After that, I quickly left here. It was already 1 pm after arriving at home. There was no one at home. However, I saw food on the dining table, so I didn't have to eat. I immediately ran upstairs, turned on the computer, copied all the things I copied on Zhao Huaiye's computer to the desktop, and then started from the first diary written by Zhao Huaiye, whose name was: 20121018.
It was densely recorded what he had personally experienced that day. There was no basic format for a diary, only one paragraph of separated text, the general content was as follows:
Today, after my mother came back, she said she would take me to the city to find a job. I didn't want my mother to worry about my affairs, so she told her that I had the ability to solve work problems. But my mother said that she knew a female boss and had a good relationship, so she insisted on taking me to see her.
Before my mother took me there, I was actually very reluctant to go because I had some opinions about rich people. I think they would have a big temper and look down on us rural people. It should be difficult to get along with each other. What's more, if you beg others to introduce your job like this, you will be even more looked down upon by the other party even more
But when I followed my mother to her house and saw her at the door, I was moved. The extraordinary noble and charming temperament and a bright smile like sunlight deeply touched me. She was the first time I have ever grown up that I felt so moved.
She smiled and took me to the sofa to sit down. My mother had told her about my situation before. She took the initiative to chat with me. At this time, I was so nervous that I kept trembling when I spoke. This tension was not out of timidity, but the strong excitement in my heart.
Her tone of speaking was very soft and her words were light and soft, just like the flowing water of a stream, and her smile, like the winter sun shining on her body, making people feel very warm
She didn't ask me too much about work, but asked me what I usually do and what hobbies I have. Chatting with her was like talking to a big sister, which made me feel indescribable comfort all over.
When it was time to eat, I was not used to such occasions and seemed very nervous. She did not show contemptuous eyes because I came from the countryside and never saw any world. Instead, she took the initiative to add dishes to my bowl and praised my mother for being honest and sensible. I was moved after hearing this and almost cried, and tears kept lingering in my eyes.
Is this the so-called beauty and kindness coexist?
When I returned to the rental house at night and was resting in bed, I was still very excited. My mind was filled with the scenes when I met her in the morning. I will go to work in her company tomorrow. I must adjust my mentality and show her the best side of me.
After reading the first article, I was very angry. It turned out that this bastard has been targeting his mother since he first came to my house that day. He regards pursuing his mother as his goal. Mom shouldn't have agreed to Aunt Chen to take care of this matter at the beginning. Isn't this attracting a wolf into the house?
Then I will continue to read down one by one to see what this bastard remembers later
Chapter 2, Chapter 3, or even more than a dozen chapters, I began to be a little surprised. It turned out that there was no such thing as using a sinister poisonous trick to trick my mother into taking the bait.
The records here are all about some stories that happened during his time with his mother. These stories are at work and of course after get off work. These stories have one common feature, that is, although all small things happen, they can make people feel a lot.
For example, a notepad in Chapter 22 is called 20121122 and it says:
This afternoon, Mr. Yu was going out to discuss business with a client. As usual, she was usually accompanied by Mr. Yu’s personal maid Xiaolan, but today she asked for leave for something. Mr. Yu saw that I was sitting there and nothing important, so he asked me to accompany her. The first time I went out to discuss business with Mr. Yu with a client made me feel extremely honored.
Mr. Yu asked me to bring some information I needed, and then drove me with me. Not long after, I arrived at the cafe I had made an appointment with the customer. As soon as I entered the door, I was hit by two rash children chasing me and knocked off Mr. Yu's handbag. I quickly bent down and picked up the handbag and handed it to Mr. Yu. The parents who followed the child kept apologizing to us when they saw this scene. However, Mr. Yu was not angry, but just smiled and told the two children not to run too fast, so that they could easily fall and hurt.
After we entered the cafe and sat down, the customer arrived in less than 5 minutes. They were two young men, one man and one woman. Because we wanted to open a beauty salon, our company asked us to make a promotional advertisement for them. The conversation lasted for about an hour. After the business was completed, we said goodbye to each other at the entrance of the cafe.
When I was about to get on the bus, Mr. Yu's cell phone rang. After she answered the phone, she took out a key from her bag and told me that she wanted to do something elsewhere now, so that I could go back to the company by myself and handed the key to Director Song. There were some materials in the office cabinet, which Director Song would use in a while.
I took the key and nodded at her. At this time, I saw Yu always looking at her bag with a confused expression, and then looked around in the car. I asked her what was wrong. She said that the red bracelet on the bag zipper was gone.
I have seen that red bracelet. It is made of red thread. It is wearing a string of red beads on it. It looks very beautiful. Yu once told us that it was given to her by her son. She liked it very much, but it would look unripe when she put it on her wrist, so she tied the bracelet to the zipper of her bag so that she could see it every day.
Then Yu always said to herself: Maybe she fell at home or office. She went back to search for it later, and then drove away.
After she left, I kept wondering if the two children were hit and fell into the cafe when I first arrived?
So I went back to the cafe, asked the two waiters standing at the door, told them about the incident that they had been hit at the door, and then asked them if they had seen a bracelet made of red thread?
They said they didn't see it
Then I went into the cafe and asked some waiters and customers randomly, but they all said they didn't see it.
At this time, I saw a camera on the ceiling above my head, and the location just shone at the door. Then I came to their front desk and told them about my story, hoping that they could let me see the surveillance camera we came in at that time. However, the two girls at the front desk disagreed and said that they had no right to take me to see these things. I just started arguing with her here.
At this time, their manager came over and asked what happened. The manager spoke very politely. After hearing the cause of the incident, he took me to the monitoring room and redirected the monitoring when we entered the cafe just now.
Sure enough, as I thought, after Mr. Yu was knocked off his bag by a child at the door, his bracelet took off his bag and rolled to the back of the door. We didn't see it at that time
After Mr. Yu and I entered the cafe, one of the children had sharp eyes and ran back from outside the door, picked up the thing at the door, and then ran out to leave with his mother.
Although I already knew who took it away, I was in trouble again at this time. The family had already left before we came in. How could we find them?
But by chance, a waiter recognized them after seeing the surveillance camera and said that the woman was a regular customer here and had applied for a membership card here. She seemed to live in Jinshui Community. When I heard her say this, I was overjoyed at this time. I took out my cell phone and took a photo of the woman and child inside the surveillance camera, and then quickly left here.
Then I took a taxi to Jinshui Community. In the security room at the entrance of the community, I took out my cell phone and asked the middle-aged male security guard sitting there. I knew the women and children in the photo. The security guard habitually asked me what I had to do with them. I told him what happened. Then the security guard told me that this family lives in Building 5. When he went in to patrol, he saw two children in their house playing in front of the building. When I heard him say this, I felt even more excited.
After thanking him, I entered the community and ran to Building 5. Sure enough, I saw the two children. There were several children next to them who were playing together. There were many elderly people sitting under the big tree to enjoy the cool air, some playing chess and some playing mahjong.
And the red bracelet was on the child's wrist.
I walked to him and told him that the bracelet was mine, but he didn't give it to me. He lied to me that it was bought by his mother. An old man next to me saw me and a child entangled. Seeing that I was a stranger again, he thought I was a bad person, so he came up to ask me what I was doing?
I continued to tell him the story. After hearing this, he told me not to be anxious. Then he shouted at the upstairs twice. Then the window on the second floor opened, revealing a head, which was the middle-aged woman with her children in the cafe. She was in the cafe.
Soon, the middle-aged woman came down from the upper floor. She recognized me at a glance and asked me what happened. I told her that the red bracelet that the child brought was dropped by us at the door. After hearing this, she took the bracelet from his child's wrist and handed it to me without saying a word. She even said it was embarrassing.
Seeing that the bracelet has been found and is intact, I didn't say anything
The matter was finally resolved successfully, and I breathed a sigh of relief
Um!
No, at this time I suddenly remembered the important thing that President Yu told me. At this time, I looked at the watch and had been delayed for more than an hour outside. Suddenly, I was scared and sweated. At this time, I wanted to take out my cell phone and call Director Song first, but I found that the phone was owed.
I quickly went to the entrance of the community and called a taxi to rush back to the company. When I returned to the company, I saw Mr. Yu and Director Song sitting next to the original table and chair next to the front desk of the company and talking to two decent middle-aged men. When Mr. Yu saw me, he immediately waved to me and asked me for the key. I quickly took out the key. Director Song got up and took the key, shook his head helplessly, and walked inside.
Mr. Yu ignored me and continued to talk to these two men. At this time, I planned to go in first.
Don't leave now
President Yu scolded me seriously. Although the sound was not loud, it scared me so much that I didn't move anymore.
Then Mr. Yu continued to talk to the two men
Soon, Director Song came over and held a dozen pages of information in his hand to the two men in front of him to read. The two men took the information and started reading it. While reading it, they talked to Mr. Yu.
After about 10 minutes, one of the men put the information into the briefcase he was carrying, and then they shook hands and said goodbye to leave.
Then President Yu started to question me, asking me why I came back so late. As soon as I was about to explain to her, she continued to say to me: Look at your phone, I called you more than a dozen calls, but I couldn't get through. The phone was on during work. How many times have I said this...
