When I woke up again, I found myself lying on a bed, the sheets and bedding were all snow-white, and there was no dust at all.
Right beside me, my mother always put her two heat-filled hands on my chest, sitting there quietly protecting me
There are also many relatives in the room, my grandparents who live in my hometown, and grandparents, and even my sister-in-law who lives so far away from Zhuhai. Why are the whole family here? What exactly happened?
Mom, where is this? When I woke up, I asked my mother anxiously
Lin Lin, you're awake
Seeing me awake, my mother looked at me excitedly, and immediately stretched out a hand and stroked it on my head. A happy smile appeared on her face, but she smiled very far-fetchedly because her eyes were a little red and swollen, and there were some tears in her eyes.
Grandpa, grandma, grandma, and sister-in-law immediately rushed to my bedside when they saw me awake, calling my name one by one. The expressions on their faces were the same as those on their mothers, they seemed to be smiling, but they all seemed to be pretending.
Mom, where is this? Where am I? I asked Mom again
This is a hospital
Hospital, how could I be in the hospital?
Lin Lin, don’t you remember what happened before?
Before?
I tried hard to recall, but my mind seemed empty and I couldn't remember anything. Why can't I remember it anymore? My head...
I have a pain in my head……
My head hurts so much...
Mom, my head hurts so much. I shouted to my mother in pain
Seeing my uncomfortable expression, my mother immediately excitedly advised me: Lin Lin, don’t think about it now. If you can’t remember, don’t think about it anymore. What do you want to know? Mom will tell you
Under my mother's comfort, I calmed down for about half a minute before my headache gradually subsided. After that, I continued to ask my mother: By the way, mom, you haven't told me why I was in the hospital?
It's okay, Lin Lin, don't be afraid, it's just that I have some minor illnesses, and I can go home after staying in the hospital for two days.
As soon as my mother finished speaking, the door of the room rang. It was my father who came in. There were two other people who came in with my father. It was Uncle Zhang and Aunt Xiaofang. They also came to the hospital to see me with some fruit baskets in their hands.
What's going on? Why is this happening? If it's just a minor illness that my mother mentioned, why so many people come to see me?
And just a few minutes later, a male doctor came in from outside. After entering the house, he didn't ask me what was going on. He just looked at me a few times and was about to say something to my family, but my mother deliberately sent the doctor outside the door to talk to him, as if she was afraid that I would hear something.
But soon, about 10 minutes after I woke up, my mind began to have the previous clips, slowly remembering everything that happened before, I remember playing basketball at school...
Then I arrived at the dormitory...
Then I prepared to beat Cao Le...
Then I felt a headache, and then I fainted...
Yes, that's it, but what disease did I get? Why did my mother and the others deliberately hide it from me
After that, it was until 7 o'clock in the evening that my friends and grandparents who came to see me left one after another, and only grandparents and aunts were left in the ward.
Because they are far away, they will go back to our house with dad at night to stay.
When they were about to leave, my father told my mother that she had been here for a day and night, and she would go home to rest tonight and let my father stay here with me.
But my mother didn't agree, so she must insist on staying with me. My mother's attitude is very firm, and my father can't persuade her.
After they all left, my mother found a bench and sat on my bed, held one of my hands, chatted with me, and helped me relieve my boredom.
Lin Lin, does your head still hurt? Mom asked me
No more pain
If it hurts, tell your mother
Well! Mom, dad said you have been here for a day and night. If you are tired, just lie on the bed next to you to rest
Mom wants to spend more time with you
Mom, what disease do I have? Why did I faint for so long?
It's nothing, it's just that you're a little weak. The doctor asked you to stay in the hospital for a few days and then you can be discharged from the hospital.
My mother is obviously lying to me. Why did she faint for so long without any illness? And so many relatives have come to see me. Even my sister-in-law who lives in Zhuhai, the south, ran back on a plane. She also had the sad expression of my mother. Although she didn't cry, she kept crying in her eyes every time she looked at me. She must be extremely uncomfortable in her heart.
My mother doesn’t tell me the truth, why don’t she tell me the truth? Could she say that I have some terminal illness?
How is this possible? My body doesn't feel any discomfort. No, I don't believe it is.
Looking at my mother's sad expression, I feel embarrassed to continue asking questions
At this moment, my phone suddenly rang, and my mother handed me the phone
It was a text message, and there were a few unread text messages in front of them, all of which were sent by Xiaoyan. Then I opened the one I just sent: Chen Lin, I heard that you were sick in the hospital. I saw you during the day today, but your family was all here at that time, so I didn’t have the nerve to go in. Are you in good health now?
If you wake up and see my message, I hope you can reply to a letter. I am very worried about you now
Did your girlfriend send it? Mom asked me
Well, she said in the text message that she was worried about me
In the afternoon, I seemed to see her at the door. I wanted to call her in, but when I went out, I found that she was no longer there. At that time, I thought it was my dazzled
After that, my mother signaled me to call her back. Actually, I thought so too. Then I called and told Xiaoyan on the phone not to worry her. Just like the ones my mother comforted me just now, she told her that I was just a little uncomfortable and could be discharged after two days of observation in the hospital. But I felt that Xiaoyan didn't seem to believe what I said, so I deliberately joked to make her happy. After making her amused, I hung up the phone
I used lies to comfort Xiaoyan, don't let him worry about my condition. Similarly, my mother is also using lies to comfort me, don't let me worry about my condition. It seems that my body must have a serious problem.
The next day, at around 8 o'clock in the morning, a middle-aged male doctor came to the ward to check the rounds with several nurses. The male doctor walked up to me and asked me a lot about my situation. Are there any discomforts in recent times?
Especially the head
At this time, I thought that my head would feel like needles from time to time, so I told him about this. He also asked me if I had hallucinations or something. I said no, and I kept asking for about 5 minutes, and then they left here.
At about 9 o'clock, my father, grandparents, sister-in-law and others came together, staying here to take care of me and let my mother go home and have a rest.
After my mother left, my sister-in-law moved a bench and sat in front of me and chatted with me instead of my mother. My sister-in-law was 10 years older than me. Although she is 28 years old this year, she is not married yet. My sister-in-law and I have a lot of common language. I won’t feel too lonely with her around me.
At 11 o'clock in the morning, the male doctor who was checking the rounds in the morning pushed the door and called his father to the door to chat with him. At this time, I seemed to hear him say something: surgery...
