Chapter 30 Unable to

Mom murmured, keep repeating the words "You don't understand"

I saw her eyes calm and said in a daze, and couldn't help but say: I understand...Mom...I understand...

My mother didn't know if she heard what I said, and her whole body was shocked, as if she was much more awake, and stared at me again

What did you just say? Mom asked

I shook my head and said: It's nothing, I'm almost late, let's go to school!

Just as I was about to get up, my mother said: I won’t go today, let’s go home, I call to ask for a leave. After that, my mother seemed to have recovered her consciousness and looked around for her cell phone

I think about it carefully and it’s right. Now it’s difficult to go to school with such clothes and pants. At least I should change into suitable clothes and pants.

Hello, Director, yes, it's me, Xiao Zhang, I feel uncomfortable today and want to take a leave. My mother has called the Academic Affairs Office. From her expression and tone, it seems that the director of the Academic Affairs Office does not allow her to take a leave.

I took out another cell phone and called Sun Ming at this time

Hello... Zhang... Teacher Zhang? Sun Ming's voice trembled a little

I coughed and said coldly: What do you think?

Brother Jun... Yoho!

My name is no longer "Jun Ge'er".

He was not too surprised and continued: Is there anything wrong with Brother Jun?

I looked at my mother, she was still asking for leave from the school, and I said: Today, my mother and I don’t go to the school. You tell the principal and let the director of the Academic Affairs Office pass, that’s it.

Before he could react, I hung up the phone

Mom then hung up the phone, with a look of disappointment on her face. Just as she was about to speak, the phone rang again. When she answered it, her mother's expression calmed down a lot and said: OK, thank you Director Ah

After hanging up the phone, my mother smiled at me, but there was a miserable look in her smile and said: Let's go! Go home

When I went out, my mother walked out of the room first. When my mother turned around and closed the door, she seemed to be stunned. I stretched out my head to see what she saw, but she immediately closed the door.

Along the way, I had no conversation with my mother. After entering the door, my mother said: Go to the room, we will buy the clothes you wear in the afternoon.

After saying that, she entered the room without looking back, and I had to enter my room in disappointment

After entering the room, I took off my clothes that were not suitable for me and found that the scratches on my chest had been reduced by several times. Only then did I remember in surprise, how could the scars and the red marks on my neck not be repaired?

In the past, it could recover from the original state in 10 or 20 minutes, not to mention that after a night, a few scratches were recovered until now.

Take out the small mirror and I looked at the red mark on my neck. The red mark is a little purple now, but it has not disappeared.

Could it be that yesterday when I used sensitivity to five people at the same time, the repair ability of my body decreased?

But yesterday after having sex with my mother, I used the sensitivity again but there was no problem with Ah, and there was another Zheng Tong for the second time.

So I closed my eyes and entered the sensing state again, almost as soon as I closed my eyes, I entered the state

I saw four sensing points in the school, undoubtedly Sun, Liu and Zheng trio and Principal Hao. There are two sensing points, one of which is moving and the other is located in the east of the city.

In addition to these six sensing points, there were actually two sensing points. I immediately rang out. The two big men also had protozoa on their bodies!

I put the sensing on the moving one and found that it was in a car. The car was on the highway. After watching for a while, I didn't find anything abnormal, so I took the sensing back

Put it on another one and found an office with a clothes hanger next to the door and a police uniform on the clothes hanger!

Is Zheng Tong a policeman?

Looking at such a large office, it shouldn’t be an ordinary police officer. The lowest level should be the police station director, right?

He was reading the red-headed documents, "On Strengthening Public Security XXXXXX", and I looked at it and found it boring, so I took back the induction again

After retrieving the induction, I wanted to give up and lie down to rest for a while, but after thinking about it, I put the induction on one of Sun, Liu and Zheng.

These three points are not together, but are scattered. As for Principal Hao, she is also sitting in the office, as if preparing for a speech under the national flag next week

Driven by curiosity, I also looked at the other two sensing points. These two should be gangsters. Now they are sleeping at this point.

I took back the whole sense, and I felt everything was wrong, and I didn't feel tired.

It's really strange. Now I feel that both physically and mentally are good, and my physical condition is also good. Why are these red marks and scratches repaired so slowly?

I decided to try it again after all, I had an experience

A small hole was cut in my fingers, and blood oozed out from it. I wiped the blood with the facial paper, and the blood stopped soon, but!

The wound obviously did not disappear. After waiting for about ten minutes, I was sure that the wound would not be repaired like before.

After confirming this news, I felt a little disappointed, but I was relieved very quickly. I didn’t know why it could be repaired so quickly. Now I just lost that kind of repair power. At the cost, my sensitivity has been enhanced, which is also considered to be gains and losses!

You can’t eat and take it all in your hands!

‘Wow’, the sound of a shower came from the bathroom. Mom was taking a shower?

I opened the door of the room and tiptoed out. I saw that the bathroom door was indeed closed, and a stream of heat floated out from under the crack of the door.

