In my hand, I was holding a condom that I stole from my mother's small drawer. My fingers were deeply inserted into the condom, and my fingertips were just pressing against the small pocket used to hold semen. My mother reached out and snatched it coldly over it.
Bastard, where did you get this thing? Well, say!
Me, I, I didn’t know how to answer for a while. After my mother asked her repeatedly, I lied: Same, same, given by my classmates!
No, you are lying! Mom twisted my ears:
You stolen it. You thought I didn't know. You wanted to scare me. There are some things in my drawer. I wonder why there was one missing for no reason. Bastard, and, my mother pulled me out of the bed without saying anything: Come here, is this a good thing you did?
Mom pulled open the toilet door with a whistle, and pointed at the small hole and shouted at me: Are you stinging?
No, no,
Bastard, lie again! Mom took me to the door frame of her bedroom again, and she raised her feet and kicked the half brick down:
This is what you did! Well?
No, no, I was completely desperate and made a futile defense incoherently. My mother pushed me to the wall, then reached out and whipped my mouth hard
Pa--, Pa--, Pa--, Pa--...
One of my mother's hands flew up and down, and the crisp slap fell on my cheeks like raindrops, while the other hand twisted my ears ruthlessly:
I beat you to death, I beat you to death, you little bastard, you little hooligan, you are not a little young and want to know everything, dare to turn over everything, dare to take anything, dare, dare, as my mother said, suddenly her face flushed, she couldn't continue, it was Ah, how could this matter be said? My mother just said one sentence over and over again:
I beat you to death, I beat you to death,...
Mom was really angry. Her face turned red and she was panting. Dad was already at work. My sister looked at the scene in front of her with a confused look on her face. Mom was hitting and suddenly a string of teardrops rolled out.
Get out, get out, Mom pushed me out of the door, and then threw out a bunch of messy clothes: Get out, get out, I don’t want you, the treasure in the world! Oh--, oh--, oh--, little hooligan, little bastard,... Oh-, oh-!
Woo--, woo--,
I put on my clothes in a hurry, and then knocked on the door crying: Mom, mom, I was wrong, I was wrong, I changed, I changed, I will change, I will definitely change!
But, I let my palms get sore, my mother refused to open the door for me. As I knocked, I suddenly heard my mother crying even more intensely, and I felt extremely regretful.
My obscene actions deeply hurt my mother. I was extremely ashamed. I could no longer face my dear mother. I wiped my tears, bit my fingers and walked downstairs dejectedly.
Xiaoli, come and play Ah!
Great writer, come and play for a while!
The friends who were playing downstairs shouted at me, "I was too lazy to pay attention to them, and walked straight out of the yard. Woo--, a tram drove over from the middle of the road, moaning weakly, and headed out to the distance listlessly. I followed the buttocks of the tram, and walked aimlessly along the empty street in the roaring wind.
The violent spring breeze blew the tears on the face, forming a tight mark, and the eyes were crying sore and swollen.
I don’t know how long I have walked or how many miles I have walked, but suddenly there was a noise inexplicably ahead. I raised my red eyes and looked forward. Before I knew it, I actually walked to the train station where the day and night was noisy.
This is a super-large railway station, a huge transportation hub, trains traveling south and north, and traveling east and west every ten minutes, sarcastically venting white smoke, and then gushing out a tide of people, like a broken river water rushing into the streets and alleys of the city
Around the wide station square, there are densely arranged buildings with strange shapes.
At first, the train station was under the control of Tsarist Russia, and the old Tsar's minions built Russian-style buildings with ridiculous onions around the square.
After the Russo-Japanese War, the Japanese who defeated them became the owner of the place in a dignified manner, so they built buildings mixed with continental styles around the square.
After the Japanese were beaten away, the new regime replaced them with a dull style and a simple shape on the open space left in the square. In this way, the entire station became an inappropriate, big monster and big bastard.
After the Japanese took over this railway station, they completely abandoned the dilapidated old box office during the Russian administration. As a show of victory, the Japanese built a new box office next to the old box office of Tsarist Russia. The old box office has since been unknown, hiding on the side with a gray face.
After the Japanese left, gradually, the abandoned old box office became a paradise for homeless vagabonds. These happy vagabonds slipped here with dirty luggage rolls. They rolled their ragged luggage onto the ground, swept the land, and occupied the land as king.
On the east side of the old box office, there is a traffic-filled intersection with crowds of people. I passed through the tenth intersection and was about to walk towards the old box office that was close to me.