The sooner you do it, the better the appointment...
Observing these two days, all the physical indicators are good...
Is the surgery necessary for me?
Why did I have surgery? What's wrong with me? It seems that all my guesses before have been verified one by one. I really have a serious illness. I don't know if I will die. Thinking of this, I was so uncomfortable that I almost cried, but I held it back. I didn't want my relatives to see my cowardly side.
When I was having lunch, I asked my grandma what disease I had, but when I saw my sister-in-law gave her a color, she didn't mention my condition, but just comforted me with some caring words. My sister-in-law told me in my mother's original words: The doctor said that I will be discharged from the hospital in two days. Don't worry too much, I will be fine.
Just 6 o'clock in the evening, my mother came and cooked some of my favorite foods and brought them to me. Then my father took my grandparents and grandparents to find a restaurant near the hospital for some supper, and then returned to the hospital ward again. He stayed with me in the ward until around 10 o'clock in the evening before they left home together.
My mother and I were left in the ward again. My mother was still sitting beside me, holding one of my hands tightly and quietly accompanying me.
Mom, I want to ask you something
What's wrong, Lin Lin
Mom, am I dying?
Who told you, don't talk nonsense
Today I heard my father and the male doctor tell me that I would have surgery on me. If my body is just a small problem, why do I have surgery? Mom, I know you don’t want to tell me the truth because I am afraid that I will feel more painful after hearing it. But I really hope you can tell me your true desire. I believe I am strong and I can hold on. What I really feel afraid of is what if I can’t get up on the operating table. I don’t want to die like this. I don’t want to die like this.
Lin Lin, don’t guess it. It’s not what you think. You will be fine. Don’t worry, no matter what the price you pay, your mother will never let you get into trouble.
Then...Mom, please tell me seriously, what disease do I have?
Son, you... Mom looked at me and hesitated for a moment, then continued to say to me: There is a tumor in your brain
After saying this, my mother could no longer suppress the pain in her heart. Tears slowly flowed out of her eyes, looking at me sadly
Mom, what did you say? Tumor? Why is this happening... Why is it a tumor? Am I really going to die? Mom, I don’t want to die, Mom, I don’t want to... I held my mother’s hands tightly and looked at her with desperate eyes
Lin Lin, don’t be excited. You heard from your mother that the doctor has examined you. It is a benign tumor, and the tumor is not large in size. Just have a small operation and there is no life danger.
There is no danger, right? That's good... Mom, do you know? I don't want to die yet, I want to be with you, I don't want to leave you... I don't want to leave you just like this... You believe me, I really can't bear to leave you
I said to my mother one by one excitedly
Mom doesn't want to leave you, my child... You don't know how painful my mother has been in the past few days
Mom, when will I have surgery?
Tomorrow morning
How could it be so fast?
The doctor has already done a whole body examination for you. All the indicators are pretty good, and the earlier the surgery, the better, because brain tumors continue to grow every day, and it will easily develop into malignant if they continue to grow. If that is the case, it will be bad.
No wonder, I said, why did my head always hurt from time to time before
Lin Lin, why didn’t you tell your mother early?
I thought it was just a small problem, and it would not hurt after a few pains, so I didn't care too much... Mom, will I go home after the surgery tomorrow? It won't hurt anymore in the future
It's fine after the operation, but you still have to stay in the hospital for a few days before you can be discharged. However, Lin Lin... The doctor said that the tumor compressed the brain nerves and that after the operation, you may suffer from indirect amnesia.
Amnesia? What does that mean? Will I forget everything in the past? Mom, are you saying I will forget you too? Seeing you in the future is like seeing strangers? I don’t want to. I have many happy stories with you. I don’t want to forget them. If I forget you, what’s the point of living?
Lin Lin, don’t say stupid things about indirect amnesia, you will forget a small part of your memories, but as time goes by, these memories will slowly recover by themselves. The doctor said before, it is just that it may cause indirect amnesia, it is possible, don’t worry too much
So that's the case, that's fine...
Don't worry, son, don't be sad. I believe mom, you will be fine, mom doesn't allow you to have trouble
Mom...I'm going to have surgery tomorrow, I...
What's wrong, Lin Lin, how hesitant to speak? What's the embarrassment to say in front of my mother
Mom, can you sleep with me tonight? I want to sleep with you
I looked at my mother with a begging look. I felt that my mother would definitely agree to this request I made to my mother, because I was already very clear in my heart at this time, what status I am in my mother's heart now, but after all, my current identity is a son. I still made a great determination to make such a request to my mother, and I mustered up a lot of courage to say this. Or maybe I was worried that after tomorrow's surgery, I would never have such a chance again
After hearing my plea, my mother looked at me affectionately for a moment, without saying anything, then she got up and turned around and sat on the edge of the bed. Then she bent down and took off the high heels on her feet, then turned around on the bed again, then she lifted the quilt on my body and crawled into my quilt, lying face to face with me with her body.
Although my mother was lying with me, she did not take off her white shirt on her upper body, her blue floral skirt on her lower body, and her flesh-colored stockings on her legs. I think my mother must have planned to coax me to bed and then lie back on the accompanying bed next to her.
My mother and I are very close, and my face is only about one finger long. With the quiet night, I can clearly hear my mother's breathing sound
We just looked at each other silently without saying anything...
Looking at my mother's beautiful face, I think my mother is the most beautiful woman in the world. At least in my heart, she will always be...
After a moment of silence, I spoke first and once again mustered up the courage to say something to my mother that I usually dare not say to her: Mom, I like you very much
Lin Lin, mom likes you too
No...Mom, I mean, I want to like you like a man
Hum? Linlin...you?
I know I shouldn't have such thoughts, and I shouldn't say this to you, but this sentence has been in my heart for a long time. If it weren't for this incident, I wouldn't dare to say this to you like this in my life. Do you know, I'm really afraid now... I'm afraid that after tomorrow I will forget my feelings for you, so I have the courage to say it to you now... I want to tell you the feelings in my heart, so you understand... Let you understand your position in my heart. Mom, I don't know if I am the most important in your heart, but in my heart you are the woman I love the most in my life, and will never change in my life.
Lin Lin... Stop talking... Lin Lin, if possible, Mom really wants to suffer such pain for you. My poor child, seeing you like this, you don’t know how painful it is in your heart, why do you want my child to suffer such sin... Why... I don’t know if it was because of the touch of my words or because of my sadness in my condition, Mom’s tears flowed out of my eyes again, and Mom also stretched out a hand to gently caress my face...
