Chapter 20 My childhood sweetheart is entangled enough

I know I'm not normal

I know I'm weird

I know I'm going crazy

I don't expect others to understand me, nor do I understand myself

My sister changes every day

When I first discovered this, I was scared, very scared

I talked to my parents, relatives, friends, classmates, teachers, police... and stood in front of my sister and said to her:

You are not my sister!

You are a monster!

This kid is so weird

What stupid things is this kid saying

Did you have a quarrel with your sister?

How can I say such things to my sister?

If you say this, it will hurt your sister!

That's how they answered me...

Every day when I wake up, I see a strange face. This strange face looks at me and calls me brother. I start to resist waking up.

I hope I won't wake up after closing my eyes

I felt fear spreading from the bottom of my heart for the strange face I could see every day.

It seems that I am the only one in this world, I am abandoned by the world

Too scary

So I thought of suicide. Maybe it was a virtual world, and there was a huge group of people uniting to tease me. As long as I died, the game would be over.

Then, I did that

But I was stopped by my childhood sweetheart. She cried and begged me not to give up on myself under the childhood sweetheart's obstruction. I did not succeed in committing suicide.

Later, it took me a long time to adapt to my sister who changed every day

But the price for this is

I'm getting abnormal