At that time, I told you to come back and give the keys to Director Song. You were wandering around outside for more than two hours before you came back, which almost delayed the big deal...
Mr. Yu scolded me hard here
After I returned to the desk and sat down, I took out the red bracelet from my pocket. I felt a little aggrieved, but I didn't regret it. Now Yu is still angry. I dare not go in and give it to him. I waited until after get off work, when I finished packing the things on the table and was about to leave the company, I went to her office and gently patted her door. She asked me to go in and asked me what happened. I put the red bracelet in my hand on her desk, and then I quickly left before she could speak.
It was around 9 o'clock in the evening and I was about to go to bed. At this time, my phone rang. When I saw that it was Mr. Yu who called me.
On the phone, Mr. Yu comforted me first and told me that she spoke a little hard today, so she told me not to mind.
Actually, I really don't mind that Yu always gets angry at me. The only thing I fear most is that I leave a bad impression in her heart
Then Yu asked me where I found the bracelet, and I told her that she was knocked off by the two children at the entrance of the cafe this afternoon
Oh, it turns out that I left the cafe. Did you find it after I left? Mr. Yu continued to ask me
Alas, it's not that simple. Then I gritted my teeth and asked people for bracelets one by one in the cafe. Then I went to the front desk to check out the surveillance camera. Then I took the bus to the other party's house to ask for bracelets. I told President Yu completely on the phone. When I told President Yu about these things, I was always very excited.
I didn't really want to say this, I did it out of voluntary terms, but now I really want to tell her that I mainly want her to know that I was not late because of myself.
After listening to it, Mr. Yu was silent for a moment and said to me: Xiao Zhao, I misunderstood you today. You should have explained it to me earlier.
Afterwards, President Yu and I chatted on the phone for a long time. President Yu said a lot of things to do on the phone, and said that I would visit her house when I have time on the weekends, and my previous depression completely disappeared. I didn't regret doing it today. If such a thing happens again in the future, I will do it like this.
Although he was scolded by his mother before in this diary, his purpose was finally achieved. A company boss called him and apologized. After listening to what he described, I think my mother would feel even more sad and would feel that she owed him something, so she would definitely take care of him more in the days she would be together later.
I continued to look back patiently. After reading dozens of articles, I can see from the records in these dozens of articles that, as I thought, since that incident, my mother’s impression of him was better than before, and she even bought him clothes. However, I also knew about buying clothes. When I heard my mother talk to Aunt Chen at home, I mentioned it when I heard her talk to her.
And he will continue to do some inconspicuous small things often to refute his mother's greater affection for him
Obviously, he succeeded, and his mother's favor and care for him were deepening step by step. In the fiftieth chapter of the diary, he recorded the first physical intimate contact with his mother.
Notepad with the name 20130214 is recorded as follows:
Today is the birthday of my colleague Xiao Yao. Yesterday, President Yu told us that if you have no private matters after get off work, it is best to come to celebrate Xiao Yao’s birthday. In the morning, Erya called me and told me that she also had a birthday today and would see me in the evening. I told her that I was not available and that I would have to work overtime until very late to go back.
I know she definitely doesn't believe me when I say that, and I also know the real purpose of her wish to see me. Although I had already told her very clearly earlier, it is impossible for me and her. I always treat her as a little sister, without any love between men and women, but this girl has been very stubborn since she was a child, and the same is true in terms of feelings. She believes that feelings can be cultivated
So I can't see her again this time. If I go to see her again, I will give her hope. I must make a final decision with her earlier. Although I am a little cruel to her, the longer the days go, I will probably hurt her more deeply.
I could only say three words to her silently in my heart: Sorry!
At almost 6 o'clock, Mr. Yu notified us all to pack up and get off work
After that, all of our colleagues went to KTV together and booked the largest private room. Mr. Yu bought Xiaoyao a big cake. Everyone was very happy.
During this period, they made fun of me again, maybe because my personality was too shy.
They always do this, and today they are even more aggressive. Xiao Yao is the protagonist today, but they pointed the finger at me
But then again, this is just a joke between colleagues, and there is no malicious intention.
At first it was Xiaolan. She knew that I couldn't sing, so she insisted on letting me sing a popular song for everyone, and she also talked about Xiaoyao and gave it to Xiaoyao as a gift, saying that if I didn't sing, I wouldn't give Xiaoyao face
Then everyone followed her and shouted that I had to sing, so I couldn't speak.
And the more embarrassed I was, the more they became. At this time, Mr. Yu said something to me: Look at you all, Xiao Zhao was almost crying. If he can't sing, don't make things difficult for him.
Then Xiaolan stopped obediently and said to Yu a little unruly: Sister, if you see him pity you teach him to sing Ah, you two will sing together, it would be better to have a love song duet...
After hearing this, Yu smiled and scolded her: Damn girl, no big or small
After that, several of them got up and danced. I couldn't dance, so I could only sit down. Xiaolan waved to me and said, "Let me get up, she taught me to dance."
As soon as I jumped, I stepped on her foot and made her scream in pain. I hurriedly said sorry to her, but she still scolded me angrily, saying that I was a fool.
Then Xiaolan said to Mr. Yu: Sister, come and take him to jump. Look at him being stupid, I can't teach him.
Then President Yu jumped with me. When I held her elbow with one hand and grabbed her hand with the other, I felt even more nervous. I kept lowering my head and looked at her steps carefully, for fear of stepping on her feet. As a result, I just didn't take a few steps, but I still stepped on it. President Yu's instep was stomped heavily by me, and I hit her head on her head. I quickly let go of my hand and kept saying sorry to her nervously. However, President Yu didn't seem to mind very much, but I knew that the foot would never be light, because the bottom of the leather boots I was wearing was very hard.
Then Xiaolan scolded me next to me: I'm so stupid, anyone who dances with you will be trampled to death
We didn't leave here until almost 10 o'clock in the evening. Chen Mingyu and Zhang Jia and I didn't ride a bike, but we went along with Mr. Yu. She took us a ride. I was the last one to get home.
President Yu kept taking me to the entrance of the community where I live. When he was about to get off the bus, President Yu said to me: When your mother was looking for a house for you, I said to come out with her to help you find it. She said there was no need to be so troublesome. When she went back in the evening, I asked her how she was looking for the house. She told me that she had found it, so I told her that she would take me to see when she had time, but she didn't have time.
Why don't you go up and sit now?
After hearing what Mr. Yu said, I immediately followed him. Actually, at first I just said so casually and didn't expect anything because I thought she would refuse. After all, it was already past 10 o'clock in the evening, and it was still so cold in winter.
But I didn't expect that she agreed readily. At this moment, I was so happy.
Then President Yu parked the car at the entrance of the community. I got out of the car with her and took her to the rental house where I lived.
The house is not big, the house is very cold and simple, with only one bed, a cabinet, and a set of tables and chairs
But I know that with her personality, she wouldn't mind these
Mr. Yu first looked around in my house, the kitchen, and then asked me, is it cold to live here alone?
I said the room was not big and the floor was not high, so it wasn't too cold
Then she said, if it is cold, I will buy you an electric heater in a few days
I hurriedly said to her, No, I'm really not cold, not to mention that winter has passed, and even if it's cold, it won't be cold for a few days.
Then I asked Mr. Yu to sit by the bed. There was nothing to treat her in the room. At this time, I wanted to pour her a cup of tea to warm her body, but I suddenly remembered that there was only one tea cup in the room, and it was used by me. If I asked her to use it now, it would be obvious that it would not be suitable.
I can't help but want to pour hot water for her. This incident made me feel very uncomfortable all night. I must go to the supermarket to buy a few cups after getting off work tomorrow night and then be used.
You have to learn to sing more in the future. How can young people not even sing a few popular songs? Mr. Yu told me
I nodded, and then nodded at her embarrassedly
Also, your personality, don’t be so subtle. Just say what you should say in your stomach. Don’t worry about saying it wrong, otherwise it’s easy to suffer losses outside. Look at their group of people who like to bully you all day long. And dancing, it’s best to learn to do it.
Why don't you teach me? When I heard Mr. Yu say this, I looked at her with expectant eyes
Come... Mr. Yu stood up, stretched out his hands, and posed in front of me
I stood up excitedly, walked to Mr. Yu, stretched out my hands, put my left hand on her arm, and grabbed her other hand with my right hand. When I grabbed Mr. Yu's soft and fair little hand, I was so excited at this moment.
Mr. Yu's hand was very cold, probably because it was too cold in my house
I think Yu must be very cold at this moment, because she only wore a long skirt that had just passed her knees. Although the material of the long skirt was thicker, it was not as good as pants after all. Moreover, she did not wear the autumn pants and wool pants that we often wear in winter in rural areas. She just wore a pair of thicker stockings and feet. Although she wore a pair of very high boots, I don't think those were very thick.
I held her hand tightly and wanted to give her hand Nuanree, but Mr. Yu didn't resist
This makes me very happy
And at such a close distance, I could still smell the charming fragrance emitted by Yu Zong. This fragrance made me feel a little fluttering, and my feet seemed to be unable to feel the support from the ground, so I flew into the air.