Suddenly, a short, dry and sluggish little girl caught my attention. She pinched a few coins in her hand and wandered barefoot at the intersection. As soon as the red light came on, she quietly slipped to the stopping car, and reached into the window to ask for small money from the angry driver uncle
Go! Go! Go,……
Get out, get out, get out,...
No change for you! Little girl movie!
If you are so young, you will be fooled by bad people sooner or later!
……
I stared at the little girl blankly. She found that I was staring at her for a long time, so she glared at me unfriendly. When the green light came on, she hid very cleverly in the crowd on the sidewalk.
I was so bored that I walked silently to the big and broken building in the old box office. Looking at the group of lazy homeless people lying or sitting along the walls. I don’t know what happened, I felt a little envious: Alas, they are so cool, so comfortable, they don’t have to study or work, they lie on the road all day long, and when they are hungry, they rush over the trash can or sneak into the restaurant to pick up the leftovers that the tourists have eaten.
You, where did you come from? I walked up to a homeless man and asked whispered timidly:
Uncle, where did you come from?
Humph, the homeless man flipped his body impatiently, and then pulled his pants that kept falling down with his hands: Humph, toilet!
Toilet? I continued to ask in confusion: What, Toilet!
Well, toilet, get out, kid, don’t bother me, I haven’t woken up yet!
I didn't dare to make a sound anymore, bit my fingertips and continued to walk forward aimlessly, shouting, a strange wind blew from the side of the road, dripping ridiculous circles, rolling pieces of paper and yellow sand at me maliciously, I flashed and avoided it very cleverly.
Oh, it's not good, a hoarse shout came from behind me. I looked back and saw a man in torn clothes and paralyzed lower limbs shouting anxiously:
Not good, not good, my hat is shaved away, hurry, hurry, help me, pick up the hat for me, hurry Ah!
No one paid attention to him. Everyone was rushing to walk with dirty noses on their faces. The wandering child who was busy asking for small money was giggling at the disabled in a scathing manner: Hehe, I deserve it!
I looked up and saw that in the strange wind with circles, there was a broken hat full of oil stains that could roll around pity
I jumped up and grabbed the broken hat. Hey, I found that there were some coins in the broken hat, and several coins were scattered on the ground. I understand what happened
I squatted down and picked up the coins one by one and put them in my broken hat and sent them back to the disabled person who is worthy of pity
Thank you, little brother!
The disabled man took his torn hat with joy, reached in and counted the coins inside, and I said to him: Don't worry, big brother, you haven't lost a penny of your money, I've picked it up for you!
OK, OK, thank you!
I quietly squatted beside the disabled, and he turned his dirty face covered in dust and looked at me: Well, little brother, you are crying, why are your eyes red? Why, who bullies you!
I shook my head, I didn't dare to tell him the shameful scandal I did, and the disabled continued: Where are you? Look at your outfit, don't look like Ah who debuted!
No, big brother, I'm not begging for food!
Oh, if I guessed correctly, you must have done the wrong thing and been beaten by your mother! Is that right?
Well, I lowered my head in shame, and kept slashing on the floor tiles with one hand
The disabled person said seriously: Little brother, go home quickly. The train station is very messy. If you run here at such a young age, you will learn bad things!
Thank you for your warning, big brother!
But I dare not go home, my mother is still angry with me, she refuses to open the door for me, my mother definitely doesn't want me
I stood up and left the disabled person who was asking for small money. I sneaked into the messy hall of the old box office, and then tiptoed over the dusty windowsill.
From the broken window frame, I climbed onto the platform, I wandered around the platform, and whistled behind me, and then a train entering the station flashed behind me in a rush of mountains and seas. The powerful wave of air almost overturned me to the ground
The fear made me turn around and escape back to the old box office. I had no place to go, so I sat on a sleeper in the corner of the wall and stared blankly for a long time.
I miss my mother, mom, I keep muttering to my mother: Mom, mom, forgive me, I'm wrong!
I will never do that shameful thing again!
Mom, mom, forgive me, I will reform myself, be a new person, study hard, and improve every day
Mom, mom,...
, As I thought about it, I slept to death in a daze!
Get up, a hard thing was pressed against my chest. I opened my eyes and saw a railway worker in uniform standing in front of me with a cold face holding a large iron tong in his hand. The hard thing turned out to be his big feet wearing work shoes.
Get up, get out, where are the little hooligans coming from!
Uncle, I stood up and defended: I am not a little hooligan, uncle, I am not a little hooligan!
