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Chapter 1 Destiny is like a knife

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My husband left again...I couldn't help but sigh as I watched my husband disappear at the door

This time he will take at least a month to come back. When I saw his car driving out of the community, I couldn't help but pull up the curtains. Before the wine cabinet, I took out a bottle of 21-year-old Bailing Temple. I didn't even mix the water and started drinking it.

Then I pulled up the curtains and sat on the sofa, drinking while brushing my phone like a walking corpse, tears flowing through the corners of my eyes.

My name is Zhang Nannan, 40 years old, and I was born in a high-tech family. My father passed away very early. My mother went to the United States when I was eighteen years old. She married my husband Yu 5 years ago and now she has a four-year-old daughter.

Now, I may have lost my husband again

I have always been average, and I can even say that I have ugly eyes, small mouth, and a collapsed nose. I am 1.65 meters tall, only 8 cm lower than my husband. I can only say that my figure is average. Although my waist and legs are more muscular, the lines are still very beautiful, but there are basically no breasts, and my nipples are very big and protruding. After giving birth, my figure is basically even more distorted after I gave birth to a baby.

Because of losing my father, I have been very withdrawn since I was a child and can't socialize. The children in school often bully me, and I am also afraid of contact with people.

Fortunately, I inherited my parents' IQ. I was useless except for studying. From childhood to adulthood, I studied until I graduated from a doctorate to work. Not to mention dating, I haven't even pulled a man's hand.

My husband Yu is the same age as me. His family was poor before, but he has a high education, a good job, is very smart, treats people well, has a good relationship with everyone, is smart and capable in business, can be called young and promising

However, he also has his own difficulties. It is because when he was young, he was ambitious to change the environment at home, and then he was cheated and owed a large amount of debt. Although his salary was high, he had paid back for many years, and there were still hundreds of thousands left to pay off, so he had no money to get married in his thirties.

My encounter with him was like a dream: I was in the same unit as him, and he was always a funny good partner in the eyes of his colleagues, a subordinate trusted by the leader, and I was just a little transparent person with only education.

Almost no intersection

However, he has never been married, and he is also the object of secretly ridiculed by some colleagues who are jealous of him.

I remember because of my appearance, I was bullied by women in the same group. As my leader, he immediately helped me out in a clever way, which made me feel like I was being taken care of for the first time as a result of my life.

And he respects me very much in daily life, and always calls me Teacher Zhang (although Chongqing people are like this). Gradually, I was attracted by him. He is sincere to others, humorous, and although he is a little smooth in his work, he always has everything in mind, which makes people feel like a spring breeze. Many, as his subordinate, he always favors me more. It is not that he had ideas about me at that time, but that he took care of my face and self-esteem.

Since I was a child, no one has been so kind to me. I became more and more addicted to it. I often met him by chance like a little girl, but he was like he was always radiating light. I had ideas and didn't dare to get close to me. And every time I heard him joke with me habitually, I didn't know how to answer, so I lowered my head and left, making the atmosphere more and more awkward the more the atmosphere became more and more awkward.

As a result, at the last annual meeting of the Chinese New Year, he got drunk, but pretended to be fine and went out to vomit. I saw it. When he was separated, he said he would leave later on because of something. I knew he was going to vomit. I was so stupid that I left and went back.

No one comes home with me anyway, no one is worried about my safety

Sure enough, I saw a drunk man. Maybe he was drunk, maybe I was always a little transparent person in the company who couldn't speak. So he said a lot to me. I only now know how difficult it is.

Now, his monthly salary just happened to pay off his loan, and the elderly at home were sick, so I don’t know what to do

Hearing his story, watching the man in his thirties still look indifferent and say it's okay, and even if he is drunk, he will take me home, my heart melted

So I made a bold decision. I used the settlement fee I gave me about 1.2 million yuan. I was going to buy a house and lend it to him to repay the loan and treat my family. The rest of the two of us cooperated and prepared to start a business together. With my skills, his abilities, and the market sensitivity we have trained, I think there is no problem at all.

What's the good thing about this... This is the money you bought a house... But he insisted on not wanting it

It's okay, this is the investment of the partner, and it can be considered reasonable use. Moreover, you will give it to me when the time comes. I will rent the house first, and wait until the house price drops before buying it. I am very optimistic about our project... Looking at his expression, I actually want to say that it's okay if I don't.

Then, we slowly began to prepare for the business

Sure enough, I read it wrong. With the support of funds and technical skills, this man emitted an amazing light, strong, gentle, kind, and intelligent, always thinking about others, and always being able to keenly detect the problems of things and respond quickly, making our careers gradually colorful

Moreover, Yu is simply a financial genius. He could make money by studying economics by himself. After I introduced one of my finance teachers, he was like a clue. Even this teacher who has not accepted apprentices for many years wanted to accept him as his apprentice.

