Chapter 30 Chaos

During the short silence, the atmosphere was very stiff. The car stopped on the side of the road in the evening. Cars and buses passed by one by one. No one cared about what happened on the side of the road.

Zhao Jili quickly came back from the moment of fear. What was she saying? Zhao Jili looked at Qin Jueheng's cold face and felt more and more ridiculous sarcasm in his heart.

She told me to get out?

Zhao Jili looked at Qin Jueheng and suddenly burst out laughing. Gradually, she laughed so hard that she bent her waist. The laughter seemed flamboyant and unrestrained. At this moment, it sounded particularly abrupt and inexplicable.

Qin Jueheng vaguely knew what she was laughing at, and could also guess some thoughts from Zhao Jili's eyes when he looked at her.

She looked at Zhao Jili coldly for a moment, and finally reached over her and closed the half-opened car door.

Driving Qin Jueheng didn't look at Zhao Jili for a long time, his tone was obviously suppressed.

Zhao Jili laughed enough, and his voice gradually calmed down

She knew that Qin Jueheng was unwilling to make a fuss with her outside, and the things Qin Jueheng cared about always made her feel uncomfortable and irritable. She would rather Qin Jueheng grabbed her collar and said a few words to her than look at Qin Jueheng's expressionless face

The two of them had their own thoughts and watched the car enter the Jiangxi residential area in silence

The moment the car stopped, Qin Jueheng immediately pushed the door and walked out. After taking a few steps, she subconsciously turned around and wanted to see Zhao Jili, but found that Zhao Jili had no intention of getting off. Instead, she leaned on the seat and looked at her thoughtfully.

The two looked at each other without showing any weakness for a moment, and Zhao Jili's eyes looked back and forth on Qin Jueheng's face for a while. Seeing that she had no intention of talking to her, she never had any movement.

The two confronted each other for a while, and finally Zhao Jili walked down

Zhao Jili's eyes were filled with a very sarcastic smile, and Qin Jueheng saw all his unconcealed attitude.

The conflict between the two has never been difficult to reconcile. Whether it is Zhao Jili's reliance on too willfulness or Qin Jueheng's love, it has become a line that cannot be cut and cannot be pulled apart.

The two of them walked to the door one after another. The sky began to darken in the evening. Qin Jueheng sighed slightly, and after opening the door, he habitually turned his body and let Zhao Jili go in first.

But Zhao Jili did not enter the door. Her concern for every reaction of Qin Jueheng was beyond the usual. She clearly heard Qin Jueheng's sigh with a slight volume, which made her feel an unavoidable upset.

Go in. Qin Jueheng had no intention of standing at the door with Zhao Jili in a stalemate. He grabbed Zhao Jili and pushed her into the door. He followed him in and closed the door suddenly.

The trembling sound of the closing door quickly pulled Zhao Jili back to his senses from his random thoughts. His urge to laugh was like that of being in the car. Her lips quickly bent the corners of her lips, revealing a beautiful but sarcastic smile.

Didn't you tell me to get out?

Zhao Jili reached out and returned to Qin Jueheng's back with the back of the door handle, and pressed down slightly: Why did you urge me to get out of the car, why did you push me back? I'm leaving, isn't my aunt more worry-free?

Qin Jueheng was really tired of Zhao Jili's sarcastic tone, and grabbed Zhao Jili's wrist tightly with his backhand and pushed her to the partition beside the entrance hall.

This is always like this, Zhao Jili made impatiently, and was not willing to be outdone, but was not willing to be honest and was suppressed by Qin Jueheng.

Do you want me to let go, or do you want me to ignore you? Qin Jueheng saw that Zhao Jili had something to say, and sneered and spoke first: Do you think it is possible?

Do you want to care about me?

Zhao Jili grew taller when she was young, but she was still a little shorter than Qin Jueheng.

The two were very close. She reluctantly looked at Qin Jueheng, trying her best to control her somewhat disordered breathing, and asked back: What do you want to care about me? How much do you think you can change me?

Qin Jueheng looked at Zhao Jili's familiar delicate facial features, but he no longer had the initial simple love and pity in his heart, but instead was filled with a feeling of fatigue and helplessness.

She was silent for a moment and lowered her eyelashes: ...at least she could go back

Before she finished speaking, Zhao Jili opened her mouth, as if she was about to laugh, and immediately interrupted her: Go back to her childhood?

Qin Jueheng, what do you like me?

