Until many years later, Qin Jueheng often thought that if he had the courage to confess his feelings to Zhao Jili early at the beginning, everything might have been able to escape the current tragic and pale stalemate.
But she chose to escape
14-year-old Zhao Jili is about to enter high school, which is the most delicate and sensitive age.
But at this age, Zhao Jili began to clearly notice the change in Qin Jueheng's attitude towards him.
This change made Zhao Ji confused, and soon began to make her feel the strife of being uneasy day and night.
She could vaguely realize that all this started from that early summer night, and Qin Jueheng began to become a stranger to her
There is no need to work overtime, inexplicably lingering in the banquet, and the most unbearable night stay in Zhao Jili
Even when we met, Qin Jueheng was still whispering as before, but Zhao Jili could sensitively detect that Qin Jueheng's escape from him was always
When he was young and ignorant, Zhao Jili also vaguely knew that Qin Jueheng looked different when he was away from home.
She has seen some of these differences with her own eyes and has also learned a lot from other people.
She knew that Qin Jueheng was a daughter-in-law who loved to linger, and she knew that Qin Jueheng's temper had never been considered gentle, and she also knew that Qin Jueheng's kindness to her had never been beyond everyone's expectations
Even now, except for those alienation that only each other can detect, Qin Jueheng is still so kind to her that it is impossible to pick on.
It was not until even this impeccable obedience began to fade that the buried leads finally began to heat up.
Jili, get up
A soft knock came from outside the door, and Qin Jueheng's voice came through a door
Zhao Jili lay on the bed with his back, staring at the still chandelier above his head in a daze
She had actually woken up long ago, but she had no intention of getting up. She knew that Qin Jueheng came back very late last night, and also knew that Qin Jueheng had not left early as usual
What a rare time this is? It's been a long time since Zhao Jili has to get used to Qin Jueheng going out early and coming back late, and I'm used to hearing Qin Jueheng push open the door and leave in the morning.
The almost silent departure always made Zhao Jili feel that he was a beast that needed to be avoided
So today is a sufficient surprise
The two were silent for a moment through a door. Then Zhao Jili turned his back to the door and replied softly: Auntie, I don't want to get up.
Unexpectedly, the door was finally pushed open, and Qin Jueheng walked in
Jiyu, what's wrong?
Qin Jueheng reached out and touched Zhao Jili's forehead. He found that there was nothing unusual. He couldn't help but say helplessly: I'm going to be late, so Jili will get up and drink it. I'll heat you up and drink it?
Qin Jueheng's voice was heavy and soft, but Zhao Jili had always been determined to get what she wanted. She didn't want to go to school today, she just wanted to catch Qin Jueheng who had finally been at home.
So she turned over, hugged Qin Jueheng's waist tightly, and whispered: But aunt, you came back so late yesterday. I haven't fallen asleep. I'm very tired and don't want to go to class.
She clearly sensed the stiffness in her arms when she hugged Qin Jueheng.
When did it start? From when did it start to just hug her, she would reject it?
Zhao Jili felt a lot of unwillingness and suspicion in his heart. Not only did he not let go, but he tightened his arms even more angry and hugged Qin Jueheng.
I said that I can't live without you, that I can't live without you, that attachment to you is the reason for me to live. Do you think these words are just a joke?
There was a dark light in Zhao Jili's eyes, waiting for Qin Jueheng's expectation to surrender.
But to her surprise, Qin Jueheng did not agree with her statement
Don’t be willful anymore. Isn’t everyone like this? Who can sleep well every day?
Qin Jueheng reached out and picked up Zhao Jili's school uniform from the bedside, patted her on the back: Be good, let go, I'll take you to school, okay?
? Zhao Jili obviously didn't expect that Qin Jueheng would really reject him
She reluctantly reached out and threw the school uniform that Qin Jueheng handed over to the side, rubbing her body in her arms.
But aunt, I'm really sleepy and can't listen to the class when I go to school, so I'll ask for a leave for me, okay, okay?
Zhao Jili raised his face and said softly, and his face was filled with a look of begging that Qin Jueheng could not resist after seeing him.
But Zhao Jili made a very thorough mistake this time. Qin Jueheng not only let go of Zhao Jili's hand, but also picked up the school uniform she threw to the ground again, put it beside her, stood up and stood aside
Julius, you have grown up, don't be willful
After saying that, Qin Jueheng took him to the door without any expression and walked out. The gentle footsteps gradually faded away.
You're grown up, don't be willful
Zhao Jili repeatedly chewed on this sentence beyond her expectations, but could not understand what the sentence meant.