As time goes by and the relationship develops step by step, I also opened my autistic heart to my husband. He also seemed to fall in love with me. I used the excuse that if you don’t have a house, your house is empty, and then we naturally lived together.

And I also felt the taste of love and happiness for the first time. When I gave it to him for the first time, everything happened so naturally. Neither of us took any protection measures, and he cumed that night.

Soon, his loan was paid off and he made some money. We got married. When we were 34 years old, we started our own company. The next year I gave birth to a daughter. Now we can earn 200,000 yuan a month.

However, misfortune has come

I had an accident

Although I am fine, my face is almost ruined. I lost most of my eyelids. I looked like an evil ghost. I didn't dare to look in the mirror.

My husband has always been with me, putting down everything and taking care of me, entrusting my daughter to my mother-in-law, hugging me as gently as before, serving tea and water, scrubbing my body, and taking good care of me until I was discharged from the hospital.

Although my face has been repaired with plastic surgery, it has not been completely repaired now. The best result is that I can barely see what I look like.

Then, the problem arises

When I had sex for the first time after the operation, my husband couldn't get an erection in my face!!

We were shocked at that time, especially Yu

I immediately raised my butt and turned my back to him, wanting him to enter from behind. To be fair, my skin is white and tender, and although my butt is not big, it is very plump and round. After giving birth, it becomes more plump. It is one of the most confident positions I have.

But when I moaned and shouted that my husband came to love me, and when I twisted my butt gently, what was greeted was not my husband's hot cock, but his hug and kiss

Sorry, sorry... He kissed my face gently, stroked my wound gently, and felt guilty on his face

I can... Looking at my husband's appearance, I took out the mask hidden under the pillow and said that I could wear it.

Then, he refused me!!

No, Nan Nan, my husband shouted my nickname, kissed my earlobe, and held me tightly in his arms, I can't do this

Wow, husband, I buried my face tightly in his chest, crying heart-wrenchingly

I know what my husband means. Although his cock became erect again when I turned my back to him, he didn't want to do that

He can't pass his own qualities

Although it is a normal physical reaction, in the eyes of this serious and dedicated Capricorn man, he loves me. This is something he has decided and will not change because of my appearance.

But this physical reaction could not be controlled, which made him feel very sorry for me. He kissed my ugly face again and again, swallowing my tears into his mouth without leaving a drop of it.

Actually, I don't mind, but... he just couldn't get through the psychological level. It seemed that he couldn't see my scary face and erect. It was just like he didn't love me.

He loves me, he is afraid that I will be sad

So he chose to escape, indulge in career development, bought me a lot of luxury goods and bags, cooked me delicious food every day, and would secretly wait for me to sleep alone at night to masturbate.

This made me feel autistic again, but I couldn't express it in front of him, and I had to pretend to be very happy. Although I enjoyed my husband's meticulousness and gentleness, I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable.

It's been four months since I can't face my daughter. I don't know how to tell her that this ugly monster is her mother. My daughter was sent to a senior boarding school by us. My mother-in-law will take her on weekends.

I even thought about finding him a lover to solve his physiological problems. I know how powerful he is. My husband has a big cock and a strong lustful Capricorn is extremely good at sexuality.

From the time we realized that we were pregnant and finally to the birth of our daughter, we had a frequency of almost four times a week, at least twenty-five minutes at a time. And as he became more and more focused on exercise and never drank business wine again, he became even more powerful. Before I was injured, he could come twice a night, which was simply incredible.

Although my sexual experience is less than that of middle-aged women of the same age, I also know the age, frequency and time. I have met a treasure. Once after I had sex, I was so addicted to kissing his glans that it was a gift from God. We were a lesson that rarely had sex for so many years before we made up for it.

And he loves me so much. Before, there were many beautiful women around him. Many of them were very beautiful, but because he valued responsibility, he felt that he could not give them a future. He refused them with a hard heart. Now he has 41 flowers. Faced with such a young and promising excellent man, he naturally has to send a secret message from a mature woman and a hug. Some even openly teased and harassed him through WeChat and words.

Yes, my husband was not moved at all about these women. There were so many women around him who showed their affection for him and pretended not to know that he would come home to accompany me after get off work, cook for me, take a walk with me, watch movies together, and talk and watch TV together. It was even more tender and sweeter than our busy pre-marital relationship before. Sometimes I can’t help but sigh that God saw that my first half of my life was too hard. In order to give back to me, did he give me such a perfect husband?

So, even if I love him so much, I can't bear to find a lover for him. I don't want to have a slight possibility that my husband belongs to other women, even if it's not good for his health.

Even though I know he won't want it, either

But what if?

After my husband reached forty, the prodigal son turned around and his increasingly calm temperament, he was like Yang Guo in the book, and I was little Guo Xiang, who was obsessed with him, but I was lucky than Guo Xiang because I had him

The charm he exudes makes me stunned sometimes. Although he is not handsome, the more he looks more and more attractive. After carefully reading, he looks better and better.