Then Mr. Yu said the beat and asked me to follow her beat step by step. This time, I was very careful, afraid of doing something as embarrassing as stepping on her feet, because I knew it would hurt very much.
So every time I take a step, I'm very careful
As we repeated the same movements again and again, with Mr. Yu's careful guidance, my dance steps gradually became more proficient. At this time, Mr. Yu did not continue to recite the beat, but hummed the songs with our dance steps. I don't know what song she was humming, but I think this is the most beautiful and moving music in the world.
Looking at Mr. Yu in front of me, coupled with the wonderful music, and the trembling handsome cherry lips that were constantly shaking from the music, I began to feel a little intoxicated. I was not careful and bumped into Mr. Yu again. But this time, I didn't step on her feet, but my nose hit her forehead hard
Afterwards, Yu, embarrassedly let go of my hands and looked at the watch. Half an hour had passed. Yu, who told me that it was too late now and that she was leaving. Although I was a little reluctant, I didn't say anything. After all, it was really late now. There were almost no people on the road in the winter, and a woman was not safe. Then I went with her and sent her to the door of the community and told her to send me a text message after she got home.
Then, I kept standing here and watching her car slowly disappear from my sight
After that, I returned to the community about an hour later. I just took off my coat and entered the bed. Mr. Yu really sent me a text message telling me that she was already at home now. Although it was only a few dozen words, the joy in my heart could no longer be described in simple words such as simple joy.
After reading this diary, I don't know what to say, I feel very uncomfortable
This diary records February 14th this year. Although it has been half a year, I still remember the events that day very clearly. I was already home late that night, but I didn’t expect that my mother was as late as I did. It turned out that I stayed at his house for more than half an hour after a party with my colleagues.
That's the day, I met Zhang Yan on the roadside, and had a story afterwards with Zhang Yan
But coincidentally, that day was also Zhang Yan's birthday, and later Wang Ni told me that Zhang Yan was rejected that day, so she was so sad when she squatted on the roadside.
Um?
Why do it feels so similar?
I thought about it carefully and he mentioned that Erya in his article...
It seems that the experience with Zhang Yan is a bit the same, is it possible?
No, no, how is this possible? It is absolutely impossible. One name is Zhang Yan and the other name is Erya. There is no connection at all. It's just a coincidence. I never believe that there will be a relationship between them. I must be suspicious.
Although I said this to myself in my heart, I was still very suspicious and scared. I was afraid that something bad would become a reality again. I was really afraid...
After that, I continued to look back. The little things he had with his mother were still recorded behind him, but the name in the diary had changed from Yu Zong to Ouyang. In the more than 100 and 120 chapters, it was recorded in that my mother had bought clothes for her twice without conditions. In addition, the diary in the later part also recorded that he had contact with her mother's skin more frequently. During the May Day holiday, their company organized a trip to XX place. My mother slipped and fell on the smooth mossy stone and fell in his arms. Later, he carried his mother across the stream, and then...
He recorded all of the intimate contacts in his diary.
Until I saw the more than 140th chapter diary, something really terrible happened, that was the weekend, when I waited for my mother at home until very late at night.
The name of Notepad is 20130420 and it is written as follows:
This afternoon, Ouyang and the client were discussing business outside. He called me to inform me to go to the company to bring her information. At 6 o'clock in the evening, the customer insisted on treating us to dinner. I didn't know how to drink, but the customer had to drink the wine he gave. I got drunk after a few cups. After that, Ouyang helped me drink a lot, but she was also drunk.
After saying goodbye to the client, I helped her and went to the guest room on the second floor of the leisure club to rest for a while and sober up. Otherwise, I would not be able to drive back if I did this.
When I helped her to the room, I didn't know what happened. Our legs stumbled together, and I fell on the bed with her. As a result, we...
Originally, I didn't want to write about what happened afterwards, I wanted to keep it in my heart. At this moment, I had turned off the computer and lay on the bed, but once I closed my eyes, such a picture would keep popping up in my mind, making me toss and turns and unable to fall asleep at all.
My mind is very messy, and I think I'm going crazy, so in the end I decided to write it out and release the long-suppressed emotion in my heart. Not only that, when I think of this story again, it may also become a beautiful memory.
I held Ouyang's arm to the room and asked her to sit on the sofa first. I went to pour her a glass of water. After she finished drinking, I saw that she kept holding her forehead with her hands, looking very uncomfortable, so I helped her up from the sofa again, wanting her to lie on the bed for a while
But when I arrived at the bed, somehow, her body tilted a little, and in order to pull her hard, I tripped her legs and fell on the bed at the same time. Ouyang lost the center of gravity and his hands tightly hooked my neck until he fell on the bed. He didn't let go of the moment he fell, and I hugged her waist at the moment he fell.
After we fell on the bed, we did not let go of our arms around each other, but stared at each other's eyes. At this time, the room was extremely quiet. I could even hear the slight panting from Ouyang's mouth. We were very tightly separated. Looking at Ouyang's tender eyes, I felt my heart thumping and beating very hard, and my face and head were constantly heating up.
At this time, I saw Ouyang's lips move slightly, and I really want to...
At this moment, the two of us kissed each other wildly. Ouyang took the initiative to send her fragrant tongue into my mouth and wrapped it around my tongue. Her tongue was so sweet, so soft, so comfortable...
One of my hands pressed on her breasts and gently stroked them. She didn't resist. I slowly increased my strength. Although I was separated from the clothes, I could still feel the nipple on her chest slowly expanding and becoming bigger in my palm. I don't know how long I kissed her, but I left her wet lips and kissed her neck. Ouyang raised his head high to cater to me...
I grabbed Ouyang's shoulder strap and bra and slowly took it down along her shoulders. Her fair and upright breasts appeared in front of me bit by bit. When the clothes were about to cross the peak of her breasts, I was almost extremely excited. The saliva in my mouth was like waves, constantly rolling inside. I was already fully prepared. After the two bright red and sweet cherries on her chest were exposed, I immediately took them into my mouth.
But at this moment, Ouyang suddenly broke free from me, and his hands were tightly protecting his chest, staring at me affectionately, and I also stopped the movements of my hands. I didn't know what would happen in the next second, then she immediately turned around, circled her legs in a ball, covered her chest with her hands, and turned her back to me...
Looking at Ouyang's dress, half of which had been taken off by me, I really wanted to go over and pick her up again. I know that as long as I make a decision, I will definitely have a physical relationship with her. Even afterwards, I think she may not blame me because she has feelings for me, otherwise she wouldn't have kissed me so affectionately just now.
But in the end, I suppressed the high desire in my chest and did not choose to do this. I love her and I respect her. I don’t want to do anything reluctant to her when she resists, so that she will have a shadow in her heart afterwards. Unless she agrees in the future, I will never force her.
So I got up and prepared to leave the room. When I just walked to the door, suddenly the ringtone of the cell phone in Ouyang's handbag rang, and the handbag was next to her, but she still didn't move and didn't go to get the phone. She still kept her back to me. I knew it was because of me here, so I opened the door and left here and went to a room next to me.
When I arrived in the room, I took a shower first and felt much more awake. Then I lay on the bed and rested for about an hour before getting up to take a picture of her door.
After Ouyang opened the door for me, I saw that she had already put on her clothes, her hair was a little wet, and her whole body also emitted a fragrance, obviously she had just taken a shower.
Ouyang was basically completely awake at this time. She told me that it was very late now. Her child had called her twice at home, but she didn't answer...
Afterwards, she urged me to leave here quickly
Taking the elevator downstairs, Ouyang first got out of the elevator. At this time, I saw a white stain on her buttocks, but I couldn't tell the position. It wasn't too obvious anyway, and it was still at night, I got home in a while.
So in the end I didn't open my mouth and say
From getting in the car to her house, and then to her mother's bedroom, Ouyang and I didn't say anything else. I knew she was afraid of facing me, and she must be in pain at this time, so I decided to leave Ouyang's house early tomorrow morning before getting up
It took me more than an hour to carefully read all the things he wrote
Before, I was looking for clues and anger, but as I looked, I was a little fascinated. I started to read one story after another carefully. After reading it, I felt very heavy, but I also felt a sense of indescribable peace. I felt like I had a five-flavor bottle overturned, which was very uncomfortable.
I really didn't expect that, and never dreamed that his more than 150 notepads started writing when he first came to my house and saw my mother.
It records that he and my mother went from getting to know each other in the company, then their relationship gradually warmed up, and then they developed a strong affection for each other, and later they happened in the hotel...
I didn't expect that he would be so obsessed with my mother
In the diary, he also changed from calling his mother Yu at first to calling him Ouyang directly in it. This change in the name, obviously he believed that his relationship with his mother had reached a familiar point.
Over the past decade, I have experienced many unforgettable experiences with my mother, and I have had many happy stories. Of course, I will also encounter sadness, but I have never taken notes. As time goes by, these happy times will be gradually forgotten by me
But he remembered all the little things he had spent with his mother in the past 10 months (not too long) and the joys and sorrows he had been together with his mother. When he looked back, he would feel a different mood when he saw these things again.