Mom, don’t cry anymore. It’s my fault that makes you so sad. Seeing you like this, I feel very uncomfortable. I don’t want to see you sad. I hope you can be happy.
Seeing my mother crying again, I quickly stretched out a hand and gently wiped it with my hand on the cheek where my mother's tears passed.
Lin Lin, mom stops crying
Mom, there is something I always want to ask you
Well... say it
I... did I grow up with your milk?
This...of course, why do you ask this?
I just think, mom, your breasts are still developing so well, I thought... I grew up eating milk powder since I was born
Talking nonsense, how could mom treat you like that? Who did you hear this?
What I saw in books before, in order to maintain their figure, women do not sag their breasts after they are born, so that they do not feed their children after they are born.
That's them, not my child, you are the flesh that fell from your mother's body. Mom can give everything for you, even your life, let alone...
Sorry, mom, I'm too careful, I shouldn't have such an idea
After that, my mother didn't say anything, and the room returned to its previous calm again. My mother and I continued to look at each other affectionately. After a while, I mustered up the courage again and said to my mother: Mom, I want to... kiss you
After hearing my unreasonable request, my mother didn't say anything, and there was no expression on her face of surprise or surprise because of my words. It seemed that she knew in her heart that I would tell her like this in advance.
I continued to say to my mother with excitement: Mom, I really want to kiss you. If it were the past, I would never dare to say this to you. But now... I know that as a son, I should not make such unreasonable requests. Maybe you will blame me in your heart and feel that I am a little mentally ill, but I really want to kiss you, even if it's just a moment, mom, I...
Before I finished speaking, my mother immediately put the hand that was touching my face gently on my mouth until I stopped talking. Then, my mother put down her hand and looked at me...
Look at me...
Then slowly closed his eyes...
My mother has already agreed to my request. Seeing this situation, I think I should be happy, but for some reason, I can't be happy at all. It's like in this depressing atmosphere, I said a lot of pitiful words to my mother and got some pity from her, because the moment my mother closed her eyes, tears in her eyes spilled out again.
I slowly leaned my head towards her. Because the distance between my face was very close, I kissed my mother's sexy lip in an instant, and the tip of my nose was also connected to the tip of my nose.
My mother's fragrant lips are very soft, smooth, and a little wet. It seems that there is a light lipstick on her fragrant lips. The fragrance emitted from her slightly opened mouth plunged into my nostrils one after another, making me feel very comfortable.
After staying on my mother's fragrant lips for less than 5 seconds, I couldn't wait to stretch out the tip of my tongue to drill into my mother's mouth. My mother took the initiative to cooperate with me to open my fragrant mouth and let my tongue enter her mouth smoothly. She swam and flipped comfortably in her warm and sweet mouth, and touched the fragrant tongue in my mother's mouth again and again. However, my mother was not very active because she was shy. She just occasionally moved her tongue to cater to me. The movement was very light, like a dragonfly squirting the water.
After a while, after I used my tongue tip to tease her again and again, my mother began to slowly become more and more cooperative, completely entangling her lubricated tongue with my tongue, stirring and rubbing her repeatedly. She also kept using her cherry lips to suck my tongue, as if she was worried that my tongue would leave her little mouth.
The two tongues were tangled together wildly, swimming, and their heads began to sway unconsciously with the relaxed kiss. My mother stretched out her hand again and stroked her half face facing upwards. Her head was also crooked and she skillfully made a charming French kiss with me.
At this time, my mother's movements became quite active. She pushed my tongue hard and swam into my mouth. She danced happily in my mouth, constantly licking every inch of skin in my mouth with her fragrant tongue, and gently biting my lips with her teeth, constantly making my lips numb, forming a strong contrast with the passive acceptance just now. In such a fierce and stimulating kiss, a lot of the saliva in our mouth dripped on the pillow under the face with the intense movements on our lips, until the saliva turned that position wet.
It feels so comfortable, this feeling is so comfortable, my mother and I have been kissing each other with affectionate tongues like this, and we have been kissing for a long time...
After that, I slowly placed one hand on my mother's waist, then reached into my mother's clothes through my mother's waist, and then slowly moved up until I stopped the hand on my mother's chest.
I first tentatively pressed my mother's chest with my hands through her bra. My mother cooperated with my throat and let out a slight sound, but there was no movement to stop me. She still closed her eyes and kissed me slightly.
I slowly increased the strength of my hands, rubbed my mother's chest more and more forcefully, and the rubbing range was also expanding. My mother felt a little uncomfortable and just came from her throat. Well! Well, she gasped at me a few times, and her brows frowned slightly at me a few times.
Soon, I was not satisfied with caring on it through the bra. I excitedly moved my hand to the bottom of my mother's bra, and slowly groped my hand towards the highest peak of the oval hill inside the bra...
I touched it, touched it, I touched the big red date on my mother's chest. It was so comfortable. This feeling was so comfortable. It was two completely different feelings from stroking it with a bra just now. I have been waiting for it for too long this day. I have fantasized about such a scene countless times. The most important thing is that my dream has finally come true now.
I excitedly used my fingertips to repeatedly fiddle on my mother's nipples, and pressed them lightly and heavily. Under the stimulation of physiological reactions, my mother's nipples quickly became hard in my hands. The whole nipples became very full and elastic.
I grabbed my mother's breasts and grabbed them with five fingers, squeezing my mother's breasts into my palms. My mother immediately left my lips, but her forehead and forehead were still tightly pressed against her, her eyes were still slightly closed and not opened, but her cherry mouth was tightly gasping and said to me in a sweet voice: Lin Lin, be gentle
Um
After listening to my mother's words, I immediately reduced my hands and slowly rubbed my mother's plump breasts.
After that, my mother took the initiative to kiss me again, and the gentle fragrance flowed into my mouth again with the tip of my mother's tongue.
After enjoying my mother's chest, I moved my hand down and placed it directly on my mother's thigh. After stroking my mother's beautiful legs wrapped in stockings for a few times, I slowly moved my hand upwards, and through my mother's slightly raised buttocks, I kept exploring the lower abdomen at the entrance of my mother's stockings. Then I followed the entrance and directly into the innermost layer of the stockings and underwear, and then began to penetrate deeper inside. I just touched a few hairs after a short distance. At this time, I was extremely excited because my hand was about to touch the most charming and mysterious place of the woman. Just thinking about this, I felt extremely excited.