Zhao Jili grabbed Qin Jueheng's hand tightly with his fingertips. The two of them held each other and maintained a posture of interlocking fingers, but there was no trace of warmth at all.

Do you like me being as well-behaved as before? Do you like me being as well-behaved as I might become? Do you like me being well-behaved and I like me being beautiful?

Zhao Jili asked in a series of questions, and Qin Jueheng himself couldn't recognize the answers to these questions: Do you still like the shadow in your heart?

But you finally found out that I am not the same as you

Zhao Jili smelled the faint sweet smell of Qin Jueheng's body, which was her most familiar smell: So you want to restrain me, want to turn me into what I should look like in your heart, want to tame me, want to subdue me, right?

Right? Qin Jueheng knew the answer to this question, but Zhao Jili said it right

She likes Zhao Jili's former appearance, always well-behaved and extremely beautiful, cunning but always tame

Zhao Jili found the answer from Qin Jueheng's silence for a moment. She sneered, and the pink lips lined when Qin Jueheng looked down with a soft and sarcastic look.

What should I do? She is no longer a child. Qin Jueheng looked at Zhao Jili's appearance and figure as she matured every day, and felt that everything was no longer as familiar to her.

But that's not me, never, never

Zhao Jili's fingers tightly clasped Qin Jueheng's knuckles, which made her feel a little pain.

But Qin Jueheng still didn't break away. She lowered her eyelashes, her eyes seemed to fall on Zhao Jili's face, and it seemed to fall further away.

That's what I am. I'm rebellious and never obey discipline when you see it now. So I will escape and meet you. I'm both willful and domineering, not to mention that you have taught me more by words and deeds.

Zhao Jili's voice was very light, clearly right in Qin Jueheng's ear, but it always seemed to come from a very far direction, looking floating and empty

I have never been well-behaved. I have what I want and what I want to do. I will never, and I will never be willing and without any conditions to listen to anyone's arrangements.

Are you still looking forward to helping me grow up through your education and make me what you want?

Zhao Jili's tone was not as impulsive as he was when he was angry, but his words were very sharp Qin Jueheng bit his lip without any unnecessary reaction

I haven't heard Zhao Jili say so many things to him at once for a long time

The quarrels these days either end with one party's departure or ended in vain. Zhao Jili never seemed willing to express his feelings to him.

Qin Jueheng once longed for Zhao Jili to say more to her, but at this moment, she found that these words today were not expected at all, nor were they what she wanted to hear and dared to face.

She had been escaping for so long, and some problems that she didn't even want to see clearly were at this moment by Zhao Jili, who was shakyly placed under the sky light, almost naked

I won't change, I won't be like before. Zhao Jili's voice trembled a little undetectable, and was caught by Qin Jueheng sensitively.

A brief silence appeared for a moment. Qin Jueheng listened to the light breathing of her and Zhao Jili, pursed his lips and wanted to speak.

But Zhao Jili still took the lead: I really like you and rely on you very much.

This sounded particularly uncomfortable for Qin Jueheng. She raised her eyes and looked at Zhao Jili, but she did not see the softness she wanted in her eyes.

I don't know what I did wrong, it will make you suddenly start to escape one day

At that time, every day before going to bed, I wondered if I wasn’t doing well enough? Or did my nature finally make you hate it?

I am too willful, should I restrain myself? Zhao Jili seemed to be recalling, raised his jaw slightly, his eyes staggered Qin Jueheng, and looked at the bright light beside the entrance hall

Do you remember when I was the most obedient, and I never said no, what you said at that time?

Zhao Jili seemed to have thought of something funny and disgusting, which made her smile, but even her brows frowned slightly: I have never spared no effort to please anyone like this, but I pleased you. I can see that you like me very much, because that can satisfy your sick and perverted desire to control.

Qin Jueheng wanted to shake his head and denied it, but found that Zhao Jili didn't look at him at all and didn't care about his reaction.

She was just talking about the knots of her heart over the years: But all of them are useless, you are still running away from me

At first I thought it was because you were finally tired of me. Zhao Jili sneered, and the force on his hand slowly loosened, but later I realized that it was just because you think you like me

Like two words that are very heavy, with many entangled and complex flavors

Why do you like me? What exactly do you like?

Zhao Jili's eyes were very gloomy. She reached out and grabbed Qin Jueheng's shirt collar and looked straight into her eyes: I can't be the phantom of the angel-like child in your heart. After so long, you should have realized it long ago.