After reading all the diaries he wrote, I learned a lot about him and his mother, which I didn’t know before. After reading them, I have a thorough understanding of him, his usual style, character and behavior. Unless the things he wrote are all fake, it would be a different matter.
He mentioned in his notes that he often does a lot of things for his mother behind his back, such as: at noon, his mother sometimes thinks about work matters in the office and does not go to the restaurant to eat on time. At this time, he will pack the food that his mother likes to eat without notifying her in advance; and when the hydroponic plants on her desk die, he will take the time to go to the flower and bird market to buy a new one and bring it back to change it to his mother; and as mentioned before, the red bracelet I gave to her mother was lost in the cafe, he also took the initiative to find the things back at the risk of delaying work and being punished, etc.
There are some things that even my mother didn't know about. He did it silently for his mother behind his back, and he never mentioned it to his mother, and he didn't seem to know about it.
Although what he did was all inconspicuous little things, it was because of these inconspicuous little things that often touched the tender heart of a woman, especially those who were kind-hearted like my mother.
With his outstanding performance in work, so later, his efforts were completely in vain. His mother gradually developed a favorable impression of him beyond ordinary colleagues. These, as can be seen in his later diary, several articles mentioned later: When my mother and her best friend were shopping in the mall together, she had unconditionally bought him clothes three times.
Not only that, the diary also recorded that he had close contact with his mother's body, and his mother did not show any unhappy expression.
For example, once when he went out, his mother did not drive, so he and his mother took the subway together. Because the passengers on the subway were full, he and his mother were tightly against each other, and even the important parts below were tightly attached, but his mother did not resist. Another time, he begged his mother to teach him how to dance, and he held his mother's slender waist with one hand, but his mother did not refuse. Another time, when the summer just started this year, there was a heavy rainstorm. Many places had accumulated water at their knees. The high heels and stockings she wore could not enter the garage. He originally planned to take a taxi at the door of the company, but he rolled up his trousers and insisted on carrying his mother on his back step by step to the garage.
Until later, it was the time when they were in the hotel, under the stimulation of alcohol, something contrary to morality happened. However, at the last critical moment, my mother recovered her last trace of reason in time, making her unable to cross this dangerous minefield.
But he saw through what kind of emotions his mother had for him completely
And I also fully understand my mother's heart through these diaries he wrote. My mother has indeed lost in the spiral of desire.
After this hotel incident, for a whole week, my mother never said a word to him at the company and even looked at him in the diary after all. This was what he mentioned in her subsequent diary.
But later, because of one thing, things turned around. He caught a cold and coughed while working in the company. His colleague asked him if he had visited the hospital. He said he would go after work in the evening.
But when I was working in the afternoon, my mother put a box of unopened cracks on his desk.
After get off work, he took the initiative to go over and talk to his mother with shamelessness, pestering her mother to get close to her, and her mother half-swered and restored her previous kind relationship with him.
However, in his subsequent diaries, there was no record of having a physical relationship with his mother. According to the previous writing style, if there were any, he would definitely write down these ridiculous things without reservation. This is the only thing that has not made me feel hopeless yet.
Later, he was beaten to the hospital for his mother. Although the diary had stopped writing after that, I could imagine how sad my mother would be at that time. Otherwise, when I was in the hospital, I heard Aunt Chen tell me: How angry my mother scolded her family members to apologize.
So much so that I have never seen my mother get so angry in the past few years
I stood up quietly, walked back to the bed and lay on. At this time, I was extremely depressed, and it was extremely bad. When others were sad, they would squat in the corner of the wall and smoke a cigarette. Unfortunately, I didn't know how to smoke that thing. I really wanted to find someone to talk to. I wanted to call Zhang Yan, I wanted to tell her inner pain, but when I picked up the phone, I didn't know what to say to her. Do you want to tell her all the scandals of my family? What will Zhang Yan think of my mother in the future
At this moment, I really want to have a deaf and mute friend around me. I can tell him my inner pain to the fullest, or I can lie on his shoulder and cry, but he can't understand anything.
I can only lie in bed silently, and bear all this alone. If this is a dream, I hope it will wake up quickly and stop torture me like this. My heart is really too fragile and I can't bear it anymore.
Think quietly, if the author and object who wrote these are used as strangers, or if the other party is single, after reading the diary he wrote, I am afraid I will be moved to tears by a man like him, but now the object is my mother. No matter how real and touching what he wrote is, how touching his heart is, his doing so has seriously damaged my family. This is something that I can't forgive.
Just like Yin Zhiping in the Condor Heroes, he is obsessed with Xiaolongnu, can he do something like a beast to Xiaolongnu?
As a mature woman with a family, my mother is the boss of a company. She should have self-control in this regard. She should never step into this red restricted area.
Unfortunately, this is just my wishful thinking. Among the various desires and temptations, there are a few people who can control it. Some are obsessed with money, some are obsessed with men's love, and some are obsessed with rights...
And mom is no exception
If I had a glimmer of hope for my mother before, then this diary would become the last straw that crushed my body, and I would take revenge...
I want to take revenge...
I want to take revenge on this bastard who stole my mother. I must take revenge on him. I want to make him pay a heavy price. I want to pull my mother who is deeply trapped in it. I said to myself over and over again...
In the painful sorrow, I slowly fell asleep. I don’t know how long I had been sleeping. I felt like someone was banging the door. Maybe it was a dream. I have always dreamed recently, don’t worry about it and continue to sleep. I don’t want to wake up. At least I don’t want to wake up now. When I wake up, I have to face the pain in my heart.
At this time, I vaguely felt that the door was pushed open and someone walked towards me.
Lin Lin...Lin Lin Lin... It seemed like it was my mother who came in. She came to my bed and pushed me with her hands while calling me
I slowly opened my eyes and saw that it was indeed my mother, but I had lost the joy I had before seeing my mother.
Lin Lin...Lin Lin Lin... Wake up, what's wrong with you?
mom……
Linlin, are you comfortable, tell your mother?
No
Your aunt Chen said that you didn't eat the food prepared for you at noon, and after you came back, you didn't come out of the house. Just now, my mother took a long shot outside your door, but you didn't say anything. My mother thought you were sick, so she scared her mother.
Um
Son, what's wrong with you? Why are you feeling uncomfortable with this expression? Tell your mother?
I feel uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable all because of you, you are the person I love the most in my life, but I did what makes me sad the most. How do you tell me? I can only lie to her reluctantly. It's okay, I just had a nightmare just now.
That's right, you scared your mom
Mom, you go out first, I will change my clothes and go down
OK, son, your Aunt Chen will prepare the meal immediately. Remember to eat later. I didn’t eat it at noon. My stomach must be hungry. In the evening, your Aunt Chen made you a tomato roast beef for you.
After my mother left, I looked at the watch. It was only 6 o'clock, and my mother came back so early today.
At this time, I suddenly wanted to see Xiaoyan, so I called her and Xiaoyan told me that she had gotten off work at 7 o'clock
I said: I miss you very much now, go to the door of your company to wait for you to get off work, and then we both go out for a walk, right?
Xiaoyan said: Then you can do it
I changed my clothes and went downstairs. My mother saw that I was dressed like this and was obviously going out. She asked me with a surprised expression: Lin Lin, I’m going to have dinner soon. Where are you going now?
I told her my friend just called me out for dinner
Mom was stunned for a moment, as if she wanted to say something, but I didn't give her a chance and quickly left home
After leaving the community, I stopped a taxi and arrived at Xiaoyan's company on time at 7 o'clock. I stood outside the door. I looked inside and saw her getting off work. She was packing up the things on the table. Then I stood outside the door and waited for her for about 10 minutes before she came out with a handbag on her back.
Xiaoyan seemed very happy to see me. Why did she call me at around 6 o'clock in the evening? Is there anything wrong?
No, I just miss you very much and want to be with you
So where are we going now?
There is a park across the road, let's go in and take a walk
Afterwards, I held her hand and crossed the road to this street park. There were middle-aged people with children enjoying the cool air. On the grass, there were also many couples snuggling together.
I didn't talk to Xiaoyan, and I took her little hand and walked inside silently
The sky gradually darkened. I walked to a forest. I turned around and hugged her tightly. I didn't say anything, but just kept holding her. Xiaoyan also stretched out her hand and hugged me on the back...
After a while, she asked me: What's wrong with you today? It looks weird. Did something happen?
What would you do if your dearest and loved one deceives you? When I said this, my voice was a little hoarse, and I felt like I was about to cry.
The person you are closest to? Are you talking about your parents? What's wrong with them?
I didn't continue to say anything, paused for a while, I held back the tears in my eyes, let go of my arms, told her that it was okay, I just asked casually just now
Fortunately, Xiaoyan did not ask in depth about my emotions just now, but just told me not to be sad. Some things cannot be changed since they have happened, so they should face them rationally
right!
That's right
I think what Xiaoyan said is very philosophical
What happened cannot be changed, but what has not happened can still be in my own hands. Instead of being sad in my heart, it is better to work hard to do the future. Zhao Huaiye possesses my mother and destroys my family. I also want to destroy his family and take revenge on him. Seeing that I don’t make his family restless, I won’t be Chen’s surname
After that, I relaxed my mood and found a restaurant with Xiaoyan for dinner. Then I sent her to the entrance of their community. I didn't go in because I still have a lot to do. I have to study my future plans carefully. After Xiaoyan entered, I will go home.
