, for fear that you would do something stupid... Fortunately, I met your friend... I was just relieved that she had been protecting your mother secretly...
A constant depression in my heart seemed to suddenly break. I looked at my mother hesitantly and asked suspiciously: Really?
My mother said happily: Of course it is true. I lied to you and had no money to take it. You said, the middleman really had sex with me, and he was willing to betray me? Is your mother so uncharacteristic?
I believe my mother said this. Her beautiful face and temperament can conquer almost any man. There is really no man who can betray her after going to bed with her... I can't even myself... And Zhou Jingyi showed her worst side in front of me at that time
I asked carefully: That time in the disco?
My mother looked at me helplessly and shook her head and said: You are such a pig-brained Ah. That man fought with others in the bar. He was so fucking so hard. Suddenly, his clothes were neatly in the back alley with me, and his clothes were not buttoned off, and there weren't even scars on his face. You thought it was a movie Ah, and there was a makeup artist Ah... I just wanted to see if you really fell in love with me, so I deliberately used illusion to create that scene to stimulate you, and fantasize about the sweetness when you came out to stop me... Okay, the end of this is, I was really depressed... Is my mother really so uncharacteristic in your eyes... Or are you really a pervert?
After looking at me, my mother sighed and said: Later, I dare not use illusions to stimulate you, for fear of causing something amazing... The result is that you have an excuse for these two stimulations. Even if you are with me and have sex with other women, you are very calm... I was even jealous and sad for your grandfather to take a concubine for half of his life, so I have a knot in my heart and then moved to your father. You are so good, and I surprise my mother one after another... Do you think I am such a big-bellied woman?
I looked at my mother suspiciously and said: Aren’t those women all you stuffed to me?
I'm so tired that I gave my man a little Ah... My mother scolded angrily, and then said helplessly: But, I know that the illusion was a bit too much when I played the trick twice. You had a knot in your heart, and my mother didn't know how to help you untie it, so I could only not stimulate you again... Don't think that my mother was just acting in front of you. When I was Zhou Jingyi, I showed my true feelings and was really dating you... Alas... I won't talk about the hotel that time, and the disco that time, I really tied up myself. I believe in your love for me too much
I still looked at my mother with some doubts. Seeing the obvious doubts in my eyes, my mother sighed and said: I know, you are not that easy to coax. Then I groped on the ground, picked up a branch, placed it flat in front of me, stroked it with my hands, muttering something in my mouth. Then, after a squirt of white mist, I was surprised to see that a naked man was already lying on the ground. Look at it, it was exactly the same as the middle man.
However, in order not to stimulate me, Zhou Jingyi obviously weakened the illusion. Although this middleman has a complete face and neat limbs, there is nothing in the middle of his body, like a plastic model in the mall.
The mother's hand stroked again, and the man turned back to the branch. Then, she stood up the branch, and then the white mist appeared again. The handsome man in the discotheque appeared out of thin air, kissing and touching the air with an intoxicated look on his face, obviously reenacting the scene of that day...
The white mist dissipated, and I saw that there was already a slight sweat on Zhou Jingyi's face. Obviously, she was not so relaxed when she used the illusion twice in a row.
Sure enough, my mother said: The branches are too small and it takes a lot of effort. In the hotel, but the pillow is a big mop in the disco...
I widened my eyes and said in horror: You mean, you were in the back alley at that time, and you were giving a mop oral sex? Then you asked the mop to have a blowjob with you? Finally, you gave a handjob to the mop?
My mother stared at me in a daze, and she felt embarrassed when she saw me. She said slowly: Are you really a pig? I used illusion, and I had to use illusion while doing movements? Do you think I was holding a pillow mop and playing pantomime Ah?
I suddenly realized and said in surprise: Are you talking about the two you in the hotel and the back alley?
Nonsense, you and I have slept with you. How many pillows are there in the double bed in the hotel? How many mops are there in the back alley of the disco? My mother said angrily
Of course there are two pillows on the double bed. It’s such a big disco, and in the back alley, there is of course more than one mop…
At this moment, I suddenly felt an indescribable feeling of ease
Because I finally released all the depression and secrets hidden deep in my heart...
But I still asked unwillingly: What about you and Sun Cong? Why are you hugging each other again, holding hands for others to show? I don’t believe it. If it wasn’t intentional, what would Zhang Lu see?
Don't be unreasonable, is it okay? Sun Cong has the information I want. He and I often go out to discuss information. As for holding hands and waist, what about holding hands and waist... He has been chasing me for so long, and it is also me who will lead him step by step into this dangerous place where life and death are uncertain. Whether it is for acting or sympathy, let him have more courage to live, or, less guilt, you don't have to be so nitpicking, right? I and him said it very clearly that night. Didn't you eavesdrop on the side? I just told you on purpose. My mother sighed and said:Knowing that you are too slutty, I dare to stimulate you again? I said that in my body, I only accepted the three men of the Yan family, whether in my hands, mouth, or under... Of course, behind you, you were forced to leave... Now, when you hear that your mother is not a real slut, are you comfortable? Understand? Don't complain? Do you still think that incest with your mother is a unclean thing?
I pondered for a moment, finally sighed, and said: Incest is incest... It happened? Can you change anything else? Have you seen less these days? If no one knows, what should I do? If no one knows it, what should I do! No one will say that Boss Li's death was an accident. If he didn't die, he would probably not terminate the incest relationship with Aunt Lu now. Forget it... I really forget... you don't need to feel sorry for me... I can understand your thoughts at that time. It's more appropriate and safer than following you! You are also for my own good... Just like you said, it's nothing to have incest with you! You are the Nine-turn Yin Demon... You are your freedom to have sex with whom you are, no one can care about it! And I... It seems that it's different from normal humans. What kind of ethics, if you think too much, it's just to make yourself feel uncomfortable. This is what I think...
