Chapter 9 Confessing the Confused Goddess

It was late at night, and I was holding my aunt in my arms. The traces of tears were still left on the still-broken melon-shaped face. The slightly thick pajamas were still open. The white suspender shirt at night was still vaguely visible. The corners of my eyes were already faintly covered with crow's feet. My goddess is almost 36 years old. The vicissitudes of time and the arduous and trivial life have left her mark. I kissed my aunt's eyes with heartache. When I got up, I found that her eyes seemed to be moving, but she still didn't open her eyes. I hugged my goddess aunt, covered her with a quilt, but fell asleep with her clothes.

The next morning, we got up together, and my aunt's eyes were still red when she cried last night. She woke up in my arms and saw her appearance, her face suddenly turned red. We quickly cleaned the room together.

I came to my cousin's room and told her to get up. When Lulu saw it was me, she jumped up happily and hugged me. She acted coquettishly and asked me to take her to the supermarket, but I obviously felt that the mother and daughter seemed to have no communication.

I greeted my aunt and told her not to go out to find a job today or to go to the bath center. I took my sister back and had something to look for her. She blushed and said, "Oh," she said.

My sister happily hugged my arm and arrived. On the way, I asked, Lulu, why are you ignoring your mother?

My cousin's happy little face suddenly pulled down, don't mention that woman to me. Everyone in school said that I was the daughter of a vixen, and she did shameless things

I suddenly felt very sad. My aunt worked hard to support this broken family with her thin shoulders, but now she has ended up being scolded by everyone. But my cousin is just a 10-year-old child in the fifth grade. Maybe the child is precocious in this era, but it is difficult to explain this kind of thing to her clearly. I can't organize the language to correct her. I can only say: Lulu, no matter what happens, you only need to know who is the best for you, is it the mother?

My cousin nodded at me in a daze, and I asked tentatively, Lulu, if your parents are going to get divorced, who do you want to have Ah?

My cousin looked up at me, tears rolling in her eyes and said, "Anyway, I won't be with that sexy woman, I will follow my grandfather, and my father may be back soon."

I resisted the urge to hit my cousin's little butt and remained silent. When I went to the supermarket, my cousin still showed the nature of a child. I bought a bunch of snacks and went to the amusement park for a while. It seemed that I had been happily spending a morning. I looked at my cousin who had been broken since childhood but looked innocent and innocent.

After I sent my cousin to tutoring school in the afternoon, I returned to my aunt's house. When my aunt listened to me, she didn't go anywhere.

The old man went to the hospital again, and only my aunt and I were left. After dinner, I asked my aunt, what are you going to do? My uncle has decided to divorce. Do you agree?

My aunt looked at me blankly and said dimly, Actually, I have never felt anything about your uncle. I just look confused. I don’t have much feelings for him, but I can’t let go of Lulu. If I divorce, I don’t know where to go. Now the surrounding workshops and factories are known in the village. I probably won’t take me in. I don’t know what to do.

After saying that, my aunt's eyes turned red again and tears fell down again

I grabbed my aunt's soft and boneless hand and said, "No matter what, it seems serious for my uncle to divorce this time. Your father-in-law is also a person with good face. I guess he will always instigate you."

My aunt said powerlessly, yes, he had already filed a divorce application to the prison after he learned about me last month. Now I heard that he might be transferred to our judicial bureau. I guess the marriage will definitely be divorced, but I want Lulu's custody.

After hearing this, I felt as if I had fallen into the ground. Could this be the situation I was looking forward to? I longed for my aunt to divorce? I asked her, what are you going to do after the divorce?

After hearing this, my aunt was confused, but she shook her head blankly and said, "I don't know, it seems that I can't go anywhere, I don't want me anywhere, my daughter doesn't want me anymore, I have no place to go."

I looked at the goddess with pear blossoms with pain with heartache, and said cruelly, I tested Lulu in the morning, Lulu said that she might not be able to get along with you if you divorced.

