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Chapter 41

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The operation took a full 9 hours. After Qing Die, who was too nervous, came out, only one sentence left, and he could no longer support his body and fell asleep. This sentence was enough to make everyone in the club dumbfounded.

Only one bullet can be taken out. If Ziyou can wake up within 48 hours and there is no problem with her heart, then... there will be no problem for the time being, otherwise...

Just when Yan Ming ordered Lan Li to go back to rest from Qingdi and he went to inform Long Xiao of the news, no one noticed the Chengfeng who had been with him... It seemed that he showed a faint smile because he felt something... It was time for him to go back and have a good sleep... It seems that nothing will happen... It's really troublesome. After that, I've been staying outside the operating room and never rested for a moment...

However, it seems that everyone has ignored one thing. Qing Die said that there will be no problem but for the time being. How long is this time worth exploring...

Of course, this problem is a small matter, the big thing is... Ziyou was unconscious for a whole day and night without even the intention of waking up at all. Her heartbeat was always close to a straight line, making Long Xiao, who had been standing by Ziyou's bed after hearing the news, was so haggard that he seemed to have become another person in a short time, as if he had been aged for dozens of years at once, and his whole body was silent. Except for the occasional eyes falling on Ziyou on the hospital bed, Long Xiao seemed to be an unconscious puppet at other times.

And Ziyou... has never shown any sign of improvement... she is still on the verge of death...

……

You'er...You'er... wake up... stop sleeping...

The gentle and familiar call made Zi You's consciousness begin to produce a faint slight clarity, but his body seemed to be distracted and felt nothing. He could not move, could not see anything, and could not make any sound. He could only hear the erratic and gentle mysterious voice.

Dad...Dad...Is it you...

Ziyou, who could not speak, could only tremble in his heart and verify the owner of the voice.

Stop crying... You'er, I know you're wronged...

dad……

You'er... Listen to your father, stop torture A Xiao like this, and stop torture yourself like this, okay... I know you can't completely forget everything that happened, I also know that You'er's heart is also very bitter, I know...

Forgot...how do you forget everything that happened before you...

Listen to my father, okay? If you can't forget, don't forget it. Just accept all A Xiao's identities, brother... murderer... boss... slave... accept all A Xiao's body, and face everything that happened strongly. Time... will dilute everything...

Accept... Can you accept it yourself...

You'er, don't blame A Xiao anymore. If I really pursue it, everything is my fault. If I didn't love so selfishly, if I didn't let you meet A Xiao at the beginning, if... I could go to the cemetery earlier to save you...thing wouldn't have developed to this point...

No, no, it's not dad's fault!

No...No...

Feeling that his hair was gently straightened by his gentle big hands, Zi You's tears flowed down again unconsciously

Dad... Dad... Let me go and find you, Dad, I don’t want to live alone... I don’t want to... Dad... Please... Let me go and find you...

You'er... Do you really care about A Xiao? Wake up quickly and see clearly what A Xiao is doing now... The most painful and painful person... It's always A Xiao... It's always Ah... Also, stop being willful, listen to Qing Die's words, and... live well...

dad……

……

Opening his eyes blankly, Zi You looked at the fearless white ceiling, until he heard the low voice in the room and turned his head hard and looked to the center of the room. After seeing what Long Xiao, who was standing in the center of the room, Zi You opened his eyes almost instinctively, so shocked that he couldn't even say anything to stop.

The cold and bright scalpel slowly sank into Long Xiao's left arm's skin in Zi You's disbelief, and then gently pressed it to the left, immediately revealing a deep and narrow wound with blood flowing. Qing Die fixed the position of the scalpel with one hand, and carefully picked up the one in the tray with the other hand... The bullet that had been in Zi You's heart for a full 15 years, hesitantly put it into the wound of Long Xiao's left arm, and then immediately sutured the wound skillfully and neatly. After a while, there was a suture that was still slowly oozing out bright red as long as the index finger. Long Xiao, who was determined not to use anesthetic, was trembling with pain. Qing Die, who had been concentrating on his mind, did not notice Zi You's awakening at all.

Boss...why should I...