When my mother heard me say this, she looked full of surprise and lay in front of me and confirmed again: Did you really understand?
I nodded casually
I really figured it out! Otherwise, what else can I do? Kill you? You are my mother, I can't do this, and I don't seem to beat you, right? Or maybe I committed suicide? I had this idea before, but suicide hurts. In the past few months, I have survived again and twice. Every time I survive, I cherish my life even more. If it weren't for not being dead, I would definitely not have asked for death. Are you still worried about this?
Hearing this, my mother nodded subconsciously
But then I quickly shook my head...
I stretched my body lazily and looked at my mother and said: ...Now, I want to know a lot! I hope you don't hide anything from me anymore. I want to know what you did for? Why do you want the Nine Dings? And what happened to our Yan family before? As you wish, I now call your mother... I feel more casual in calling you this way. Now that we are like this, we are already like this, do we still need to hide something?
My attitude at this moment is obviously beyond my mother's expectations
Her eyes were surprised at first, and after showing a thoughtful look, she replied calmly.
Mom must get the Nine Cauldrons! The reason has been told before... Mom needs to get truly eternal life and supreme divine power! Only in this way can mom get rid of all the bonds in the world and obtain eternal life of the Pure Land! For this reason, mom needs your help! You are the only baby son of mom, everything you get, and you will also get! That kind of bliss and beauty is absolutely unimaginable to you now!
I stared into my mother's eyes, and analyzed the content of my mother's words at the moment in my mind, and asked: ...Can it be explained more clearly or more detailed?
My mother did not answer my question, but took the initiative to pull my arm and stood up.
...Mom takes you to see some things, where is Xia Jiang?
My mother asked lightly, and when she talked about Yan Jing's specific reaction in her dream, she should have thought of Yan Jing's panicked and cute look at that time, and a little nostalgic meaning appeared on her face.
After crying, my mood gradually calmed down, but my whole mind was as blank as
After hearing my mother's inquiry, she replied mechanically: I've done it... I started a few months ago and dreamed several times intermittently, but I haven't dreamed of anything new in the past month.
...Did it just started a few months ago? Alas... While my mother sighed, her fingers gently pressed the top of my head, as if she was massaged for me, and as if she hoped that I would be able to calm down in this way
I didn't reject my mother's actions because it was really comfortable
The physical comfort more or less eliminates some of my mental and mental anxiety
Can you tell me what you dreamed of? Mother continued to ask
The sun shines brightly outside the cave, but the sunlight seems extremely dazzling to me at this time
After confirming my mother's true identity, I somehow developed a serious fear of light!
Maybe I instinctively think that the relationship between me and my mother is shameful and shameful.
For this reason, I hope that I and my mother can be in a dark and quiet environment
But I couldn't make such suggestions or requests to my mother, so I simply closed my eyes and recalled the content of my series of dreams, and told the plot in the dream in a stiff tone
Where did you dream? Well, do you know who the baby girl is now? After listening to me, my mother asked a new question
I squirmed my lips and finally responded
That guy once called you the Nine-Turn Ghost Demon... The baby girl was born after nine boardings in the Nine-Turn Ghost Demon... Is it you?
My mother quickly responded to my uncertain replies.
You are right... the baby girl that appears in your dream is the mother! The dreams you have are all the memories and experiences of your mother. In addition, because the mother was originally a ghost demon produced in the noble lady's body, the memories of the noble lady are also completely preserved in the mother's mind. The reason why you have those dreams is because these memories are engraved into your brain after you are born and then displayed in the form of a dream. Right, that noble lady is in a sense, the mother of the mother. Do you know who she is?
...Xia Ji? Although I thought that the romantic woman who experienced tragic experiences in my dreams should be the famous Xia Ji in history, it was just my personal guess and conjecture after all
Therefore, when I was telling my mother my last dream, I did not arbitrarily put the name of Xia Ji on the noble lady, just called her noble lady. When my mother asked, I immediately told me that I had always judged her identity.
Huh... Mother took a deep breath
You guessed it right! Mom's mother is Xia Ji...
The young warrior who resurrected after committing suicide is Xia Nan! Although shemale is different, we are all born from Xia Ji's body. Xia Nan and I should be some kind of special sibling relationship... Well, I forgot that you have a wide range of knowledge now. You should have judged the identities and origins of the characters in the dream for a long time. I shouldn't have to explain too much about you. You have these dreams, and it seems that you didn't react too much! It seems that it's more appropriate to have this dream as older... When Anti-American and Xiaojing had that dream, you didn't know how much energy it took to comfort them! And the reason why I resisted Anti-American...
Speaking of this, my mother paused, she obviously realized something
But I closed my eyes and coldly and cruelly revealed the topic that my mother wanted to avoid!
It was because of this dream that your dad and you started to have mother-son incest?
At this time, I already knew the relationship between my mother and me, Yan Jing, father Yan Kangmei, and grandfather Yan Xia!
I felt angry at this chaos and complex relationship, and even more felt an unbearable disgust!
While I sorted out this relationship in my family, I was full of malicious contempt for the initiator who directly caused all this chaos!
At this moment, I finally couldn't help but feel contempt and took this opportunity to burst out... In fact, for me, after seeing several couples of mothers and sons who had an incest relationship, I already had a general sense of incest!