But at this moment, my mother immediately opened her eyes, reached out and grabbed my wrist, preventing me from further invasion.
Lin Lin, Mom called my name and shook her head at me
I understand that what I do to my mother now is the greatest limit that my mother can bear. After all, we are a mother-son relationship. My mother is willing to treat me like this and let me caress her body with my hands so presumptuously. She has put down a lot of dignity.
Mom loves me very much, I know this very well. I think I want to force my mother to get into my body and have sex with my mother. I will definitely succeed. Afterwards, my mother may not get angry with me.
But I didn't plan to do this. At this moment, I suddenly remembered the passage recorded in Zhao Huaiye's diary for no reason. When my mother resisted, he did not use force on her mother. I wouldn't do this either. I wouldn't force her mother, unless she was willing to give her body to me.
Then I took back the unrestrained hand from my mother's underwear, stretched it into my mother's clothes again, stroked my mother's smooth back, and continued to kiss my mother. Not long after kissing, I slowly loosened the hook on my mother's bra on my back with my hands, removed my mother's bra bandage to her elbow, and took off the wrapper of my bra. It was more convenient to touch the two plump breasts on my mother's chest. Then I put my hand on my mother's chest again, and used my hands to change various ways to play with my mother's two fleshy white rabbits.
My mother and I continued to kiss each other with affectionate feelings. The saliva in the two people's mouths merged together. We couldn't tell who it was. The stick below me was already extremely hard, and it made me feel very uncomfortable.
Mom, it's very uncomfortable to me below. I removed my mother's sweet lips and looked at her with a longing look.
After hearing this, my mother's cheeks flushed, then lowered her head slightly, and did not look directly into my eyes. Then she put one hand down and put it directly into my crotch, holding my hot and hard penis, which was as hard as an iron rod, and then gently stroked it on it.
Because of the cover of my pants, I felt very uncomfortable. Then I immediately twisted my body and pulled my pants down, pulling them to my knees. Then, my mother used her gentle little hand to tightly wrap my penis around and began to stroke my penis up and down, from time to time, and she also grabbed my scrotum that was bulging like a ball, or rubbed my palms on my congested glans for a few times.
I closed my eyes comfortably, pressed my mother's face tightly, feeling the breathing at the corner of my mother's mouth. The fragrance in my mouth spread to my face one after another. After enjoying it for about 2 minutes, I opened my eyes again, lifted the clothes on my mother's chest to the top of her breasts, then arched my body and bent my head, barely grasped the plump nipples on my mother's chest with my lips, held the nipples in my mouth, licked them hard with my tongue, and licked them hard.
At this time, my mother's breathing became even more rapid, and seductive moans kept coming from her mouth. The sound was like a bird, like a spring lamb, and the two beautiful breasts on her chest were also shaking constantly in the violent trembling of her body.
At this time, I really wanted to lower my head a little further and lick it everywhere on my white skin on my mother's chest, leaving traces of my hot lips on her entire breasts. Unfortunately, my body could not move downwards, otherwise the stick between my legs would be removed from my mother's hand, and my mother would not be able to masturbate comfortably. This may be the so-called "can't have both fish and bear's paws"
After about 2 minutes, under the gentle caress of my mother's little hands, I felt that I was coming. The numbness in my penis was constantly sending a signal of orgasm to the nerves all over my body. I also raised my head and pressed it tightly on my mother's face, put one hand on my mother's chest and grabbed my mother's breasts tightly without moving.
Mom... hurry up... hurry up... Mom seemed to hear my murmurs, and once again increased the speed of stroke, and the amplitude of stroke also increased slightly. She rubbed hard in the thickest circle around my glans. In an instant, the hot thick semen finally erupted from the penis...
Ah... so comfortable... so comfortable... As the semen shot out one after another, I shouted to myself again, and my heart was extremely happy at this moment. The feeling was like I was traveling around the fairy world. After a long time of comfort and reminiscing, it slowly dissipated.
My mother continued to slowly stroke my penis twice, and I also took the initiative to thrust my hips and let my penis thrust into my mother's circular palm for a few times. Until the remaining semen in my penis was completely ejaculated, we stopped all the movements, but my mother continued to hold my penis for about half a minute, and then my mother got up. When my mother got up, I saw that my mother's hands were full of sticky semen I ejaculated, and some of them were also ejaculated on the floral skirt I was wearing, especially on my mother's thighs wearing flesh-colored stockings, there was a lot of semen spraying on it, a wet piece
After getting out of bed, my mother went to the side and took out the toilet paper, wiped it on her hands first, then tore off some toilet paper and handed it to me, and said to me: Lin Lin, you can wipe it yourself
Well! I answered after taking the toilet paper, and then my mother walked to the bathroom without looking back.
After that, I sat up, took out the toilet paper to wipe the remaining liquid on my penis, as well as the wet areas on the bed sheets and bedding, and threw the toilet paper into the trash can under the bed, and then lay back on the bed again
Because the room was very quiet at night, I could clearly hear my mother sobbing in the bathroom. The sound made me feel sad after hearing it. Why did my mother cry inside?
Could it be that I was sad about what I did just now?
Afterwards, when my mother came out, I saw that my mother had taken off the flesh-colored stockings from her legs just now. Maybe it was because she had too much semen on her just ejaculated and could not wear them for the time being. When my mother returned to my bed again, I whispered to my mother: Mom, I'm sorry
Hum? What's wrong? Mom asked me in confusion
Mom, are you angry with me?
No
Just now I heard you crying in the bathroom
As soon as he finished speaking, my mother lay back on my bed, faced me with her side, stroked my cheek with her hands and said to me gently: Mom just thought of you want to suffer such suffering, and she felt uncomfortable. Mom doesn't want you to suffer such sin.
Mom, don't feel uncomfortable, I'm not afraid at all now. Didn't you say that the success rate of the surgery is very high and there is no life-threatening danger
Afterwards, my mother hugged my head on her neck, and we hugged each other tightly again...
The next morning, I was pushed into the operating room by several doctors and nurses in white coats. During this period, my mother kept holding me tightly with the cart. Until the moment she entered the operating room door, we reluctantly separated each other's hands. In my mind, until the moment when anesthetic was injected, it was all the time to recall the unforgettable memories of my mother and I last night...