It was densely recorded what he had personally experienced that day. There was no basic format for a diary, only one paragraph of separated text, the general content was as follows:
Today, after my mother came back, she said she would take me to the city to find a job. I didn't want my mother to worry about my affairs, so she told her that I had the ability to solve work problems. But my mother said that she knew a female boss and had a good relationship, so she insisted on taking me to see her.
Before my mother took me there, I was actually very reluctant to go because I had some opinions about rich people. I think they would have a big temper and look down on us rural people. It should be difficult to get along with each other. What's more, if you beg others to introduce your job like this, you will be even more looked down upon by the other party even more
But when I followed my mother to her house and saw her at the door, I was moved. The extraordinary noble and charming temperament and a bright smile like sunlight deeply touched me. She was the first time I have ever grown up that I felt so moved.
She smiled and took me to the sofa to sit down. My mother had told her about my situation before. She took the initiative to chat with me. At this time, I was so nervous that I kept trembling when I spoke. This tension was not out of timidity, but the strong excitement in my heart.
Her tone of speaking was very soft and her words were light and soft, just like the flowing water of a stream, and her smile, like the winter sun shining on her body, making people feel very warm
She didn't ask me too much about work, but asked me what I usually do and what hobbies I have. Chatting with her was like talking to a big sister, which made me feel indescribable comfort all over.
When it was time to eat, I was not used to such occasions and seemed very nervous. She did not show contemptuous eyes because I came from the countryside and never saw any world. Instead, she took the initiative to add dishes to my bowl and praised my mother for being honest and sensible. I was moved after hearing this and almost cried, and tears kept lingering in my eyes.
Is this the so-called beauty and kindness coexist?
When I returned to the rental house at night and was resting in bed, I was still very excited. My mind was filled with the scenes when I met her in the morning. I will go to work in her company tomorrow. I must adjust my mentality and show her the best side of me.
After reading the first article, I was very angry. It turned out that this bastard has been targeting his mother since he first came to my house that day. He regards pursuing his mother as his goal. Mom shouldn't have agreed to Aunt Chen to take care of this matter at the beginning. Isn't this attracting a wolf into the house?
Then I will continue to read down one by one to see what this bastard remembers later
Chapter 2, Chapter 3, or even more than a dozen chapters, I began to be a little surprised. It turned out that there was no such thing as using a sinister poisonous trick to trick my mother into taking the bait.
The records here are all about some stories that happened during his time with his mother. These stories are at work and of course after get off work. These stories have one common feature, that is, although all small things happen, they can make people feel a lot.
For example, a notepad in Chapter 22 is called 20121122 and it says:
This afternoon, Mr. Yu was going out to discuss business with a client. As usual, she was usually accompanied by Mr. Yu’s personal maid Xiaolan, but today she asked for leave for something. Mr. Yu saw that I was sitting there and nothing important, so he asked me to accompany her. The first time I went out to discuss business with Mr. Yu with a client made me feel extremely honored.
Mr. Yu asked me to bring some information I needed, and then drove me with me. Not long after, I arrived at the cafe I had made an appointment with the customer. As soon as I entered the door, I was hit by two rash children chasing me and knocked off Mr. Yu's handbag. I quickly bent down and picked up the handbag and handed it to Mr. Yu. The parents who followed the child kept apologizing to us when they saw this scene. However, Mr. Yu was not angry, but just smiled and told the two children not to run too fast, so that they could easily fall and hurt.
After we entered the cafe and sat down, the customer arrived in less than 5 minutes. They were two young men, one man and one woman. Because we wanted to open a beauty salon, our company asked us to make a promotional advertisement for them. The conversation lasted for about an hour. After the business was completed, we said goodbye to each other at the entrance of the cafe.
When I was about to get on the bus, Mr. Yu's cell phone rang. After she answered the phone, she took out a key from her bag and told me that she wanted to do something elsewhere now, so that I could go back to the company by myself and handed the key to Director Song. There were some materials in the office cabinet, which Director Song would use in a while.
I took the key and nodded at her. At this time, I saw Yu always looking at her bag with a confused expression, and then looked around in the car. I asked her what was wrong. She said that the red bracelet on the bag zipper was gone.
I have seen that red bracelet. It is made of red thread. It is wearing a string of red beads on it. It looks very beautiful. Yu once told us that it was given to her by her son. She liked it very much, but it would look unripe when she put it on her wrist, so she tied the bracelet to the zipper of her bag so that she could see it every day.
Then Yu always said to herself: Maybe she fell at home or office. She went back to search for it later, and then drove away.
After she left, I kept wondering if the two children were hit and fell into the cafe when I first arrived?
So I went back to the cafe, asked the two waiters standing at the door, told them about the incident that they had been hit at the door, and then asked them if they had seen a bracelet made of red thread?
They said they didn't see it
Then I went into the cafe and asked some waiters and customers randomly, but they all said they didn't see it.
At this time, I saw a camera on the ceiling above my head, and the location just shone at the door. Then I came to their front desk and told them about my story, hoping that they could let me see the surveillance camera we came in at that time. However, the two girls at the front desk disagreed and said that they had no right to take me to see these things. I just started arguing with her here.
At this time, their manager came over and asked what happened. The manager spoke very politely. After hearing the cause of the incident, he took me to the monitoring room and redirected the monitoring when we entered the cafe just now.
Sure enough, as I thought, after Mr. Yu was knocked off his bag by a child at the door, his bracelet took off his bag and rolled to the back of the door. We didn't see it at that time
After Mr. Yu and I entered the cafe, one of the children had sharp eyes and ran back from outside the door, picked up the thing at the door, and then ran out to leave with his mother.
Although I already knew who took it away, I was in trouble again at this time. The family had already left before we came in. How could we find them?
But by chance, a waiter recognized them after seeing the surveillance camera and said that the woman was a regular customer here and had applied for a membership card here. She seemed to live in Jinshui Community. When I heard her say this, I was overjoyed at this time. I took out my cell phone and took a photo of the woman and child inside the surveillance camera, and then quickly left here.
Then I took a taxi to Jinshui Community. In the security room at the entrance of the community, I took out my cell phone and asked the middle-aged male security guard sitting there. I knew the women and children in the photo. The security guard habitually asked me what I had to do with them. I told him what happened. Then the security guard told me that this family lives in Building 5. When he went in to patrol, he saw two children in their house playing in front of the building. When I heard him say this, I felt even more excited.
After thanking him, I entered the community and ran to Building 5. Sure enough, I saw the two children. There were several children next to them who were playing together. There were many elderly people sitting under the big tree to enjoy the cool air, some playing chess and some playing mahjong.
And the red bracelet was on the child's wrist.
I walked to him and told him that the bracelet was mine, but he didn't give it to me. He lied to me that it was bought by his mother. An old man next to me saw me and a child entangled. Seeing that I was a stranger again, he thought I was a bad person, so he came up to ask me what I was doing?
I continued to tell him the story. After hearing this, he told me not to be anxious. Then he shouted at the upstairs twice. Then the window on the second floor opened, revealing a head, which was the middle-aged woman with her children in the cafe. She was in the cafe.
Soon, the middle-aged woman came down from the upper floor. She recognized me at a glance and asked me what happened. I told her that the red bracelet that the child brought was dropped by us at the door. After hearing this, she took the bracelet from his child's wrist and handed it to me without saying a word. She even said it was embarrassing.
Seeing that the bracelet has been found and is intact, I didn't say anything
The matter was finally resolved successfully, and I breathed a sigh of relief
Um!
No, at this time I suddenly remembered the important thing that President Yu told me. At this time, I looked at the watch and had been delayed for more than an hour outside. Suddenly, I was scared and sweated. At this time, I wanted to take out my cell phone and call Director Song first, but I found that the phone was owed.
I quickly went to the entrance of the community and called a taxi to rush back to the company. When I returned to the company, I saw Mr. Yu and Director Song sitting next to the original table and chair next to the front desk of the company and talking to two decent middle-aged men. When Mr. Yu saw me, he immediately waved to me and asked me for the key. I quickly took out the key. Director Song got up and took the key, shook his head helplessly, and walked inside.
Mr. Yu ignored me and continued to talk to these two men. At this time, I planned to go in first.
Don't leave now
President Yu scolded me seriously. Although the sound was not loud, it scared me so much that I didn't move anymore.
Then Mr. Yu continued to talk to the two men
Soon, Director Song came over and held a dozen pages of information in his hand to the two men in front of him to read. The two men took the information and started reading it. While reading it, they talked to Mr. Yu.
After about 10 minutes, one of the men put the information into the briefcase he was carrying, and then they shook hands and said goodbye to leave.
Then President Yu started to question me, asking me why I came back so late. As soon as I was about to explain to her, she continued to say to me: Look at your phone, I called you more than a dozen calls, but I couldn't get through. The phone was on during work. How many times have I said this...
At that time, I told you to come back and give the keys to Director Song. You were wandering around outside for more than two hours before you came back, which almost delayed the big deal...