But after her mother had an incest relationship with her son, the father Yan Kangmei, she had another physical relationship with me, the second son who was both a son and a grandson!
This is the fact that I cannot accept...
Yan Jing and I are the product of my mother and father's incest against the United States and mother... In my opinion, no matter what kind of incompetence exists between my father and mother!
Yan Jing and I are always innocent... As children, no one can choose their parents and their origins.
My mother and father are morally immoral, Yan Jing and I can always maintain our own purity!
Maybe I will feel psychologically inferior because of my background, but I will never bear the unbearable and overwhelmed moral shackles like I am now.
And all my dissatisfaction with my mother comes from the physical and substantial relationship between her and me!
I felt an indescribable sense of grievance!
I think I am innocent... When I went to bed with my mother, I didn't know that she was my mother!
But she knew it, she should know better than anyone else that I am her son, her biological son!
But she actually completed the process of intercourse with me half-heartedly...
The first real sex process with her came up in my mind
I suddenly understood the true meaning of her words at that time!
Are you sure you want to go in? Once you go in... you may never go out!
At that time, I thought that her words were just to increase the atmosphere on the scene and increase the lust between men and women!
And now I finally understood that she knew what the relationship between the man who was about to have sex with her was with her.
She set a trap for the man, and once the man enters that trap, he will be completely trapped in it and cannot extricate himself!
...I am that man!
When I was impatient and entered her body with desire!
I thought that what I called moral purity completely disappeared!
Even if I know the truth about mother-son incest between my father and mother, I can no longer blame them!
Because I did the same thing as my father...
My dissatisfaction with my mother has escalated to a level of almost hatred at this moment!
I also said such words without regard to the consequences... I don't care about the consequences anymore!
In my opinion, since she can do it, why can't I say it!
I even look forward to her fierce reaction...at worst, it's a complete turn of confrontation!
Because of this, she and I began to curse each other and then attacked... She was a ghost demon, and I was Honglian until one side fell down and died!
Even if I know that if I really fight and fight for life and death, the one who dies must be me, and I will feel that it is a complete relief!
But what I didn't expect was that my mother's body just trembled slightly and then kissed in an extremely indifferent tone for this obviously insulting and provocative tone.
Well... you guessed it again! My love with Kangmei did indeed start after he had those dreams! But the reason why Kangmei and I did that is not entirely because of the dream!
Speaking of this, my mother paused again. I was surprised that my mother's tone was calm at this moment and she did not continue to stimulate her. After a slight pause, she was able to explain to me the specific process of the relationship between her and her father!
...Axia passed away the first year! When Axia left, I was completely at a loss... You don't know how much I loved Axia at that time! Axia died, and I felt that the sky had collapsed... My father-in-law was no longer there at that time, and I seemed to feel that I had no support for myself! I couldn't stand loneliness! One day I noticed Kangmei... When I noticed him, I realized that Kangmei was almost exactly the same as Axia when she was young! I asked Kangmei to come to my room to sleep with me... Kangmei was very sensible and filial, and understood what psychological impact his father's death caused to me. I was his mother, and it seemed too cruel to refuse her mother's request! So although he started to sleep by himself after he was three years old, he still came to accompany me every night at that time as I asked, and comforted me every night!
I know what you are thinking in your mind... You can imagine your mother no matter how you imagine it, but don't put that dirty thought on the anti-Americanism! He is your father! And in comparison, you and Axia really can't compare with him! Axia had a spring Tao next to you back then. Although you broke up again and again, are there fewer women you have slept with? And I was the only one who fought against the anti-Americanism from the beginning to the end...
It was not the one who took the initiative to fight against the United States... but me! Because of the sad Ah Xia's departure, I almost regarded fighting against the United States as Ah Xia's substitute! I hugged him tightly every day... I didn't relax for a moment. I was seventeen years old when I was confused and excited. But he actually endured it for several months and never crossed the thunder pool with my mother until he started to have those dreams...
After all, the Anti-American Republic was still younger. I was far less calm than anything in any dream... The affair, killing, sex, rituals, wars in the dream...everything in the dream caused him to be severely stimulating! He was an honest child again, and he couldn't hide anything in his heart. When he had a dream, he would tell me that he first came to sleep with me to comfort me. When he started to dream, I became his psychological dependence on us, mother and son, and we became closer and closer...
Kangmei is a late-mature child... Many boys started to have nocturnal emission at the age of thirteen or fourteen. Before sleeping with me, they never experienced that until they started dreaming. Because after witnessing the sex between men and women in their dreams, they had the first experience of nocturnal emission. I hugged him, he stuck to me in a daze and rubbed my thighs, and then ejaculated... You are also a big man now, so you should know what will happen in the future
Anti-Americanism soothes my longing for Ah Xia... and unknowingly replaced Ah Xia's position in my heart! For him, I gradually changed from caring for my children to love for men, especially after discovering his nocturnal emission... How many people can control themselves after experiencing that pleasant pleasure? At the beginning, he and I were still concerned about the so-called ethics. The mother and son just touched each other and kissed me and started to help him pistol. He was vented because of this... But I couldn't control myself anymore... One day, I noticed He seemed to be quite close to a daughter in the town, and I was jealous! He took the initiative to cause trouble for him at night... Anyway, I scolded him whatever he did! He felt very wronged, and he didn't even know why my mother suddenly disliked him! He didn't know where he offended me, so he didn't dare to come to sleep with me that night, but went back to his original room, but I couldn't hold it back... Finally, I slipped to his bed... If I really want to seduce a man, who can withstand it? So, I took him off easily...