Qin Jueheng never spoke Zhao Jili was very strong, as if he was sucking Qin Jueheng's collar, he even pulled a piece of his brother-in-law.

Zhao Jili did like himself, and Qin Jueheng could detect that it was so far. It seemed like he was already a fool to talk about his love with Zhao Jili.

But no matter what, Zhao Jili shouldn't be like this now

Qin Jueheng knew that Zhao Jili's many rebellious behaviors were directed at him. Zhao Jili knew what he liked and knew what he disliked. Zhao Jili wanted to do everything in front of Qin Jueheng.

If being well-behaved is not what you are, Qin Jueheng thought, then at least you shouldn't be what you are now.

Zhao Jili, you are not yet an adult

Qin Jueheng's face had no expression, as if the words Zhao Jili said just now were automatically turned over: Maybe you don't know what is right or wrong, but since that's the case, I'll teach you

If you want me to let go, it is impossible. No matter whether I like you or not, or how much confusion you have, you must be a personal first

Be a person!? Zhao Jili was completely amused by Qin Jueheng's words. His beautiful eyes were slightly glaring at him, and his smile trembled slightly: Do you want to teach me how to be a human being?

Are you an individual?

Once Zhao Jili is unwilling to be well-behaved, he will be merciless and straightforward when he says: When you sleep with me, do you think you are a person? You broke the law, do you know? Do you need me to remind you of how beastly you are?

Teach me how to be a human being? I want me to be a human being? Zhao Jili was tired and leaned back against the glass panel of the partition: Can you please have some face?

Do you want me to remind you, how perverted and dirty your love for me is?

Qin Jueheng could no longer listen, but Zhao Jili had no intention of stopping. She felt that she had been insulted, so she would return the insult ten times a hundred times a day.

You can't live without me at all. Even if I'm not in your sight for a second, you'll have to restless, right?

Zhao Jili turned on the screen of the phone and placed it in front of Qin Jueheng, and sent the message record to her: How many times do you want to ask me where I am? How many times do you want to ask me what I am doing? Even if I answer less, are you going to be angry?

Do you think you are normal? If you like someone, will you even need to interfere with your breathing? Zhao Jili put his cell phone on the counter, and his face was sarcastic.

Just like that, do you dare to tell me to get out? Zhao Jili remembered what happened in the car and pulled it out without mercy

Even if I said I would leave you one day, even if I said I hate you, you never let go of me. Your thoughts towards me are not only perverted, but also very humble.

After saying this, Zhao Jili saw that Qin Jueheng's face changed significantly.

Yes, no one has ever dared to say such things to her Miss Qin San

Zhao Ji was ideal, but he was not afraid at all

She hates Qin Jueheng, who always makes her look helpless and innocent. She hates her pretending to be at a loss.

What? So you have always wanted to kneel down to make me happy. Today I finally can't bear it anymore?

Zhao Jili leaned against the partition and smiled: As long as you promise today that if I leave, you will never find me again in your life, and will not say those disgusting words to me, saying that you love me, then I will leave now, right now

Will she leave? Zhao Jili knows this very well. Qin Jueheng will never let her go, but does she want to leave?

In the past, she would never want to leave the person in front of her, but at this moment, Zhao Jili felt that if Qin Jueheng really let him go, it might not matter if he left, it might not matter if he left.

Qin Jueheng was silent, her face had become very cold. She did not answer Zhao Jili's provocation, nor even responded. For a moment, the atmosphere appeared for a long time.

Seeing that she had never responded, Zhao Jili stood up straight, then reached out and grabbed the door.

If you push it away, you may not be able to leave, but you can see how Qin Jueheng will react.

But before Zhao Jili could push the door, she felt a severe pain coming from her hands to her shoulders and back. She was not prepared for this, and the pain came even more severely.

Qin Jueheng pressed Zhao Jili tightly and pressed her against the cold door.

Don't want to leave, never think about it. Her voice sounded a little trembling, but it still had the meaning of command that Zhao Jili hated the most.

At a certain level, it will make people feel like they are urged to give up and give up everything

Zhao Jili's words and deeds have completely stimulated Qin Jueheng to a certain extent, and even made Qin Jueheng give up looking for any antidote.

Qin Jueheng pressed Zhao Jili to the side of the coffee table behind the partition. Even though Zhao Jili did not struggle, Qin Jueheng still felt that even his hands were trembling slightly, and his heart was covered with a layer of indelible cloud smoke.

She doesn't like me, Qin Jueheng's heart is full of this voice. She really doesn't like me.

what to do?