Go, go, go, railway workers yelled me out of the old box office:
Little bastard, this is not the place where you sleep in, this is the workshop. Do you know? Take a look at it carefully. There are iron tools everywhere here. What should I do if I encounter you? Have you had enough fucking you?
When I was ruthlessly driven out of the old box office by railway workers, I found that it was dark and my stomach was roaring, but I didn't have a penny in my pocket. What should I do: Do you also sneak into a restaurant or restaurant like those homeless people to pick up leftovers and eat leftovers?
No, I can't do it!
I endured my hunger and shivered in the cold wind. In the darkness, I saw the disabled man who was asking for small money crawling into a public toilet with a shabby military backpack. I hurriedly ran behind him
The disabled person did not notice me and was still crawling into the smelly toilet. The concrete floor of the toilet was filled with dirty shit and piss, while the disabled person didn't care. The two palms wearing ragged gloves supported the entire upper body, moving little by little on the concrete floor.
Big brother, I shouted: It's too dirty!
After saying that, I didn't know where I got the strength to hold the disabled. I gritted my teeth and carried the disabled onto the squat platform in three or two steps.
The disabled person smiled at me kindly in the darkness, thank you, little brother, why, you haven't come home yet!
After the disabled person finished his excretion, I used my strength to carry it out of the hellish toilet. We sat side by side on the road. I gasped. The disabled person took out a few coins: You haven’t eaten yet, please buy a steamed bun for it!
I took the coin without hesitation, and then ran into the hotel quickly like an enclave. I bought two steamed buns and handed one to the disabled. The disabled waved his hand: I have eaten it!
Another cold wind came, and I trembled uncontrollably. Seeing this, the disabled smiled: It’s cold, I’ll find you a hotel when you finish eating!
Hahaha, hotel! I can’t believe my ears. With his outfit and the few pity coins in his hat, why can I afford to live in the hotel Ah!
Okay, it’s getting late, let’s go back to the hotel to go to bed!
After saying that, the disabled person pulled the military backpack behind him, and then he climbed to the middle of the road with his palms. I followed him without leaving any steps.
The disabled person pried up his chin with great confidence and said to the opposite side of the road: "Ji, it's that high-end hotel with Japanese architecture, how about it, it's great!"
Ah, I raised my head and stared blankly at the high-end hotel: Why, can we really stay in that high-end hotel with a long-standing history of nearly a hundred years?
Bastard, where did you get this thing? Well, say!
Me, I, I didn’t know how to answer for a while. After my mother asked her repeatedly, I lied: Same, same, given by my classmates!
No, you are lying! Mom twisted my ears:
You stolen it. You thought I didn't know. You wanted to scare me. There are some things in my drawer. I wonder why there was one missing for no reason. Bastard, and, my mother pulled me out of the bed without saying anything: Come here, is this a good thing you did?
Mom pulled open the toilet door with a whistle, and pointed at the small hole and shouted at me: Are you stinging?
No, no,
Bastard, lie again! Mom took me to the door frame of her bedroom again, and she raised her feet and kicked the half brick down:
This is what you did! Well?
No, no, I was completely desperate and made a futile defense incoherently. My mother pushed me to the wall, then reached out and whipped my mouth hard
Pa--, Pa--, Pa--, Pa--...
One of my mother's hands flew up and down, and the crisp slap fell on my cheeks like raindrops, while the other hand twisted my ears ruthlessly:
I beat you to death, I beat you to death, you little bastard, you little hooligan, you are not a little young and want to know everything, dare to turn over everything, dare to take anything, dare, dare, as my mother said, suddenly her face flushed, she couldn't continue, it was Ah, how could this matter be said? My mother just said one sentence over and over again:
I beat you to death, I beat you to death,...
Mom was really angry. Her face turned red and she was panting. Dad was already at work. My sister looked at the scene in front of her with a confused look on her face. Mom was hitting and suddenly a string of teardrops rolled out.
Get out, get out, Mom pushed me out of the door, and then threw out a bunch of messy clothes: Get out, get out, I don’t want you, the treasure in the world! Oh--, oh--, oh--, little hooligan, little bastard,... Oh-, oh-!
Woo--, woo--,
I put on my clothes in a hurry, and then knocked on the door crying: Mom, mom, I was wrong, I was wrong, I changed, I changed, I will change, I will definitely change!
But, I let my palms get sore, my mother refused to open the door for me. As I knocked, I suddenly heard my mother crying even more intensely, and I felt extremely regretful.