What does it mean? What does it mean?
Zhao Jili thought about it before and after, and gradually anger flashed in her eyes. She reached out to grab the school uniform and stared at the direction where the door was closed.
There were so many mornings, just because Zhao Jili was not satisfied with his breakfast, Qin Jueheng would immediately drive her to a faraway place and take her to eat what she wanted to eat, so he could also invite her to a full day off.
With Qin Jueheng's current attitude, even Zhao Jili's willful request can no longer be met
Under such a clear difference, this sudden sense of crisis became huge and made it difficult for her to look directly at it
She seemed to feel that she was standing on the top of thousands of feet, and the love that could hold her was quickly disappearing
Zhao Jili didn't know that all these changes did not mean that Qin Jueheng had no patience and love for her. Instead, she realized the crux of the first time after so many years, after the two of them finally became attached to each other and could not leave each other.
She realized that her indulgence to Zhao Jili in the past was too unreasonable and improper, and realized that she might have never ignored the fact that Zhao Jili was still a child.
It was his unreasonable spoiling and obedience that made Zhao Jili become the smooth appearance of being good at acting cute and pleasing.
She is not her lover, and she is not even a principled adult who can be spoiled, but just an unformed child.
Qin Jueheng wanted to correct Zhao Jili's temperament, and wanted to escape her strange love for Zhao Jili. She noticed a lot, but ignored a lot.
Such a contradiction was too lame, and finally ignited Zhao Jili's anger on such a morning
I won't go, I won't go! Zhao Jili jumped off the bed, stood by the railing on the second floor, and shouted to Qin Jueheng, who was stunned downstairs.
Why are you so anxious to send me away? You finally stayed at home once, don’t you want to see me at all? Why do you treat me like this? Since you don’t want to see me, why did you keep me at the beginning?
Zhao Jili's anger suddenly came again and again. She threw her school uniform from the second floor to Qin Jueheng, then walked away and closed the door after a muffled sound.
Zhao Jili has always been well-behaved and has many ways to please people. Even though he is arrogant and domineering towards outsiders, it is the first time he has become so angry at Qin Jueheng.
Qin Jueheng looked at the school uniform on the ground in surprise, and the tea that he forgot to collect was also filled with the table.
After a long time, she bent down and picked up the school uniform on the floor, wiped the tabletop dry
This child is too willful, Qin Jueheng doesn't even know how to deal with her sudden temper
Grade theory...
When Qin Jueheng pushed open Zhao Jili's door again, he had not finished speaking, and instantly threw all the previous thoughts of reproaching or persuasion beyond the sky.
Zhao Jili sat on the edge of the bed, raised his head without saying a word
The atmosphere was silent, but Zhao Jili's tears were flowing fiercely, and he stared at Qin Jueheng without blinking.
This look made Qin Jueheng feel a little suffocated, and then a burst of boundless and huge self-blame
What is wrong with Zhao Jili? At this moment, she has completely forgotten that she has unspeakable love and involuntary guilt, and finally chose to surrender.
Qin Jueheng put the school uniform aside and walked forward a few steps to hug Zhao Jili.
What's wrong? Jili, don't cry. It's wrong for aunties. Auntie shouldn't come back so late. You shouldn't lose your temper with you. Don't cry. OK?
I don't want to see you, it's all mine.
Qin Jueheng said over and over again, finally letting Zhao Jili's expression relax
Do you aunt don’t like me anymore? Zhao Jili didn’t wipe her tears, so she buried her face in Qin Jueheng’s arms and asked as accused
How could it be? Jili, I...love you Ah
Qin Jueheng closed his eyes and finally said this
Zhao Jili completely didn't realize how courage this sentence consumed Qin Jueheng
She didn't know what Qin Jueheng meant at this moment. She didn't understand the boundaries between family affection, friendship and love, but the unscathing attachment at this moment made her feel that it is not to be ignored.
Can you not escape from me? Zhao Jili's tone was trembling with obvious trembling. Can you never change. Can you always treat me like before? Auntie, can you not change?
Qin Jueheng is still immersed in the words she said, starting from the early summer night a long time ago. This is the first time she has revealed such a thought when facing Zhao Jili.
This made her feel naked helpless, as if she had finally looked straight into the heart of her heart and put this ulterior motive under the scorching sun
Fortunately, Zhao Jili didn't understand what she meant
Qin Jueheng didn't explain much. In a trance, she subconsciously followed Zhao Jili's question and answered: ...I won't change, Jili will always love you, forever
She made such a promise, but Zhao Jili didn't feel that she had grasped anything. After this first sudden dispute, Qin Jueheng deceived Zhao Jili.