It was my fault. Why did I let him forget such cruel memories, cruel memories that even I could not forget, I actually forced him to forget...I...

boss……

Qingdie... I'm fine, I just want to remember more clearly. This bullet will make me remember everything I have done to him... Don't worry, I won't commit suicide to beg for his forgiveness. I... do not have the qualification to die. In memory, pain is more suitable for me than death, right? Don't you know...

Even in a sleepy state... he was still crying... he was still crying...

With a bitter smile, Long Xiao shook his body and slowly turned around under Qing Die's worried gaze. However, before he could walk towards Zi You, Long Xiao saw Zi You who woke up at some point... Tears were still there in the corners of his eyes...

A trace of instinctive fear flashed subconsciously in his eyes. Long Xiao froze for a few seconds before a humble smile appeared. He picked up Qing Diezao and walked over carefully with a bowl of Chinese medicine he had prepared. This special importance will not only temporarily relieve the burden on the heart, but also drive away some small amount of yin energy that has not been completely expelled from the body.

Long Xiao held the medicine in one hand and gently and carefully lifted Zi You's upper body up with the other hand. The pain caused by the muscles that were touched in his chest made Zi You subconsciously frown, and a slight moan came out of his mouth. However, Long Xiao's small movement was instantly stiff and his face turned pale.

Sorry, I'm sorry... I won't touch you anymore... As long as you finish taking the medicine, I'll leave...

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Let me stay here for a while, please...it will be fine in a while. When you finish the medicine, I promise that I won't let you see me again...I will roll away and will never appear in your sight...Never...

Looking at Long Xiao who was begging for himself as if he had done something unforgivable, Ziyou couldn't speak for a moment, and her throat seemed to be blocked by something, so uncomfortable that she wanted to shed tears.

Long Xiao, who had not received a response for a long time, finally stopped his voice like a exhaustion, and a desperate darkness appeared in his eyes. Isn't it possible for a while?

After a few seconds, he barely held back the tears that were about to burst out from his eyes, and once again, Long Xiao, who was more uncomfortable than crying, was trembling and kept calm.

I get it, I'll get out now, I... I really can stop loving you... I won't be in your sight again... I...

Bang!

Because of Long Xiao's words, Zi You was inexplicably furious and used all his strength to knock off the medicine bowl on Long Xiao's hand, allowing Long Xiao's snow-white shirt to have a hot brown water mark. With a few clear and crisp sounds, the medicine bowl finally rolled to the corner of the wall and cracked into several pieces.

What did you say?!

……I……

Who is sure that you don’t love me?!

As if she was touched by the reverse scale, Zi You, whose face was still pale, exuded an incredible and amazing charm due to anger, which made Long Xiao, who had reacted, no longer care about anything. He immediately hugged Zi You, whose heartbeat was wild, and his face was extremely nervous.

No! Don't be angry! You can do whatever you want me! Qingdie said you can't be angry! Don't...

I don't want to make you angry...

What?! Do you want to push everything completely?! Don’t think about it! This is what you owe me! It’s you that I’m sorry to me! It’s just that I don’t love you! You are not allowed to not love me! Why do you make your own decisions! Why don’t you love me! Whether I love you or not, you must love me! This is what you owe me! You owe me!

That's right... this is what he owes him... He can't escape...

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Ziyou...

It took a few minutes to completely digest the meaning of Ziyou's words, and hugged tightly in his arms that he thought he would never have again. Long Xiao's face was filled with fragile tears... I... I really thought it would be impossible again...

Yes...I owe you... No matter whether you love me or not, I will always love you...I always love you... Ziyou...

Then, Ziyou, you should have that surgery if you listened to me! If you listened to me earlier, you wouldn't have almost...

I don't want it!

As Qing Die stared at the serious face of her mouth, Zi You's whole body instinctively hid in Long Xiao's arms, what a joke!!!

Even if you die, don’t have that surgery!

Even if my father wants to listen to Qing Die by himself, it won’t work!

I will never have that surgery myself!

Absolutely not!

I would rather die!

Don't... don't want it myself...

Qingdie! Don’t force him! Just forget it if he doesn’t want to do it, isn’t he already done now...

Long Xiao, who was most afraid of Zi You, subconsciously frowned, and looked at Qing Die, who had obviously forced Zi You for more than once. He didn't want to do it, so he didn't do it!

Boss! If Ziyou doesn’t accept an artificial heart, I’m afraid she won’t be able to survive even 10 days!!!