My obscene actions deeply hurt my mother. I was extremely ashamed. I could no longer face my dear mother. I wiped my tears, bit my fingers and walked downstairs dejectedly.
Xiaoli, come and play Ah!
Great writer, come and play for a while!
The friends who were playing downstairs shouted at me, "I was too lazy to pay attention to them, and walked straight out of the yard. Woo--, a tram drove over from the middle of the road, moaning weakly, and headed out to the distance listlessly. I followed the buttocks of the tram, and walked aimlessly along the empty street in the roaring wind.
The violent spring breeze blew the tears on the face, forming a tight mark, and the eyes were crying sore and swollen.
I don’t know how long I have walked or how many miles I have walked, but suddenly there was a noise inexplicably ahead. I raised my red eyes and looked forward. Before I knew it, I actually walked to the train station where the day and night was noisy.
This is a super-large railway station, a huge transportation hub, trains traveling south and north, and traveling east and west every ten minutes, sarcastically venting white smoke, and then gushing out a tide of people, like a broken river water rushing into the streets and alleys of the city
Around the wide station square, there are densely arranged buildings with strange shapes.
At first, the train station was under the control of Tsarist Russia, and the old Tsar's minions built Russian-style buildings with ridiculous onions around the square.
After the Russo-Japanese War, the Japanese who defeated them became the owner of the place in a dignified manner, so they built buildings mixed with continental styles around the square.
After the Japanese were beaten away, the new regime replaced them with a dull style and a simple shape on the open space left in the square. In this way, the entire station became an inappropriate, big monster and big bastard.
After the Japanese took over this railway station, they completely abandoned the dilapidated old box office during the Russian administration. As a show of victory, the Japanese built a new box office next to the old box office of Tsarist Russia. The old box office has since been unknown, hiding on the side with a gray face.
After the Japanese left, gradually, the abandoned old box office became a paradise for homeless vagabonds. These happy vagabonds slipped here with dirty luggage rolls. They rolled their ragged luggage onto the ground, swept the land, and occupied the land as king.
On the east side of the old box office, there is a traffic-filled intersection with crowds of people. I passed through the tenth intersection and was about to walk towards the old box office that was close to me.
Suddenly, a short, dry and sluggish little girl caught my attention. She pinched a few coins in her hand and wandered barefoot at the intersection. As soon as the red light came on, she quietly slipped to the stopping car, and reached into the window to ask for small money from the angry driver uncle
Go! Go! Go,……
Get out, get out, get out,...
No change for you! Little girl movie!
If you are so young, you will be fooled by bad people sooner or later!
……
I stared at the little girl blankly. She found that I was staring at her for a long time, so she glared at me unfriendly. When the green light came on, she hid very cleverly in the crowd on the sidewalk.
I was so bored that I walked silently to the big and broken building in the old box office. Looking at the group of lazy homeless people lying or sitting along the walls. I don’t know what happened, I felt a little envious: Alas, they are so cool, so comfortable, they don’t have to study or work, they lie on the road all day long, and when they are hungry, they rush over the trash can or sneak into the restaurant to pick up the leftovers that the tourists have eaten.
You, where did you come from? I walked up to a homeless man and asked whispered timidly:
Uncle, where did you come from?
Humph, the homeless man flipped his body impatiently, and then pulled his pants that kept falling down with his hands: Humph, toilet!
Toilet? I continued to ask in confusion: What, Toilet!
Well, toilet, get out, kid, don’t bother me, I haven’t woken up yet!
I didn't dare to make a sound anymore, bit my fingertips and continued to walk forward aimlessly, shouting, a strange wind blew from the side of the road, dripping ridiculous circles, rolling pieces of paper and yellow sand at me maliciously, I flashed and avoided it very cleverly.
Oh, it's not good, a hoarse shout came from behind me. I looked back and saw a man in torn clothes and paralyzed lower limbs shouting anxiously:
Not good, not good, my hat is shaved away, hurry, hurry, help me, pick up the hat for me, hurry Ah!
No one paid attention to him. Everyone was rushing to walk with dirty noses on their faces. The wandering child who was busy asking for small money was giggling at the disabled in a scathing manner: Hehe, I deserve it!
I looked up and saw that in the strange wind with circles, there was a broken hat full of oil stains that could roll around pity
I jumped up and grabbed the broken hat. Hey, I found that there were some coins in the broken hat, and several coins were scattered on the ground. I understand what happened
I squatted down and picked up the coins one by one and put them in my broken hat and sent them back to the disabled person who is worthy of pity
Thank you, little brother!