When my mother told all this, her tone was extremely dull, and everything seemed to be natural!
I opened my eyes and looked at her with my head on my side
Or maybe by the image of her tone, my originally slightly impetuous state of mind became calm at this moment...
Where is the uncle? Are you doing these with your dad? Didn’t you notice it at all? He seems to be only three years younger than his dad? He was also...
I don't know about Agami... He is a good child. Chuntao went there two years earlier than Axia. He knew that he was not my biological child. He only respected me but had no sense of attachment. He was a mother-in-law. So although he was younger than Kangmei, he was even more sensible than Kangmei. He had stronger autonomy and went to bed early after finishing his homework every day. Even if he didn't fall asleep for a while, I had some ways to make him fall asleep quickly. He didn't even know about Kangmei coming to sleep with me after Axia's death. When he woke up, Kangmei and I got up early to prepare breakfast. So he always thought that Kangmei was like him, and he slept with him...
Because I was immersed in my memories, my mother's acupressure gradually stopped
...I originally wanted to hide these things from you forever because I know that you will definitely not be able to stand it after you know. I know very well what kind of image I am in your mind now... lewd, shameless, and humble! But one thing my mother asks you, you can look down on your mother, but don't transfer this idea to Anti-American because he is my lover, my son, and your father. He has given everything for me and you and Xiaojing. I can't let him be contempt and misunderstood by you after his death! You must know that the relationship with me had already made him extremely painful and conflicted!
As my mother said that, her body trembled slightly, and two lines of crystal tears oozed out of her eyes, slowly stretched down her cheeks, and finally dripped on my face.
My mother's emotions are now dumbfounded...
I couldn't help but recall every bit of my father back then...
My father is a very talented person, humble and restrained person. Everyone who has come into contact with him almost always praises him.
At that time, I was naturally appreciated by my leaders and wanted to promote it many times and use it for him.
But for various promotions and opportunities to be transferred to a better place of work, my father chose to be humble and refuse!
After I felt it, I felt that my father seemed to be in a faint melancholy during his lifetime.
It now seems that the causes of father's behavior that seems difficult to understand to outsiders are all derived from incest relationship with his mother
And at this moment, when I was facing the same situation as my father, I finally understood his psychological state at that time
It was a kind of guilt towards grandfather and self-blame for one's own behavior out of morality...
I slowly supported myself and sat up, and my mother showed a shocked expression at my current actions.
I shook my head
I can understand my father's feelings! I have never looked down on him or despised him. Without him, how could I have been there? What I don't understand is... It's happened to you and Dad once, why did the same thing to me again? Don't you think that between you and me is now in chaos... I don't know how to describe it, but I can't continue to say this.
I didn't notice some subtle psychological changes that my mother had accidentally revealed in her expression at this moment
But her next words made me speechless for a moment!
You don't blame the beauty for resisting... As for me... Mom is a ghost demon! Not a human... Do you think the morality and ethics of human beings! Mom needs to abide by it and care about it? Mom loves someone, do you still need to worry about who he is? Of course, you want to express your love, just do whatever you want!
You know, I just calmed down from the unimaginable abnormal psychology and emotional fluctuations.
Even though I have recovered a certain normal mindset, I am still in a state of insufficient brain
Facing this obvious strange and strange theory, I was almost stunned
...Do you want to put the responsibility of our mother to have sex alone? You are not good at it. Your girlfriend found one after another. What kind of bad girl on the street are you looking for? Zhang Lu? Even among the green tea bitches on the streets now, she is one of the rarest men! Do you know how many men she had to do with when you fell in love with her? You didn't pay attention, I have calculated it for you... eleven! Finally, she missed her own chess and turned her belly bigger during the time you went out for an interview. I know that although you were careless, you are not stupid. I can hide it. You finally found the unlucky guy named Liu as the takeover knight. If that wasn't the case, God knows how many cuckolds you have in your head now? In addition, do you know the relationship between her and her son now? If you want to marry her, that little bastard can add another one to you!
Next is the Liao Xiaoqian... Zhang Lu is a bitch, but she has some taste! Men should be of a lower grade, and she doesn't touch them! Liao Xiaoqian is just a bitch who can stick her butt out with a bone... Do you know how many men have slept with her before you met her? In her leather factory, she crawled over her bed for a hundred yuan. She could lick the man's butt trunk clean... That is, you fool, you still think she is a country girl, simple and motivated, and can endure hardships because her family is poor.You can understand greed for money, vanity and other things! I also told you that when the girl in the leather factory, you wanted to find any other girl, it was much better than her, but you even took her to her... You don't know, at that time, I saw it and was anxious! If such a woman really became your wife, your future son might be another strict path! If you didn't know how to live within your means in terms of finances and do everything according to what she said, she would think you were on guard against her.I hurriedly took over my property and ran away. I will definitely attack her the day before you and her got the marriage certificate. How could she let her go out for so many years? And it was not enough for her to harm you once. When she came back to plot against my jewelry, she also revealed your information to Li Yong, and almost let the Dongfang brothers and sisters slip away from you and Liangyi! I won't kill her in the end... Do you know what the result will be after the Dongfang brothers and sisters escape? Even if Liangyi finds someone to lie for you,If you can't catch the real murderer and all kinds of evidence point to you and the German guy, the old fox Zhao Yongyi might have to push you as a shield to pay the job! If you want to get in for this matter, what else can you do in your life? Could it be that he really changed his career to a gangster with A Guang? She almost ruined your entire life, and with Li Yong and others, they did many things that were unreasonable! If I can still let a woman like her continue to live in this world, that is, the law of nature is not tolerated!