And he was a little fat, but after losing weight in the past few years, he became very elegant and gentle. Moreover, his work looks very charming, which often makes me unable to resist the outbreak of hormones when I think of it, and I laughed out loud. Once, as a college classmate of my client, I wanted to seduce him, but he cleverly refused, and then I blocked her.

But now everything is ruined, because I accidentally drove that day, listened to the song and then hit the truck in front of me.

Why, why!! Fuck!! I drank strong wine in big mouthfuls. I was already 70% drunk, and I had never scolded me before.

Why is it me? Why is it me again? Why is God treating me so unfair? I am obviously so close to happiness, why is it deprived me again!! Fuck!!

I even wanted to die more than once, but when I thought about how sad my husband would be when I died, I gave up again

I don't want him to be sad

And I don't want another woman to take my place after I die, enjoying my husband's tenderness and love.

I feel that I have become more and more perverted recently. I have started to quietly browse beautiful pictures, and the more I look at them, the more pornographic it becomes. I don’t know when on my phone, there are many big breasts and fat asses, Western models and pornographic stars with devilish figures. Every time my husband leaves, I look at them in a daze, as if I want to become them. I even masturbate in AV alone.

AhAhAh... I really want to be like them, and then proudly show my body to my husband, like a spoiled little girl, let my husband hug him tightly, integrate my body into his husband's body, enjoy my husband's gentle and kiss, like my wife who loves my husband the most, use my beautiful and sexy body to comfort my husband who has worked hard, at the door, the cooking desk, and even the balcony... Time and time again, like the most obedient naked lamb, feel my husband's greedy and admirable eyes, experience the complete conquest of my husband on the bed again and again, using all kinds of postures and positions

But, nothing can be done!! Fuck it!! I took a sip of wine and was crazy like Xianglin Sao.

Then, I was completely drunk...

When I woke up, I found an email from my mother who was far away in the United States on my phone.

It turned out that when I was drunk and crazy, I accidentally clicked on WeChat to call the video call, which made my mother far away in the United States see. At that time, I was very unstable. My mother heard my almost crazy monologue. Then she sent me an email and made a long call.

It’s not impossible for my face to change, even my body can change

However, extreme danger can even endanger life

I looked at the email and felt a little unbelievable

It turns out that my family has been practicing medicine for generations. My mother is an expert in gynecology and a doctor of quarantine. My ancestors were once a royal doctor and a famous genius doctor all over the world. They specialize in gynecology.

The prince has a concubine, a man who is old and yellow. If you want to be favored, let my grandfather's ancestors study a medicine that will help her to restore her youth.

But where is such a medicine? But the concubine was very cruel and threatened with her whole family's life. Grandpa's ancestors could not do so, so they could only study it with a tough bullet

After ten years, it finally came up. The princess asked the maid to try a little before, and her skin improved. When she was so excited that she wanted to try it by herself, she screamed in extreme pain, and she was so painful that she died.

That night, the palace caught fire, and the maid and his ancestors disappeared

That medicine can indeed allow women to develop again, but the process is extremely painful. The ointment outside will melt away the original skin and hair, and then stimulate the new skin and hair to grow through the power of medicine. The maid was discovered by your ancestors because of an affair with the guard, and had to bear the pain to prove that the medicine was not a problem. Then the princess was hurt to death.

Mother said on the phone

Give me the prescription!! I've been crazy when I hear this

However, you can't move around throughout the whole process. Once you move around, all your previous efforts will be wasted!! My mother cried in tears on the other end. As a university professor, she never shed tears easily

Is it worth it? She asked me

Worth! I said silently

OK! My mother's firm voice came from the other end of the phone, because my husband Yu was very filial to her mother and was very nice to me. My mother had long regarded him as half of her son, no, she was her own son

I found that both of us mother and daughter have a very firm personality whenever we have major events. Maybe because of this, she became a lifelong professor at MIT and I met my husband.

Just tell me that I decided to spend all my money when I saw my husband, and my mother also passed on this dangerous prescription to me.

Moreover, she is very curious about the legendary Rejuvenation ointment. She spent her whole life restoring it. Now she has successfully restored it, but she dared not try it.

So, the first person to try her is her daughter, which is also in line with the ethics of medical researchers.

This ointment can allow a woman to develop for the second time after a laboratory data analysis. The entire treatment takes ten days and takes one of the most deadly life. The whole process is very painful and remains motionless.

My husband will be back for three weeks, I want to give him a surprise

Because if my husband knew that I was using this dangerous ointment, he would definitely not agree

I searched according to the prescription, and I have to say that I was very lucky. I only took three days and under the guidance of my mother, I made it. This is a paste ointment, as bright red as blood, and smelled fishy, ​​just like what was said above

I applied it a little gently and started to scream in pain immediately

AhAhAh Just a little bit makes me feel like I was having a severe pain when I was giving birth. I thought I had to soak these ointments for ten days and ten nights...

Come on... Destiny is like a knife, let me learn it