Chapter 7 Second Sister

Second sister, a familiar and unfamiliar name

Although my second sister Ji Yulan and I were not born to the same mother, they were not very different in age, so we have been playing together since we were young.

At that time, we were running in the fields together, climbing trees to pick bird eggs, sticking cicadas in summer, building snowmen in winter, and our laughter everywhere in the village and our happiness everywhere in the village

Until that autumn, in the bright light of my eyes, I sent my second sister to get married with tears, watched her laughing and getting on the sedan chair, and followed her to the height of the mountain.

At that moment, the curtain of the sedan chair was lifted open, and I saw two lines of tears

In the days that followed, my second sister never came back except to visit her. Even if I went home, I was chatting in my aunt's room. My second sister and I never said the kind of thoughtful words that I was a child.

Later, my second sister moved back, but she just stayed in the room and rarely went out. I used to want to play with her, but I was blocked by the maid.

Rumors were flying in the village. Some said that my second sister came home to take refuge because she could not stand her husband's beating, and some said that my second sister was retired and rushed home...

Every time I hear this, I am very indignant and join forces with Ah San to smash the doors of gossiping people in the middle of the night.

I asked my father, but he didn't tell me, just told me not to pay attention to the rumors outside

Later, A San and I saw her entering the dark room one month night. That night, some things in my heart were broken and completely broken. It was the beginning of that night that I never talked to my second sister again, so I treated her as a stranger, and my relationship with my father became cold.

It has been three years since my second sister came back. Have I said five words to her?

I silently thought about the past and the relationship with my second sister, and before I could see, I was already full of tears.

Master, are you okay? Ah asked cautiously

Ah? Oh, I'm fine. I wiped my eyes and calmed down. Let's go and see my second sister.

Ada followed me, showing a rare strange expression. This young master smiled happily every day. Ah, Ada thought curiously.

Ada didn't understand my inner emotional entanglements, nor did he know what happened to my second sister, but he just knew that my relationship with me had become much colder.

Looking at the familiar study door, I didn't dare to take another step forward. Thinking about the person I was about to meet, my heart was full of confusion.

I scratched my head in annoyance, but I still didn't have the courage to push open the door

Master, why don't I go and open the door? Ada came forward and asked in a low voice

Scream, the study door opened, and a pretty maid appeared in front of us. It was Dongmei, the maid of the second sister, who once blocked me in front of the second sister's door.

Master, Miss, please come in and speak

Dongmei's sharp and naughty voice did not relieve my solemn mood. I encouraged myself and walked into the door with big strides. Dongmei moved out, and the door of the study slowly closed behind me.

My second sister stood in front of the bookshelf with her back facing me and looked around. A sweet voice sounded, Brother, you are here

A bright face, picturesque eyebrows, flickering eyelashes, faint blush, bright cherry lips, a well-fitting skirt reflects her beautiful body

But all this made me feel resentful that was hard to say, and my face became cold

I said coldly: Just say anything, I still have something to do

Looking at my cold look, my second sister obviously felt sad between her eyebrows and her eyes were full of resentment. Brother, how could we become like this? We used to...

Don't mention the past! Don't call me "Brother", this will only make me feel disgusted

I shouted hard

I don't know why I was so angry that I couldn't control my emotions. As long as I saw her, I would think of that back, that back that walked into the dark room, and I couldn't control my anger in my heart.

Master, are you okay? Miss, are you okay? Ada and Dongmei asked anxiously outside

Get out! Get out of here! I yelled at the door with all my strength, as if only this would relieve my inner discomfort

Why? Why is this happening? My second sister looked at me in pain, covering her heart with her hands, and two lines of clear tears slid down her cheeks

Why? Haha, then why did you enter there? Tell me why it is? I roared, as if I wanted to roar out the accumulated anger

Where? Where did I enter? My second sister looked at me in confusion. Suddenly, she seemed to think of something, and her face turned pale in an instant. You, are you talking about the dark room?

My nodded shattered the last trace of my second sister's fantasy. Her face turned whiter. She lowered her head weakly and lay down in the chair.

For a moment, the study became silent

Second sister, my second sister, why? Why do you do that?

Seeing my second sister's delicate appearance, my heart aches, and tears couldn't help but slide out of my eyes. I couldn't help but lower my voice and murmur.

The second sister raised her weak neck and looked so pitiful, but there was a trace of blurry illusion in her eyes. Why? Why? Why?

At that moment, I really wanted to feel that my second sister had left me. The woman in front of me was no longer the second sister I knew. She seemed to have become crazy. Her eyes looked into the space without focus and murmured. I just found an Ah I loved. I knew it was wrong. He was my father. But wherever I felt, I couldn't control Ah

Listening to my second sister's amazing words, my face turned pale in an instant, and I had the urge to bury all this.

He thought that if I helped me choose a rich young man, I would be rich and happy for a lifetime, but he was wrong.