Just like the last straw, my aunt burst into tears after hearing my words. It was the kind of cry that had been suppressed for a long time. She had always been gentle and clumsy. Even she had to hide from crying behind her back. My aunt cried loudly for the first time.

Yes, I just wanted her to release it, so I repeatedly pierced her own protective film

After my aunt cried for 1 minute, her voice gradually became less and I took a towel and wiped her eyes carefully. I looked at her deeply. She avoided my eyes. My heart seemed to be stimulated. I sat and hugged my aunt gently. She naturally put her head on my shoulders. We were silent for about several minutes.

Go to Hangzhou with me, you won't go back to Province H, right? I suddenly said

Aunt suddenly raised his head, then shook his head suddenly, and immediately refused, "How is it possible, how could I go to Hangzhou with you? Are you still studying Ah? I will interfere with you in the past. Aunt thought about it and continued, "And I owe so much money. After divorce, they still have to look for me. I can't cause you such a big trouble. Xiaoyang, I know you are good to Aunt, but this is not something your children can handle. You will go back tomorrow. Aunt will handle it yourself. Don't get involved."

This is my aunt who is dedicated to her. She has given the opportunity to study to her sister and younger siblings since she was a child. She has been confused about getting married and enjoying her family. She has taken care of everything herself.

I grabbed my aunt's hands, stared at her eyes and said, "Auntie, since I told you to go to Hangzhou with me, there is a reason for me. Do you still think I am a poor student?"

Next, I told my aunt about the industry content during my undergraduate studies. After hearing this, my aunt squeezed out a smile on her face. I didn't expect Xiaoyang to be so powerful.

How much money do you owe? I asked, "You borrowed money from your family but refused to say why? Are you not planning to borrow money from your family?"

I owe the fat deputy director 50,000 yuan, I have already paid back 10,000 yuan. I still owed more than 20,000 yuan of usury three months ago, and I have also paid back more than 10,000 yuan one after another. As a result, they said they still owed 2 completes. I have earned less than 30,000 yuan in the bath center in the past three months, and I have used all to pay back the money. The more my aunt said, the less she sounded.

I don't plan to borrow it from home, I won't lie. When they ask, they will definitely know everything. Aunt continued

You don’t go to Hangzhou with me, but are you planning to continue working in the bath center after divorce? The usury profits are profitable, and then you have to pay them back. Do you plan to keep working in the bath center and pay back the money, and then continue to be the fat little lover?

I stared at my aunt very sternly and shouted, "Next, are you really planning to sell your body?"

My aunt was frightened by my sudden outrage, her eyes turned red again, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't speak.

It's just 60,000 yuan short. Do you think I can't take it out? Can't you take your nephew's money? Yes, I don't have so much cash on my bank card now, but do you think I won't think of a way for you? I, Li Xiaoyang, are so unworthy of trust in your eyes of Cheng Lihua (the name of the goddess's ID card is inconsistent with the name of the family member)?

You see, you are born with a beauty that is a disaster, attracts bees and butterflies, and still looks coquettish at the age of 36. No wonder Lulu calls you a vixen, I leave you here, what will happen to you? Can you take good care of Lulu like this?

I became more and more angry as I spoke, and cursed it hard without saying a word.

My aunt's eyes became redder, and she seemed to be scared by me, and just said crying, No, no, I know my body is dirty, I dare not go with you, I don't want to bother you, it's not what you thought, she just repeated, crying in a broken way No, no

I looked at her collapse and felt uncomfortable. I was condemning myself for being too cruel. I asked again, would I ask again, would I follow me to Hangzhou?

This time, my aunt answered me firmly, "If you don't go, my body is already dirty, don't worry about me." My aunt looks a little angry

I'm so happy now. I'm really afraid that she won't be angry. Her angry look makes me feel a little hopeful

So do you want to borrow my money?

Xiaoyang, do you really have that much money? My aunt asked

I don't have that much cash on my card now, but it's almost the same. I can call my parents to get some money. I haven't asked them for money for two years. They can call me.