Mr. Yu scolded me hard here
After I returned to the desk and sat down, I took out the red bracelet from my pocket. I felt a little aggrieved, but I didn't regret it. Now Yu is still angry. I dare not go in and give it to him. I waited until after get off work, when I finished packing the things on the table and was about to leave the company, I went to her office and gently patted her door. She asked me to go in and asked me what happened. I put the red bracelet in my hand on her desk, and then I quickly left before she could speak.
It was around 9 o'clock in the evening and I was about to go to bed. At this time, my phone rang. When I saw that it was Mr. Yu who called me.
On the phone, Mr. Yu comforted me first and told me that she spoke a little hard today, so she told me not to mind.
Actually, I really don't mind that Yu always gets angry at me. The only thing I fear most is that I leave a bad impression in her heart
Then Yu asked me where I found the bracelet, and I told her that she was knocked off by the two children at the entrance of the cafe this afternoon
Oh, it turns out that I left the cafe. Did you find it after I left? Mr. Yu continued to ask me
Alas, it's not that simple. Then I gritted my teeth and asked people for bracelets one by one in the cafe. Then I went to the front desk to check out the surveillance camera. Then I took the bus to the other party's house to ask for bracelets. I told President Yu completely on the phone. When I told President Yu about these things, I was always very excited.
I didn't really want to say this, I did it out of voluntary terms, but now I really want to tell her that I mainly want her to know that I was not late because of myself.
After listening to it, Mr. Yu was silent for a moment and said to me: Xiao Zhao, I misunderstood you today. You should have explained it to me earlier.
Afterwards, President Yu and I chatted on the phone for a long time. President Yu said a lot of things to do on the phone, and said that I would visit her house when I have time on the weekends, and my previous depression completely disappeared. I didn't regret doing it today. If such a thing happens again in the future, I will do it like this.
Although he was scolded by his mother before in this diary, his purpose was finally achieved. A company boss called him and apologized. After listening to what he described, I think my mother would feel even more sad and would feel that she owed him something, so she would definitely take care of him more in the days she would be together later.
I continued to look back patiently. After reading dozens of articles, I can see from the records in these dozens of articles that, as I thought, since that incident, my mother’s impression of him was better than before, and she even bought him clothes. However, I also knew about buying clothes. When I heard my mother talk to Aunt Chen at home, I mentioned it when I heard her talk to her.
And he will continue to do some inconspicuous small things often to refute his mother's greater affection for him
Obviously, he succeeded, and his mother's favor and care for him were deepening step by step. In the fiftieth chapter of the diary, he recorded the first physical intimate contact with his mother.
Notepad with the name 20130214 is recorded as follows:
Today is the birthday of my colleague Xiao Yao. Yesterday, President Yu told us that if you have no private matters after get off work, it is best to come to celebrate Xiao Yao’s birthday. In the morning, Erya called me and told me that she also had a birthday today and would see me in the evening. I told her that I was not available and that I would have to work overtime until very late to go back.
I know she definitely doesn't believe me when I say that, and I also know the real purpose of her wish to see me. Although I had already told her very clearly earlier, it is impossible for me and her. I always treat her as a little sister, without any love between men and women, but this girl has been very stubborn since she was a child, and the same is true in terms of feelings. She believes that feelings can be cultivated
So I can't see her again this time. If I go to see her again, I will give her hope. I must make a final decision with her earlier. Although I am a little cruel to her, the longer the days go, I will probably hurt her more deeply.
I could only say three words to her silently in my heart: Sorry!
At almost 6 o'clock, Mr. Yu notified us all to pack up and get off work
After that, all of our colleagues went to KTV together and booked the largest private room. Mr. Yu bought Xiaoyao a big cake. Everyone was very happy.
During this period, they made fun of me again, maybe because my personality was too shy.
They always do this, and today they are even more aggressive. Xiao Yao is the protagonist today, but they pointed the finger at me
But then again, this is just a joke between colleagues, and there is no malicious intention.
At first it was Xiaolan. She knew that I couldn't sing, so she insisted on letting me sing a popular song for everyone, and she also talked about Xiaoyao and gave it to Xiaoyao as a gift, saying that if I didn't sing, I wouldn't give Xiaoyao face
Then everyone followed her and shouted that I had to sing, so I couldn't speak.
And the more embarrassed I was, the more they became. At this time, Mr. Yu said something to me: Look at you all, Xiao Zhao was almost crying. If he can't sing, don't make things difficult for him.
Then Xiaolan stopped obediently and said to Yu a little unruly: Sister, if you see him pity you teach him to sing Ah, you two will sing together, it would be better to have a love song duet...
After hearing this, Yu smiled and scolded her: Damn girl, no big or small
After that, several of them got up and danced. I couldn't dance, so I could only sit down. Xiaolan waved to me and said, "Let me get up, she taught me to dance."
As soon as I jumped, I stepped on her foot and made her scream in pain. I hurriedly said sorry to her, but she still scolded me angrily, saying that I was a fool.
Then Xiaolan said to Mr. Yu: Sister, come and take him to jump. Look at him being stupid, I can't teach him.
Then President Yu jumped with me. When I held her elbow with one hand and grabbed her hand with the other, I felt even more nervous. I kept lowering my head and looked at her steps carefully, for fear of stepping on her feet. As a result, I just didn't take a few steps, but I still stepped on it. President Yu's instep was stomped heavily by me, and I hit her head on her head. I quickly let go of my hand and kept saying sorry to her nervously. However, President Yu didn't seem to mind very much, but I knew that the foot would never be light, because the bottom of the leather boots I was wearing was very hard.
Then Xiaolan scolded me next to me: I'm so stupid, anyone who dances with you will be trampled to death
We didn't leave here until almost 10 o'clock in the evening. Chen Mingyu and Zhang Jia and I didn't ride a bike, but we went along with Mr. Yu. She took us a ride. I was the last one to get home.
President Yu kept taking me to the entrance of the community where I live. When he was about to get off the bus, President Yu said to me: When your mother was looking for a house for you, I said to come out with her to help you find it. She said there was no need to be so troublesome. When she went back in the evening, I asked her how she was looking for the house. She told me that she had found it, so I told her that she would take me to see when she had time, but she didn't have time.
Why don't you go up and sit now?
After hearing what Mr. Yu said, I immediately followed him. Actually, at first I just said so casually and didn't expect anything because I thought she would refuse. After all, it was already past 10 o'clock in the evening, and it was still so cold in winter.
But I didn't expect that she agreed readily. At this moment, I was so happy.
Then President Yu parked the car at the entrance of the community. I got out of the car with her and took her to the rental house where I lived.
The house is not big, the house is very cold and simple, with only one bed, a cabinet, and a set of tables and chairs
But I know that with her personality, she wouldn't mind these
Mr. Yu first looked around in my house, the kitchen, and then asked me, is it cold to live here alone?
I said the room was not big and the floor was not high, so it wasn't too cold
Then she said, if it is cold, I will buy you an electric heater in a few days
I hurriedly said to her, No, I'm really not cold, not to mention that winter has passed, and even if it's cold, it won't be cold for a few days.
Then I asked Mr. Yu to sit by the bed. There was nothing to treat her in the room. At this time, I wanted to pour her a cup of tea to warm her body, but I suddenly remembered that there was only one tea cup in the room, and it was used by me. If I asked her to use it now, it would be obvious that it would not be suitable.
I can't help but want to pour hot water for her. This incident made me feel very uncomfortable all night. I must go to the supermarket to buy a few cups after getting off work tomorrow night and then be used.
You have to learn to sing more in the future. How can young people not even sing a few popular songs? Mr. Yu told me
I nodded, and then nodded at her embarrassedly
Also, your personality, don’t be so subtle. Just say what you should say in your stomach. Don’t worry about saying it wrong, otherwise it’s easy to suffer losses outside. Look at their group of people who like to bully you all day long. And dancing, it’s best to learn to do it.
Why don't you teach me? When I heard Mr. Yu say this, I looked at her with expectant eyes
Come... Mr. Yu stood up, stretched out his hands, and posed in front of me
I stood up excitedly, walked to Mr. Yu, stretched out my hands, put my left hand on her arm, and grabbed her other hand with my right hand. When I grabbed Mr. Yu's soft and fair little hand, I was so excited at this moment.
Mr. Yu's hand was very cold, probably because it was too cold in my house
I think Yu must be very cold at this moment, because she only wore a long skirt that had just passed her knees. Although the material of the long skirt was thicker, it was not as good as pants after all. Moreover, she did not wear the autumn pants and wool pants that we often wear in winter in rural areas. She just wore a pair of thicker stockings and feet. Although she wore a pair of very high boots, I don't think those were very thick.
I held her hand tightly and wanted to give her hand Nuanree, but Mr. Yu didn't resist
This makes me very happy
And at such a close distance, I could still smell the charming fragrance emitted by Yu Zong. This fragrance made me feel a little fluttering, and my feet seemed to be unable to feel the support from the ground, so I flew into the air.
Then Mr. Yu said the beat and asked me to follow her beat step by step. This time, I was very careful, afraid of doing something as embarrassing as stepping on her feet, because I knew it would hurt very much.