The disabled man took his torn hat with joy, reached in and counted the coins inside, and I said to him: Don't worry, big brother, you haven't lost a penny of your money, I've picked it up for you!
OK, OK, thank you!
I quietly squatted beside the disabled, and he turned his dirty face covered in dust and looked at me: Well, little brother, you are crying, why are your eyes red? Why, who bullies you!
I shook my head, I didn't dare to tell him the shameful scandal I did, and the disabled continued: Where are you? Look at your outfit, don't look like Ah who debuted!
No, big brother, I'm not begging for food!
Oh, if I guessed correctly, you must have done the wrong thing and been beaten by your mother! Is that right?
Well, I lowered my head in shame, and kept slashing on the floor tiles with one hand
The disabled person said seriously: Little brother, go home quickly. The train station is very messy. If you run here at such a young age, you will learn bad things!
Thank you for your warning, big brother!
But I dare not go home, my mother is still angry with me, she refuses to open the door for me, my mother definitely doesn't want me
I stood up and left the disabled person who was asking for small money. I sneaked into the messy hall of the old box office, and then tiptoed over the dusty windowsill.
From the broken window frame, I climbed onto the platform, I wandered around the platform, and whistled behind me, and then a train entering the station flashed behind me in a rush of mountains and seas. The powerful wave of air almost overturned me to the ground
The fear made me turn around and escape back to the old box office. I had no place to go, so I sat on a sleeper in the corner of the wall and stared blankly for a long time.
I miss my mother, mom, I keep muttering to my mother: Mom, mom, forgive me, I'm wrong!
I will never do that shameful thing again!
Mom, mom, forgive me, I will reform myself, be a new person, study hard, and improve every day
Mom, mom,...
, As I thought about it, I slept to death in a daze!
Get up, a hard thing was pressed against my chest. I opened my eyes and saw a railway worker in uniform standing in front of me with a cold face holding a large iron tong in his hand. The hard thing turned out to be his big feet wearing work shoes.
Get up, get out, where are the little hooligans coming from!
Uncle, I stood up and defended: I am not a little hooligan, uncle, I am not a little hooligan!
Go, go, go, railway workers yelled me out of the old box office:
Little bastard, this is not the place where you sleep in, this is the workshop. Do you know? Take a look at it carefully. There are iron tools everywhere here. What should I do if I encounter you? Have you had enough fucking you?
When I was ruthlessly driven out of the old box office by railway workers, I found that it was dark and my stomach was roaring, but I didn't have a penny in my pocket. What should I do: Do you also sneak into a restaurant or restaurant like those homeless people to pick up leftovers and eat leftovers?
No, I can't do it!
I endured my hunger and shivered in the cold wind. In the darkness, I saw the disabled man who was asking for small money crawling into a public toilet with a shabby military backpack. I hurriedly ran behind him
The disabled person did not notice me and was still crawling into the smelly toilet. The concrete floor of the toilet was filled with dirty shit and piss, while the disabled person didn't care. The two palms wearing ragged gloves supported the entire upper body, moving little by little on the concrete floor.
Big brother, I shouted: It's too dirty!
After saying that, I didn't know where I got the strength to hold the disabled. I gritted my teeth and carried the disabled onto the squat platform in three or two steps.
The disabled person smiled at me kindly in the darkness, thank you, little brother, why, you haven't come home yet!
After the disabled person finished his excretion, I used my strength to carry it out of the hellish toilet. We sat side by side on the road. I gasped. The disabled person took out a few coins: You haven’t eaten yet, please buy a steamed bun for it!
I took the coin without hesitation, and then ran into the hotel quickly like an enclave. I bought two steamed buns and handed one to the disabled. The disabled waved his hand: I have eaten it!
Another cold wind came, and I trembled uncontrollably. Seeing this, the disabled smiled: It’s cold, I’ll find you a hotel when you finish eating!
Hahaha, hotel! I can’t believe my ears. With his outfit and the few pity coins in his hat, why can I afford to live in the hotel Ah!
Okay, it’s getting late, let’s go back to the hotel to go to bed!
After saying that, the disabled person pulled the military backpack behind him, and then he climbed to the middle of the road with his palms. I followed him without leaving any steps.
The disabled person pried up his chin with great confidence and said to the opposite side of the road: "Ji, it's that high-end hotel with Japanese architecture, how about it, it's great!"
Ah, I raised my head and stared blankly at the high-end hotel: Why, can we really stay in that high-end hotel with a long-standing history of nearly a hundred years?
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