Right beside me, my mother always put her two heat-filled hands on my chest, sitting there quietly protecting me
There are also many relatives in the room, my grandparents who live in my hometown, and grandparents, and even my sister-in-law who lives so far away from Zhuhai. Why are the whole family here? What exactly happened?
Mom, where is this? When I woke up, I asked my mother anxiously
Lin Lin, you're awake
Seeing me awake, my mother looked at me excitedly, and immediately stretched out a hand and stroked it on my head. A happy smile appeared on her face, but she smiled very far-fetchedly because her eyes were a little red and swollen, and there were some tears in her eyes.
Grandpa, grandma, grandma, and sister-in-law immediately rushed to my bedside when they saw me awake, calling my name one by one. The expressions on their faces were the same as those on their mothers, they seemed to be smiling, but they all seemed to be pretending.
Mom, where is this? Where am I? I asked Mom again
This is a hospital
Hospital, how could I be in the hospital?
Lin Lin, don’t you remember what happened before?
Before?
I tried hard to recall, but my mind seemed empty and I couldn't remember anything. Why can't I remember it anymore? My head...
I have a pain in my head……
My head hurts so much...
Mom, my head hurts so much. I shouted to my mother in pain
Seeing my uncomfortable expression, my mother immediately excitedly advised me: Lin Lin, don’t think about it now. If you can’t remember, don’t think about it anymore. What do you want to know? Mom will tell you
Under my mother's comfort, I calmed down for about half a minute before my headache gradually subsided. After that, I continued to ask my mother: By the way, mom, you haven't told me why I was in the hospital?
It's okay, Lin Lin, don't be afraid, it's just that I have some minor illnesses, and I can go home after staying in the hospital for two days.
As soon as my mother finished speaking, the door of the room rang. It was my father who came in. There were two other people who came in with my father. It was Uncle Zhang and Aunt Xiaofang. They also came to the hospital to see me with some fruit baskets in their hands.
What's going on? Why is this happening? If it's just a minor illness that my mother mentioned, why so many people come to see me?
And just a few minutes later, a male doctor came in from outside. After entering the house, he didn't ask me what was going on. He just looked at me a few times and was about to say something to my family, but my mother deliberately sent the doctor outside the door to talk to him, as if she was afraid that I would hear something.
But soon, about 10 minutes after I woke up, my mind began to have the previous clips, slowly remembering everything that happened before, I remember playing basketball at school...
Then I arrived at the dormitory...
Then I prepared to beat Cao Le...
Then I felt a headache, and then I fainted...
Yes, that's it, but what disease did I get? Why did my mother and the others deliberately hide it from me
After that, it was until 7 o'clock in the evening that my friends and grandparents who came to see me left one after another, and only grandparents and aunts were left in the ward.
Because they are far away, they will go back to our house with dad at night to stay.
When they were about to leave, my father told my mother that she had been here for a day and night, and she would go home to rest tonight and let my father stay here with me.
But my mother didn't agree, so she must insist on staying with me. My mother's attitude is very firm, and my father can't persuade her.
After they all left, my mother found a bench and sat on my bed, held one of my hands, chatted with me, and helped me relieve my boredom.
Lin Lin, does your head still hurt? Mom asked me
No more pain
If it hurts, tell your mother
Well! Mom, dad said you have been here for a day and night. If you are tired, just lie on the bed next to you to rest
Mom wants to spend more time with you
Mom, what disease do I have? Why did I faint for so long?
It's nothing, it's just that you're a little weak. The doctor asked you to stay in the hospital for a few days and then you can be discharged from the hospital.
My mother is obviously lying to me. Why did she faint for so long without any illness? And so many relatives have come to see me. Even my sister-in-law who lives in Zhuhai, the south, ran back on a plane. She also had the sad expression of my mother. Although she didn't cry, she kept crying in her eyes every time she looked at me. She must be extremely uncomfortable in her heart.
My mother doesn’t tell me the truth, why don’t she tell me the truth? Could she say that I have some terminal illness?
How is this possible? My body doesn't feel any discomfort. No, I don't believe it is.
Looking at my mother's sad expression, I feel embarrassed to continue asking questions
At this moment, my phone suddenly rang, and my mother handed me the phone
It was a text message, and there were a few unread text messages in front of them, all of which were sent by Xiaoyan. Then I opened the one I just sent: Chen Lin, I heard that you were sick in the hospital. I saw you during the day today, but your family was all here at that time, so I didn’t have the nerve to go in. Are you in good health now?
If you wake up and see my message, I hope you can reply to a letter. I am very worried about you now
Did your girlfriend send it? Mom asked me
Well, she said in the text message that she was worried about me
In the afternoon, I seemed to see her at the door. I wanted to call her in, but when I went out, I found that she was no longer there. At that time, I thought it was my dazzled
After that, my mother signaled me to call her back. Actually, I thought so too. Then I called and told Xiaoyan on the phone not to worry her. Just like the ones my mother comforted me just now, she told her that I was just a little uncomfortable and could be discharged after two days of observation in the hospital. But I felt that Xiaoyan didn't seem to believe what I said, so I deliberately joked to make her happy. After making her amused, I hung up the phone
I used lies to comfort Xiaoyan, don't let him worry about my condition. Similarly, my mother is also using lies to comfort me, don't let me worry about my condition. It seems that my body must have a serious problem.
The next day, at around 8 o'clock in the morning, a middle-aged male doctor came to the ward to check the rounds with several nurses. The male doctor walked up to me and asked me a lot about my situation. Are there any discomforts in recent times?
Especially the head
At this time, I thought that my head would feel like needles from time to time, so I told him about this. He also asked me if I had hallucinations or something. I said no, and I kept asking for about 5 minutes, and then they left here.
At about 9 o'clock, my father, grandparents, sister-in-law and others came together, staying here to take care of me and let my mother go home and have a rest.
After my mother left, my sister-in-law moved a bench and sat in front of me and chatted with me instead of my mother. My sister-in-law was 10 years older than me. Although she is 28 years old this year, she is not married yet. My sister-in-law and I have a lot of common language. I won’t feel too lonely with her around me.
At 11 o'clock in the morning, the male doctor who was checking the rounds in the morning pushed the door and called his father to the door to chat with him. At this time, I seemed to hear him say something: surgery...
The sooner you do it, the better the appointment...