But she chose to escape
14-year-old Zhao Jili is about to enter high school, which is the most delicate and sensitive age.
But at this age, Zhao Jili began to clearly notice the change in Qin Jueheng's attitude towards him.
This change made Zhao Ji confused, and soon began to make her feel the strife of being uneasy day and night.
She could vaguely realize that all this started from that early summer night, and Qin Jueheng began to become a stranger to her
There is no need to work overtime, inexplicably lingering in the banquet, and the most unbearable night stay in Zhao Jili
Even when we met, Qin Jueheng was still whispering as before, but Zhao Jili could sensitively detect that Qin Jueheng's escape from him was always
When he was young and ignorant, Zhao Jili also vaguely knew that Qin Jueheng looked different when he was away from home.
She has seen some of these differences with her own eyes and has also learned a lot from other people.
She knew that Qin Jueheng was a daughter-in-law who loved to linger, and she knew that Qin Jueheng's temper had never been considered gentle, and she also knew that Qin Jueheng's kindness to her had never been beyond everyone's expectations
Even now, except for those alienation that only each other can detect, Qin Jueheng is still so kind to her that it is impossible to pick on.
It was not until even this impeccable obedience began to fade that the buried leads finally began to heat up.
Jili, get up
A soft knock came from outside the door, and Qin Jueheng's voice came through a door
Zhao Jili lay on the bed with his back, staring at the still chandelier above his head in a daze
She had actually woken up long ago, but she had no intention of getting up. She knew that Qin Jueheng came back very late last night, and also knew that Qin Jueheng had not left early as usual
What a rare time this is? It's been a long time since Zhao Jili has to get used to Qin Jueheng going out early and coming back late, and I'm used to hearing Qin Jueheng push open the door and leave in the morning.
The almost silent departure always made Zhao Jili feel that he was a beast that needed to be avoided
So today is a sufficient surprise
The two were silent for a moment through a door. Then Zhao Jili turned his back to the door and replied softly: Auntie, I don't want to get up.
Unexpectedly, the door was finally pushed open, and Qin Jueheng walked in
Jiyu, what's wrong?
Qin Jueheng reached out and touched Zhao Jili's forehead. He found that there was nothing unusual. He couldn't help but say helplessly: I'm going to be late, so Jili will get up and drink it. I'll heat you up and drink it?
Qin Jueheng's voice was heavy and soft, but Zhao Jili had always been determined to get what she wanted. She didn't want to go to school today, she just wanted to catch Qin Jueheng who had finally been at home.
So she turned over, hugged Qin Jueheng's waist tightly, and whispered: But aunt, you came back so late yesterday. I haven't fallen asleep. I'm very tired and don't want to go to class.
She clearly sensed the stiffness in her arms when she hugged Qin Jueheng.
When did it start? From when did it start to just hug her, she would reject it?
Zhao Jili felt a lot of unwillingness and suspicion in his heart. Not only did he not let go, but he tightened his arms even more angry and hugged Qin Jueheng.
I said that I can't live without you, that I can't live without you, that attachment to you is the reason for me to live. Do you think these words are just a joke?
There was a dark light in Zhao Jili's eyes, waiting for Qin Jueheng's expectation to surrender.
But to her surprise, Qin Jueheng did not agree with her statement
Don’t be willful anymore. Isn’t everyone like this? Who can sleep well every day?
Qin Jueheng reached out and picked up Zhao Jili's school uniform from the bedside, patted her on the back: Be good, let go, I'll take you to school, okay?
? Zhao Jili obviously didn't expect that Qin Jueheng would really reject him
She reluctantly reached out and threw the school uniform that Qin Jueheng handed over to the side, rubbing her body in her arms.
But aunt, I'm really sleepy and can't listen to the class when I go to school, so I'll ask for a leave for me, okay, okay?
Zhao Jili raised his face and said softly, and his face was filled with a look of begging that Qin Jueheng could not resist after seeing him.
But Zhao Jili made a very thorough mistake this time. Qin Jueheng not only let go of Zhao Jili's hand, but also picked up the school uniform she threw to the ground again, put it beside her, stood up and stood aside
Julius, you have grown up, don't be willful
After saying that, Qin Jueheng took him to the door without any expression and walked out. The gentle footsteps gradually faded away.
You're grown up, don't be willful
Zhao Jili repeatedly chewed on this sentence beyond her expectations, but could not understand what the sentence meant.
What does it mean? What does it mean?