And Qin Yuan... In general, this girl is not bad! I have never deceived you, nor have I thought about what it really hurts you... But she is a lily! She also wants to be a normal woman, and she is trying to change herself with a man, but I don't understand why you bumped into her in the end? When you and Qin Yuan were together, I knew you couldn't make it, but I was somewhat relieved. At least in my opinion, why did Qin Yatou be a little more reliable than the first two you found... After dividing up, I will continue to work hard to find a more suitable one! But II never expected that... I would be like that when you broke up with Qin Yatou! I went to visit a prostitute on the day of my breakup... and then I didn't even touch a woman for three years. You didn't know that I was almost stupid at that time... Xiaojing always wanted to get married in the future. The water splashed by the married daughter was the only blood left by the anti-American. If you want to get a wife for the rest of your life, you will never be able to get a wife for the rest of your life. Without descendants, how can you let me be worthy of the anti-American? What face do you have to be worthy of the anti-American everything you have done for this family?
Seeing you like this, I tried every means to create several suitable girls who meet you. You are so good... All opportunities have been wasted for me! Xu Yue's girl is on the same floor as your editorial department, and you are so ok... You just need to use a little snack and take it seriously, and marry her home and give birth to you for children. That girl is really good. Although she is a bit loving, she is kind-hearted and can cook and do housework. She looks good, has a good figure, has a fitness coach, is healthy, has a big butt, and looks good or a virgin. She looks so good now... But why did you do this for me? Fools should understand what she means, but you are so good. She pretends to be a saint in front of that girl! In the end, I asked my mother to design to make you drunk, so you were confused... Well... that...
My mother's words made me dizzy. It was not until she finally said that and raised Xu Yue that I suddenly realized something... I remembered that in the three years after I broke up with Qin Yuan, I did meet several pretty good girls by chance, but at that time, because I was afraid of breaking up again, I took an evasive attitude in the face of possible relationships and failed to further contact and contact with those girls.
Now that my mother said this, I finally understood the trick.
When she mentioned Xu Yue, my eyes couldn't help but glared round
My mother finally noticed the change in my expression. She hurriedly wanted to change her words and talk about him, but she was interrupted by me.
Damn, can you say that the real purpose of your meeting and date with Sun Cong was to deliberately anger me and make me drunk and then... By the way, when I went to Xu Yue that night, although I was drunk and confused, I always felt like someone secretly peeking out of the window and watching me outside at that time was you!
...Don't, don't think randomly! What peeks? What surveillance? Mom can't control your thoughts, let alone control your every move. You put on Xu Ya. That's because you are drunk and impulsive! It has nothing to do with Mom... Mom is talking while moving her body back
You, you are too much... Just plot against me! Who told you to be my mother? Even though I knew you were plotting against you, I could do nothing to you, but you even plotted against Xu Yue... She is a virgin Ah! You thought that if she wanted to find a man who cares about this, then life in the future would definitely not be better. Can you do this like this? I almost instinctively pasted my mother in front of my mother and said in front of me.
What's this or that? I feel sorry for the girl Xu, so just marry her home as a wife! Don't tell my mother that you plan to leave this formal marriage to Guanxue and those girls Yonghui? They won't cuckold you in the future. After all, you are Honglian. You are so full that they can't even go out to get out and get along. But because they followed the experience of the surname Zhu in the past... It's not suitable to be the genuine wife of our Yan family... The mother finally showed a little panic at this moment. While sitting backwards, she lay on the ground in a daze.
And I rushed to her without caring about it in excitement
With this pounce, she and I immediately fell into an extremely awkward position.
We looked at each other, and our eyes were completely intertwined.
Before we knew it, the heartbeat of both mother and son began to accelerate, and their breathing gradually became rapid.
While swallowing, my mother stuck out her tongue and licked her lips. Even this casual natural action conveyed a fatal temptation at all times...
...Mom, Mom doesn't mean anything else, just want to find a good wife for you, but you don't care about that...Mom really has no choice but to use Zhou Jingyi's identity. Mom thinks that maybe you can approach you with this identity, and then give you some tips on you, let you learn how to please other girls and how to pursue others. Mom obviously noticed my abnormal psychological state at the moment, worried that my emotions would be excited again, and my original eloquence actually started to stutter
Unfortunately, when she realized this, it was too late...
I remember clearly... On behalf of your company and the editorial department, you went to the hotel with me on the day of meeting with me and opened the room! In the room... you did it for me, did it for oral sex, and gave me a promise. Every time you did a column, you would accompany me to the hotel to open a room! Is this what you call a guide? My emotions finally became excited, and my speech became unscrupulous.
...Well, don't you know that you haven't met a woman or a woman for a long time? Mom is a person who has experienced it... Male, men have to not do that for a long time, and that's not, maybe they will get seriously ill. Maybe they will become psychopathic from now on. You are the baby of your mother. Mom knows how you have survived in the past few years. Mom is afraid that you will have something to do if you continue, so she thought of taking that opportunity to solve it for you. Moreover, the request for going to the hotel is that the mother you asked for was just following the trend...
Please don’t follow me this!
I started yelling at her, and then, unknowingly, exposed a huge secret that I once wanted to hide in my heart forever, a secret that I had never truly realized before, a secret that I extremely rejected and despised myself for this, but it always exists in my mind!