I tried to stick my ears close to the bathroom. Not to mention, except that the body's repair was not as fast as it was, other senses were enhanced. I could hear my mother's actions inside, and even the sound of her fingers rubbing her body.

Hum? Why are there sobs?

I listened carefully, yes, my mother was crying, while crying, her hands were still rubbing her body quickly, and the sound of the shower head spraying on her skin was clearly transmitted to my eardrum like a jade plate falling from a jade plate

But there is something strange. This sound has always been made in the same place. It seems that the shower head has never moved to another place.

I really want to see what happened to my mother inside, how could she cry?

He knocked on the bathroom door, and my mother trembled as if she was shocked, saying: Who?!

But soon she said again: Xiaojun, is there anything wrong?

The helplessness and frightening of my mother was clearly expressed from her voice. The emotions expressed in this subconscious situation are real.

I felt so painful in my heart and said: Mom, I want to go to the bathroom

The sound of the shower was still rumbling, and my mother said tremblingly: You...you go downstairs...Mom hasn't washed yet...

OK... Mom, are you okay? I asked with concern

Mom was silent for a while before she said in a very stable voice: No... Mom is fine... Mom just didn't take a shower all night, it was very uncomfortable, you... go down to go to the bathroom!

I returned to the room with a nervous heart, and heard the sound of the bathroom keeping rustling for about ten minutes before stopping. Then my mother stayed in the bathroom for a long time, for an hour before she heard the bathroom door open.

My mother's steps were very heavy, and she slowly came to my door step by step. Her steps were a little stagnant. She stopped at my door for a while and she said: Xiaojun...I'm sorry...

Hum? Not right...what is the case?

I hurriedly opened the door and was surprised to find that my mother had put on makeup!

Her eyes were still red, and her face was made of some makeup, which looked bright and beautiful, but her expression was both helpless and indifferent.

Obviously she didn't expect me to open the door and was shocked

I asked: Mom, what happened?

Mom smiled sadly and said: It's okay, Mom just suddenly remembered that she couldn't take good care of you, you...rest!

I wanted to go out with her, but she reached out to stop me and pushed me into the room, saying: Mom is okay, don't worry

I said: Then I will open the door here, and call me if you have something to do

Mom nodded and returned to the room with heavy steps

‘Click’, my mother locked the door. I was full of suspicion. I really didn’t know what happened to my mother.

I was restless in the room and had to walk around the room.

There was no big noise in my mother's room. I only heard the sound of my mother opening the wardrobe, then the sound of her clothes throwing on the bed, and the sound of her scissors making a "click" and "click" sound

What is mom going to do?

My mother's room was silent, only the sound of the wind blowing through the curtains

‘Bang’, the sound of something falling to the ground was heard

My heart also started to beat violently with this sound of "bang bang", and the flesh on my face was beating. This feeling is probably the so-called terrifying beating

This kind of heartbeat is not an ordinary heartbeat, nor is it a heartbeat after intense exercise. It is just an indescribable feeling, full of intense anxiety and fear. Perhaps this is the sixth sense of human beings

I ran to my mother's door and beat the door hard

Mom! Mom! What's wrong? Open the door! Mom! I pounded hard, but there was no movement in the door, and Mom didn't reply to me

I was even more anxious, and the feeling of uneasiness became more and more obvious

Two steps back, I pushed hard, and kicked the door

‘Wow’, I kicked the door a hole. I never expected the door to be kicked broken by me. Why is this different from that on TV?

The door opened on the TV!

(The kind of door kicking on TV is unscientific. It is only necessary for the plot. It is not easy to kick open a normal door in one go. Only by removing the door

I don't know if I'm too strong or the quality of my door is too poor

I jumped out of the door, and through the hole, the scene in front of me dispersed my three souls and all seven souls flew away

Mom's body swayed in the air, swaying like willow straps in the wind

Mom!!! I yelled, put my hand in through the hole and unscrew the safety

As soon as we entered the room, a rope was buckled on a bent hook. This hook has always existed when we moved here, and we don’t know what the original owner used for.

Under my mother's feet was the dressing stool on the dressing table. I rushed over and hugged my mother's feet and lifted her up. Fortunately, I am a little taller now, and I can still get my mother out of the rope cover.

I hugged my mother tightly in case she accidentally hit her head, and put her flat on the bed, which was covered with fragments of clothes.

I put my ears close to her nose, and I breathed faintly, and touched the pulse on my neck, which was also beating slightly.

My mother was wearing a dress, so I quickly cut her clothes and saw that there was a bra inside. Fortunately, it was still the same type of front button, and I unbuttoned it with two fingers.

I first pressed my mother on her chest, pressed her for a few minutes and then gave her artificial respiration. Thanks to the school that I taught this kind of thing, I thought it was useless at the time, but I didn't expect it to be used today

After a while of my struggle, my mother made a sound of "Uh..." and then began to breathe in.