My second sister's face became extremely frightened. He was not a man at all. Every day he would hit me and bite me hard in bed to hide his incompetence. I also knew the three obediences and four virtues. I am also a woman who is familiar with poetry and books. I can tolerate all these, but he actually let his father go to our happy bed...

I clenched my fists and tried to hit them out, but I didn't know where to hit them. My heart was full of breath, and I wanted to throw them out, but I didn't know how to throw them out, but I didn't know how to throw them out.

These are all things I don't know, these are what my beloved second sister has endured since I was a kid

I was trembling all over, gritting my teeth, but I couldn't suppress the fire in my heart.

The second sister's weak appearance and tears stinged my heart, but I didn't know how to comfort her. Just now I was still blaming her, blaming her for ruining the family style, but now I don't know what I am thinking.

I will always remember that night Ah, the old guy pressed me on the bed, my husband, my husband was still beside me, and I was still helping me to hold back Ah

Speaking of this, my second sister could no longer suppress the pain in her heart, the pain in her throat, and her body suddenly became soft in the chair as if she was exhausted.

Don't say it, second sister, don't say it, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, Ah

I sat down on the ground as if I had been exhausted. Suddenly, thinking of the culprit that caused all this, I stood up. Second sister, where is that bastard? I want to kill him

My second sister's eyes seemed to have regained their spirits. She looked at me and said: No, my father has already helped me with revenge. They were all burned to death by a fire, burned to death.

The tragic and ferocious face scared me. I hurriedly stepped forward and hugged her, gently comforted her: Don't think about it, don't think about it, it's all over.

I know, but you still blame us. Actually, I really want to have something happen to my father, but we are still innocent until my father dies.

The second sister smiled bitterly, leaned against my shoulder, I knew about you coming to see me, but how dare I see you at that time? At that time, only my father came to talk to me and play chess with me every day, but I really don't know what's going on, I only knew that I wanted to see him every day, and he was in my dreams every night. I knew he was my father, but I really didn't want him to be my father.

I listened awkwardly, and didn't even know how to let go of all this. Whose fault is it. I don't know, I really don't know that I'm struggling inside, but I can't figure it out.

That day, I could no longer bear the pain in my heart. I told my father everything. From then on, my father would never come to talk to me again, nor would he play chess with me. Yes, when you saw me entering the dark room, it was just that I couldn't stand the pain of lovesickness, go and see him.

My second sister couldn't help but lean on my shoulder and cried bitterly, which soon moistened my clothes, moistened my skin, and moistened my heart.

My eyes were filled with tears, but at this moment, I couldn't cry. I didn't know who should cry for and why I cried.

I don't know if I should be glad that there was no such a misfortune between my father and my second sister, or I should feel sorry for my second sister's true relationship. This is a wrong relationship, but I can't say it with confidence

Looking at the thin shoulders of my second sister who kept shaking because of sobs, it seemed that the second sister of my youth appeared in front of me. At that time, my second sister was full of energy and full of energy. I was just a follower behind her, but now, my second sister has lost weight and is injured.

I firmly hugged my second sister, tightly trying to pass my warmth to her through my arms.

Brother, as long as you can forgive me, I actually came to you just to tell you that I am going to become a monk

When I heard the word "Become a Monk", I felt everything in front of me changed, and it was a dizzy moment. I felt my hands numb, my whole body became stiff, and my thinking became solidified. I struggled to straighten my second sister and spread my bitter lips open. Second sister, I forgive you, but you are going to become a Monk?

My second sister gently stroked my face, just like when I was a child, brother, this was something I had already decided. In fact, when my father was avoiding me, I had this plan. My father also told me about the disaster of the man in the family. I was just waiting for my father that day, but I didn’t expect it to be so fast. Now everything has been told to you, and I have no nostalgia anymore...

What about me? Second sister, I am your younger brother Ah who has been growing up since childhood. Are you willing to leave me? I burst into tears, and the deepest part of my heart is extremely painful

The second sister hugged me gently and said softly: Brother, the second sister can't bear to leave you, but you also think about it for the second sister, okay? My sister will recite scriptures and Buddha's name for you every day, hoping that you can get rid of the fate of the family.

I shook my head in pain, but I couldn't speak

Brother, I will leave tomorrow morning. Don’t be sad, don’t send me off, and don’t stop me. Let me leave quietly, okay?

After saying that, my second sister pulled away, and the familiar back imprinted into my mind, but there were more tears.

I didn't know what to say, so I could only shake my head desperately, and I didn't know how to keep her. My mind was blank, and I couldn't think of any reason to keep her.

That night, I sat in the study until very late

That night, no one knew what I was going

The next morning, I stood in the woods at the top of the mountains, looking at the thin and lonely figure, carrying a small package, walked out of the village, walked up the mountain, and then down the mountain. All I left was the back figure