Chapter 38 Game

What is it? Qin Jueheng looked at the unread email in the email address and suddenly lost the courage to click.

All kinds of uneasy premonitions surged into her heart, making her start to doubt Zhao Jili's performance these days

I don’t know when it started, but Zhao Jili began to become shady and shady

Sometimes it is too obedient and soft, sometimes it is so gloomy that it makes people feel angry and helpless. In the last second, it smiles lightly and likable, but in the next second, it can speak sarcastic without any concealment.

Although Qin Jueheng always knew that Zhao Jili was rude and that she was not obedient and difficult to tame for a long time, as she grew older, her vision and courage gradually expanded, what Zhao Jili said now sometimes hurts people's hearts more than when she was rebellious.

Qin Jueheng knew that she had always been wrong, but no matter what, Zhao Jili was definitely not innocent.

And who was more wrong with the two? She herself kept avoiding and not delving into it.

So what if she knows? She still can't make any changes herself, and Zhao Jili is not interested in such boring questions.

Just as hesitating, the screen of the mobile phone placed on one side of the desktop lights up

The news from Zhao Ji's haircut popped up directly on the screen, with only a few words

Have you read it? If Mr. Qin likes it, I still have it here

At the end, there was also a blinking face text, which was so simple that it was like a secret chat between two friends at night.

But Qin Jueheng is not her close friend, and this is not a nutritious chat.

Zhao Jili, the words and tone of the high school student, made people feel sweet for no reason.

Qin Jueheng stared at this sentence and read it several times, and he actually read it a little naive.

Zhao Jili may act spoiled with purpose. Even though his tone at that time was thousands of times sweeter than this text message, Qin Jueheng still felt that the words Zhao Jili said at this moment brought her full playfulness and childishness.

She should be very happy now, must be happy about what she did?

When I heard my angry and surprised voice, I must have felt strange satisfaction, right?

Qin Jueheng realized how stiff and distorted the relationship between the two was, and realized that Zhao Jili sometimes didn't even like to see his success and satisfaction.

In fact, no matter what environment this child is placed in, he always belongs to the glorious, confident and promising category. Qin Jueheng always remembers her ease in various occasions over the years.

She has always been a smart student in the eyes of teachers and an outstanding person in the eyes of her peers. No matter who likes her, as long as she is willing to ask for it, she will definitely be able to get it.

But even if such a brilliant person comes to him, he can only be a lover with unknown relationships, or even an existence that violates vague ethics.

Of course Qin Jueheng knew that Zhao Jili was unwilling to accept it

No matter who happens to this kind of thing, no one can feel comfortable. Moreover, Zhao Jili has always been a sensitive and delicate child, not to mention that she once trusted herself with attachment and trust in herself.

How did everything finally come to this point? Qin Jueheng was tired and digging deep into her furrowed eyebrows. Looking at the email from Zhao Ji, he had already guessed in his heart.

It can be sent in mail and is enough to be sent by Zhao Jili with peace of mind. There are only a few things coming and going.

Qin Jueheng was already vaguely prepared, but after this idea became a reality, it felt a different feeling

Zhao Jili's temper is uncertain and it is difficult to distinguish between hot and cold. Qin Jueheng has always known it.

Although she didn't know why Zhao Jili was angry sometimes, she knew that it would be easy to make Zhao Jili happy.

In many moments, if she said to Zhao Jili: This matter is your wish; or to her: You can do whatever you want, even if Zhao Jili is still cold on his face, Qin Jueheng could still notice that she had a second in her heart, which was still happy.

But just as she knew how to make Zhao Jili slightly happy, Zhao Jili knew very well how to make Qin Jueheng unhappy

The two of them often feel like they are having a game. In order to make each other better, Qin Jueheng will always take a step back within the scope she allows, and then take another step to please Zhao Jili.

At the same time, Zhao Jili's best skill is to accurately annoy Qin Jueheng

Zhao Jili has always been very thoughtful, so he knows very clearly which sentence he says can make Qin Jueheng feel uncomfortable. When he knows how much he says, Qin Jueheng will be unable to bear it, and also knows what actions he has done, so that Qin Jueheng, who has always let her, can stop it himself.