Observing these two days, all the physical indicators are good...
Is the surgery necessary for me?
Why did I have surgery? What's wrong with me? It seems that all my guesses before have been verified one by one. I really have a serious illness. I don't know if I will die. Thinking of this, I was so uncomfortable that I almost cried, but I held it back. I didn't want my relatives to see my cowardly side.
When I was having lunch, I asked my grandma what disease I had, but when I saw my sister-in-law gave her a color, she didn't mention my condition, but just comforted me with some caring words. My sister-in-law told me in my mother's original words: The doctor said that I will be discharged from the hospital in two days. Don't worry too much, I will be fine.
Just 6 o'clock in the evening, my mother came and cooked some of my favorite foods and brought them to me. Then my father took my grandparents and grandparents to find a restaurant near the hospital for some supper, and then returned to the hospital ward again. He stayed with me in the ward until around 10 o'clock in the evening before they left home together.
My mother and I were left in the ward again. My mother was still sitting beside me, holding one of my hands tightly and quietly accompanying me.
Mom, I want to ask you something
What's wrong, Lin Lin
Mom, am I dying?
Who told you, don't talk nonsense
Today I heard my father and the male doctor tell me that I would have surgery on me. If my body is just a small problem, why do I have surgery? Mom, I know you don’t want to tell me the truth because I am afraid that I will feel more painful after hearing it. But I really hope you can tell me your true desire. I believe I am strong and I can hold on. What I really feel afraid of is what if I can’t get up on the operating table. I don’t want to die like this. I don’t want to die like this.
Lin Lin, don’t guess it. It’s not what you think. You will be fine. Don’t worry, no matter what the price you pay, your mother will never let you get into trouble.
Then...Mom, please tell me seriously, what disease do I have?
Son, you... Mom looked at me and hesitated for a moment, then continued to say to me: There is a tumor in your brain
After saying this, my mother could no longer suppress the pain in her heart. Tears slowly flowed out of her eyes, looking at me sadly
Mom, what did you say? Tumor? Why is this happening... Why is it a tumor? Am I really going to die? Mom, I don’t want to die, Mom, I don’t want to... I held my mother’s hands tightly and looked at her with desperate eyes
Lin Lin, don’t be excited. You heard from your mother that the doctor has examined you. It is a benign tumor, and the tumor is not large in size. Just have a small operation and there is no life danger.
There is no danger, right? That's good... Mom, do you know? I don't want to die yet, I want to be with you, I don't want to leave you... I don't want to leave you just like this... You believe me, I really can't bear to leave you
I said to my mother one by one excitedly
Mom doesn't want to leave you, my child... You don't know how painful my mother has been in the past few days
Mom, when will I have surgery?
Tomorrow morning
How could it be so fast?
The doctor has already done a whole body examination for you. All the indicators are pretty good, and the earlier the surgery, the better, because brain tumors continue to grow every day, and it will easily develop into malignant if they continue to grow. If that is the case, it will be bad.
No wonder, I said, why did my head always hurt from time to time before
Lin Lin, why didn’t you tell your mother early?
I thought it was just a small problem, and it would not hurt after a few pains, so I didn't care too much... Mom, will I go home after the surgery tomorrow? It won't hurt anymore in the future
It's fine after the operation, but you still have to stay in the hospital for a few days before you can be discharged. However, Lin Lin... The doctor said that the tumor compressed the brain nerves and that after the operation, you may suffer from indirect amnesia.
Amnesia? What does that mean? Will I forget everything in the past? Mom, are you saying I will forget you too? Seeing you in the future is like seeing strangers? I don’t want to. I have many happy stories with you. I don’t want to forget them. If I forget you, what’s the point of living?
Lin Lin, don’t say stupid things about indirect amnesia, you will forget a small part of your memories, but as time goes by, these memories will slowly recover by themselves. The doctor said before, it is just that it may cause indirect amnesia, it is possible, don’t worry too much
So that's the case, that's fine...
Don't worry, son, don't be sad. I believe mom, you will be fine, mom doesn't allow you to have trouble
Mom...I'm going to have surgery tomorrow, I...
What's wrong, Lin Lin, how hesitant to speak? What's the embarrassment to say in front of my mother
Mom, can you sleep with me tonight? I want to sleep with you
I looked at my mother with a begging look. I felt that my mother would definitely agree to this request I made to my mother, because I was already very clear in my heart at this time, what status I am in my mother's heart now, but after all, my current identity is a son. I still made a great determination to make such a request to my mother, and I mustered up a lot of courage to say this. Or maybe I was worried that after tomorrow's surgery, I would never have such a chance again
After hearing my plea, my mother looked at me affectionately for a moment, without saying anything, then she got up and turned around and sat on the edge of the bed. Then she bent down and took off the high heels on her feet, then turned around on the bed again, then she lifted the quilt on my body and crawled into my quilt, lying face to face with me with her body.
Although my mother was lying with me, she did not take off her white shirt on her upper body, her blue floral skirt on her lower body, and her flesh-colored stockings on her legs. I think my mother must have planned to coax me to bed and then lie back on the accompanying bed next to her.
My mother and I are very close, and my face is only about one finger long. With the quiet night, I can clearly hear my mother's breathing sound
We just looked at each other silently without saying anything...
Looking at my mother's beautiful face, I think my mother is the most beautiful woman in the world. At least in my heart, she will always be...
After a moment of silence, I spoke first and once again mustered up the courage to say something to my mother that I usually dare not say to her: Mom, I like you very much
Lin Lin, mom likes you too
No...Mom, I mean, I want to like you like a man
Hum? Linlin...you?
I know I shouldn't have such thoughts, and I shouldn't say this to you, but this sentence has been in my heart for a long time. If it weren't for this incident, I wouldn't dare to say this to you like this in my life. Do you know, I'm really afraid now... I'm afraid that after tomorrow I will forget my feelings for you, so I have the courage to say it to you now... I want to tell you the feelings in my heart, so you understand... Let you understand your position in my heart. Mom, I don't know if I am the most important in your heart, but in my heart you are the woman I love the most in my life, and will never change in my life.
Lin Lin... Stop talking... Lin Lin, if possible, Mom really wants to suffer such pain for you. My poor child, seeing you like this, you don’t know how painful it is in your heart, why do you want my child to suffer such sin... Why... I don’t know if it was because of the touch of my words or because of my sadness in my condition, Mom’s tears flowed out of my eyes again, and Mom also stretched out a hand to gently caress my face...