I still don’t want your money. You graduated from college and needed money. Keep it yourself. Don’t worry about me, don’t ask your parents for it. My aunt was confused and rejected me again.

I was immediately excited. It turns out that I have said so much, it’s all in vain, right? Are you still going to go back to the bath center to work?

My aunt lowered her head in shame, yes, I'll stop after changing

I still don’t let her go, and continue to be the mistress of that fat man. The more I say it, the more ugly I feel, aren’t you afraid that Lulu will completely ignore you as a mother in the future?

When my aunt heard me telling me that Lulu didn't recognize her, she burst into tears again, but she still gritted her teeth and refused to answer me.

I was so angry to this stupid goddess that I scolded, "Do you rather be a mistress for a disgusting old man than your beloved nephew?"

I'm more and more explicit in my words. I feel that it's impossible not to explain it thoroughly.

Xiaoyang Why do you have to participate in this matter? You are still young. This kind of thing is too dirty. Don’t worry, I’m afraid it will affect you. I don’t want you to raise money. My body is already dirty. Although it’s not thorough yet, it’s dirty after all.

It's Ah, my aunt is just afraid of being bad for me, and I touched a long-silent string in my heart

I suddenly got up and picked up my aunt and put it on my lap. My aunt struggled to resist slightly, but she followed me without any big moves.

At this moment, I felt the memories flowing in completely, and my eyes became wet instantly. I was silent for 2 minutes. My aunt felt confused when she saw me crying, but she didn't struggle and let me hold her legs.

Why do you have to help you? Auntie, do you want to know? I looked at my aunt with affectionate feelings and asked

Aunt hesitated and nodded

Do you remember that night when I was in the third year of junior high school? I pointed my aunt's legs with my fingers.

My aunt's fair face turned red in an instant, and her shameful snow neck turned red. Didn't you fall asleep at that time?

Do you believe it yourself? When I fell asleep, would you criticize me the next day?

My aunt was still shy and didn't say anything. I held up my aunt's face. She wanted to turn her head away. I didn't let me. I just said, Auntie, you have been my goddess since childhood. Maybe I was attached to you in childhood, but since junior high school, I have been in love with you. Who made you look so beautiful but stayed in my heart? I know this is a wrong idea. I have always hidden this emotion. But today I said it, I just want to tell you that you are my white-collar goddess. I don't allow you to defile her?

After hearing this, my aunt looked at me stupidly, Xiaoyang, don't you think so

I just thought that if you don’t persist like this today, I may not say it in my life, but you would rather be your lover to an old man than follow me. I will tell you. I also hold my head up and insist.

Today, you must agree to follow me. I told her in an unopposed tone that my aunt still sat on my legs in confusion after hearing this.

After a long time, my aunt seemed embarrassed, moved her butt and said to Weiwei shyly, Xiaoyang, can you let me think about it? After saying that, she drifted her eyes

At this time, I suddenly thought that my aunt was not an unspoken person. She shouldn't have a negotiation attitude towards her. At this time, I looked at my aunt with pear blossoms in my arms, and I felt cruel and suddenly hugged my aunt tightly. She still looked at me with a loud jealous voice, and I just looked at her like this.

I suddenly looked at my aunt holding her face, and looked at her little mouth that looked more red because of her shyness and crying, and kissed my lips heavily

Such an intoxicating kiss, is this the feeling of kissing the goddess?

It's so intoxicating...

I felt my whole body float up, and it lasted for about half a minute. My aunt, who seemed to be frightened, suddenly pushed me away, but she still sat on my lap. At this time, our sitting posture was a bit indecent. Her perky buttocks were sitting on my stick through her jeans. It was very natural. When I kissed a girl, the stick turned into a hard stick, and she must have felt it.

Xiaoyang shouldn't do this. Is my aunt a dirty woman or your aunt? Don't do this. My aunt should be difficult to organize language. I feel like I just want to break free from my arms and run away from me.