Zhao Jili thought about it before and after, and gradually anger flashed in her eyes. She reached out to grab the school uniform and stared at the direction where the door was closed.
There were so many mornings, just because Zhao Jili was not satisfied with his breakfast, Qin Jueheng would immediately drive her to a faraway place and take her to eat what she wanted to eat, so he could also invite her to a full day off.
With Qin Jueheng's current attitude, even Zhao Jili's willful request can no longer be met
Under such a clear difference, this sudden sense of crisis became huge and made it difficult for her to look directly at it
She seemed to feel that she was standing on the top of thousands of feet, and the love that could hold her was quickly disappearing
Zhao Jili didn't know that all these changes did not mean that Qin Jueheng had no patience and love for her. Instead, she realized the crux of the first time after so many years, after the two of them finally became attached to each other and could not leave each other.
She realized that her indulgence to Zhao Jili in the past was too unreasonable and improper, and realized that she might have never ignored the fact that Zhao Jili was still a child.
It was his unreasonable spoiling and obedience that made Zhao Jili become the smooth appearance of being good at acting cute and pleasing.
She is not her lover, and she is not even a principled adult who can be spoiled, but just an unformed child.
Qin Jueheng wanted to correct Zhao Jili's temperament, and wanted to escape her strange love for Zhao Jili. She noticed a lot, but ignored a lot.
Such a contradiction was too lame, and finally ignited Zhao Jili's anger on such a morning
I won't go, I won't go! Zhao Jili jumped off the bed, stood by the railing on the second floor, and shouted to Qin Jueheng, who was stunned downstairs.
Why are you so anxious to send me away? You finally stayed at home once, don’t you want to see me at all? Why do you treat me like this? Since you don’t want to see me, why did you keep me at the beginning?
Zhao Jili's anger suddenly came again and again. She threw her school uniform from the second floor to Qin Jueheng, then walked away and closed the door after a muffled sound.
Zhao Jili has always been well-behaved and has many ways to please people. Even though he is arrogant and domineering towards outsiders, it is the first time he has become so angry at Qin Jueheng.
Qin Jueheng looked at the school uniform on the ground in surprise, and the tea that he forgot to collect was also filled with the table.
After a long time, she bent down and picked up the school uniform on the floor, wiped the tabletop dry
This child is too willful, Qin Jueheng doesn't even know how to deal with her sudden temper
Grade theory...
When Qin Jueheng pushed open Zhao Jili's door again, he had not finished speaking, and instantly threw all the previous thoughts of reproaching or persuasion beyond the sky.
Zhao Jili sat on the edge of the bed, raised his head without saying a word
The atmosphere was silent, but Zhao Jili's tears were flowing fiercely, and he stared at Qin Jueheng without blinking.
This look made Qin Jueheng feel a little suffocated, and then a burst of boundless and huge self-blame
What is wrong with Zhao Jili? At this moment, she has completely forgotten that she has unspeakable love and involuntary guilt, and finally chose to surrender.
Qin Jueheng put the school uniform aside and walked forward a few steps to hug Zhao Jili.
What's wrong? Jili, don't cry. It's wrong for aunties. Auntie shouldn't come back so late. You shouldn't lose your temper with you. Don't cry. OK?
I don't want to see you, it's all mine.
Qin Jueheng said over and over again, finally letting Zhao Jili's expression relax
Do you aunt don’t like me anymore? Zhao Jili didn’t wipe her tears, so she buried her face in Qin Jueheng’s arms and asked as accused
How could it be? Jili, I...love you Ah
Qin Jueheng closed his eyes and finally said this
Zhao Jili completely didn't realize how courage this sentence consumed Qin Jueheng
She didn't know what Qin Jueheng meant at this moment. She didn't understand the boundaries between family affection, friendship and love, but the unscathing attachment at this moment made her feel that it is not to be ignored.
Can you not escape from me? Zhao Jili's tone was trembling with obvious trembling. Can you never change. Can you always treat me like before? Auntie, can you not change?
Qin Jueheng is still immersed in the words she said, starting from the early summer night a long time ago. This is the first time she has revealed such a thought when facing Zhao Jili.
This made her feel naked helpless, as if she had finally looked straight into the heart of her heart and put this ulterior motive under the scorching sun
Fortunately, Zhao Jili didn't understand what she meant
Qin Jueheng didn't explain much. In a trance, she subconsciously followed Zhao Jili's question and answered: ...I won't change, Jili will always love you, forever
She made such a promise, but Zhao Jili didn't feel that she had grasped anything. After this first sudden dispute, Qin Jueheng deceived Zhao Jili.
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