Mom, don’t cry anymore. It’s my fault that makes you so sad. Seeing you like this, I feel very uncomfortable. I don’t want to see you sad. I hope you can be happy.
Seeing my mother crying again, I quickly stretched out a hand and gently wiped it with my hand on the cheek where my mother's tears passed.
Lin Lin, mom stops crying
Mom, there is something I always want to ask you
Well... say it
I... did I grow up with your milk?
This...of course, why do you ask this?
I just think, mom, your breasts are still developing so well, I thought... I grew up eating milk powder since I was born
Talking nonsense, how could mom treat you like that? Who did you hear this?
What I saw in books before, in order to maintain their figure, women do not sag their breasts after they are born, so that they do not feed their children after they are born.
That's them, not my child, you are the flesh that fell from your mother's body. Mom can give everything for you, even your life, let alone...
Sorry, mom, I'm too careful, I shouldn't have such an idea
After that, my mother didn't say anything, and the room returned to its previous calm again. My mother and I continued to look at each other affectionately. After a while, I mustered up the courage again and said to my mother: Mom, I want to... kiss you
After hearing my unreasonable request, my mother didn't say anything, and there was no expression on her face of surprise or surprise because of my words. It seemed that she knew in her heart that I would tell her like this in advance.
I continued to say to my mother with excitement: Mom, I really want to kiss you. If it were the past, I would never dare to say this to you. But now... I know that as a son, I should not make such unreasonable requests. Maybe you will blame me in your heart and feel that I am a little mentally ill, but I really want to kiss you, even if it's just a moment, mom, I...
Before I finished speaking, my mother immediately put the hand that was touching my face gently on my mouth until I stopped talking. Then, my mother put down her hand and looked at me...
Look at me...
Then slowly closed his eyes...
My mother has already agreed to my request. Seeing this situation, I think I should be happy, but for some reason, I can't be happy at all. It's like in this depressing atmosphere, I said a lot of pitiful words to my mother and got some pity from her, because the moment my mother closed her eyes, tears in her eyes spilled out again.
I slowly leaned my head towards her. Because the distance between my face was very close, I kissed my mother's sexy lip in an instant, and the tip of my nose was also connected to the tip of my nose.
My mother's fragrant lips are very soft, smooth, and a little wet. It seems that there is a light lipstick on her fragrant lips. The fragrance emitted from her slightly opened mouth plunged into my nostrils one after another, making me feel very comfortable.
After staying on my mother's fragrant lips for less than 5 seconds, I couldn't wait to stretch out the tip of my tongue to drill into my mother's mouth. My mother took the initiative to cooperate with me to open my fragrant mouth and let my tongue enter her mouth smoothly. She swam and flipped comfortably in her warm and sweet mouth, and touched the fragrant tongue in my mother's mouth again and again. However, my mother was not very active because she was shy. She just occasionally moved her tongue to cater to me. The movement was very light, like a dragonfly squirting the water.
After a while, after I used my tongue tip to tease her again and again, my mother began to slowly become more and more cooperative, completely entangling her lubricated tongue with my tongue, stirring and rubbing her repeatedly. She also kept using her cherry lips to suck my tongue, as if she was worried that my tongue would leave her little mouth.
The two tongues were tangled together wildly, swimming, and their heads began to sway unconsciously with the relaxed kiss. My mother stretched out her hand again and stroked her half face facing upwards. Her head was also crooked and she skillfully made a charming French kiss with me.
At this time, my mother's movements became quite active. She pushed my tongue hard and swam into my mouth. She danced happily in my mouth, constantly licking every inch of skin in my mouth with her fragrant tongue, and gently biting my lips with her teeth, constantly making my lips numb, forming a strong contrast with the passive acceptance just now. In such a fierce and stimulating kiss, a lot of the saliva in our mouth dripped on the pillow under the face with the intense movements on our lips, until the saliva turned that position wet.
It feels so comfortable, this feeling is so comfortable, my mother and I have been kissing each other with affectionate tongues like this, and we have been kissing for a long time...
After that, I slowly placed one hand on my mother's waist, then reached into my mother's clothes through my mother's waist, and then slowly moved up until I stopped the hand on my mother's chest.
I first tentatively pressed my mother's chest with my hands through her bra. My mother cooperated with my throat and let out a slight sound, but there was no movement to stop me. She still closed her eyes and kissed me slightly.
I slowly increased the strength of my hands, rubbed my mother's chest more and more forcefully, and the rubbing range was also expanding. My mother felt a little uncomfortable and just came from her throat. Well! Well, she gasped at me a few times, and her brows frowned slightly at me a few times.
Soon, I was not satisfied with caring on it through the bra. I excitedly moved my hand to the bottom of my mother's bra, and slowly groped my hand towards the highest peak of the oval hill inside the bra...
I touched it, touched it, I touched the big red date on my mother's chest. It was so comfortable. This feeling was so comfortable. It was two completely different feelings from stroking it with a bra just now. I have been waiting for it for too long this day. I have fantasized about such a scene countless times. The most important thing is that my dream has finally come true now.
I excitedly used my fingertips to repeatedly fiddle on my mother's nipples, and pressed them lightly and heavily. Under the stimulation of physiological reactions, my mother's nipples quickly became hard in my hands. The whole nipples became very full and elastic.
I grabbed my mother's breasts and grabbed them with five fingers, squeezing my mother's breasts into my palms. My mother immediately left my lips, but her forehead and forehead were still tightly pressed against her, her eyes were still slightly closed and not opened, but her cherry mouth was tightly gasping and said to me in a sweet voice: Lin Lin, be gentle
Um
After listening to my mother's words, I immediately reduced my hands and slowly rubbed my mother's plump breasts.
After that, my mother took the initiative to kiss me again, and the gentle fragrance flowed into my mouth again with the tip of my mother's tongue.
After enjoying my mother's chest, I moved my hand down and placed it directly on my mother's thigh. After stroking my mother's beautiful legs wrapped in stockings for a few times, I slowly moved my hand upwards, and through my mother's slightly raised buttocks, I kept exploring the lower abdomen at the entrance of my mother's stockings. Then I followed the entrance and directly into the innermost layer of the stockings and underwear, and then began to penetrate deeper inside. I just touched a few hairs after a short distance. At this time, I was extremely excited because my hand was about to touch the most charming and mysterious place of the woman. Just thinking about this, I felt extremely excited.