...Do you think when Zhang Lu and I were together, I didn't know that she had an affair with other men? You were wrong... I knew it long ago! Yes, I don't know how many men she has outside and who it is, but I knew the relationship between her and other men from the beginning! I didn't expose her, the reason is very simple... She and I were just playing friends at that time, and we didn't get a marriage certificate! For me or me, she is just a shortlist in another column of the marriage certificate! She can secretly change men to bed every day, but I can leave her at any time! I am really sad and sad when she broke up with meIt's been a while, but after that, it's over. I've never held a grudge against her. If you can tolerate each other, you can't do it together. Just break up. Besides, I'm not as smart as you think... She is smarter than you think. I'm afraid she's aware that I love her for a limited amount of love. Because of the limited, I'm definitely unable to tolerate taking over the child in her belly. So she chose the guy named Liu, because that guy loves her more than me. You think the men in this world are fools. I bet that her current man probably knows or suspects that the boy is not his own, but her man tolerate it because he loves Zhang Lu!
I know that Liao Xiaoqian is greedy, vanity, and slutty... I know that she and the heads and directors of the leather factory have been sleeping! After falling in love, even if I don’t want to inquire, there will naturally be people who secretly reveal to me through various channels and ways. They are not someone else, but the coworkers and sisters you mentioned before. They are better than Liao Xiaoqian, but how noble is the behavior of making trouble behind the scenes? I have loved Liao Xiaoqian, but that love is also limited.As for the reason, it is the same as Zhang Lu. If you can be together, you can't break up! I never thought that I would really suppress all my emotions for her! After she ran away, I asked about her whereabouts. It had nothing to do with feelings. It just wanted to get back some things she took because it did not belong to her, or even me, but to grandma, the grandma who worked hard, pulled me up with shit and urine! Those things were my longing for grandma, which could make me recall my beautiful childhood...
My mother's pupils expanded unconsciously... My eyes couldn't help but seep out of tears, but there was no idea of stopping venting.
At this moment, I just want to shake out everything hidden in my heart and buried...
... Qin Yuan has a homosexual tendency, and I noticed it from the first day I knew her! If I couldn't tell, my reporter was useless! I finally chose to fall in love with her without any other... I was very relaxed with her, after all, her personality is a man! Isn't there a joke now? If it weren't for the sake of inheritance, men would actually be more willing to live with men! Because of Zhang Lu and Liao Xiaoqian, I felt tired. Falling with Qin Yuan was more like meeting a generous buddy. I knew... Because I also had a hint of luck, maybe I could really help her reverse the errors in her physiological orientation. She fell in love with me. She was serious and devoted herself to it. While hoping to change herself, she was really trying to get a love and marriage! In contrast, I was the one who was half-hearted because I was with her andThere is actually no difference between Zhang Lu and Liao Xiaoqian during their relationship. I have a quarrel about success or failure. After she took the initiative to break up, I was indeed hit hard... But that was more because of self-blame. If I had not been in a casual attitude during her relationship, but worked hard to manage that relationship and sleep with her, I would not just solve my own physical needs, but cooperate with her seriously and let her experience the pleasure of women in that aspect. Maybe she could really become a real woman. My laziness in relationships hurt her... She married me and may not be able to get a happy marriage, and maybe she would still have divorced and broken up, but she would obviously not pursue spiritual liberation in faith like she did later, nor would she end up like she did! In this way, I am really sorry for her!
...As a result of breaking up with Qin Yuan, I finally realized a problem, that is, I have never really thought about going over and having a relationship and pursuing a love! The root cause of all this is 20 years ago, on the night when my grandmother and father passed away, I hid under the bed and saw the perfect woman's body!
Speaking of this, I finally felt like a complete relief!
I turned over and lay beside my mother, muttering to myself and saying the most secret thing in my heart...
...That was the first time I saw a woman's naked body. It was also the most perfect naked body I have ever seen so far... I never knew that a woman's body could be so beautiful and beautiful... I was really fascinated by that body! With such a beautiful body, what should that woman look like?
I used to think that women's bodies are like that... But after I started to sleep with women, I was completely disappointed... I slept with countless women, but no woman has that kind of perfect body and imperfect woman, so don't... I think so! Because I had already regarded the naked body I saw that night as my standard for my future partner! I was ashamed and painful because of this... I think the owner of that body took away my father's life, but I was desperate and crazy about that body...
...You saw me at that time! My mother turned her body and gently pressed her on me, and carefully reminded her
...I know now! But I didn't know at that time... I responded to my mother's reminder like a reflex, but then I continued to follow my own thinking.
...Not to say that I met the standards... I didn't even see me, so how could I devote everything to my women who didn't meet my psychological expectations? Going to bed with them is just to vent my basic physiological needs... While selfish, I was pursuing the perfect woman in my memory who was almost fantasy because compared to her, other women were rubbish... After leaving Qin Yuan, I finally understood this! Continue to look for other girls, if the other party can't achieve my psychological point of view, which is simply impossible to achieve.After all, I can’t raise any interest. If I do, it’s not a love relationship, it’s just that I’m playing with feelings. It’s me immoral! This reason made me give up the opportunities afterwards... Xu Yue is a good girl. Of course I know, but she is also too far from my unrealistic indicators! How could I continue to harm her? Hurt her feelings and destroy her longing for love and marriage? I have confirmed that I am a scumbag... But I also have my principles and bottom line! Because I don’t want to be condemned more conscience in the future!
While telling all this, I suddenly realized that it was not until this moment that I truly recognized myself!
I have figured out my true attitude towards love and desire!
Afterwards... a woman named Zhou Jingyi appeared! I don't know why I said such words in such a tone that was almost a bystander, but I obviously felt my mother trembling slightly because of this.