Qin Jueheng originally thought that the future was long, and everything was just a natural domestication. One day she could make Zhao Jili return to the soft and well-behaved appearance in her past memory.

But now, all the past is actually just a contest after a fight without anyone winning

She was just trying to lock up a nightingale that could not be locked up, trying to keep a young man who grew older and was hard to tame as he was wild and difficult to tame.

If it is just a small dispute over advance and retreat, it is still fun

But Qin Jueheng never thought that Zhao Jili's uncertainty was not due to his temperament, but rather a lead that was deliberately laid out by intentional work and intentional laying

It was not until this moment that Qin Jueheng truly realized that the person she had always thought that the person she was holding in the palm of her hand had long had the ability to influence people's hearts since an inconspicuous moment.

Qin Jueheng felt a sharp headache. She reached out and closed the window suddenly, forcing herself to calm down.

After thinking rationally for a while, she finally realized too late that Zhao Jili was indeed consciously guiding herself, regardless of behavior or state of mind.

She must think she is easy to fool and easy to deceive.

Qin Jueheng watched the video of the segmentation and realized that the conflict at that time was nothing more than the expected scenes that Zhao Jili had directed.

She always has countless ways to make people angry

But there are always countless ways to make people happy

Qin Jueheng looked dazed and thought about it in a daze. After a while, he pulled his attention back to the screen.

All of this is indisputable. Qin Jueheng knew what he would do when he was angry, and he also completely remembered what he had done when he was extremely angry.

Zhao Jili was so smart that he grabbed the handle of his anger and pushed this mistake to the extreme with one hand.

Qin Jueheng focused his eyes on the long list of date names in the attachment. After a cold and rapid glance, he casually clicked on the previous section of the sequence. The scene was a past that was quite clear in memory, and it was also a conflict that Qin Jueheng had been familiar with these days.

These conflicts are the same

Everything was just a conversation at first, but at a certain moment, the conversation became particularly unpleasant because of Zhao Jili's attitude, followed by the familiar dispute.

After the dispute, occasionally, due to Zhao Jili's deliberate provocation, an overwhelming sexual relationship occurred, with the most obvious but compulsive meaning.

The picture is silent, which means that if we leave each other apart, no one can know what the dispute is. But anyone who sees us can see how Qin Jueheng took action first and how he suppressed Zhao Jili with almost violent means.

No matter what the premise is, no matter who is right or wrong, it is clearer. This is Zhao Jili's cleverness and her cunningness.

... Qin Jueheng looked silently for a moment, until he saw Zhao Jili's hands stuck in the picture and pressed her on the table. He finally covered his eyes silently, closed his eyes and slowly leaned on the edge of the table.

It was not until this moment that she finally realized with great clarity and helplessness in these days when she thought she was becoming more and more stable, how the people she was trying to please always plot against themselves, and how she racked her efforts to deceive and guide and use them.

Qin Jueheng endured the discomfort, and his gaze, blurred by tears, slowly turned down. After seeing the day at the bottom, he finally couldn't help biting his lips and closed the screen.

She finally realized that although all this happened too suddenly for her, Zhao Jili always followed the steps

When did this calculation start? Qin Jueheng was unconscious until he saw the bottom date with his own eyes. Qin Jueheng finally lost even the last little hope.

How many years ago was that? Five years, or six years, and Zhao Jili was only fifteen years old at that time

Qin Jueheng covered his face, and his hopeless and confused thoughts finally passed through his rationality at this moment.

Everything that I had been looking forward to and looking forward to turned into innocent fantasies that had been in my arms for many years. The snake with sharp teeth finally bit the first bite after resurrection.

Maybe she really doesn't love me Qin Jueheng said that she fell on the lighthouse far outside the window through the hazy tears.

The lighthouse is not clear, and everything around it will be dim

It turns out that since she passed so early, she has longed to leave herself, and for this moment, she has deceived herself for many years.