But at this moment, my mother immediately opened her eyes, reached out and grabbed my wrist, preventing me from further invasion.
Lin Lin, Mom called my name and shook her head at me
I understand that what I do to my mother now is the greatest limit that my mother can bear. After all, we are a mother-son relationship. My mother is willing to treat me like this and let me caress her body with my hands so presumptuously. She has put down a lot of dignity.
Mom loves me very much, I know this very well. I think I want to force my mother to get into my body and have sex with my mother. I will definitely succeed. Afterwards, my mother may not get angry with me.
But I didn't plan to do this. At this moment, I suddenly remembered the passage recorded in Zhao Huaiye's diary for no reason. When my mother resisted, he did not use force on her mother. I wouldn't do this either. I wouldn't force her mother, unless she was willing to give her body to me.
Then I took back the unrestrained hand from my mother's underwear, stretched it into my mother's clothes again, stroked my mother's smooth back, and continued to kiss my mother. Not long after kissing, I slowly loosened the hook on my mother's bra on my back with my hands, removed my mother's bra bandage to her elbow, and took off the wrapper of my bra. It was more convenient to touch the two plump breasts on my mother's chest. Then I put my hand on my mother's chest again, and used my hands to change various ways to play with my mother's two fleshy white rabbits.
My mother and I continued to kiss each other with affectionate feelings. The saliva in the two people's mouths merged together. We couldn't tell who it was. The stick below me was already extremely hard, and it made me feel very uncomfortable.
Mom, it's very uncomfortable to me below. I removed my mother's sweet lips and looked at her with a longing look.
After hearing this, my mother's cheeks flushed, then lowered her head slightly, and did not look directly into my eyes. Then she put one hand down and put it directly into my crotch, holding my hot and hard penis, which was as hard as an iron rod, and then gently stroked it on it.
Because of the cover of my pants, I felt very uncomfortable. Then I immediately twisted my body and pulled my pants down, pulling them to my knees. Then, my mother used her gentle little hand to tightly wrap my penis around and began to stroke my penis up and down, from time to time, and she also grabbed my scrotum that was bulging like a ball, or rubbed my palms on my congested glans for a few times.
I closed my eyes comfortably, pressed my mother's face tightly, feeling the breathing at the corner of my mother's mouth. The fragrance in my mouth spread to my face one after another. After enjoying it for about 2 minutes, I opened my eyes again, lifted the clothes on my mother's chest to the top of her breasts, then arched my body and bent my head, barely grasped the plump nipples on my mother's chest with my lips, held the nipples in my mouth, licked them hard with my tongue, and licked them hard.
At this time, my mother's breathing became even more rapid, and seductive moans kept coming from her mouth. The sound was like a bird, like a spring lamb, and the two beautiful breasts on her chest were also shaking constantly in the violent trembling of her body.
At this time, I really wanted to lower my head a little further and lick it everywhere on my white skin on my mother's chest, leaving traces of my hot lips on her entire breasts. Unfortunately, my body could not move downwards, otherwise the stick between my legs would be removed from my mother's hand, and my mother would not be able to masturbate comfortably. This may be the so-called "can't have both fish and bear's paws"
After about 2 minutes, under the gentle caress of my mother's little hands, I felt that I was coming. The numbness in my penis was constantly sending a signal of orgasm to the nerves all over my body. I also raised my head and pressed it tightly on my mother's face, put one hand on my mother's chest and grabbed my mother's breasts tightly without moving.
Mom... hurry up... hurry up... Mom seemed to hear my murmurs, and once again increased the speed of stroke, and the amplitude of stroke also increased slightly. She rubbed hard in the thickest circle around my glans. In an instant, the hot thick semen finally erupted from the penis...
Ah... so comfortable... so comfortable... As the semen shot out one after another, I shouted to myself again, and my heart was extremely happy at this moment. The feeling was like I was traveling around the fairy world. After a long time of comfort and reminiscing, it slowly dissipated.
My mother continued to slowly stroke my penis twice, and I also took the initiative to thrust my hips and let my penis thrust into my mother's circular palm for a few times. Until the remaining semen in my penis was completely ejaculated, we stopped all the movements, but my mother continued to hold my penis for about half a minute, and then my mother got up. When my mother got up, I saw that my mother's hands were full of sticky semen I ejaculated, and some of them were also ejaculated on the floral skirt I was wearing, especially on my mother's thighs wearing flesh-colored stockings, there was a lot of semen spraying on it, a wet piece
After getting out of bed, my mother went to the side and took out the toilet paper, wiped it on her hands first, then tore off some toilet paper and handed it to me, and said to me: Lin Lin, you can wipe it yourself
Well! I answered after taking the toilet paper, and then my mother walked to the bathroom without looking back.
After that, I sat up, took out the toilet paper to wipe the remaining liquid on my penis, as well as the wet areas on the bed sheets and bedding, and threw the toilet paper into the trash can under the bed, and then lay back on the bed again
Because the room was very quiet at night, I could clearly hear my mother sobbing in the bathroom. The sound made me feel sad after hearing it. Why did my mother cry inside?
Could it be that I was sad about what I did just now?
Afterwards, when my mother came out, I saw that my mother had taken off the flesh-colored stockings from her legs just now. Maybe it was because she had too much semen on her just ejaculated and could not wear them for the time being. When my mother returned to my bed again, I whispered to my mother: Mom, I'm sorry
Hum? What's wrong? Mom asked me in confusion
Mom, are you angry with me?
No
Just now I heard you crying in the bathroom
As soon as he finished speaking, my mother lay back on my bed, faced me with her side, stroked my cheek with her hands and said to me gently: Mom just thought of you want to suffer such suffering, and she felt uncomfortable. Mom doesn't want you to suffer such sin.
Mom, don't feel uncomfortable, I'm not afraid at all now. Didn't you say that the success rate of the surgery is very high and there is no life-threatening danger
Afterwards, my mother hugged my head on her neck, and we hugged each other tightly again...
The next morning, I was pushed into the operating room by several doctors and nurses in white coats. During this period, my mother kept holding me tightly with the cart. Until the moment she entered the operating room door, we reluctantly separated each other's hands. In my mind, until the moment when anesthetic was injected, it was all the time to recall the unforgettable memories of my mother and I last night...
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