The appearance of this woman ignited my last expectation... because she was so beautiful! She was so beautiful enough to match the perfect figure in my memory! I don’t know if she was used to it or intentionally, she gave me enough hints when she first dated... For me, it was an opportunity. I made a wrong request and she actually agreed... In the hotel, I finally saw the perfect body I dreamed of...
Difficulty, did you guess it at that time? My mother's body shivered violently
I shook my head hard
...How is that possible? You think too much... The perfect body twenty years ago only exists in my memory, and the memory is always hazy to me. I can't even confirm whether it is a reality or a dream for a long time! That time in the hotel, I only confirmed one fact: finally a woman met the standard! Then, I finally started to pursue a woman with all my heart! For this woman, I can give everything I have... Even if I know that I have poor conditions and are not worthy, I still do it! In order to pursue her, I can tolerate a lot... Whether she goes to bed with other men or flirt with other men to pistol the other in front of me... I will be jealous and angry! But when I realize that she does have the idea of being with me, nothing matters! Because I realize that I really fall in love with her, because I love her, as long as she is willing to be with me, I seem to be able to bear any excessive behavior!
My mother slowly lay on me and looked at me again
Ah, Aping... I'm sorry, mom is really sorry! I really didn't expect that everything that happened that night would have such serious consequences for you! Mom really regrets it now, and didn't bring you and Xiaojing with you at that time...
I reached out my hand and slowly pushed my mother away from her body, and then supported her to sit up straight from the ground.
My mother looked at me and suddenly said: Maybe there is something that can make you a little happy. The middleman who went to bed with me did not really possess me. Just like the first time, I just explained him with my hands... I said that in my body, only three men from the Yan family have entered. Mom is not a slutty woman who can do the best...
I looked at my mother tightly and said coldly: What you mean is that as long as you have never entered your body, giving someone a blowjob or a pistol, it is not considered a betrayal of the Yan family men, right? Kissing, holding hands, hugging, and touching others is all ordinary etiquette, right?
My mother's face changed and changed, obviously speechless, and then she suddenly said: Just let you have sex with other women, just let your grandpa have me and I marry a second wife, I can't even let others touch my hair... The middleman won't say anything. That time, you watched what the man and I were doing. You didn't come out to stop me at that time, and you are right now... right? I was very bored and annoyed at that time, and wanted to find a man to vent. What's wrong with it?
I suddenly became angry and said loudly: You are so bored, your painting is deliberately snatched away by others. When selling paintings that are destined to be snatched away by others, you actually slept with a man who knew he was plotting against you... and then after being snatched, you were so bored that you had oral sex with other men in the discotheque and had a pistol... You used to be Zhou Jingyi, so I won't say anything, but you are my mother, the Nine-Turn Ghost Demon who controls everything... If you do this, is he playing with me?
My mother looked at me quietly and suddenly started to laugh, smiling brightly. Looking at the happy smile on her face, I even felt a sense of terror, but I felt inexplicably expectant and waiting in my heart
Since you all know that I am the Nine-turn Yin Demon, do you still think that everything you see is true Ah? Zhou Jingyi smiled and said: Like you said, I deliberately wanted to let the painting be taken away by someone. How could a strange middleman take advantage of it? I naturally had a sense of the red lotus karma fire in your body. In order to stimulate you and to make our relationship go further, when I felt that you came to me, I created an illusion. The middleman you saw was just a pillow on the bed in the hotel... Have you not noticed that he had never said a word from beginning to end? Even when you knocked open the door and came in, I was telling you to get out... But after you left the hotel, your infatuated look really made my mother very worried, for fear that you would do something stupid... Fortunately, I met your friend... I was just relieved that she had been protecting your mother secretly...
A constant depression in my heart seemed to suddenly break. I looked at my mother hesitantly and asked suspiciously: Really?
My mother said happily: Of course it is true. I lied to you and had no money to take it. You said, the middleman really had sex with me, and he was willing to betray me? Is your mother so uncharacteristic?
I believe my mother said this. Her beautiful face and temperament can conquer almost any man. There is really no man who can betray her after going to bed with her... I can't even myself... And Zhou Jingyi showed her worst side in front of me at that time
I asked carefully: That time in the disco?
My mother looked at me helplessly and shook her head and said: You are such a pig-brained Ah. That man fought with others in the bar. He was so fucking so hard. Suddenly, his clothes were neatly in the back alley with me, and his clothes were not buttoned off, and there weren't even scars on his face. You thought it was a movie Ah, and there was a makeup artist Ah... I just wanted to see if you really fell in love with me, so I deliberately used illusion to create that scene to stimulate you, and fantasize about the sweetness when you came out to stop me... Okay, the end of this is, I was really depressed... Is my mother really so uncharacteristic in your eyes... Or are you really a pervert?
After looking at me, my mother sighed and said: Later, I dare not use illusions to stimulate you, for fear of causing something amazing... The result is that you have an excuse for these two stimulations. Even if you are with me and have sex with other women, you are very calm... I was even jealous and sad for your grandfather to take a concubine for half of his life, so I have a knot in my heart and then moved to your father. You are so good, and I surprise my mother one after another... Do you think I am such a big-bellied woman?
I looked at my mother suspiciously and said: Aren’t those women all you stuffed to me?