Lihua, do you think you are dirty? I asked back

My aunt didn't care about my name and said, I'm dirty

Do you believe it? I have two girlfriends now, one is a 19-year-old junior. We have already had bed, but we should be about to break up. There is another one who is 41, who is as old as my mother and 5 years older than you. I said directly.

Do you think I'm dirty? I'll continue to ask my aunt

Xiaoyang, you said you have a lot of small industries now and have some money. Are you going to live in something?

What, do you want to be with a rich woman? She is a teacher in our college. She has helped me a lot in my career, but we have no money to do with it. I answer my aunt

After hearing this, my aunt seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. Then you can’t find such a big Ah? I have two girlfriends. My aunt added

Do you think I am dirty now? I asked No, you are not, you are still a good child. My aunt said quickly.

Whether it is dirty or not only related to the soul? It has nothing to do with how many men you have experienced. Aunt, please stop going to the bath center now, and you will continue to be my pure psychological Snow White, and you will still be my goddess

Xiaoyang, don’t do this, stop talking, don’t say that I am your goddess, you should go find the right girlfriend, aunt’s eyes dodge

If you don't agree to me, I will force myself to kiss you. I looked at my aunt and said, and then waited for her decision

Auntie was silent for a long time, I'll try it with you. If it's not good to you, I'll come back, okay? Auntie looked at me and asked intently

OK, no problem, let's discuss money next time I see that the purpose is achieved, so I let her go

Xiaoyang, can you put me down? I was holding my aunt's stick and pressing it between my aunt's legs. She asked me shyly

My old face turned red, and I put my aunt on the sofa, avoiding the topic, yesterday I told you that my classmate is the leader of your Ningcheng Public Security Bureau, and he will help me find someone to coordinate.

They said they would have to pay 20,000 yuan in loans. Don’t listen to them, otherwise they will change the higher. They will pay them 5,000 yuan to settle and 60,000 yuan will be borrowed for three months. You have already paid back more than 60,000 yuan, and 5,000 yuan will be enough.

They won't agree, they are a gangster, said Aunt Nuonuo

I asked the police to tell me, don't worry, I said casually

That man, you still owe 40,000 yuan, right? I asked him to come here today, I will get 20,000 yuan for him, and the extra one will be considered as compensation for him.

I don't want to make up for it, so I feel like I'm really that way, and he won't agree. My aunt hesitated and said.

You go and notify first, let's talk about it when you come

My classmate is quite efficient in his work. He gave me a call that afternoon and asked me to find Officer Zhang. Officer Zhang politely received my aunt and me, and then called the gangster who was typing up to him. I counted 5,000 on the spot to give the gangster. Although the gangster looked unhappy, he glared at Officer Zhang, but he reluctantly returned the IOU to us.

After completing the loan shark, my aunt said that the fat man was not at home today and came tomorrow night. I said yes, I had nothing to do after the New Year's Day holiday, so I stayed here to deal with the problem. In the evening, I took my cousin and aunt out for a meal. There was still no communication between the woman and the girl. I saw that my aunt was haggard and sad, but I had no choice. Maybe time can fix these things.

I pretended not to move at night, and my aunt naturally didn't ask me to go to the hotel. She planned to take my cousin to sleep in the big room and let me sleep in the small room. But I didn't know that my cousin still ignored my aunt and locked the door with a bang.

Leave my aunt and I to look at each other helplessly

Originally, my aunt probably didn't object to me sleeping in the same bed with her, but during the day I forced her to kiss her, so the atmosphere was very awkward at this time.

My aunt moved to my side hesitantly and said, Xiaoyang, why don't you sleep on the sofa in my room?

The sofa has been around for many years, and the board has collapsed. I have hit my poor aunt's family without hesitation.

Why don't I sleep on the sofa? My aunt said slimly again

Are you so afraid of me? I asked with a smile, Didn’t you fall asleep in my arms yesterday?