So every time I take a step, I'm very careful
As we repeated the same movements again and again, with Mr. Yu's careful guidance, my dance steps gradually became more proficient. At this time, Mr. Yu did not continue to recite the beat, but hummed the songs with our dance steps. I don't know what song she was humming, but I think this is the most beautiful and moving music in the world.
Looking at Mr. Yu in front of me, coupled with the wonderful music, and the trembling handsome cherry lips that were constantly shaking from the music, I began to feel a little intoxicated. I was not careful and bumped into Mr. Yu again. But this time, I didn't step on her feet, but my nose hit her forehead hard
Afterwards, Yu, embarrassedly let go of my hands and looked at the watch. Half an hour had passed. Yu, who told me that it was too late now and that she was leaving. Although I was a little reluctant, I didn't say anything. After all, it was really late now. There were almost no people on the road in the winter, and a woman was not safe. Then I went with her and sent her to the door of the community and told her to send me a text message after she got home.
Then, I kept standing here and watching her car slowly disappear from my sight
After that, I returned to the community about an hour later. I just took off my coat and entered the bed. Mr. Yu really sent me a text message telling me that she was already at home now. Although it was only a few dozen words, the joy in my heart could no longer be described in simple words such as simple joy.
After reading this diary, I don't know what to say, I feel very uncomfortable
This diary records February 14th this year. Although it has been half a year, I still remember the events that day very clearly. I was already home late that night, but I didn’t expect that my mother was as late as I did. It turned out that I stayed at his house for more than half an hour after a party with my colleagues.
That's the day, I met Zhang Yan on the roadside, and had a story afterwards with Zhang Yan
But coincidentally, that day was also Zhang Yan's birthday, and later Wang Ni told me that Zhang Yan was rejected that day, so she was so sad when she squatted on the roadside.
Um?
Why do it feels so similar?
I thought about it carefully and he mentioned that Erya in his article...
It seems that the experience with Zhang Yan is a bit the same, is it possible?
No, no, how is this possible? It is absolutely impossible. One name is Zhang Yan and the other name is Erya. There is no connection at all. It's just a coincidence. I never believe that there will be a relationship between them. I must be suspicious.
Although I said this to myself in my heart, I was still very suspicious and scared. I was afraid that something bad would become a reality again. I was really afraid...
After that, I continued to look back. The little things he had with his mother were still recorded behind him, but the name in the diary had changed from Yu Zong to Ouyang. In the more than 100 and 120 chapters, it was recorded in that my mother had bought clothes for her twice without conditions. In addition, the diary in the later part also recorded that he had contact with her mother's skin more frequently. During the May Day holiday, their company organized a trip to XX place. My mother slipped and fell on the smooth mossy stone and fell in his arms. Later, he carried his mother across the stream, and then...
He recorded all of the intimate contacts in his diary.
Until I saw the more than 140th chapter diary, something really terrible happened, that was the weekend, when I waited for my mother at home until very late at night.
The name of Notepad is 20130420 and it is written as follows:
This afternoon, Ouyang and the client were discussing business outside. He called me to inform me to go to the company to bring her information. At 6 o'clock in the evening, the customer insisted on treating us to dinner. I didn't know how to drink, but the customer had to drink the wine he gave. I got drunk after a few cups. After that, Ouyang helped me drink a lot, but she was also drunk.
After saying goodbye to the client, I helped her and went to the guest room on the second floor of the leisure club to rest for a while and sober up. Otherwise, I would not be able to drive back if I did this.
When I helped her to the room, I didn't know what happened. Our legs stumbled together, and I fell on the bed with her. As a result, we...
Originally, I didn't want to write about what happened afterwards, I wanted to keep it in my heart. At this moment, I had turned off the computer and lay on the bed, but once I closed my eyes, such a picture would keep popping up in my mind, making me toss and turns and unable to fall asleep at all.
My mind is very messy, and I think I'm going crazy, so in the end I decided to write it out and release the long-suppressed emotion in my heart. Not only that, when I think of this story again, it may also become a beautiful memory.
I held Ouyang's arm to the room and asked her to sit on the sofa first. I went to pour her a glass of water. After she finished drinking, I saw that she kept holding her forehead with her hands, looking very uncomfortable, so I helped her up from the sofa again, wanting her to lie on the bed for a while
But when I arrived at the bed, somehow, her body tilted a little, and in order to pull her hard, I tripped her legs and fell on the bed at the same time. Ouyang lost the center of gravity and his hands tightly hooked my neck until he fell on the bed. He didn't let go of the moment he fell, and I hugged her waist at the moment he fell.
After we fell on the bed, we did not let go of our arms around each other, but stared at each other's eyes. At this time, the room was extremely quiet. I could even hear the slight panting from Ouyang's mouth. We were very tightly separated. Looking at Ouyang's tender eyes, I felt my heart thumping and beating very hard, and my face and head were constantly heating up.
At this time, I saw Ouyang's lips move slightly, and I really want to...
At this moment, the two of us kissed each other wildly. Ouyang took the initiative to send her fragrant tongue into my mouth and wrapped it around my tongue. Her tongue was so sweet, so soft, so comfortable...
One of my hands pressed on her breasts and gently stroked them. She didn't resist. I slowly increased my strength. Although I was separated from the clothes, I could still feel the nipple on her chest slowly expanding and becoming bigger in my palm. I don't know how long I kissed her, but I left her wet lips and kissed her neck. Ouyang raised his head high to cater to me...
I grabbed Ouyang's shoulder strap and bra and slowly took it down along her shoulders. Her fair and upright breasts appeared in front of me bit by bit. When the clothes were about to cross the peak of her breasts, I was almost extremely excited. The saliva in my mouth was like waves, constantly rolling inside. I was already fully prepared. After the two bright red and sweet cherries on her chest were exposed, I immediately took them into my mouth.
But at this moment, Ouyang suddenly broke free from me, and his hands were tightly protecting his chest, staring at me affectionately, and I also stopped the movements of my hands. I didn't know what would happen in the next second, then she immediately turned around, circled her legs in a ball, covered her chest with her hands, and turned her back to me...
Looking at Ouyang's dress, half of which had been taken off by me, I really wanted to go over and pick her up again. I know that as long as I make a decision, I will definitely have a physical relationship with her. Even afterwards, I think she may not blame me because she has feelings for me, otherwise she wouldn't have kissed me so affectionately just now.
But in the end, I suppressed the high desire in my chest and did not choose to do this. I love her and I respect her. I don’t want to do anything reluctant to her when she resists, so that she will have a shadow in her heart afterwards. Unless she agrees in the future, I will never force her.
So I got up and prepared to leave the room. When I just walked to the door, suddenly the ringtone of the cell phone in Ouyang's handbag rang, and the handbag was next to her, but she still didn't move and didn't go to get the phone. She still kept her back to me. I knew it was because of me here, so I opened the door and left here and went to a room next to me.
When I arrived in the room, I took a shower first and felt much more awake. Then I lay on the bed and rested for about an hour before getting up to take a picture of her door.
After Ouyang opened the door for me, I saw that she had already put on her clothes, her hair was a little wet, and her whole body also emitted a fragrance, obviously she had just taken a shower.
Ouyang was basically completely awake at this time. She told me that it was very late now. Her child had called her twice at home, but she didn't answer...
Afterwards, she urged me to leave here quickly
Taking the elevator downstairs, Ouyang first got out of the elevator. At this time, I saw a white stain on her buttocks, but I couldn't tell the position. It wasn't too obvious anyway, and it was still at night, I got home in a while.
So in the end I didn't open my mouth and say
From getting in the car to her house, and then to her mother's bedroom, Ouyang and I didn't say anything else. I knew she was afraid of facing me, and she must be in pain at this time, so I decided to leave Ouyang's house early tomorrow morning before getting up
It took me more than an hour to carefully read all the things he wrote
Before, I was looking for clues and anger, but as I looked, I was a little fascinated. I started to read one story after another carefully. After reading it, I felt very heavy, but I also felt a sense of indescribable peace. I felt like I had a five-flavor bottle overturned, which was very uncomfortable.
I really didn't expect that, and never dreamed that his more than 150 notepads started writing when he first came to my house and saw my mother.
It records that he and my mother went from getting to know each other in the company, then their relationship gradually warmed up, and then they developed a strong affection for each other, and later they happened in the hotel...
I didn't expect that he would be so obsessed with my mother
In the diary, he also changed from calling his mother Yu at first to calling him Ouyang directly in it. This change in the name, obviously he believed that his relationship with his mother had reached a familiar point.
Over the past decade, I have experienced many unforgettable experiences with my mother, and I have had many happy stories. Of course, I will also encounter sadness, but I have never taken notes. As time goes by, these happy times will be gradually forgotten by me
But he remembered all the little things he had spent with his mother in the past 10 months (not too long) and the joys and sorrows he had been together with his mother. When he looked back, he would feel a different mood when he saw these things again.
After reading all the diaries he wrote, I learned a lot about him and his mother, which I didn’t know before. After reading them, I have a thorough understanding of him, his usual style, character and behavior. Unless the things he wrote are all fake, it would be a different matter.