I'm so tired that I gave my man a little Ah... My mother scolded angrily, and then said helplessly: But, I know that the illusion was a bit too much when I played the trick twice. You had a knot in your heart, and my mother didn't know how to help you untie it, so I could only not stimulate you again... Don't think that my mother was just acting in front of you. When I was Zhou Jingyi, I showed my true feelings and was really dating you... Alas... I won't talk about the hotel that time, and the disco that time, I really tied up myself. I believe in your love for me too much
I still looked at my mother with some doubts. Seeing the obvious doubts in my eyes, my mother sighed and said: I know, you are not that easy to coax. Then I groped on the ground, picked up a branch, placed it flat in front of me, stroked it with my hands, muttering something in my mouth. Then, after a squirt of white mist, I was surprised to see that a naked man was already lying on the ground. Look at it, it was exactly the same as the middle man.
However, in order not to stimulate me, Zhou Jingyi obviously weakened the illusion. Although this middleman has a complete face and neat limbs, there is nothing in the middle of his body, like a plastic model in the mall.
The mother's hand stroked again, and the man turned back to the branch. Then, she stood up the branch, and then the white mist appeared again. The handsome man in the discotheque appeared out of thin air, kissing and touching the air with an intoxicated look on his face, obviously reenacting the scene of that day...
The white mist dissipated, and I saw that there was already a slight sweat on Zhou Jingyi's face. Obviously, she was not so relaxed when she used the illusion twice in a row.
Sure enough, my mother said: The branches are too small and it takes a lot of effort. In the hotel, but the pillow is a big mop in the disco...
I widened my eyes and said in horror: You mean, you were in the back alley at that time, and you were giving a mop oral sex? Then you asked the mop to have a blowjob with you? Finally, you gave a handjob to the mop?
My mother stared at me in a daze, and she felt embarrassed when she saw me. She said slowly: Are you really a pig? I used illusion, and I had to use illusion while doing movements? Do you think I was holding a pillow mop and playing pantomime Ah?
I suddenly realized and said in surprise: Are you talking about the two you in the hotel and the back alley?
Nonsense, you and I have slept with you. How many pillows are there in the double bed in the hotel? How many mops are there in the back alley of the disco? My mother said angrily
Of course there are two pillows on the double bed. It’s such a big disco, and in the back alley, there is of course more than one mop…
At this moment, I suddenly felt an indescribable feeling of ease
Because I finally released all the depression and secrets hidden deep in my heart...
But I still asked unwillingly: What about you and Sun Cong? Why are you hugging each other again, holding hands for others to show? I don’t believe it. If it wasn’t intentional, what would Zhang Lu see?
Don't be unreasonable, is it okay? Sun Cong has the information I want. He and I often go out to discuss information. As for holding hands and waist, what about holding hands and waist... He has been chasing me for so long, and it is also me who will lead him step by step into this dangerous place where life and death are uncertain. Whether it is for acting or sympathy, let him have more courage to live, or, less guilt, you don't have to be so nitpicking, right? I and him said it very clearly that night. Didn't you eavesdrop on the side? I just told you on purpose. My mother sighed and said:Knowing that you are too slutty, I dare to stimulate you again? I said that in my body, I only accepted the three men of the Yan family, whether in my hands, mouth, or under... Of course, behind you, you were forced to leave... Now, when you hear that your mother is not a real slut, are you comfortable? Understand? Don't complain? Do you still think that incest with your mother is a unclean thing?
I pondered for a moment, finally sighed, and said: Incest is incest... It happened? Can you change anything else? Have you seen less these days? If no one knows, what should I do? If no one knows it, what should I do! No one will say that Boss Li's death was an accident. If he didn't die, he would probably not terminate the incest relationship with Aunt Lu now. Forget it... I really forget... you don't need to feel sorry for me... I can understand your thoughts at that time. It's more appropriate and safer than following you! You are also for my own good... Just like you said, it's nothing to have incest with you! You are the Nine-turn Yin Demon... You are your freedom to have sex with whom you are, no one can care about it! And I... It seems that it's different from normal humans. What kind of ethics, if you think too much, it's just to make yourself feel uncomfortable. This is what I think...
When my mother heard me say this, she looked full of surprise and lay in front of me and confirmed again: Did you really understand?
I nodded casually
I really figured it out! Otherwise, what else can I do? Kill you? You are my mother, I can't do this, and I don't seem to beat you, right? Or maybe I committed suicide? I had this idea before, but suicide hurts. In the past few months, I have survived again and twice. Every time I survive, I cherish my life even more. If it weren't for not being dead, I would definitely not have asked for death. Are you still worried about this?
Hearing this, my mother nodded subconsciously
But then I quickly shook my head...
I stretched my body lazily and looked at my mother and said: ...Now, I want to know a lot! I hope you don't hide anything from me anymore. I want to know what you did for? Why do you want the Nine Dings? And what happened to our Yan family before? As you wish, I now call your mother... I feel more casual in calling you this way. Now that we are like this, we are already like this, do we still need to hide something?
My attitude at this moment is obviously beyond my mother's expectations
Her eyes were surprised at first, and after showing a thoughtful look, she replied calmly.
Mom must get the Nine Cauldrons! The reason has been told before... Mom needs to get truly eternal life and supreme divine power! Only in this way can mom get rid of all the bonds in the world and obtain eternal life of the Pure Land! For this reason, mom needs your help! You are the only baby son of mom, everything you get, and you will also get! That kind of bliss and beauty is absolutely unimaginable to you now!
I stared into my mother's eyes, and analyzed the content of my mother's words at the moment in my mind, and asked: ...Can it be explained more clearly or more detailed?
My mother did not answer my question, but took the initiative to pull my arm and stood up.
...Mom takes you to see some things, where is Xia Jiang?
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