postscript

I can clearly remember that when the "Shendu" was written, there was a snowy place outside the house.

The heating in the room was very nice, so I only wore a thin T-shirt

Just completed a serialization in Tieba, daily update, two months, two thousand two million clicks, which is enough data to make me proud.

A little tired

I haven't had the interest in creating anything for several days, so I started playing games with Zip

It's "Bihazard5", an old game

But because the game is pretty good, I always make you feel excited

Zip and I cooperated well and won the global triple-digit ranking, 1408

I asked Zip, is this ranking auspicious or unlucky?

Zip said, otherwise I will calculate a fortune

I said get out

For someone who is used to writing, the end of a story brings satisfaction that nothing can replace.

Of course, there is also an unavoidable emptiness

I dropped the handle and left the Zip in the living room

He opened another game and I can't remember what it was

Probably Call of Duty, or The Elder Scrolls

I went back to the bedroom and planned to write something I hadn't written before, just as a relief

I didn't plan to continue writing "The Fruit of the End" because my thinking was a bit slow and my mood was not particularly co-production. In fact, I haven't written it for a long time.

When I typed these two words, I just borrowed a word from "The Fruit of the End" and did not intend to show it in my current posture.

But everything started

"The Capital of God" became the first work in the entire series, today, five years after writing

Five years

Five years ago, I never thought that I would experience the taste of aging, although there was only a trace of signs

Never expected that two close relatives would die one after another in the blink of an eye, leaving behind a house that was no longer inhabited.

Never thought that I would organize my own small family and have a woman worthy of love forever

The future will be a chaotic mist at that time

I thought I knew the direction of moving forward, and until now I turned around, I suddenly realized how ignorant and confused I was at that time

The five years of "The Capital of God" are the most chaotic and changeable years in life.

I don't like these five years

I don't like "The Capital of Gods"

I hate Tianlang because I can see myself in him

I hate Melphis because I can never have what he has.

I hate Welch because I always smile like he does

I'm afraid that many people who have been shaped will question me and ask me what I have done in the past five years

I wrote this story, but this story did not create any future for myself

I'm afraid they will ask me, is it worth it?

Five years ago, I would have given a positive answer without hesitation

I would say, this is what I like to do, I write very happily, and there are people who are willing to read it, it is worth it

Now, I can't answer this

Because as long as you continue to live, the chances of allowing yourself to be willful will be fewer and fewer

This is called reality

I think one of the signs of maturity is numbness

No longer persistence, no longer stick to some principles

The thoughts that were once stubborn will become a smile due to reality and melt in time

I'm far from mature enough

It's not because I stick to the principles, but because I'm constantly tormented because I gave up what I once stuck to, and I haven't been numb until now.

Melphis's last words, to some extent, were for himself

I hope I will never be numb, I hope I will always be tortured by that sense of guilt and contradiction

Because it was them that gave birth to countless stories I wanted to tell

I want to tell a story, that's where it all comes from

From now on, five years later, I want to see how far I have walked on this road

At that time, remember to see if you are qualified to smile

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The first half of this postscript is for yourself

And the second half is not exactly like this

The first one to start writing is "Dark Domain"

The whole story has been overturned three times at the level of 200,000 words

For various reasons, in order to make up for the complete storyline, "The End of Fruit" was started

The true span of the entire story structure should be fifteen years

In the first decade of this, there were only two real readers, including myself

I clearly remembered that ten years ago, I sat in his room, happily describing Kain Reynon's plan

He listened and kept laughing

I kept writing, and he kept reading

He never asked me anything, nor did he give me a few praises

Many times he looks like a slightly shy man

Now, it took him several months to ask me occasionally, where did he write?

If completing this work is a dream I want to continue, he will be the last guardian of this dream

Because I know that even if no one can read it, he will be there, as he has done for more than a decade

This is the courage a man gives another man he is my Merfis

The picture below is a commemoration of the end of "The Capital of Gods"

During the long time I created the "Shendu", both in terms of literary level, emotional grasp and my simple writing state have been challenged unprecedentedly

This is the most written work, and the resentment, depression, depression or feeling of relief in it is never felt before.

Most writers are sensitive insiders, and we often feel at a loss for a little bit of entanglement or distractions.

I felt once again that my luck was very high

I met Mr Andersn and had my first pleasant conversation

The Q group he helped me build and did what I hadn't done because of escaping my mind

I didn't take his existence seriously because the so-called fan group has been ranked in the third group of works, and I haven't appeared in it for several years, and even my original account has been replaced.

I didn't think what the "Shenhu" would happen at first, but later I found out that it was different from any previous work.

I threw my dreams in front of the stage and accepted everyone's scrutiny, scolding and criticism without reservation.

I can no longer say that I didn't take it seriously, just like what I did in my previous entertainment creations.

Then in the midst of great anxiety and suffocation, I felt Mr. Andersn's great kindness

There are not many adults in this world who can truly show goodwill to a stranger, because those who do so often receive harm

He did this, and then I found that in terms of values ​​and sense of proportion, I and him have achieved a high level of co-production.

If "The Capital of Gods" ultimately failed to bring me anything, then this friend is at least worth the ticket price.

Then I met more people

In the update the night before, I grabbed my own straw like a drowning person

At that time, the person I thought of was Fu Xiao

He never stingy when I needed help, and it was the same last night.

And milk tea, he was the first guy to let me know that someone would be so moved by my words

When I was excited to write, I knew he would resonate with me

Since the beginning, I have been with me, witnessing, and inspiring my brother Jianyu again and again with my analysis and emotion.

I have inspired me spiritually and supported me technically

In the comments, I read the long and grand comments, the Dogzi brother who was surging my heart; the analysis was incisive, as if he could understand the dust of my heart; the balls that helped me build a post bar; the sheep who composed songs and wrote articles for "Shendu"; the Acedes who gave me games; the Guixu who devoted himself to managing his own efforts; from time to time I sent a few words of encouragement to the shadow of the shadow...

There are many people who need to be thanked, and I have thanked them without sincerity.

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Some people say that the ending of "The Capital of God" is too illusory and cannot be understood

And I don't want to explain too much

Because many answers are covered up by me because I hope readers can dig it out by themselves

Since it's a dream, why not make it bigger?

For this set of works composed of several long works, I have a great ambition to write them.

This is a literary ambition

My writing is poor, my writing is obscure, and my colors are slightly dark.

The character creation can only be written in the stupidest way, that is, I am useless to pile up words at the literary level.

But I still have ambitions

I hope many people can read this set of works

No matter which article people read, no matter what order they read, they can have a completely different feeling.

And this feeling cannot be repeated because you cannot change the order of reading

As Kain enters the whole story, or is it Greedy Wolf?

The order in which the entire story is revealed will create an unreplicable reading experience for every reader

Each work will have clues and answers that must be verified in the other four works.

There are 120 different experiences in five works. This is my ambition.

Thank you for reading this postscript as soon as possible

Sorry, because you can only share the only one

There are only readers at the end of "The Capital of God" and less than 800 people.

Hopefully, in five years, this number can be multiplied by ten times, or a hundred times

Eight hundred, this number... has a wonderful coincidence with the journey of Tianlang

Five works will be completed in the order of "Divine Capital", "The Jackal of War" and "The Fruit of the End"

"Kurus's Scarlet" is a short and medium-length story, and will be updated at the same time as the final "Dark Domain"

I hope you can complete the journey of your dreams with me

Just like the end of the Greedy Wolf in "The Capital of God", eight centuries later, he met the protagonists of "Dark Domain"