I cried with joy, tears flowed out incessantly

Mom...Mom...I dare not shake her, so I can only call her loudly

My mother's somewhat dissipated pupils slowly gathered up, and she took a few more breaths before looking at me in panic

I lay on her chest and cried loudly: Mom! What's wrong with you? Ah! If you can't figure it out, tell me Ah! What should I do if you die?!

Mom put her hands on my head, and she didn't say anything, and started crying

We, mother and son, hugged each other and cried for a while. Mom stroked my head and choked: Xiaojun... Mom is sorry for you... I'm sorry for your father...

I cried: Why do you say this? What's wrong with Ah?

Mom closed her eyes and let tears flow down the corners of her eyes to the bed

After a long time, my mother said: Mom... has been defiled...

When I heard this, I was shocked, and hurriedly wiped my tears and said nervously: Who? Who is it?

My mother sat up and saw that her clothes and bras were untied. She asked: Did you do artificial respiration for me just now?

I nodded and said: Yes! Mom, let’s not talk about this for now, tell me what happened Ah?

My mother put on her bra because I had cut the upper body of the dress and couldn't be put on, so she covered it with a blanket.

She closed her eyes again, tears flowed down her cheeks, and then she seemed to have made a great decision and said: Yesterday, my mother was drunk by them and she didn't know anything.

Mom picked up one of the pieces of clothes on the bed and wiped her tears, and continued: But, I vaguely remember someone sleeping beside me when I woke up in the middle of the night, but I can't remember who it was.

She looked at me and said: Do you remember telling you in the morning that I dreamed of your dad?

I nodded

Mom said again: At first, I said you didn’t understand, but later I figured it out, you have experienced so many things, I can tell you that you can understand what I am saying

She looked up at the rope floating around the room. The rope was made of my mother's clothes, and said: Not only did I dream of Yuan Zhou, but in my dream, I clearly remember that I had sex with him.

I hurriedly said: Mom, you miss your father so much, it is normal to have such dreams.

Mom shook her head and said: No, when I got up today, I thought it was just a dream, but...

She paused for a while and said: But... After I got home today, I felt my underwear was wet. I thought it was the one who came suddenly. I calculated that it was still early. I took it off and found that it was sticky and transparent. I got closer and smelled it and realized it was...

Of course I knew what it was, my heart was beating 'bang' and almost popping out of my mouth

My mother's tears flowed down again and said: It's a man's semen. I don't know what happened last night, nor do I know who was sleeping beside me. I'm just...

Mom covered her face and cried again: I'm really sorry for your dad. Today you told me that Principal Hao asked you to come. When we left the room today, I saw a pair of men's pants on the sofa in the outer room. That style is definitely not yours, which means... it means that I was a man's pants very early last night...

Her crying sounded louder, she picked up the pillow and covered her face

It turns out that this is why my mother was stunned for a while when the door was closed today. It was probably Liu Zhen’s pants.

I heard her crying and felt really distressed, and I was worried about whether to tell my mother.

My mother cried for a while, then picked up the pieces of her clothes and wiped her tears. I saw that she was crying in her makeup, her eyes and nose were red, and I felt sore in my heart.

I choked up and said: But... this is not my mother's fault...

Mom didn't answer, just cried

I glanced at the room and found that my mother placed all her cards, passbooks, insurance policies and valuable items on the table, and a piece of paper was also placed on the table.

I picked up the paper and saw that it turned out to be a suicide note

In this suicide note, my mother wrote about her defiled things, and explained what happened in the future. She wrote all the passwords on it. She also asked me to go back to my hometown to find my aunt or aunt after she hanged herself, so that they could take care of me.

My heart became even more sour, my eyes were filled with tears, and the balance that was struggling in my heart also had a partial direction.

I gritted my teeth and said to myself: Li Junqing, Ah Li Junqing, I will do it when I do it. Even if my mother beat me to death, I will accept it!

It's better than making my mother suffer from self-blame

Mom... Maybe I was too nervous. As soon as I spoke, my voice was a little astringent

Mom didn't hear me calling her, she was still crying

I swallowed, calmed my mind, raised my tone and said again: Mom! Don’t cry! I know who it is!

My mother's cry stopped, she looked up at me and asked: Who?

I didn't dare to look her in the eyes, lowered my head, and whispered: I said, don't be angry, don't... should I leave me?

My mother's voice was a little anxious and asked: OK, I'm not angry, why did mom leave you?

She looked at the fragments of the bed and the rope twisted by the clothes, and said sadly: Mom was so stubborn that she was just now, but she didn't think so. Now I figured it out. If I leave, can I still expect others to take good care of you?

I said: Then you promise not to seek life and not to do anything that hurts you

Mom nodded and said: OK, I promise you that Mom will take good care of you and take good care of herself in the future. She will never seek short-sighted opinions. I will still wait for your father to come back!

After saying that, my mother's eyes darkened again, and she smiled lightly and said: Tell me!

My heart beat even more violently. I quickly took a breath and said in a very low voice: It's me...