He mentioned in his notes that he often does a lot of things for his mother behind his back, such as: at noon, his mother sometimes thinks about work matters in the office and does not go to the restaurant to eat on time. At this time, he will pack the food that his mother likes to eat without notifying her in advance; and when the hydroponic plants on her desk die, he will take the time to go to the flower and bird market to buy a new one and bring it back to change it to his mother; and as mentioned before, the red bracelet I gave to her mother was lost in the cafe, he also took the initiative to find the things back at the risk of delaying work and being punished, etc.
There are some things that even my mother didn't know about. He did it silently for his mother behind his back, and he never mentioned it to his mother, and he didn't seem to know about it.
Although what he did was all inconspicuous little things, it was because of these inconspicuous little things that often touched the tender heart of a woman, especially those who were kind-hearted like my mother.
With his outstanding performance in work, so later, his efforts were completely in vain. His mother gradually developed a favorable impression of him beyond ordinary colleagues. These, as can be seen in his later diary, several articles mentioned later: When my mother and her best friend were shopping in the mall together, she had unconditionally bought him clothes three times.
Not only that, the diary also recorded that he had close contact with his mother's body, and his mother did not show any unhappy expression.
For example, once when he went out, his mother did not drive, so he and his mother took the subway together. Because the passengers on the subway were full, he and his mother were tightly against each other, and even the important parts below were tightly attached, but his mother did not resist. Another time, he begged his mother to teach him how to dance, and he held his mother's slender waist with one hand, but his mother did not refuse. Another time, when the summer just started this year, there was a heavy rainstorm. Many places had accumulated water at their knees. The high heels and stockings she wore could not enter the garage. He originally planned to take a taxi at the door of the company, but he rolled up his trousers and insisted on carrying his mother on his back step by step to the garage.
Until later, it was the time when they were in the hotel, under the stimulation of alcohol, something contrary to morality happened. However, at the last critical moment, my mother recovered her last trace of reason in time, making her unable to cross this dangerous minefield.
But he saw through what kind of emotions his mother had for him completely
And I also fully understand my mother's heart through these diaries he wrote. My mother has indeed lost in the spiral of desire.
After this hotel incident, for a whole week, my mother never said a word to him at the company and even looked at him in the diary after all. This was what he mentioned in her subsequent diary.
But later, because of one thing, things turned around. He caught a cold and coughed while working in the company. His colleague asked him if he had visited the hospital. He said he would go after work in the evening.
But when I was working in the afternoon, my mother put a box of unopened cracks on his desk.
After get off work, he took the initiative to go over and talk to his mother with shamelessness, pestering her mother to get close to her, and her mother half-swered and restored her previous kind relationship with him.
However, in his subsequent diaries, there was no record of having a physical relationship with his mother. According to the previous writing style, if there were any, he would definitely write down these ridiculous things without reservation. This is the only thing that has not made me feel hopeless yet.
Later, he was beaten to the hospital for his mother. Although the diary had stopped writing after that, I could imagine how sad my mother would be at that time. Otherwise, when I was in the hospital, I heard Aunt Chen tell me: How angry my mother scolded her family members to apologize.
So much so that I have never seen my mother get so angry in the past few years
I stood up quietly, walked back to the bed and lay on. At this time, I was extremely depressed, and it was extremely bad. When others were sad, they would squat in the corner of the wall and smoke a cigarette. Unfortunately, I didn't know how to smoke that thing. I really wanted to find someone to talk to. I wanted to call Zhang Yan, I wanted to tell her inner pain, but when I picked up the phone, I didn't know what to say to her. Do you want to tell her all the scandals of my family? What will Zhang Yan think of my mother in the future
At this moment, I really want to have a deaf and mute friend around me. I can tell him my inner pain to the fullest, or I can lie on his shoulder and cry, but he can't understand anything.
I can only lie in bed silently, and bear all this alone. If this is a dream, I hope it will wake up quickly and stop torture me like this. My heart is really too fragile and I can't bear it anymore.
Think quietly, if the author and object who wrote these are used as strangers, or if the other party is single, after reading the diary he wrote, I am afraid I will be moved to tears by a man like him, but now the object is my mother. No matter how real and touching what he wrote is, how touching his heart is, his doing so has seriously damaged my family. This is something that I can't forgive.
Just like Yin Zhiping in the Condor Heroes, he is obsessed with Xiaolongnu, can he do something like a beast to Xiaolongnu?
As a mature woman with a family, my mother is the boss of a company. She should have self-control in this regard. She should never step into this red restricted area.
Unfortunately, this is just my wishful thinking. Among the various desires and temptations, there are a few people who can control it. Some are obsessed with money, some are obsessed with men's love, and some are obsessed with rights...
And mom is no exception
If I had a glimmer of hope for my mother before, then this diary would become the last straw that crushed my body, and I would take revenge...
I want to take revenge...
I want to take revenge on this bastard who stole my mother. I must take revenge on him. I want to make him pay a heavy price. I want to pull my mother who is deeply trapped in it. I said to myself over and over again...
In the painful sorrow, I slowly fell asleep. I don’t know how long I had been sleeping. I felt like someone was banging the door. Maybe it was a dream. I have always dreamed recently, don’t worry about it and continue to sleep. I don’t want to wake up. At least I don’t want to wake up now. When I wake up, I have to face the pain in my heart.
At this time, I vaguely felt that the door was pushed open and someone walked towards me.
Lin Lin...Lin Lin Lin... It seemed like it was my mother who came in. She came to my bed and pushed me with her hands while calling me
I slowly opened my eyes and saw that it was indeed my mother, but I had lost the joy I had before seeing my mother.
Lin Lin...Lin Lin Lin... Wake up, what's wrong with you?
mom……
Linlin, are you comfortable, tell your mother?
No
Your aunt Chen said that you didn't eat the food prepared for you at noon, and after you came back, you didn't come out of the house. Just now, my mother took a long shot outside your door, but you didn't say anything. My mother thought you were sick, so she scared her mother.
Um
Son, what's wrong with you? Why are you feeling uncomfortable with this expression? Tell your mother?
I feel uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable all because of you, you are the person I love the most in my life, but I did what makes me sad the most. How do you tell me? I can only lie to her reluctantly. It's okay, I just had a nightmare just now.
That's right, you scared your mom
Mom, you go out first, I will change my clothes and go down
OK, son, your Aunt Chen will prepare the meal immediately. Remember to eat later. I didn’t eat it at noon. My stomach must be hungry. In the evening, your Aunt Chen made you a tomato roast beef for you.
After my mother left, I looked at the watch. It was only 6 o'clock, and my mother came back so early today.
At this time, I suddenly wanted to see Xiaoyan, so I called her and Xiaoyan told me that she had gotten off work at 7 o'clock
I said: I miss you very much now, go to the door of your company to wait for you to get off work, and then we both go out for a walk, right?
Xiaoyan said: Then you can do it
I changed my clothes and went downstairs. My mother saw that I was dressed like this and was obviously going out. She asked me with a surprised expression: Lin Lin, I’m going to have dinner soon. Where are you going now?
I told her my friend just called me out for dinner
Mom was stunned for a moment, as if she wanted to say something, but I didn't give her a chance and quickly left home
After leaving the community, I stopped a taxi and arrived at Xiaoyan's company on time at 7 o'clock. I stood outside the door. I looked inside and saw her getting off work. She was packing up the things on the table. Then I stood outside the door and waited for her for about 10 minutes before she came out with a handbag on her back.
Xiaoyan seemed very happy to see me. Why did she call me at around 6 o'clock in the evening? Is there anything wrong?
No, I just miss you very much and want to be with you
So where are we going now?
There is a park across the road, let's go in and take a walk
Afterwards, I held her hand and crossed the road to this street park. There were middle-aged people with children enjoying the cool air. On the grass, there were also many couples snuggling together.
I didn't talk to Xiaoyan, and I took her little hand and walked inside silently
The sky gradually darkened. I walked to a forest. I turned around and hugged her tightly. I didn't say anything, but just kept holding her. Xiaoyan also stretched out her hand and hugged me on the back...
After a while, she asked me: What's wrong with you today? It looks weird. Did something happen?
What would you do if your dearest and loved one deceives you? When I said this, my voice was a little hoarse, and I felt like I was about to cry.
The person you are closest to? Are you talking about your parents? What's wrong with them?
I didn't continue to say anything, paused for a while, I held back the tears in my eyes, let go of my arms, told her that it was okay, I just asked casually just now
Fortunately, Xiaoyan did not ask in depth about my emotions just now, but just told me not to be sad. Some things cannot be changed since they have happened, so they should face them rationally
right!
That's right
I think what Xiaoyan said is very philosophical
What happened cannot be changed, but what has not happened can still be in my own hands. Instead of being sad in my heart, it is better to work hard to do the future. Zhao Huaiye possesses my mother and destroys my family. I also want to destroy his family and take revenge on him. Seeing that I don’t make his family restless, I won’t be Chen’s surname
After that, I relaxed my mood and found a restaurant with Xiaoyan for dinner. Then I sent her to the entrance of their community. I didn't go in because I still have a lot to do. I have to study my future plans carefully. After Xiaoyan entered, I will go home.
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